#god please take all his suffering and give it to All for one 🙏 | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bedoballoons · 1 year ago

Note

im in need of subby kaeya, hcs or a oneshot pls 🙏

Here I deliver! Also just in time for the new update and his new outfit! Good luck on your pulls everyone!

Kaeya oneshot:

~Beg~

CW: NSFW! Very suggestive!, Smut!, pleasing him with your hand!, Calling him good boy!, DNI if under 18!

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Kaeya bit his lip, gently swirling the dark red wine in his glass as he stared at you, doing his best to keep his dirty thoughts in the back of his mind and yet still failing miserably. You always made him feel...so needy, like if you didn't give him the attention he needed at the very second he wanted it, he'd simply...combust.

Eventually he gave up hiding his desires, his hand reaching out and grabbing yours, his eyes glazed over with lust, his voice pleading with you as he spoke, "We should do something fun, the two of us just sitting here is rather boring...isn't it~" You looked at him, seeing him in this state made you want to giggle, your evil side almost wanting to leave him to suffer...just a bit longer.

"I think it's nice to relax for a little,...oh is something the matter? You look a bit red in the face and your eyes have a bit of glassy look to them. Has Kaeya caught a cold from his own vision?" You teased him, watching in satisfaction as a slightly annoyed look crossed his face, "You know full well I don't get colds...must you toy with me...please lets-"

"Hmmm what was that? I think you should say it a couple more times and then maybe I'll be inclined to do something fun.~" You cut him off mid sentence, your voice filled with the authoritative tone he liked so much and your fingers drumming against the soft cloth of the couch you were both currently sitting on. His blush deepened in colour, his eyes looking anywhere but at you...as he responded in the whiniest tone you'd ever heard him use, "Please....please help me...I...have a issue only you can solve...please~"

Your smirked at him, gesturing for him to move closer to you and the second he did you pushed him roughly against the plush cushions of the couch, his surprised gasp making your heart skip a beat. You caught his lips in a painfully slow kiss, licking the bottom one teasingly before biting it, almost harsh enough to draw blood, savouring the whimpering noises he made, all for you.

Your hand slid down his waist, traveling further and further down till it rested on his...issue. He tried desperately to grind into your hand wanting friction, wanting you to move and you just watched...leaning down to whisper into his ear, "What do we say~" His eyes met yours and from the look in them he was incredibly embarrassed... but...he also liked it, "Please...t-touch me.~"

"Good boy~" You said, while trailing kisses from his ear to his neck to his shoulder, biting down on it just as you palmed at his bulge. The mix of pain and pleasure made him moan out loud, his body already feeling heated up from your assistance...god the things you did to him. You in unbuttoned his pants revealing his pale blue underwear, taking your sweet time with every movement while he squirmed impatiently beneath you.

"You wanted fun...I'm going to give you all the fun I've got~"

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Kaeya Headcanons:

~Subby~

(Just a few but this way you get both <3)

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

He absolutely loves being teased, he will do it right back to you in public until you're forced to leave.~

He prefers when you go rough on him, his whole body should be sore the next day even with a bath.~

His favourite thing is when you use your hands, feeling him up, doing dirty things with them...as long as he can see them he's excited by them~

He goes weak at the knees when you call him a good boy and whispering it into his ear is almost enough to make him finish, it's overwhelming.~

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

✿I hope you enjoyed~✿

141 notes · View notes

acefaun · 1 year ago

Note

Hello. The zodiac gods ( individually) cheated on the mc with a goddess. They broke up. He thought she will come back, two months later mc had an accident and he went to check on her in the hospital, only to find she has started dating her childhood friend. Mc doesn't want to see him so he wrote a apology letter and handed it to him ( mc's lover), promising he will never bother them again.

Please please please make it angst for zodiac gods( individually) 🙏 and a happy ending for mc and her boyfriend. Thank you.

Moving On

Synopsis: After a break-up with her god, MC relies on her childhood friend for love and support. However, after getting into a tragic accident that could have been avoided, her ex zodiac returns with a letter… But what does it say?

✨Masterlist✨ Gender-neutral goldfish!

A/n: I did this one a little differently where I opened up with the god and then just wrote their individual letters to you. 💕 I've always wanted to try writing a letter from a character's POV. And this one just so happens to be an angsty letter. 🤭 (I decided to finish writing this one while I’m busy being a designated ambulance driver.)

–Word Count: 3,684–

His heart ached since the day you broke up with him. It was safe to say you had changed him for the better… Until he abused your love. He hadn't meant to… Hadn't he? You accused him of cheating on you; but that wasn't what it was, was it?

He was doing his job as a Zodiac god. It wasn't like he meant for you to see an unpleasant side of his work where he had to satisfy the greedy, power-hungry gods and goddesses of the Heavens. It wasn't his fault, and therefore he was sure you'd return to him in time. After all, he was familiar with the saying “time heals all wounds.”

Once you'd return, then he'd be able to tell you how it was just a big misunderstanding. But until then… he'd wait. He knew better than to push your boundaries. That would only make you twice as upset with him, and he didn't want to prolong this suffering and heartache.

Though… two months had already passed, and dread was starting to kick in. He wasn't so sure you were coming back… no one had been receiving your wishes and you hadn't reached out to a single god, as if you were purposefully cutting yourself off from his life.

The only news he received in two months… was that you were in a horrible accident, leaving you unconscious at the hospital.

His heart stopped at the news… He wanted you to come back… not for you to leave him like this! But, he soon came to realize that while you never came to him, he couldn't go back to you—not as things were, anyway.

So… He came to realize… you started dating your childhood friend in his absence. He couldn't blame you; a human was sure to be better for you than a careless god. Still, he wasn't so concerned with this human, as long as they were there for you and made you happy.

With the way things progressed, he was sure you wouldn't want to see him again now that you were content with your own life away from him. Still, this accident was a wake-up call for him and he realized how he needed you to understand how he felt before something unforgivable happened to you. At the very least… he wanted to amend the way things ended between you.

He couldn't speak to you, but at the very least, he brought a letter to your new partner… grateful that they accepted to take it for you. Though they were probably only so generous with him because he promised never to bother the two of you again. Only, you wouldn't know he promised himself to watch over you from the Heavens. He was just glad to have been able to see you once more in person and give a last farewell. Still, he couldn't help but wonder what you'd think of his letter… and if you'd graciously forgive him.

♌️♌️♌️

Leon’s Note:

I despise unnecessary work… and I especially despise the human that took you away from me. What can he provide that I couldn’t? No one can possibly make you feel better than I could—especially a human.

But… I suppose this human can treat you better… Can’t he?

I’ve been finding myself wondering if you would have been happier if I had been a human—senseless thoughts. It would have always ended this way, with you in another’s arms. Your love was never meant for a god like me… You’re such a fragile goldfish with such an open heart, and I’m an undeserving god.

I’m not writing this to demean you, or look down on your race, despite the bluntness of my words. Truthfully, though I’ll never be able to say these words to you in person, I want to apologize to you. You may remember… my adoration for your tears. I only never wanted to see you cry of heartbreak because of something foolish I did to hurt you.

In response to your pain, the goddess was punished for causing needless anguish in your life. Still, I wish I could have done more to salvage what was broken.

I won’t mess up next time, I promise. I’ll make sure you’re happy above all else, even with a human. But, should you wish for me again… Well, I’m always listening.

♋️♋️♋️

Karno’s Note:

(Name)... There’s a lot I should probably be apologizing for. I knew it would be difficult as a vice minister with a human. I knew there were many cultural differences—though I’m sure I understood more about your human culture than you probably understood of us gods. I should have been more attentive to your lack of knowledge… I took a lot for granted…

I wish I had the time to change that when we were still together; though, I’m sure you wouldn’t have accepted the way gods handled such situations. You’d have never accepted the way I was obligated to serve certain noble classes, especially the goddesses who sought to court the ministers and vice ministers. Regardless of race, despite the fact that I was taken by anyone, it didn’t change my position above these gods and goddesses.

I’m sorry I couldn’t be what you needed… and I’m sorry I can’t be there for you and be the one you need now. I’m sorry you had to go through unnecessary heartache because of me.

It seems I’m always putting you through pain…

Maybe this human you're with will be better for you. Better than me. At least you’re both of the same human culture. At least he never hurt you, as I have time and time again…

I could never fully express how sorry I am… but I hope for you to always be happy. I won’t interfere this time.

♒️♒️♒️

Huedhaut’s Note:

This isn't the first time this has happened, is it? I'm so familiar with being made to follow orders from the King that I’ve let you down again. I should know how you feel after I saw you dancing with Zyglavis the first time the King’s orders interfered in our relationship. Jealousy isn’t something pleasant and you must feel it often…

None of it should have happened, and I shouldn’t have allowed it to continue happening time and time again. I would have stayed loyal to you rather than the King had I known my loyalty to him would cost me your love.

I’m always making foolish decisions—too firmly believing that you were destined to be mine after we found each other not once, but twice.

I should know better than anyone that fate is cruel.

But, please, more than anything, I want you to live freely without worrying about me. Above all else, I wish for nothing but your happiness, even in the arms of another. You deserve someone who won’t break your heart as I have.

I may be considered the smartest man in the Heavens, but sometimes I can accomplish the most ridiculously foolish things.

Alas, you don’t have to worry about me anymore. Be happy and carefree, as I originally wished for you when I first set your soul on the wheel of rebirth. Be happy without me. Be happy for me, for you are my happiness—and you always will be.

♉️♉️♉️

Teorus’ Note:

I’m really sorry… You were right with your first impression of me. I’m a horrible god who’ll never learn from my mistakes, no matter how hard you ever tried to teach me.

I regret not having frozen time for the two of us… missing out on the opportunity to be with you for an eternity.

I meant what I said when I told you the stars aligned billions of years ago for the two of us to meet. I’ll never take that back.

Despite how it might have seemed from my actions, I genuinely loved you—I always will. You’re always going to be a part of me now and my heart will always solely belong with you, it always was.

I’ll never love the same again, but if I do, I’ll try better. I’ll try to be more like you, (Name). You love purely and do everything with care—you always made sure you never pushed his or any of the other gods’ boundaries, no matter what the situation was. You were always so admirable…

I should have taken care of you the same way you carefully took care of me… I’ll never forget any of the lessons you’ve taught me, and I’ll to become a better god—a better man.

♑️♑️♑️

Aigonorus’ Note:

I told you my story… about how I fell in love with a goddess… and, yet, she only loved me and wanted to be with me for a reason as selfish as my position in the Department of Wishes. Heartbreak is a horrible thing, and I wish you never had to go through it, especially because of me.

I only ever wanted to give you the world, (Name). If only I hadn’t had to situate myself with that goddess for a stupid situationship enforced by the other gods for that goddess to be allowed to work in the palace. Just for making me ruin my relationship with you, I don’t think she deserves to work in the palace.

I’m not trying to make an excuse for my actions. I should have told you before any of it even started. I… would have told you… If only I didn’t hesitate… You wouldn’t have found out the wrong way at the wrong time.

I understand that it’s too late, but I can’t help but wish for your forgiveness anyway. If only to fix when I didn’t mean to break… Still, as long as you’re happy, I’m okay with whatever you choose. I hope you never have to experience that kind of pain again.

♐️♐️♐️

Tauxolouve’s Note:

(Name), I have to first say that I don’t blame you for anything that’s happened; rather, I blame myself for not making better of the situation I was in. I don’t deserve your forgiveness, nor do I want it. I hurt you and you found someone better, simple as that.

Still, I never felt like I was stuck between two worlds more than when I had to choose my position as a Zodiac god over my relationship with you. It only turned out to be a costly exchange…

I needed to maintain my position to keep seeing you, but it turned out to be my desperation that led to you hating me. The irony is cruel.

Still, as long as you’re prioritizing what you need to be happy, I’ll support you. Even if you wish to never see me again or even think of me, I’ll support your decision. If you want me in your life as a friend, I’ll accept that role too. I just want you to be happy and live the life you deserve; that’s all I ever wanted for you. Just remember, I’ll always be here to grant your wishes.

♎️♎️♎️

Zyglavis’ Note:

I know I should have seen this coming… However, ruefully, I should accept this punishment. I always put work above everything, I always prioritized my punishments. Above all, I was never heavy-handed enough to do what needed to be done the first time, always foolishly hoping that things would be mended on their own.

This time, I ruined everything. Yet again my world crumbles around me and I’m left isolated from both man and god; and again… I was the cruel minister of punishments that you’ve always seen me as.

I only hope you didn’t mistake my actions as a punishment to you. You were never deserving of such pain; you were perfect as you were. I ruined something entirely pure…

But I suspect this may be better for you in the long run. You found a human who can take care of you and make you happy; one who isn’t a minister that has to constantly take work over precious time I could have spent with you. This human can be there where I was not, so please, I encourage this new relationship you’ve made.

As you’ve joked in the past, I may be a worrywart and a stick in the mud… But I will watch over you and punish any who bring you harm.

I recognize that I brought you harm, and I don’t wish for forgiveness. I deserve the pain that was inflicted upon me and remains to haunt me from all those centuries ago.

Almost losing the Earth to darkness because of a mistake I made… and then doing the same thing again but to you… I deserve this punishment. I need to learn and grow, above all else. I can only thank you for teaching me valuable lessons in our time together. I hope to learn more as I carry you in my heart.

♏️♏️♏️

Scorpio’s Note:

First of all… I can’t believe you left me for a human. It makes my blood boil… Should that bastard ever do you wrong in any way, I’m going to take care of them swiftly.

But… I understand why you left me, I won’t blame you for it and I’m not mad at you. I was too loyal to the King. Listening to this order and that order, doing things you’d never approve of… And they were all things I second guessed… because I knew you wouldn’t approve of what I was doing for that filthy trickster. Guess I was right… since everything ended in an instant the minute you caught me and found out everything.

I never felt such intense emotions before. My chest ached and I felt like my heart was shattering in my chest as I watched your heart break and crumble in front of my eyes… I didn’t know loss could hurt so hard; I never had anyone to lose before you. I hate it. Still, I had to convince myself that you weren’t lost—not in the way humans use the word… not yet. So I needed to take this opportunity to tell you how I felt before anything worse happened—like really losing you… I needed to tell you how much I still love you…

But I know I never deserved your love. I never understood why you would give it to someone like me, someone who didn’t know what love was until you showed up. Despite your efforts to teach me, I still failed to provide what a lover should… My loyalty should have been to you, not that lousy King.

I’m sorry, (Name). So, I won’t bother you anymore. Don’t worry about me. Focus on that human who knows love and will be able to give you what you deserve and who deserves your love in return.

♊️♊️♊️

Dui’s Note:

Ever since you left, I keep thinking… I always thought it would have been Shadow to be the one to scare you away. I thought you’d leave because of my split personality, not because of something I was forced to do.

I’m sorry for hurting you like that… You probably had no idea how much pain I was in to see you cry and run from him—of course, I wouldn’t have deserved that much consideration when you were in more than enough pain because of me. Shadow emerged not long after, nearly getting us in trouble by attacking the goddess who caused all this. But I didn’t have the heart to go after you once we’d calmed down.

If anything, I’m just happy you were able to find someone else. In fact, I’m glad this person used to be your childhood friend; that makes me all the happier for you. If it makes it easier for you… I’ll stay away and you can forget about me. I just what you to have the best.

—sCRibbLeD WriTiNG— (Shadow Dui’s Note:)

I’M SORRY~

I didn’t mean for any of this to happen! I didn’t want you to leave me. You’re the only one who truly accepted and loved me. Even Dui resents me for existing because you’re gone.

I can’t make it without you, my only love—mOrE SCribBLeS— I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I just… want you to smile again. I want to banish the image of you crying from my memory. Please, please, be happy. Be the happiest… Just… smile again… please…

♓️♓️♓️

Ichthys’ Note:

I want you to live a life you won’t regret, first and foremost. I love your smile and always want you to wear one. I want you to laugh, it’s one of my favorite sounds…

Though… I regret that I’ll never be able to experience any of these things again. I envy the one who’ll be privileged enough to be by your side all the time.

But I know you loved my smile too… I find it hard to do that without you by my side. I never smiled for that goddess, never did anything to please her. She wasn’t the one I loved and I’m sorry I had to do that to you. It wasn’t a bad joke, I swear! It was just that I owed the King and my parents a lot; that included acting like a ‘proper Zodiac god’ and treating noble goddesses with respect.

But now, all I can do is bask in the regret of losing you. I’ll try not to mope. I promise I’ll still pull pranks on the other gods. I’ll still laugh and smile for you… only you. I’ll keep living because you always wanted me to. Hopefully… you can live happily too… and maybe come to forgive me some day.

��️♍️♍️

Partheno’s Note:

I knew dating you would come with trials—I’m not saying you were difficult to be with, rather, the opposite way around. I was a demon and I’d done horrible things to you; it was only a matter of if and when he made another wrong move that you’d forsake me. It was only sooner than I had time to prepare for…

I was still a Zodiac god, after all, and I was still sought after by goddesses… Of course, fate would be so cruel as to allow you to catch me with a goddess pinning me to my own bed. I know you probably don’t want to recall the sight, but you have to understand that I couldn’t fight back then; I couldn’t do anything that seemingly a demon would do. You understand, don’t you? That these goddesses would be willing to cry wolf if I didn’t give them what they wanted.

It was cruel… but it was all for you, didn’t you realize? In pleasing the gods, I was able to stay in the Heavens and keep you… But either way, my efforts brought me down. Those goddesses used me… You left me…

I’m not asking for pity or forgiveness. I’d support you no matter what you chose, even it was to be without me.

But I knew you wanted a better life for me than what I was living as a demon, I’ll continue to try and make a better life as a god for you. I’ll do everything… anything for you. Though… if that human ever does anything to you, I’ll gladly revert to a demon and end the pathetic thing’s life. But don’t worry, it’s only a contingency plan.

As long as you take care of yourself and do what makes you happy, I’ll gladly leave you be if it’s your wish. So, as long as you know… my heart is always for you, whether you choose to forgive me or not.

♈️♈️♈️

Krioff’s Note:

I kind of understand what happened… You left because I was forced to please some worthless goddess… But didn’t you understand that I’d have put you in that goddess's palace in a heartbeat? Or… did you think I’d truly be seeing someone behind your back?

Well, that’s beside the point. You’re with someone else now—a human. You have other things to focus on and I don’t want your forgiveness anyway. If I’m to be alone, I want to suffer for what I’ve done to you. I deserve the same heartbreak I unintentionally bestowed upon you. You… who is entirely undeserving of pain.

I’m used to getting hurt. I’ll take all the pain and suffering the world could give me if only for you to be pain-free and happy. You deserve nothing less. In fact, anyone who hurts you only deserves the worst, that includes me.

If you’re trying to look for a positive outcome of this like I am… At least now, you’ll never have to deal with my dad again. No god or goddess deserves such an encounter…

But as long as you smile and are able to live your best life, this is okay.

16 notes · View notes

starsincline · 15 days ago

Note

👋Hello, I am Mohamed, the husband of Tahfa Al-Hato

🤝❤️I hope you are well.

🌷I am writing to you with a heavy and sad heart and an urgent request for help.

🙏🍉Please, my wife's condition is very critical.

Every day it gets worse due to lack of food and a constant drop in blood pressure that has reached 80/40 due to lack of food and the ongoing war.

She only has a little left to give birth to my child, whom I named Ayan, and my children are moving from one health problem to another.

I have launched a GoFundMe campaign to save them bydonatingOn the link 👇

https://gofund.me/fdbf5f1a

🙏Please, time is running out.

🌷🤳Can you donate and share my campaign post from my profile? Every share and donation can be a lifeline for my family.

🙏 Feel free to donate on the link and share on any other social media platform if you want.

Our campaign has been verified ⭐ by gazavetters,entry number on their spreadsheet line (#86).

From the bottom of my heart I would like to thank you in advance for all your support and kindness❤️🌷🤳

I really hope your fundraiser gains more traction 🙏

Vetted (line 86)

€902 raised of €120,000 goal No donations in 14 hours!!!

We used to have a beautiful, clean, and spacious home, and my children lived a comfortable and peaceful life, far from problems and the chaos of the world. But after the war, we experienced all forms of poverty and displacement. They were deprived of their toys, belongings, and the room they preferred to stay in rather than being with others. Instead of their toys, they started using medicine boxes, torn paper as pretend money, and food cans as makeshift toys. They grew up too soon, losing their childhood in an instant. They took on responsibilities like adults and began helping me with carrying water and the burdens of life, understanding the exhaustion I endure for their sake. They became aware of our emotions while still young.

My father couldn't bear the cold and constant moving, and he passed away. We couldn’t handle the news and broke down in tears. Due to the large number of people in the tent, I became separated from my wife and children, who went to her family’s house. We didn’t see each other for 3 months because of the continuous bombardment and rain. She waited for me with her family, hoping the war would end, but it has continued until now.

By God's grace, we are now expecting a new baby. My wife is in her sixth month of pregnancy, and I am asking for donations to help me protect her and our children from this brutal war by getting them out of Gaza. Due to the constant moving, stress, and hardship we face, her pregnancy has reached a critical point, and her cervix has opened. She also suffers from poor nutrition, and her iron levels have dropped to 8.9. Additionally, her sodium levels are increasing, making the pregnancy dangerous.

0 notes

ahopkins1965 · 2 months ago

Text

How Do You Celebrate the Holidays?

How do you celebrate holidays? The first thing that I do is pray to God each day of the week. I thank God for allowing me to wake up in the morning and being able to breathe His Precious Breath of Life, utilized my Five Senses 🙏. I also thank God for allowing me to pay my bills and rent each month. I celebrate the holidays by attending church on each day; during the holidays. Secondly, I spend time with my family members and friends. I usually cook lunch and dinner for everyone who is at my apartment. I have food allergies such as: onions, shrimp, tomatoes, pineapple, coconut, and grapefruit. I have other allergies that will affect my personal health and well-being of myself. How do you celebrate holidays? During the past few years, I have been spending time all by myself because my family members tend to drink alcohol and smoke marijuana on a regular basis. Therefore, I cannot be around people who are smoking marijuana and drinking alcohol because it would jeopardize my Recovery and sobriety. My family members usually cook enough food to feed over 100 people who are in my family. I celebrate Christmas, Easter, and New Years Eve at Church located in the Dayton, Ohio Area. In most cases, I have spent most of the holidays all by myself. However, I do get in contact with all of my family members and friends. I also get in touch with my Church Members as well. I know that I am supposed to spend time with people who I really do not know. I am trying to lose weight within the next few years. This is because I suffer from Diabetes, Glaucoma,Cataracts, and Schizoid Affective Disorder and Schizophrenia as well as Alzheimers Dementia. I usually celebrate Mothers Day, Father's Day, and the 4th of July all by myself. Even though, my family members are not too receptive towards me as a person because I do not have the same father as my half siblings. My life during the past 7 years has been filled with Solitude and Loneliness and Sadness because my Grandparents, Mother, and Sister are no longer here on Planet Earth to talk to me right now. Life itself is really what you make of it! My neighbors who live inside of my apartment building do not talk to me anymore. How do I celebrate holidays? I have been lonely and sad right now. I view the holidays as an actual day that The Lord God has made. I do rejoice and be glad in it. This is the Day that The Lord has made. I have my own apartment to really clean up and I have to take care of myself a whole lot better than I used to. I have to purchase new things right now. The Love that I possess inside of my heart, I will take my love that I have for everyone with me to heaven. Love is more important than money. Thank you Lord Jesus Christ for keeping it real with me for 59 years of my life right now. How do I celebrate the holidays right now? I celebrate the holidays with God and Jesus Christ 🙏 🙌. I also have my Sobriety of 34 years and 4 months and 15 days now. All that I know is that God and Jesus Christ Love Me in the same way He Loves You. I am really taking it day by day, and one minute at a time. The Lord is Blessing me; even though I have been giving sparingly. He who reaps sparingly, will also reap sparingly. He who reaps bountifully, will also reap bountifully. Frankly, I am in need of a good paying job. I have to start praying every single day 🙏. I also need to read my Bible and attend Church on a regular basis. I need all of you to please keep me and my entire family members in your prayers and thoughts because; We All Need God and Jesus Christ in our lives 🙏. May The Lord God and Jesus Christ will continue to bless all of you richly. I Love All of You very much for the rest of my existence. God Bless All of You! Thank you for reading my essay about: How Do You Celebrate The Holidays?

0 notes

shiawase-rina · 5 months ago

Text

youtube

My reactions to Danganronpa The After Episode 18 below!

I watched this part in 3 parts which is why I had some hellish cliffhangers lol

Part 1:

I'm at minute 24 and... Seki that motherfucker!!! I see what he did!

Of course his plan had to involve tricking Hatami into unknowingly killing Kirigiri😭

Let me pray for a miracle quick so that my heart won't break 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

...the amount of self control it takes to not skip forward to reassure myself that Hatami will survive...

I will stay strong but 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Lemme just curl up and die🙈

The only thing that could save him is if Kirigiri actually commited suicide (her little smile is quite sus).

But in true thematic fashion, I'm quite afraid of having hope right now.

Killing Hatami here would be an incredible bummer and super unsatisfyingly, but from a story standpoint not impossible. Proving Hatami's despair right would be an incredible painful blow.

My girl Konoe is suffering immensely right now and this could very well be an event which breaks her light.

She would need to regain it in the following chapters then.

That would be an interesting development, however my heart is clear that I do NOT want Hatami to die here! I WILL cry!

Konoe... Please create a miracle with your Ace Attorney powers...

One small thing I forgot to say cus good god.

Hatami was so cute😭😭😭

He did not look like a murderer who was lying to his friends tho.

Part 2:

Can you believe how much my heart dropped when the part started with a Closing Argument?😭

For a second I really thought: This is it. Hatami will really die.

I'm SO SO glad that Konoe, Marin and Koin managed to convince everyone to continue the discussion.

Konoe clocked Hatami absolutely right in him just looking for a place to die.

Her listing all the ice cream she wants Hatami to buy her when they get out is so cute🥺✨

That blushy sprite too!

Let's not forget that we are still in chapter 2 tho! My hope of Hatami surviving for long are now stronger than ever! But chapter 5's don't care about our feelings.

God knows it might end with Seki and Hatami dead a la Process of Elimination chapter 5!

I WILL cry!

I remember wondering about the body announcement too but then forgetting about it. Bless Marin for bringing it up again! It wasn't the key to solving this for good but it paved the way~

Of course the camera function came in clutch! Like we jokes about lol

That photo is quite interesting too.

Wasn't that time when Seki was already supposed to be downstairs?

Weird that Kirigiri was able to make a photo of Hatami at this point. They should have had a door between them after all!

But yeah Kirigiri woke up early 100% and probably commited suicide after realizing what she was used for.

That's why she was able to smile like that!

Please Kirigiri give me this🙏✨

Save my boy 🥺

Part 3:

WHAT

I interpreted the Photo completely differetly. And WHAT. Dave?!

I was not prepare for freaking Dave swooping in to raise a metaphorical middle finger to Seki.

I did greatly enjoy how this turn of events bullied Seki. All his distressed sprites are pieces of art✨☺️

But really Dave?! I'm not prepared to say goodbye to Dave. I like this weird guy 🥲

And I wonder about his reasons too. But I guess we'll have enough time in the next part for that.

Loved the part of Konoe handing over the torch to Hatami🥺 For him to end this.

He showed that he can understand others pretty well too!

Overall feeling for the trial:

That was a lot!!

A rollercoaster of emotions!

I'm so glad we could reach a conclusion where both Seki and Hatami could survive (but we will still lose Dave...).

I feel now even more insane over Hatami, I want watch Seki have a bad time and a lot of interesting dynamics were born!

I love the potential we have gained now~

By far the craziest chapter 2 in Danganronpa history lol

#drta #danganronpa the after #fanganronpa #danganronpa #Youtube

1 note · View note

seekfirst-community · 2 years ago

Text

You are a priest forever according to the order of Melchizedek.

"Brothers and sisters: Every high priest is taken from among men and made their representative before God, to offer gifts and sacrifices for sins. He is able to deal patiently with the ignorant and erring, for he himself is beset by weakness and so, for this reason, must make sin offerings for himself as well as for the people.

"No one takes this honor upon himself but only when called by God, just as Aaron was. In the same way, it was not Christ who glorified himself in becoming high priest, but rather the one who said to him:

"You are my Son: this day I have begotten you;

"just as he says in another place,

"You are a priest forever according to the order of Melchizedek.

"In the days when he was in the Flesh, he offered prayers and supplications with loud cries and tears to the one who was able to save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverence. Son though he was, he learned obedience from what he suffered; and when he was made perfect, he became the source of eternal salvation for all who obey him." (Hebrews 5: 1 - 10).

Monday 16th January of the 2nd week of Ordinary Time.

The 1st Reading today from Hebrews 5: 1 - 10 gives me the opportunity to reflect and celebrate the 91st Birthday anniversary of a great friend, priest, teacher, mentor and intercessor. His name is Ugo R of the Society of Jesus. His birthday is today, Monday January 16th.

What do I remember most about him? The over 20 years when his vocation and ministry appeared like a roller-coaster so to speak. His love for people and sensitivity to Social Justice got him into trouble after trouble with his religious superiors and government after government in countries where he was a missionary. Ugo never quit the priesthood. Like the biblical Job, at the end of about 20 years, it pleased the Lord to restore him. And what a restoration!

At 91 years, Ugo is healthy and active in a number of ministries the Lord has bestowed on him.

I remind Ugo that St Anthony the Great or Anthony the Abbot did not die till he was 105 years. Moses lived till 120.

Happy Birthday to you Ugo. 🎂🌿🙏❤️

Almighty ever-living God,

who govern all things,

both in heaven and on earth,

mercifully hear the pleading of your people and bestow your peace on our times. Through Jesus Christ Your Son, our Able and Eternal High Priest. Amen.

Daily Bible Verse @. SeekFirstcommunity.com

0 notes

base0h · 2 years ago

Note

Hcs or scenario of Law falling for someone that is exactly like luffy pls & thank u 🙏💕

a/n - omg Luffy gives Law so much stress and anxiety lmao it’d be funny if he had an s/o like that too 😭

Warnings ⚠️ - g/n reader, law having crippling stress and anxiety, I put Luffy in here for no reason 💀

“You’re just like him.”

- It’s no wonder you’re best friends with Luffy-

- you two are so similar it’s crazy

- Luffy’s “friend” suffers from crippling anxiety and stress because of his shenanigans

- But with you, he can KIND OF tolerate you

- he doesn’t know why-

- dw you still give him anxiety 👍

- one (out of the many dumbass moments you’ve had) time you accidentally fell into the super tiny gap between your bed and the wall

- (I did this at 1 in the morning last night 💀)

- You didn’t even know how you fit in there, but the problem was that your limbs were all tangled in the weirdest positions ever

- and my god it hurt

- you managed to call Law since he usually saved your ass when stuff like this happened

- you were practically sounding like you were going to cry over the phone

- So Law immediately ran towards your home, banging down the door and running up the stairs as fast as he could

- He was having a mini heart attack- what if something was really wrong?!

- when he found you, he had the most dead-pan “you’re a dumbass” expression on his face

- mf just started to walk away at that point he’s done- 💀

- “WAIT LAW- PLEASE THIS REALLY HURTS-!”

- he struggled to pull you out since you were literally wedged in the crevice 🗿

- He had to lean all the way back, using his body weight before you finally slipped out

- You managed to fall straight on top of him, and law tried to hide his blushing cheeks 😭

- “get off me y/n.”

- You always had some kind of new scrape or bruise from being clumsy, so Law tried to fix every single thing on you

- he also lectures you 24/7 while knowing you don’t listen to shit he says 💀

- Man wants you to be safe, and worries about you a lot lmao

- also this is just a really dumb moment you had with your bestie Luffy

- you both decided it’d be so fun to try and swim in the ocean during the weekend

- (you both have devil fruit abilities)

- yeah. Guess how that went?

- Mhm. You drowned.

- FORTUNATELY- everyone else decided to tag along, and Law almost immediately saw you both drowning

- emo man can’t swim 🗿 so what’s he gonna do

- yea. PANIC (and shove people in to save you)

- Bitch literally shoved Zoro into the water to save you

- He also shoved in the simp love cook

- When Sanji came back with you in his arms, Law immediately performed a checkup on you, making sure you were breathing and everything

- (Zoro just stepped on Luffy, pushing the water out of his balloon stomach 💀)

——— >

- Yes, there was a rainbow ✨🌈

- Law was shouting at you for about 45 minutes 😭

- you give this man so much fucking stress and he doesn’t even know why he likes you so much

- he just- does

- He could yell at you over and over again and never get tired of you 🥺

- but still his anxiety got 10x worse once he met you 🗿

- pls stop giving him minor heart attacks

- I don’t think his body can take it anymore 💀

- ALSO- for the scenario, I think that both you and Luffy would be the worst drivers of the year so- yep 👌

—————— >

Scenario - “You’re going to be the death of me….” 💀

(This is a modern scenario :)

Law was silently reading a book, laying on the couch, happily enjoying the peace and quiet in his room. The book was interesting to him, it was one of his favorite comic books after all. Everything was great, it was peaceful, calm, and quiet. Until he heard tires screech outside. He almost threw his book in the air from being spooked like that. He opened the blinds of his room, and he saw you standing outside and waving your arms at his window. You were standing next to a quite- beat up car.. He sighed heavily, looks like his quiet moment was over before it even began.. He reluctantly opened the door, walking outside to meet your smiling face. “Y/n-ya, what are you doing with a car..?” He asked with a tired and confused expression. “I thought we could take it for a drive! Luffy said I’m a good driver.” You said pridefully, smiling up at him brightly. He knew he’d regret his decision.. But how could he say know to that sunshine of a smile you had? “Fine.” He replied quietly, getting into the passenger seat. You looked so happy and excited to show Law your “decent” driving skills.

Hopping into the drivers seat, you made Law had his seatbelt on first! That’s the first thing you learned- “safety first” right? Law sighed, buckling your seatbelt for you, “You have to put on a seatbelt..” He grumbled with an irritated tone. “Whoops.” You replied with a giggle, getting your hands on the wheel with determination and excitement in your eyes. It was almost as if you were sparkling with anticipation. Law found it cute, seeing how excited and determined you were to show him your driving skills.. But he was also holding onto his seatbelt for his life, making sure he wouldn’t fall out of the seat if anything were to happen. “Ok! Ready…? Set. GO!” You said, pressing on the gas pedal with most of your weight. The car wouldn’t move, and you looked so disappointed. Law almost started laughing, “Why won’t it go?!” You shouted, looking around, and tapping different buttons on the car. Law saw your keys sitting on the dashboard, and he sighed with a laugh at how panicked you looked. He grabbed them and started the car engine with the keys, “OHHHHHHH-!” You said with amazed eyes. “Thanks Law!” You shouted happily, now pushing your weight on the gas pedal.

But wait… Why was everything outside of the car moving in front of you? Wait a damn minute. “Y/N-YA YOU’RE ON REVERSE-!” Law yelled, looking behind at the nearing wall that you were about to crash into. “WHAT?!” You screamed, immediately shifting the car out of reverse. You slammed your foot on the brakes, and Law’s head whipped forward with the sudden movement. It made him dizzy, and he almost saw his life flash before his eyes. “Ok… Phew that was kind close haha!” You laughed, wiping the sweat off your forehead with relief. “Y/n. We could’ve fucking died.” He said, grabbing you by your shoulders with wide eyes. “Sorry-!” You replied, stepping on the gas pedal, making Law fly back into his seat. Law’s eyes were wide with worry and anxiety, his body was shaking with stress. “WHOOO HOOOOO!” You screamed excitedly, taking your hands off the wheel and waving them in the air. “HANDS ON THE WHEEL-!” He yelled, slamming your hands back on the steering wheel. You swerved around approaching cars, almost barely escaping a car crash everytime you passed someone. Law reached up, trying to find the hand rest on the side of the door. But it wasn’t there, he fumbled around, trying to frantically grab onto something. “Y/n-ya where’s the hand rest?!” He shouted, clearly panicking. “It broke off last time I crashed!” You replied rather light heartedly. “Last time you wh-?!” He started to shout before you sharply turned to the right, making Law fly around in his seat. The seatbelt almost did nothing for him- but at least there was something keeping him alive. You laughed happily, continuing to speed rather quickly down the roads. “Law isn’t this fun?!” You shouted, looking towards him. Law looked absolutely petrified, he looked like a cat who was desperately clinging onto the door handle for his life.

When he looked forward again, he saw the familiar faces of his friends. Luffy and Zoro were walking across the street, talking and obviously not paying attention. “Y/N STOP STOP STOP-!” He yelled, grabbing your arm tightly. You looked forward and screamed, slamming your hand on the horn. Zoro yelped, looking at the approaching car as he jumped out of the way as fast as he could. Luffy was confused, “Huh?? What are you doing Zoro?!” Luffy shouted, staring at him with a dazed expression. “LUFFY MOVE YOUR ASS!” He yelled, running towards him to try and move him out of the way. You instantly slammed your foot on the brakes, the car skidding as it slowed down. You were going so fast that it was hard for the tires to grab the ground. Law closed his eyes, it was embarrassing how petrified he looked. You cling onto him, wrapping your arms around him tightly while screaming and trying to shove more weight onto the brake pedal. You both closed your eyes, hugging each other and just praying that Luffy would either move, or the car would stop in time. Once you both felt the car stop, you slowly opened your eyes, and to your surprise, Luffy was still standing there. “Huh? OH Y/N HI!” He shouted, jumping up and down while waving his arms excitedly. Law was shaking, his fists clenched so tightly his fingers were turning purple. “You… Are going to be the death of me, y/n.” He said slowly, looking at you with a tired and petrified expression. “Hehe- don’t worry! I won’t let you die!” You replied with a smile. “I MEAN YOU’RE THE ONE WHO’S GOING TO KILL ME IDIOT!”

a/n - I love law 😭 and this was the goofiest thing I’ve written today I loved it sm ty for the request anon >:)

#trafalgar d water law #one piece hcs #law x reader #one piece #law one piece #one piece x reader #roronoa zoro #luffy one piece #law x y/n #law x you #law headcanons #straw hat pirates #worst generation

265 notes · View notes

hunxi-after-hours · 4 years ago

Note

xie lian thoughts?? i just finished the novel and i can't stop thinking about him!!! best boi oh my god. i need to read long long metas on him (and hua cheng) to stop hyperfixating. if you ever have the time and wish...please? meta more on him? 🥺 i just LOVE your metas on cql so 🙏

anon you’re in luck that I managed to scrape together the remnants of intelligent thought in my brain to come up with this

we talk all the time about Hua Cheng being Xie Lian’s most devout believer, but what we often overlook is that Xie Lian himself is a profoundly devout believer as well

it’s just not as obvious as the depths of Hua Cheng’s love (which, thanks to a nifty trick of worldbuilding, translates directly into Xie Lian’s power), but Xie Lian is as fervent of a believer as Hua Cheng--he simply places his faith in the inherent goodness of humanity

part of the reason why I find Xie Lian’s character arc so compelling is that his story grapples with the tangled issues of privilege, power, and morality. in his youth, as the beloved Crown Prince of Xianle, of course Xie Lian can afford to compassionate and charitable, because he wants for nothing and can infinitely provide out of the coffers of the royal family. He has a simplistic, black-and-white view of the world. Just do the right thing, he says, as if it’s obvious, as if it’s easy, as if it’s that simple

when faced with the thought experiment of the two people dying of thirst in the desert, and the single cup of water--if you were a god, asks his teacher, who would you give the water to?--a young, arrogant, undefeated Xie Lian, a Xie Lian who has yet to come face-to-face with a power greater than himself, flippantly chooses a third path of impossible optimism, and while it’s admirable, it’s also aggravating, naive, and impractical

this of course, comes back to haunt Xie Lian in book four, dogging his footsteps as he crawls his way through the mortal world, hemmed in on all sides by the strictures of conduct, the incessant demands of survival. we see Xie Lian pushed to and past his limits; we see the way his vaunted morals crumble in the face of hunger and desperation and need. where is the third path, when you are one of those people dying in the desert, and there is only one cup of water? what is the point of being a god if you can’t even save the people you love?

we see Xie Lian’s belief in goodness and righteousness stretch and bend under the pressure of everything he’s put through--and we see it shatter.

Xie Lian loses faith. Xie Lian has his belief in the worthiness of morality and compassion crushed to smithereens, left smeared across the floor of an abandoned temple in his own blood and viscera. after chapter 190, we come to know a terrifying Xie Lian whose heart has frozen over, who will lie and cheat and steal and kill without batting an eye. this Xie Lian dons the mask of his worst enemy and does it justice

there is a dead space, a blank space, an unwritten space in the narrative following the immense trauma of chapter 190. two months go by after blood spills onto the floor of an abandoned temple and flame chars the corpses inside to ash, and we don’t know what happens to Xie Lian in those two months, except that Bai Wuxiang is there, and Bai Wuxiang is watching over him, and Bai Wuxiang sends Xie Lian off down the mountain with the black sword that was both agent and accessory to his suffering

but. but. even after all that--even after all that--there is still some of that old Xie Lian left, an ember not gone completely cold. he leaves the door open. he gives humanity another chance

and humanity nearly fails that second test, that last test; that ember of hope, of belief, of faith comes so close to being snuffed out, but all it takes is a straw hat in the rain, a single moment’s kindness, unasked for, freely given, even if it’s accompanied with grumbling and insults and no shortage of cursing

the full force of Xie Lian’s belief comes surging back, and even though he is still fettered by the cursed shackle around his throat, Xie Lian is back, once more full of the power and agency and divine goodness that makes him who he truly is, the beloved taizi-dianxia of Xianle, whose beauty was matched only by his goodness, whose power was only matched by the depth of his benevolence

it is the strength of his belief in what is good and right and worthy that carries him through the end of book four, to a battered and bruised and dearly-bought victory snatched from the jaws of despair and disillusionment and destruction, and it is this same ironclad belief that leads him to scattering his allotted luck, carries him through another seven hundred and seventy years of unending misfortune with, impossibly, a smile on his face and laughter on his lips

Xie Lian’s faith is tested, and Xie Lian’s faith fails him. but faith isn’t something that, once lost, can never be restored. faith is forgiving, faith is enduring, and sometimes all it takes is for one brief moment, one tiny action to restore it to full, blazing glory

we first meet Xie Lian, eight centuries into this life, and he is still travelling, still doing good deeds. one would think, after a few centuries, after book four, that Xie Lian is entitled to a retirement, or at least a vacation

but when people cry out for help, he goes to them. when a traveller stops by his temple with news of vanishing caravans, he doesn’t hesitate, journeys to distant Banyue to investigate. Xie Lian doesn’t stop, doesn’t give up, because he’s found his calling and harmonized it with his being

so of course Hua Cheng and Xie Lian are perfectly matched for each other, and not just because Hua Cheng refashions himself to perfectly complement Xie Lian, but because the two of them are both devout believers of their respective faiths--Xie Lian in the worthiness of the world, and Hua Cheng in the worthiness of Xie Lian

#happy TGCF-to-Netflix day to all who celebrate #hunxi thinks about TGCF #Xie Lian

508 notes · View notes

angels-roses · 5 years ago

Text

In today’s world and all the people who are hurting and those who have lost loved ones, really impacts my priorities. I do not care for mm, and I wish for the best for Harry. But I really don’t know if it matters in today’s world. With people dieing by the thousands everyday, I feel sorrow for the world and all those suffering. My daughter in law had to incubate a woman 28 weeks pregnant, they didn’t believe that she or the baby would be okay. We watch the news and it is filled with such sorrow, no matter what country you live in or your social status. Coronavirus has no restrictions or compassion toward anyone. I do feel sad for Prince Harry, but England has survived much worst. We should rejoice in Prince William and his family, knowing that the monarchy will survive. I live in New York, and many people are sick and dieing. This is a world wide illness, it doesn’t matter if you are rich or poor we all are susceptible to the virus. I pray that we all stay safe and protect all those we love. I sincerely hope that Prince Harry finds happiness, but our world has changed so much in the last 6 or so weeks that his happiness is minor compared to all those who are dieing from coronavirus. Please take care of yourselves and your families, give those you love a hug and let them know you love them. I lost a dear friend yesterday and 2 priests that I have known for a long time are in the hospital, one on an incubator. God Bless 🙏💕

2 notes · View notes

pipelinelaserraygun · 2 years ago

Text

youtube

Pastor John Ruttkay has repeatedly reminded me: TOO many Christians are on a 🚢🛳️ pleasure cruise, whereas MORE ought to be on active-duty, aboard a battleship 🪖🪖.

youtube

It was at John's Wednesday gathering where I was introduced to Torben. I met this gentle servant in San Diego. What he's going through is unlawful. ✝️🛐 Father God, ADD this part of his Life to create an even MORE powerful testimony.

Savior and Messiah, please continue setting the captives free. 🙏

youtube

Written by Wolfgang Simson, arguably 🐺⬇️ the World's GREATEST living Theologian:

An open letter to Torben Søndergaard – currently in jail

(For those who don’t know: Torben is a Danish Evangelist, founder of the “The Last Reformation” initiative who has applied in 2019 to the US for religious asylum and is currently held in a US jail for more than 100 days. More info:

Dear Torben –

THIS IS MY ATTEMPT TO GET YOU OUT OF JAIL.

So first, I pray for peace, joy and an open ear to hear something that may go completely against what most others say – or maybe even against what you think about your current situation. But remember the “Tenth Man Principle” the Israelis have come up with, a few decades ago: If nine people in a group of ten all agreed on any topic, it was the job of the tenth man to take the opposing view and present a completely different scenario, a different diagnostics, and come up with a different solution.

Thousands of people are praying for you. But God, who loves to answer all prayers that are prayed in the name and spirit of Jesus, has chosen not to release you from jail just yet. When the church prayed, God released Peter in Acts 12, or Brother Yun of China, miraculously. There are reasons, I believe, why God seems to allow your ordeal. Maybe he has even orchestrated it for a special purpose. I believe that once you see and even accept these reasons, this purpose, you will be free to go as God gives you the Green light. In other words: WHAT IF GOD NOW WAITS FOR YOU – RATHER THAN WE ALL WAIT FOR GOD?

Torben, we all know you are not a weapons smuggler and you have felt you are in jail for all the wrong reasons, in the hands of a justice system that is simply not just. Yet, you know you are ultimately in the hands of God, and he, yes, is just. That means that God can and sometimes will allow us to suffer for a specific purpose, as even Jesus himself learnt obedience through his suffering, as Hebrews 5:8 says. The goal is a Kingdom upgrade, our increased holiness and alignment to his ways, the process and protocols of the Kingdom. Sometimes God puts us into a tight spot, he seemingly makes us weak, to convey a strong message or even lesson to us.

Torben, you are a good and passionate evangelist, called, anointed and equipped by God to do great exploits for him. He gifted you as a healer and mobilizer of others- a kickstarter! Together with many others I celebrate and welcome that – we need you, and many thousands like you, to finish the grand apostolic tasks ahead. We need, for example, to see at least 400 million Kingdom communities globally started to come anywhere near close to the 50:50 situation (“one I will take, one I will leave…” – that’s 50%!) Jesus prophesied about in Matthew 24:37-41.

Yet, something about your current situation is not quite right. As I have been praying for you, I believe I sense that God is trying to tell you something that you might have been a bit reluctant to hear and accept. Let me be plain: I believe the main reason you are currently in jail is that God is trying to teach you – and those that keenly observe your story - a vital lesson that you would otherwise probably not hear or learn. I am not above this, and I have been in a very similar situation for years trying to learn the very same lessons that God has been teaching me – and many others. Let me say this therefore with empathy and my love both for you and the Kingdom:

- FROM IQ TO WeQ: I is good, we is better. None of us is called to be a lone wolf, who single-handedly wins God’s wars, no matter how gifted and intelligent we are. We all know in part. We have the mind of Christ, says the Apostle Paul, and we all are supposed to be a part of a much larger Kingdom-puzzle. We all need a community of peers, a flat-structured God-team that is not hierarchical with just one man on top, but with King Jesus on top. Sadly, the Body of Christ has sometimes a wordly tendency to surround our most gifted ones with an aura of stardom, like a spiritual VIP. And many are quick to be their fans, admirers or even just yes-sayers. This creates unhelpful role models, something God is changing in our days. God wants us all to be role models of a divine WE, or we will actually divide the Body into modern versions of the factions we read in 1 Cor 1:12.

- EMBRACE 5-FOLD SYNERGY. You are not just called and designed to be an independent evangelist, but someone utterly dependent on God and other servants of his, a five-fold ministry team (Eph 4,11-13) where apostles, prophets, evangelists, teachers and pastors function together in godly synergy, each needing the others to function in maturity ourselves. God is not waiting for one more apostolic, prophetic or evangelistic superstar. In order to properly represent him to the world, we need to learn to walk in oneness, desperately depending on God and each other.

- DON’T BE AN “EVOSTEL” - the artificial mix of an Evangelist with an Apostle. God in his amazing genius has designed all of us as specialists, highly gifted and anointed in one area – and highly incapable in all other areas, so that we are humbly in need of The Body, being supplemented by others. Since the global rediscovery of the apostolic in the late 80s and 90s, many servants of God have simply added the role or even the title “Apostle” to their portfolio, even if they are a perfectly fine Pastor or an Evangelist and not an Apostle at all. The result of this is confusion, the emergence of spiritual super-heroes that are multi-tasking geniuses or even super-apostles as Paul calls it. Where we are awarding ourselves with titles or roles that simply go beyond the calling and gifting God has given us, we might even be in danger of stepping or trespassing into other peoples ministry, as Peter writes in 1 Pet 4:15. Torben, you are a brilliant Evangelist, not an Apostle. Please don’t be more than you are, and be joyfully content how God made you.

youtube

- TOWARDS HOLY SPIRIT SUSTAINABILITY. You are a great fire starter, a sort of Holy Spirit arsonist, and we all need that. However, Jesus is interested not in kickstarting short burst of spiritual flames that soon die down, but in seeing momentum, long lasting fruit that remains, as he said in John 15:16. The Kingdom standard would be the ongoing multiplication of multiplication, until the earth is filled with God’s glory, something we see emerge in Acts 16:5: The churches multiplied daily. Many revivals and even evangelistic initiatives have left behind a sort of spiritually Burnt Earth, where people say: I saw a short flash, and God was in it, but I saw no long-lasting fruit. This has left many discouraged and even frustrated. After many spiritual “explosions”, not many are ready to deal with the spiritual “implosions” that set in when the events, conferences and outreach times are over and everything calms down to the substandard of CAWKI, church-as-we-know-it. This needs to change. Jesus wants a fire that burns until the whole earth is spiritually aflame (Lk 12:49) and the knowledge of his glory fills the earth like water covers the sea. For this, we all need to build together an apostolic architecture, a viral, multipliable in which the Holy Spirit does not only come for brief visits, but feels at home for the long run.- THE LASTING REFORMATION.

Every new spiritual initiative brings a certain amount of creativity and innovation, but often also just freshness to age-old truths that are being revisited. Driving out demons, healing the sick or raising the dead in the streets - even the rediscovery of house churches - is nothing new. It is something that needs to be re-discovered in every generation that realizes that this is the Kingdom standard Jesus commanded already 2,000 years ago in Mt 10. TLR brings a welcome freshness to this, but I doubt a bit that the term “last” Reformation is very helpful in the long run. Some might even simply turn TLR into their new spiritual brand, a sort of denominationalism that they genuinely despise in others. Many new movements on the earth need to eventually deal in maturity with the youthful element of excitement, maybe even with a little bit of the pride that “church history starts with us.” Wherever people believed they are “God’s final word,” his “Silver Bullet” that will accomplish what all others failed to do, things did not end well. This view is too short-sighted and does not respect what God is doing through others, even through those who never heard of TLR. We live in the age of a global and massive Kingdom Reformation, where millions and soon billions are discovering: Jesus preached the Kingdom, what came was man-made Christendom. This ReforNation, as I call it, re-inventing “life as it should be” on the basis of God’s Nation, goes far beyond Matthew 10 or even house churches. It involves all of us moving into Kingdom Economics, Kingdom Legality, into true Oneness, becoming vessels of God’s glory, and beginning to live in Kingdom Arks, Kingdom communities, Kingdom Colonies - all prophetic forerunners of the final emergence of the City of God.

For this to happen, we all need what I call a Kingdom Upgrade. In other words: The best is yet to come, and we need you, Torben, to be a part of this global Kingdom cause of God which is bigger than all of us and all our brands and labels put together. I pray that you would receive this as an encouragement to not just wait to get out of jail and dive straight back into what you have been doing, with a vengeance. God can afford to have all of us – me included – to be locked away for a while. He is calling all of us to a higher Kingdom standard, a standard of we-ness, Kingdom companionship, where team-minded co-laborers function together in synergy in this final harvest. Wherever needed, please reflect on this, bring this before God and maybe retrace your steps a bit. Again, I suspect we do not actually need to wait for God to do something in your case, but God is actually waiting for you to respond to the lessons he is trying to teach you in these jail days. As you move, God will move. I expect you soon to be freed by a perplexed justice system that never knew what happened. God is able to override all human plots in an instant as we align our hearts with him and his plans.

A word to all those that love you and pray for you as well: This is not meant as a criticism at all, but proposing a solution. If you can, please allow these thoughts to help you as well to recalibrate and realign yourself with the standards of the Kingdom – God’s Kingdom Upgrade. He wants all of us to move from man-made religion to life under his Kingship. And we all need to be prepared for a very exciting and rewarding global harvest ahead of us that brings long-lasting fruit that remains, and brings glory to one name alone – King Jesus.

Torben, I hope to welcome you out of prison anytime soon – blessings, Wolfgang.

youtube

I hadn't seen my good friend Mike, who served THIS 🇺🇸 Country as a Marine for more than 20 years, in over a year.

We had agreed to meet at THIS restaurant chain, but at an entirely different location.

He took down the WRONG address, which looking back now seems to me as if this get-together was a scripted 🕎 adventure.

youtube

Sea of tranquility, 🌊 or ANYTHING but calm?

MUST 🙈 READ ‼️

"Right person. Right place. Right time." --UNCLEAR, yet.

It remains to be seen...

youtube

I don't think the forecast calls for ALL of America, to die. Midterm election 🗳️🇺🇸 outcomes, however, surely spell doom for babylonians.

0 notes