#going insane at 1am

[cj-kenobi]

i hate when there is a song that has such strong vibes of (piece of media i am currently shredding in my mind like an under stimulated dog) and I don't know how to translate it into a fanwork that captures how obsessed I am about it

[pigeonxp]

bro ur telling me some ppl saw the shooting scene, saw buck scream and crawl under a ladder truck and drag eddie out from under it, and thought "they arent meant to be together". ur telling me ppl saw the LIGHTNING STRIKE scene, where eddie climbs up the ladder screaming for buck, tries to DEFY GRAVITY and LIFT BUCK UP, and ends up PUSHING BOBBY OUT OF THE WAY to get to buck, told the doctors to do more than their best, and then counted and remembered exactly how much time, to the second, that he had to live in a world without buck, and they THINK THAT BUCK AND EDDIE DONT BELONG TOGETHER. LITERALLY YOUVE GOT TO BE WATCHING SELECTIVELY

[i-eat-mold]

I just realized if I apply anything I write or think of to skk I can post it here and it’s still not that dumb (lies)

[dizzybizz]

sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat

[sugarpasteltmnt]

what if I got silly with it. what if I just. got silly. what then huh. what would you do. if I just got a little silly with it. just a bit silly. w. what if I g—

[warlenys]

everybody dies is maybe the best tv ending ever the idea that there are people who watched it that say “oh yeah the house finale is like? fine? i guess?? it doesn’t really tie everything up though” hello?????? house is presented with every element of his life that the show has ever deemed important to him and asks “which of these, as an ending, could actually make him happy?” first is drugs. he tries heroin, doesn’t work. it’s facile. shallow. not the answer. his addiction wasn’t a choice and has only ever been destructive. it doesn’t define him. it isn’t at all what he’s living for. it can’t be his ending. second is medicine. a puzzle always gives him a buzz. but not forever. it’s superficial. inconsequential. pointless. he needs it to stave off misery, but it doesn’t fulfil him. third is love. “i know you believe in love.” but he’s fucked up every romantic relationship he’s ever had. it’s idiotic to think he could ever sustain one. it’s a fantasy. can’t be that either. fourth is suicide. an escape from all his pain and suffering. a simple resignation. but it’s empty and he’s scared of it. he doesn’t want to die, but he hasn’t found anything to live for, either. he thinks, there’s nothing, then. so he lies there, in the flames. he can’t find a solution and so resigns himself to none. he’ll let the fire choose to take him. until he realises that that’s cowardly. he has to choose his own ending. there has to be meaning to it. so maybe he’ll choose to just continue with his life, as it was, in misery. or maybe he can change. maybe if he chooses to live he can find some meaning, somewhere. maybe. so he decides to get up and leave the burning building, distantly hoping happiness is out there for him somewhere. then he sees wilson. number five. the answer is wilson. and it always has been. he’s the only thing house has been able to consistently love. the only thing that truly fulfils him. the only thing that completely defines who, at his heart, house is. and so he chooses to destroy everything else - every other reason he spent his life thinking he was living for - for wilson. it was all just transport, taking him here. to this happiness. to his happiness. to his ending. to wilson.

[c-nan]

okay so when shauna said that she gets turned on thinking of jeff with another woman—her touch on his and whatnot—she’s definitely talking about his relationship with jackie, and it’s less about how she’s attracted to him and more about how she was attracted to jackie, and slept with him bc jackie’s touch was on him (even though he and jackie didn’t even have sex)

[chairhahaha]

the suicide tw is implied. forgot to mention.

based off this fic. hector what the Fuck

@hectorthedoggo i feel likieleke these tags r annoying i forgot but ueah lmk if they are

[popcorn-milk]

when you're browsing titanfall fanfiction and see the tag "no beta readers we die like lastimosa"

[emergingghost]

how do i consume julien baker's music but like, more! it's not enough to listen to it. that feeling of wanting to crush a small creature you're holding because it's so small and soft is how i feel about her music does that make sense

[gelarshiesprofruitboarder]

Poor coach z 💔

[alphafox113]

To explain more about my previous post. Basically.

I feel like a fox

But I also feel like a human and I'm comfortable being a human and looking like one

But with that, I also wish I was a fox. Or at least had a fox tail or even ears.

It feels like a fluid thing (might have to do with my genderfluidity)

I've always felt more connected to animals. I always enjoyed being called stuff like "puppy". Someone once said I remind them of a fox. My autism went crazy. I was so sososo happy.

Fun fact. I barked to communicate for a very long time. I stopped when I was five. And ik foxes don't bark like dogs (it's very upsetting that people think they do. They may have something similar but it's not a bark or woof.)

Idk I'm just rambling here. I'm genderfluid. A human. But I just so happen to want a fox rail and feel a very deep connection with foxes. Foxes have been my personality for my whole life. (Special interest). And I have a fox fursona. I draw myself online with fox ears and tail all the time. Or I just use my fursona.

Ykw. I wish I was half human-half fox. Like. I had the ability to switch between human and fox. Like fruits basket (without the opp gender hug thing and curse). I wanna be able to shift at will.

[wanderingchocolateeclair]

Reaching the festival arc in s4 made me notice two Very Important Things:

A) that powerloader is WEARING A SUIT- I noticed it in the manga but not in the anime how WHAT???? CLOTHES!!! CLOTHES FOR THE DIGGY MOLE MAN !!!!

And

B) that Ecto’s Costume apparently has Arm Holes???????? ARM HOLES?????? And also that he wears a watch over his hero costume- but arm holes……..

Hhh…

[hiero-green]

Who up caping they crusaders

[axiigotlost]

really long freaking post warning

Au where like. Lady sandra is worried about Mudd and doesnt think she wants her son to live a life of royalty. So she makes a few deals to fix it. So when Mudds like 6 or really young in general, Shamen suess yoinks away his memories, and sends him off to boot camp (the evirwinter woods) after convincing Krystellenna to take him in. Mudd feels super welcome there especially since he grows into like a big furry coat and Kydelius is soo jealous of him for it.

After the massacare mudd feels oblidged to take care of Kyborg for the next few years, and also because he has like 0 confidence and energy to do anything but mudd is like sooo ready to help him after they took him in.

At some point they head down to Urbloom (cus evirwinter and urbloom are right next to eachother on the map (im normal about the canon map)) where Mudd tries to get Kyborgs hopes up and get him out of his depression arc (/j) hes been having for like 10 years.

Mudd also feels like he has to keep giving because even though it was like years ago hes so thankful that some strangers took him in after he couldnt remember anything. so he feels so betrayed when he finds out it was just a deal for them to take him in and his own mother thought he wasn't cut out for royalty when he was SIX.

Ok that's it. That's the stupid post

[ikeepforgettimypassword]

Following my Sam & Max hyper fixation off of a cliff as i play all of their remastered telltale games until i can no longer comprehend any of the dialogue