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My beloved Yusei.
I know for a fact I have a different ship partner for him but I'm interested in your ideas cuz I like you and your ships are valid :)))
THATS TOTALLY VALID, Y'know, I think shipping wars are dumb I don't really care about ship discourse
Faithshippers 🤝 other Yusei ships
We love Yusei Fudo
YUSEI
First Impression: YUSEI FUDO. This guy was my first fave. 10 year old me watched one episode of ygo 5Ds and instantly became obsessed with it because Yusei is AWESOME and he was such a cool guy y'know. What's more cool than some guy with weird hair, on a motorcycle, on a quest for revenge with his robot buddies. Baby me ATE THAT UP. Yusei was my everything when I was a kid and I mean I loved 5Ds so much that I hated GX because it was more popular LMAO (younger me would call me a traitor for being such a rabid Judai stan now)
Impression now: I still have a soft spot for Yusei because Ygo 5Ds and Yusei are special for me. Looking back though just makes me laugh so hard because MAN this guy is filled with autism. But he's also just genuinely a great guy. When you grow up and look back at the guys you loved for being cool, you realise that underneath that coolness is someone who cares, not just about his friends, but about the world. I adore Yusei. I adore how much he cares and I adore the hope that he represents - that even when you're forced to survive in a world that doesn't want you to succeed, you have to keep moving and if you do, you'll find happiness at some point. I can see why younger me loved him so much LOL important character to me
Favourite moment: Ngl. Pretty much every duel Jack and Yusei had and of course the Aki Yusei duel
Idea for a story: I'd love to read about Yusei showing Judai and Yugi around New Domino and introducing him to his friends and teaching them how to ride D-Wheels. Card games on motorcycles baby!!!
Unpopular opinion: Don't have one I don't think?
Favourite relationship: Faithshipping for sure. I love Yusei and Aki's dynamic, y'know? But I love the rivalry between Jack and Yusei too. I wish I remembered more about Bruno because I feel like he had a pretty rad friendship with Yusei,, I need to rewatch 5Ds omg sjbdjsnsh
Favourite headcanon: I think Yusei is bisexual and I also think he'd probably like vaporwave music. I will not accept that him being autistic is a headcanon, it is canon/lh
#ygo 5ds#kraken rambles#yusei fudo#man i love this guy#MAN I MISS 5DS...#going fast makes me feel alive#my heart beats...#in hyper drive
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Look,,, I adore all of the original 5ds openings but I still mourn the existence of a Hyperdrive version that‘s longer than the tv 1 1/2 minutes 😔
Me watching yugioh dub openings: Shhh babygirl you are perfect don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
Me watching yugioh sub openings: WE WERE FUCKING ROBBED.
#plus the German version of hyperdrive that inexplicably was made a duet??#it’s so dramatic I love it#hyperdrive my beloved#GOING FAST MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE#MY HEART BEATS IN HYPERDRIVE
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okay anyway. sorry for the repeated eminem posts i got reminded of his existence and he fascinates me to literally no end
#whats his deal. like actually what is wrong with him#not in a blorbo way. like genuinely whats his fucking deal#this guy gets into controversies like his life depends on it. i want to study him#i feel like every couple months i see him doing some bullshit nd every single time i go ''hes still alive?'' like.#how is he. a person#how does eminem Exist#he feels like a fictional character#hes like if you took jesse out of breaking bad genuinely.#what was even his claim to fame#being able to rap really fast? being controversial?#BOTH?#like. i mean his older music is. good. i guess#its certainly catchy for sure. its very much a product of mid-late 90s and early 2000s rap#and he just. never grew out of that?#hes still making music in that style#theres nothing. wrong with that per se. but there is when its EMINEM doing it#im rambling. do you see what this fucking freak does to me. fascinating individual. i cant believe hes Real#speaking.mp4
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Can we talk about Kaalaa Baunaa’s wilderness chat for a sec:
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Kaalaa Baunaa: Have you noticed? This part of the sky is very different from the outside world.
Timekeeper: The solitude they endure is mirrored in the other's.
Kaalaa Baunaa: Ha... You're right.
Kaalaa Baunaa: The land is filled with too much noise, they're all in too much hurry... Full of joy and sorrow.
Kaalaa Baunaa: Only in the moment when we gaze upon the universe in its entirety, are we able to momentarily become one with eternity. Just as before we are born, and after we pass from this world.
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Like, girl, wow, okay. Amazing. We need to meditate together. It’s gonna look like this.
#her philosophies remind me of Buddha’s teachings#god i need this woman to sit down and have a chat together#it can fix me#life is going so fast and so hastily i really do need a reminder to slow down#im so happy to be alive#kaalaa baunaa the woman you are#take a step back and use that moment to appreciate the world#the little things#the big things#the tiny things#no matter how little they are#Kaalaa Baunaa#reverse 1999#mochats#kaalaa baunaa brainrot i love her so much she makes me feel safe#she is reverse 1999’s toriel to me
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. . . I hate when people mistake "the narrative doesn't explore this female character's interiority" with "this female character is dumb and helpless".
It's better when they say "passive" because at least that is something you can concretely see or not see, but . . . when you don't see anything of a female character's thought processes and default to assuming she's "dumb and helpless" that says more about you than anything else.
#this is about mah0@ku#i'm glad there's more fandom engagement with it than i was expecting#but i'm really upset that everyone is hating on by@kuya . . . they know the intimate details of the male lead's name but just refer to#the female lead as 'the magical girl'. . . .i really related to her like i'm sorry as someone who had to grow up fast#and coped with that by being extremely blase about it all#that's not 'being stupid' or 'helpless' that's what literally kept me alive#i was in an extremely reactive environment and byakuy@'s quietly doing her best with the things being handed to her and the specific#variety of things being handed to her makes me feel seen#there IS something to be said about joking around with her going for like a week without eating & how women are expected to starve#themselves but like . . . also she's not dumb she's just been kicked over and over so much that she's keeping her head down#instead of taking risks that won't pay off#everyone nitpicking her age also sucks we don't HAVE a canon age for her we ONLY have context#which is that at some point in her past she dropped out of school and started working full time because shitty things happened to her#granted i haven't read the 4koma in a while but i'm pretty sure she was solidly in her early twenties by the time she and mira meet#and like yeah you can be like 'but her face looks like a child's' but like HER BODY DOESN'T THOUGH and NEITHER DOES HER OUTFIT#if anything mira's circumstances are more early twenties coded than byakuy@'s#like at some point if you're constantly seeing p3dophilia everywhere the call is coming from inside the house#also in this specific instance we're a whopping 12 minutes in so like#she'll get more development jfc
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are you planning on continuing never let me go? i LOVE that fic and i’m so curious about what’s gonna happen next!
your writing is amazing btw like i literally don’t like eren that much but your stories made me fall in love with him 😩💗
Hi, darling!! I still am! Honestly, if I could I would finish it right away but you know how it is with me being five-month pregnant, a housewife, a mom of a three-year-old kid, and being the only person who does all the chores in the house, it really is almost impossible for me to have the energy to sit down and write as much as I would love to 😭😭😭 I used to be able to write a lot cause my husband wasn't too busy with work before so we could take turns on doing chores and watching over our kid (plus my kid used to just sleep like 80% of the time now he's just so active). my son is getting older and he's started going to school and my husband is away on a business trip pretty often so I'm handling this all by myself and I'm asldkfjaslkdfs
ANYWAY sorry I didn't mean to ramble LMAO I'm trying to say that I am still trying to finish both Never Let Me Go and Ice & Fire whenever I can. I have written so many parts for those series that I haven't posted here yet so it would be a waste if I just abandon it now 🥲 Maybe (maybe) I can post a new chapter for NLMG by the end of next month.
#maybe 🥲#pray for me bestie#just so you know i used to write this fic on AFF and it was about to end but I stopped writing for it for like 6 years cause#i was working on my thesis then i graduated and i started working and then i got married and then i was pregnant with my first born#so it literally took me 6 years to finish that fic LMAO#6 years later i was like: hey y'allllll i'm still alive#and i posted the final chapter#and my readers were still there LMAO they're so nice omg i love them#hopefully it won't take me 6 years to finish never let me go LMAOOOO#i'm trying to finish it as fast as i can believe me blame my pregnancy hormones for making me feel so tired all the time 😭😭😭#kana answers stuff#queue
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I might come back at a later time with an actually thorough analysis on this, but the irony of those posts that go like "wow we could make a whole new version of We Didn't Start The Fire with just the events of the past five years" really is so interesting to me.
Like the story behind the song is that at age 40 Billy Joel was talking to a 21 year old guy who was complaining about how crazy the time he was living in was and thereby undermining the times before that. So billy joel wrote we didnt start the fire as a way to show that any time period has been filled with extreme events. Yes, times are crazy now and they have always been crazy and they will continue to be crazy. And theres a bunch of ways one may interpret those statements and one can see it as a message of hope or understanding or dismissal, but i'm not really interested in dissecting it in such a way here right now honestly bcs im sleepy.
It's just so funny to me that the whole point of this song is to point out that actually the experience of living through crazy and world-changing times is NOT unique and here all these people are going like "woaah this is such a unique time we could write We Didn't Start The Fire all over again!" as if that isn't the exact opposite of the point of the song!
#and like maybe you dont agree with mr joel#thats fine!#obviously theres discussions to be had about whether this time may be stranger than earlier times#im not trying to have a discussion about that#im just saying... yall are saying the exact opposite of what the song is saying and it is funny but i also kinda wanna shake you about it#personally what also gets to me about it is that it disregards the symbol of the fire to me?#like to me it's very much about how many of the issues we are still dealing with today have been handed down for generations#and it is a reminder to actually look at the roots and not the symptoms etc etc#and i feel like that goes lost when you just try to one up the forty years billy joel writes about by writing abt the past five or whatever#so anyway i would be very open to this concept if it actually interacted with the message of the original in a meaningful way#but the people suggesting this stuff dont seem to be aware of that message so....#then it's just funny and ironic in an awkward way#also if i had more energy there'd be an interesting analysis abt just kind of pointing out how this may just be what feeling alive is like?#like it's all going so fast and there is so much happening and obviously every time feels like the most momentuous time#so it makes a lot of sense for people to latch onto we didnt start the fire#bcs it does so well in projecting that feeling of too many things happening all at once
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littol guy
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{ I need to get out of bed already, but my motivation is just... nonexistent at this point... }
#{ Time to force myself up by rolling off the bed and onto the floor. }#{ Granted it'll hurt since the bones in my torso are frail but at least I'll be up. }#{ At least back when Shelby and Morgan were alive I had a reason to get up. }#{ Had to let them outside and get them both food and water. }#{ Now that they're dead though? I don't really have much of a reason anymore. }#{ I gotta respond to starters and threads. }#{ I gotta do my dalies in a game too. }#{ Not to mention I gotta keep checking outside for packages since people steal shit here. }#{ My energy is slowly sapped more and more throughout the years but I will continue. }#{ Don't mind me guys. My sister left with out mom for a while so that's why I'm like this. }#{ I don't do being alone very well and it gets to me fairly fast. }#{ It just honestly makes me feel like I'm trapped in a small room with nothing but static noise. }#{ Anyway... off the bed I go. }#tw; negative#tw; vent#✠ [ ' ʙʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ ᴏғғ sᴛᴇᴀᴍ. ' ] - ✡ ʀᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ/ᴠᴇɴᴛɪɴɢ ✡#✠ [ ' ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴅs ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴏʀs. ' ] - ✡ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ✡
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uni definitely isn't for me but everything else isn't for me either so i have to somehow bear with it i guess
#i think i have a wrong mentality for this#because i just care too much about wrong things that aren't what's truly important in life#and then i feel bad when days just pass too fast and i feel like im wasting my life#because im doing things i don't want to do and i don't do things that make me happy i don't do things for myself#but i am just unable not to care about it and not put it as my top priority neglecting not only my health but also people i care about#and when someone laugh when i say that im a workaholic i feel so awful because it's not a joke to me it's a real problem that affects my#life and my way of thinking and makes me unable to just neglect some part of the work i just can't do it#and when something goes not the way i prepared for and expected and it has a bad result i feel worthless because my brain keeps telling me#that i should've studied more i should've prepared more i shouldn't have talked with my friend or go to sleep when i was supposed to study#and i regret regret regret all my choices and it's literally eating me alive#and it makes me do stupid things i regret even more#i hate it here#okay that's all because i don't wanna end up crying
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having to tell your partner that you can't move in together because actually you feel trapped and it might ruin the entire relationship is a total vibe killer tbh
#vent post#im losing my fucking mind i feel so much guilt#but the guilt would be worse if things go south and we sign a lease#i dont want to break up with them. to be clear. i want to not live together because its too fast and will destroy the relationship#at least im very sure it will#but i think the hurt and betrayal this is going to bring on from them is goung to make them leave#i cant even blame them.#i feel so awful.#my body thinks im disintigrating and ive stopped sleeping almost at all#all i do is go to work and dissacociate or cry because im ruining everything#i really love them. i just think theyre in love with a hologram of me in my 30s playing with our kid in the suburbs#i dont even want to live in the suburbs. ive never wanted to be a parent#having career based dreams makes me feel crazy. like im constantly killing myself to stay alive. but its who i am and its who im becoming#and i dont think they get it. i dont thjnk they ever will. and they dont have to .#but i want them for good. i just dont think theyre mine to keep#the guilt rests in my kidneys and trembles upwards towards my esophagus#im losing a battle i was never made for. im losing my love because i dont want to lose them#things are. awful. i hate being in my early 20s actually. i feel like an animated corpse being haunted by memories#of things that couldve been. that still could be.#im a shell of who i was. i just want to stop gazing in the fun house mirror looking for who i am. i thought i had me. i thiught i knew.#mace chats
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#personal#warning: suiciceeand selfharmn talk in this rant#i think these meds are making me feel worse and i dont know what to do about it#gettinf used to these meds in the first place was so hard. i cant do it again#and like. i dont know.#iwant ro kill myself so bad and the only reason i can find is “maybe it will make someone sad”#but even that uts like. thats not a reason for me#theres no benefits for Me staying alive#like holy shit sometimes i forget i am So suicidal and then i have a night like this#usually these thougjs come late at night which is whyni started going to bed earlier#but things are changing and its 7:09 and im dealing with these thoughts Now#like Wow i guess injust deal with these thoughts forever no matter what. cool...#and i domt know. feeling the scars rub up against my sleeve makes me feel so bad#like theyre healing super fast but its still not enough#i think the worst part is the relief i always have after. i feel ao bad but thus tike especiallu i was jusy like#i cant believe people are reying to stop me from doing rhis... its so good for me#but like the blood soaked towel is doing nothing to help anyone#idk. i dont kmow what to do to feel better anymore#💭
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on public transport making my way home after a long hard day at work, listening to bleecker street like i’m peggy in mad men. I also have fresh traditional maltese apostle’s ring bread in hand my coworker bought me. maybe life is good
#I don’t know days go by so fast#but this bread in my hand distinguished this day from others and for that i will remember it#and on god till my dying day i will romanticize every breath I take if that’s what it takes to make me feel alive
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virgin!simon NSFW (blurb)
virgin!simon who is so nervous for you to see his cock. It's not because of the size because trust him it's big but more so because he can't see himself doing anything with you sexually, I mean he wants to but he doesn't know how to have sex with you. pretty girl like you.
There are days when he wanks a picture of you, always dreaming of how you would feel. Fuck he's hard again and once more he strokes himself to a picture of you, imagining your tight walls begging for all the cum he can give you. He dreams of how you would feel in his arms. Would you cum on his cock? Would he satisfy you enough?
When the day finally comes, he can't help but try and be bold.
"So, are we going to do something about that, or are you going to keep teasing me?" is all he can manage to say.
Does he cum fast, yes but the whiny moans and how he bucks his hips against your wet pussy when you ride him is another level of heaven.
What would he say to you between moans, groans and mumbles? "Fuck me," voice husky with desire. "I want you to fuck me." And it sounds so so so hot when he says it.
"Ride me," his voice thick with lust. "I want to see how good you look with my dick inside you."
He's such a fucking loser and that's what makes fucking him so hot. He's nervous, stuttering and such a fucking wreck that it makes him look so adorable yet sexy when he gives you puppy eyes as he is pleading with you to go slow because he will cum again. The whiney moans, fuck they are what gets you.
When your tits bounced with each thrust the sight was mesmerizing for a man like him. The way his dick bulged out just a little, proof of how deep he was inside of you, was a turn-on.
"Let's see if you can take my whole cock, baby," his voice raw with need. "I want to hear you scream my name when you cum."
But he cums before you, once more. But when you are close, he can feel it since you milk his dick and fuck does it make him look like such a pathetic man when his eyes roll back and he says through gritted teeth, "Cum for me," his voice desperate. "Make me feel like the luckiest man alive."
did I forget to mention this man cries afterwards? (I also feel like this version of him is a loser which is why he is so pathetic. I'm into it). He thanks you for letting him fuck you, kisses your shoulder and after he cums he fucking chuckles and closes his eyes
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watching yugioh 5ds while my wife naps using my lap as a pillow
#i keep waking her up every 20 minutes or so cause i can't stop myself yelling#GOING FAST#MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE#MY HEART BEATS#IN HYPERDRIVE#and she looks all confused and disgruntled#i think they call this “peak”
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and TODAY ON "Songs Fionna can't listen to without them fucking her up immensely and remind her why she doesn't listen to them very often every time she listens to them", we have:
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#logs#every time i'm like oh this song gets me in my feels i should listen to it and every time i end up hurting#something something proof of being alive yeah yeah but i really can't handle it#big shouts to trocadero for making songs that fuck me up every time i listen to them#i mean nothing comes close to contact in terms of how much a trocadero song fucks me up but you gotta admit‚ and i wonder where you are /#and i wonder what you wore / and i'm lost inside a bar / and i'm drunk inside a war / and i wonder where you are is also terrific#okay i'm gonna go cry about the tragedy of making a hyperspecific space opera that holds so much meaning and discusses so many things from#grief through moving on through learning how to live after having spent a significant portion of your life without any kind of autonomy#through reunions and learning how to talk with someone you haven't seen in nineteen years to‚ ultimately‚ having hope no matter what gets#thrown your way and that is ultimately about giving people happiness and closure but that loses a lot of its value by fitting into very#specific niches due to its nature as a work of fiction based on two works created by other people and having the centerpieces be not people#i have managed to come up with and whose stories i've written#but rather pre-existing persons that are mindchildren of a completely different individual#the worst part is that the story simply wouldn't work with different characters or using a different story as a basis. what i have created‚#what i WANT to create is‚ by all standards that count... perfect. the story /works/ /because/ of the characters involved. but the overlap#between the people who enjoy the story the characters are derived from AND the story that serves as the setting is so comically small that#it's all but impossible to find an audience to whom the story would mean as much as it means to me. and there are a few people out there‚#sure enough. but i am terrified to reach out because this is so personal to me. i'd love to share this story with people but spilling my#entrails out and having people turn away dissatisfied with what they see or saying it's ''not for them'' hurts me more than almost anything#else in this world. call me a coward‚ but my soul's aged too fast‚ and i'm tired‚ and i can't bear that risk.#one day‚ though... someone will listen.#black blank blah-blah-blah
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