#goddd the brainrot… it’s so over for me
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Gay people can never just be normal, it’s always gotta be some shit like, “For what it’s worth, I was telling the truth when I said I enjoyed working with you.” 🙄
#that or some shit like ‘for everything you’ve done to keep me alive thus far you may slay me and take the enchanter’#ugh#sjhdDHSJDHJS#parkciv#is that the shortened version? idk lol#goddd the brainrot… it’s so over for me#seavbo#seawatt#evbo#parkour civilization#mcyt#tw emojis#my posts
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*Bmblb starts playing in the background*
#rwby#rwby fanart#bumbleby#yang xiao long#blake belladonna#GODDD THEYRE SO#THEY HAVE ME AT SUCH A GRIP I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN#coming back to rwby after a 2+ years break is insane cuz omg the brainrot is so much more intense now like its taking over my LIFE#now all i need to do is draw whiterose and i can die in peace
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Hi hi!
Jumping on the brainrot train yet again. I was thinkin'...what would be the MHA boys reaction when you surprises them with a sexy version of their costume.
I think some of them might go feral 😈
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OH MY GODDD WHAT IS UR BRAIN MADE OF
izuku can’t form a coherent sentence, stuttering and flushing more at the sight of you, yet he can’t stop sneaking glances when he tries to look away. “b-baby! uh, you look really really good! not just good, you look so sexy— i mean—okay! wow, it’s really hot in here isn’t it? i swear it’s because of you—” giggling, you put him out of his misery by giving him a kiss.
katsuki’s affronted, or he at least pretends to be. you’re half naked, the costume hanging off your hips and chest, begging to be ripped off. now, he doesn’t want to reveal just how flustered he is, so he critiques every part of your costume, no matter how ridiculous it is. “see, look at that. this would’ve been a great knockoff costume if the headpieces were painted right. oh, and look at that shit right there! the manufacturer didn’t even make the panti— the shorts loose enough to replicate the real thing.” “it’s supposed to be tight on my ass, kat.” eventually he shuts up and just tears the costume off you, and absolutely will not address his fake criticism from earlier.
shoto’s pleasantly surprised to see you wearing his costume, shamelessly looking over the way the tight suit hugs the slopes and curves of your body. “my costume looks great on you. we could dress up together for halloween, hm?” knowing him, the costume won’t last until then lmaooo (he’s a real freak)
eijirou grabs your hands and jumps up and down. he’s so excited to see you wearing his costume, and he honestly feels like you’re a better looking red riot than he is. “YAY babe!! you look so beautiful, oh my god! you’re wearing it better than me, mrs red riot.” he smothers your face in kisses and works his way down your body, fighting every urge to rip the costume off you.
denki walks into the room and takes one wide eyed, slack jawed look at you in his costume. “i’m hard.” “denki! what do you think of it??” “i just said i’m hard!” “that’s not enough of an answer!” “babeeee! you KNOW how sexy you are.” “how sexy?” you’d ask cheekily, spinning to show him the backside of the costume, which leaves almost nothing to the imagination. “i’m going full chargebolt on you baby.” “what.” ���spread your legs right now,” and then when he sees the disbelief and shock on your face he wiggles his eyebrows at you. “you heard me babe.”
#kurooh#i could NOT stop giggling omg 😭#🐰 anon#mha smut#bnha smut#bnha x reader#mha x reader#izuku smut#izuku x reader#deku smut#deku x reader#bakugo smut#bakugou smut#bakugo x reader#bakugou x reader#todoroki smut#todoroki x reader#kirishima smut#kirishima x reader#denki smut#denki x reader
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heyy can i ask for music hcs for your favs?
Ofc! I love talking about my favs 😍
Including Ferris bc I can't leave my man out like that. GODDD i love him BAJRBEHFHEKD
Anyway-
Cole🔪
-This man will listen to anything that isn't straight-up brainrot.
-Though he usually listens to classical or orchestra music, he doesn't like lingering on lyrics for too long.
-Would you be surprised if I told you he listens to heavy metal? I think he likes seeing the limits on what people would listen to. Many people (including me lmao) can't handle heavy metal due to how loud it is. He finds it interesting that people make music like that.
Anon👾
-Listens to a lot of game soundtracks, usually instrumental. But he's up to listening to new things.
-The opposite of Cole, cannot handle heavy metal for the life of him. It distracts him too much and he hates that.
-Usually listens to the Minecraft soundtrack (specifically Mice on Venus) when he's trying to sleep. He can be called a nerd over and over yet never back down on his opinions. He likes the nostalgia and calm melody of the song, so of course he's gonna use it to conk out after a 6-hour game session.
Ferris💼
-Listens to the most random songs. He doesn't even have a favorite genre.
-Anything with lyrics will do. He wants to drown out the noises of Patricia complaining about her diet.
-Probably listens to hold music outside of work. He's gotten so used to hearing it at work that he plays it at home by habit, then he wonders why he's on hold when he didn't have a call. He doesn't mind it, though. Well, it's not like he even notices most of the time.
I need Ferris to be the next vote-a-fling winner PLEASSEEEEE
#blush blush#blush blush game#blush blush anon#blush blush cole#blush blush ferris#Ferris my love#AGEHRHAUF
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SO. MUCH. curtbuckbucky nightclub au brainrot below the cut, thanks to whoever this insane anon is. you kept my brain so entertained while i was ill, i'm still feeling bonkers about these oh my goddd?? ur messages were so long (/fond LMFAO) that screenshotting them looked janky, so i copied and pasted them into a doc to make it easier to format, i hope that's alright <33
my original nightclub au post for context
this is gonna be such a wall of screenshots (IT'S LIKE 9K WORDS BTWN THE BOTH OF US OOPS i'm not fuckin proofreading it's pure drabble so sorry) but listen this au has been eating away at me so bad too i'm so glad to know it's got someone else in a chokehold as well because it's done smth to my brain and soul
anon is the lovely purple colour and i'm the black text to make for easier reading lol <3
HIII yeahh idk what to say about this LMFAOAO this is so fucked... when the au brainworm hits, it HITS. i don't get to decide what i want to hyperfixate on and brainrot over unfortunately but i sure wish i did </3 i cannot let myself get this carried away in future brainrot posts bc this took SO LONG and it was a nightmare to organize the screenshots and probably so annoying to try and read like this 😭
like genuinely ik i say this every time i get carried away with a brainrot/drabble but i need to make these shorter because it takes me so long to write so i make like no progress in my ask box 💀 but ykw i had fun so <33 eventually i'll write a fic for this au but leaving!bikeriders is gonna be my next chaptered wip after i finish yad(iym) i think :-)
alright that's all, will legit be in awe if anyone swipes thru all of these but if u do i hope the curtbuckbucky brainworms get u too xoxo
#curtbuckbucky nightclub au#curtbuckbucky#johnslittlespoon writes#johnslittlespoon brainrot#johnslittlespoon asks#i hope this makes up for the lack of filth brainrot while i've been focussed on writing my fic LOL#i will Never. write this long of a brainrot post again. mark my words. SS this and having to drag them into order by hand SUCKED#i would've just pasted it all into a textpost but it would've been sooo long so i felt like this might be easier who knows#anyway! whoops! i need to get actual writing done JSDKG#johnslittlespoon spicy
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【FGO】 LimGuda Crumbs 💚🧡🐈⬛🍊
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LIMGUDA IMITATING EACH OTHER???
LIMGUDA WITH MATCHING :O EXPRESSIONS WAHHHHH
MY SILLIES!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD LIMGUDA NATION EATING GOOD TODAY??? 💚🧡🐈⬛🍊
LIMGUDA REAL!!! 💘💞 MATCHING OTP SCREAMS 😭🥹🫶
I ALWAYS HC'ED THEY'D UNCONSCIOUSLY MIMIC EACH OTHER'S QUIRKS/HABITS, LINES, AND EXPRESSIONS
GOD I FIND IT SO FUNNY HOW THEY BOTH HAVE A SCENE WITH FOU AASAAHSDASS
Screenshots I took!
FGO released animated short videos for FGO's 9th anniversary
LIMGUDA??? FOR ME???
I seriously find it so funny how both Ritsuka and Douman have scenes where Fou flips over the table (in Ritsuka's case) and jumps on someone (Douman) and wrecks the game board HELPPP
LIMGUDA NATION EATING GOOD TODAY
OH MY GODDD
LIMGUDA'S :O EXPRESSIONS ARE SENDING ME
I ALWAYS HC'ED THEY IMITATE EACH OTHERS' EXPRESSIONS UNCONSCIOUSLY
Like I imagine that their quirks, verbal tics (Douman's NNN), etc., would rub off on each other...
I always headcanoned that they'd unconsciously mimick each others' lines, expressions, etc.
LimGuda is the ship most fed by canon content out of all my main ships
Like it's literally so fucking insane how much we get 😭
The pros of having a ship with a gay evil clown demon who's deadly romantic and obsessed with the protag
I feel so normal about this I'm gonna have good dreams tonight thinking about them
Like omfg I didn't expect to get fed by the anni content like this???
Ritsu going on a hunt to find Fou is so cute as well...
This chibi style is so cute!!!
I am on the LimGuda brainrot all day everyday!
Put the rest under the cut!
Douman's Heroic Spirit Tour outfit for FGO's 6th Anniversary is my favourite Douman alt outfit 💚
All the details Furumi put into his accessories are SO good!!! I LOVE THEIR STYLISH CLOTHES SM... THE PONYTAIL... WAHHH 🥰💞
I really wanna draw ponytail Douman sometime...
#Was wondering if I should tag since it's just my rambles#But sure we can!#fgo#fate grand order#fate series#ashiya douman#fujimaru ritsuka#ritsuka fujimaru#douman x ritsuka#limbo#caster limbo#caster of limbo#alter ego limbo#limguda#limboguda#douguda#douman#sen's rambles
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yakuza's guide to babysitting isn't long at all! its one season 12 eps and its so much fun! kirishima is such a funny guy but to be honest i kinda feel like you'd like sugihara more? he's very much a pretty princess who can kick ass
save me blonde man...save me....
BUT YEAH IF YOU HAVE FREE TIME YOU COULD TOTALLY FINISH IT OVER THE WEEKEND ITS SO WORTH IT
OH MY GODDD???!?!!!! HE'S SO CUTE HELLOO?!?!?!? AND HE'S WEARING A SUITTTT EEEEHEHHEHEHE GIGGLING OKAY I'M OFFICIALLY ADDING IT TO MY QUEUE . i'm gonna finish my rewatch of trigun stampede and then this:333333333 let's all get ready for some gnarly brainrot
#they have seduced me....#i've been thinking abt kirishima for the whole day...................#🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴#daisy <3#friends!!
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Do you have any favorite acelu headcanons/tropes/dynamics?? All your works of them are so gorgeous and amazing and wonderful that it’s got me curious on what other thoughts you might have for them. (●´∀`)ノ♡
AHHH thank you!! From you, it means a lot--I love so many of the details and backstories woven into your works for them!! TwT
I barely know where to begin with this bc like. Everything about acelu is my favorite. But I've also sort of been in a brainrot for them for so long now that my brain is entirely mush when I even think of them. Where do I start???
I guess, I love all the Ace-Lives-related headcanons. Anything about him finding more of a sense of self after Marineford, now that he's reckoned with the fact that he really is unconditionally loved... I personally adore any storyline where Ace kind of mellows out, like, his life isn't about proving he deserves to exist anymore, so he isn't as unforgiving with himself. I actually wanna link this comment thread between me & @to-a-merrier-world bc the headcanon of Ace getting a Stawhat tattoo makes me go wild. It just makes so much sense—his Whitebeard tattoo was on his back as a sign of worth and labor and duty, but the Stawhat tattoo over his heart would place more emphasis on his joys and dreams and jusT gosh. I need to lie down. This idea also ties into your to be deserving fic and Ace allowing himself more like, purely whimsical adornment?? Especially if it's gifts from Luffy??? I can't quite word it now, but the way it could symbolize him just loving the parts of himself that aren't just for fighting makes me. weak. I think it's why I like drawing post-timeskip Ace ideas so much (I already have another sketch I'm planning to post 😂)
hhhh okay that was a lot of Ace Talk. On Luffy's side... tbh Luffy is always harder for me to pin down. But I always love the idea that he needed Ace as a kid just as much as Ace needed him. Like this hc (from another comment 😂)—"Ace needs someone to prove unconditionally that he's lovable, and Luffy needs someone to prove that his love is important, and not easy to abandon." tbh acelu reminds me of my old D&D character, where basically, she was always pretty cheerful and resilient, but felt isolated—like she was always too alien to really relate to others. But then, this other character loved her as she is, and I think Ace did something similar for Luffy in the end? Like, in a world where Luffy never got Ace, I wonder if he'd still be as emotionally secure and kind. Probably! But... ahhh. This hc is more indulgent, but I really love the idea that Ace helps Luffy remember who he is beneath all the power and bravery. Where most of the One Piece world loves Luffy for being a liberator and a fearless captain, Ace loved him before all that—when he was just a kid who loved to laugh and share a meal and marvel at the world.
Oh my goddd I'm rambling. uuuuhhhh there's so much more, I love both when people write Ace as cool and suave, but also when he's a giant lovesick dork... The enemies/annoyance-to childhood friends-to lovers trope works in every world, I'd love to see it in AUs as like a bodyguard + celebrity/royalty plot, or arranged marriage—or pretty much, any story where Luffy wins Ace over with his terrifyingly stubborn love. I also love the fact that their dynamic is so playful!!! If an acelu fic/art doesn't imply that they can—and love—laughing together, then it's out of character to me. 😂
I don't know... they just have it all.... the depth and "I would die for you" level of devotion. But also the ridiculous "we're two feral gremlins who dare each other to eat doritos soaked in mountain dew" shenanigans. It's that mix of both.
#acelu#meta#headcanons#i'm going to stop now#but i COULD keep going#my god could I keep talking#part of me wants to do an annotation of every song i put on each of their playlists#maybe... another day...#also i didn't really touch on it but#the whole 'brother' thing#part of me loves that they mean so much to each other that#they chose to make each other family#but also they're so wild that of course they don't stick to the rules#they use the word 'brother' but i also could see them not even blinking at#realizing they have romantic feelings for each other#sure ace might hem and haw over it a bit but in the end#one word they chose when they were kids never really captured the entirety of what they mean to each other#OR not to totally out myself but#i've shipped siblings before and like#there's something about transgressing social norms bc the devotion to each other is just that strong#that always gets me#but i don't need to get into that right now#it's a long way to say that i would absolutely read a fic where#ace and luffy are brothers related by blood who run a gang or something#and have and would kill for each other#and also kiss sometimes
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[oh hey ig what im talking about may still be new. Uh. Maybe slight spoilers for Avery Pokémon’s Sync Pair Story in Pokemon Masters EX?]
Star, I must repent. I think I followed you at the tail end of your Avery obsession. I must admit, I did NOT get it, I did not see The Vision™️
But things changed, you may already know, but I downloaded that mobile Pokémon game, Pokemon Masters EX, bc I’m broke and know no other option; Avery was put in the game…like…yestetday?; I go “OO! Star’s guy!”; I obtain Avery; etcetera etcetera, yada yada
It’s 5am, I’m sitting someone else’s house with little to do bc I was watching a family’s dogs while they were on a weekend trip. I open the app and decide to play the little side story for Avery bc ofc I love the 💖Lore💖 and thought it’d be cool to gain clues on who he is (bc there’s no introductions in the game, really. You just go in and they expect you to already know these guys…I, in fact, know none of these guys).
Avery greets the player and starts briefly talking about his powers, his family, his Slowpoke, gym leading, etc. (probably just referencing what already happened in Shield but-) and I’m like “…omg…he is lovely <3”
and. then I see him “teleport”. For the first time…I…HE DID SAY “oh I was supposed to have all these powers but only got Telekinesis” BUT. I WASNT . I WAS NOT READY. I DON’T KNOW WHAT I WAS EXPECTING!!!! BUT IT WASNT THAT TURN AROUND AND FULL SPRINT AWAY INTO THE NIGHT, LEAVING THREE (3) OF HIS POKEMON JUST SITTING IN FRONT OF ME, VIBING
I don’t remember what noises I made, but whatever it was, I startled awake all four of the dogs I was watching. I was almost SOBBING. That got me so bad. I still look up at the ceiling everytime I think about it.
Tragically, my YouTube search history is rapidly becoming a mess as I try to find every compilation of this guy ever,
bahahahahaha YES!!!!!! WELCOME TO THE AVERY CULT!!!!! oh it's so funny that as roach brainrot takes over my whole being, Avery finally gets you. we really can't control when that little light switches on and makes us insane, can we? 🙈💖
gosh i ought to check this Pokemon Masters EX game out-
MY LOVE!!!!!!! 🙈💖🙈💖🙈💖 OHHH so that's why i've seen so much gorgeous art of Avery over on Twitter over the last week!!! i thought people were just finally waking up to what a handsome and funny guy he is 🥰💖 i'm so, so happy he's become your husband too...you have to be confronted with what an elegant little weirdo he is to truly fall victim to his charm!! (i'm not gonna lie when i read you calling Avery 'Star's guy' i got so giggly 🙈🙈 now he's OUR guy!!!) oh my god. TELEPORT IS WHAT GOT YOU???? i'm in PIECES 😂😂😂 we love our silly fellas with a big slice of pathetic, don't we. bless his heart he's so troubled and has so much familial angst yet is equal parts bishie bully and ready to break down in tears at ANY second!! when did he start doing the teleport thing, do you think? has anyone ever told him how ridiculous(ly pretty) he looks? 😖💖💖💖 that art you've drawn of yourself is making my sides shake that is EXACTLY how i felt when i first saw Avery. just one look at his outfit and i was absolutely gone 😭😭 omg my goddd though Kayleigh McKee, his voice actress in Masters EX, does such an amazing job, i'm gobsmacked!!! i was kicking my legs hearing him laugh so haughtily 🥴💖 hufjgk i would kill to have him in a longer anime episode please good lord...!!! Mr Big Hat over here would be so terribly smug to know he's gotten you all flustered 🥴💖 very much looking forward to the inevitable ship art of yourself and Avery (and of course your other Pokéblorbos, because we can never have just one!! 🥰)...gosh you're making me want to draw him!!this is that time where i promote the hell out of my extremely talented friends who've drawn lovely art of Avery and my OC Nix (AKA Crystelekinesisshipping 😉): art by @/mruuhaha, art by @/MrKlausSelfShip, and art by @theredmists 🥰🥰 and to feed your little Avery fixation, i made this silly little AMV for him when in the throes of my own 🔥 lying down, blood on my face. there are too. many. pretty. characters. in the world. how dare you bring Avery back i am trying to rizz up a French bugman 😂😂 Lorelei, it is a pleasure as always!!! thank you for bearing with me while i've been crushed in fixation hell, you're a champion and i am IMMENSELY looking forward to reading through your Avery brainrot backlog 😉
#vindication vindication VINDICATION!!!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#i know there are a sizable amount of Avery simps but my god. not enough. have you ever seen a more gender man in your LIFE 🥴💖#oh Avery darling you are so wonderfully stupid never change#avery#pokemon#pokemon sword & shield#pokemon swsh#swsh#pokemon masters#pokemon masters ex#starleskasks#long post
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HI BABE I DIDNT KNOW KT WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY AND I FEEL SO SO BAD SO ONCE I GET THEOUGH MY CLASSES THIS WEEK ILL FINISH UP MY SATORU WIP AND DEDICATE IT TO YOU PROMOSE AND IF I DONT YOU CAN YELL AT ME TK FINSH IT
ILY SM I HOPE YOU HAD A HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND THAT EVERTHING IS GOING WELL
srry for being so aggressive with the all caps but it’s bc of my dedication of love for you obvs /p 🫶🩵🎂
LEE OH MY GOD. I HAVW SO MUCH TO AAY
first of all THANK U SO MUCH?!!?? ITS OKAY LEE PLEAASE DONT FEEL BAD OMG 😭😭 IM SO SORRY FOR ANSWERING THIS SO LATE BUT WTF ILYSM i literally just logged back on today and oh. my god. UR FIC IS MAKING ME KICKK MY FEETTT I CANTTT.
EVERTHING IS ABSOLUTELY GOING WELL AND UR FIC MADE MY WHOLE DAY 🫶🫶🫶 pls scream at me w caps anytime i love it so much THANK U THANK THANK U LEEE i literally hope you have the bestest day ever bc u deserve it and also now im in incredible brainrot for gojo satoru because of ur beautiful writing i cant anymore man
the way u write dialogue OHHH GODDD i just swoon. lil old reader making the big strongest man tall superman gojo satoru shy is EVERYTHING TO MEEEE U SONT UDNERSTANDNSKMQKFM
literally. these 2 lines bro are my absolute fav i could not stop kicking my feet and rereading it over and over i am now going to tattoo this across my forehead ???????? lee what have u done to me ?????? just the little phrase "but you make him nervous" and "um hi" is so freaking cute it speaks literal worlds holy moly
AND THE LAST LINE BRO ALMFLAMDKAMDM THE WAY HE TEXTS its so silly and annoying i hate him (liteeally blushing i can tnaymore)
#LEE.#I WANT TO DEDICATE A FIC BACK TO U SO BAD OH MY GOD#HOLD ON FOR ME PELASE I JUST NEED TIME HOLY SHIET
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i was just rereading the last chapter of the hand that feeds - as i often do when i need to feel like a knife is digging in my chest and i need to some absolutely scrumptious gut-wrenching angst - and OH MY GODDD!!! i forget how fucking good that ending is and then i reread it and im telling you - literal goosebumps!!! the first section ending with 'This is a story about war.' i literally get chills everytime i read that!!! and the final few lines:
'A butterfly lands in the palm of her hand. She watches it flap its wings once, twice—and then it flies away.
Here is a secret.
Are you listening?
This is a story, and a story is not its end.'
my god reading this part after the emotional turmoil of the previous chapters is literally an out-of-body metaphysical experience. i feel like im dying!!! i love it!!!! :)))))
anyway it just sums up the fic so well and feels like such a thematic like thesis?? it just so perfectly presents such a compelling outlook on life and what defines its meaning and true value. like what makes a tragedy isn't its violent ends or its hateful and tense moments!! its the love and the family and the joy that truly make their lives a tragedy!!! and i love how you so beautifully execute that!!
anyway im getting serious brainrot right now, so i really just had to rant!!! now i have to reread!! kicking my feet and giggling for the angst!!!! <3
AHHHHH screaming u literally Get It. like...YES the ending to thtf is truly so special to me and one of my favorite things i've ever written. gonna use ur brainrot as license to ramble lol SPOILERS obviously
ok so the thing about the ending of thtf is that it is not at all what i originally had planned! like, i don't think it was until i was maybe...halfway? or like two thirds done with the fic that i just sort of had a moment where i was like NO i cannot end it this way it doesn't feel correct...and then i had like a eureka moment where everything fell into place and that last line appeared fully formed in my mind TRULY it was spine-shattering
so like. ok. when i started writing the fic i KNEW that i was not going to do any kind of afterlife epilogue, just because...well personally i was raised to believe in heaven and hell and center my life around that, and i lost that faith as i grew older, and now the idea of an afterlife just. is not something joyful or happy to me. like i know many people believe in some form of afterlife, but personally try as i might i have never been able to, and so i have had to seek meaning in life while believing that like. death is just it. i think ur brain dies and ur done and gone like i don't believe in souls or ghosts or anything lol. but even aside from like whether or not u believe anything happens or exists after death to me personally it's just been so much more meaningful to seek meaning in life absent any conception of an afterlife.
so i knew there wasn't going to be an afterlife. but i also knew i wanted to kill both dorcas + marlene in these very tragic and abrupt ways. like i specifically did not want to give them peaceful deaths. marlene dies afraid and alone and begging a god she doesn't believe in not to kill her here and now with so many things unfinished. dorcas dies consumed by rage and revenge and violence without ever getting a chance to heal from any of it, leaving behind friends and family who love her. and i wanted that partly because i love tragedy, yes, but also because...that is so often what death is. and that is so often what is terrifying about death. like most of us don't get any control over how or when we go, and it could be today or tomorrow and it could be peaceful or violent or painful. and that's so scary!
but i didn't want to end on that note, obviously. because the point of the story i was writing was not just to go "death is terrifying and the End and we don't get to choose when or how it happens!!" what i wanted to say was--death is terrifying and lonely and we can't control it, but life is beautiful and worth living anyway, perhaps even moreso because death is so out of our control. all the painful and scary and beautiful and joyful moments we experience are life, they are living, and there's no one experience that is objectively Better or Worse. like...grief and pain and sorrow are part of the experience of human life, just as much as joy and love and happiness.
anyway, so originally i was going to end with a little epilogue chapter from mary's point of view, sort of her and emmeline after the end of the first war like reflecting a little bit on their friends' lives and moving on. but honestly...that didn't quite fit with what i was saying, because again, what i wanted to say was that life doesn't need to be like...this endless continuing thing to have meaning. like you don't need to be remembered or leave A Mark on the world in order for your life to matter. i didn't want to make it seem like marlene and dorcas's lives were meaningful because of the people who would continue to live after them (although i do think that can be meaningful!! it just. wasn't what i wanted to say).
so what the final chapter ended up becoming is really this synthesis of like. my own worldview regarding life and death--and i feel like writing this story honestly helped me to like pin down that worldview which was a little more nebulous and difficult to articulate before. but like--last chapter. i wanted to take all these moments, both good and bad, from marlene and dorcas's lives--again, to emphasize that the "good moments" are not somehow inherently more important or meaningful than the "bad," that all life is experience and humanity and just...worth it. even the painful moments have meaning. and i also wanted to chop those moments up in time, to show that--hey! time doesn't matter.
like, we're so bound to this very linear view of timelines where life is like...i dunno. a straight line or a road or something. something you start and then you follow through to its end, and it's supposed to be like...a journey with a Final Destination. and we get scared of the End of that linear journey and we try to find ways to prolong it or tell ourselves that it doesn't have to ever end, that it can just keep marching forward in time.
and i mean, i'm still young. maybe my views will change. but as much as we are bound by linear time, i don't think that we need to measure life by those standards. all the moments of your life, good and bad and beautiful, they all exist somewhere in the fabric of the universe, forever. maybe that's a little optimistic streak of the spirituality i was raised with, but...yeah. all moments in life are meaningful, and they all exist somewhere in time, and so why does it matter what the "last" moment is? maybe death will be peaceful, or maybe it won't, but it's okay, because your death isn't your life. and that's what i'm trying to get at with the very last line--literally, a story is not its end. you can go back to any moment of a story and experience it again, you can skip around and read your favorite parts, and a story wouldn't be a story without every word and page in the book, y'know? so why should we fear the very last page? and why should we despair over the conflicts and the bits of the story that make us cry? it's all part of the story! it's beautiful! i love life and i love being human! and dorcas and marlene's lives were beautiful and tragic and wonderful and that's what being human is, and they died alone but they didn't live alone, and just....yeah! this ending is so so special to me <3
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OKAY i watched edge of tomorrow and it was SO FUCKING GOOD like what a good idea for a movie i was CAPTIVATED it felt like a video game and OH MY GOD CAGE IS SUCH A SIMP FOR RITA i swear i watched the scene in the barn like ten times HIS HANDS when he’s bandaging her shoulder 😮💨 and making her coffee 🥺 i want to gif it and gosh he’s so yummy when he’s a freaking MESS thats a mf malewife if i’ve ever seen one!!!!!! cage is like: pls let’s go back to the farmhouse to sleep and rita: *shoots him in the head* FUCK thank u a million for encouraging me to wathc it i will be thinking about major william cage way too much now🥲
AGHHHHHH BESTIE YES OMG EDGE OF TOMORROW BRAINROT WE LOVE TO SEE IT WE LOVE TO HEAR IT!!!!!! OUGHODGHUDG ALL OF YOUR THOUGHTS ARE SO CORRECT IM EATING THE DRYWALL GODDD
cage is SUCH a simp for rita i love that we are all saying it, if she has 1million fans he is one of them if she has 1 fan he is one of them etc etc, hes literally so fucking gone on her its beautiful to watch his love for her start to unfold ohhhh i need a paramedic
and the barn scene yes my GOD!!! i’m not the first one to say it but the service sub energy in there was killing me softly, for such a selfish man he cares for her so selflessly, dying over and over again for the sake of a hopeless future but refusing to let her stake her own life on it, stopping time just to afford her this little luxury, how could you ever expect me to be normal about it like be serious hes so in love with her… god they give me knight and princess vibes but he’s the princess who clearly thinks she’s the knight and it’s so ououghguhgogu <- dead
he is yummy he is SO YUMMY ugh the training scenes where we get to see him with his hair down and hes all sweaty and he looks so good like man wdym you’re not a soldier !!! and he’s just so tired and scared and confused all the time we love to see it honestly nobody is better at playing pathetic, pitiful, sopping wet little meow meows than tom cruise <3
i am so so glad my encouragement bore fruit. please if u ever have even a single thought about major bill cage feel free to stop by my door bc i can assure you it will be very welcome in my brain 🫡
#hngnngngnggnhghhghgh edge of tomorrow brainrot is strong today girlies#ask#reply#comewatchtv#mutual
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HI anon from yesterday here again... thank you so much for your response yesterday especially because oh my god you are so right. about everything. also i am 10000000 times more crazy and insane now. like. LIKE. My daily routine. step one think about "you're family now." step two get enlisted into the mental hospital
as much as i am so so So sad and disappointed that luz and hunter don't have so much more time onscreen together perhaps it's for the best their development (in the human realm mostly) was off screen because truly i would not survive. like you said hunter did nothing but be an asshole to her every single time they met but luz is just such a good person she never gave up on trying to befriend him and knew that he was just a good person in a horrible place. Im crazy. you're right that ABSOLUTELY gives bro sleepless nights. and how id say they Get each other some of the best out of the hexsquad, because of their secrets and i mean the Horror of hollow mind and belos can only really be understood by someone who was also there y'know..
and ofc this goes for all the kids + camila but i wonder how horrible and even guilty hunter felt when he learned luz almost DIED being petrified by belos on the day of unity, because in his mind he'd probably see that as his fault, and conveniently ignore how belos likely would've killed him the second he saw him if luz didn't switch there places. Hahaha.... Aahahahh!!! <- Deranged
^ US RN (DERANGED)
GODDD IM GOING SCREAM..... lord i can't even Imagine the panic he must have felt going after luz on the DOU knowing belos could decide to kill her at any moment. holy shit dude.
she'd already saved him over and over solely out of the goodness of her heart and now here she is, readily taking his place on the gallows just because he matters that much to her, without having done a thing to deserve it, im just. GHHHHHHHH i need 2 sit down . and h i finished rewatching hunting palisman like an hour ago so u know my Brainrot Neurons are currently firing at all cylinders. goes insane. i am so obsessed w these two
like fuckkk dude .. luz telling hunter "you're not my friend" after he betrays her, all but saying she genuinely considered him a friend up until that point. and earlier, she went from viewing him as a begrudging ally at best until he shared some of his tragic backstory and suddenly had no problem giving him back his staff as if she trusted he wouldn't use it against her?? as if she Knew, Instantly, that he was never really a bad person? ?? girl took one look at this sopping wet beast of a man and said By God I Will Assimilate You Into My Found Family By Force If Need Be literally ,,,, LIKE !! lock me in a cage and throw away the key i'm going rabid
god. im fuckign with u there anon maybe it's a blessing these two don't have as much screentime together because 🤝🤝 if you think im annoying already i would undoubtedly be Even Worse. mental illness xtreme. i would be tearing this website asunder
#love hearing from u anon ur takes. exquisite#toh#the owl house#hunter toh#hunter noceda#luz noceda#asks
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Ok! Finally made it to chapter 19 and just finished it, after a week of sleepless nights and cancelling plans and not getting any work done 😌 i finally made it! It was worth every second and i regret nothing! I’m honestly so impressed by it. It’s been probably a few years since i hadn’t been this obsessed and in love with anything i read. I wanna say this is the best fanfiction i’ve ever read, but as i’ve seen other people mention, a stranger’s heart is hardly fanfiction anymore. Tbh i wish hbo hired you for the script of season two and you just provided them with a stranger’s heart 🤣 I’m sorry but in my humble opinion it’s much better than tlou ii (not a fan - i pretend part ii never happened). I swear i’m not even kidding, i’m in love with your writing, you’re pretty fucking brilliant! ANYWAY i’m rambling because i’m at a loss for the actual words to express how much i love this story. Also you made me love tommy more than i’ve ever loved him before!!!! And i wanna talk about something. I’ve seen you answer in the past when you think joel actually fell in love with reader, but i didn’t wanna get any spoilers so i didn’t read your answer and now i can’t find it so i must ask you again: when do you think that was? I like to think he actually fell for her early on (even before she did maybe) but fought against it and only started to really let it show and maybe realize he was fucked in chapter 13 and his whole jealousy fit?
Ooooooh and last but not least, GODDD please watch narcos and write for javi. Yes, you will be obsessed with him and he will take over your life and you WILL have brainrot, but i promise it’ll be totally worth it! Trust me, javier peña is a fucking dream. He’s an amazing character. He’s my top 1 pedro character (joel is a close second). I’m sure you’ll love him!
AHHHH hello love!! I'm always so happy to hear from you, you are so sweet and your comments are always such a bright light for me <3
First of all lemme just
THANK YOUUU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING YOU WROTE THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY!!!
(I love Tommy so much and I also fell in love with him even more over the process of writing this fic, he and Reader are platonic soulmates and they mean the world to me)
I do think Joel fell for our dear Reader pretty early on! But it was slow and he didn't realize it (and when he did start to realize it, we got the denial of course) But the first real sign of him catching feelings and realizing it was, you got it, Chapter 13.
I don't think it was even the Joelousy (ty lokjiuh as always for this wonderful word) that made him realize, but that moment afterwards when he's taking care of her. It's a really, soft vulnerable moment between them, and that moment where he says "I don't know" is him basically saying he doesn't know what he feels for her but like, fuck, there's definitely something there.
The big moment where he realizes he has it bad is when she walks home at the end of Chapter 15, but even then he doesn't start really accepting it and acting on it until Chapter 17. Then by 18 we can clearly see he's all in. (That moment where he's saying "I know, I know," is a direct reference to his "I don't know" in Chapter 13, because he knows he loves her now)
I already love Javi so much, his fics are my FAVORITE so I'm so screwed when I start watching Narcos (which I will have to do this week, y'all have convinced me)
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GODDD OKAY i haveee to tell u that theres a frat boy!oliver fic im working on‼️ im literally soo excited for it and i cant wait to deny him over n over in it until hes literally begging y/n for ANYTHING hehehehhsjdjsjdjs the brainrot is so real UGH
HEYYY PIBBYYYYY!! SORRY ABOUT LATE REPLIES…
BRO BRO BRO BROOOOO YOURE NOT KIDDING ME ARE SYOUDUDUD?!??!???? FRATBOU OLi IS A DREAMMMMMM!!! YOU GET IT SO WELLL!!! HIS EXISTNECE BREATHESSS FRATTT!! OMGSHSHS YESSS YESSS KEEPING AIKU HANGING BY A THREAD ALWAYS.. I AM SO DOWN BAD FOR THIS BEAHVAIOR.
I KNOW HE IS SHAMELESS AND BLOWS OFF YOUR PHONE. NO SELF RESOECT WHEN IT COME TO YOU. LIKE YOUR TEXTS WITH HIM ARE LITERALLY … TIME GAPS OF 3-4 DAYS WITH .. “HEY” OR “?” WHEN HE IS DESPERATE OR DRUNK.
OMG WHEN HE GETS DRUNKSHSHSH.. ITS WHY DO YOU ONLY EVER CALL ME WHEN YOURE HIGH VIBES TOTALLY.
WE LOVE A MAN WHO GIVES US HIS ALL AND EXPECTS NOTHING BACK. YES PLEASEJDJDJDJDJ. I WANT TO HUG HIM SO TIGHTLY AND NEVER LET GO BUT ALSO LEAD HIM TO PLACES THAT I CANNOT PROMISE IDK IF MAKES SENSE.
THIS IS GONNA BE A MASTERPIECE PIBBY!! I CANNOT WAIT FOR YOU TO GET STARTED WITH IT 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹. I LOVE THIS IDEA SMDHDJD. I WILL KISSS YOURR BRAIN FOR THIS TT
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no no no you should never feel bad about your writing it is literally so good. one of my fave things about it is the accuracy like you write them all so well that it just hits even harder. so pls do bandaid my heart back bc it is shattered 🙏🏼🙏🏼 you somehow know how to make your angst like … cute too ?? that’s not the right word but YKWIM it’s just everything written is fitting for the situation yk ? i think a better word is satisfying idk 😭
i’m gonna respond to your other post bc it’s easier but i totally agree i do not know who i want or want to be more. femininely masculine is the superior male idc idc idc 🙏🏼 and hyunjin and felix achieve that so well. YES he’s so aphrodites son it’s literally true !!!!! i’m so happy to see them getting the recognition they deserve, it tugs the heart strings </3
ahhh yes that makes sense. in the us it kinda varies ?? like newbury comics will charge 75 bucks for an album but then target will charge like 20 for the same one ??? i understand the bank acc issue mine is like that bc i have no self control when it comes to food <//3 i gawk over a 10 dollar shirt but will gladly spend 25+ on one meal 😁✌🏼 it is bad
OOOO YAYY that’s awesome babes !!! i’m happy for you ^_^ my week was finally going well until thursday </////3 but it is a okay bc it is finally april anddd that means possible skz comeback teasers ?? 😏😏
- 🐈⬛ i missed u this week !!! i was happy to read smth of yours today hehe. kisses 💗
hi loml!! today i woke up at around 12, did my laundry while listening to my maneater playlist heheh. hand scrubbing your laundry is sort of nice when you play music. cooked some kimchi ramen too ^__^ what have you been up to
cute angst T__T PLEASE i laughed. thank you for your kind words angel, it means a lot to me that you enjoy my works. i love writing angst, so the fact that you find my angst fics satisfying just... makes my whole month <3 cmere imma give u kith!!
u saying that he's fitting as aphrodite's son is gonna send me into a greek mythology brainrot all over again T__T bcs i will!!! i will not hesitate to assign each one of the members greek mythology tales. i will!! just watch me!!
OHH i get it!!! online shops usually sell albums for around 80 bucks, but bookstores will sell 'em for about 110. tbh i spend sm money on food too </3 just blew off 30 bucks on pizzas yesterday. whatever i crave, i buy. craving for sushi rn oml...
noo what happened on thursday T__T it's always thursdays smh... it's that day when it's like near the weekend but the day is so slow and everything always goes wrong on thursdays. anyway! i'm here if u wanna talk abt it baby!
GODDD ANOTHER POSSIBLE SKZ COMEBACK!!!!! teasers pls i need it... i swear the sound was released just yesterday. wondering just how many bops channie got in the vault 😵💫🫣
happy april, my babe! have u watched the recent rachalog? hyune feels soooo boyfriend in it, i can't im ill!!
some minho pics 4u <3 xoxo bae!
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