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Horse Meshi. Delicious, in Horse.
#dungeon meshi#laois touden#marcille donato#senshi#chilchuk tims#Anne II#I am over a week late to make this relevant but dear god I love the kelpie chapter.#if not for the several layers of foreshadowing then the reveal that nearly everyone in the party is a passionate horse lover.#Truly the best part of dungeon meshi is the sheer love of horses each character has. Fantastic equines by Ryoko Kui.#Chilchuck gets to be a little wary given what goes down in the bicorn chapter.#Rest in peace Anne I and Anne II. You were beautiful horses.#The pain I felt upon re-reading dungeon meshi and realizing that Senshi called the kelpie Anne...Hurts bad!#By the way I have strong feeling about MLP AU with these characters - but I would like to assert that Senshi is earth pony coded#and chilchuck is pegasus coded. I was struggling to draw my vision and went with whatever my pen chose.#Laios is a griffin because...come on if he made a MLP AU of his friends he would be nothing else.
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“Zuko?” Ming searched for the Prince in his silence. He was staring intently out of the window, mouth blown wide open, eyes distant and awed and sincere. Oh. His whisper was a fragile, breathless thing.
“We're here.”
Ming’s doubts and concerns are hers alone, but that doesn't mean the rest of the Crew doesn't share them. This sudden mission, Zuko's change in attitude, his obsession with the Water Tribes...
Ming tries to discover the root of it all in For the Spirits Chapter VIII: Make You Stay, but will Zuko let her in?
#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko#atla fanart#prince zuko#atla art#zutara au#for the spirits#new gods au#spirit touched zuko#Chapter VIII: Make You Stay#atla oc#atla fic#atla fanfic#atla zuko#ATLA Ming#zutara#zutara fic#zutara fanfiction#Ming is my baby girl and I love her so deeply you have no idea#I tagged this as atla oc but technically she isn't? Ming was Iroh's guard during his imprisonment in the Fire Nation.#She was kind to him despite his status as traitor; so he told her to take a day off during the Day of the Black Sun so she wouldn't get hurt#I loved her character so much even though she was only there for a scene. So I brought her back and now she's part of Zuko's crew.#Some of her backstory was revealed back in Ch2. Royal Guard Ming helped Zuko and Iroh leave the Palace directly after the Agni Kai.#And then she stayed with them as the first member of Zuko's Crew. She's like a big sister to him and like all big sisters she worries.#And has to fight the urge to smack some sense into him whenever he does something stupid.#Which is understandable. But still. I love their dynamic. They're everything to me.#I also love the background of Ming’s artwork. I mean LOOK AT THAT. It's glorious. The best background I've ever drawn. I'm proud of myself.#*sniff*#Zuko's is...okay I guess. But Ming’s *chef kiss*
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I would be lying to @wishgraanted if said I wasn't hopelessly dependent on the Toby.
#great god grove#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#sorry i didnt quite do his shapes justice#hes so so shape i love this guy and how u write him so so much#i was not joking when i said i was meaning to draw him i already had his reference open in my art program when i got pinged#Also encore has done nothing except hurt me and i still walk back like every time i reread the chapter i wont immediately shrivel to dust#/silly /pos#i joke w the one image here about the mirror convo w huzzle scene but that scene DEVASTATED ME.#though i need to confess a silly:#my friends make fun of me now for quietly reading fanfic voice call only to yell “HES JUST LIKE ME” and it was about. THE brownie.#sorry for the tags rambles [thumbs up]
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Chapters: 3/4 Fandom: Batman - All Media Types Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne, Clark Kent & Alfred Pennyworth Characters: Clark Kent, Bruce Wayne, Alfred Pennyworth, Hal Jordan (Green Lantern) Additional Tags: Requited Unrequited Love, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Jealousy, Jealous Clark Kent, Minor Hal Jordan (Green Lantern)/Bruce Wayne, Hookups, Casual Sex, or is it????, One Night Stands, Bruce Wayne is Bad at Communicating, Clark Kent is So Done, No Strings Attached, or ARE there??, Alfred Pennyworth is the Best, Alfred Pennyworth Ships It, no beta we die like jason todd Summary:
Clark struggles with something his Ma might call jealousy after walking in on Bruce and Hal together after a mission. Instead of letting Clark's feelings ruin the Justice League's hard-won team cohesion, Bruce suggests an alternative arrangement: sleep together once, work the tension between them out of their systems, and then go back to normal afterward.
The problem with that plan? It's not just casual, and neither of them can ever go back to normal once it's all said and done.
#NEW CHAPTER ALERT#yes that's 3/3 babyyy#myfic#theresurrectionist#superbat#clark kent#superman#bruce wayne#batman#dc#dc comics#batlantern#green lantern#hal jordan#god this is gonna hurt so much after this isn't it
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second chances
summary: baizhu knows he isn’t your favorite, but he still finds himself hoping for the impossible. maybe, with enough prayer, he’ll get it.
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-> warnings: major spoilers for baizhu story quest + lore + liyue archon quest, based on me and my experience (vaguely disliked baizhu at first due to partial information, immediately changed my mind w his quest and now adores him, doesn’t have kirara)
-> gn reader (you/yours) and unspecified traveller (they/them)
taglist: @samarill || @thenyxsky || @valeriele3 || @shizunxie || @boba-is-a-soup || @yuus3n || @esthelily || @turningfrogsgay || @cupandtea24 || @genshin-impacts-me || @chaoticfivesworld || @raaawwwr
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baizhu knows he isn’t the most favored.
from the first moment the traveller set foot in his office, he knew. he wasn’t met with anything special, no big flair from his god when you first saw him. it was to be expected, with how much time he spent praying—could gods have regulars?
it was simple. a quick ‘oh, the snake talks?’ thrown his way, a comment or two about his choice of outfit or the jade pendant hanging off his vision, and that was that. mostly, you seemed preoccupied with qiqi and the funeral parlor’s consultant, something to be expected. he was a quick stop on your journey, a note in the margins about the doctor you met at the pharmacy. it made sense, of course, that you’d be occupied with the death of rex lapis during the failed rite of descension, and the return of osial and beisht surely took priority over him. he offered little, only a dialogue or two actually shared between him and the traveller when you were present. he’d gathered as much of his energy, saved it for your arrival to make a good impression, so… it made sense you’d fret over qiqi, constantly forgetful as she was.
it made sense. he’d… made his peace. he had more to worry about, surely, what with orders to fulfill and his own condition to manage. maybe not more important—never, not maybe, what was he thinking?—but certainly more.
when your attention on qiqi flared, spurred by some unknown whim, he delighted a bit in being close to her, even if your thoughts on him weren’t entirely positive.
it was fair. you liked qiqi, and were concerned. it made sense you didn’t know every detail of teyvat, and since he’s never had the chance to come to you and spell out his story directly, it made sense you’d make some assumptions.
“i guess that makes sense, but still… qiqi deserves better.”
she probably did, in truth, but hearing it from you…
he’s had his vision for years by this point. he’s hd it for as long as he’d had changsheng, to be exact, and she was always able to remind him of exactly how long that had been.
“ssseven yearsss, four monthsss, thirteen daysss, and counting…”
“ah… thank you, changsheng.”
he knew he wasn’t special. out of the thousands of vision wielders across teyvat, only a handful have started having their constellations appear in the sky. just under a hundred, by his approximation, but he tried not to count. if he sought out the proper numbers, tried to pin down a percentage of those with a vision that had a chance to hold their god’s attention, then he’d start trying to find patterns. he was a doctor, patterns and rhythms were his literal job, but he knew that wouldn’t end well.
(a librarian, an alchemist, a lawyer: did you perhaps favor more studious types? a bartender, an exorcist, a detective: or those with a drive in their lives? a nobody, a traveller, a wandering samurai: or those seeking one out for themselves?)
there wasn’t a pattern. it was random. and part of him hated it.
baizhu had had his vision for seven years, eight months, and thirteen (was it fourteen? the sky was growing dark) days, and had never once seen his stars in the sky.
he had one. he had a constellation, something he knew was rare among vision wielders, but it didn’t guarantee him a spot in the sky any time soon. kirara had hers long before she had her chance in the heavens—they’d spoken about that, both hesitant to show the other their divine gift, but willing to speak of its existence.
and now kirara’s turn had passed. though her vision didn’t shine any brighter, he could see the pride in her smile when she dropped off another delivery at the pharmacy. sign here, check these, make sure this is what you ordered, goodbye have a good day, pretend like yours doesn’t weigh more after seeing hers.
it wasn’t as if he was unremarkable. a perfectly healthy man who had thrown himself into illness to find the cure for all of them? surely that was interesting, wasn’t it? but it wasn’t his time, he was being impatient, slipping back to the same mindset he condemned his patients for.
“patience. medicine doesn’t work in an instant, and you’ll need to be taking this for the next week at minimum.”
“but it’s so bitter!”
“then tell me, what tastes worse: bile, or this pill? if you want to stop being sick, you need to take it.”
patience.
qiqi was blessed with a place in the stars near instantly after she’d gotten her vision, but she was not the norm. perhaps his expectations were weighted, then? or maybe you disliked his work entirely? he didn’t like entertaining what ifs, but when various aches kept him up, there was little else he could do while he waited for his medication to take effect. patience, he tried to remind himself, counting his breaths. be patient. wait, be calm, don’t agitate yourself. count in, count out, are your breaths getting shorter? just stay calm, be patient…
the first time he saw you, he knew you were coming. he’d saved as much energy as he could, doing his best to make a good impression. but now, with changsheng nudging him awake urgently, pushing him into his shoes and putting his glasses on for him, the first thing he’d expected was the millelith, maybe, or perhaps the ministry of civil affairs. maybe he was needed urgently, maybe something had happened to qiqi, maybe he was late for his medication and he’d get terrible headaches if he wasn’t quick- oh, but then why would she bother to coil around his shoulders?
and yet, out of all those possibilities, none were correct.
“hey! who’s talking about me behind my back?”
“changsheng, qiqi meant that as a compliment. there’s no need to be upset.”
it had been so long since he’d felt your light, far longer since he’d been properly healthy. he’d forgotten how it felt to walk without the dull ache in his joints, and yet here he was. standing by gui and a familiar looking child, speaking with your traveller. it was easy to say words he didn’t choose, his throat not getting dry despite the lack of his morning tea.
the quest was long, and by the end he should have been exhausted. between taking on jialiang’s sickness to turning him into a zombie, he should have been out of commission for the next few days. as it was he had a nasty cough, his breath coming shorter than typical… but that was it. he took his regular medication at the dinner with your traveller, the linger of your aura on them still seeming to dull his pains. how curious, that you could cure ailments even he couldn’t name anymore…
“baizhu, are you alright?” idly, he wondered if the traveller noticed the change in their voice when they were speaking for you. it always sounded a bit lighter, a bit of your emotions bleeding through… a pity he’d never know why. “today must have been taxing for you…”
all eyes were on him now, even qiqi’s. “i’m doing fine,” he said simply, taking another sip of his tea. “better than normal, if anything, which i have to owe to our guest.”
paimon still seemed nervous. “but what about when we leave? what if everything hits you all at once? normally you stay at the pharmacy, and using your power so much…”
a fair assessment. while he was no stranger to combat, to be thrown in the middle of a pack of such vicious hilichurls was a shock. still, he had made it through—even if, privately, he doubted it would have been so clean without you there. “i will be fine. even if my condition declines, i am well equipped to handle flare ups.”
it seemed the whole group was hesitant to let him go. changsheng insisted he stay up until three hours had past since the traveller left, when his limbs again felt heavy and his head began to hurt. something odd was stirring in his chest, and he was eager to get to bed before it sparked into anything more. it was reasonable, he knew, but there were only so many prescriptions to prepare before he had nothing left to do. gui had long since went to bed, leaving just him in the lobby of the pharmacy, quietly double checking his stock of herbs.
eventually, he stood from his seat, returning the sweet flowers to their proper place. he held up an hand to let changsheng climb up his arm, closing up the pharmacy. she curled around his shoulders twice, a familiar weight. the night was cool, a slight breeze bumping the chain of his glasses against his cheek. it had been a long few days, and he was happy that everything was settled. he’d done all he could for jialiang, and he and his family hopefully wouldn’t be coming back for quite some time. back to routine…
“…baizhu?”
he checked the lock with a quick tug, “yes? what is it?”
“the ssstarsss… they’re due, aren’t they?”
ah. the cycles of constellations, switching through the sky. if he thought about it.. yes, they were, weren’t they?
“by my memory, they are. why?”
her head was turned, looking off to the part of the sky not obscured by the roof of the pharmacy.
“…changsheng-“
“look.”
“it’s late.” his heart began to pick up, false hopes being raised. patience, he chided himself, but what follower did not wish for acknowledgment from their god? “we should go to sleep before we fall too far out of schedule.”
“baizhu! i know you have better sssenses than that.”
perhaps he did. his vision burned where it was clipped to his side, invisible vines creeping up toward his heart. “don’t be too hasty,” he said quietly, the words tasting as bitter as his pills.
don’t be too hasty. you could still be wrong. don’t get your hopes up. be patient.
one hand went to his hip, undoing the clasp of his vision, the other settling on the railing. a few clouds dotted the sky, but he lifted his vision anyway, searching for any stars tinted green.
everything happened at once. the terrace was replaced with an ocean of skies, the slight mumble of “i do have a guaranteed…” getting lost in the whirlwind around him. he was weightless, trapped in by an invisible box, only dimly aware of the fact that his pain had once again disappeared. he was floating, dressed in the attire he normally saved for formal events—dressed in what he’d put on when you’d first arrived—with no sight of the pharmacy below him. it was just him and changsheng, him and changsheng and the bright light that came from everywhere, lifting him from his unseen prison.
a laugh, a smile, a rush of power flooding through him, and when he next set foot in front of the pharmacy, he did so with a new gleam to his vision. he could hear a door open behind him—qiqi, if he had to guess, as why wouldn’t she be drawn to the power the adepti could only hope to imitate?—but couldn’t turn, breathless.
“welcome home, doc.. it’s good to see you.”
it had taken seven years, four months, and 25 days, but he was here. and it was more than he could have ever asked for.
#genshin#genshin impact#genshin sagau#sagau#self aware genshin#baizhu#sagau baizhu#sagau aether#sagau lumine#sagau paimon#sagau qiqi#i guess?#fluff#sagau fluff#hurt/comfort#genshin hurt/comfort#sure?? god every time this gets harder to do#i feel like one of those authors on ao3 that ‘sorry this chapters late i [insane life events]’ 3#except much lamer. ‘i was sick’ ‘i was overwhelmed and couldn’t get the brain juice going’ ‘the brain juice did go but in the wrong way’#genshin self aware au
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Excerpt from chapter 104 of Underline the Black:
‘A long time ago, there was a terrible fire. Do you really want to hear about this?’ ‘I mean, it’s the least coherent story someone’s told me while they’ve been here, but yeah.’ Faber scowled. ‘Well. Tough. You wanted to hear it. But a long time ago, there was a terrible fire, and we nearly had to evacuate the entire property. We didn’t. But I was truly exhausted, and I went to a bar at the end of my shift, and I picked up an alpha and we hooked up. I didn’t know anything about him except that he was going for a job. I thought he might be in IT, or be an engineer, something entrepreneurial or perhaps even the hard sciences, though I can’t say why I thought that.’ Efnisien looked back towards the couple, swallowing. ‘And after a fairly devastating night where I fell in love – after never, ever believing that sort of thing was possible – we said our goodbyes. After all, I live in Augusta, and alphas are meant to be with omegas. Everyone knows that.’ Everyone knew that. Efnisien considered Faber now, and Faber was staring at the couple like a laser. His lips were chapped. Didn’t he normally take better care of himself? ‘But I was in love with him. And then I went to work two days later – I needed time off. As you’ve learned, sex with alphas isn’t nothing. And I interviewed Caleb for a job as an alpha companion. There he is, with Lucien right now.’
#daily excerpt#efnisien ap wledig#faber castle#underline the black#underline the rainbow#mm romance#queer romance#angst with a happy ending#hurt/comfort#omegaverse#faber's opening upppppp#god this chapter breaks efnisien's heart#and faber's#and mine too#sorry faber it's a long journey but i promise you'll get there
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“Septon Cellador spoke up. “This boy Satin. It’s said you mean to make him your steward and squire, in Tollett’s place. My lord, the boy’s a whore…a…dare I say…a painted catamite from the brothels of Oldtown.”
And you are a drunk. “What he was in Oldtown is none of our concern. He’s quick to learn and very clever. The other recruits started out despising him, but he won them over and made friends of them all. He’s fearless in a fight and can even read and write after a fashion. He should be capable of fetching me my meals and saddling my horse, don’t you think?”
- Jon {A Dance With Dragons}
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Donal Logue as Bowen Marsh
Conan Gray as Satin Flowers
Ferdia Walsh-Peelo as Jon Snow
#game of thrones#a song of ice and fire#got#asoiaf#jon snow#aegon targaryen#satin flowers#bowen marsh#jonsatin#jon x satin#satin x jon#fancast#fancasts#fancasting#asoiaf fancast#conan gray#ferdia walsh peelo#donal logue#vikings#shows#books#fandoms#night's watch#lgbt#ships#perioddramas#king jon/aegon and queen satin#the men of the nights watch cant have wives or kids the rules didnt say anything about husbands#just started reading ADWD yesterday and i swear to gods if they hurt/killed satin aftet they killed jon GRRM is getting the sunfyre special#i used to think jons chapters were kinda boring but now i feel bad lol
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Credits/names:
@kirblox - Toolfox
@funny-critter-blog - Clever Cowbelle
@portalling101 - Wanda Wonders
@yoursimp098 - Sweet Tooth
@skelexguts - Marvelous Mauve
@star-phobia - Ritzy
@pumpkinfr0g - Nyx Akumu
@dracdliweht - Rocky Radio
@peirres-play-place - Luna
I had fun drawing all of your ocs! You’re all so creative!
#not my characters#my art#ibispaintx#smiling critters#digital art#smiling critters oc#smiling critters ocs#THIS MADE MY HANDS HURT BUT IT WAS WORTH IT!!#god I hope I didn’t make a spelling error#poppy playtime#poppy playtime chapter 3#fanart
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(abt my last ask) thank you for the answer, your understanding of charas is trully stellar!
I wanted to ask, what's your take on recovery!au (unless you intend to cover it in your fic)? In the universe, where Jimmy happens, but the crew somehow survives. Everyone is traumatised, Anya is pregnant, Curly is disabled (could he even be able to afford disability aids? Pony express in no more, would they even be paid a sufficient compensation?). There is also a question of p*lice investigation (or whatever agency is responsible for space crimes), even more trauma... Man, it's bleak.
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I like them sad but for emotional and physical recovery reason rather than all the actual legal stuff that would ensue.
I like when Swansea relapsing is explored and Daisuke losing a little bit of his light. I am clearly a big supporter of Anya and Curly remaining close friend after but I think exploring the unhealthy dynamics of the trauma bond they’d develop should be played with way more. I think it’s a bit annoying when people are on the nose about Anya telling Curly he should’ve done more, especially when he’s struggling through recovery.
I feel like people really want her to be a character to rub salt into wounds, just to give her something cathartic, but it’s just OOC for me. It’s not a kindness thing but I don’t think she wants that sort of guilt to stay with him like that? He did not do what Jimmy did, he could’ve done more to stop it but she would not intentionally try to direct what she can never take out towards Jimmy at Curly. At least when they all make it out. This is not to say she doesn’t think he shouldn’t have any remorse but she understands that no one else could have foreseen Jimmy crashing the ship or getting that bad.
I like when it gets psychoanalytic in fics with the crew. Talk about Curly finally opening up on details on how he and Jimmy were friends, have the others realize how bad Jimmy was to even Curly, not a lot of people realize that they don’t know how Jimmy was to him. Have Anya be angry and snippy, have her worry she’s becoming like Jimmy even though she could never be like him, it’s that fear though, that she is owed that cathartic release and may take it out on others in some selfish subconscious desire to reclaim control for herself. Have her actualize-herself, is med school the only option? What does she want now? Does Swansea divorce his wife, give up on the life he created because he was just following the path of a good man, one he didn’t believe? Or does he stay and use the time he has left to make it something he believes in. How is Daisuke? Is he more mature or does he lose a little light? What are his new aspirations if any? His relationship with his parents?
Ultimately, I think a recover au should really focus on just them actually getting to know each other and filling themselves. So much of their interactions were likely based on coworker dynamics first. With that out the window they are now people who can’t really move on from each other but need to move on in life.
#ngl I’m a baby and do like recovery aus where jimmy dies and Curly is injured but not as badly#mainly because the theme of characters not getting what they desire both as like a reward and improper punishment hurt#like that should’ve been Jimmy in the damn cockpit like again wtf is wrong with curly cause he was just no fear or plan willing to risk his#life like again he would’ve eventually done the right thing and had to live with the guilt of not doing it sooner cause mans effectively#killed himslef with that stunt idk he’s an odd white fellow#I want Anya to be happiest in these aus because no one talks value the fear of becoming like ur abuser in a way like she’d be stuck on so#many ways he affected her and not know if she was like this before or he brought it out of her like would she feel like she gave curly to#him to abuse the bruises has to be obvious to a nurse did she really think they wouldn’t get into the med bay#was she being merciful to curly or not caring anymore like Jimmy wouldn’t? it’s not fair to her to have these thoughts#her attempts at doing the right thing were not misguided by selfish delusions but god she thinks they are for a bit Polle haunts her in a#different way as she realizes none of this was her burden and it shouldn’t be anyone else’s#idk post aus are fun but I just hate when people make it about punishing a character or overly pessimistic like damn get rid of that fix it#tag if nothing is resolved and everyon still wants to die 10 chapters in im trying to cry tears of relief i will be back for chapter 11#mouthwashing#ask#💀 anon
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God what even do I do with this chapter 😭 but here are some of my thoughts.
SPOILERS FOR CH. 268
- what the fuck
-“Maybe it’s time to try living for someone else” okay the itafushi shippers really won with that one, I can’t lie. But at the same time it feels like Megumi’s always been living his life for someone else specifically Tsumiki. so it kind of feels like the stronger message would have been to decide to live for himself? Kind of how yuuji’s journey went from finding this greater purpose to live and fight to simply just living is okay as well. But that’s just me. Im interested in hearing other people’s take on the situation
- this is from last chapter but I so really like the parallel of yuuji in this fight for his life with Sukuna and Mahito and being so weighed down by everything that he has lost and everything he is still trying to save and then Kugasaki hits that resonance and Yuuji sees that he’s not alone and god something about it always being Nobara and her insanity breaking him from that sorrow and giving him that last push to fight like he's not alone.
- also I do think seeing Nobara’s resonance after having to be the one to break it to itadori that she wasn’t recovering, really solidified that there where things still worth living for.
- I don’t know something about Sukuna finally after all these chapters acknowledging itadori by finally saying his name is so very Sukuna off him. It’s like the inverse of him going into Jogo’s flashing life and telling him he’s strong. This time he’s the one dying and he’s finally acknowledging the boy that killed him. Say what you want about Sukuna but he ain’t no sore fucking loser.
- God how fucking Yuuji Itadori of the whole thing to after everything all the terror and the torture and the pain to still offer Sukuna a chance to live and live better. A chance to not be a slave to his nature to this curse in their blood. God Yuuji what do I even do with you.
- okay so not even a fucking frame of the Hakari/Uraume showdown. Really 😭😭. It looked like things were happening too. With that final parting it looked like they’d reached some kind of understanding and not even a fucking frame. Gege the way your mind works.
- really not even one punch? Not even one gambling shot. I’d have payed good fucking money to see Hakari explaining how a pachinko machine works to a 1000 year old curse servant.
- the little “you’re just lucky is the best compliment for a guy like me” and the “yeah I guess it is” was a great exchange tho. Which is is why I wonder. Really not one fucking frame😭. I wonder if mappa will just ignore this and give them a fight scene anyway like they elongated the Sukuna vs Mahagora fight.
- and now finally, some good fucking food.
- Gojo’s little I killed your daddy note is so funny. What the fuck is wrong with him
- again. What the fuck.
- Nobara being as rude as fucking always god I love her. She is taking no prisoners. Fuck you mean you aren’t weeping at her feet at her return.
-Them trying to do the whole box suprise for Megumi and him catching them in the act is so stupid I actually can’t 😭. They really only have one braincell
- Nobara not giving a single fuck about her mom like what. Also what did she mean by “Special grade authority”
- crazy that they all got face scars now. They’re a matching set.
- I wonder what Yuuji’s talk with gojo was. I wonder what parental figure gojo exposed for him.
- I dunno this chapter making me feel like he might come back. Gojo Satoru just might make a come back.
- I’m glad that atleast after everything it’s gunna end with the three of them. Maybe a little damaged and worse for wear but together and that counts for something.
-lastly…..what the fuck m.
#I’m glad he gave them this#yuuji itadori#god in the middle of writing this the bus is been waiting for for half an hour slipped over my stop and#I’ve never actually been so angry in my life I literally had to draft this and cool down.#but yeah here we are#crazy only 2/3 more chapters left#after everything sukuna’s defeat just feels a bit anticlamatic which honestly works for the themes of the series#honestly this whole saga will probably translate better in animation but yeah#it’s not perfect but what is it was good enough for me. I had a good time and that fine in my book#but yeah I’m also just left wondering what’s the curse situation like now#like the death of sukuna wouldn’t have stopped it infact everything leading up to it will probably have made it worse#it hurts my head a little the idea that they can’t even really rest after all this there’s still so much left to do still curses to kill#and honestly real#but yeah good chapter#throwing thoughts to the void#jjk meta#jjk spoilers#jjk ch 268#itafushi#itafushikugi#favorite trouple for real#kugisaki nobara#fushiguro megumi#itadori yuuji#sukuna jjk#hakari kinji#jjk gojo#gojo saturo#jujutsu kaisen#jjk manga leaks
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It hurt. Every time that man put up a blatantly false front and tried to bear the burdens all alone, it shook and broke Javier's heart.
god. javier not just,, being upset about lloyd trying to deal with everything on his own but honest to god being heartbroken about it. ok that's. that's fine.
Why would you want to bear the burdens all by yourself? Just why? [...] Why can't you just tell me that you're having a tough time? Why can't you admit that you're afraid?
javier,,, wanting lloyd to tell him when he's overwhelmed, when he's afraid, when he needs help because he wants to help him, more than anything, he just wants lloyd to trust him so he can be of help,,, that's. that's soooo fine.
What an idiot. Javier's clenching became tighter as he strengthened his resolve on one side to protect his idiotic friend, regardless of the adversity that came their way. The grandmaster was determined to keep his pretentious, cowardly buddy safe. So stop being a crybaby about your own death. You're not going to die, and I'm going to ensure it. Even it really comes our way, I will die in your place instead. I am willing to.
javier. deciding that he'll protect lloyd no matter what, that he will keep him safe from anything that may happen so he should stop being afraid because javier won't allow anything to happen to him. he shouldn't be afraid of dying because even if death came their way, javier would die for him first. this is so so so sooo fineeee.
Javier breathed a small sigh again, as the fraudster's subtle crying noise still reached his ears. The grandmaster's heart broke as he hear the sound that leaked out through Lloyd's palms or the blanket, whichever he was covering his face with. Jeez. It was a long night. Javier wished for the darkness to go away as he lifted his chin and stared at the ceiling. The night was perhaps too long.
THIS IS FINE. SO SOOO SO SO SO SOO FINE I SWEAR
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#i talk a lot <3#tged#the greatest estate developer#javier asrahan#lloyd frontera#ch 384#llojavi#GOD WHAT A CHAPTER. probably among my top three.#just. he loves him so much. and he wants lloyd to lean on him so bad.#he wants to keep him safe from anything that could hurt him. and he won't be able to :')#i already loved these two chapters but dear god the translation just made it hurt so much more <3333
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Life is like the ocean, it goes up and down by @tastytoastz (Click for better quality, master post of all my art for this fic)
#qsmp#qsmp au#LCDoodles#qsmp fitmc#qsmp pac#fitpac#Toast this fic has me in a god damn choke hold#I had this scene in my head before you even posted the chapter#The seaweed and bubbles are brushes I found on the csp library#I did the water ripples by hand#(first time really using the liquify tool my beloved)#I kept looking at it trying to tweak things. I need to get a more consistent rendering style#but that would mean I have to render things more ;-;#im tired I might take an art break tomorrow (april 28) my hand hurts#I need to hold my pen better and take breaks#im just whining now i'll stfu#I hope you like the art toast <333#oh one more thing if you zoom in on their eyes there's a teeny tiny easter egg#nothing big just a cute detail
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"love"
#faith the unholy trinity#john ward#tw blood#hanahaki#i just went through chapter 3 again and thought#when did someone ever show him they actually loved him?#other than GOD at the very end#this man went through so much and nobody ever showed him some love#cared about him?#it hurt
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#20.6 Concern
"There we go, cluck!" Gyetang exclaimed after tasting the food he and Viole cooked.
His guest, Viole, nodded approvingly after having a taste himself. "It's better."
They ended up making more dishes to be served along with the macaroni soup. Gyetang had almost forgotten how fun it was to cook with someone.
Grace and Boss came out of their room soon after Gyetang and Viole finished setting the table.
"Good afternoon," Grace greeted, trailing closely after Agni.
Viole immediately perked up and ran to get them.
"Hi, Bam." Agni smiled warmly, which Gyetang found to be a rare sight for anyone other than Grace. He filed that information for himself. "It's nice to see you again."
Viole nodded and that was that. The outgoing boy that Viole was when they cooked together was no more, replaced by silent curiosity.
As they made their way to the cafeteria, Gyetang realized that he wouldn't have noticed that anything was amiss if he didn't cross paths with Grace earlier. The way they carried themselves was not noticeably different, as if they had practiced it many times before. There were a lot of questions that were already sitting on the tip of his tongue, but he bit it back, afraid that he might step out of line.
Viole, however, was brave enough to ask, "Where's your mask, Mr. Agni?"
Gyetang had seen his boss without a mask, but he saw him wearing it more often than not, so it did throw him off. Gyetang knew there was a scar that Boss hid under his makeup, yet clearly he didn't put much effort in hiding the unevenness of his eyes.
"I stored it in my pocket," Boss answered Viole without elaborating. He took a sip of the broth and hummed approvingly, "Did you help Gyetang to cook this, Bam? It tastes a little different from his usual."
"It's just as good," Grace added as he scooped another spoonful of macaroni.
Viole beamed at that and began to eat along.
Gyetang didn't bother trying to hide his glances. It was clear that they were pretending that nothing was wrong, but if this problem was concerning enough that they had to take a day off from it, his feathers couldn't help but ruffle with worry. The last time something like this happened was when his previous team suddenly disbanded. The signs were there, but he decided to ignore it, naively thinking that it'd pass as it usually did. He definitely won't let it happen again, not when this team had felt like home, not when he could help it. "Can I ask what's up with today, cluck?”
Grace and Boss looked at him, at each other, and back at him again. Grace was the one to open his mouth, but Boss interrupted him before he could utter a word. "I will tell you later when everyone has gathered."
That definitely didn't sound ominous at all. Gyetang realized he hadn't been this nervous since his last floor test, or maybe when he got scouted by Boss to join this team, or when he first set his foot on their floating ship, or when he learned that Boss was associated with the criminal organization. Okay, maybe he got nervous quite often, but that didn't mean this was any better.
"It's nothing you need to worry about, Gyetang." Boss assured him, as if he just read his mind.
Gyetang wasn't convinced, but he'd take it for now. "If you say so, cluck."
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Stardew Valley - 52/? - A Stain that Won’t Dissolve - Alex/Sebastian
Title: A Stain that Won’t Dissolve Rating: Explicit Pairing: Alex/Sebastian Tags: Hurt/comfort, aged-up characters (mid 20s), minor character death, angst, injury, grief, miscommunication, bullying, enemies to lovers, dubious consent, internalised homophobia, closeted character, past child abuse, dyslexia, antagonist farmer, unrequited love, pining, acceptance, top!Sebastian, bottom!Alex, power dynamics, happy ending.
Summary: Alex hates Sebastian – which is great because Sebastian more than returns the favour – and what starts out as revenge fantasy turns into unironic lust, which evolves into unrequited love. Alex gets a job, Sebastian marries the farmer, and both of them lose almost everything before finding each other again. A story of two mutual bullies who learn how to messily grow up.
A Stain that Won’t Dissolve - Chapter 52 - The Simmering Past
In which Alex and Sebastian process the events of the day, and later Alex becomes overwhelmed by his past, and opens up to Sebastian about it.
#chapter update#sdv fic#sdv fanfic#a stain that won't dissolve#thespectaclesofthor#sdv alex#sdv sebastian#mm romance#queer romance#angst with a happy ending#hurt/comfort#literally posting this to orchestral arrangements of One Winged Angel#from the FFVII soundtrack#god that went off so hard when i was a teen dsaklfjdas#the first time i think any of us realised that games could be used to tell#cinematic level stories#it's wild that that's just the norm now#and that once that literally didn't exist in video games
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hey just wanted to write and say HOLY FUCKING SHITTT TYSM FOR THE AO3 COMMENT IT MADE MY ENTIRE DAY!!! TYSM AHHHHHHHHHH <333
!!! HEY YES OF COURSE HOLY SHIT!!!!! if i could do a deep dive into all of my thoughts on your fic i WOULD!!! but unfortunately im cursed with the eternal eepy </3 someones gotta give me more energy so i can COMPLIMENT SKILLS ARTISTS/WRITERS MORE!! <33
HEY @ FOLLOWERS if you like harry+skills being a plural system, and/or kim meeting the skills, PLEASEEE go check out I'd Rather Be Whistling In The Dark!! it's FANTASTIC, it hurts my HEART, harry and the skills being so nervous while Kim's very patient, GOD!! GOOD SHIT!! im really fond of this concept (obviously, if you've seen my notes on task: Meet the Parts lmao) and i ADORE how you're writing it, starts sobbing!!
#SKILLS CENTRIC FICS OWN MY WHOLE HEART!!!!!#and plural harry is EXCELLENT as always <333 i didnt comment on the first chapter but aughhhh!!!#the whole part around ''EMPATHY - You are… you are very kind Harry.'' IT KILLS ME IT KNOCKS ME DEAD!! GOD!!!!#im always vaguely upset whenever non-skills fans call the furies ''just narration'' or brush them aside as not important.#they're all their own guys with their own personalities all trying to protect their core harry. theyre trying their best man i love them#god the fact that they get scared. EVEN LOGIC. makes me CRY like who did this to you my 25 little mirror shards?#im sorry you feel like you have to fear this my little blorbos... augh. hurts my damn heart /positive hgkj <3333#you know my username you know whose introduction im excited for hkjg but i love all of the skills so dearly!! excited!! <33#flaps my hands!!!!! :D!!!!#suggestion recommendation#volta transmissions#task: meet the parts#esprit: cedar
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