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God what even do I do with this chapter đ but here are some of my thoughts.
SPOILERS FOR CH. 268
- what the fuck
-âMaybe itâs time to try living for someone elseâ okay the itafushi shippers really won with that one, I canât lie. But at the same time it feels like Megumiâs always been living his life for someone else specifically Tsumiki. so it kind of feels like the stronger message would have been to decide to live for himself? Kind of how yuujiâs journey went from finding this greater purpose to live and fight to simply just living is okay as well. But thatâs just me. Im interested in hearing other peopleâs take on the situation
- this is from last chapter but I so really like the parallel of yuuji in this fight for his life with Sukuna and Mahito and being so weighed down by everything that he has lost and everything he is still trying to save and then Kugasaki hits that resonance and Yuuji sees that heâs not alone and god something about it always being Nobara and her insanity breaking him from that sorrow and giving him that last push to fight like he's not alone.
- also I do think seeing Nobaraâs resonance after having to be the one to break it to itadori that she wasnât recovering, really solidified that there where things still worth living for.
- I donât know something about Sukuna finally after all these chapters acknowledging itadori by finally saying his name is so very Sukuna off him. Itâs like the inverse of him going into Jogoâs flashing life and telling him heâs strong. This time heâs the one dying and heâs finally acknowledging the boy that killed him. Say what you want about Sukuna but he ainât no sore fucking loser.
- God how fucking Yuuji Itadori of the whole thing to after everything all the terror and the torture and the pain to still offer Sukuna a chance to live and live better. A chance to not be a slave to his nature to this curse in their blood. God Yuuji what do I even do with you.
- okay so not even a fucking frame of the Hakari/Uraume showdown. Really đđ. It looked like things were happening too. With that final parting it looked like theyâd reached some kind of understanding and not even a fucking frame. Gege the way your mind works.
- really not even one punch? Not even one gambling shot. Iâd have payed good fucking money to see Hakari explaining how a pachinko machine works to a 1000 year old curse servant.
- the little âyouâre just lucky is the best compliment for a guy like meâ and the âyeah I guess it isâ was a great exchange tho. Which is is why I wonder. Really not one fucking frameđ. I wonder if mappa will just ignore this and give them a fight scene anyway like they elongated the Sukuna vs Mahagora fight.
- and now finally, some good fucking food.
- Gojoâs little I killed your daddy note is so funny. What the fuck is wrong with him
- again. What the fuck.
- Nobara being as rude as fucking always god I love her. She is taking no prisoners. Fuck you mean you arenât weeping at her feet at her return.
-Them trying to do the whole box suprise for Megumi and him catching them in the act is so stupid I actually canât đ. They really only have one braincell
- Nobara not giving a single fuck about her mom like what. Also what did she mean by âSpecial grade authorityâ
- crazy that they all got face scars now. Theyâre a matching set.
- I wonder what Yuujiâs talk with gojo was. I wonder what parental figure gojo exposed for him.
- I dunno this chapter making me feel like he might come back. Gojo Satoru just might make a come back.
- Iâm glad that atleast after everything itâs gunna end with the three of them. Maybe a little damaged and worse for wear but together and that counts for something.
-lastlyâŠ..what the fuck m.
#Iâm glad he gave them this#yuuji itadori#god in the middle of writing this the bus is been waiting for for half an hour slipped over my stop and#Iâve never actually been so angry in my life I literally had to draft this and cool down.#but yeah here we are#crazy only 2/3 more chapters left#after everything sukunaâs defeat just feels a bit anticlamatic which honestly works for the themes of the series#honestly this whole saga will probably translate better in animation but yeah#itâs not perfect but what is it was good enough for me. I had a good time and that fine in my book#but yeah Iâm also just left wondering whatâs the curse situation like now#like the death of sukuna wouldnât have stopped it infact everything leading up to it will probably have made it worse#it hurts my head a little the idea that they canât even really rest after all this thereâs still so much left to do still curses to kill#and honestly real#but yeah good chapter#throwing thoughts to the void#jjk meta#jjk spoilers#jjk ch 268#itafushi#itafushikugi#favorite trouple for real#kugisaki nobara#fushiguro megumi#itadori yuuji#sukuna jjk#hakari kinji#jjk gojo#gojo saturo#jujutsu kaisen#jjk manga leaks
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CRAZY | JJK (Part 2)
summary you know it sounds twisted. that most people would see hyungwon as the perfect boyfriend. healthy, balanced, all the things that relationships should be. thatâs when you realized... you weren't like most people. but that's okay. because neither is jungkook.
pairing ceo!jk x employee!(f)reader
rating 18+ minors dni; smut, fluff, angst
genre coworkers to lovers au, established relationship
word count 13.2k
chapter content [read part one for full character & story warnings pls.] jk & oc first encounter, jungkook lowkey goes a bit yandere in one two of the scenes đ, jk punches another guy, love at first fuck lets b real, mention of oc's superior abusing their power (not jk), hyungwon appearance đ, heejin appearance đ, hobi appearance đ, bff jiminie appearance đ, time skips, jealous mcs, heated argument, jk lies but like... for the greater good? god idk
warnings dom jk, sub oc, pre established traffic light sw system and degradation consent, doggy, dirty talk, protected p in v sex, praise kink, um slight exhibition kink, rough sex, squirting...(on their first fucking encounter yeeeppp help me god)
a/n this is only 75% edited bc i honestly wasn't going to post it for a whilee as i'm working on some other things atm but i felt bad just watching her sit in my drafts all sad n semi finished đą alsoo if a bit of the smut dialogue looks a lil familiar... cough salsa.. its bc i was gonna completelyy change up the sexy scene đ„ș and so i used the smut as inspo for the salsa drabble so it didnt go to waste... bye im such a clown. okay thank u, enjoy, and pls lemme know what u think <3 mwah
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801 DAYS AGO
Your twelve-month contract as a temp Administrative Assistant at Jeon Corp was creeping to an end, and it was safe to say that you were fucking pissed.
You had put everything into this placeâcountless overtime shifts, moved into an overpriced house in the city near the firm so you were never late. You eat, sleep and breathe this fucking company. And what did you get for it? An almost certain rejection, apparently.
You were more than sure they'd offer you a permanent position. Your stats spoke for themselves. They were flawless. Youâd single-handedly cleaned up the absolute fucking disaster left behind by the previous administrative assistant who bailed after Jeon Jun-seoâs passingâand that was not light work.
And by "bailed," you meant that they were part of the bloodbath that ensued when Jungkook took over and wiped out almost half the staff for incompetence.
The staff who remained still grumbled about itâloyalists, maybe, or just people too comfortable with the way things used to be. They hated him for it. He was ruthless, sure, but effective. Jeon Corp wasn't just successful; it was dominating. They went from merely hitting targets to blowing right past them. And that shift started with him.
Jungkook was good. Really fucking good.
He was young, driven, passionate, and not to mentionâa sight for sore eyes. Even as someone who didn't like to openly praise men, you couldn't help but be impressed.
Still, you knew your fate wasn't in his hands directly. He wasn't going to be the one deciding whether your temp position would become permanent. He was the CEOâtoo high up to care about such things. And besides, you'd never even spoken to the guy. You spent most of your time on the twelfth floor, and he was always buried in work on the nineteenth.
Except for that one time.
Maybe three months ago? You had shared an elevator with him when you both arrived at work around the same time. For eleven floors, you stood silently beside him. Well, you were silent. He was on the phone, speaking in that low, gravelly tone that had a way of crawling under your skin. Being so close, you could hear the slight slip of a Busan accent when he spoke. He wasn't rude, just... intense.
Even while curses slipped from his lips to whoever was on the other end of the line, you couldnât help but wonder if that was just his usual toneâwhether he was speaking to a business partner, an enemy, a lover. Either way, you didn't think it was negative. It was just him.
You knew bits and pieces about the guy from what Jimin had sharedâhim being Jungkookâs assistant and allâbut nothing too personal. Not that you needed to know. Though, admittedly, he had piqued your interest.
A month prior to that elevator ride, youâd caught a glimpse of something that had you squirming in your seat. From your office, you had glanced over to see him leading a meeting on your floor. His suit jacket had been tossed over the back of his chair, revealing the dirtiest, prettiest fucking sleeve youâd ever laid eyes on. His big, tattooed bicep flexed with each movement as he pointed at the projector screen.
The sight had you groaning, pushing your unfinished lunch aside and retreating to the bathroom.
Youâd tried calling your boyfriend, hoping to pull him into some filthy phone sex, but he was too nervous to go through with it. In the end, you hung up frustrated, finishing yourself off in the stall, biting your lip to keep from moaning too loudly.
The elevator ride felt quicker than usual. You kept your eyes fixed on the LED screen, watching the numbers tick up, though you were more focused on the way his cologne filled the space, light but somehow intoxicating. By the time the doors slid open on your floor, his call had ended. You adjusted your bag, turning to him with a polite bow.
"Have a good day, seonsaengnim," you'd said, your voice soft as you smiled.
He didnât say anything back, just looked at you for a second, his dark eyes sweeping over your face. His Adamâs apple bobbed slightly as he gave you a subtle nod, and you walked off, feeling his gaze linger as you left.
And that was it.
You didn't see him again. Not in the lobby, not passing by in meetings, not even when your car and his were the last ones left in the parking lot after late shifts. It wasn't unusual; he was literally the CEO, always busy, always somewhere else. He didn't have time to notice you.
But you couldnât help but think about it more than youâd like to admit.
If you'd known that you'd never cross paths with him again, never ride the same elevator, never exchange more than those few words before your temp contract endedâwould you have done something different? Said something more?
Maybe you would've clicked a higher floor.
But here you were. No offer. No permanence. Just three job offers from other firms sitting in your inbox, waiting for your reply. Of course, you had a backup planâyou weren't that naive. But something about it stung anyway. You'd take one of those offers at the end of the week, move on, and maybe one day, you'd forget about Jeon Corp entirely.
Sigh.
You were really going to miss Jiminie, though.
âSo... how's your shift going?â
You rolled your eyes, a soft laugh escaping as you twisted the cap off your water bottle, taking a sip before tearing the lid off your salad. Your phone sat on your desk, Hyungwon's voice crackling through the speaker.
"It's going good, Hyungwon," you replied, voice tinged with sarcasm. "Same as every day."
A sad chuckle echoed through the receiver. "Oh, yeah? Well, we just got new printers at the firm, you know, the Lexmark MX8s? What about yâ"
The forkful of salad that was halfway to your mouth dropped back into the bowl. "Hyungwon," you interrupted, incredulity dripping from your tone. "Did you really call me to talk about printers?"
"Well, Iâno, I justâ"
You sighed, reaching for your water again and setting your untouched lunch down. "Hyungwon, I hope you're okay, I really do. And I'm happy for you and your fancy printers," yours were two seasons ahead, "but this isn't helping. You're not going to feel better ifâ"
"I just miss you, Y/N," his voice cracked, and instantly, your appetite evaporated. You let out another deep sigh, rubbing your temples, as Hyungwon's next words came out shaky. "And I just want to know what I did wrong. We were doing so well. W-what did I do?"
"HyungwonâŠ" You picked up the phone, taking it off speaker as you leaned back in your chair, eyes focused on the ceiling. "You didn't do anything. You're a great guy, okay?"
"Yeah," he scoffed, his voice bitter and teary. "Girls don't break up with 'great guys' after an amazing year together out of the blue, Y/N."
Was it out of the blue? Had it been amazing?
"We've been over this," you sighed, adjusting the phone in your hand. "A hundred times in the last month. It's not about what you did. We justâ"
"Weren't right for each other," he finished, his voice robotic, like he was reciting a script he'd memorized against his will. A sniffle followed as you heard him reach for tissues. "Just⊠wanted you to know I miss you. And⊠could I come by next week? Pick up my clothes?"
You took a long drink from your water bottle, feeling a headache forming. "Iâll leave it with reception. You can pick it up from the officeâ"
"No," he cut in, his voice tight with desperation. "Please, from your place. I just⊠I need to see you one more time."
You exhaled deeply, eyes unfocused as you stared out your floor-to-ceiling window. It had been a month since you ended things with Park Hyungwonâa month since you stuffed his clothes into a box and offered to drop them off. A month of excuses, a month of him putting it off, dragging out these unbearable phone calls, asking to see you in person, to talk.
You knew why he wanted to make the exchange in person. You weren't stupid. But lately, something about his calls had been giving you a bad feelingâa taste in your mouth that lingered long after you hung up. Hyungwon wasn't dangerous. He wouldn't hurt a fly. But he was... off. These calls always followed a pattern.
First, 1:15pm, right when you started your break, your phone would buzz. You'd glance down, see an incoming call from P.H, and immediately regret ever sharing your lunch schedule with him.
Then, he'd be kind. Sweet. Boring. Asking about your shift, your day, until somethingâsomething trivialâwould break his composure. He'd start to crack, voice shaking, or worse, he'd burst into tears over something like⊠printers.
By the end of the call, there was always that weird shift. Not angry, not sad⊠something in between. A mix of emotions that left you unsettled, and you couldn't quite put your finger on why. You could feel the resentment beneath it all, thoughâlike he definitely blamed you for the breakup, no matter how many times he asked what he could've done to keep you.
That was fine. You were used to people resenting you. You were top of your major, gorgeous, and a bit of a bitch. But hearing that tone in Hyungwon's voice? A human puppy dog you'd spent a year of your life with? It made your skin crawl in a way you couldn't shake.
And now, here he was, asking to see you again. For what? Closure? An emotional showdown? You didn't care. You just knew you had to end this, fast. Another call filled with sniffles and pleas, eating away at what little break time you had? You'd throw yourself out that fucking floor-to-ceiling window before you let that happen again.
"Fine," you sighed, glancing at your watch as you switched the phone to your other ear. "You can come over next week. I'll check my schedule."
"Really?" His voice immediately brightened, and you rolled your eyes. "Shivers! That sounds great! Just text me whenâ"
You swallowed the bile rising in your throat. Shivers? SHIVERS?
"Break's over, Hyungwon," you interrupted, forcing a smile into your voice. "Talk to you later, okay?"
"Yeah. Thank you, Y/N. I'll call you tomorrow."
The line went dead, and your fist clenched around the phone.
"God," you muttered to yourself, tossing it onto your desk with an exasperated sigh, "I'm changing my fucking break time."
"Should I come back later?"
You yelped at the sudden voice, spinning around in your chair to see your best friend standing in your office doorway, his signature Cheshire grin firmly in place.
"Jiminie!" you beamed, frustration melting away as you rushed over to pull him into a hug. "No, it's okay. It was justâ"
"Hyungwon," Jimin finished for you with a knowing, apologetic nod. "You know, you could always just⊠not answer when he calls?"
You rolled your eyes, brushing a piece of blonde fringe from his face. "And have his suicide on my conscience? No thanks."
"He's a grown man. He can make his own decisions," Jimin shrugged, laughing when you widened your eyes in faux shock.
You shuffled back to your desk, stabbing a cherry tomato from your salad. "Aren't you supposed to be telling me to run back into his arms and admit I was wrong? Some sort of cousin code or something?" you quirked a brow teasingly, humming around the mouthful.
He laughed softly, adjusting the files in his hand. "I'd never tell you to go back to something you were clearly miserable in, Y/N. Even if he is my cousin."
You swallowed another bite, giving him an appreciative smile before finishing the rest of your water bottle. "That is why I love you, Park." You threw the rest of your papers into a folder and linked your arm with his. "And why I'm going to miss you so much." You pouted playfully.
Jimin rolled his eyes, guiding you out of your office. The usual hustle and bustle of level twelve filled the air as he snorted, "Don't say that. You're not going anywhere, Y/N."
"Mm, I beg to differ." You shot back, bitterness lacing your voice. "I haven't heard a word about permanency, and my contract ends in four days." With a dramatic sigh, you added, "Guess you'll just have to visit me at KimCo on your lunch breaks instead."
"First of all," Jimin smirked, "I wouldn't drive across town on my lunch break to visit anyone, even you." You squinted at him as he teased, "And second, yeah, it's shitty that you haven't heard anything about the promotionâ"
"And unprofessional," you interjected, rolling your eyes. "And discourteous, and obnoxious, and plain fucking rudeâ"
He chuckled, cutting you off with a light shrug. "Yes, all of the above," he agreed as you both reached the elevators. Unlinking his arm from yours, he pressed the button to go up. "But⊠have you accepted the offer at KimCo yet?"
You frowned, glancing at the lit-up arrow pointing up. "No, not yet. I was going to tonightâŠ" You trailed off, turning to him in confusion. "Jiminie, why are we going up? Our meeting's on level seven."
Jimin glanced down at the file in his hand before his mouth opened to respond, but the elevator dinged, catching your attention.
The doors slid open, and you were immediately hit with the faint scent of tobacco and Bvlgari. Your head turned slightly, seeking the source.
Jungkook stood inside, eyes focused on the phone in his hand, dressed in a perfectly pressed designer suit that somehow looked more sinfully casual on him than it had any right to.
You blinked, tearing your gaze away from him and turning back to Jimin, waiting for an explanation.
"Oh yeah, uh, the meeting's been pushed back a bit," Jimin said, nodding to the elevator. "But you're needed upstairs for a moment."
You frowned, glancing down at the heavy folder in your hands as you stepped into the elevator. If the meeting was postponed, you wouldn't have dragged this big fucking thing around with you. You left some space between yourself and the CEO and Jimin happily slid in between, his usual smile bright and easy.
The doors closed, and silence settled over the small space. Jungkook was still looking at his phone. Jimin still hadn't pressed a button.
You frowned. "Jiminie, why haven't you clicked a floor?"
He turned toward you, feigning confusion as his eyes flicked toward the panel. "Oh, because it's already pressed." He shrugged, flashing a quick smile before turning forward again.
You stared harder at the panel. From the corner of your eye, you could see Jungkook's broad frame. His phone was tucked away now, but his gaze remained fixed straight ahead. He hadn't said a word.
"Level nineteen?" you asked, a hint of confusion in your voice.
Jimin nodded, offering you a simple smile.
The elevator crawled its way up slowly with a few more words exchanged between you and Jimin. Then, finally, the elevator dinged open at level nineteen, and the air shifted.
The sleek, pristine hallway stretched out before you, polished floors gleaming so bright that you could almost see your reflection in the tiles. You had only been here once before, for a department meeting with the CCO, Kim Namjoon.
Jimin politely bowed to his boss as you instinctively stepped back, allowing Jungkook to exit first. His gaze never wavered as he nodded in acknowledgment, his movements calm as he stepped out.
As you followed Jimin down the hall, you couldn't help but notice how eerily quiet everything was. The glass-paneled meeting rooms stood empty, the reception desk vacant. The last time you were here, the place had life, but now⊠nothing.
Jungkook disappeared into his office without a word while you and Jimin continued walking. Your confusion only deepened as you glanced through the glass panes into all the very empty meeting rooms.
Jimin slowed at the entryway to Jungkook's office.
"Jiminie, what's going on?" you asked, gently grabbing his arm. "Am I supposed to have a meeting with Jeon Jungkook-seonsaengnim? Why wasn't I informed? I need to know what's requiredâ"
"Y/N," Jimin interrupted softly, his hand covering yours reassuringly. "I'll explain soon, okay? I know it's last minute, and I'm sorry for that. Let me just make sure everything is on track." He smiled at you before gesturing to the plush seats outside the office. "Take a seat. I won't be long."
You hesitated, but trusting your best friend, you nodded, setting your folder on the table before sitting down. Jimin gave you one last encouraging smile before disappearing inside Jungkook's office, the door clicking softly shut behind him.
Your eyes darted around the hallway as you waited, the clean surroundings feeling almost too sterile, too perfect. The glass walls of Jungkook's office made it impossible not to glance inside. You caught a glimpse of him flipping through a file, his expression focused, detached. Jimin approached him, placing his own file down on the desk as the two exchanged quiet words.
Jimin greeted his boss again with a respectful bow. "Seonsaengnim," he smiled, placing the file in front of Jungkook.
Jungkook didn't look up from the papers he was thumbing through. "Is she waiting for me?"
"Yes, sir," Jimin replied, his hands clasped neatly in front of him. "You have about thirty minutes before the board meeting, so I thought now could be a good time for you to meet with Y/LN Y/N⊠The temp administrative assistant from level twelve? Her contract ends inâ"
"Four days," Jungkook finished, finally closing the file in front of him. He reached for the one Jimin had brought, flipping it open. "Why hasn't her contract been extended? Her performance is strong, and she has streamlined operations in her department. Does she not wish to stay with the company?"
"She does, sir," Jimin nodded. "But I was informed by Namjoon-seonsaengnim's assistant that Lee Dohyun does not plan to extend her contract. He intends to let it end."
Jungkook's brow twitched slightly, his eyes narrowing as he flipped through the papers. "And why does Dohyun plan to do that? She's efficient, profitable. She cleaned up the mess the last administrative assistant left behind." His tone was clipped, irritation poorly masked.
Jimin shifted on his feet, the hint of hesitation visible in his posture. "I'm not entirely sure, sir. It's mostly hearsay, butâŠ" he cleared his throat, glancing at Jungkook before continuing cautiously, "there's a rumor that she rejected one of Dohyun's advances a few months ago. Since then, word has flown around that he's been less than accommodating toward her."
Jungkook's eyes darkened, his fingers stopping their idle flipping as his gaze snapped back to Jimin. "So, he's punishing her for not entertaining him?"
Jimin's silence was enough of an answer.
Jungkook's jaw clenched, the tension in his shoulders building. He flipped the file shut, the subtle thud of the paper echoing in the quiet office.
"Why have you brought her to me, Jimin?" he asked, shooting a sharp look at his assistant. "There's a chain of command. At least six people between Dohyun and me."
"There are," Jimin acknowledged. "But some months ago, you mentioned noticing a significant increase in productivity and efficiency in Administration⊠You said the improvements could be attributed to the new assistant's work. I just thought considering her contract ends in four days, you'd want to meet her personally before she accepts another offer."
Jungkook leaned back against his desk, glancing at the glass door where you were sitting, your legs crossed, eyes absentmindedly focused on a strand of your hair. His gaze flicked over your tight black pencil skirt, the cream blouse that hugged your figure, the neat ponytail held in place by four bobby pins.
"She's very good," he admitted, eyes dropping back to the folder. "But I don't meddle in the hiring department. Tell Dohyun to reconsider his decision."
Jimin shifted slightly. "He's on leave for the rest of the week, sir."
Jungkook sighed, rubbing a hand over his face. "Then go to the next in command, Jimin. I'm notâ"
"She's accepting an offer from another firm tonight, Jungkook," Jimin said quickly, catching himself. "Jungkook-seonsaengnim," he corrected. "Once she signs the contract with KimCo, there won't be time to make a counteroffer."
Jungkook went quiet; his eyes focused on the closed folder in front of him as Jimin pressed on. "Just five minutes, sir. That's all she needs."
Jungkook's eyes flicked up to meet Jimin's. He rolled his eyes, leaning back on his desk, arms crossing over his chest. "You're supposed to make my life easier, not harder, Park."
Jimin couldn't help but grin, looking over his shoulder to catch you glancing down at your Apple watch. He bit back a snicker when you rolled your eyes, clearly getting impatient.
"She'd be a big loss, seonsaengnim," Jimin said honestly as he turned back to his boss. "I believe I'm making your life easier. You live, eat, and breathe this company."
Jungkook groaned, closing his eyes briefly before nodding. "Send her in. Five minutes."
"Thank you, seonsaengnim." Jimin bowed, turning toward the door.
"Jimin," Jungkook called out, his assistant's hand freezing on the handle.
"Yes, sir?"
"Draft effective immediate termination papers for Lee Dohyun and put them on my desk when you leave for the night."
Jimin bit back a grin. "Yes, sir."
You straightened in your seat as soon as you saw Jimin approaching, eyes narrowing suspiciously. He looked like the cat that caught the canary, and you didn't trust it for a second.
"Y/N, this way, pleaseâ"
"No," you snapped, swatting his outstretched hand away. "Brief me."
There was no way you were walking into a meeting with the fucking CEO without any preparation. Was he fucking high?
Jimin chuckled softly, clearly enjoying this way too much. "Relax, Y/N. It'll only take a few minutes. Jungkook's not much of a talkerâŠ" He reached out again, and you batted his hand away once more.
He laughed again, then pouted, blinking at you with wide, innocent eyes. "Please, Y/N? Just trust me."
"God, you're a cunt," you muttered under your breath, shooting him a glare as you stood and smoothed your skirt. Reluctantly, you started toward the office.
"UnprofessionalâŠ" Jimin teased with a grin, snickering when you turned and mouthed 'get fucked' at him before stepping inside.
The glass doors clicked softly behind you as you entered the impeccably tidy office. "Seonsaengnim," you greeted with a bow. âY/LN Y/N. It's nice to formally meet you."
Jungkook barely glanced up, his dark eyes sweeping over you for just a moment before he dropped them back down to the file on his desk.
His nod was curt, his voice low and indifferent. "Jeon Jungkook," he said, as if his name wasn't already plastered across every inch of this building.
When he gestured toward the seat in front of his desk, you sat down, crossing your legs as he settled back into his chair. His attention returned to the open file. "Your contract ends in four days."
"Yes, sir," you nodded, hands resting in your lap as you held back any trace of bitterness.
"Do you not wish to stay here?" His voice was steady as his eyes flicked up to meet yours.
You blinked, a little surprised by the question. "No, sir. I do wish to stay. But I haven't heard anything from management regarding a permanent position."
"Who do you report to?" Jungkook asked, though you were sure he already knew the answer.
"Lee Dohyun-seonsaengnim."
He leaned back in his chair, drumming his tattooed fingers lightly against the desk as he skimmed the file. "Your work is impressive."
"Thank you, sir." You smiled softly, ignoring how those four simple words made your stomach flip. "That means a lot coming from you."
His gaze lingered on you for a second longer before he closed the file and set it aside. "Y/LN Y/N," he said, his voice calm, "Why do you think your contract hasn't been extended?"
You blinked, momentarily thrown off by the question. "I'm not entirely sure, seonsaengnim."
Jungkook hummed. "You've been here almost a year. Your work speaks for itself. Yet your contract hasn't been extended." His gaze locked on yours, and for a second, he almost looked genuinely interested. "Why?"
You inhaled slowly, keeping your expression as neutral as possible. "I've heard rumors, sir. But I'm not one hundred percent certain."
An eyebrow arched, and Jungkook tilted his head slightly. "Let's say the rumors are true. Do you think personal reasons should outweigh performance?"
"No, sir," you answered steadily. "But I don't control the decisions."
A faint smirk tugged at the corner of his lips, and for a moment, his eyes flickered with amusement. Whether he appreciated your honesty or just liked watching you squirm, you weren't sure. "Do you plan on accepting an offer from another company, Y/N?"
You gave a slight nod. "Yes, sir. My first choice is KimCo. They've offered me a permanent coordinator role in their administration department. I plan on sending my letter of acceptance tonight, after my shift."
Jungkook was quiet for a moment, his dark eyes roaming over you lazily, but enough that it was impossible not to notice. "Is there anything I can do to change your mind?" he asked finally, his voice casual as he leaned back in his chair. "Or are you happy to go to KimCo?"
"I would prefer to stay, sir," you said, holding his gaze. "If Jeon Corp is willing to match the salary offer and I'm guaranteed a permanent position."
"What's the offer?"
"â©67m, sir."
Jungkook's expression didn't change. "We can do eighty."
"Whaâ"
"I'll have your permanent administrative coordinator contract drafted by tonight and emailed to you. Will that work?"
It took you a second to process his words before you blinked in surprise. "Yes, sir," you replied, fighting to keep the smile tugging at your lips in check. "It would."
Jungkook leaned back further in his chair, his eyes flicking over you once more, lingering in a way that wasn't accidental. Then, with a simple nod, he closed the file in front of him. "Good. I'll expect your response by tomorrow morning."
You still don't really know how it happened.
Maybe it started when you stood to give him a polite bow before leaving his office, and he reached out for a handshake at the exact same moment. His cold hand accidentally brushed against the side of your inner breast through your blouse as you leaned forward, and suddenly, both of you froze.
Jungkook pulled his hand back sharply, his brows furrowing as he stared down at the file on his desk like it was the most interesting thing in the world, muttering a low apology, his usual confident tone suddenly gone.
It was... so cute.
Seeing the man who looked like he could ruin your life with just a snap of his fingers suddenly all shy and flustered as if he was more embarrassed than you were? Fucking adorable.
Maybe it was his instinct to avoid an HR complaint, to maintain professionalism in what could have been misconstrued as an inappropriate touch.
But you weren't going to misconstrue it. It was an accident.
And, honestly... you always were kind of a sucker for bad boys with soft eyes.
"Fucking goodddd!!!" you moaned, your voice barely coherent as your cheek pressed against the cold surface of his desk. Each relentless thrust from Jungkook had your body jiggling under him, your mind lost in a haze as his hips slammed into you without mercy. "S-so fucking b-biiiiig."
Your eyes rolled back, throat raw from the croaky whimpers that escaped between each ragged breath. His hand was firm on the back of your head, keeping you pinned down, helpless as he took you apart, piece by piece.
"I know, baby," he cooed, his voice laced with that condescending pout that only made you clench harder around him. "I know it's big, baby. But you can take it, can't you?"
His fingers tangled in your hair, brushing lightly over your flushed cheek in a teasing, mocking pat. Then, without warning, he pulled back and slammed into you harder, deeper, until you felt him hit that spot. That fucking spottt. Your breath caught in your throat as he didn't stop, didn't let up, just kept going, over and over and over.
Your mouth fell open in a silent scream, nails scraping into the polished wood of his desk until you felt the lacquer gathering beneath your fingernails. The loud, wet slaps of his hips against your ass echoed through the room, his heavy balls smacking into your swollen clit.
"'Course you can take it. 'Cause you're such a hard worker, hm? Such an overachiever, aren't you, baby." His voice dripped with dark amusement, each taunting word sending shivers down your spine. His hand pressed your head harder into the desk, the weight of him leaving you trembling, drool pooling on the wood beneath you as you gasped and whimpered, completely at his mercy.
"You can take it, Y/N. Know you can," he murmured, every word like a filthy promise, his gaze locked on the way your body was surrendering to him, giving him everything. He wasnât going to stop until you broke. Until you were his.
"Color, baby." He growled into your neck, his breath hot against your skin. He hummed in delight when he felt you swallow, your gasps feeding into his satisfaction.
"Green," you choked out, barely able to form the words. "Do anything to me. Green, fucking green to it all," you cried, voice raw as tears blurred your vision, and Jungkook groaned, teeth grazing the delicate skin of your throat in approval.
His grip tightened in your hair again, yanking you upright until your back was flush against his chest. "G-g-godddddd," you choked out, body trembling, tears threatening to spill as his thrusts grew quicker, more brutal, each one slamming harder and louder, drowning out everything else.
Your hands shot up, clawing desperately at the back of his neck as you tried to hold on, your body burning from the inside out as he destroyed you. His lips ghosted over the curve of your neck, teeth grazing your skin just as his hand slipped down your stomach, his fingers finding your swollen, slippery clit with ease.
Jungkook's pace became punishing, driving into you harder and faster, your body quivering under his touch. His lips brushed lazily over your neck, whispering filthy praise into your ear as his fingers circled your clit, sending a jolt through your entire body. The wet, sloppy sounds of his hips smacking into your ass filled the room, each thrust sending you closer to the edge.
"F-fuck, Jungkook," you gasped, your voice cracking as his pace quickened even more at the sound of his name on your lips. "It's s-so⊠fuckâŠ"
He groaned low in your ear, his hand fisting your hair tighter, yanking your head back as his hips crashed into you over and over. "So good, Y/N baby," he cooed, his voice dripping with lust. "You're doing so fucking well. Taking it so good."
The praise made your throat bob, your entire body teetering on the edge of collapse. You couldn't think of anything but himâfull, Jungkook, full, Jungkook. It was all-consuming, the only thing that mattered.
You weren't just wet anymoreâyou were disgustingly soaked, your arousal dripping down your thighs, mixing with the sweat on your skin as he ruined you. You let out a sob as tears streaked down your cheeks, your mascara no doubt smeared beyond repair as your entire body burned with pleasure.
"Careful, baby," he hummed darkly, voice tinged with amusement. "Don't want anyone to hear you, huh. Coming to check if you're okay..."
Your eyes flicked toward the glass doors, your head lolling back into the crook of his neck as you realized the vulnerability of your position. Fucked out, skirt bunched up around your waist, tits spilling over your bra, completely on display and helpless in his armsâholy fuck. The idea of someone seeing you like this had your thighs pathetically trembling as you felt yourself get even wetter. Sicko.
"S-sir," you stammered, the words forced out between his relentless thrusts that threw your body forward. "Cl-close the blinds."
Jungkook's lips curled into a smile against your neck at the lack of conviction in your words. Fucking perfect. His breath was warm as he whispered, "Why would I want to do that?" His hand slid to your chin, his fingers gripping firmly as he forced your eyes to the glass. "Y'look so fucking pretty, Y/N. Who would want to hide all that?"
Humiliation mixed with need, making your core throb even harder. The reflection of your wrecked form stared back at youâtrembling, sweaty, makeup running down your tear-streaked face.
Well, he wasn't wrong. You did look kind of pretty.
The thought of how many other women had been in this same position with him briefly slithered through your mind, but you whimpered, pushing it away.
"H-harder, Jungkook⊠please," you gasped, voice a broken plea. "P-please, baby?"
That was all it took. His low groan vibrated through you, his hands gripping your waist tight as he snapped his hips into you with a force that made the desk rattle beneath your hands. One hand cupped your breast, tugging harshly at your nipple, while the other slipped down to mercilessly slap at your clit over and over.
"Shit, shit, shit, shittttt!" you sobbed, your voice high and broken, pleasure tearing through your body.
"You're close, aren't you?" Jungkook rasped, his voice rough as his thrusts grew erratic, harder, faster. "Getting so fucking tight around me. Gonna come for me, aren't you, baby?"
Your mind was gone. You couldn't focus on anything but the feeling of him inside you, stretching you, filling you, owning you. "J-Jungkook..." you slurred, your head falling back against his chest, "please make me come, baby, pleasepleasepleaseeee."
Jungkook's arms tightened around your trembling body, and in one quick motion, he sat back in his office chair, pulling you down into his lap. You cried out as his hands hooked under the back of your knees, planting his feet on the ground and spreading your legs wide, completely open, and facing the see-through fucking doors.
He didn't give you a second to breathe before he started pounding into you again, his fat cock hitting so deep at the new angle that your body shook uncontrollably. You couldn't even hear your own criesâjust the wet, obscene slapping of skin and Jungkook's gorgeous groans in your ear.
"Rub your fucking clit," he commanded, his voice thick with urgency. "Come. Now, Y/N. Fucking come."
Your hand flew to your clit, trembling fingers rubbing furiously, slipping because you were so fucking wet. "Jungkook," you gasped, voice breaking, tears pouring down your cheeks.
"No, baby, f-fuckkk, I'm sorâ" You couldn't stop the sobs, your body convulsing as the tension coiled tighter and tighter inside you. "Jungkook, I'mâI'm so sorry, ahhhh fuckkk! I-I'm gonna squirt, oh my goddddd!"
"Fuck, yes," he growled, and just as your body started to seize up, his hand shot down, pressing hard on your lower belly and bladder, right where he was buried deep inside you. His hips didn't relent, pounding into you with the same brutal pace.
The pressure on your abdomen made everything inside you snap. Your scream tore through his office as your walls clamped down hard on him, your body shaking violently as your hand trembled, losing its grip on your clit. You came so hard that your hand slipped away entirely, but before the overwhelming release could fade, Jungkook's hand was there, replacing yours instantly. His fingers rubbed your swollen clit with intense pressure, refusing to let you stop.
"Fuckk, look at that fucking pussy, Y/N," he growled as he slapped your pulsing clit over and over. "Keep going, fuck, keep squirting on my fucking dick, baby, holy shittttt."
The filthy command tipped you over the edge again. The sensation was too much, and you started to gush even harder. Wetness sprayed everywhere, soaking his lap, drenching the desk. You were fucking gone.
"Holy fuck," Jungkook choked out at the sight of your cunt gushing out liquid, his hips jerking erratically as his body tensed beneath you. He came hard into the condom with a deep, broken groan, his grip on you tight as he rode out his release, still rubbing your clit with nasty, unrelenting strokes, making sure you didn't stop.
Your body convulsed violently, your legs shaking uncontrollably as he kept rubbing, drawing out every last wave of your orgasm until you were a trembling, sobbing mess. His big hand cupped over your warm pussy, feeling it throb beneath his palm as he slowed his thrusts, easing you through the last shudders of your release.
"My godddd," he growled, his voice raw with awe as he moved his hand and looked down at the mess you'd made. Your quivering pussy, glistening and red, his slacks drenched, the chair wet, and even some paperwork on the desk soaked through.
Fuck, he groaned internally. He's obsessed.
Your chest heaved as you slumped against him, completely spent, your head falling onto his shoulder. Jungkookâs hands glided up and down your trembling thighs, suppressing the smile tugging at his lips as you buried your face into the crook of his neck, clinging to him like he was the only thing holding you together.
"Well done," he murmured, his lips grazing your forehead before pressing a soft kiss there. You could still feel his heart racing against your skin as you tried to catch your breath.
"Seonsaengnim," you muttered, still panting, "I'm so sorry about your papersâ"
"Shut up," Jungkook cut you off with a roll of his eyes, your sudden shift to formalities clearly grating on him. His hands continued their soothing path over your stomach, fingers brushing lightly over the soft skin before he gently adjusted your legs on his lap. His strong thighs kept your feet dangling above the floor, his touch softening as he patted your belly absentmindedly, his voice easing. "Itâs alright."
You tried to gather yourself, your mind still spinning. "I haven't done that in a while," you mumbled into his neck, the words slipping out without thought. "God."
Jungkook swallowed hard, suppressing the mix of emotions rising in his chest. Pride at making you feel this way. Anger at knowing someone else had. His jaw clenched briefly before he cleared his throat, forcing a casual hum of acknowledgment. "Good."
He patted your belly a couple more times, as though resetting his focus. "You okay to get dressed?" he asked, his voice slipping into something nonchalant, though the grip on your thighs lingered a moment longer than necessary. "I've got a meeting soon."
You cleared your throat and nodded, feeling a little unsteady as you began to push yourself up from his lap. His hands helped guide you as you stood, and you winced slightly as he slipped out of you, leaving you feeling oddly empty. Your legs wobbled beneath you, but you ignored the sensation, letting your skirt fall back into place. You glanced around the room, searching for your panties.
You crouched down, looking under the chair, then the desk, even flipping through some of the papers on his desk, but there was no sign of them.
"Have you seen my�" you trailed off, turning to look at him, feeling the confusion settle in as you noticed his casual indifference. Jungkook, now having disposed of the condom, zipped up his slacks with an air of calmness that seemed just a bit too casual for your liking.
You raised a brow, suspicion growing. His expression mirrored yours with a glint in his eyes.
"Where are they?" you asked, narrowing your gaze.
"I don't know what you're talking about," he replied, a faint smirk playing on his lips as he straightened his shirt. Then, he casually slipped his hands into his pockets, and that's when you caught the faintest flicker of black lace peeking out from one of them.
You scoffed, stepping toward him, but before you could snatch them back, Jungkook caught your hand. He snickered softly as he brought it to his lips, pressing a mocking kiss to your knuckles.
â01J09. Lock the door when you leave, Y/N." His tone was commanding but light as he slipped past you, grabbing his suit jacket as if nothing had happened. He gave you one last look before walking out of the room, leaving you standing in the middle of his messed-up office.
You slumped back into his chair with a huff, quickly adjusting your bra and buttoning your blouse. As you started to tidy the room, you found some disinfectant wipes in a cupboard and began cleaning the desk, trying to distract yourself.
The sound of the door opening behind you startled you, and you quickly turned, assuming Jungkook had returned. But when you locked eyes with your best friend smirking widely at the scene, your stomach dropped.
"You fucking slut!" Jimin shouted, closing the door behind him as he made his way toward you, cupping your face with both hands. His grin was bright, teasing, as he shook his head in disbelief.
"Holy shit! I'm mortified that I just walked past and saw my best friend getting railed by my boss⊠but I'm also so fucking happy! So, are you staying? Are you guys a thing? How did it happen? Holy fuckâ"
"Jiminie," you whined, pulling his hands away and turning back to the desk to finish cleaning, "I'll tell you later. My legs hurt, and we need to get to the meetingâ"
"The meeting's over," Jimin interrupted with a snicker, "it's been an hour."
"What the fuck?!" Panic washed over you as you turned to face him, eyes wide.
Jimin just shrugged, still wearing that smug smile. "It's fine, Y/N. I took notes; they're on our shared drive. It wasn't anything important. Definitely not as important as the 'meeting' you were in."
You snorted, tossing the used wipes into the bin and slipping your heels back on as you made your way toward the door, legs still shaky. "Jesus, Jimin, I can barely walk."
"I noticed," Jimin teased, his voice full of amusement. "Want me to carry you?"
"No thanks," you replied quickly, shuddering at the thought. "I'd rather crawl than have anyone see you carry me out of here."
"Are you at least going to the bathroom to fix your hair and makeup?" he asked, eyeing you critically. "You look like you were attacked by a swarm of wasps..."
You groaned. "Yes, Jiminie. I'm going to the bathroom. Now stop pestering me, or you'll be having movie night alone tomorrow."
His smirk softened into a playful smile. "Okay, okay. I'll wait for you in your office."
You waited for him to leave before entering the pin code to lock Jungkook's office door. After hearing the beep and confirming the door was secure, you turned to head toward the bathroom, only to find Jimin still blocking your path, brows furrowed and eyes wide.
"Jimin-ah, moveâ"
"He gave you the code to his office?" Jimin's voice was serious now, the lightheartedness from earlier gone.
You blinked at him, confused by the sudden shift in his tone. "Yes. Can you please move?"
Jimin didn't budge. His frown deepened as he processed the information. âY/N⊠He doesn't just give the code to his office out. To anyone."
Your stomach twisted at his words. "Maybe he'll change it later. He said he had a meeting to go toâ"
Jimin shook his head. "He hasn't changed that code since he took over. And⊠he just canceled his meetings for this afternoon. I thought it was becauseâŠ"
The sinking feeling in your stomach grew worse. Of course, Jungkook lied and just wanted to leave. What was he supposed to doâsit there and cuddle you? Offer you aftercare? This wasn't new for him. You weren't special. Just another woman in a long line.
You swallowed hard, ignoring the bile rising in your throat. "Jiminie, can I⊠meet you downstairs? I need to go to the bathroom."
Jimin's expression softened instantly, his hand reaching out to brush some hair from your face before leaning in to kiss your forehead. "Okay, love. I'll get you some water and wait in your office."
You thanked him quietly before heading to the bathroom, locking the door before you leaned heavily against the sink. Staring at your reflection, you sighed at the sight. Your sleek ponytail was merely a distant memory, makeup smeared beyond repair. And there, on your neck, was a deep hickey blooming against your skin.
"Idiot," you muttered to yourself as you turned the tap on, starting to scrub your face clean in attempt to erase every trace of what just happened.
What was happening to you? You never let stuff like this get to you. You'd had more than your fair share of one-night stands, and you knew better than to let them mean anything. It was nothing to him, and it should've been nothing to you.
But god, it felt like so much more than nothing.
"Idiotttt," you muttered again, this time more frustrated. As you aggressively wiped away the mascara and dried tears, your eyes kept drifting back to the hickey. You sighed, knowing you had no makeup to cover it until you got back to your office.
With a huff, you walked toward the toilet and sat down, your hand grazing the mark on your neck while you peed. The memory of his lips still lingered fresh in your mind, and the longer you sat there, the more the reality of it all began to sink in.
Fuck, you groaned internally. You're obsessed.
Jungkook pulled the keys from the ignition, stepping out of his car and adjusting the collar of his suit jacket when it shifted out of place. The door clicked shut behind him as he locked the Mercedes, casually slipping his phone into his pocketâright next to your panties, still snug in the black fabric of his slacks.
When he reached the reception desk, a fake redhead sat behind it, focused on a stack of paperwork. She didnât notice him at first, not until the sound of his footsteps caught her attention. The moment her eyes met his, Jungkook noticed the way she straightened in her seat, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear.
âOh, hello,â she greeted, her voice sweet but dripping with an attempt at seduction. âWelcome to Jang Merriott. How can I be of service?â
Jungkook swallowed the grimace threatening to surface, but his lips curved into that fake, charming smile heâd perfected for work events. âHi, darling.â His voice was smooth, just the right amount of warmth. âIâm here for a business meeting, but Iâm so silly...â He leaned in slightly, watching her eyes widen. His voice dropped to a lower, more intimate tone. âI forgot which room itâs in. Think you could help me?â
His eyes flicked to her nametagâCho Minjuâand when he looked back, he could practically see her mind spinning. âI-IâŠâ she stammered, fingers hovering over the keyboard. âDo you have the name of theââ
âLee Dohyun,â Jungkook answered easily, not missing the way she gulped when he added softly, âThank you, baby.â
âL-Lee Dohyun,â she echoed nervously, typing the name into the system with shaky fingers. Then she paused, biting her lip. âI, um⊠I really shouldnât if you arenâtâif youâre not on the guest listâŠâ
âIt would really help me out, Minju-yah,â Jungkook murmured, his voice taking on a softer, boyish edge. His brows furrowed just slightly as he leaned in a touch more, looking at her through his lashes. âIf Iâm late, Dohyun-seonsaengnim will kill me⊠Iâll make it up to you. Promise.â
Her wide eyes blinked up at him, her lip caught between her teeth. He could see the internal battle playing out in her headâprotocol versus the hot guy in front of her. Predictably, protocol lost.
âFloor 13, room 304,â she whispered, her cheeks flushed.
âThank you, baby,â Jungkook replied with a charming smile, slipping a hundred-dollar bill into her tip jar before walking toward the elevator. Minjuâs breath caught again as he turned and walked toward the elevator, not looking back once.
As the elevator doors slid shut with a soft chime, Jungkookâs facade dropped, and he let out a small, amused scoff. He thought that was going to cost him at least a couple grand.
The elevator hummed softly as it ascended. When the monotone voice announced floor 13, the doors slid open, revealing a quiet, plush carpeted hallway. Jungkook strode out, his eyes narrowing slightly as he made his way to room 304.
âJungkook-seonsaengnim?â Dohyunâs voice cracked in surprise when he opened the door, eyes widening at the unexpected sight of his boss. âIâm on leave, sir, is everything okaââ
The words barely left his mouth before Jungkookâs fist connected sharply with the side of his jaw. The force of the blow sent Dohyun crashing to the ground, his head snapping back as he sprawled out, half-dangling outside the doorway. His feet splayed awkwardly on the floor, barely moving. Jungkook nudged his limp body inside with the toe of his polished shoe, stepping over him as he calmly closed the door behind him with a soft click.
âEverythingâs fine, Dohyun.â Jungkookâs voice was casual, almost too calm, as he crouched down to level his gaze with the man on the floor. Dohyun was clutching his jaw, eyes wide with terror, blinking back tears as he struggled to sit up. Confusion mixed with fear spread across his face, trembling as he tried to find his words.
Jungkook tilted his head, a slow, cold smirk pulling at his lips. "Great, actually," he continued, the menace in his voice unmistakable. His eyes flickered over the man on the ground as if he were nothing more than something to be dealt with. âAnd itâll be even better in a second.â
TODAY
The soft click of heels against tile echoed down the pristine hall of level nineteen. Jimin and Hobi were either side of you, all three of you deep in conversation about Jimin's latest epic love saga.
âAnd afterward, we went and got ice cream,â Jimin sighed, a dreamy smile spreading across his lips. âAnd he even paid for my cone. I think heâs the one.â
You and Hobi shared a knowing look before turning back to him. Hobi giggled, shaking his head, while you leaned your head on Jiminâs shoulder, smiling warmly. âIâm sure he is, honey. Was it at least a double scoop?â
Jimin beamed, nodding enthusiastically, but his excitement faltered the second he caught the teasing smirks plastered on your and Hobiâs faces. His expression morphed into a pout as he narrowed his eyes at the both of you.
"Whatever. Just because youâ" Jimin shot a pointed look at Hobi, "âdonât sleep with anyone more than once because of your deep-rooted commitment issues, and youâ" he turned his accusing gaze to you, "âhave found the only person in Seoul as crazy and fucked up as you to spend the rest of your life with, doesnât make Min Yoongi any less of a perfect prince."
Hoseok grunted, crossing his arms dramatically as you broke into laughter. "You're not wrong," you hummed with a shrug, right as Hobi muttered defensively, "I don't have commitment issues."
It was Hobiâs turn to receive knowing looks from both of you before he sighed, dramatically slowing his pace as you reached the entrance of the meeting room. "Whatever, you guys suck."
Snickering softly, the three of you stepped inside, bowing politely to the handful of executives already seated around the large meeting table. As usual, the three of you were early, but you noticed that a few others had already claimed their seats. Unfortunately, there werenât three consecutive spots left for you all to sit together.
Your gaze immediately went to the head of the table, the seat reserved for the CEO, which was still empty. You knew Jungkook was in a meeting with Kim Namjoon that had run overtime, so their arrival was indefinitely delayed.
The seat closest to the CEOâs chairâNamjoonâs usual spotâwas unoccupied, but the one on the opposite end, typically claimed by you, Jimin, or Hobi, was already taken. You felt your blood boil when you saw Heejin, the newly appointed temp head of Communications while Sana Minatozaki was on maternity leave, sitting there comfortably, scrolling through a document on her laptop.
Jimin caught your eye, noticing Heejin as well, and gestured toward the chair next to her, silently offering it to you. You just shook your head, flashing a small smile as if to say, no fucking thanks. He and Hobi settled into two seats beside each other, leaving you to scan the rest of the room for an available spot.
Your options werenât great.
A middle seat between Hailey and Vernonâtwo relentless chatterboxes from levels three and fourâcaught your eye. You grimaced immediately at the thought of being dragged into their non-stop, ping-pong conversation about god knows what. They could probably talk about fucking office supplies for hours if given the chance.
Then your gaze shifted to the next option: a seat next to Kang Minho, the scruffy finance head. As expected, he was already twirling a cigar between his fingers, his eyes twitching in clear defiance of the new no-smoking rule in meetings. The urge to light it was practically vibrating off him.
You sighed.
That left the only bearable choice: a seat next to Oh Sehun, the head of Technology and Innovation. He was known to be quiet and professional, and most importantly, he's least likely to annoy you.
Resigned, you pulled the chair next to Sehun, placing your laptop and phone on the table in front of you. He glanced over with a polite smile, nodding in greeting. You returned the gesture, settling into your seat and immediately focusing on starting up your laptop.
The room settled into a quiet lull, with only a few hushed conversations breaking the silence. Most of the attendees were either finishing up side discussions or preparing for the meeting as they trickled in. As your laptop booted up, you instinctively picked up your phone, slipping it under the table. Your fingers moved quickly, opening the location app and tapping on Jungkookâs name. The pin was still loading when you heard a throat clear beside you.
Oh, here we fucking go.
âY/N-ssi?â
You locked your phone and turned toward Sehun with a forced smile. "Yes, Sehun-ssi. How can I help?"
His smile widened slightly, a little shy. "Uh, I just wanted to say⊠congratulations. Your promotion to Head of Operations & Efficiencyâit's no small feat. Not an easy title to earn or handle. But I've seen your work, and it's⊠admirable. Truly."
You almost frowned, caught off guard. That was⊠really sweet.
"Oh," you replied, your voice softening. "Thank you, Sehun-ssi, thatâs very kind of you. I appreciate it a lot." You smiled genuinely this time. "And Iâve heard a lot about you, too. Running your department is also no easy task, and you do it well."
Sehun grinned, his head dipping slightly as his ears turned a bit red. "Ah, thank you so much," he murmured, looking humbled. "Iâve learned a lot from our CEO, Jungkook-seonsaengnim. Heâs incredible. One day, I hope to have my own business and run it just like him."
You bit the inside of your lip, warmth swelling in your chest at the compliment to your man. "He is," you agreed softly, your smile a little more private this time. "And Iâm sure you will."
Sehunâs lip was caught between his teeth as his eyes seemed to linger just below yours, but before you could say anything else, the sound of footsteps echoed through the room, drawing your attention. You turned toward the entrance.
Jungkook and Namjoon strode into the room, their presence immediately commanding attention. Namjoon greeted the department heads with a dimply smile, but your eyes locked onto Jungkook. His gaze, however, wasnât on youâit was unwaveringly fixed on Sehunâs reddened face. A flash of something dark crossed his features, and he didnât spare you or anyone else a glance as he took his seat at the head of the table.
Straightening in your chair, you swallowed the scoff that rose in your throat. He didnât even acknowledge you, his attention already on the file in front of him as he flipped through it silently. Namjoonâs eyes flickered over Jungkookâs hardened expression before realizing the CEO wouldnât be opening the meeting. Clearing his throat, Namjoon stood up and took over.
"Good morning, everyone. Glad to see you all here," Namjoon greeted, flashing a bright, toothy smile. The room responded with polite murmurs. "Weâve got a full agenda today, so letâs start withâ"
About thirty minutes into the meeting, you were still focused on your notes. Namjoon was wrapping up his discussion on a new marketing campaign strategy that had piqued your interest. You were typing up the last few points when Jungkookâs deep voice suddenly rang out. Your body reacted instantly, muscles relaxing after hearing him finally speak after what felt like hours of his silence.
"Sehun," Jungkook called out, his tone firm and commanding, and your head snapped up instinctively, surprised to find that Sehun had leaned over, perhaps about to whisper something to you while Namjoon was speaking.
"Did you have a question about the campaign strategy?" Jungkookâs voice was measured, but you felt the tension behind it.
Sehun jerked back, startled by the sudden attention. "Oh, I- no, sir, I was justâ"
"Conversing with your colleague while your superior was in the middle of speaking," Jungkook finished for him, his dark gaze unwavering, pinning the tech head in place. "I'm sure Iâd be more than capable of answering any questions you have regarding the project. Go ahead."
It wasnât a suggestionâit was an order.
Sehun swallowed nervously, eyes flicking down to his laptop as if it held the answers. Then, foolishly, he glanced at you, probably hoping for some kind of lifeline. You could only offer him an apologetic look, knowing your boyfriend's ways.
Jungkookâs jaw clenched visibly, his irritation evident as he barked out, "Do you need her to speak for you?" His fist tightened on the table beside him, knuckles paling. "Are you that incompetent?"
Your gaze slowly shifted from Sehun, who was visibly shaken, to your boyfriend, who was fucking seething. You sighed softly, dropping your gaze back to your laptop, fingers resuming their typing with a small shake of your head.
And then his voice came again. A little softer, but still pissed. "Did you have something to add, Y/N?"
Your fingers froze mid-typing. The room fell into an uncomfortable silence. You could feel every pair of eyes turning to you. Everyone knew about your relationship with Jungkook. It wasnât a secret, but it wasnât exactly something you had announced over the firm intercom, either. Most of the department heads were aware and knew better than to draw attention to it, but there were still some, like poor Sehun, who hadnât quite pieced it together yet.
When you looked up, Jungkookâs dark eyes were locked on you. From your peripheral, you saw Jimin and Hobi exchanging wide-eyed glances, while Heejinâs gaze flickered nervously between you and the CEO.
Every fiber in your bratty being wanted to fight back, make him repeat himself, ask him what the fuck he was trying to prove by putting you on the spot in front of a room full of department heads. But the professional in you won out, forcing you to bite your tongue.
You shook your head calmly. "No, sir." The silence was deafening. You turned to Namjoon, whose eyes were carefully trained on his papers. "My apologies, Namjoon-seongsaengnim," you said. "We didnât mean to interrupt you. Please, continue."
Namjoon nodded appreciatively, sending you a brief smile before moving on. âRight, as I was sayingâŠâ
The meeting finally wrapped up, and everyone began packing up their things. Some were quicker than others to vacate the room, with Kang Minho leading the pack, cigar already halfway to his lips, lighter flicking in agitation.
You closed your laptop with a little more force than intended, irritation still simmering under your skin. Grabbing your jacket off the back of your chair, you stood, feeling Sehun shifting beside you, fumbling to gather his things. You could almost sense the apology hanging on the edge of his lips, and you sighed internally, praying he wouldnât try and engage in conversation with you again.
Jimin and Hobi walked over, ready to leave, but your attention was drawn to Heejinâs voice as she spoke to Jungkook. Your movements slowed as you listened.
âThank you for such a great meeting, seonsaengnim,â she said sweetly, her fingers tapping the edge of her laptop.
You clenched your jaw slightly, the inside of your cheek caught between your teeth. Namjoon had handled ninety percent of the presentationâwhat the fuck was she even thanking him for?
âI actually had a few concerns for the Communications department that I was hoping to run by youâ"
"Take them up with your superior," Jungkook replied, not even bothering to glance her way as he slipped his phone into his pocket and made his way toward the door.
Heejin smiled, clearly undeterred as she closed her laptop and followed after him. "But you are my superior," she giggled. Your brows furrowed as you turned to look at her follow after your man like a lost puppy. Your grip on your laptop tightened.
Jungkook sighed, forgetting she had even been promoted recently. Still, he didnât glance at her. âMake an appointment with one of my assistants, Heejin,â he said, his voice dripping with impatience. âI have somewhere to be. Excuse me, please.â
Excuse me, please? You rolled your eyes. Why doesn't he just tell her to get on her knees and get to work?
Heejin nodded, still all smiles as she left the room, laptop clutched to her chest. You gathered your things and fell into step with Jimin and Hobi. Jungkook paused near the end of the table, his gaze boring into you, but you ignored the stare, slipping between your friends as you headed out.
âY/N-ssi,â Sehunâs voice cut through the air as he jogged to catch up with the three of you.
You sucked your teeth, glancing down at your watch. Fifteen minutes until your production conference. Enough time to grab something to eat since youâd skipped breakfastâthanks to Jungkookâs insistence on christening yet another room in your new house this morning. The laundry room, this time. And as it turns out, sex on top of a dryer was a lot better and less uncomfortable than youâd expected.
Jimin took your laptop from your hands, giving you a soft smile. "Iâll drop this off at your office. Hobi and I are heading that way."
You nodded in thanks, turning back to Sehun, only to catch Jungkookâs eyes glaring at you from behind the tech leaderâs frame. His brows were furrowed, a silent question written all over his faceâwhat the fuck are you doing?
Ignoring your fuming boyfriend, you refocused on Sehun. "You alright?" you asked.
Sehun nodded quickly. "Yeah, I justâ" He started to say more but stopped abruptly, his body stiffening as if he could feel Jungkook's glare on the back of his neck. Turning, he blinked, clearly startled to see the CEO still there. "Ohâhi, sir. Once again, Iâm so sorry aboutâ"
"Itâs okay, Sehun-ssi," you cut him off, drawing his attention back to you. "I need to grab something to eat. Is this important?"
Sehun shifted nervously. "Ah, well... it can wait." His ears were going red again. "How much time do you have? Did you want to stop by the cafe on level 10 before your conference? I was heading there anywayâ"
At that, Jungkookâs head snapped up, his gaze zeroing in as he pushed himself off the table. You stepped around Sehun, positioning yourself between him and your clearly furious boyfriend.
"No, thank you, Sehun. Iâll catch you later, okay?" You kept your tone light, ignoring the fact that you had definitely not told him that you were on your way to a conference.
Sehun, still a bit confused, turned slightly to see what had you moving so quickly. And thatâs when he saw itâJungkookâs dark, cold glare burning holes through him. Before Sehun could stutter another word, Jungkookâs eyes flicked down to you, noting the goosebumps on your arms. He grabbed the jacket from your hands and silently made you slip your arms into it.
Thatâs when the realization hit Sehun like a fucking brick.
His face went ghostly pale, and you could visibly see him swallow nervously. "Oh my god⊠are youâare you twoâ"
You nodded simply, sliding your arms into the jacket as Jungkook remained silently brooding behind you.
"IâI am soâsir, Iâm so sorry! I would neverâ"
"Sehun-ssi, itâs fine." You gave him a polite, almost bored smile. "Let's talk later."
Sehun barely managed a shaky nod before he bolted, red-faced and flustered, out of the room.
"Youâre such a jealous psycho," you muttered under your breath, turning to face Jungkook, who was still fuming quietly. You puckered your lips for a kiss.
Jungkook just glared, his eyes flicking to your lips for a moment before leaning down to give you a quick, soft peck. You frowned, leaning in for another, but he pulled back, narrowing his eyes at you.
"Whyâd you sit there?" he asked, glancing down at your jacket, noticing you hadnât done up the top two buttons. When he reached to fasten them, you smacked his hand away, refusing to let him make you look like a nun.
"Because your girlfriend was in my usual seat," you shot back, poking him in the stomach before turning on your heel and heading toward the door.
"And Iâm the jealous one?" he muttered, flicking the lights off as he followed behind you.
"Yes," you hummed, walking down the now-empty hall, clear of all the departmental seniors and visitors.
You reached the elevator when Jungkookâs arms wrapped around your waist from behind, his head resting comfortably in the crook of your neck. You smiled, pressing a kiss to his warm cheek as you reached out to press the down arrow.
"That poor boy almost pissed himself because of you."
"I felt like I was very soft on him," Jungkook shrugged, taking a deep inhale of your honey scented skin before pressing a kiss to your neck and standing upright. His hands slipped under your jacket to rest on your belly over your blouse, his fingers grazing your skin gently. "Couldâve been a lot worse."
You chuckled, rolling your eyes, but couldnât resist the urge to look up at his adorable pout. You puckered your lips again, and this time, he gave in, leaning down for a proper kiss. Spinning in his arms, his hands fell naturally to rest on your ass as you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer to deepen the kiss.
A soft moan escaped your lips when his tongue slid between them, licking into your mouth in the way only he could. It felt like only milliseconds before the elevator dinged, snapping you back to reality. You reluctantly pulled away, biting his lip gently before spinning around to face the opening doors.
The elevator revealed Kim Namjoon, standing there with his head tilted, eyebrow raised. "Jungkook-ah, the board is waiting. Answer your fuckin' phone, man," the CCO huffed, gesturing for you both to step inside with a hurried wave of his hand.
You smiled at Namjoon and walked into the elevator, Jungkook right behind you. His hand found its way back to your belly, rubbing absentmindedly as you hit the button for level 12.
Namjoon scrolled through something on his phone, snickering. "What time are you planning on getting there tonight, Kook? The RSVP says 6, but they donât start serving drinks until 8, so I'll be there around 9," he chuckled.
Your ears perked up at the mention of the event. You fiddled with Jungkookâs tattooed fingers on your stomach, glancing up at him as you waited for him to respond.
"For what?" Jungkook asked, not looking up from his phone.
You almost frowned at his response. He already told you he had a sponsorship function tonight. Jungkook never forgets things like that.
Namjoon barely glanced up. "That promo celebration for the girl taking over for Sana-ssi?" He explained, locking his phone and leaning back. "Shit, I forgot if we need to bring gifts. I'll check with my assistantâ"
You didnât hear anything after that. Everything faded, the muffled sounds of the elevator blending together like white noise. Jungkookâs hand stiffened against your stomach, and that was all the confirmation you needed.
He hadnât gotten his schedule mixed up. He knew damn well what event Namjoon was referring to. The "sponsorship function" was actually a celebration for that dirty slut from level 7, and that dirty slut from level 7 had gotten a permanent promotion, which would bring her even closer when fucking working with him.
The elevator doors slid open, and without a second thought, you shoved Jungkookâs hand off you and stormed out.
"Baby," Jungkook was immediately on your tail, ignoring Namjoonâs confused calls from behind.
"Whâ Jungkook-ah? What the fuck? Where are you going?"
"Baby, wait." Jungkook's voice was tense as he caught up to you, but when his hand reached out to grab your arm, you shoved it off aggressively.
"Iâm so fucking serious right now, donât touch me, Jungkook." You spat, whipping around to face him. He just shook his head, trying to step closer, but you put your hand up, keeping him at a distance. "Iâm not fucking kiddingâ"
"Baby, listen to meâ" he tried, his voice urgent.
"Get the fuck away from me," you snapped, digging into your pocket for your phone, your fingers trembling as you scrolled through your contacts. "God, you know I fucking hate it when you lie, and you justâ" You groaned, your fist tightening around your phone as you shoved his hands off you once again.
"Who are you texting?" Jungkook frowned, trying to get a look at your phone over your shoulder.
"None of your fucking business," you spat, stepping out of his reach.
"Y/N, don't. If you're not going to let me explainâ"
"My mom," you snapped sarcastically, your fingers flying across the screen as you started typing. "They finally adapted technology so you can get cell reception six feet underground now. It's great."
Jungkook scoffed, clearly unamused, but he continued following closely behind you as you started walking again. "If you can lie to me, then I can fucking lie to you, right?" you added mockingly.
He tried to grab your phone, but you dodged him, sending the message just in time. His jaw tightened when he saw the screen. "Like hell youâre sleeping at Jiminâs tonight, are you fucking crazy?"
"Well, Iâm not staying in a house with a fucking liar, thatâs for sure," you shot back, your tone sharp as you moved further away from him.
"Youâre not staying at Jiminâs," he repeated firmly, his voice absolute.
His certainty made you laugh bitterly. "Iâm staying at Jiminâs or Iâm staying at Hyungwonâs. You fucking choose."
Jungkookâs fists clenched at his sides, his face hardening in disbelief. "Why the fuck would you say that, Y/N?"
"I don't have anywhere to go, Jungkook!" Your voice rose, frustration and pain bubbling to the surface. You could feel eyes on you from the staff scattered around the floor, but you didnât care. "You are my home. I donât have anywhere else to fuckingâ"
Jungkookâs expression softened when your voice broke, his Adamâs apple bobbing as he swallowed hard. He stepped closer, his hands slipping under your jacket, palms smoothing down your hips. "Then don't fucking go, baby. Just donât go anywhere, please. Donât go to Jiminâs." He begged.
Your eyes fluttered shut as you felt the warmth of his hands, the familiar comfort of his body close to yours. His face rested in the crook of your neck, and despite your anger, you found yourself leaning into him slightly, knowing full well that getting to your conference on time now was just a lost cause.
"Tell me why you lied then," you mumbled, your voice quieter, your sniffles betraying you.
Jungkook pulled back, his thumbs swiping gently under your eyes, wiping the tears away before they could fully form. His fingers brushed under your nose as he wiped away the dribble there. "Because I knew it would upset you. Weâve been doing so well in our new place, babyâI didnât want anything to ruin it." His voice was soft, almost pleading. "Iâm so sorry, Y/N. I was only going to make an appearance and come home straight away."
You studied his face, your own expression softening despite the anger still bubbling inside you. You understood him, you really did. But you still hated when he lied. "Then why didnât you just ask me to go with you?" Your voice wavered, doubt creeping in despite yourself. "Did you... not want to be seen with me?"
You didnât even know where the self-doubt was coming from. Jungkook loved you. He loved letting people know you were his. He didnât care who was around when he kissed you or rested a hand on your body, claiming you without shame. But something about Heejin⊠She got under your skin in a way that you couldnât describe. Maybe it was because sheâd been here longer, known him longer. She was going to be in meetings with him nowâdepartment head meetings, one-on-one meetings. The thought alone made you feel sick.
Jungkook sighed, his hands cupping your cheeks, and pressed two quick, soft kisses on your lips. "Donât say dumb shit like that," he murmured, his voice soft but firm. He pulled back slightly, his eyes locking with yours. "I wanted to have a joint office, but you said that was unprofessional or whatever." He rolled his eyes, giving you a little smirk.
You blinked, hugging your arms around yourself, stepping back a little. "Then why?" Your voice was quieter now, laced with the confusion and hurt you couldnât hide. "Why didnât you want me to go? Iâve gone with you to plenty of functions."
Jungkook hesitated, and you felt the tension settle back into the air between you. His silence weighed heavy, and that familiar twist of anxiety and anger began to gnaw at you again.
"Itâs because of Hyungwon, isnât it?" you asked, even though you already knew the answer. "You didnât want me to go because people from his firm are going to be there, and he could be too, right?"
Jungkookâs jaw clenched, his eyes hardening slightly as he averted your gaze. He didnât need to say anything. His silence confirmed everything.
You let out a short, bitter laugh, shaking your head. Not only did he keep you away from a party celebrating the one woman you couldnât stand the most when it came to him, but he also made sure you didnât go because of the one man he had a problem with the most when it came to you was attending.
"Fucking hypocrite," you muttered, stepping further back from him, your stomach turning in disgust.
"Baby, itâs not like thatâ" he started, his tone filled with urgency.
"Then what is it like, Jungkook?" Your voice rose again, frustration spilling out as you threw your hands up. "You didnât tell me about the party because you knew it would piss me off that itâs for Heejin. But you also didnât want me to go because there was a chance Hyungwon could be there! So, what? I canât go because you have a problem, but Iâm supposed to sit at home and wait for you like a fucking housewife while you go to a party for a bitch that you know I canât stand? How the fuck does that make sense?"
Jungkookâs face was a mixture of guilt and frustration. He took a step toward you, but you held up your hand again, stopping him in his tracks.
"God, can you just go away?" you spat, your voice trembling slightly as you felt the tears begin to well up again. Shaking your head, you started to walk away.
"Baby," Jungkook grunted, his frustration growing as he followed you.
"No, Jungkook. I need space. Seriously." You didnât even turn around, your voice sharp as you neared your office.
"We donât do space. Thatâs not how we work," he argued, right behind you.
"Well, maybe we need to start doing space," you snapped, reaching for the door handle.
Before you could pull the door open, Jungkook grabbed your wrist, spinning you around to face him. His eyes were intense, wild, like he was barely keeping himself together. "If you keep walking away from me, I'm going to follow you into that conference room and make you sit in my fucking lap during your entire presentation."
The seriousness in his voice made you want to roll your eyes, but you kept your expression blank, refusing to give him the satisfaction of a response.
Jungkookâs jaw clenched when you didnât answer, but he didnât stop. "I canât have you two in the same room, Y/N." His voice was low, almost dangerous, as if just saying Hyungwonâs name triggered something in him.
You just blinked, still silent.
âIf I see him anywhere near you, Iâll kill him.â Jungkook said it simply, like it was just another fact. âI wouldnât regret it. But they probably wonât let you stay in my cell with me, would they, baby?â His brows furrowed, head tilting as he asked, like he was genuinely curious to know the answer.
a/n i cut it here because the rest is nawttt edited at all and very rough đŹ but any takers on a part 3 ??!!?! just give me 6 months and it's all yours xx
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Having the whole plot between Nico and Percy be resolved simply with âYouâre not my typeâ in Blood of Olympus was such a huge disservice to both characters
They are pivotal parts to each others journey. No person in PJO influenced Nico as much as Percy did, aside from Bianca, and no person represents Percyâs guilt and the responsibility he had to shoulder more than Nico does. The writing for both characters really suffers through this lack of a real satisfying resolution.
First to talk about what Percy represents for Nico:
Percy, first of all, represents Nicoâs introduction to the mythological world
He is the first demigod Nico ever came in contact with
He saved him and Bianca from the manticore (somewhat)
Nico stated in Blood of Olympus than Percy had reminded of the heroes of his mythomagic game come to life
Nico wholeheartedly believed that Bianca would be safe, if Percy was with her and created this image of the perfect hero in his mind, putting Percy on a pedestal
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In Nicoâs mind Percy is irrevocably intertwined with Bianca and everything that happened to her
Despite Nico naively believing, that Bianca would be safe if Percy were around, he was instead the last person to ever talk to her, and present when she died
Percy informed Nico of her death (Dead silence. I stared at Chiron. I couldnât believe nobody had told him yet. Then I realized why. Theyâd been waiting for us to appear, to tell Nico in person, Titanâs curse)
Nico turned him into the scapegoat for her death, so that he could let all his grief and anger and bitterness out on him
Bianca sent Iris-messages to Percy, so that he would find and help Nico (âPercy has been worried about you, Nico. He can help. I let him see what you were up to, hoping he would find you.â, Battle of the Labyrinth)
Her ghost only appeared to Nico when Percy was with him
Percy is the only person Nico knows of, who also grieved for Bianca (âBianca,â I said. My voice was thick. Iâd felt guilty about her death for a long time but seeing her in front of me was five times as bad, like her death was fresh and new. I remembered searching through the wreckage of the giant bronze warrior sheâd sacrificed her life to defeat, and not finding any sign of her. âIâm so sorry,â I said. Battle of the Labyrinth)
3.
Percy is the person who protected and cared for Nico more than anyone else in pjo
Tried to convince Bianca to think more deeply about her decision of joining the hunters, especially thinking of him (âBiance, this is crazy,â I said. âWhat about your brother? Nico canât be a hunter.â (Titanâs curse)
Searched the woods in the dark for hours after he had disappeared (Annabeth and Grover helped me search the woods for hours, but there was no sign of Nico di Angelo.)
Didnât tell Chiron about Nicoâs parentage to protect him from the Gods. (I don't think Nico understands who he is. But we can't go telling anyone. Not even Chiron. If the Olympians find outâ") Titanâs curse)
Decided to completely commit to the prophecy, solely so Nico didnât have to bear that burden and go trough any more suffering(It was the last thing I wanted, but I didn't say that. I knew I had to step up and claim it. "I can't let Nico be in any more danger," I said. "I owe that much to his sister. I⊠let them both down. I'm not going to let that poor kid suffer any more." ) Titanâs curse)
Searched for Nico in the months after Titanâs Curse (Now, six months later, I hadnât even come close to finding him. It left a bitter taste in my mouth. Battle of the labyrinth, chapter 3))
Saved his life on Geryonâs farm. (âEither way, you get my friends,â I said. âBut, if I succeed, youâve got to let all of us go, including Nico.â)
Always offered Nico a place at camp half-blood to the best of his abilities (âWe missed you at dinner,â I said. âYou couldâve sat with me.ââNo.ââNico, you canât miss every meal. If you donât want to stay with Hermes, maybe they can make an exception and put you in the big house. Theyâve got plenty of room.â, Battle of the Labyrinth)
Invited him to join him on his birthday (âIs that⊠is that blue birthday cake?âHe sounded hungry, maybe a little wistful. I wondered if the poor kid had ever had a birthday party, or if heâd ever been invited to one. âCome inside for cake and ice cream,â I said. âIt sounds like weâve got a lot to talk about.â, Battle of the Labyrinth)
Reminded him that he was still a child (I smiled. âMaybe itâs okay to still be a kid once in a while.â I tossed him the statue, Battle of the Labyrinth)
Helped him to get the sword of hades back to impress his father (Then I looked at Nico. Unfortunately, I recognised the expression on his face. I knew what it was like wanting to make your dad proud, even if your dad was hard to love., Sword of hades)
Acknowledged everything Nico did in The last Olympian and is one of the main reasons why Hades has a cabin at camp. ( âBut your children should not be left out. They should have a cabin at camp. Nico has proven that.â)
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Percy was Nicoâs first, and after Will, his biggest love
Nico had feelings for Percy, which didnât leave him for around 2 1/2 years, and accompanied him throughout the most challenging parts of his life.Â
Feelings, which were so deep, the god of love personally acknowledged them.
Favonius even called Percy, the person Nico cares about most in House of Hades.
This was more than just a mere crush
Percy is so completely intertwined with most aspects of Nicoâs character arc, in both PJO and Hoo, be it his feeling of ostracism, his relationship to Bianca or him coming to term with his own sexuality, that them not having a final interaction, makes his writing feel shallow and unfinished. Especially Nico coming to terms with his crush on Percy opens up the opportunity for a really heartwarming conversation and a moment of character growth and maturity for both of them, instead of it being wasted on one throw-away line.
And itâs the same the other way around. Nico is also a huge part of Percyâs journey.
He especially represents Percyâs biggest failure.
The first five Percy Jackson books are characterized by Percy having to take up responsibility and him being afraid of not being able to fulfill them. Be it responsibility for camp, the world, Biancaâs death, the prophecy, his friends, teh unclaimed demigods, or everything else. Most of the time, Percy was able to make sure everything turned out fine. He saved camp, he saved Olympus, he finished his quests, made the right decision for the prophecy, and he made the gods swear upon teh styx. But thereâs one exception. And that is Nico.
Percy did everything in his power to make sure Nico would be spared any more hardships. He took up the burden of the prophecy, explicitly, so that Nico doesnât have to go through any more hardships
He searched for him after Titanâs curse, kept his identity a secret and even risked himself, Annabeth, Grover and Tyson dying if it meant saving Nico
Still, Nico is one of the characters, if not the character, who has suffered the most in PJO and Hoo, even partly because of Percy (though, of course, Nico having a crush on him was not Percyâs fault at all)
He lived alone at 11 years old on the streets and in the labyrinth, while getting manipulated by an ancient evil spirit
He was isolated and ostracized at camp half-blood
He experienced the horrors of Tartarus completely on his own
He got captured by the giants and slowly suffocated to death in a small jar
He had to deal with internalized homophobia and his complicated feelings regarding Percy
He has been a vital part of two wars at only 15 years old
Had to admit his crush involuntarily in front of Jason, etc. Â
One of the things Percy battles with in Heroes of Olympus is this overwhelming sense of guilt. He blames himself for almost everything that went wrong over the last few years. Be it for Iapetus, Calypso, or especially Nico. Having Percy acknowledge this complicated relationship he has with him during House of Hades, but not allowing the two of them to talk it out is genuinely baffling to me, and one of the (albeit many) reasons why I really donât like most of Percyâs writing during Heroes of Olympus, despite the fact that he is my favourite character by far. This could have led to a moment of character growth, where Nico helps Percy to aknowledge that he feels guilty for things he had little to no control over, while Nico himself realizes how important he actually is to Percy.
They are also so similar in terms of who they are and what theyâve been through, that even if you ignore their history with each other, it seems insane, that they didnât interact in any meaningful way: Â
Both were ostracized at camp half-blood because of their parentage, and so far are the only two half-bloods we know of with that experience
They are (together with Hazel) the most powerful demigods in the Riordan verse, and have feats which far surpass anyone elseâs
Both are in some way afraid of their powers
Both went through Tartarus
Both have relatively similar relationships to their godly parents
Both have gone through immense trauma and loss
And if you read heroes of Olympus, it actually very much seems to build towards a final resolution of their relationship
Percy and Nico were, aside from Frank, the two people closest to Hazel; both saw her as a little sister, and Hazel treated them both like her brothers
Nico was the first person Percy met from his old life
Percy was the one, who received the visions of Nico being captured
From everyone present, Percy trusted Nico to lead the others to Greece in his moment of greatest desperation
They both had introspections about the other in house of Hades, Nico having to deal with his crush and Percy with his guilt in Tartarus
But, in the end, after they met again, nothing happened. The only scene we really got was the âYouâre not my typeâ line and Percy being surprised by it for a couple seconds. Thatâs it.
We saw no meaningful conversation between the two of them, no acknowledgement of what theyâve been through together, no lasting feelings. Nothing.
In regards to their relationship, Percy acknowledging everything that Nico has been through led to nothing. Nico acknowledging his feelings for Percy and finally letting go of this pedestal he had placed him on led to nothing. You could argue that their entire relationship, which has been built up since Titanâs curse led to nothing. And considering that they are so important characters for each of their character arcs, their characterization very much suffers from this writing decision.
The two of them, together with Hazel, are my three favourite Riordan verse characters by a long shot, but some very important aspects of both of their characters fall so flat to me through this lack of a satisfying resolution.
 Both of them deserved so much better. Â
They are the friendship with the most missed potential in the entirety of the Riordan verse and probably the most fleshed out and nuanced relationship Rick ever wrote.
R.I.P. Â Nico di Angelo, and Percy Jackson, you will always be brothers in my mind.
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Does anyone else feel a strange sort of dread waiting for new deltarune chapters?
It sounds crazy right? I admit it's a weird feeling for sure, and I'm not even 100% sure if dread is the right way to describe it. But as more info is revealed and the next chapter inevitably gets closer and closer to releasing I can't help but feel a strange sort of, melancholy? Longing? The only way I can describe it is "when you know the goodbye is coming". The strange somber feeling when you know youâre going to have to leave stuff behind, but aren't quite ready for it yet.
warning: words. Homestuck
In 3 months Chapter 1 will be 6 years old, and in 2 months Chapter 2 will be 3 years old. Deltarune is ostensibly in Early Access but this release schedule puts new chapters closer in time scale to whole sequals if anything, which they most assuredly are not trying to be. This has created a strange situation in the fanbase that I don't think I've ever truly seen anywhere else. One where, In the time between chapters It feels like everyone has had their own chance to decide what Deltarune is to them. To create their own version of this story, to write their own themes that they want to see explored, to imagine their own events and plot twists they want to see play out.
@lynxgriffin Paper Trail Comic Being an Alternate Story following off of chapter 1
@lilybug-02 The Chara Timeline Being one of many interpretations on the popular Asriel & Chara roommates headcannon.
@huecycles Andromeda Chapters being their interpretation on the full game
The innumerable Deltarune Theorists and analysts like HalfBreadChaos, Andrew Cunningham, Stuffed Alpaca, etc. etc.
@vyletbunni Deltatraveler being a whole ass fangame based around a chapter 2 meme that it has long since outlived
And that's kinda the thing isn't it? Once more deltarune comes out, a ton of these projects will just become outdated, it's an inevitability. So what will happen to them? will they become forgotten? maybe, maybe not, it's impossible to tell. but either way it feels kinda sad to think about yknow? that one day all the time and effort spent and all the memories made might one day just cease to exist.
There's a lot more I could say on this topic if given the chance but to keep this tumblr post from morphing into a 2 hour long video essay in text form let me leave off with this.
In the age of the internet and social media there will always be a fan of something. Nothing truly dies quite like it used to anymore, regardless of whatever influencers want you to believe. But that doesn't mean things stop changing, that there wasn't a past that has since been left behind. I'm a Homestuck fan. more specifically I'm a Late Homestuck fan, one who came in after the comic had already ended and it's peak in popularity was long behind it. The fandom's still around all these years later. But it'd be foolish to admit that, 8 years after the comics controversial end, the inescapable trend of new fans replacing old fans has left the fandom wholly disconnected from the monolith that it once was. the only remnants of which lie in decades old discourse and fanfiction. Like old relics of a long forgotten city, waiting to be excavated under a fine layer of dirt.
Before I close out here I just want to make it clear: I'm not saying that we should be trying to return to some nebulous "glorious past" that never really existed. I'm not trying to deride Toby Fox for not working in the sweatshop hard enough to produce more contentâą, or whatever you wanna try and spin-doctor this post into. It's just a thought that creeps into my head every now that I wanted to share, see if anyone feels the same, yknow?
Besides it's not all doom and gloom. For those of you OG Homestucks who read till the end. You remember Heinoustuck? Guidestuck? Nightfall? Fucking Ke$haStuck? yeah those are still going by the way! after years of inactivity they've now started back up again. some under new authors and some by the same author but still!
You could say a lot about that but to me at least, it makes me feels hopeful in a way. That, even if not everything will survive. we'll at least have some mementos to remember what came before.
#deltarune#utdr#toby fox#deltarune chapter three#deltarune chapter 3#deltarune chapter 4#deltarune chapter four#deltarune update#deltarune fanfiction#deltarune discussion#homestuck#fandom
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This Week (x2) in Tomarrymort (22 November â 6 December 2024)
Hi everyone! Weâve had some incredible fic completed in the last couple of weeks, so Iâll highlight those here, before we get into the One Shot and Multi-Chaptered recs below.
Completed Fic:
in the silence by @satflesk22 (E, 48k, complete)
There's a new student at Hogwarts. And, for some reason, he's decided he's going to be Tom Riddle's best friend. Tom, immortal aspiring Dark Lord, apparently has no say in the matter.
You By The Shore by @blackseatwenty (E, 19k, complete)
Harry's grown on the island his whole life. He fell in love with a stranger standing alone by the shore. Or is it crazy to believe in love at first sight?
two ways of being: the noun & the verb by cycloalkane (NR, 8k, complete)
Potter is finishing up with his sketch of the craniofacial structure. There is still more of his body to go, and more sessions left, and Tom cannot be sure whether he wants the precise drawings to be more or lessâtrue, at all, if he could even describe them as untruthful. They arenât beautiful as Tom is in the mirror, but they are still, undeniably, him, with the eye of someone learning to cut people apart and look beneath their skin, still bloodless yet, andâwell. The drawings have a certain quality, something that, perhaps, heâs reading too much into, having associated the sketching with the pose (and Tom, even if he'd never admit it, has always enjoyed being admired), and the look of green eyes flickering between paper and flesh: concentration, in some cases, is only another word for vehemence.
thrown into the nest by @theonceandfuturequeenoftarts (T, 12k, complete)
Harry had assumed he was a beta. Well, he had after someone explained the absolute nonsense of secondary genders in mages to him. Then, at the age of sixteen-and-a-half, years after most people present, Harryâs body decides itâs now an omega. It did not consult the rest of him and heâs frankly a little miffed.
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Tomarrymort One Shots and Completed Fic
Complete | Chapter 12 of in the silence by @satflesk22
Complete | Chapter 5 of You By The Shore by @blackseatwenty
Complete | Chapter 2 of two ways of being: the noun & the verb by cycloalkane
Complete | Chapter 5 of thrown into the nest by @theonceandfuturequeenoftarts
One Shot | The Dark Lord's Hand by @lialepoisson
One Shot | inside (out) by @milkandmoon-ao3
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Tomarrymort Ongoing Fics
Chapter 13 of Ills of Murder by @shadow-of-the-eclipse
Chapter 21 of Heir Apparent by @monsieurclavier
Chapter 66 of draw me after you (let us run) by @toast-ranger-to-a-stranger
Chapter 9 of Stygian by @crowcrowcrowthing
Chapter 23 of Paved With the Best Intentions by @perhaps-sunlight
Chapter 17 of Pledged by @moontearpensficÂ
Chapters 15 and 16 of Hole in the Wall by @elddrmot
Chapter 1 of On the subject of wanting by @themothatyourdoor
Chapters 135 through 137 of Liquida Tenebris (Remastered) by @dymis
Chapter 1 of In the Shape of Fear, Erised by @rowena-rain
Chapter 3 of A Murder by Crows by @iseliljathedreamer
Chapter 6 of Saturnalia by @the-wig-is-a-metaphor
Chapter 11 of Strings of Fate by @solelyseeking
Chapters 7 and 8 of you speak of the devil (like he's not your friend) by @amuria
Chapter 22 of Outrunning the Villain in You by @zenyteehee
Chapter 26 of Time Stumbler by @wintumnly
Chapter 4 of Goodbye Evergreen by @v33r00Â
Chapter 7 of Dreams Beyond Blood by @hikarimeroperiddle
Chapters 15 through 18 of Saint Harry by @alenablack @chaos-bear
Chapter 64 of Holly & Yew by @lovely-lotus
Chapter 3 of Auror Potter by @albondiguilla007
Chapter 19 of with eyes like these (who sees anybody else) by @cealesti
Chapters 10 and 11 of Venom or Valor by @lightningant
Chapter 26 of would that i'd loved (long ago) by @sprst1tion
Chapter 10 of A Snake in the Grass by @teaandsweaters9
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#tomarry#tomarrymort#harrymort#tomarrymort recs#aethon recs#tomarry recs#ao3 recs#fanfic recs#hp fic recs#harrymort recs#tomarry weekly#this week in tomarrymort
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Call It What You Want Pt.3
Pt.1 Pt.2 Pt.4 Pt.5
Summary: You get together with your friends to catch up on life and they're skeptical about what you're doing with Regina. A house party at Shane Oman's house gives Regina the chance to prove them wrong
Pairings: Regina George x Gender Neutral/Fem Reader
Warnings: internalized homophobia, underage drinking, drug use (there's some coke involved, but nothing too crazy I promise)
Notes: Hi! Chapter 3 and I'm just having so much fun with these. Listen, I know there's another party, but it's college. I'm keeping it realistic lol but also, next chapter will be a small time jump and they'll get more well established. Just trying to have some fun and build it up and see how things are shifting I guess?? Anyway, I really hope you like this chapter as well and thank you all for taking the time to read. Also, slight mention of drug use, but just a little dabble. But TW just in case. But I kept it not super crazy and kinda light for that reason
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You were at your desk with your headphones on, doing your best attempt to do the readings for one of your classes that was due tomorrow. You always had a tendency to wait until the last minute for things, citing the excuse that working under pressure helps you think better. College may be testing the limits of that theory, but so far you haven't failed anything horrendously. It's only been a month since classes started though so there's still time.
Two arms wrapped around you from behind, caressing your chest and collarbone. You shot forward in your seat, ripping your headphones off your head and whipping your chair around to confront your roommate for majorly crossing a fucking boundary when you were met with a laughing Regina instead.
"Chill out, it's just me. Your roommate let me in before they left."
You stared up at her waiting for your heart to calm down. Though, staring at her wasn't doing you much good cause now it was just beating faster in a whole different way.
She was dressed up, her oversized designer purse that she uses for her backpack was sitting by your doorway so you know she must have stopped here right after class.
Something about that makes you feel all warm and giddy inside.
You also try not to think about the fact that you haven't seen her in like almost two weeks though.
"What brings you by?" You leaned forward, resting your forehead against her stomach and closing your eyes when her hands find their way to your scalp, massaging softly.
"I wanted to see you. I've just been busy with classes and soccer stuff lately." She gave your hair a tug so you would tilt your head back and look at her.
"When's your first game?" You questioned, your hands finding the backs of her thighs because that's what was within your reach and you almost felt like if you weren't touching her right now, you would implode.
"We've already had like three games."
"Oh." You said, your eyebrows furrowed. The hands on the back of her thighs faltered slightly and you didn't realize how much you wanted to be present at one of her games until you basically found out you were probably never going to be invited.
"Why the face?" She frowned, rubbing her thumb between your eyebrows to essentially try to get you to fix your face.
"Can I come see you play?"
"Uh," her voice was a touch higher than normal and you knew whatever was about to fly out of her mouth was either going to be a lie or something you probably didn't want to hear.
"Don't worry about it." You shook your head and gave her a tight lipped smile, leaning back in your chair.
"Stop, don't be like that." She straddled your lap and you tightened your grip on the back of her thighs because the last thing you needed was for her to fall. "I just can't have any distractions while I'm there."
"No, yeah. That makes sense." You agreed for the sake of moving past this conversation, but you also weren't really looking at her either. She gripped your face with both her hands, forcing you to look at her.
"Stop, Y/N." Her tone sounded less playful and you knew you just needed to let it the fuck go. You nodded and she squeezed your cheeks, pushing your lips out and planting a kiss on your lips. You quickly caught her lips for a second kiss before she could pull away and you could feel her smile against your lips.
She slid her hands down and cupped your neck, deepening the kiss. You could feel her rubbing her thumbs along your jawline and having Regina George sitting on your lap kissing you has to be what heaven feels like.
"I have to finish my homework." You mumbled against hers lips, pulling her closer to you by the backs of her thighs. She responds by grinding down into you, shaking her head no. You gasped when her hips moved against you again and she wasted no time slipping her tongue into your mouth.
"Fuck your homework." She said before bringing you in for another heated kiss.
It was tempting. God, it was so fucking tempting. The way she was grinding against you was making your brain short circuit so you know trying to get anything done would be impossible.
"Stay here with me and hangout." You pulled away from the kiss to look at her, pushing some stray hairs from her face. "Ren will be gone for a while. It'll just be us. I can order pizza, too."
"Ugh, I guess I could do some homework, too." She said begrudgingly.
"You probably should if you want to keep playing soccer."
"You probably should if you want to keep playing soccer." She mocked, rolling her eyes at you.
But the fact that she had her arms draped over your shoulder and had been twirling the hairs at the back of your neck around her finger really made you feel like she was not as upset about spending time with you as she was trying to let on.
"What kind of pizza do you want, beautiful?" You sneak in one more quick kiss because you just couldn't help it.
"Would you judge me if I just said cheese?"
"Never."
You both just stared at each other in silence for a few moments. One of Regina's hands moved to cup your cheek, her thumb swiping against your cheekbone. She leaned in and pressed a soft, slow kiss against your lips.
"I'm gonna change and get everything I need from my room. I'll be back." She gave you one more quick kiss before getting off your lap and you felt almost desperate the way you tried to keep your hands on her until she walked out of reach. So desperate that even having your fingertips on her felt better than nothing.
She took her keys from her bag and left it sitting against your wall. There was no question about whether or not she was coming back. When she closed the door behind her you hopped out of your desk chair and to to work on straightening up your room.
You fixed your bed, moved some clothes out of the way that were in the way. You had this bean-bag lounge chair thing that your mom got you and you pulled it out from the little space between the wall and your dresser where you shoved it because it took up way too much room to keep out daily.
You plopped onto the chair and called to order a large cheese pizza, opting to order from a nicer place instead of Dominos since Regina would be joining you. You got a soda for yourself and a sparkling water for Regina and added two cannolis for dessert.
Regina knocked on your door about twenty minutes later. She was dressed in comfy sweats and a crew neck, carrying a few books and her laptop and charger.
You smiled and stepped aside to let her in.
"Sooo, I have a paper to write that's due tonight that I forgot about. Where can I plug this in?"
"You can take my desk. Let me see." You looked at her charger and nodded. "We have the same one, just use mine and plug your computer in. I only have to do some reading and annotating tonight." You carefully took her charger from her and set it on her bag.
She set all her items on your desk and started to carefully move your stuff to the side, making sure to bookmark the page you were on and to put your laptop to sleep properly before closing it.
You grabbed everything she set aside and set in on your bed, grabbing on the book you needed, your pen, and a highlighter. You took everything to the beanbag chair that was situated slightly behind your desk.
"You're so far away." She commented, turning in your chair to face you with a small pout.
You chuckled and grabbed the back of the chair, dragging it to the small space between your desk and your bed and setting it there. You picked up your book and your pens and plopped down. Regina nodded in approval and turned to her computer.
After twenty minutes of straight reading your eyes needed a break. You closed your book and stretched, looking up at Regina to see her texting. Her computer screen split between an empty google doc and the school portal that actually signed her out for inactivity.
"Have you even started?" Nudging her leg with your foot.
"Hmm?" She hummed, waiting until whatever text she was working on was sent before looking up at you.
"Your paper."
"I will. Relax." She rolled her eyes and made a face at you before turning away. Which actually kind of pissed you off a little.
"Fine. Don't come crawling to me for any fucking help then." You adjusted yourself in the beanbag chair, opening your book again and continuing to read.
You could hear Regina typing every once in a while, but when you would look up you would see her doing online shopping or pretty much anything that wasn't homework. You continued to read for almost another thirty minutes until you got a call from the pizza delivery person that they were at the front desk of your dorm.
"Did you pay? Let me pay for it." She stood up, helping you off the beanbag first before attempting to go to her bag.
You pulled her back by her wrist and pulled her into you, wrapping your other arm around her waist.
"I've got it. Don't worry about." You kissed her quickly and patted her lower back before releasing her. "Get the tv remote off Ren's desk and pick something for us to watch while we eat. I'll be right back, babe."
You grabbed your keys and slipped on your shoes so you could head downstairs.
You returned a few minutes later with the box of pizza and the bag with your drinks and dessert.
Regina had cleared off space on multiple surfaces to make room for the food and for you both to eat. She was waiting for you patiently on your bed, laying comfortably against your pillows while scrolling through the streaming app of her choice.
You set the pizza down and got everything situated. Pulling out paper plates and napkins then making plates for the both you. Regina held both your plates while you pulled out the drinks and opened them.
"You got me a drink!" She said excitedly when she saw you pop open her sparking water.
"Yeah, baby!" You set the drinks on the edge of your desk and slid in to bed next to her, taking the outside once again.
You settled on watching Schitts Creek while you ate, having to talk her out of a Real Housewives show and reminding her that she was the one we with a paper due tonight.
You watched one episode while you ate and you watched a second one to 'let your food digest', both of you settling further into your bed. Regina had her head on your chest, rubbing the part of your arm you had wrapped around her that she could reach.
Your biggest mistake was letting her convince you to put on more episode for good measure. Actually, no. Letting her pull a blanket over the both of you was the mistake.
She was out within the first five minutes of the third episode, though your fingertips rubbing her scalp weren't really helping her stay awake.
You gave her until 8:30 before turning off the show and waking her up gently. You kissed the top of her head, calling her name after every kiss until her eyes fluttered open then back closed. She buried herself deeper into your embrace.
You found her cheek and kissed it repeatedly and obnoxiously until she got annoyed enough to wake up. It was a short nap, but you can tell it was a good one just based off the redness in her face from both how she was laying and how warm and comfortable she was.
You pushed hair from her face and handed her her drink, giving her just a few minutes to fully wake up on her own without being rushed.
When Regina was fully awake, you both made your way back to your designated homework spots. You sat more comfortably this time, your legs stretched out with your feet resting on Regina's lap. Something she had actually encouraged you to do which surprised you a little.
You had no complaints about it though. Since her deadline was creeping up on her she was actually doing her work, but whenever she would pause to read something or think about what she wanted to type out next, her hands would find their way to her lap and trace patterns on your shins and ankles to help her think.
She got her paper submitted about five minutes before the deadline. Did she almost have a few mental breakdowns? Yes. Was she cursing out her professor? Also yes. But as soon as it was submitted you could tell she was visibly relieved she got it done.
"When can I see you again?" You asked her, handing her her bag as well as a small ziplock of pizza.
"Tomorrow?"
"I can't tomorrow." You shook your head. "I'm gonna be seeing Ava and Isaac tomorrow."
"Who?" She raised her eyebrow.
"My friends? From North Shore? We are gonna meet up after classes tomorrow."
"Oh."
"What? What's wrong?" You asked, immediately detecting a shift in her mood.
"You're not gonna say anything, right?"
You swallowed the lump in your throat. You were obviously hurt that she didn't want anyone knowing, but also like if she wasn't ready she wasn't ready.
"Yeah, of course. Don't worry about it." You gave her a reassuring smile and despite the night you had together, she left without kissing you goodbye.
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You met Isaac and Ava at a burger place near your campus that they had been wanting to check out. They both went to a different university in the city so it was nice that getting together wasn't impossible because of distance.
It was just impossible because of life.
You all greeted each other excitedly and ordered your food before getting down to the nitty gritty of your catch up.
Isaac had an STI scare and told you he finally got himself put on PrEP after you had been begging him since the school year started. His parents are also filing for divorce since he and his siblings are all 18 and over which he is actually pretty thankful about cause he was sick of them together. You and Ava were shown a multitude of different Grindr profiles of the guys he's been with, offering praises for the good ones and some reality checks for the questionable folks.
Ava hasn't been too involved in the dating scene. She has begun dabbling in some drugs that were a little heftier than what was usually provided at the house parties thrown by her brother. She did tell you that if you ever hear her mention meth or heroin, that y'all had permission to get her ass to rehab. But right now, it wasn't that serious.
You definitely made them share their locations with you indefinitely though.
"So, Y/N, drop the dirty details. What's been going on with you?" Isaac asked, taking a sip of his soda.
"I've been seeing someone. Maybe? Kind of?" You felt yourself blushing just thinking of Regina.
"What do you mean maybe, kind of?" Ava jumped in defensively. It was her and Isaac's turn to play the concerned friend role with you. "Do you have a picture?"
"I do, but she's not out yet."
"What does that matter we don't know he-oh, we fucking know her don't we? From North Shore?" You nodded and Isaac smacked the table. "At your school??" You nodded again and you could see him thinking, going through the list of everyone in your class that he knew of that went to your school. Which, was not a lot. "I can only think of like five people and two of them are boys." He held up three fingers, putting them down as he went through them. "Lupe Campos, Amira Harris, and Regina George." He put his three fingers back up and wiggled them.
You shifted ever so slightly when he said Regina's name and you and Ava made eye contact. She narrowed her eyes at you and you know you've possibly been found out.
"She doesn't want to be out. I'm not-I'm not confirming anything." You managed to stutter out.
"Shane is having a party tomorrow. My parents are out of town. He invited a bunch of high school people cause you know, he def peaked in high school and can't let that shit go. Are you coming?"
The notorious Shane Oman is Ava's twin brother. Two complete different personalities (almost), but unsurprisingly they're both pretty close to each other since they're twins. Apparently he had been struggling with life lately since graduation so this party is apparently his desperate attempt at finding purpose and popularity again.
"Yeah, I'm down. Could be fun." You shrugged.
"I heard he invited Regina and she will also be going."
Okay, well, see that you didn't know.
"Good for her." You nodded, playing with your fries before pushing your plate away.
"She didn't tell you?"
"Why would she?" Isaac interrupted before you could respond. Neither you or Ava spoke, but the eye contact between the two of you was enough for Isaac to finally connect the dots. He gasped before collecting himself. "Seriously? Regina George?" He said her name barely above a whisper, being conscious of the fact that you said she wasn't out yet.
You didn't tell them, technically.
"She's actually really great and just misunderstood."
"You could make the same argument about polar bears or crocodiles." Ava argued, pushing her hair behind her ear. "You don't think that her coming to her exe's house party and not saying anything to you is, I don't know, suspicious?"
"You never fall for the straight girl." Isaac piped in and Ava snapped in agreement.
"She's just figuring herself out." You defended.
"At your expense, babe! Come on! You know better."
"It's so different when it's only us. She's just scared." Ava gave you a look that could only best be described as pity and it didn't make you feel great.
"I get you, you know I do." Isaac reached across the table and grabbed your hand to give it a reassuring squeeze. "Just be careful."
"No, yeah. I know. I am."
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You took the Metra to Evanston early Saturday afternoon, bringing a bag with an outfit or two with you and deciding to stop by and visit your dad, step mom, and little siblings.
They all greeted you excitedly and you spent the afternoon playing with your siblings, two year old Levi and 9-month old Zoe. It gave your dad and step mom some time to themselves and it gave you time with your siblings, something you both appreciated.
You started getting ready to go around 7pm. Levi hung out with you until his bed time and when your dad came him to pick him up off your bed, he gave you the speech about being careful, to call him at anytime if you needed a ride, not to drive drunk or get in the car with anyone that has been drinking or doing drugs. Pretty much just covering all his basic before releasing you into the wild.
Isaac picked you up around 9:30pm and when you got there the house was already packed a vibrating. Definitely not to the capacity it used to be since it's a random weekend in the middle of the semester, but still pretty full nonetheless. Regina's pink jeep was parked in the driveway. She must have had the same idea as you and came to Evanston early to see her family.
The fact that she was parked in the driveway and not on the side street or the front lawn made you want to throw the fuck up.
You did particularly enjoy the fact that, as far as you knew, Regina did not know you were coming. You felt like you had the upper hand. You put extra effort into your outfit and your hair. You didn't expect her to talk to you tonight or even acknowledge you if she saw you tonight. But that didn't mean you couldn't make it difficult for her not to.
You walked into the party and past a bunch of people who have never bat an eyelash at your existence in high school. You pushed past the drunk, high, sweaty party goers with Isaac clutching your jacket and guided him through the crowed to the kitchen.
Regina was in that area, drink in hand, talking to Shane, Gretchen, and Karen. When she saw you it was like she saw a ghost. You could tell she didn't expect to see you there and that it threw her off.
You were at the counter where all the drinks were laid out, debating between a bright blue drink and a bright green one. Both looked equally questionable. You felt a presence beside you and you knew it was Regina because you could smell her perfume.
"What are you doing here?" She asked, filling up her own drink and not making any eye contact with you.
"Ava invited me. Shane's twin sister." You added for clarification.
"Shane's twin?" You turned to her to say something, but she looked at you briefly and could tell her comment annoyed you. "I'm kidding. I know he has a twin. I didn't realize your Ava and his Ava were the same." You just nodded, deciding to take a chance on the bright blue drink and putting your cup under the spigot of the cooler it was in and filling your cup.
"You look really pretty tonight." You told her before taking a sip of your drink. She blushed and pushed some hair behind her ear, topping off her own cup.
"So do you." She smiled and took a sip of her drink as well, still not turning to look in your direction.
Karen and Gretchen waved her over and Karen shouted for her to bring them more shots.
"I'm surprised you're talking with them." You made yourself look busy while she prepared their tequila shots.
"Shit is different when alcohol is involved. I miss them a lot sometimes."
"Need help?" You watched her finagle the three plastic shot glasses and the red solo cup in her grip.
"Got it." She moved past you, knocking into your shoulder and making your drink splash over slightly onto your hand.
How she prevented anything from spilling onto her was a fucking mystery.
You found Ava and Isaac in the garage with a few other people, passing around joints and bongs. You took a seat on one of the chairs Ava saved for you and she handed you a joint before your ass hit the seat.
You vibed in the garage for about two joints until Ava pulled out a small bag of coke. That cleared the room quite fast honestly. Only you, Isaac, and two other people stayed with Ava.
She offered it to everyone and Isaac refused immediately. You hesitated to say no and she smirked, asking you if you were interested. That she would make sure it was a small bump and you would be totally okay.
Sure, you had only been drinking and smoking weed prior.
You were too scared to snort it, Isaac calling you 'so real' for that. Instead you were taught how to rub it on your gums and how to let it sit under your tongue instead.
The first fifteen minutes after were great, although seeing your best friend who was like this innocent band nerd just a few months ago snort a line? That was not anything you would want to see again.
You were fine until Gretchen and Karen came in to the garage Regina-less. Something about that had you start to feel a little bit anxious.
They came in asking Ava some question about where something was and she questioned where her brother was and you were out of that room once you heard he was in his bedroom.
You felt anxious, like your heart was going to fly out of your chest. Also, weirdly enough, you felt like you could totally fight someone and win right now.
You made your way to Shane's room and saw the door closed. You turned the knob and it was locked.
"Fuck." You sighed, pressing your head against the door briefly before pulling away.
You dragged your feet down the hall to Ava's room, opening the door and shutting it quickly when you saw the room was already occupied. You made a mental note that you would hopefully remember to tell her to wash her sheets.
You were kinda feeling sick and you didn't want to go back downstairs so you walked to the very end of the long hallway by the window. It was quiet and secluded and you sat with your back against the wall so you could watch all these assholes at the party.
You weren't sure how long you had been sitting there, maybe ten minutes max. You thought it was starting to wear off, but seeing Regina coming down the hallway arguing with Ava, and Isaac hot on both of their heels, had you thinking you were hallucinating.
You leaned forward and the three of them rushed to you, Regina shoving past Ava to get to you first. You heard an 'ooop' escape from Isaac's mouth and you met his gaze with a smirk. He winked and gave you a nod.
Regina was on the floor, kneeling in front of you with your face cupped between your hands.
"Hey, are you okay? You've been missing for a fucking hour." She titled your head up to look at your eyes in the light.
"I've been up here the whole time."
"Well we asked around trying to find you, but got conflicting information. Turns out, people are fucking stupid." Ava jumped in and Regina whipped her head around to give her what you assume was the most foul look both her and Isaac had ever seen judging by their faces.
Clearly Regina and Ava have not been getting along. You squeezed your thighs together at Regina's protectiveness over you then raised an eyebrow at Isaac. He shook his head and gave you a look that told you you'd talking about it at some point later.
"I'm so sorry, guys. I had no idea. I didn't mean to scare you." You still sound a little dazed and confused, trying to figure out how that hour passed in ten minutes.
"What happened?" She asked softly, her hand under your chin and her eyes searching your face.
You thought it over, trying to remember why you even came up here in the first place. You looked around the area and your eyes bounced to Shane's bedroom door. You furrowed your eyebrows, trying to get your brain working again. Regina didn't come from Shane's bedroom. You have confirmation that she's actually been trying to find you for the last hour.
"I don't remember. It's nothing." Your eyes bounced between her face and Shane's door once more and she knew exactly what your thought process was.
She shook her head no and let her thumb brush over your bottom lip quickly when she was pulling her hands off your face. She stood up and helped you up.
"Do you want me to take you back to your dad's?" Isaac asked as soon as you were on your feet.
"What? No. I'm good. Should we get another drink or something?" The last thing you wanted to do was be more of a vibe killer than you already had been. Especially for Regina.
"Yeah! That's what I'm talking about, baby!" Ava exclaimed and gave you a high five. "Want some more?" Ava teased, giving you a playful nudge and you both laughed. She was teasing you, you knew that. Joke or not, Regina didn't like it and you could tell by the way her grip tightened on the back of your shirt. "Seriously though, you should go home. Your eyes are fucking crazy right now."
"Where's my phone?" You asked when you noticed your pockets were feeling a little light.
"I have it. Let's go." Regina tugged your shirt and nudged you forward. "I'll bring you home."
"Nobody has to bring me home. I will take an Uber or call my dad. I'm not ruining anyone's fun. I feel fine guys, honestly." You lied. You felt nauseous and dizzy. Your heart was also racing crazy fast and you aren't sure if it's from the coke or Regina's fingertips against your back. "Also, Ave, people were fucking on your bed. Before I forget."
"Ugh, what the fuck!" She stomped and busted into her room. It was empty now, but very clearly, uh, used. She abandoned you to take care of that mess and you honestly don't even blame her.
"I'm gonna take you. Let's go." She repeated, clearly eager to just get you the fuck out of there.
"I'm gonna walk out with y'all. This party just ain't it for me, honestly." He held his arm out for you and Regina nudged you toward him. You hooked your arm around his and he walked you down the stairs, Regina trailing not too far behind you. "Let me tell you something." He said when Regina was out of earshot after letting you know she was going to get her purse and say goodbye to people.
"Hmm?"
"I thought Regina was gonna beat Ava's ass, girl. She was pissed." He shoved past the last few people on the front porch and led you to Regina's car.
"Really, why?"
"Well, I ran after you trying to find you. You were like a fart in the wind. Just poof, gone. Could not find you. I swear I went upstairs and you were not there, granted, I didn't necessarily look down. I came to Ava to get her to help me find you. Mind you, at this point, Regina came in to look for Gretchen and Karen cause they were still in the garage fighting over some stupid shit with her. Regina came in and overheard I couldn't find you. Ava was dismissive at first, said you would be fine. Regina kept her cool, kept it together. But then," he rested you against her jeep. "But then she said 'it was just a little coke. They're fine.' Honey, if you didn't tell us y'all were sneaking around, she would've gave it away then and there."
"Get the fuck out. What did she do? Wait, shush she's coming." You readjusted yourself when you saw Regina approaching with her bag, a bottle of water, and her clunky keys in hand.
"Talking shit?" Was the first thing out of her mouth as soon as she got close enough, sending a smirk your way while she unlocked the car. "Thank you, Isaac." She said as he helped you get situated in the passenger seat.
"I don't even feel it anymore, guys. I really think I'm fine."
"Mmm mmm." He shook his head, reaching across you to hand Regina your seatbelt to click in. "You need some sunglasses or something you look scary."
"Goodnight, Isaac." You rolled your eyes and he pressed a kiss against your cheek. "Text me when you're home?"
"Of course. You, too, please. I'm calling you tomorrow, too. Night, Regina." He waved at you both before closing the door and making his way to his car.
You both watched in silence waiting for him to get into his car safely.
"You're gonna come to my house tonight." She stated, putting her car in drive and not really giving you an option. She pulled your phone out and handed it to you. "Text your dad. I'll bring you home in the morning."
You unlocked your phone to see a bunch of texts and calls from Isaac, Ava, and mostly Regina. You can tell at some point, they all found your phone or realized you didn't have it because the messages stopped around the same time.
The final message Regina had sent you on their quest to locate you, after a slew of semi annoyed ones, or about how it wasn't funny, or that she was actually worried, was simply just 'baby please'. You stared at the words for a minute, letting the words burn into your brain before you were pulled from your thoughts and asked you if you texted him.
"Oh, yeah. Yes." You shot him a quick message and he responded almost immediately. He must've have been awake watching tv or playing a video game, but he's always been a night owl like that. Especially on weekends. He told you to be safe and to call if you needed anything. "Are you sure it'll be okay that I'm there? I can go home. I really think I'll be okay."
"Stop."
"Okay, sorry." You settled into the seat, turning your knees away from her. You felt bad about ruining the party for her, ruining her night, making her feel like he has to bring you home with her and take of you.
You were probably overthinking and maybe still slightly paranoid, but it just wasn't a great feeling.
She clicked her tongue in annoyance and reached across your seat, grabbing your knee furtherest away from her and giving it a tug so they were back facing her direction. She kept her hand planted firmly on your knee until she pulled into the drive way of her mansion. Which, yeah, understandable.
She parked in what was probably an eight car garage and led you inside of the house. There was a light left on in the main stairway for her, but otherwise it seemed the rest of the house was asleep. When you tried taking your shoes off at the door so you weren't too loud, she told you everyone took their sleeping pills for the night and would be too knocked out to hear a damn thing.
She led you up to her room and closed the door behind her. Your eyes widened, taking in the space. It felt bigger than your mom's apartment.
"Here." She was smirking when she handed you a pair of clothes to wear for the night. A grey long sleeve t-shirt and a pair of pink sweatpants that had 'slut' written on the back.
"You think you're so cleverrrr."
"I do, actually. And funny. Plus, I think I deserve it for what you put me through."
"I want to lay down so bad I'm not even going to fight you on it." You wouldn't admit it aloud, but they did look comfortable.
"And I want a picture."
"Okay, don't push it." You gave her a pointed look. She laughed and kissed your lips once, then a second time. She let the second kiss linger a little longer, her hand resting on your cheek and her body melting into you.
"I'm gonna shower. I don't care what time it is, I'm taking advantage of my big shower before going back to school. Will you be okay?" She swiped her thumbs across your cheeks and you nodded.
"In that big ass bed? Yeah I'll be so good."
Regina left to the attached bath to take her shower and you changed your clothes. You folded your clothes and put them on her chair. You changed into the clothes she gave you and hummed at how comfortable they were.
You climbed into her bed and picked the side you thought would be correct based off how everything was situated. You layed on top of the covers and sighed when your head hit the pillow. The beds at the dorms sucked, but this bed was also comfier than any other bed you've been on.
You closed your eyes, listening to the sound of the water coming from Regina's bathroom. You heard her come out of the bathroom at some point. She was walking around the room, doing a bunch of things but you were too lazy to open your eyes and see what.
The bed dipped and you felt her slide into the space next to you. The smell of her floral body wash and shampoo flooding your sense.
Her lips pressed against your cheek and her hand found it's way up your shirt to rest on your stomach to trace patterns around your belly button. You smiled and squirmed a little cause it tickled. You felt her smile against your cheek and she pressed a quick kiss to your lips before pulling away.
"Hey." You mumbled in protest, cracking an eye open to see she was adjusting the towel for her hair.
She laughed at your impatience and got herself comfortable again, supporting her head with her hand to keep it off her pillows for now. Her other hand found its way to the waistband of your pants, twirling the drawstring.
"These look good on you. Pink is totally your color." You grunted and she laughed through her nose. "I definitely need to see the back in action though. Give me a little turn." She nudged your hip and you let out a loud laugh, turning on your stomach for her. "So gorg, babe!" She was laughing with you, her hand coming down to smack your ass cheek a few times, which sent you both into a fit of giggles.
She wrapped an arm around you and buried her face between your shoulder blades. You tugged her arm to pull her closer to you and laced your fingers together. She shifted behind you and the towel on her head went zooming across the room. You settled deeper into her chest and her grip around you tightened.
"Will you need a ride back to school tomorrow?"
"I was just gonna take the train back."
"Ew, no. I'll take you to get your stuff from your dad's and we can go together
"Cool, thank you." You nodded, feeling yourself start to fall asleep. Regina kissed the back of your head and began to pull away.
"I need to do my skin and hair routine. Get under the covers and go to sleep."
"S'fine." You mumbled, already too far gone and making no effort to move whatsoever.
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â I COULD CHANGE YOUR LIFE -
chap 1 , get that girl. â | â ...back â | â next...
summary: the interaction at the diner hasn't left his thoughts, and chris just can't help himself when it comes to your beautiful presence, so he follows you home.
pairing: stalker!chris sturniolo Ă singer!reader
warnings + topics: cursing, stalking, murder, weapons, blood, obsessive behavior, suggestive moments, breaking & entering, crying, arguments, chris is crazy, choking, drowning, first person, second person, etc. more than half of these topics are mentioned in later chapters.
author's note: if the person reading this is sensitive to any of the topics listed above, please do not read this. i am not responsible for your own media consumption, and will not change any aspect of the story for your own pleasure. (this will be the last time i will state this, please scroll if you're not comfortable.)
author's note 2: he's giving joe goldberg!! this chapter is written mainly in 1st person, & the first half is chris' perspective! i'll clarify that throughout the story.
author's note 3: you guys are getting this a little earlier because i couldn't wait to post itđŁđŁ
word count: 2.8k
why are you walking home alone, y/n? it's not safe out here, especially late at night. what if some creep tries to attack you? i know you're smarter than that.
and you're on your phone, clearly unaware of what's going on around you. you're lucky i'm here to keep you safe. i'll always be.
i reach behind my back, grabbing my hood to throw it over my head. if she saw that i was the one following her, she probably wouldn't watch me anymore. she would think i'm a weirdo.
i hear her laugh, and god, i wish that sound could just repeat in my head for a lifetime. it's such a sweet, soft sound, just like her personality. sweet.
"jamie, don't be such a dick. you know the deadline is coming soon and we have to finish the album." i hear her say, and i can't help but flinch at the sudden noise.
who is she talking to? who is jamie, and why is he being a dick to her? nobody should ever even speak a filthy word to her let alone treat her badly, she's such an angel.
her head turns, and i finally get a glimpse of her earbuds. she can't hear me. no wonder why she hasn't turned back every time i step on the gravelly sidewalk. it's such an annoying sound, always calling me out.
y/n sighs, rubbing her temple with one hand as her free one holds the phone up to her ear, "it's like you don't even care if we descend the charts! maybe ask yourself why you're doing this before you go and screw everything up."
she's tense, i can tell from the way she groans under her breath. i can hear jamie's voice, it's quiet but i can make out what he's saying.
something about rerecording background vocals and going over lyrics again. then, he says something inaudible, and now y/n is on video call with him.
she taps a button, and now i can hear him loud and clear, "just listen to this, it really needs some touch-ups."
i can see his face from the way y/n is holding her phone, and suddenly his eyebrows furrow and he looks directly at me.
the music pauses, and y/n stops in her tracks. she's in the middle of the crosswalk, and i'm just a few feet behind her.
"y/n... who is that?" my eyes widen as i realize he's talking about me. she only laughs nervously, shrugging the uncomfortable feeling off.
don't look back, "stop fucking around and just show me the chorus." she huffs out, another laugh leaving her plump lips.
his eyes are still on me through that screen, and i just continue to walk, hoping that my cover won't be blown.
"no, y/n, look behind you. there's a man following you!" he finally yells, and i curse under my breath as i hear y/n's breathing pick up.
her head whips around, and that's when i panic. fuck, why did her house have to be so far away? damn you, jamie.
my first thought is to just rush her, tackle her to the floor and throw her phone on the ground, but i don't because that would result in hurting her. so, i take the second best option, running to my right and into some bushes.
i hear y/n scream from behind me, and then i hear her footsteps finally run off the crosswalk and across the street. my foot gets caught on a stick, and i fall face first into the dirt.
my knees hit the ground, and i groan at the sharp pain of rocks on my flesh. my hands sunk into the mud beneath me, getting the hem of my sweatshirt sleeves dirty, "dude, what the fuck?"
i stand up again, shaking my hands out in front of me in hopes of getting the mud off. some of it does, and a small amount of damage is repaired, but there's still cuts and bruises forming on my lower half.
my eyes wander, looking down at my bloodied knees. why did i even wear jorts today? it's boston, it's not supposed to be hot after 6 pm.
my hands clench into fists, and anger begins to boil under my skin. it feels like it's 90° now, snd i just want to punch something. why do my plans always fucking fail? no matter what i do, the outcome is horrible.
not this time. no, i'm not gonna let this silly little thing mess up my plan. this is just a setback, and there's always downs in life, don't let it get the best of you, chris.
"breathe." i mutter, closing my eyes and taking a few deep breaths. i wish matt was here, he would know what to do. he would console me and tell me everything's gonna be alright.
he would tell me to keep going, get the girl. and that's exactly what i'm gonna do, whether jamie likes it or not. because this is just a minor setback, nothing will stop me from getting y/n. no one will stop me.
"you're starrin' in my dreams,
in magazines,"
it's the next day, and now matt is dabbing the large cut on me with a cotton ball. the hydrogen peroxide stings, and i flinch as he puts a bit more pressure.
"matt!" i groan, reaching for his hand. he swats mine away, looking up into my eyes with a stern expression.
i shut my mouth and just look away, trying not to focus on the pain too much as my brother pushes it against my knee. i hear him let out a long sigh, and then my attention is back on him.
he gives me a knowing look, and then he speaks, "what'd you do this time?" my eyebrows furrow in offense. i never do anything, it's not always my fault.
i scoff, looking around at anything but matt. how could i explain that i was following the love of my life, that doesn't know she's the love of my life yet, home, and then got caught and threw myself into some bushes? he would think i'm a maniac, and that's the last thing i want my older brother to think of me as.
"i tripped on a crack in the sidewalk. it was hugeee, matt, you really should've seen it." way to go, chris, that's so believable.
he shrugs, a smile coming to his face as he laughs, "i'm not even surprised." that was very believable, chris. way to go!
"not surprised is crazy." nick chimes in, and both mine and matt's heads whip up in the direction of his voice.
he's leaning against the door frame of my bedroom, a smug smirk on his face as he squints his eyes to see my knees better, "wow, chris, who pushed you off the slide?"
i just flip him off, they're treating me like a child. i'm smarter than that, i'm tougher than the both of them. well, maybe not nick, but i'm close!
"actually go choke." i groan, throwing myself back against the mattress as disappointment washes over me. if i had just thought before i followed y/n then maybe i would know where she lived, and whoever the fuck jamie is. such a snitch.
matt peels the plastic seal from the bandaid, and then he sticks it onto the cut on my knee. he inhales sharply before getting to his feet again, "alright, you're fine now. take the bandaid off when it stop bleeding, 'kay?"
i only hum in response, my emotions all over the place and getting the best of me. this entire situation is so idiotic and childish, i don't need a bandaid.
nick walks out after matt, making sure to shut the door. wow, he's finally learned after all the times i've scolded him about not closing it.
there's still mud in the crevices between my fingers and under my nails. it's uncomfortable in more than one way. i just want the memory of that night to be gone, erased from my memory for my entire life.
but i'm not ever gonna forget it, and it's gonna be hard to forget when the girl i want is a constant reminder of that incident. it's whatever, though. in the end it will pay off, all the things i'll do for her attention will pay off. i know it will.
my feet begin to swing as they dangle off the edge of my bed, and then they hit something. i finally sit up straight, looking down at where my feet are planted. the box, that box full of magazines and letters, prints and various drawings of y/n.
i look toward my door before grabbing the box and placing it on my bed softly. my fingers hook under the top, and it falls to the side, revealing your face on the covers of multiple magazines.
i never missed a day when rolling stone, variety, and even vogue came out with new magazines that featured y/n on the covers and in all of the pages inside. i even bought some that had her on only a single page, then i cut them out and threw it in here.
nobody could call themselves y/n's biggest fan with me still alive. they don't know her like i do, even if we just met for the first time onâno, even if we just reconnected for the first time in forever yesterday.
"pretty girl." i whisper. even if she can't hear, i know she knows that. she's the prettiest girl in the world, who wouldn't compliment her?
i grab the first magazine, my eyes darting all around her beautiful body and facial features before putting it to the side and admiring the next one. it should be a crime to be this gorgeous, she shouldn't even be allowed outside.
what if something happens to the girl? her security wouldn't care, but i would. the things i'd do for that girl i can't even explain. i don't need her love for that, though, because i can just protect her even when she's not watching. i need her love because that is the only thing that keeps me going.
her interviews where she says how much she loves and appreciates her fans, that keeps me going. that night at the diner when she said she watched my videos, oh, that's gonna keep me up for a long time.
who would've known that night would take a turn because i sure didn't. i thought it would go smoothly and that i would make it all the way to her home, surprise her. but no, it went horribly all because of that fucking dipshit jamie.
he's the one who ruined our romantic walk, he's the one who ruined my chances of getting her to fall for me. jamie ruined everything, and fuck, i just want to strangle him until his head pops. i just want to watch him as he gets ruined, as his life gets ruined in front of the entire world.
i don't even realize that i'm crushing a page of her magazine until i hear a crunch, and now suddenly, i'm back in my room as i stare at her beautiful, crushed face. panic spikes in my heart, and my free hand comes up in an effort to smoothen down the paper like it was before. no, this was a special magazine, it couldn't be ruined.
my breathing hitches, and i huff out as i just throw it back into the box. my hand reaches for the other one, and i place it gently atop of the crumpled paper before closing the box and setting it under my bed again.
i kick it further under the bed frame until i hear it hit the wall with a quiet thud, and then i let out a breath that i didn't know i'd been holding in. i'm letting my anger get a hold of me again, just like it almost did last night.
"deep breaths, chris. just breath." i tell myself, grabbing the sheets and running my thumbs along the fabric as i breath in through my nose and out through my mouth.
if i let anger get the best of me i'll ruin my plan for y/n, and then she'll never want to speak to me or even see me again.
"you're looking right at me."
pov = second person...
you smile at the boy across from you, giggling at the stupid knock knock joke he had just told you, "that wasn't even funny, it's just your laugh, jamie!"
he scoffs in faux offense, putting a hand to his chest as he takes a sip of his coffee. before speaking again, he swallows, "don't try to convince yourself that i'm not the funniest guy you've ever met."
you only roll your eyes at the blond, looking away from him to admire your surroundings. you and your producer came to this small coffee shop to talk about work and how you both needed to finish the last few songs on your upcoming album before the deadline, and now here you were, laughing at his jokes.
jamie felt like a brother to you, being there for all your highs and lows all throughout these past few years as you grew on the charts. he was always by your side, protecting you from crazy fans and even crazier haters. jamie also treated you like a member of his family, and he said that he'd protect you with his life.
the laughing dies down, and then you hear him sigh. your head turns to look at the boy again, and his eyes meet yours in an instant, "i hope you're being safe out there, y/n. seriously."
your face contorted into a look of happiness and maybe even guilt as you tilted your head, "i promise you i am."
"what about last night, then? you could've gotten kidnapped if it wasn't for me pointing out that creep. he was most definitely following you home, y/n!" he exclaimed, quiet enough that nobody else could hear but loud enough that only you could.
a look of worry was on his face, an expression that you hadn't seen that much of lately. he really was scared for you, especially in the last few months. you were growing in popularity fast, climbing up the charts every week or so.
at your silence, jamie exhaled, "sorry for snapping, you just... you keep me on my toes at all times, and sometimes i don't know what to say." he gives a smile full of sympathy before he takes another sip of his coffee.
you nod, eyes wandering again as you mutter, "it's okay." you knew all he wanted was the best for you, "i should've just gone to liv's apartment. the walk to my place was further than i thought."
your eyes darted all over the small plaza, looking around at all of the different people that walked by. one person in particular caught your eye, and you stared for just a little longer.
chris stared right back at you, hair covering his face along with his black fresh love hoodie. he found you again, and this time he wasn't gonna fuck up.
he saw the way your eyebrows furrowed even from the fountain across from the cafe, and he laughed at your concentrated look. you were trying to figure out who that was.
the brunette couldn't lie, he was a bit jealous of your producer. i mean, he was sitting right across from you and making you laugh. chris should be the guy who makes you laugh!
he'd been watching no less than 15 minutes as you both chatted, cheeks flushing at your perfect smile and beautiful, silky hair that fell over your shoulder just right.
maybe his obsession had grown after that night, but he wasn't some deranged stalker who tracked your every move. that would be insane, and chris would never put himself under that category. maybe.
chris cursed as jamie's head turned in the direction of chris, and the brunette just turned and quickly walked away. his brothers were probably wondering where he was, and the vlog would have to be scrapped if only 2 of them were in it.
jamie's eyebrows furrowed again, and he stood up and quickly grabbed your hand, "we're going, y/n. now."
as he dragged you out of the cafe, you couldn't help but think. who was that mystery guy? was he the guy from last night? why was he following you?
you had so many questions, and yet there were no answers to any of them. not quite yet, anyway. you were gonna have to wait for the right time, and chris had the whole thing planned out already. you'd just have to be patient.
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Entwined (Ch. 5)
Melissa Schemmenti x Reader
A first date???
Warnings: Sexual innuendos and working through internalized homophobia
Authorâs Note: No beta but this chapter took me wayyyy too long. This week was crazy with getting a new apartment states away and defending my thesis đ”âđ«
Ch. 1 | Ch. 2 | Ch. 3 | Ch. 4
Jacob nervously slipped into the kitchen as Melissa waited expectantly for a ziti you requested to finish baking. He attempted to keep space between himself and the Italian - for his own safety of course. The space between the two roommates had grown after he confronted Melissa a few nights ago about seeing her kiss you. Tonight he was looking to mend the bond between them.Â
He leaned on the kitchen island, hands clasped and eyes studying the countertop, âI wanted to, uh... apologize for what happened a few nights ago. I shouldnât have been so abrasive.â
The redhead only offered him a momentary glance which was harsh and skeptical. It was clear she wasnât interested in having any conversation about the events Jacob witnessed. While Melissa continued giving Jacob the cold shoulder, he wanted to make it clear he was there to support her, âIf you ever want to talk about it, Iâm here for you.â âThere isnât anything to talk about.â Melissa quickly responded in a monotone with her back to Jacob so she could go about her business of pulling the ziti from the oven. She placed the baking dish on the top of the stove, and took a deep breath as she pulled the oven mitts from her hands and tossed them onto the counter. Spinning to face her roommate, she cocked her head and forced herself to make peace with the young man, âThank you, Jacob.â
âI found a new puzzle for tonight... if you would like.â The young man gestured towards the dining room where he left the puzzle, earning a smile from the redhead.
With a flick of her hand, Melissa turned off the oven and folded her arms over her chest, âI would like.â
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When Melissa picked up your phone call and wedged her phone between her ear and shoulder, she had no idea you were sitting outside her house. Before she could get a word in edgewise, you spoke - trying your best to sound smooth and collected so she couldnât tell you were fearful of her rejection, âLetâs go, Schemmenti.â
âWhat?â She leaned back in her chair, rolling her eyes to hide her enthusiasm from Jacob who sat across the table with his head cocked, staring at her in curiosity. They were about half way through their 3D puzzle of the statue of liberty when you interrupted.Â
After opening your car door, you step out and lean against the car door frame, smirking as you catch a glimpse of her red hair through the front window. You doubled down on your mission of taking Melissa out, giving her an order rather than asking, âCome on out here. Iâm taking you on a date.âÂ
âWhat makes you think Iâd go on a date with the likes of you?â Melissa tittered as she tried to hide how she enjoyed flirting with you from her companion.Â
You reply sarcastically, feeling a sense of excitement wash over you when you make her laugh, âMy good looks and sense of humor. Or perhaps my love of long walks on the beach.â
Melissa finally lifted herself from her seat so she could make her way to the front window where she pulled aside the sheer blinds to catch a glimpse of you. Your cheeky smile melted Melissaâs icy exterior as did the way you leaned your cheek on your forearm as you gazed at her. She had one hand on her hip as she stared you down, âWhere are yaâ takinâ me?âÂ
âIâm still trying to decide between the Olive Garden or some chain sports bar where we can watch the Cowboys play.â You joke, grinning wildly as you watch her lip curl.
She turned her back to you, looking around the room for her purse and shoes, âAre you tryinâ to get me to say no?â
âJust testing to see how much you like me.â You quip as you watch her curiously. More than anything you hope your joking wouldnât turn her off from the date you had planned.Â
âWhatâs the dress code?â The redhead asked, glancing down at her comfortable outfit of old jeans and an Eagles shirt. She had been ready to slip on her shoes so she could meet you, but she began to second guess herself.Â
âSomething easy to take off.â Your quick wit made the redhead stifle a laugh as she clumsily began gathering all of her belongings. Her pacing made her seem a little too eager to Jacob, causing him to arch his brow in amusement. You could see her grabbing her leather jacket and purse which caused you to remember the ziti you asked her to make just for this occasion, âOh, and did you make that ziti?â
âWell, yeah.â She scoffed, almost offended you would question her willingness to cook for you.Â
âBring that too.âÂ
â Melissa folded her arms over her chest and watched out the window as she skeptically wondered where you could be taking her so late in the evening. When you turned into the stadium parking lot of the Lincoln Financial Field, she glanced over at you with a look of pure disbelief. She didnât believe you could get her into the Eagles home stadium for a single moment, âAnd how do you think you are gettinâ in here?â
âI know a guy.â You shrug as your eyes sweep the parking lot for the entry point your cousin told you to find.Â
Melissa was all heart eyes in the passenger seat, watching you with complete amazement. Her chest swelled with pride when you ended up handing over her ziti to your cousin whilst telling them she is the best cook in her family. And the cherry on top was how you gave a subtle threat to your cousin to make sure they would return Melissaâs baking dish to you. In a period of five minutes, you tapped into three of her love languages: having connections, bribery through food, and not-so-subtle threats.Â
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Melissa was like a kid in a candy store as you gave her free reign of exploring the sports complex. As a night security guard, your cousin had agreed to give you access to everything as long as you set him up on a date with some girl you knew from high school and Melissaâs cooking was just the icing on the cake.Â
The redhead was in her happy place when she settled on the Eagles sideline bench and grinned up at you, âYou didnât have to go to such great lengths to get me to sleep with yaâ.âÂ
âWho said I was trying to sleep with you?â You cock your head as you stare down at Melissa, your heart jumping into your throat as you consider sharing your true intentions for her. While every fiber of your being was screaming for you to stay quiet, you remembered you were conducting your relationship with Melissa on your own terms rather than giving her all of the power.Â
You popped yourself down on the bench next to Melissa, stretching your legs out in front of you as you stated your intentions with confidence, âIâm gonna get you to fall head over heels for me.â
âOh, is that so?â Mel perked up in faux excitement as she loved to challenge anyone when they were filled with a noticeably high level of confidence. Her heart stalled in her chest at the notion of you trying to get her to fall for you - in a way it felt like too much too soon and a long time coming all at once.
You nod, staring out across the field with your chin held high, âIndeed it is.â
Melissa allowed a few moments to pass between you before she spoke again. While the prospect of a new relationship was frightening for her, she was determined to give a romance with you a fighting chance. She leaned into you when she spoke, giving your arm a loving pinch, âThis is a good start, but if your guy can get us into the locker rooms, things will go a lot quicker.âÂ
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You shifted the car into park outside Melissaâs house and a silence fell between you. The date had gone well, but now there seemed to be a new energy between you that had yet to be felt by either of you before. It was almost as if there was a palpable mutual yearning that expanded far beyond sexual desire.Â
This feeling terrified Melissa.
âEverything is going to change.â When she spoke, you felt the need to do a double take to see if Melissa had been replaced with a 16 year old version of herself. Her tone was the same as when she told her father she wanted to be a teacher rather than the next Effa Manley - fearful of disappointing loved ones.
You shifted in your seat to more readily face the redhead. Cocking your head, you tried to give her an encouraging response, âWhy does everything have to change?âÂ
âDidnât everything change for you?â She asked as she chewed her lip, one hand lifting to her miraculous medal to rub the image of the Virgin Mary with the pad of her thumb.Â
While it wasnât easy coming out when you were teenagers, you remembered the support you received from your family and Melissa. At the time it was all you felt you needed, but of course, after telling Melissa about your attraction to the fairer sex, you did gain a sexual partner - the thought of which made you grin, âMostly life was better. It helped having good friends.â
Melissa hummed to acknowledge your response before falling deep into thought. She wouldnât even know where to start. Jacob would be easy, but Barbra? She felt sick at the thought of even discussing the matter with her.Â
You broke up her swirls of anxiety with your own question, âWhy did you say yes to this date?â
âWhy wouldnât I?â Melissa retorted as she was briefly filled with relief of a lightened mood before realizing you were completely serious. Her face fell once more as you left her in a heavy silence to respond to your question. Her reasoning stemmed from your spat that occurred months ago, âWhen you told me you remembered that night before the wedding⊠I forgot how you asked me to give you a chance and I never did.â
âI said a lot more than that.â
âSo did I.â
When you opened your door to a red eyed Melissa, you were literally taken aback by the redhead pushing her way into your arms. It was the night before she was set to marry Joe - some loser firefighter she had met while tailgating at a Eagles game. You hated him since Mel told you he wanted to take her to a strip club on the first date.Â
While you would never tell her âI told you soâ, you knew he wasnât the right person for her. You kept your mouth shut, hugging her to your chest and guiding her further into your little apartment so you could close the door.Â
She told you through teary eyes and angry hiccups that the rehearsal dinner had gone terribly and that Joe was a complete pig. You didnât offer an opinion, opting to let the redhead rage as you settled on the couch together. She would wave her hands over her head and curse in Italian while you nodded along, only deciding to pull her to your chest once more when hot, angry tears began rolling down her cheeks.Â
Rubbing Melissaâs back was an easy way to settle her anger, but her tears continued to fall regardless of how many times she wiped them away with her sleeves. You held her face to your chest and spoke softly, hoping she wouldnât turn her anger onto you, âMaybe you shouldnât be marrying him if all of this is happening and you arenât even married yet.â
âMy parents have already paid for the wedding. I canât back out now.â Melissa nuzzled her cheek against your chest. She was in absolute despair yet she wasnât willing to actively do anything to solve her issue.Â
âBut if you do, then⊠maybe we could be together.â It was unavoidable for you to sound like you were begging. You wanted this so badly. You wanted her so badly. In the brief moment where she didnât respond, you couldnât stop yourself from trying a little harder, âCome on. Give us a chance, pretty girl.â
Melissa only peered up at you, and her furrowed brows and sad eyes broke your heart. âI want to⊠I just-â
You held a hand to her cheek, brushing her hair from her face. You were desperate for Melissa to come to her senses. Couldnât she see that you were meant to be together? Your voice was barely above a whisper as you moved to press your lips to her forehead, âI love you, Melissa. Please.â
The redhead eyes lit up at your words - like you had ignited something within her. Without a momentâs hesitation, Melissa shifted to sneak closer so she could press her lips to yours. She kissed you over and over - each kiss was filled with so much desperation it left both of you breathless.Â
She pulled away only for a moment, her forehead resting against yours, âI love you.â
From there you fed off one anotherâs passion and energy like frenzied sharks. You ended up making love on your living room floor, clinging to one another as if you would be separated forever if any distance formed between you. Only if you would have known that distance was fated to form regardless.
Melissaâs face was unreadable. You couldnât tell if she was reliving that night with regret or fondness - perhaps it was a combination of both. You watched thoughts run through her mind and her green hues were pleading when she spoke, âHave your feelings changed?â
âNever.â
Melissa both feared and adored your response.
The two of you sat in silence for a few minutes longer, spiraling at the omissions of love and not wanting your time together to end so soon. It was finally Melissa who made the move to leave, followed by your immediate reaction to open your door as well. You felt the thrum of excitement as you circled the car and walked the redhead to her door.Â
She stopped when she had a hand on the door handle and glanced back at you, noticing you were at the bottom step with no intention to go any further. Her brows furrowed in confusion, âArenât you coming inside?â
âNo. Iâm just walking you to your door.â You shrug, craning your neck back to watch her with a cocky smile.Â
âChivalrous.â Melissaâs dry humor emerged as she abandoned the door handle to stand a step above you - her hands sliding up to your shoulders while she stared down at you. After years of being entwined with one another, you wouldnât have thought her next words would make you so nervous, âDo I get a kiss at least?â
Wrapping your arm around her waist, you pull her into you, relishing in the feeling of her body weight pressing against you. The feeling of her green eyes staring intently down at you was overwhelming, especially as her focus on you was unwavering. Glancing back and forth, you whispered with a shyness that made you want to swallow your words, âArenât you worried about the neighbors getting the wrong idea?â
âHadnât crossed my mind.â She whispered in return - a white lie meant to soothe any concerns you may have about her intentions. Melissa had no interest in her neighbors knowing more than they needed to about her personal life, but she chose to wrap her arms around your neck and press her lips to yours regardless.Â
You could have sworn you felt Melissa Schemmenti moan as she leaned into you more to deepen your kiss. This wasnât any moan, however. This high pitch, quiet moan was a âplease dear god keep kissing meâ moan. It made your heart race and your stomach twist into knots - so much so that you pulled away.
âGoodnight, pretty girl.â You lingered close as you whispered your farewell, ghosting her lips with your own before you gingerly took a step back.
Melissa swayed where she stood, her flushed cheeks hidden by the dim lighting of the streetlights. She folded her arms over her chest, shrugging as she hopelessly attempted to find a way to bid you goodbye that wouldnât rob her of her âtough guyâ style. The redhead suppressed a smile and watched you through heavy lidded eyes - she was smitten and hated every bit of it. âYeah yeah yeah. Get off my lawn before I have to turn a hose on yaâ.â
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Melissa settled onto the couch next to Jacob and was stewing with mixed emotions she didnât know how to process. For years she hadnât given you the chance of letting you in emotionally, and the very second she let her walls down, she was tripping over herself to get your attention. She found you to be a perfect balance of everything she wanted in a potential partner, successfully making her feel remorse for how much of your time she had wasted by not pursuing this sooner. Mel was fearful of how you would move forward together, but god she wanted it terribly.Â
Jacob interrupted her thoughts with his own - knowing full well he was treading on grounds that could quickly earn him a place on Melissaâs âPerpetually Ignoreâ list. He was shockingly plain and confident with his words, âI know you are going through something right now, but donât... hurt your friend in the process.â
Melissa sat in his words, truly taking them to heart. She wanted to do better by you and she knew where she needed to start, but she was fearful of taking that leap. The redhead stared down into her lap as she began picking at her nails, âWe arenât really friends...â
Tears formed in Melissaâs eyes, but she wasnât about to let Jacob see how scared she was to admit those words aloud. She hadnât even truly come out to Jacob and she was feeling entirely overwhelmed at the prospect. Jacob wasnât phased, rather he wrapped an arm around her shoulders and pulled her into him. He rubbed her arm gently as he spoke, âI know, Melissa... I know.â
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âMovie Nightâ
Summary: If only life was like the movies. For years, youâd flirted with the idea of something more with Trent, your brotherâs best friend. You'd always danced around the edges of something more with him, sharing flirty moments that felt like scenes straight from the cinema. You had been silently desperate for the main character of your lifeâs film to finally get the boy but you knew moments like that were saved for Hollywood. The lines were clear; you were always going to be his mateâs little sister. So what happens when you go off script? In a whirlwind of passion, secrets, and stolen moments, you're left wondering: will you and your brother's best friend get the happy ending you've been waiting for, or was it never meant to be more than a fantasy?Â
Index:
Chapter 1 - Trent. | cover image
Chapter 2 - Bruises | cover image
Chapter 3 - Crossed A Few Lines | cover image
Chapter 4 - Saturday Night | cover image
Chapter 5 - Together or Apart | cover image
Chapter 6 - Your Brother | cover image
Chapter 7 - Girl of The Season | cover image
Chapter 8 - Caught in The Kitchen, Hidden in The Bathroom | cover image
Chapter 9 - Waiting | cover image
Chapter 10 - So Different | cover image
Chapter 11 - She's Something | cover image
Chapter 12 - Monaco | cover image
Chapter 13 - Locked In | cover image
Chapter 14 - Noah? | cover image
Chapter 15 - Not Like That | cover image
Chapter 16 - For Years | cover image
Chapter 17 - Rarely Wrong |
Chapter 18 - Safe |
Chapter 19 - Dad |
Chapter 20 - Up in Flames |
Chapter 21 - Suffocated |
Chapter 22 - I'm Sorry |
Chapter 23 - Flowers and Fixing |
Chapter 24 - Parties |
Chapter 25 - For You | "Latest âš
Chapter 26- Loading...
Warnings: This series is 18+ MDNI [ smut, dv, loss of a parent, drinking - not sure what else really⊠if i miss anything please lmk!]
Disclaimer: No one is crazy about him atm, me included, so this is strictly for my readers and my readers only. I donât condone his behavior at all -Just let me finish out this fic please. Donât come for me. Iâm only a girl with a google doc whose spent hours upon hours and days on end on this fic
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Chapter 11
Stray Kids OT8 x hybrid! afab! reader
Warnings: some more spicy thoughts though nothing really explicit, descriptions of someone being shirtless, nightmares, anxiety, like on or two mentions of someone being tortured (not described how), lack of sleep, anxiety/panic attack, someone collapsing/falling unconcious,Â
Wordcount â 3.1k
Sorry for the long wait, life has been crazy during the last few months for me but here is the long-awaited eleventh chapter! I hope you all enjoy it!Â
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Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10,
Changbin fell back asleep almost instantly, (Y/n) stayed awake for a couple of minutes but eventually, thanks to the warmth and the safety of his strong embrace, the dream world welcomed her as she fell into a deep slumber.
Third person POV
Once morning came, (Y/n) jolted from the bed as Changbinâs alarm set off, the bunny almost fell off the bed however Changbinâs strong arms held her up even in his tired state. âMorning, (Y/n),â (Y/n) looked up at the rapper, she had almost forgotten that she had fallen asleep with him in his bed, the hybrid thought she would feel ashamed at this but she didnât. No, she actually felt happy and she yearned to fall asleep like this again. Â
âGood morning,â âDid you sleep well?â (Y/n) hesitated for a second before she answered, âVery well,â Changbin smiled so widely that his cheeks began hurting, âIâm glad to hear that, now, how about some breakfast? We need to leave for the company soon,â âCan I have a smoothie? Like the one I got a while ago?â âYeah, Iâll fix that for you, but youâre eating something more than just that, Minho-hyung wonât be happy otherwise,â âMaybe a sandwich as well then,â âThatâs better, go get dressed, itâs a bit rainy today so dress a bit warmer,âÂ
(Y/n) got up from the bed and went over to Jeonginâs room only to find it empty so she headed over to Felixâs room instead but he too was nowhere to be found. Thanks to her hybrid senses she could hear Seungmin moving around in his room, so (Y/n) went to his door and gave it a tiny knock. âCome in,â Seungmin said from inside, (Y/n) carefully opened the door and peeked inside. âHey, (Y/n)!â âHey, um, I canât find Jeongin or Felix, they usually help me with my outfits,â Seungmin looked a bit shocked, but then he nodded and smiled. âInnie had to leave earlier for a personal schedule so he left about 2-3 hours ago, heâll meet us at the company after lunch, Felix is probably helping Minho-hyung with the breakfast. You have most of your clothes in Jeonginâs room right?â âOh, he must be tired if he left that early, but, um, yeah, mostly with Innie and some in Felixâs room and a few things in Hyunjinâs,âÂ
Seungmin grabbed a hoodie from his wardrobe before he signaled to (Y/n) that they were leaving his room. They walked down to Jeonginâs room and went inside, over to the new wardrobe they had put up to keep (Y/n)âs clothes in. âAlright, letâs see, how about a hoodie and jeans? Or would you rather have yoga pants for the most comfortable outfit?â (Y/n) looked at Seungminâs outfit, and then out the window, before returning her gaze to the wardrobe. She thought back to previous days at the company building, most people wore expensive and impressive-looking outfits, while she did want the yoga pants because they were comfortable, she didnât want to make SKZ look bad because she didnât dress up. âWouldnât jeans or something like it be the most presentable option?âÂ
Seungmin was a bit confused but then noticed how the bunny looked at his outfit and her wardrobe. âI mean, sure, if you were coming with us to schedules where you must appear on screen, then yes a more dressy outfit would be better but for a day like this, a hoodie and yoga pants, are perfectly fine to wear,â âBut you look so much more dressed up than I would,â (Y/n) was pouting, which Seungmin thought was adorable. âIâm gonna stay behind after practice and go live for a little bit, hence, my outfit,â Seungmin thought that would be enough but then he thought about what the others would be wearing, âthe others will be dressed more comfortably, well, I think so, weâre all so used to dancing in all different kinds of outfits so we sometimes wear jeans and stuff like that to practice as well,â (Y/n) admired how hard Seungmin tried to comfort her whilst also staying truthful to the fact that anyone of them could show up in a performance grade outfit.Â
(Y/n) was thinking hard about this, should she choose her own comfort and risk making SKZ look bad or should she choose the presentable outfit and be uncomfortable all day? Some bad memories from the past began surfacing in her mind, choosing herself never ended well. But itâs different now, she tried to remind herself. Her family is not like the monsters from her past. (Y/n) took a deep breath, âIâll take the yoga pants,â She was nervous to actually say it out loud, but once she had, it felt like a weight had been lifted from her shoulders. Seungmin smiled at her, âThen yoga pants it is!â Seungmin took a pair of black yoga pants out of the wardrobe and a light blue hoodie, along with a pair of socks. âHere ya go! Get changed and then come to the kitchen, breakfast should be about done,â Just before Seungmin turned to leave the room, he bent down and kissed (Y/n) on the crown of her head, and then he walked toward the kitchen. (Y/n) stood in shock for a second, her whole face was as red as a tomato.Â
(Y/n) couldnât understand the way she was feeling, kissing Hyunjin and Jeongin made her feel a little embarrassed and tingly but this, this kiss made her feel so weak in the knees from warmth that she thought she might pass out. After a minute, she managed to shake of the shock and she got changed before she walked out of the room and headed to the kitchen.Â
The kitchen was noisy, (Y/n) could barely make out the 30 different sounds coming from behind the kitchen door with her enhanced hearing. She gently pushed the door open and walked inside, Minho and Changbin were rushing around making sandwiches, smoothies, and whatnot for everyone. Felix was sitting at the table, eating a sandwich in big bites, (Y/n) noticed his lack of a shirt and that he was wearing pyjama pants so he was probably eating quickly to then change into his work clothes. The hybrid blushed as she saw his sculpted, muscular back, she couldnât even imagine how his torso would look. Suddenly, she was very grateful to the fact that he wasnât facing her.Â
Hyunjin sat in front of Felix, drinking what looked, and smelled, like coffee, (Y/n) scrunched her nose at the scent, it wasnât her favorite. Jisung sat beside Felix, resting his head on the other's shoulder. He must be tired. (Y/n) thought. Bang Chan sat across from Jisung, drinking a smoothie, it looked delicious, making (Y/n)âs mouth water. Seungmin stood in a corner, looking down at the coffee maker, waiting for it to finish filling his cup. (Y/n) searched for Jeongin, but then she reminded herself that he wasnât home, it felt weird, it felt a bit empty not seeing them all together.Â
Minho looked up from what he was doing and noticed (Y/n) standing by the door. âGood morning bunny, come on, grab some breakfast, we donât have long until we must leave,â (Y/n) walked over and grabbed a sandwich from Minho before she turned and looked at Changbin, she smiled expectantly at him, her eyes so wide and bright one could only describe them as puppy-like. Binnie chuckled at the realization, their bunny hybrid giving him puppy eyes. âHere is your smoothie, as promised,â âThank you,â (Y/n) said as she accepted the glass from Changbin.Â
The bunny walked over to the table and sat down beside Jisung, doing her best not to steal any glances at Felixâs bare upper body. All the boys at the table mumbled somewhat of a âgood morningâ, some had their mouths filled with food or drinks, and some were just really tired. âHi,â (Y/n) answered back before she took a big gulp of the smoothie Binnie had made for her. It was full of delicious fruits, she felt mango and strawberries the most, and maybe a hint of peaches? âMmmm,â âWas it as good as the first one you got?â Changbin asked before he emptied out his own glass that was filled with a smoothie. âWell, the first one will always be the best because it was the first one I ever got, but this one is really tasty too!âÂ
All seven boys who were in the room with the hybrid felt their hearts swoon at the happy smile that rested so naturally on the bunnyâs lips and the spark in her eyes as she enjoyed her second ever smoothie. To think that there were people out there who had harmed such a beautiful and kind soul.Â
âIf you ever want another smoothie, just ask for one, next time, I might be able to teach you how to make one even, so that you can do it for yourself if we canât help you,â âThank you,â Minho walked over and looked down at the table, noticing that (Y/n) hadnât taken a single bite out of her sandwich yet and neither had Jisung who was as good as asleep on Felixâs shoulder. Lee Know lightly hit Han on the head to wake him up and then he gently put his hand on top of (Y/n)âs head, making the bunny look up at him. âEat your sandwiches, you two, and Ji, no sleeping at the table, also-â Minho turned to Felix, âyou, go get dressed,â Felix gulped down the last of his breakfast before he stood up and walked out of the kitchen.Â
(Y/n) couldnât help her wandering eyes as she watched the dancer stand up, the way his muscles flexed and stretched, she felt tingly all over and she suddenly felt very thirsty but she thought that was because of the sandwich she was eating and not because of Felix.Â
Both Hyunjin and Chan noticed the way that (Y/n)âs turned red, the sudden big gulp, the wandering eyes. No one can deny that Felix has a good body, and apparently, their little bunny finally noticed it too. Hyunjin felt his lips tingle a little as he remembered how soft the bunnyâs lips were, and how he wished he could kiss her again, for real this time. Chan looked down to (Y/n)âs lips, seeing her tongue run over them to catch a stray crum from the bread, he didnât want to rush her but damn did he want to feel her lips against his, would they feel as soft as they seem? Would she taste as sweet as she looked? He knew it might take a few days, weeks, months or even years before she would be comfortable to do things with all of them, maybe she wouldnât ever want to be with all of them in that way, and thatâs okay. However, he couldnât deny the yearning that he felt deep inside for her. Her soul was so beautiful, so pretty, so kind and warm, not to talk about her looks, Chan sometimes forgets that she isnât even human because she looks more like a goddess in his eyes.Â
Jisung didnât notice what everyone else saw, he was way too tired to even keep his eyes open. That night he had dreamt nightmare of (Y/n)âs past. He hadnât even been there, experienced what she had gone through, but whenever he had closed his eyes, all he saw was dark shadows chasing (Y/n), they held weapons in their hands, eventually, she couldnât run any longer, and the torture began, Jisung would jolt awake as he heard her scream. After the fifth or sixth time it happened, he gave up on sleeping. He wished he could have checked in on (Y/n), to see if she was sleeping, but he didnât dare disturbe her or Changbin if they were asleep so he waited and waited until morning came to see if (Y/n) was alive and well. Deep inside he knew she was okay with them, but the anxiety from the nightmares clouded his mind with doubt of her safety.Â
After a few bites of his sandwich, Jisungâs head once again felt heavy with exhaustion, he couldnât hold it up anymore and eventually, he let it fall and it landed on (Y/n)âs shoulder. He fell asleep almost instantly as he inhaled her sweet scent, seeing her awake and smiling, hearing her talk and be so lively, so different from when they just met, he felt relieved, part of his anxiety slowly washed away as he rested on her shoulder.Â
(Y/n) was surprised when Jisungâs head landed on her shoulder, but she welcomed the closeness, until she felt unease rush through her veins. His breathes were shallow, stressed, his body felt like it was burning up, her sensitive nose picking up something that smelled awful, she couldnât even describe it, all she knew was that the scent came from Jisung, from inside him. (Y/n) gasped, catching the attention of everyone in the room. âWhatâs wrong, (Y/n)?â Seungmin asked as he walked over. âJisung,â (Y/n) couldnât form a coherent sentence, she was stressing, anxiety filling her own body. She didnât understand what was wrong with Han, what if itâs something serious?Â
Chan looked between (Y/n) and Jisung, only now noticing how exhausted and stressed Jisung looked, he looked sick. âWhatâs wrong with him? Can you feel something?â Chan asked. âI⊠I donâtâŠ. know⊠um, scent, warm,â âShhh, itâs okay, calm down, everything will be okay,â Minho immediately walked over to (Y/n) and enveloped her into his arms as Seungmin gently moved Jisungâs head away from the hybrid. âHeâs burning up, hyung,â âThis seems like a reaction to an anxiety attack, remember, he used to get like this often back when we just debuted?â Chan said as he too walked over to the younger rapper. Jisung was unconscious yet he seemed like he was in the midst of a panic attack, his breathing hurried, sweat forming on his forehead, body shaking and feverish. (Y/n) was shaking, her eyes couldnât focus on anything, her temperature rising from the panic, tears silently falling down her cheeks.Â
âMinho, and Jinnie, can you two take care of (Y/n) whilst Seungmin and Changbin take Jisung back to his room? Iâll go call the company and say that we might not come in today because of this, Iâll ask Felix to message Jeongin so that he knows whatâs going on,â Everyone just nodded before getting to work.Â
(Y/n) was shaking in Lee Knowâs arms, so worried for Jisung that she internalized his own sickness onto herself. âThis is similar to how she was when I found her, shaking, scared, confused,â Minho said as Hyunjin came over and gently scratched (Y/n)âs head, right by her long and soft bunny ears. Something she once mentioned calmed her down. âYeah, itâs kind of how she got in the elevator too,â Hyunjin stopped his sentence to wipe away some of the tears from (Y/n)âs face, âit must be stressful to see someone in her newfound family collapse like this,â â(Y/n)? Should we at least move to the living room? So that you can sit down comfortably on the couch?âÂ
(Y/n) could barely hear what the two dancers were saying, it sounded like she was under water and they were above the surface talking. All she could do was just grip onto Minhoâs shoulders just a little harder and hope that was enough of an answer to whatever question he had asked her. Minho tried to stand up as gently as he could with (Y/n) clutching on to him, Hyunjin helped with stabilizing the bunny and holding the door open for his hyung. They sat down on the couch, (Y/n) half in Minhoâs lap and half on the couch, Hyunjin leaned over so that the hybrid was sandwiched between them and he once again began gently scratching her head.Â
This had been one shaky morning, it started out so good but it quickly turned bad. Maybe a free day would do them all so good. The company wasnât happy with them but they approved the sudden day off once Chan promised to work on some songs at home. Once Felix managed to reach I.N, the maknae hurriedly finished his personal schedule so that he could rush home as fast as he could. They all wanted to be there to comfort their family. When Jeongin got home, he found Minho, Hyunjin, and (Y/n) asleep on the couch with some low music playing in the background, Chan, Felix, and Changbin were sitting on the floor of Jisungâs room, half asleep as they watched over their brother, and finally, Seungmin was in the kitchen, cleaning up from the breakfast and prepping to make tea for everyone once they woke up again. Jeongin joined Seungmin in the kitchen, helping with the final pieces of the clean up, before he went to the living room, joining the hug-pile on the couch and letting himself fall asleep as well. Perhaps, the afternoon, will be kinder on all of them.Â
And that was this chapter, I hope everyone enjoys it, what do you think will happen next? Will Chan get his moment to kiss our dear (Y/n)? Or will someone else perhaps steal her next kiss before him? Will Jisung be okay? I guess we will see, next time!Â
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Summary: you and Bucky said your goodbyes and you faced a grueling night shift. However, the next morning your now favorite customer returns.
Warnings: drunk men * men who touch you without your consent * Simply... warnings are men
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You're in bed after an exhausting night. After Bucky left, the bar gradually filled up completely, both inside and outside. Both you and Megan worked those hours; alone, it would have been impossible. While you were working, some men took the liberty of touching you without permission, and you can still feel their touch imprinted on your skin. You hate this job more and more, and knowing that you have to return in a few hours doesn't console you at all.
The next morning, Bucky was already there at opening time. He helped you set up the bar by bringing out the tables and chairs, then positioned himself in the same spot while you washed the counter.
âSame drink?â you ask him, and he shakes his head.
âWhatâs the point if you don't let me get drunk?â he chuckles. âI'd like a coffee,â he adds. With a smile, you prepare it for him.
âHow many glasses do you need to get drunk?â you ask curiously. A normal person would be drunk after just two glasses of your strongest drink, but Bucky, even after five, simply felt more vulnerable.
âToo many,â he replies, focusing his gaze on your sweet face.
As the bar gradually fills with people wanting breakfast, you serve everyone with a smile. Bucky watches your every move intently, and under his gaze, you feel embarrassed, wishing he would leave and come back when the place isnât so full. You know the skirt of your uniform moves too much, and youâre afraid Bucky might turn out to be like the other pigs who frequent the bar. Yet, you want to trust him. As soon as there are no more customers to serve, you return to Bucky.
âIsnât working in a uniform like this suicide?â your favorite customer asks, and you nod. He understands. He knows what drunk men do to cute girls like you at the bar.
âBut I know how to defend myself,â you tell him with a wink. He raises an eyebrow, unconvinced.
âThis bar, and you, need a bodyguard, donât you?â he suggests.
âYouâre kidding. No, I donât need one!â you laugh at his words. He seems too serious, so when the next day your employer announces Bucky as the barâs bodyguard for night shifts, youâre left speechless.
âYouâre crazy,â you tell him with a smile during your morning shift, him sitting in the same place and you behind the counter.
âBut now you wonât have to be afraid anymore,â he replies. Heâs completely right. With someone to defend you from other men, you feel safer and the job seems less burdensome. You place your warm hand on top of his.
âThank you very much,â you say sincerely, offering him a coffee and a brioche. Although he isnât crazy about sweets, he decides to eat it to avoid hurting your feelings and shares it with you. He feeds you a piece because your hands are dirty with soap, and seeing you get dirty with chocolate cream makes him smile, a cute smile that will remain imprinted in your mind.
Today, Bucky stayed less, and during your second shift, he only stopped by to say hello before you saw each other again at night. Heâs dressed in a tight black t-shirt, revealing his vibranium arm, with the bar's logo, and simple sweatpants. When you saw him, you were transfixed by his irresistible charm. He greets you and Megan, who wonders if having a bodyguard will make shifts calmer, without men touching you inappropriately.
âGood evening, stud,â Megan says in her usual flirtatious tone, which for some reason bothers you. He returns the greeting with a wave.
âDo you prefer me to position myself inside or outside?â he asks, his hoarse voice sending a shiver down your spine.
âStand at the door and keep an eye on both inside and outside,â Megan replies. You agree, so you donât say anything else. Before starting your shift, you and Megan usually share a chocolate bar. Today she brought it, gave you your share, and then went to the counter, leaving you alone with Bucky for a few minutes.
âItâs our custom,â you tell him, showing your piece of chocolate with a smile.
âA lucky charm?â he asks, and you nod, breaking your part in two and giving him a piece, which he accepts with thanks.
âLuck will be needed by those who watch you,â he says, and you blush, giggling. You hold up the piece of chocolate as if to toast and then eat while looking at each other. Your gaze focuses on him as he swallows, showing his Adam's apple.
You let him go, and he positions himself at the door, watching both inside and outside without losing sight of you.
âThat man is crazy about you,â Megan whispers in your ear while eating her chocolate. You blush and shake your head.
âHeâs just grateful because I didnât let him get drunk,â you reply and then take table sixâs order. Megan doesnât say anything else and goes back to serving her regular customers, flirting for tips.
You take a tray, place the drinks on it, and head towards the table with your usual smile. You see Buckyâs eyes on you and give him a reassuring smile. That table starts whistling as you approach, and your smile fades.
âIs your number included with the drinks?â someone asks. You ignore it and serve the drinks as quickly as possible. One guy puts his hand on your thigh, and before he can go further, Bucky is behind you.
âHaving a nice evening?â Bucky asks in his deep voice.
âWe wanted to have fun with this little doll,â the customer replies, tightening his grip on your thigh.
Your bodyguard pulls you close, making the guy's hand slip away. Your back is against Bucky's chest. You feel his chest rise and fall with his breath, his scent filling your nostrils. You think youâre about to faint.
âGo to the counter and donât move,â he whispers in your ear. Blushing, you do as he asks and prepare the other orders. From there, you see Bucky still talking to that table when one of them stands up and punches him in the face. Bucky remains unfazed, touching his lip where you see a small wound. He then walks away, leaving the drunkards behind. âIt was a pleasure talking to you too,â you hear him say as he walks away.
âHow are you?â he asks you.
âYouâre the one with the bloody lip,â you giggle, wetting a washcloth to dab his wound.
âWhy didnât you hit him back?â you ask.
âMy job is to protect you, not kill anyone,â he answers. âTrust me, if I wanted to, I could kill him right now,â he adds, and you smile. He got punched just for you. Before returning to his station, he asks if youâre okay and if you need anything. How can a man be so thoughtful after only a few days of knowing each other?
The rest of the evening goes peacefully. No one else dares approach you after seeing Bucky protect you. With that arm, itâs not a problem for him to send someone straight to the afterlife. Youâve never had such a peaceful and pleasant evening. Men limit themselves to compliments, women ask for Buckyâs name, but you (for some reason) pretend not to know him. Megan canât help but notice the connection between you.
When closing time comes, your colleague leaves in a hurry. You change into something more comfortable for walking at night. You thought Bucky was already gone, but heâs waiting for you at the door.
âIâll walk you home,â he says. Itâs not a polite question but an order. But you donât mind.
âHas anyone ever gone further?â he asks, walking next to you. You nod, shivering at the memory of certain creeps.
âLuckily, they never got too far. I have many precautions,â you assure him. He had already imagined scenarios of you being abused, but knowing they didnât succeed makes him feel better.
When you arrive at your house, you notice his lip has worsened. You force him to come upstairs and sit on the armchair while you fetch the first aid kit. You carefully disinfect the wound. He feels a bit of pain but tries not to show it to maintain his mysterious demeanor. You put a band-aid on him, and he thanks you for your kindness.
âThanks to you. Iâve been working at that bar for months, and today was the first time I didnât feel in danger at every table I served,â you confess. You accompany him to the exit with regret, suggesting he stay over since itâs late, but he flatly refuses. Before he leaves, you kiss his cheek to say goodnight.
âGoodnight, pretty girl,â he answered and giggling you slowly closed the door. Now every time you hear "pretty girl" you can't help but think of Bucky.
Outside your door, he touches his cheek where your lips had been, and the memory makes him blush and a smile appears on his lips.
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Agatha Harkness X Fem!Reader
Chapter 1. - Chapter 2. - Chapter 3
Chapter 4. - Chapter 5. - Chapter 6
Chapter 7. - Chapter 8. - Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Word Count: 1588
Chapter 10:
You approached Jen, who was trying to think.
"What ingredients do you need?"
You had not been around a lot of Potion Witches but you knew Jen would need certain things to start making the potion.
You merely prayed you would find them soon enough in this huge house, for enough time had already been wasted.
Jen thought carefully for a moment. "I need frankincense and the gut of a eusocial insect."
Alice extended her hand, grabbing Teen's lower arm. "We'll handle that first part." She said and, along with the boy, rushed to find the two ingredients.
Jen took a deep breath, trying not to overthink or let the ticking sound of the clock distract her. She needed to be concentrated, for there was no room for error.
"I need a corpse that's been decaying for at least 30 million years."
Your eyebrows went up, not expecting that such a thing could actually be part of an antidote. It was in those times you really hated potions and was reminded how complicated they were.
"Is that something that's available? Cause I don't know what you're talking about." Agatha commented, anxiously waiting for the swelling to go away.
"Why do I have to translate? It's zooplankton." Jen explained, but that did not seem to ring a bell to any of you. "It's in petroleum products."
Suddenly, Lilia seemed to get an idea. "That we maybe can do."
Agatha nodded. "Lilia, let's go."
You watched the two women go and you glanced at Jen, feeling odd to be left with her.
"You help me find a cauldron or something to use!"
You could only nod as you both started to search the kitchenware, but nothing seemed fitting enough or your cause or big for that matter.
Your eyes went to the square sink, and a crazy idea popped into your mind. It was crazy. It was perhaps wrong, but right now, you were literally fighting for your life.
"The sink!" You pointed out, earning her attention.
"Huh?" Jen exclaimed.
"The sink is big enough, and we can clog it, so the water remains."
Jen looked at you for a moment, wondering if you had gone mad, but then she looked at the sink, and she could somehow imagine it that it could work.
"Okay... I can work with this," she agreed and once again focused on you. "I need one more ingredient. Eye of Newt, " she explained, but you only ended up staring at her for a little longer, blinking slowly. In the end, she gave up. "You fill the sink, I will go get it"
"Sounds like a good plan" you agreed.
You would not really point out that potions was your weak spot, though by now it might have been obvious enough.
Choosing not to comment, you watched her leave in search of a spice pantry while you placed the tab in the sink and let the warm water flow.
The clock next to you kept counting down, making your heart race faster due to the poison but also due to worry. A constant reminder that your chances of survival kept getting smaller was not helping keep you calm.
You placed your hands on the kitchen bench and leaned slightly forward, head hung low. As you felt the hot steam coming from the pooling water, you closed your eyes and tried to take a few deep breaths.
You sure did not remember the trials being that stressful the last time, yet centuries had passed ever since.
The sound of the clock seemed to slowly go away, blending with the background noises until it was a deep but weak echo at the very back.
The sudden change made you open your eyes, wondering what was going on. To your surprise, the house seemed dark and with barely any light present.
The faint sound of multiple steps came from a door to the very left, and you found yourself slowly walking towards it, leaving behind the kitchen and the sink that was halfway full.
As you kept walking, the sound of steps grew louder, and as you took a turn to the left; you could not help but gasp silently.
The hallway or room or whatever was meant to be there seemed to have expanded and was covered in darkness. The only thing visible was the light of torches, casting shadows on the faces of some familiar men.
"Get the witch!" One shouted, lifting a heavy object with both hands.
"Grab her!"
"Demon!"
"Kill her"
Your instincts told you to run away, to get as far away as possible but sudden fear clouded your mind; paralysing you.
You could only stare as the angry men kept shouting, the sound of chains triggering dark memories within you.
"No... no, no...no..." You repeated again and again as you brought your hands in front of you, forming an X in a futile attempts to protect yourself from the hits that were about to come.
Your white magic glowed in your palms and around your fingers, your instincts about to use it to protect you against the old enemy that had been brought back.
Before it could, however, it was stopped.
A strong pair of arms grabbed your wrist and shook you faintly as a muffled voice barely reached your eyes.
Gathering the courage, you dared to open your eyes only to see yourself with one knee against the wooden floor.
The angry men from before were gone, the lights were back to normal, and Agatha was holding your wrists; having almost gotten hit by your magic.
"You are with me, sugar?" She asked, bending slightly as if trying to ensure you would not fall; her grip on your wrists strong.
When Agatha was coming back with Lilia, she felt triumphant. She knew she found the ingredients into Jen's products, and she would use that as a chance to expose her dirty secret about her "natural" products.
However, before she could; Lilia seemed to get trapped into some sort of illusion or nightmare; one that actually worried Agatha, mostly on what the old witch had seen to terrify her that much.
Once this was over, she had made her way towards the kitchen when she saw you; staring at nothing. She called your name but her smile had disappeared once she realised you were also fighting an illusion, one to make you beg.
Her instincts kicked in and she handed all of the products she had right into Lilia's hands, not caring if the older witch would be able to handle the new load and quantity.
She rushed towards you, worry evident in her eyes. Your white magic seemed to flare when she approached but she managed to grab your wrist and shake you slightly, hoping this would help you snap out of it.
When you opened your eyes, she could barely find the strength to stare into your pained and terrified gaze. She had never seen that look on you, and it worried her of what could have taken place while she was away from you.
When you finally calmed down, a deep breath left your lips, and you could finally answer her. "I... I am, " you replied as you stood up with her help.
She did not seem to truly believe you, but as the sound of a ticking clock reached you, you were reminded there was not a lot of time for small moments.
You moved back to the kitchen just in time to meet the others, seeing them almost all as terrified and shaken as you; with the exception of Teen, who had not drank the wine.
Wasting no time, you cleaned the bench of any unnecessary items and placed all the ingredients on the marble top. When Jen had seen her products, she parted her lips to argue but chose not to; and only instructed you to add the ingredients in the proper turn.
Then, another obstacle showed up.
"Any bright ideas on how to set this sink to boil?" Jen asked, since the warm water you had filled the sink with was mot enough.
Agatha looked at her. "You didn't think of this before?"
Jen held back the need to snap at the former dark witch. "In the middle of a traumatic hallucination? No, Agatha, I did not!"
She took a deep breath as she tried to ignore the sound of running water. Because if it wasn't enough the poison and the timer, the Road had chosen to flood everything outside.
And thanks to the crack Agatha made before, saltwater was entering and you all feared when the time was up; that crack would stop holding resistance.
Thankfully, Teen seemed to know of something.
"Is there a sous vide?" He asked, and Jen smiled, a passive congratulation in his quick thinking.
Agatha arched an eyebrow and looked at you and Lilia, the ones standing closer together.
"That's something people know about?" She asked, and you only shrugged your shoulders, as clueless as the others on the topic.
Potions were never your strong suit, and neither was cooking, pastry, or anything having to do with a kitchen. You were a descent gardener, but your talents, unfortunately, laid elsewhere.
"It's a super fancy cooking tool. It heats water to a specific temperature, so you can cook your meat evenly." Teen explained, coming back with a weird object in his hand.
The clock let ouf a louder ticking noise, a reminder that you were almost down to the last minutes.
Chapter 11
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Chapter 9
Yandere Psych Patient König x Nurse Reader
Warning: Possesive, Obsession, Death, Gore, Blood, Smut, Toxic behavior, age gap.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
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König went crazy with the news. He would come home with baby stuff, onsies, burp cloths, books on parenting, baby bottles, diapers, crib, stroller, baby car seat.
He would assemble the crib and make a nursery in the next room. The only thing you did is to make sure your healthy and worry about the baby growing inside of you.
When you told König about the news, he showed how happy he was by giving you a night of love and intimacy. Not in the animal way he was giving you. It was more softer and gentle that you fell head over heels for him. Him being soft to you and the baby gave you a new perspective of him. You were not scared of him.
He wasn't lashing out on you as before. You have been scared to ask him if it was okay for you to step outside for the first time since you've been here. Everything has been going so good, you didn't want to ruin it.
König has hired a private medic that specializes in peds to help you with the pregnancy and to be there for when you give birth.
As months pass by, you grew and the more you grew the more König crave you. He would have sex with you, gentle so he won't harm the baby. When it was time for your due date, you were quite nervous about giving birth.
You used your knowledge and check yourself everyday to prepare for when you would go into labor.
Eventually, that day came by. König was outside, doing whatever he does. You were in the kitchen, preparing yourself a little snack when you felt pain. That pain was followed by a feel of gush going down your legs. You saw the puddle on the floor and went into a bit of panic.
You took a few deep breaths and hoped that König would enter the house soon. But he didn't. It left you with no choice, but to run to König outside. You opened the front door. You hoped that König wouldn't yell at you.
König rolled out from under his truck and saw you there. He got up and ran towards you. "König! The baby is coming."
His eyes widen as he quickly dialed the medic, who came in quick.
You were laying on your back with your legs spread open. König was sitting next to you, holding your hand. When the medic told you to push with everything you got, you did.
It felt like hell. The pain so too much, but you heard the baby cry, it all went away. They weren't kidding when they say the pain will go away as soon as you held your baby. The medic placed your newborn baby on your chest and you saw all the little features.
"Congratulations, a beautiful baby boy." The medic said.
He had your hair and skin color and when he opened his eyes, you saw the pure, clear, blue eyes. He has König's eyes.
König will hold him. Your baby is so tiny when he's being held by König's arms that it makes it more adorable.
He would wake up in the middle of the night and feed him. He would change his diaper when you would take your day naps. He would rock him to sleep, so you can take a moment for a shower.
As for you, he would help you whenever when it comes to your needs. He would help you wash your hair when your arms are too tired from holding the baby. He would give you feet massages when your carrying the baby all day.
When you feel your breast filled up and sore, he would suck them dry for you.
He was honestly living the best life and he would not let anybody get in between them.
So when he saw Horangi carrying your baby as you plead for him to give him back. He felt anger.
"Horangi! What are you doing!?" He screamed at him, pulling you back to behind him.
"What, König? You think it's fair for you to live this life. You fucking put us here!" He said, pointing his bowie knife at you and him.
"And what? Killing MY child is going to solve this!?" He took a step closer to him.
"Oh. I'm not going to kill him. I think that maybe I should live this life too. You're just going to be in the way König." He swayed his knife back and forth with a smile on his face.
König laughed, "you're going to kill me? Is that your plan."
"Mm. No." The three of you heard police sirens coming in close, "you see, I served my time in that fucking hospital. You escaped. I did nothing wrong here, you did."
Königs fist clenched so hard, you could see all of his veins and muscles on his wrist. "du verdammter VerrÀter! (You fucking traitor!)"
"Now, König. You don't want to kill me while I'm holding your son.." he tilted his head, "sorry, my son. He'll need a father growing up wouldn't he."
"You? A father? The only thing you're gonna do is pass down your gambling addiction." König felt your hand on his arm, he looked back at you over his shoulder.
"Please don't make this worse König." König felt everything crumbling down.
The moment he saw you at that hospital. The moment he saw how you defended him. He never felt so weak and hatred as he does now.
He heard bannging on the door. He opened as saw many police officers. He put his hands on the air as they cuffed him and placed him on the back of the police car.
König went through trial for escaping and murdering the people at the hospital.
Now, instead of the Psychiatric hospital, he's behind bars. People have heard rumors. How he killed all the workers and left one alive. How he tortured that victim to death.
He would receive letters from Horangi. Letters of him being taunted on how he's taking care of you. Of his son.
He would even visit Kïżœïżœnig and tell him how good you are to him. König doesn't need to know the full truth either way.
He even gave him the news that you are expecting another child. His child.
Horangi's child.
König counted the days. He didn't lash out. He didn't do anything bad. He was too clouded with anger that he didn't do anything behind bars.
Which led to, "good news, König. You'll be out sooner than we thought. That good behavior is doing you good."
He was counting the days. The day where he will be excorted out from prison. The day where he will see the gate open. The day where he will see the sky again.
The day where he will stop at nothing to find you.
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Baby Trapped â Chapter 1
Chris Sturniolo x Fem!OC
Summary: Chris is in a toxic relationship and the only thing keeping him there is his daughter.
warning- Toxic relationship, Miserable Chris, Shouting, Abuse, Physical Abuse, Talk of miscarriage
A/N : This is so bad itâs concerning but oh well, iâll fix it later. Enjoy xx
I DO NOT GIVE PERMISSION FOR MY WORK TO BE STOLEN, REPOSTED OR TRANSLATED
Prologue <â> Chapter 2
It all started on a quite joyful note. Nate was in town visiting the triplets and they had gone to a bar the night before he left back to Boston
âAlright,â Nate said over the loud music to Chris, looking around before spotting someone.
âI bet you $40 you canât pick her up.â He said turning to Chris.Â
Matt who was next to the pair laughed while shaking his head. âHer? iâm surprised she even got in here. Iâll bet you $60â
The girl was tall, not taller than Chris but still fairly tall, She had almost perfect skin with curls falling on her shoulders beautifully. She was definitely Chrisâ type however it was rare that you saw Chris hit on a girl and even more rare that he hit on a girl and succeeded.
Chris turned to face his brother astonished, âWhat? You donât think i can do it?âÂ
âGirl your age, not staring at you like youâre  a dancing monkey, that pretty. Good luck buddy.â Nick interjected before taking a sip of his drink.
âYou know what,â Chris started, quickly downing his drink and stand up, âI think i will got talk to her.âÂ
That night a slightly Tipsy Chris went to talk to a very pretty girl, a girl that he didnât know was actually as safe as poison. That night marked that everything changed. From that exchange of phone numbers led to a toxic relationship, an unplanned pregnancy and a whole load of problems that none of the triplets had even thought could happen.
To be completely honest it had all happened at an unusually fast pace. Within 2 months of talking they were together, the honeymoon period lasted for about a month before the relationship started to turn ugly. What used to be simple taps turned into being hit with hard object which turned into being left on the floor, bruised and bloody. After about 6 months Chris had tried to break up with her but he couldnât. She threatened to stop eating, to cut herself, to kill herself, and even the possibility of her going through with these things because of chris was enough to make him stay. When he tried to leave again she made the same threats but Chris stood up for himself and thatâs when she told him she was pregnant. That night was still foggy for Chris but after a few too many drinks, a couple of kisses, apologies and a plane ticket to vegas later, Chris woke up hung over and married, and 10 months later his daughter, Adriana was born.
Adriana was the one thing that kept him going all these years, the idea that he finally had a daughter to love and care for, a daughter that was all his, a daughter that loved him as he loved her. His daughter. He didnât want to leave Aaliyah because he knew if he did she could be taken from him and that made him stay. It made him put up a fight. It made him strong.
It started when they came back from tour. Late.Â
âDaddy!â Adriana cried out as Chris fell to the floor, Aaliyah stood over him.
âYou were supposed to be back at 3 oâclock Christopher, 3!â She screamed adding more punched to his face.
It was currently 6. In all honestly, Chris had just come back from tour and their flight home had simply been delayed. However, in Aaliyahâs eyes Chris staying out late just meant that he was cheating and she couldnât stand for him cheating.Â
âDaddy!â Adriana cried again this time leaving her safe spot behind the door frame and coming to try and stop her mother. That had never happened before. Usually when Aaliyah went crazy on Chris she was like hide under her bed in her room and wait for Chris to come and and rock her to sleep saying everything was fine however this time things were different, Aaliyah was hitting harder and faster. Adriana has to protect her dad the way he protects her. It was only fair.
âAdrian get back!â Chris yelled as he watched his daughter toddle over to her mother. It was only when his wifeâs elbow connected with his daughterâs nose that Chris fought back. He quickly grabbed Aaliyah by her arms and pushed her off him. Hard. Hard enough to knock her into a shelf that was near them and had some of the books fall on her.
In that moment Chris quickly got up, ignoring the immense pain he felt. He quickly picked his daughter up and ran downstairs to her room before locking them both in it. At that point Adriana was still crying saying her face hurt and Chris was trying to pack a bag of everything she needed. Her clothes, her night time dipears, her kindergarten uniform and her favourite stuffed animal, Jeff theÂ
giraffe. As he started shoving everything in a bag he heard Aaliyah starting to move so he quickly put his shoes on, put adrianâs shoes in his bag, picked her up and ran for the door before quickly putting her in her car seat and driving away from the house.
Chris was speeding, running red lights, cutting people off and breaking almost every rule of driving to get them away from the house but at that point he didnât even care about himself, he needed to get Adriana out if there. After a while Chris finally parked his car at a Mcdonaldâs around 20 minutes from his brotherâs house. If she went straight there she would find him. He finally turned to his daughter who was still breathing heavily from how she had been crying.Â
âOh baby,â Chris said softly as he got out of the car and went over to the back of the car to pick her up and hug her tight. Adriana started crying into Chrisâ shoulder again, gripping his hoodie tightly. Chris simply rocked her, humming soothing tunes and playing with her hair, the same things he used to do whenever Aaliyah would be destroying things around the house and so Adriana couldnât sleep. Eventually, she stopped crying and was simply sniffling.Â
âIâm sorry Adi Iâm really sorry. I love you so much iâm sorry you saw that. Howâs your nose huh?â
âBetterâ
âIâm sure it is you brave brave girl.â Chris said ticking her side finally making her giggle. âThere we go, youâre laughing now.â He said happily before kissing her cheek. âLetâs get something to eat okay?â
âChris?â Matt spoke through the phone gently, âWhere are you?â
âIâm at Mcdonaldâs, the one near your house,â Chris replied rubbing the exhaustion of his eyes. They had been at that mcdonaldâs for no around 5 hours now and the realisation from what had haken had started to kick in. Now Adriana was asleep in her car seat and Chris was trying to stop his hands from shaking.
âChris!â Nick yelled faintly before grabbing the phone from Matt. âChris Aaliyah was just here, sheâs left now but she was screaming that you left and she was going to go to the cops.â No. This couldnât be happening. He only touched her to protect his child. If she went to the cops would they even believe him?
âChris? Chris come here okay. Look Matts phone is about to die and i canât find mine just come here and weâll sort everything out okay? come here and we ca-â Was the last thing Chris heard before thephone went dead.
Chris considered his options. He could go back and beg Aaliyah not to call the cops or he could go to his brothers house and keep him and his daughter safe.
âAdiâs asleep, she went out like a light.â Matt laughed quietly before joining his brothers on the couch.
âChris, i know you donât want to but you have to tell us what happened.â Nick explained as Chris rolled his eyes and got up from the couch.
âNothing happed Nick, sheâs just mourning thatâs all.â
âOh my gosh Chris I am so tired of you using that tired excuse every time she messes up. I understand losing a child can be hard.â Nick yelled before Chris cut him up.
âShut up Nick, just shut up!â
âBut if sheâs doing something to you thatâs so bad that you had to take your living child and run then you have to do something about it. Chris what if you need a lawyer?â
âShut up, i said shut up!â Chris screamed, grabbing Nick by his collar.
âWow wow Chris chill out, heâs just trying to help you.â Matt shouted trying to get in between the two.Â
âYeah well your help isnât needed,â Chris said much quieter now letting go of Nicks collar, âmy wife is mourning our child okay? And so am I.â Chris said sincerely before waking upstairs to find his daughter.
He didnât mean to lash out at his brother, but itâs hard to do so when someone is in your head like that. Chris may not be sure if he truly did love Aaliyah but she was the mother of his only child and that was enough to make him protect her, even if it meant killing himself inside in the process.
He didnât even remember falling asleep near his daughter, all he knew was the next morning he woke up to Aaliyah rubbing his back telling him to wake up so they could go home.
Caught. They were caught.
âCommon babe, you go have breakfast with you brothers downstairs iâll go get Adi ready okay?â She asked lovingly before pressing a soft kiss to his check and lips.Â
Yes, the same woman who had been beating on him yesterday was know kissing him like nothing had happened. She was mean and manipulated by she was a pretty damn good actor.
Chris riddled downstairs where he heard Matt and Nick gossiping.
âHe was about to sucker punch me in the mouth!â
âNick, you said his wife should get over their dead son. I wouldâve done the same.â
âI didnât say it like that.â
âIâm sorry okay?â Chris said in the door frame causing his other triplet brothers to turn their heads and look at him. âI was in a bad room. Iâm sorry for taking it out on you.â
âIâm sorry for what I said, but Chris, if she is doing something to you, you have to tell us. We can help you but we can only do that if you let us in. Please?â Nick begged.
Does he tell them whatâs going on? Does he try to explain to them that they canât let him leave with her. He has to. He has to save his child from her. From what she could do to her. Not only that but he had to save himself. He had to save himself from the pain this whole relationship had caused, he had to save himself from all the suffe-
âYou ready to go babe.â Aaliyah whispered as she turned the corner, a sleeping child resting on her chest and her baby bag in another hand.Â
âYeah, yeah i am.â Chris stated quietly, watching as his brothers shoulders dropped and he looked down in defeat.
Chris quickly brought his brothers into a hug and whispered a quick âThanksâ to them before the small family left the house. It was only when they got in the car the Aaliyah facade dropped and she turned to Chris with a serious face.
âChristopher, the next time you run of with my daughter after laying hand on me, i promise you i will go straight to the police, and take you to the cleaners. Are we clear?â She asked.
 Chris didnât say anything, to shocked at her change in tone.
âI said are we clear?â She asked again, this time with our agitation in her voice.Â
âYes, weâre clear.â He replied quietly before staring the engine and pulling out the driveway.
That was his life, a woman who treated him horribly but who he still stayed with, because he had a child to protect, and if that meant protecting her mother as well then so be it.
Hehehe, Luv ya ~ Xenya
Chapter 2
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chap. 1 || chap. 2 || chap. 3 || chap. 4 || chap. 5 || chap. 6 || chap. 7 || chap. 8 || chap. 9
đđđ«đ§đąđ§đ đŹ: Some Cursing, Hardcore Lesbian Angst, Clarisse is hopelessly swooning over Reader (honestly so real), Some More of Our Fav Couple Bonding, Clarisse is unbelievably DOWNBAD for Reader (like so respectfully đ€), Kinda!OOC!Clarisse, Simp!Clarisse, Mention of Drugs (Marijuana), Implied Mentions of Illegal Drug Trade & Possession, Kinda Stoner!Adrianna
đđđąđ«đąđ§đ đŹ: Younger Brother!Percy Jackson â Older Sister!Reader, (Brief) Chiron â Daughter of Poseidon!Reader, Adrianna Smith â Daughter of Poseidon!Reader, Clarisse La Rue â Daughter of Poseidon!Reader
đđźđŠđŠđđ«đČ: For final confirmation and eventual prophecy, the Jackson-Matthews siblings go to the Oracle. At the selection ceremony, Y/N and Percy must carefully choose their own two quest-mates.
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The next day, Grover guided you two to an attic, telling you that the Oracle was the final confirmation to officially set out on a quest. As stated by the satyr protector, if the quest was to be fully completed, the Oracle would grant the quest-mates a prophecy.
Percy hesitantly stared at the attic, and you couldnât blame him for it either. It looks like a sketchy attic, but at least it was still daylight so that settled some nerves, right?
Not for your brother though, heâs a scaredy-cat and youâre the reason heâs currently surviving. Itâs a wonder how he managed to survive this long, even with your help.
Once Grover had left the two siblings alone, Percy began to panic. âIâm not going in there, I donât care what you say,â
You rolled your eyes, âCâmon Percy, stop being such a baby, and letâs get this over with,â
âDoing this for our mother, right?â You encouraged him.
His expression faltered slightly at the mention of his mom and he nodded, determination replacing fear.
âFor mom,â
You nodded at his confirmation, opening the door, and entering inside the attic with your brother close behind.
Walking up the stairs, the stairs creaked underneath the mixed weights of the two siblings as you surveyed the many items lingering around. Careful not to touch anything, you looked behind and swatted Percyâs hand away from a weird-looking object. Your brother released a pained yelp, quickly yanking his hand, and mustering the meanest glare ever at you.
âAre you crazy? Donât touch anything in here, this place is already creepy as is,â You huffed as the blonde boy embarrassingly tended to his wounded hand.
âMessage received,â
Further exploring the abandoned attic, a round window being the only light source, casting below on an old crooked woman sitting down.
What in the absolute fuck is that thing? Did Grover fuck us over or something? How is this old womanâs Halloween decoration supposed to give us advice on our quest?
âYou see this shit too, right?â You asked your brother.
âWhat else could I be seeing?â
âGood, I thought I was going batshit crazy for a second there,â
âTalk to itâŠor her,â You nudged him forward.
âTalk to her?! Why donât you do it?â
âFuck no, Iâm not talking to her!â
âYouâre older,â
âAnd as the older sibling, Iâm telling you to talk to it,â
âNo,â He shakes his head, âLook weâll flip for it, youâre heads and Iâm tails.â
âI donât have a quarter, dumbass.â
âFine. Rock, paper, scissors,â He chose another alternative.
âNever mind, Iâll do it,â You rolled your eyes, pushing him out of the way, and slowly coming closer to the crooked old woman. âHi, Iâm Y/N. Itâs nice to meet you.â
At that, the woman in the chair remained quiet, and unmoving too. You glanced at Percy, urging him to move forward and start speaking to the so-called Oracle as well.
âWe were told a quest isnât a quest until youâve said so?â
Yet again, the woman stays silent, not moving an inch.
âWhich is weird considering youâre a Halloween decoration,â Percy mutters, turning to you, âLook this is stupid, can we just leave, please?â
âAs much as I want to leave, we have to get confirmation from the Oracle if we actually want to complete this quest,â
You grabbed a stick, poking the old woman with it, testing to see if she was alive or responsive at best. Your heart jumped out of your chest when the woman finally moved, fixing her neck posture, and sitting upright in the chair.
âOh fuck,â You murmured, discarding the stick and distancing yourself from the woman.
âOh geez,â Percy groaned, stepping backward. âYou seem busy, weâll come back,â
Percy reached out to grab your wrist, seeking your compliance then quickly followed your acceptance. Turning around to leave the creepy attic, you heard her breathing getting louder and more intense, earning your undivided attention.
Upon looking at the Oracle, she breathed out a green fog, which evolved into a large green cloud. In the midst of the green cloud, a manâs face appears, slightly startling the two siblings.
âCome on, really?â You retorted, unimpressed.
âYou shall go west and face the god who has turned. And you shall find what was stolen and see it safely returned.â The Oracle, or rather the green smokey man states. âYou shall also be betrayed by the one who calls you friend and fails to save what matters most in the end.â
Your eyes widened in astonishment at the revelation. Thereâs nothing like a bruising betrayal to make this quest more complicated and interesting.
Betrayed by a close friend? Who could it be? Youâve made a countless number of friends at Camp Half-Blood. Luke, Chris, Adrianna, Clarisse, Annabeth, or even Grover? Only time will tell and time isnât on anyoneâs side.
Okay, Y/N, time to eliminate the list of suspects you devised.
Starting easy, letâs assume it is Adrianna?! HmmâŠfuck no. Not because youâre completely biased with her, itâs just because you trust and love her. Sometimes love and trust arenât enough to stabilize a person, possibly only enough for them to spare that person. If there was a scenario where Adrianna was the lightning thief, youâd ignore it as if it was nothing. But god, just think of the betrayal youâd experienced from her, your first best friend doing that, where youâd never have the heart to suspect her at all. Hopefully, she isnât the thief or youâd be losing your first real friend.
Maybe itâs Clarisse. God, you hoped it wasnât her, you donât date criminals. Even if there was a slight possibility of it being her, and technically you couldnât blame her. Yet, she wouldnât upstage a heist this life-threatening, putting her siblings in danger, much less her own father. As you said before, she isnât stupid, sheâs smart and once again youâre not underestimating her. She isnât the lightning thief, you simply refused her to be, your love story isnât ending before it starts.
Or is it Annabeth? Yeah right, youâre not underestimating her or anything, because surely that girl has some skills. But, you knew the young girl was her motherâs biggest fan and wouldnât potentially want to disgrace Athena. Her dedication to winning over her mother was far greater than the temptation of stealing Zeusâs master bolt. So she checks out!
Grover?! No, it canât be, he doesnât have the heart for betrayal. Heâs the literal embodiment of an innocent goat, you doubt heâd cause any harm whatsoever. Thatâs it, all you got for Grover! With one look at this satyr, itâs plain as day, he isnât the lightning thief and he has no reason to be.
And then there were two more. Surprisingly, Luke and Chris were at the top of your suspect list so you kept your guard up around the brothers. Makes sense when you truly understand it. Theyâre the sons of Hermes, a god known for stealing, they have the natural ability for it and the perfect alibi to remain unsuspecting. They have the weapon, the alibi, and the motive, so whatâs the true motive? The masterbolt is the beginning of a war, not the ending of one. There was a bigger picture to the problem, and people somehow seemed to forget.
Itâs always the ones you never suspect which makes the betrayal even worse. Too bad, you were never close with them anyway, you wouldnât be remorseful if it eventually was them.
Perhaps, the real lightning thief isnât even on your suspect list. One way or another, someone at this camp is the lightning thief, and their reveal wasnât going down without a fight.
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Now it was time for the selection ceremony as Chiron called it. Back at the dining pavilion with all the tables and chairs placed aside, an array of compatible demigods stood surrounding it. In the front and center, you stood alongside Percy, Chiron, and Dionysus.
âThe Oracle has confirmed what we expected that this quest will proceed toward the Underworld where you will confront the god who has rebelled against his brothers, Hades,â Chiron announces to the other demigods, âThe entrance to Hadesâ domain lies under the city of Los Angeles. This is where you will journey to,â
He looks down at the two siblings, an uncertain expression settled across his face, âTime is short, and I only hope you two can manage against it,â
Looking down at the ground, a sense of hesitation formed in your stomach as you tried to push the doubts away.
Now is not the time to second guess. You needed to do this. This is all for your mother, Sally, right? Doing this for your mother, Y/N, the parent figure whoâs possibly alive and loves you immensely. You canât give up on her, not after she sacrificed herself for your safety.
âI have selected our most compelling candidates from which both siblings will each choose two to join you on this quest.â
Your eyes glanced over to the familiar faces of your friends, a small smile overtaking your lips.
âAnd ensure that we succeedââ
âAdrianna,â You calmly stated, staring at your blonde best friend. She internally cheered, smirking at Clarisseâs sudden jealousy of the girl. âI choose Adrianna asââ
Chiron squints his eyes at you, âCustomarily, one waits to at least hear a name or two before choosing, are you sure you donât wanna hear more?â
âYep, Iâm good with that. While weâre at it, can I choose my next person?â
Adrianna stifled a laugh at your statement and eagerness to quicken this process. This entire ordeal was getting quite boring and the sun was spanking, definitely not a great combination.
The older man looked speechless, allowing you to choose, âOf course, why not.â
âAndâŠClarisse,â You pondered, missing Percyâs frightened expression at your statement. Now it was Clarisseâs time to smirk at Adriannaâs annoyed face.
âAre you sure about your choices, Y/N?â
âVery much so,â
âNo, I donât think you are,â Percy gaped in bewilderment, roughly shaking his head.
The Matthews girl chuckles at her blonde brotherâs suggestion to rethink choosing another quest-mate, preferably one who didnât bully him.
âSo be it,â Chiron smiles down at you, âThe first quest mate will be Adrianna Smith and the second quest mate will be Clarisse La Rue.â
âNow itâs your turn,â You nudged Percy. âChoose wisely, we donât need any stupid people tagging along, everyoneâs accountable for their asses and actions,â
ââŠThis thing, Zeusâs master bolt, we need to get it back, right?â Percy inquired of Chiron.
âYes.â Chiron agreed.
âAnd itâs gonna be hard to get, yes? Even with a double amount of quest mates?â
âExtraordinarily,â
âAnd if the mission required someone to push me down a flight of stairs for it to succeedâŠyouâd want someone who wonât hesitate when they do it.â
You donât know why Percy acts like you wouldnât fight him for the last poptart, much less push him down a flight of stairs. Swear he wants to be different in front of his future girlfriend so badly. Eh, canât blame him either, youâd impress your future girlfriend at any given opportunity.
For a moment, Chiron seemed almost proud of Percyâs wishful thinking and turned to face the other demigods.
âThen I choose Annabeth.â
âThe third quest mate will be Annabeth Chase.â
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Once the selection ceremony was finished, Chiron departed everyone to their daily routine. Percy briefly informs you of his next quest-mate, going off to search for the familiar satyr protector. Your friend, Adrianna went to talk to Luke, telling you to later meet in her cabin.
Deciding to head to Athenaâs cabin, hopefully, to brighten up your mood and talk with Annabeth. Okay, was it totally obvious?! You didnât have that many friends at Camp Half-Blood. Annabeth kept mostly to herself, yet showed her willingness to be a close friend. Soon enough, the bond between the two girls will be formed through effort and mutual likeness, amongst other things.
On your way back from Athenaâs cabin, you recognized a familiar presence lurking behind you. Surprise, surprise, it was Clarisse and she wasnât even being the tiniest bit of discreet. You caught a glimpse of her, eliciting a tiny chuckle, and halted your movements.
âA little word of advice, next time you try to sneak up on someone, be more discreet.â You advise cooly, eyes narrowing in irritation.
âIâll keep that in mind,â
âWhat do you want Clarisse?â
Somehow, Clarisse managed to catch up to you. This conversation should be good unless it might end as your previous argument, and it wasnât pretty.
âCan we talk?â
âNo,â You deadpanned, resuming your walk away from her. Annoyed by her persistent behavior, she followed closely behind, highly dedicated in a conversation.
âPlease, itâll only be for five minutes,â
âSo could my walk,â
âFive minutes, thatâs all I ask,â She pleads.
Sighing in reluctance, giving Clarisse the benefit of the doubt, you faced her again.
What else could she possibly say to add more fuel to the fire? At least, you should hear her out.
âFor what you said, I shouldnât even give you 1 minute.â You agreed, shaking your head.
âUnderstandable,â
âIâm not talking to you,â
âThatâs good because I wanna talk and hopefully youâll listen to me,â
âOkay,â
âWhatâs wrong? Just last night, everything was good between us? Whatâs with the sudden switch up?â
âLast night wasnât goodâŠhorrible, evenâŠok, I may have exaggerated that part. Whatever, last night was supposed to be extremely furious to you, but then I saw your saddened expression and my whole perspective changed. Thatâs why I listened to your worries and comforted you.â You explained to her, âThen I thought to try again tomorrow. You know what they say, everyday is a new day,â
âSo you faked being sympathetic? Kinda say I didnât expect that from you.â
âNo, I didnât, my concern was real and I regret doing so now.â
âHmmm, kinda wish you kept that to yourself,â
âOh, because youâre one to talk,â You reminded her in a flat tone. âGet to the point, Clarisse, whyâd you truly want to talk to me?â
âFirstly, why did you choose me to go on this quest? Percy doesnât like me at all and after our argument, Iâm sure you donât either.â
âCorrect. Donât feel flattered because I chose you as a quest mate, itâs common sense.â
âThen, why did you choose me?â
âBecause youâre resourceful and a damn good fighter, I must admit.â
âAre you sure there isnât anything else?â She persists, fidgeting with her hands.
âNo, there isnât. Would you like there to be something else?â
âNo,â She sighed, casting her eyes downward. It was obvious to anyone that guilt was written all over her face. âWhat I said to you during our argument wasââ
âBeyond repair, absolutely demeaning, extremely hurtful.â You listed off your thoughts with a shrug, âGee, thanks,â
âY/Nââ
âIs that all?â You hastily cut her off. âBecause youâre just wasting my precious time!â
âYeah, I guess,â
âThatâs the only good thing I heard leave your mouth since this conversation started,â You huffed in annoyance, spinning on your heel and storming off again. Just then, your mind clicked in remembrance of your other thoughts, probably knowing to hit Clarisseâs nerves. âOh, and I almost forgot, guess you deserve a thank you for last night,â
She winced, âAbout last night.â
âErase it. Scratch it. I donât care whatever you do to just delete it from your memory, because itâs not happening again.â The Matthews girl interrupted with a faux smile, âIt was a moment of weakness for the both of us. Unlike you, I feel sympathy for others so I disregarded my vendetta for a few minutes and comforted you.â
âBut I donât want to forget it. I swear, you have to believe me itâs been plaguing my mind ever sinceââ
âI donât know what to believe from you nowadays, everything you say is a fucking lie.â
âOkay, I deserve that.â
âIn all honesty, you deserve a lot more and youâre lucky Iâm deciding to be peaceful.â
âI know what I said, you donât have to remind meââ
âToo bad, I can do whatever I damn please, and thatâs always reminding you! To quote a certain girl, âOur kiss didnât mean anything. Never mind the fact that you stole my first kiss or your harsh declaration of never liking me.â
âI only said that out of anger, I wasnât thinking straight.â She defended herself, backtracking when comprehending your statement, âWait- what, I was your first kiss? I thought all those jokes were about my inexperience. As for your first kiss, you seemed pretty experienced to me.â
âObviously I lied!â
âWhy lie about not experiencing a first kiss?â
âSo, I wouldnât seem pathetic!â
âY/N, youâre not pathetic!â She disagreed.
âYes, I was, donât try to convince me otherwise. I was pathetic for giving away my first kiss to some stranger, all because of some stupid game plan?â You chuckled, the bitterness easing into your tone, âWhen I envisioned my first kiss, I wanted it to be with someone I can completely trust and love wholeheartedly, not a girl who has daddy issues and is unable to communicate her emotions properly.â
âYouâre gonna throw my daddy issues in there?â
âAs a matter of fact, I am. I donât dislike you for having daddy issues, everyone I know has daddy issues so thatâs normal for me,â You shrugged, brushing aside the very common detail, âLuckily for us, Iâm the one with the brains here and my mind is clear. The fact that youâre a good kisser only halfway makes up for that fuckery you trash-talked about my momsâ deaths.
âIâm a good kisser?â Clarisse shyly asked, rocking on her feet. It was a sight to behold, the current aggressive Ares girl now reduced to a blushing mess.
Were you going to let her live this memory down? Of course not, why should you?
Your head tilted, urging her to elaborate on, whether itâd be pure nonsense or logical sense.
âAm I? Because if weâre being honest, you were my first kiss too,â
âI think you being too honest got us on the outs now,â You recalled, clicking your tongue.
âYeah, but likeâŠâ She shuffled on her feet, âAm I a good kisser?â
Out of all the things she chose to be focused on right now? Also having the outright audacity to plaster a giddy expression, her arrogance shining through, curiously waiting for an answer. Whatâs exactly stopping you from slapping her silly, just to reset her brain memory at the very best? No questions asked, just your action fulfilled.
However, you restrained from the temptation, âYou canât be serious right now! This isnât about whether youâre a good kisser or not,â
âItâs not?â
âNo, itâs not?! Focus please!â
âRight, sorry,â She sheepishly shakes her head, clearing her throat.
âIf you want me to forgive you; try harder. So stop it with the shitty excuses and do better. Convince me that youâre worth forgiving about your harsh words. Chase after me if you want my forgiveness or even grovel if necessary. If you canât do the simplest of things, then donât even bother,â
âThatâs all it takes?â
âYes,â You nodded firmly, not a twitch of uncertainty in your expression.
âGive me my motherâs bracelet back too, I was stupid to give it to you in the first place,â Your hand eagerly stretched out, expecting the jewelry back in your claim.
She sighed, obliging to your fair request, solemnly glancing downwards at the bracelet. Taking off the jewelry, she placed it in your palm, hesitantly closing your hand to ensure your claim.
The exchange was awkward, to say the least. The quicker this quest goes by, the quicker you and Clarisse can forget about the entire affair. Or whatever she used to describe your fleeting situationship.
âHere, take your motherâs regret bracelet back.â You shoved your wrist, urging her to take it off.
She came closer, pausing momentarily once her hand rested on yours, holding and admiring it softly as you would disappear within seconds. A lazy smile overtakes her face, releasing a small hum when your approval continues, and rather melting into her touch.
However, all great fleeting moments must come to an end.
Blinking once, snapping from your trance-like state, giving her a once-over, and instantly yanking your hand. The Ares girlâs reaction time was quicker, reaching out to grab your hand before letting it drop to your side. Releasing a small gasp, Clarisse pulls your hand back on hers and finally meets your now-hardened gaze. Swallowing the lump in her throat, she frowned, ignoring the empty feeling in her stomach, and continued her statement, âNo, I meant it when I said it,â
âDonât pity me, Clarisse. The last thing I want is pity. After our argument and seemingly before our argument, all you did was pity me and make me look like an idiot!â
There was no kind undertone behind your words, only expressing the raging anger you truly felt.
âIâm not pitying you, I swear,â She frowned, attempting to reassure your outburst, âYouâre not an idiot either. Please just keep it for now,â
âFine, okay, whatever,â You sighed, giving up, glimpsing downward at her hand. A small subtle tingle rushes through your hand, observing how her hands fit perfectly onto yours.
Clearing your throat, straightening your body posture as your gaze reconnects with her, retracting your hand back. âIâll hold on to it for now,â
âThank you,â Her voice settles down into a gentle easy-going whisper.
âDonât expect a congratulatory kiss either,â You commented, folding your arms.
âIâm notâŠlook, can we talk later in private?â She noticed other campers peering around, trying to gain access to your conversation. Anywhere. Somewhere with you, so she can finally openly express her true feelings without the suffocating tense atmosphere of others. âWhere there are less people around?â
âNo! Whatever you wanna say, speak freely!â You exclaimed, gaining many bystandersâ attention.
âWhat are you doing? I thought we were making up.â She hushed, slightly tilting her head in a perfect mixture of annoyance and confusion.
âI changed my mind, whatâs a little more drama?â You shrugged, earning a tiny scoff from the other girl.
A random camper dared to shout out, âYâall our entertainment live is on, donât miss it or youâll regret it!â
Upon his loud announcement, another crowd of campers stormed over, joining the already-formed audience of campers.
âDoes someone have the popcorn?â
âYeah, itâs right there, donât spill any!â
âAnyone want a pack of Oreos?â
âI have a chocolate bar.â
âSure, wanna trade?â
âYou heard that kid right?! Please tell me you heard that kid?!â Clarisse protests, pointing to the crowd of children. âThey gathered a fucking audience, privacy is limited at this camp,â
âI heard him, loud and clear. Gonna give the people what they want since this camp doesnât own a fucking television!â
âThis had nothing to do with camp being on a low budget!â She argued, annoyed by your complete dismissal, âThis conversation is between me and you. I would like to remain that way.â
âSince you had no problem disrespecting my momsâ deaths for the whole camp to overhear, this shouldnât be too easy to repeat.â
Was that a bit harsh? Maybe. But that doesnât matter, she disrespected your momsâ deaths and you werenât going to forgive her because of a solemn apology. If Clarisse La Rue wanted to make things right with you, sheâd do it and put in the effort without so many excuses.
At that, she stayed silent, contemplating her options on a further approach. Yet, she couldnât do that with half of the camp watching her every move, and not very silently too. There was a beat of silence, her eyes analyzing every facial feature, attempting to understand your true emotions. An unknown knot formed in her stomach, noticing the slight strain on your forehead.
Then her eyes glanced over to the crowd of children, eagerly awaiting the next action. âEveryone scram!â She yelled, frustratingly at the audience of campers. Glancing at the crowd of campers, nobody moved and mumbled around to themselves.
âYou think Iâm playing?!â Her eyebrows raised in disbelief, daring the campers to challenge her.
She turned to you, her annoyed expression instantly dissolving at the sight of the other girl, glimpsing at the scrunchie around your wrist. âCan IâŠ?â She motioned to the hair accessory.
âYeah, whatever, itâs yours.â You roughly removed the scrunchie off your wrist and shoved it in her hand.
âThanks,â She mumbles, lowering her head before returning to her aggressive persona and jogging closer over to the crowd. Weary of Clarisseâs presence, simultaneously shuffled backward with each step, ultimately distancing themselves further away.
Ironic how thereâs strength in numbers yet they all seem to be terrified of her.
âYou know what,â She clicks her tongue, tying her hair with the scrunchie. âWho wants to go first?â
Finally, the crowd of nosy campers disperses, everyone running away in all different directions.
âYouâre so fucking unbelievable, La Rue!â You scoffed, getting ready to storm away once again. There she was, following after you, desperate to finish your conversation and not end in another argument.
âThat was necessary, they wouldnât leave!â She argued, a defensive tone increasing.
âSo you threatened to fight them?!â
âNot all of them, Iâm not stupid,â
âYou sure?â You smirked, tilting your head.
Her mean expression instantly falters, your sarcastic remark creating doubtful thoughts. âY- yes I am sure!â She stutters, finalizing an answer.
âMhmâŠas much as our conversation had been torturous, I must go,â You nodded in agreement, starting to walk away, only realizing when she continued after you. âWill you follow me around until I talk?â
âIf thatâs what it takes, then yes, I will,â She insists with a firm head shake.
Rolling your eyes, you crossed your arms unimpressed and scoffed before continuing your walk.
Thatâs bullshit, she doesnât have the energy to do that.
Hot on your heels behind you Clarisse acted, she followed after you.
You thought she was being immature, but she didnât exactly prove you wrong either.
âYou canât be serious, Clarisse.â
âI am, I just wanna talk,â
âAnd how many times do I have to say it? I donât wanna talk to you, not now and not ever!â You picked up your pace, irritated enough to flee from this impending argument.
âCamp Half-Blood isnât that big, pretty girl. You can find places to hide but I will always find you,â
You chuckled at her statement, stopping your movements, turning around to face her, sending an evil glare in her direction. For a second, Clarisse looked almost hopeful that you stopped, finally giving her the chance to explain herself.
She internally gulped as you stepped closer, instantly regretting enlightening her hopes up too quickly.
âListen to me well, Clarisse. What you said was completely unforgivable, so whatever I said about liking you is now gone!! Any kind of affliction I had with you is diminishing by every syllable I speak. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, just like my mother, Sally, right?â
âY/Nââ
âIf youâre so determined to chase after me, letâs see how sorry you really feel,â
âWhat does that mean?â Her eyes widened.
You tilted your head to the side, observing both her facial and body movements, wanting to see her crumble underneath your powerful gaze.
âOh, youâll find out soon enough,â Was all you said, venturing over to the cabins in sight.
At first, Clarisse was confused at your sudden arrival but once she viewed exactly what cabin you were sauntering toward, she immediately stopped in her tracks.
The Hephaestus cabin. The sworn rival of her father, so her enemyâs cabin by default. Most likely, Adrianna will be there. Clarisse is highly aware that Adrianna will enjoy this little spectacle between her new best friend and her sworn enemy. She hated when the blonde girl got too smug, especially if it was at Clarisseâs expense.
Suddenly, regaining the strength she had, grabbing onto your wrist, spinning you around to face her, and stepping closer to you. Close enough that your noses are touching, breathing intermingling with each other and your accelerating heartbeat betrayed the solemn expression. Meanwhile, your inner motions hinted at lingering thoughts so did your perspective of each other. Her gaze intently focused on your lips, admiring them while yours directed on her eyes, observing the dilation in them.
Slowly, she makes eye contact again, âAre you gonna tell her everything about us?â Her tone was calm and lighter, trying to remain understanding.
You breathed in slowly, drinking into her facial features, eyebrows furrowed in irritation.
The Matthews girl scowled, shoving her touch away from your wrist, ignoring how a frown immediately took over her face at your action. She hurt you way worse so donât feel bad for her now, she deserved it.
âUs?!â You exclaimed, âThere is no us! There will never be an us! Isnât that what you said?!â
âAt the time I was frustrated and acting so stupid,â
âDamn right, you were acting stupid!â
âI know that! I donât need a constant reminder! What I did was fucked up, I get thatââ
âNo, I donât think you get it! Too bad, Clarisse, I donât care what you donât need. And you fucking up doesnât even cross the line of what you said. Youâre so far past that white line, that you canât even see it anymore, by now that line is a dot to you!â
âDonât you think I feel guilty about what I said?! When I saw it written all over your face that I disrespected you I wanted to take everything back in an instant because the pain on your face could never compare to anything Iâve felt in my entire life.â
âSo, congratulations on deciphering your emotions, next week, weâll talk about your communication or commitment skills.â The Matthews girl sarcastically replied.
âIâd admit my part in our argument wasnât my finest work,â
âThatâs the difference between us, risse. Even if I knew your mom had died trying to save you, I would have never used it against you and disrespected both of you! I would have never ever said that against you, even if I was at my angriest, thatâs called consideration of othersâ feelings. But surprise, Clarisse La Rue doesnât fucking know that or how to do that, she only knows how to hurt and take without feeling any goddamn remorse or sympathy and shame. I canât believe I thought I had a crush on you.â
âY/N, I saidââ
âI told you to be quiet!â You yelled, weakly maintaining the shaky gasps escaping your mouth. Yet, even with your saddened voice cracks, effectively silencing The Ares girl.
âThatâs the worst fucking part, Clarisse! Sorry doesnât disregard someoneâs death! Sorry is for an actual fixable mistake.â
âY/NâŠâ Her eyes were teary now, her cold mean demeanor vanishing within seconds, ultimately catching you by surprise. Youâve never seen Clarisse act like this, during the two days of knowing her. Often, sheâs aggressive, suppressing her emotions, well the positive ones, but she seemed like another girl since this argument started. Staring at her waringly, your heart skipping a beat as she tries to latch onto your hand for comfort. âPleaseâŠstay. Iâm so sorry,â
âNo, no, no,â You shook your head, quickly forming unshed tears, causing a glossy vision and dismissing her comforting hand.
She couldnât lure you in like that. If she didnât want your argument to happen.
It was the consequences of her actions, a life lesson that Clarisse would firsthand experience. You would gladly show her but wished your current emotions werenât also being dealt with by her entire being overall.
âI donât want you here. I donât want your fucking excuses. I donât want any of your sick twisted versions of ill-sympathy.â With one last step forward, you stood ahead of Clarisse, noses now touching, and breaths intermingling into the hot summer air. For a while, you didnât even know what your intentions were after this, but something in you didnât want to pull away.
You scowled with a tense jaw, maintaining eye contact, and being certain to get your point across. Maybe, her stubborn mind will finally listen to her impatient heart.
âMore importantly, I donât want you anymore, so listen when I say this; stay the fuck away from me and we can coexist in harmony. Or else, I would go to Chiron and tell him Iâm switching you out for another questmate, probably Luke or Chris.â
âI understand your anger toward me but donât choose Luke or Chris. Theyâre not a good decision, not now or ever,â
âWhy not? Are you jealous?â
âWhy would I be jealous? Youâre a lesbian, you donât like boys overall,â
Okay, maybe that wasnât your best comeback, but it gained a timely response.
âYou donât know who I like,â You took slight offense to her words, knowing she was ultimately right, but refusing to give her that satisfaction.
She stares at you unconvinced, sending a pointed gaze. âThat lesbian pin on your shirt says otherwise.â Just like that, she stole her satisfaction away.
âOh,â You bite your lip in embarrassment, glancing at the lesbian pin on your shirt, âNever mind that. What I say still stands!â
âYou just shouldnât trust them is all!â
âWay ahead of you, and now I have a new person to add to the âDonât Trustâ List! Congratulations, Clarisse, you landed in the first place!â
âWhatâ?â Confusion laced her features as you slammed the door in her face. From the amount of sheer force used in slamming the door, possibly alerting any of the Hephaestus children inside of their new guest.
Her footsteps were still heavy outside the door, contemplating whether to give you the necessary and asked space or to ignore your commands. A soft defeated sigh escapes her mouth, hearing the loud locking click and deciding to walk away from the cabin entirely, leaving you with unsettled thoughts.
Why was this so complicated? Why was Clarisse La Rue so complicated? Why is your love life already experiencing rocky times despite just starting? Youâd expect the dramatics if one of you were dying, and the fragile bond grew immensely between the two. But not so soon and especially not by insulting your parents?
Everything was already a rollercoaster and you havenât even left Camp Half-Blood as yet. Gods, is it only getting worse when you leave for the quest?
ââââ â â â ââââ
You closed your eyes in frustration, rubbing your temples, trying to make the impending headache disappear. Adrianna comes into view, certainly not snooping and overhearing your fight with Clarisse.
âYikes, what was that all about?â She joins you on the bed, flopping onto her stomach.
âStop pretending like you didnât overhear everything, Adri,â You exhaled, sluggishly walking towards her bed. The mattress was soft as you melted into the bedsheets, consumed by sudden tiredness. Sighing in relief, you laid on your back, gently shutting your eyes, certainly putting comfort first.
The intense feeling of Adriannaâs gaze fixated on her best friend didnât go unnoticed as you peeked an eye open. Adrianna curiously peered down at you, expecting more information to include her insight.
âYeah, youâre right,â She sighs, giving up the clueless act. The blonde girl noticed your saddened state and frowned at your gloominess, âWanna talk about it?â
âNot really,â Repeating the same dreadful conversation with Clarisse to Adrianna was a headache in itself.
There was no need to be sad and spiteful.
âI just wanna forget about all of it. The past argument and now the recent argument with Clarisse! It seems all we do is fight and I hate it, even if weâre not on good terms!â
âWow, you two are like an old cranky lesbian married couple trapped in a loveless marriage,â
âDonât compare us to people being in a loveless marriage. Between me and Clarisse, Iâm the most lovable girl, and last night was a prime example,â
âWhat do you mean by that?â Her tone was sharp and studious, quickly interrogating you for more.
You flinched at her harsh tone, âForget I said that!â
Sometimes, you talk before your brain can properly process it and confess anything that slips past your mouth. Itâs been biting you in the ass recently.
âY/N!â
âItâs not that big a deal!â
By your chirpy tone alone, your best friend figured out your true encounter with Clarisse.
According to her disappointed reaction, you assumed that indeed it was a bigger deal than expected. So this entire time, your best friend thought you were progressing slowly with Clarisse, but rather regressing quickly. Going back to your old ways only created more problems than solutions. In this sense, your words shouldâve outshined your actions, possibly resolving your Clarisse problems by now and not further driving a wedge between the two of you.
If tensions were high enough, how would it be on the quest? Itâs imperative to make up with Clarisse before the quest, hopefully putting your personal issues aside and focusing on the crucial quest. For the sake of the other quest mates and yourselves.
âYou made out with Clarisse?! Again?!â She groaned incredulously, eyes widening in surprise.
âBe grateful you didnât walk on us this time!â You attempted to salvage your weak actions, being reminded of the forest incident and her overexaggeration.
âTrust me, I am! Explain everything beforehand, and keep the details of your makeout to yourself,â
âShe was sad when I went into her cabin.â
âYou emotionally took advantage of her?!â
âOkay, I wouldnât say that. She kissed me first! And is it bad if I wanna do it again?â
âAnd you kissed back because you felt sorry for her or because you actually wanted to?â
You scratched your head, avoiding her gaze, âTo me, that sounds like the same thing,â
âIâm not gonna blame you for being addicted to a guilty pleasure, weâre half humans after all.â She shrugged her shoulders, understanding your point.
âButâŠthe kiss wasnât a guilty pleasureâŠat least not to me,â
âY/N, Y/N, have you learned nothing from our talk last night?â
âWellâŠsheâs chasing after me, so technicallyâŠâ
âWorking in your favor.â She acknowledged the benefit but returned to the main focus. âShe was sad? What was she crying about? Was her red eyes and all that shit?â
âAbout her dad, Ares, and donât tell her I told you that,â
âWho would I tell?â She disagreed, scrunching her eyebrows. âIs it wrong if I say itâs humorous when someone is crying?â
âAdri!â You lightly chastised her with a tight-lipped smile, âItâs not funny to laugh at someone else crying,â
âIt is when itâs Clarisse La Rue! I donât think nobody ever saw her cry before!â She continuously laughs, clutching her stomach, much to your dismay.
âWell, Iâm certain she wants to keep it that way!â
You muttered, flipping over, using your elbows for balance as you lay on your stomach and Adrianna repeated the same action.
âWhy do you still care for her even after all she did?!â
âI donât knowâŠmaybe a part of me still cares for her despite her harsh words.â
âOk, making out with La Rue twice can not have you whipped already.â Another eye roll is earned with the statement, her face contorted in pure disbelief.
âItâs working now.â You mused.
âDid you let any of Aphroditeâs or Hecateâs kids use you as a test subject these past few days?â
âNo, I donât think so.â
âThen your stupidness is of your own accord.â She concludes, flicking your forehead in disappointment. A sharp yelp of pain escapes your lips, clutching your head in pain, awaiting the passing pain.
âNot helping Adri.â You mutter before a glare is sent her way.
âThis is perfect blackmail material, with this, you can make Clarisse La Rue your bitch. Oh, this is so golden!â She cackles, blonde curls tickling her face.
âAnd since sheâs coming on the quest, me and Percy can have front-row seats of her groveling for your attention. Oh, thatâll be a quest to remember.â
âYou had this plan ready for how long?!â
âSince the day of the argument.â
âWowâŠjust wow,â
âIâm not even sorry, I canât let my best friend go unscathed but she embarrassed and humiliated you, in front of everyone. Campers are still talking about the argument.â
âJust donât do anything I wouldnât do,â
Advice isnât your strongest suit, and neither was hers. You realized that, but it didnât stop you from saying it.
âYou already ensured that from your makeout sessions with La Rue,â She retorted, earning a wry laugh from you.
âWeâre best friends, our minds are mostly identical and full of sarcasm,â
âYouâre right,â
âBitch, youâre my soulmate, totally platonic,â She chirped, taking hold of your hand, the soft grip as you squeezed your grip on her hand.
You chuckle, âDid you just quote Maddy from Euphoria?â
âWhoâs Maddy from Euphoria?â
âSheâs played by a talented gorgeous actress,â
âIt sucks camp doesnât have internet, I canât even have celebrity crushes,â
âForgot this camp doesnât own technology or cable.â You huffed, fidgeting with your braids, âOne of these days, Iâm making you watch all of my favorite shows and movies,â
Silence overwhelmed the cabin, the outside activities being drowned out, and a calm atmosphere lingered around. âDo you wannaâŠget high?â She hesitantly asked, wanting to ease the sudden tension rising.
It definitely took your mind off of Clarisse, but her ideal approach wasnât her best work. Using drugs to distract your aching heart, entirely confused about Clarisseâs feelings about you.
âAdri!â You yelled, eyes widening in astonishment at her brazen suggestion.
âWhat?â She shrugged her shoulders, âDonât worry, Iâll do it too so you wonât feel alone!â
âWhat? Youâre offering me drugs in my time of need?â
âYes, andâŠ? You may feel better about this whole Clarisse situation.â
âHard pass on the drugs, Iâm sad, not stupid,â
âOkay, whatever you say,â
âBesides where did you get drugs from?â
âThe older Demeter kids started an illegal drug trade and I happen to be a good employee of them,â
âWhat do you pay with? Arenât you broke?! Isnât everyone at this camp broke?â
âWe pay them in gold drachmas.â
âOctopus-looking coins?â
âYep,â
âOf course, my best friend is a stoner,â You shake your head in disbelief.
âHey, you say that like itâs a bad thing!â She scoffs at your accusation, âI just get high when Iâm stressed! Iâm not insanely addicted and will go fucking crazy if I lacked weed,â
âHow often is that? Daily or weekly?â
âDepends if many campers bother me,â
âSo, daily then!â
âRelax, I have total self-control,â
âAre you sure?â
âYes, Iâm sure,â
âPlease tell me, youâre not planning on smuggling drugs on our quest.â
âOf course not. Let me just take them out of my bag,â She trailed off, avoiding eye contact, reaching out to grab her packing bag. A well-packaged stash of marijuana in a ziploc bag hidden floorboard underneath her bed. The blonde girl mustered a weak smile, holding your attention.âCanât I just sneak a tiny bit of it?â
âAbsolutely not,â You rebutted, blankly staring as the serious demeanor never faded despite the uncontrollable smile creeping onto your face.
âWhy not?â
âBecause I said so,â
âYouâre not the boss of me!â
âBut I am on this quest. Anything else, Adri?â
âNope,â She exhaled, defeated at your statement.
You hummed, crossing your arms, quite content with the given response. âMy thoughts exactly.â
âIf this quest is so super boring, I will blame you.â
âI highly doubt that.â
âRight, youâre Poseidonâs youngest daughter, weâre gonna be fighting for our lives, arenât we?â
âPercy is my brother.â
âYeah so?â
âHeâs also a forbidden child, like me.â
âSo double the trouble? In all honesty, my survival rate wasnât even that high to begin with. Iâm just here for the thrill of adrenaline, not the cold chill of death.â
ââŠIâll do my best to not put your life on the line.â An immediate eye roll was quickly followed by a hard backhand slap to Adriannaâs head.
Quickly tending to her wounded head, fighting through a smile with gritted teeth, âAh, youâre such a great friend.â
âI know,â You smiled, eyes sparkling in triumph and playfully bopping her nose.
âWhat would I do without you?â The blonde girl narrowed her eyes as the head-stinging sensation disappeared.
âSave the semantics for later,â
Adrianna fought another snarky remark, âWow, how thoughtful of you.â Sarcasm was that sentence. She made sure of it.
For sure, this quest was going to be an unforgettable experience.
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Hearts at Stake.
genre : fluff
warning(s) : none
Jiminjeong x fem!reader
Previous â part 2 .
Chapter 3:
Sitting in the park, Minjeong and Jimin watched Y/n closely. The tension in the air was palpable, and every second felt like an eternity as they waited for the response that would change their lives. Y/n took a deep breath, seemingly struggling to find the right words.
"Iâve thought a lot about what you both told me," she began, her voice soft but firm. "And I need to be honest with you because you deserve the truth."
Minjeong and Jimin exchanged anxious glances. Both their hearts were racing, bracing themselves for whatever was coming next.
"I like you both," Y/n continued, looking directly at each of them. "But what I feel is⊠complicated. Because Iâve realized something I didnât expect. Itâs not that I like only one of you. I... I like both of you."
The silence that followed seemed to echo through the park. Minjeong and Jimin were left speechless, unable to process what they had just heard. What Y/n was saying was completely unexpected.
Y/n went on, trying to explain her feelings better. "When you told me you were competing for me, I was so surprised. But as I thought about it, I realized my feelings for both of you are strong, and not in different ways. Iâm drawn to Minjeongâs sweetness and sensitivity just as much as I am to Jiminâs confidence and energy. The problem is⊠I canât choose."
Minjeong, still trying to process everything, looked at Jimin, who seemed equally confused. "So, youâre saying that⊠you like us both at the same time?" Minjeong asked cautiously.
Y/n nodded, appearing somewhat relieved to have finally confessed. "Yes. And I know it sounds complicated, but I canât deny what I feel. I always thought that when the time came, it would be easier, that Iâd know right away who my heart belonged to more. But the truth is, I feel complete with both of you."
Jimin, usually quick to respond, stayed silent for a moment before finally speaking. "And⊠what does that mean, then? Because honestly, I never saw this coming."
Minjeong also seemed uncertain. She looked at Y/n, then at Jimin, trying to grasp what this meant for their future.
Y/n sighed, her expression vulnerable. "I donât expect you to accept this easily, or to understand right away. But before you make any decisions, I wanted to be honest about what I feel. If you donât want to go down this path, Iâll completely understand. But if thereâs any chance we could find a way to make this work, Iâd like to try."
Y/nâs proposal was unexpected, and both Minjeong and Jimin knew it would be a challenge. Up until that moment, both had believed that in the end, there would be only one winner. But what if, instead of competing, they could find a balance that honored all their feelings?
Jimin, the first to recover from the shock, chuckled softly. "Iâm not gonna lie, this is completely crazy. But at the same time⊠I donât want to lose either of you. Minjeong, youâre my best friend, and Y/n, youâre so special to me. Maybe⊠maybe we can figure this out together?"
Minjeong looked at Jimin, surprised by her response. Part of her still felt unsure, but seeing Jimin so open to the possibility made her think. She looked at Y/n, seeing the genuine sincerity in her eyes, then back at Jimin.
"Itâs crazy, yeah," Minjeong finally admitted, smiling. "But⊠I donât want to lose anyone either. If you two are willing to try, I think I can try too."
Y/n smiled, clearly relieved. "Itâs not going to be easy. I know this is new for all of us, and weâre going to need a lot of patience and communication. But if we can find a way, I think we can be really happy together."
And so, what seemed like a simple competition transformed into an unexpected and unique relationship. Minjeong, Jimin, and Y/n decided to move forward, unsure of what the future held but confident that together, they could overcome any challenge. What started as a rivalry for Y/nâs heart had evolved into something much more complex but also more beautiful: a deep connection between three people who decided, against all odds, to create something new and special.
The weeks that followed were a period of adjustment and learning. There were moments of insecurity and doubt, but over time, the three learned to communicate better, to respect each otherâs feelings, and above all, to value the unique connection they shared.
Minjeong and Jimin, despite starting as rivals, found a new way to relate to each other. They realized that instead of competing, they could support and appreciate the differences each brought to the relationship. And Y/n, at the center of this dynamic, felt grateful to have two incredible people by her side, both willing to try something as unexpected as the love they shared.
By the end of that summer, they knew they didnât have all the answers, and the road ahead would be full of challenges. But for the first time, they were willing to walk it together, embracing the uncertainties and trusting what they felt. After all, love, in all its forms, can be complicated, but itâs also capable of creating deep and unexpected connectionsâlike the one Minjeong, Jimin, and Y/n had found.
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