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I feel like a little british boy please kind sirs leave Dante Basilio content for thee
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How do you imagine Levan/Revan/ Mallenoa's husband?
Appearance, personality etc.
Revaan/Laverne/whatever-his-name-is's title sort of implies that he might be from a fantasy-Eastern country (they've established that in Twstland, 竜 = Eastern-style dragons, andドラゴン = Western-style dragons). and that's about as much as we know right now about...anything in regards to what he might look like. so I've been trying very hard not to form too much of a mental picture of him, because I'm still hoping we'll get to see him (or at least a silhouette)! ergo, in my head, he kind of looks like this:
so handsome. surely Malenoa fell in love at first glance.
I do think the funniest thing about what we've learned so far is that Malleus being kind of quiet and reserved and dignified...absolutely did not come from the Draconias. and he sure as heck did not learn it from Lilia. so he probably got a lot of that from his dad! the vibe I get from how Lilia talks about him is that he could be a bit of a prim little fancyboy sometimes, but was (mostly) willing to go along with his wife's zany antics out of love. he sounds sweet, honestly! I'm sorry he (maybe) died. :(
my favorite thing about Mal's parents is that Malenoa and Lilia's dynamic was "long-suffering guard and princess who has long been the cause of said suffering":
but then they would happily join forces in order to gang up on Revaan:
tl;dr Revaan was the straightman in Malenoa and Lilia's comedy act until it all ended horribly whoops
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#can't wait to be proven wrong about all of this!#no seriously if it means more episode 7 i literally cannot wait#oh revaan. hopefully they will not make us wait much longer to learn...anything at all about you#international relations probably got a lot easier once he was around to do the diplomatic stuff#the malenoa-revaan-lilia dynamic seemed to largely revolve around lilia and revaan's shared understanding#that malenoa does whatever she wants and neither of them can stop her#god i love them#while we're on the subject i found out the other day that the romanization of the name eleanor is エレノア#so i wonder if malenoa is actually meant to be something like maleanor as a takeoff on that#i am going to stick with malenoa for now but i think that's kind of cute!#we desperately need some kind of confirmation on revaan's name though twst please#if malleus' dad is actually named laverne i need to know
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Two all 2 people who follow my tumblr
GUYS THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT
If you’re of voting age in the US and not registered, PLEASE REGISTER NOW!
I’m endorsing Kamala Harris for president.
The fact that’s it’s even close makes me sick to my stomach.
You can disagree with Harris or Biden or their administration on a lot of things, but not seeing that she is clearly the better option is scary.
Queer people’s lives depend on this.
If you care about us, PLEASE VOTE
If you are mad at Harris for not stopping the genoc1de, remember that Trump will absolutely not stop it either and that he’s a moron who no one respects. I’d rather have a g3nocide overseas and have queer people (and poor people, women, poc) in the US protected than have a g3nocide overseas and not have them protected.
And if you say “well Roe v Wade overturned and other conservative laws happened under Biden” Remember this was the CONSERVATIVE supreme court that did this. And another Trump term will make the court even worse for decades. The implications of this are huge.
People are on the fence, it’s simple. If you care about your queer, disabled, poc, poor, female loved ones VOTE HARRIS. If you’re centrist and won’t vote because you don’t care you’re a pushover and a coward. If you’re farther left and think she isn’t left enough, yes you have a point but this is all we have, PLEASE use your brain and stop being chronically online and self impressed.
I don’t care if I lose followers for this at this point, I’m just out here doing everything I can, not to panic and want to hide who I am. A lot of people don’t have the options to move to another state let alone country and we just want to live.
I’m lucky to live in a very safe state but I’m still terrified.
Please care about us. Please vote.
#kamala harris#tim walz#vote harris#Harris is the only option#use your brains#harris 2024#please care about us#lgbtq#abortion#autism#you’re allowed to criticize her but come on be senseible trump is way worse#like seriously use your brains#tired of chronically online leftists who won’t suck it up and vote for someone just because they’re so stuck up#like about Palestine I get it#I support Palestine but trump won’t help them either#do people not understand??#there’s only two options and staying home or writing in is bad in an election this close#like one option is clearly better for us#only one option#if you care#please#i’m begging#i’m serious#if trump wins I’m gonna lock myself in my literal closet#the panic in my chest daily#I’ve started praying again even tho a god who lets trump live clearly abandons us a long time ago#that’s how desperate I am#but I think we’re on our own#please just suck it up and worry about the other stuff after the election#like actually gonna blame y’all dumb people if orange man wins
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over and over and over and over and over and over and
#witch's heart#witch’s heart fanart#claire elford#noel levine#noelclaire#bonus stage#bonus stage spoilers#witch's heart spoilers#god. bonus stage is killing me#tfw the person who means everything to you dies 9999x#and you're trying desperately to do anything you can to save her#when she doesn't even remember you (or so you think)#the two of them make me so ill /pos#coloring this took so freaking long#and I am still unhappy with a lot of details#but shhhh#please don't spoil bonus stage for me I haven't finished it yet </33#just started Ashe's backstory I'm very scared#I just want good things for both of them but I really don't think that's possible#curse you witch's heart for making me fall head over heels for a ship that is doomed by the narrative AUGH
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Have you ever seen two men so beautiful you cried?
#this patch is so fucking good oh my god#I can’t nobody talk to me#getian please come homeeeeeee#he’s not even out yet what am I supposed to do?????#this is why I never play gacha games I get to invested fr#i say as i am desperately saving#guh being f2p is such a pain#anyway#reverse 1999#r1999 getian#r1999 zima#r1999#tuzii talks#more like tuzii rants
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Frye fans getting ready to see the Springfest results (I am one of them)
#I am posting this in the hopes I am desperately wrong#please God let her win. please. she’s suffered enough#she won halftime let her have this 😭#speaklax#memes#frye onaga#springfest#Splatfest#Splatoon#delete later#<maybe
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AGENTS OF S.H.I.E.L.D SEASON 1 -> SEASON 3
#melinda may#leo fitz#phil coulson#grant ward#daisy johnson#jemma simmons#aos#aosedit#aosblog#marveledit#rainbowgifs#userjsmn#jemmablossom#userars#useranne#as usual i didn't know who to tag for this but i'm desperately hoping someone sees it because god this took me like four weeks#and in all honesty#some of these gifs are....not the best#but i blame it on photopea (obviously) and the fact that aos is a PAIN to color#and ik that i could've just picked different scenes/episodes but i really wanted to try to get the 1x01 vs 3x01 comparison#but obviously jemma and ward aren't in 3x01....so their gifs are from 3x10 which is the only other s3 episode i have downloaded#but anyway i'm sure no one really cares that much please just enjoy the rainbow colors so fun and be proud of me for actually giffing <3#oh and also take the time to appreciate the daisy fitz and jemma development because i am lookingggg and so are you probably#oh oh oh and i didn't go all the way from s1-7 because i wanted to get the og six and obviously ward gets his ribs crushed in during s3#(everybody cheered) so he wouldn't be able to be there#i did think about just making a meme in the place of s7 ward or just leaving it blank but i couldn't think of something funny enough and#i instead braved coloring his skin tone back to normal on maveth#kat.gif
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the way it happened is truly everyone's worst fear, and the episode puts a spotlight on what those fears are. k trying to fix something and fucking it up massively. when she airdrops all her stuff, it didn't feel like "k's still thinking about her network etc", it felt like defeat, giving up the work she was doing as itsy for someone else, cause she's lost all confidence in her ability to fix what she was trying to fix. sam tries to help with magic, and her wand doesn't work, and she's confronted with how helpless she is without it. she hosts a show with magic in the name but when she needs it, when she calls for it, it doesn't come, and without it all she is (all she fears that she is) is just being shiny on the outside with nothing on the inside. jammer having less than a minute to feel grief and fear before he just locks in on what he needs to do, where they need to go, because jammer feels responsible for everyone he cares about so he feels responsible for this, he can't face evan's shadow because he can't fail evan again because he's already failed to be there before. and then evan! having to be rescued, being inconvenient and throwing off their mission, and then coming back with no clothes, is the worst! he's so sad about how his presence is making his friends' lives worse because k and jammer can't even look at him, he tried to help sam in whatever way he can and it just upset her, and then he socially trapped sam into assuring him she cares about him. he has to ask a magic goat a question and he doesn't know how and even though the goat ends up giving him the theoretical right answer, now it's disappointed in him because he used a cop out! very bad no good day for evan. man.
#laughs awkwardly#dimension 20#misfits and magic spoilers#first off katabasis. an underworld of shades that know everything like in the odyssey. very cool that it's a goat#but also I wonder if there's a catch. when victor brought his dog back he couldn't bring all of it back#like maybe only sam k and jammer can see evan. maybe evan is back only for them and he's invisible to others. or something else 👀#also the acting was so good i feel crazy. i was over here trying to exercise and sam goes 'please don't kick other evan'#jammer being so focused on doing what needs to be done and then meeting the goat and asking#how am i supposed to do everything that i need to do. is that even possible. there's so many people who need me#aaaaaaaa#k snapping her wand and aabria doesn't miss a beat. mechanical game consequences ready to go#the way evan being emotionally removed and distant means the only part of him that makes it through the fog#is his desperate need to be useful. to be there the way his friends need him. and sam knowing that about him#and using that to get him to un-2D himself. and also!! poor fergus jesus christ#when your ex has come to fire island 2 where you live and you're like hey maybe I'll drop by check in. see how she's doing#and how she's doing is being covered in her friend's blood and viscera. how are you supposed to navigate that. good god
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in the backs of my eyes, light does not reach. black and white, monochrome stars, inky null and blinding full. others dream, and my thoughtlessness seeks. though i cannot see, and though i cannot breathe in every moment my eyes breach free- i dream. not for grandeur, not for fillment, i dream of nothing but hope. for days where i could, for the days i would dream. sitting in the back seat. squalid radio turned to rage. looking at her shoulder’s locks, dreaming of the cage. taken to my first bar, shown my first rave not forgotten, not forsaken, the only love i will take to my grave. cigarettes and mud, alleys and grunge all i wanted was saving. gone so far, seeded so deep, until it whittled into camaraderie. when the shows over, she’d take me home and leave me in her bed. that night i would be cherished, and that morning we'd be fed. i see their faces in my dreams, as every possibility, every tangle, every thread, every filament held together. like a bastion of memory, creating false to fill the empty. to grant hope to a greyscale null. * * starlight ash, the null of the void, the hopes of a begotten child. is there anything to hear, when the screams are of fear, or choking of brittle and tears? his hopes were so mild, his rage was unbridled, how could she be any different? feel her eyes shiver, feel her soul take, feel the ties of the poverished ingrate. your help cannot find it, your thoughts cannot find it, your hands cannot feel it, your heart cannot take it, your legs cannot shake it and your teeth cannot break it. in every part of you is her no matter how hard you fight it has been the end of her not of her blight. only of her light.
#im so tired. i want anyone to talk to or be with. ever. i miss being alive. i miss dreaming. i miss hoping. i miss having things to hope for#it doesnt have to be too late. so i try. but it always ends up feeling like it is. im so alone. so scared. i just need a way in. to life.#a way into a group. something other than this isolating pain.#this is the best way i could describe my feelings. esp since begging for attention doesnt work. but it isnt enough. i have so many dreams.#so many hopes i am forgetting every second. please. god i wish i could be normal and not have to beg or bare myself fully like this.#i honestly wish i could be more private but i need to beg. and idk how else to. im so desperate for any interaction god fuck i hate it here
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come on
please tell me
#link leads to the music used in malks 5th story - alone by dan farley#art#malkuth#lc malkuth#malkuth lobcorp#lobotomy corporation#lobotomy corporation spoilers#made this at like 2-3 am in a fit of 'god i love malkuths story and dialogue so much'#i could go on forever and ever but here ill talk about how much i love her expressions. they way the cognition filter has her with that#constant cheery look#when shes not smiling it looks odd#and in her 5th story cutscene the music really hammers in the feeling of like. loneliness. of the facade fading away or crumbling#'come on; please tell me. so i can feel rewarded; just a bit.'#this final moment when her smile fades hits the hardest of all for me#knowing it doesnt come back beyond that (ofc until post meltdown)#the just... desolation. desperation? it feels so alone. calling out into the void#the entire time it feels so profoundly sad honestly#but this makes it feel hollow. when malkuth truly feels/looks entirely hollow#though here i may have drawn it less empty more like. expectant#i hope it still gets that across - the feeling of hollowness#again i could go on about malkuth forever. my favorite sephirah i love her so much
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I do genuinely feel like one drawback of specifically modern superhero comics is that sometimes you read a run and it's like... you know when game of thrones was on and they were like "yeah if we need characters to talk but don't have anything for them to do we just have them talk during a sex scene" ?
Sometimes it feels like superhero comics are that with fighting.
Didn't know what to have happening on screen. Gonna just have this conversation with our *fists.*
#this is very vague and so not really constructive criticism at all. A sequence I just don't like has been going around a lot again lately.#I just am sad when things could clearly have been dark brooding conversations in the rain leaning in real close#and reaction shots of dumpsters and street kittens and fire escapes and traffic#and instead it's uh. it's batman beating his kids again. god damnit.#like listen I desperately wants bruce sparring with the kids to be like. meaningful and bonding and serious.#but I'm also enthralled by 1969 batman refusing to raise a hand against robin even under duress#because it wasn't a spar it was real and outside of a conscious agreed upon spar he is Not Fucking Raising His Hand Against Them#but then they'd have to be talking heads!#please lean in the calvin and hobbes wagon ride direction instead i am begging#beatext
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I was gonna post something about dreading how shit this week is going to be. But then I realized it's probably going to be shit until late January, so. Please pray for my blood pressure and health 😭
#im really scared icl 😭#also if i had to go through months of non stop political ads and texts and emails and anxiety and and and-#only for it to not end well. my fucking god.#aaaghhh it just fucking sucks election day really isnt a 'day'#its actually just. election year.#ive been consumed by it for probably at least half this year#but not only all that thats been going on#its gonna take days for them to count the ballots probably#and in that time theres gonna be like. 5 billion lawsuits. cause thats a thing apparently#and then all that shit is going to continue until what. January 20th?#no matter the result things are going to be chaotic i feel like#but truly i am desperately manifesting gaaaahhhh fuck im so done with all this#FREE ME PLEASE I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING FREE#also fuck whichever guy put election day so close before thanksgiving and christmas#idk it all just really fucking sucks. this year hasn't been good for me#so i love that in addition to my already terrible baseline level of anxiety-#ive had another level piled on top of me#which can only possibly get worse 😭#id almost prefer the political ads in perpetuity rather than actually face tuesday and beyond#god. fuck this.#i feel like im gonna have to knock myself out and not go online on monday and tuesday at this rate#how am i even going to get myself to sleep when theres constantly eternal doom hanging over me#catie.rambling.txt
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Both my hands are reaching for you, sweety. If you ever need something I will get to you
beacons being lit right now for a hug
#i will take a virtual hug i dont even care#not trying to be selfish i know a lot of people are fucked right now#i am very private about my personal life but i am one of those people that is very royally fucked#i cant stop crying so thank you for even thinking of others right now#i am so desperate to talk to someone who might understand the shit im in that if my bio family werent conservative i would break no contact#but literally everything is fucked everything oh my god#anyway thank you for being a kind person#please protect yourself and stay safe#asks#i dont even want coffee today fuck
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WHAT IN THE EVER LOVING FUCK OHMYGOD THIS IS MY MOST INVESTED SCIFI SHOW SINCE DARK AND TRAVELERS HOLY CHICKEN NUGGETS I NEED FUCKING ANSWERS OHMYGODOYGOD
GUYS WATCH SILO IT. IS. SO. FUCKING. AMAZING.
I beg of you.
Pure awesomeness for 10 episodes.
Main Character is GIF above and she will awaken every sapphic bone in your body. She’s certainly awaken mine and I’m bloody asexual.
Rebecca Ferguson is so hot as Juliette in this even when she’s being an asshole. I’m like I can completely understand darling lemme lay down my life for u. Yall the pull of her is sooo 😚 my beloved feral alley cat
Actually I think this is a very carnal love letter to all ITs and engineers out there with how attractive every casted Mechanics are lmao
It’s a murder mystery with red level type of fascist regime conspiracy and the pacing is managed so fucking well you’ll never get bored and may at times cursed out loud of pure annoyance when the intro show itself and maybe break your phone just to hit the skip button immediately
It’s so good you’ll keep gasping like a toddler like you just watched the twists the first time though said twists has been already established few episodes ago and a constant cloudy backdrop to every interaction/conversation/literally every fucking scenes
Me: Oh my god. We’ve established this already. Please inform the other characters WE’RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME. Go, GO GO
Characters, being informed:
Also, Me: *gasps with them*
The tension is so fucking good. You will not tear your eyes away.
All the adrenaline of excitement and frustrations with the fucking questions that keep piling up and cry-inducing cliffhangers are all fucking worth it because the payoffs are literally everything. I am madly hyperfixating. This is love.
Official summary: *crying because it barely eclipses the sheer fucking genius of this show but also cant think of something better because it feels like trying to wiggle in a tiny room surrounded by electric fences. Electric fences being spoilers*
Give it a shot it’s so worth it. I just clicked on it on a whim just to play it in the background while working. And now here I am at midnight rambling like Im high.
Best scifi shows of the fucking year. 👏🏼 Maybe one of the best scifi shows ever. It certainly is in my top 3.
Say it with me: TRUTH BEFORE ORDER.
tw‼️ CLEAN 💀
That ending. That ending. That fucking ending. SEASON 2 COME OUT.
#i am not ok#this is one of the best shows ever#and im having the time of my life#gods that fucking ending#I AM SO DESPERATE FOR SEASON TWO PLEASE#silo#silo apple tv#silo series#fandom#multifandom#shows#series#rebecca ferguson#juliette#silo juliette
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Have youbever bad a dream whefe you when youjbwjerrnyoi fjbfjdk men?
my daily thoughts are consumed by men. everyday i think about how i want to make out with a man and be pinned to the wall like a painting. i sleep and think of a man hitting on me and thinking im cute before the two of us cuddle after watching shitty white people christmas movies and making fun of the characters.
every moment i exist i yearn for a man to touch me in any way possible in any way he sees fit. i will be whatever a man wants me to be. he tugs my chain and tells me to get on my knees i am crumbling to the floor with 0 hesitation.
the things id let men do to me. the things id do for men if they ask.
so yeah i kvsigisgidohs when men lmao
#chatting with centipede#asks for centi#i am so extremely gay#unbelievably gay#i will go into so much detail idgaf#this is my blog i do what i want#mlm#gay#mlm yearning#men kissing#kissing men#god please send me a man who'll pin me to the floor and make me beg#send me a man who will hold me and pet my head and tell me im doing such a good job#please#i yearn for a mans touch#i am so desperate
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Hey sysblr, has anyone experienced an alter regressing not in age, but in memory?
One of our alters (nameless for privacy sake) has been with us for five years. And suddenly he just doesn't remember anything about the system, or his time with us, or anything.
I'll be honest it's really stressful for him and the rest of us. Any advice?
#Ofc Google and reddit are NOT helpful I'm getting desperate bc he looks very unstable and torn.#I'd ask our gatekeeper but he's not showing himself so I can't talk to him god DAMN it#dissociative identity disorder#God idk what to tag#Actually did#Traumagenic system#system advice#??#Endos dni#PLEASE I do not need endo misinformation this is serious lmao....#did osdd#Did system#System#So sorry if I'm acting stressed or panicked it's because I am HAHA. Auhg.#🧡
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