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[meowyjean]

art will save you, being unreasonably passionate about something niche will save you, letting past sources of joy show you the way back to yourself will save you, earnestness over composure will save you, the natural world will save you, caring for something bigger than yourself will save you, daring to be seen will save you, kindness not as a whim but a principle will save you, appreciation as a practice will save you, daring to try something new will save you, grounding will save you, love will save you, one good nights sleep will save you

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I needed to represent this moment because I think we don’t talk enough about how heartbreaking this night was for Lupin.

That night, the wounds of the war reopened. His world crumbled at his feet, and everything he believed to be true turned out to be a lie. For the first time in 12 years, he could see everything with clarity… and that clarity didn’t bring peace, only pain. He started thinking about how this would change his world entirely. He felt like *he* was the traitor—for not trusting his heart sooner.

For years, he lived with guilt, loss, and isolation, thinking he had already endured the worst. But learning the truth pulled the ground from under him. He didn’t just lose James, Lily, Peter and Sirius—he lost his trust in himself. And now, seeing it all clearly, he’s left with nothing but regret and the quiet ache of betrayal—toward his friends, and toward his own soul.

And this is all my heart and thoughts into this piece, love you 💗🫂 hope you like it ✨

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I can't be the first to make this connection

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“what’s your dream job” im so glad you asked. picture this. i am the lone employee of a strange and mysterious tchotchke/bookshop in the middle of nowhere, full of fun and interesting things that i am allowed to take for the low low price of free of charge. i get one, exceedingly interesting, customer per hour. i work no more than twenty hours a week and am salaried 3 million dollars

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cast iron? yeah thats a pretty common spell to learn

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If tumblr dies for real where do you think people will migrate to?

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i think regressing to your middle school self in college should be more normalized. im meant to be listen to mcr and playing undertale while neglecting my finals!

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i lov silly women. all my respect to dumbass wacky girls

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making this on my phone with very little sleep or consideration, but i think the point stands

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i've had a marauders map lockscreen and homescreen ever since i've had my current phone. just changed it to some vague summer/spring palette i'm loving lately. this feels a lot like growing out of my youtuber era when i was a teen. who am i now? who am i if not obsessive? probably gonna be one of those peaceful fans who casually consume media and are distant from the scutinizing fandom culture.

oh no. i can feel the hyperfixation leak away from my being. who am i now? what do i do? what do i read? what will i talk about?

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"So what do you recommend to encourage affection?"

"Dancing, even if one's partner is barely tolerable"

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"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

[meowyjean]

oh no. i can feel the hyperfixation leak away from my being. who am i now? what do i do? what do i read? what will i talk about?

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Actually that no punctuation plot hole ooc wattpad fanfic written by that 12 year old will ALWAYS be better than character ai. And I love that 12 year old btw

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Be careful of Asexuals y'all, I heard they aren't fucking around

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sirius walking in on james cleaning the room next to his at the potter manor and wondering why the hell he was doing it and james just said “just in case” and sirius is like ??? and james shyly says “just in case reggie finally decided to leave” and thats the moment sirius knew james is the one for his brother

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Temples are built for gods. Knowing this a farmer builds a small temple to see what kind of god turns up.