#god. why
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head in hands. stares at open ao3 tab with grief. why
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my metal allergy teaming up with my adhd to make both the experiences of wearing headphones and not wearing headphones insufferable:
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Having ideas bounce around in my head when i can’t draw any of them is why i can’t sit still
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WE PULLED OUR FUCKING ARM OUT OF OUR SOCKET IT HURTS SO BAD I have a higher pain tolerance than Tommy so since last night before bed, when it decided to fucking detach itself from our torso like a lego clicking out of place, I've just been out here wincing and swearing. Fucking save me
It was popped back in by our dad, which fucking HURT, but then it still hurt to move, meaning, oh joy of joys, one of our nerves got caught in the crossfire and is now pinched between our decrepit bones. Somebody's about to get shot.
#original posts#typing with one hand is hard#I can use the other one a little but only for like#a small range without K-O ing myself.#god. why#For clarification. Tommy is still HERE. but he's not piloting anything and he is decidedly tuned OUT of like#physical stuff.#he's still with me in headspace and sometimes he'll tune in visually or auditory-wise so he can watch and listen to me do front things#but he's not FULLY in cofront because if he was he'd be crying. constantly.#this also means if he wants something#like to play a game or something#he has to play it like...through me#just ask me to do shit#oughhghghh#oww fuckkfkk
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[remembers that i need to get a gaming pc before bloodlines 2 comes out]
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WHY did I never think to develop fanfic writing skills it is physically killing me having to keep all this inside of me bc drawings can't express it all
#ramblings of a lunatic#GOD. WHY#i can write original fiction! i can write original fiction just FINE in both prose and script format! im out of practice but i can do it!#...SO WHY IS THERE SUCH A ROADBLOCK FOR ME WHEN I'M TRYING TO WRITE FIC#is it just that i don't try????#...probably but it can't be that simple. otherwise I'd be unstoppable by now /j
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Why don't you just take me out back and shoot me
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me, an asthmatic: hi lungs! how are you today? :)
my lungs: Every Day I Pray For Your Death
#Asthma#n0t seri0us#I spent multiple hours building ikea furniture in a stinky builidng yesterday#and once I left my lungs have been Letting Me Know About It ever since#god. why
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Love it when Rolling Stone puts out an article about the 25 most influential internet creators and I've only heard of 7 of them
#kai rambles#god i feel old#but im not old#im 24#but im looking at this list like who are any of you?#why did this get 60k notes
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i got too optimistic and forgot kamala harris was dealing with the combined powers of racism and misogyny
#whew nothing easy for black women and it never will be good night#us elections#us politics#obviously those aren’t the only reasons my rant is my next post over#after everything he’s done and said why they hail him as a god is beyond me#you guys interacting with this post is making my phone hate me
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#oh my god?????#txt#STOP FOLLOWING US!!! WE DONT POST LIKE THIS. WE POST JFK RPF#'blah hah hah and everyone clapped' don't you want to live in a world of beauty? with us?#‘why can’t i reblog this?’ Because trads started going He dodged a bullet in our notifications
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Expertise can't help you here.
#dungeon meshi#kabru#laios touden#falin touden#Happy Thistle Thursday once again. Have I been holding on to this comic for several weeks? Sure have!#I forgot how long it takes for Chimera Falin to come into play.#I still really love my 'better drawn' art of her - unfortunately it was several weeks too early for the anime only folks.#Slowly getting the hang of drawing Laios. I don't know why I struggle so much but I am getting...somewhere.#Meta time: God damn I love how the chimera shows off the expertise and gap between Kabru and Laios.#The truth is: they are both *right* and they are both *wrong*.#This creature is a combination of monster and human and they only have the skillset to deal with one of those.#Kabru goes for all the human vitals - but she isn't human.#Laios tries to approach her as a monster and is struck down by the humanity he sees in her.#She is something new that defies what they *both* understand about the world. And that makes her such a perfect antagonist.#The damsel was the dragon all along!#...She is really so cute though. Terrifying! But adorable. I am so excited to see the boom of fanart for her.
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"If voting changed anything they wouldn't let people do it-" grabs your face THEY DIDN'T JUST "LET" PEOPLE DO IT, MOST PEOPLE COULDN'T VOTE FOR HUNDREDS OF YEARS. PEOPLE OF COLOR ONLY GOT THE FULL RIGHT TO VOTE 50 YEARS AGO IN THE US, THATS BARELY A GENERATION.
IF IT DIDNT MATTER AT ALL WHY WOULD THEY SPEND SO MUCH TIME GERRYMANDERING THE SHIT OUT OF EVERYWHERE?? WHY CAN'T FELONS VOTE?? WHY CANT PUERTO RICO VOTE? WHY DO THEY KEEP SWITCHING DATES AND LAWS AND TIMES AND WHATEVER THEY POSSIBLY CAN TO STOP PEOPLE FROM VOTING?? WHY DO THEY MAKE EFFORT AT ALL??
BEING DISILLUSIONED IS A REASONABLE RESPONSE. BUT PEOPLE FOUGHT AND DIED AND ARE STILL FUCKING DYING FOR THAT RIGHT, DONT SPIT IN THEIR FACE.
#god i hate seeing that fucking pop up#YES the system is fucked YES we need revolution or reform to the point of it being unrecognizable#but we dont HAVE THAT right now#but DONT COME IN AND TAKE WHAT WE DO HAVE FOR GRANTED IT WAS WRITTEN IN BLOOD#IM SO SICK OF THIS LIKE GUYS...WHY WOULD THEY MAKE THIS MUCH EFFORT...WHAT DO YOU THINK HAPPENED POST CIVIL WAR??#voting#elections
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For many of years I had this tradition of drawing Wirt and the beast once a year to see how much I have improved, then depression hit in 2023 and couldn't continue, but it left so really amazing art in the process
#There are 2 missing from 2015 and 2016 but those are between God and me#I lost the scanned version of the last#thats why the picture is taken with my phone#so these are from 2017 to 2022#I'm pretty proud of them#over the garden wall#otgw wirt#otgw#You can tell I was a fan of the Bad Ending AU back then...#a friend of mine once joked that I drew them closer and closer with every passing year#that at some point they would end up kissing#wwww#maybe the next one is a kiss of judas reference#who knows#my art
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remembering the really fucked up cake i made 7 years ago today
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