#god im just YEARNING
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i need u
#girlblogging#girlblog aesthetic#this is a girlblog#lana#lana del rey#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#i love lana del rey#lana is god#lana core#lana stan#im just a girl#lana halloween#h3avenaangell#yearning hours#say yes to heaven#im a good girl#cinnamon girl#tumblr girls#xoxo <3
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me when a girl calls me pretty (i'm going to marry her)
#girlblogging#waif#coquette#femcel#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del slay#lana is god#lana del rey#lana del ray aesthetic#lizzy grant#ldr#ultraviolence#girlblogger#girl interupted syndrome#girl interrupted#black swan#this is a girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#girlblog#coquette lesbian#sapphic#wlw#sapphic yearning#lesbianism#wlw post
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#amayo no tsuki#kuzushiro#the moon on a rainy night#i read this in one go and came out changed at the end#oh my god#it was so educational it felt so good to read this#they're my dumbasses#also im personally invested in saki#i need to see what happens#her gay yearning is so fun to watch but it's also agony bc i was Just Like Her#shes my pookiebear#i just want. them to be happy 😭
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Imagine being all hurt and upset, feeling poopy because of your period (LIKE I FEEL RN .... 😢) and you see him and all the pain goes away because you see him and all the butterflies erupt in your tummy and it doesn't hurt anymore yippee.... but if he asks you how you do or whatever you feel a bit sad because you're moody, so he goes next break to buy you some chocolate or whatever he thinks you might like... I don't know man... I just need college Lighter in my life... 😭😭😭😭 just normal stuff like catching the metro together, out for a snack in between courses... studying together, even though you might have different majors, doesn't matter... and he's like big and strong and sgsngdngsnfwnwf
...sorry for that... I'll just go, hide in a corner 😭😭
-🐇 anon
ur so right ur so right like he's such an absolute sweetheart in every universe but as a uni student good God. I need uni Lighter in my life. like he'd be the slightly intimidating campus crush at first, true oomf material, but then u get paired in a project w him or talk to him at some party or find out you have friends in common and suddenly you're friends and figuring out he's actually so nice, just genuine and thoughtful and funny and kind, and it's kinda hard to not fall in love with him a little bit.
and ughhhh daily uni life with him would be so fun. getting groceries together, study dates at a café, movie marathons and late-night walks and stressing over deadlines and sharing gossip, like it'd all just be so Perfect with him. he's always up for shenanigans, he'll go to the random events like pottery painting and house plant sales that your uni organises with you every time just to keep you company because he knows you don't like going to them alone. ideal man.
#and god dont get me started abt lighter helping his s/o on their period#his hands are ur personal hot water bottles#i just know he does Research to find out what will help u#and then stresses bc so many articles talk abt 'it varies from person to person' but ur feeling too miserable to know what exactly will help#lots of throwing every solution at a wall and praying something sticks#my periods incoming any day now im manifesting a lighter at my door immediately to get me through it#goldie yearns ♡#goldie's anons : 🐇 ♡#zzz lighter#lighter lorenz#zenless zone zero#zzz#zzz lighter x reader#zzz x reader#zzz lighter lorenz#lighter zzz#lighter lorenz x reader#zzz lighter lorenz x reader
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This generation is so strange I swear
#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlhood#coquette#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#female rage#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#girlblogging#lana del slay#lana del rey#lanadelrey#queen lana#lana del ray aesthetic#lana is god#ultraviolence#lizzy grant#lana stan#lana unreleased#ldr#sylvia plath#slyvia plath#im the sweetest girl in town so why are you so mean?#yearning#white swan#whisper girl#timothée chalamet
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Moomers comic masterpost
I just wanna link everything here chronologically at least
pilot ep. First forgotten meeting
About Lockers
Promise
Salmon Run ep
Hasa's team + Missing
Maya in Alterna
Quarrel
Agent 3s
Pike
Call
Rainy Fever dreams
The Climb in B-Rank
A Little Reading session
The 4th member
A-Rank
Hasa and Azure
Girls!!!
Red Squid Plush
Birthday Present
Maya
Team
Missed Calls
Recap + Hasa and Maya
Deep Fry
MY lockermate!
Hazard Level: MAYA?!
Two Squids at the Park
Iodine's Unrequited love
Friendly tussles
Cold Feet and Warm Hands
At Maya's Place
Soda Pop
Closer
To be updated
Doodles
Hasa meeting Lil' Peri
Maya's eventual team (earlier sketches)
WereCeph AU: 01, 02, 03, 04, 05, 06
General doodles: 01, 02, 03,
Maya a week after turfing (comic)
Maya & Hasa when they were 18 + AU doodles
Team Love
Year End doodles (2023)
Hasa's New Math
References
Hasa and Maya's home (ACNH build)
Outfit refs
#moomers#splatoon Oc#splatoon 3#splatoon#Hasamaya#hasahasa#mayamaya#fancomics#OC comics#My god... I drew a lot...#it's hitting me now#For everyone else the wait is long#but for me#every other comic I finished before the next#feels like i just made yesterday#Time flies so fast guys#it's so crazy#im crazy!!!#im insane!!!!!#kinda proud of myself ngl tho#i MADE THIS MANY??? ALREADY??? JUST TO MAKE THEM KISS IN THE END????? (SPOILER) (yes they will)#I somehow i understand fanfiction writers now#maybe I'll go on a year long hiatus#will people yearn for me to come back? i wonder#IM SO TIRED THOO#COMIC MAKING IS TIRING AS FUCK#im never making another one after i finish all my drafts right now#im not that mentally ill#i will be normal again after this#my art
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i love knights sooooo fucking much . sorry back on tumblr bc while agonizing over having to read vita nuova i forgot i’d also get the luxury of reading occitan poetry / reading about knights in general who <3 as u may know are my most beloveds forever… and i was so deeply reminded of why i adore them just now because knights irl were literally just contractually obligated servants of the king and church as part of the feodal system but they have been romanticized forever and ever. since the medieval ages, and even now!!!! we fantasize over this falsified / romanticized idea of noble, righteous knights, or knights as forbidden lovers of the queen (<- like in medieval poetry) and ohhhh it’s just so fucking good . they were pawns !!!!! crusaders!!!!!! but in fiction they’re so radiant and charming. lovers and killers and protagonists . i love it i think it’s the tastiest thing ever and the reason i can’t ever stfu about knighthood as a concept is because the fiction it has birthed is so upsettlingly good and fun to dig into — knighthood as a curse that masquerades as a badge of honour, knighthood as an unattainable ideal, knighthood as good men being ruined and soiled and broken under the boots of the system….. as good men doing everything everything they can to please the king and god and the people and failing themselves in the process. god i love knights
#ok yap time over . only a little bit of this presentation left then im done for today !!!!!#but godddddd i was rlly so sad abt the boring lit that i forgot . i actually love the medieval era of literature a LOT lmao#i have hyperfixated on the arthuriana for years and years but god knights in general . as a fictional concept taken from reality#is sooooo . so good#AND I LOVE OCCITAN POETRY …… i know there’s a better word for it but idk the english counterpart lol#i love that knights are so deeply connected to religion as a concept and yet also written into forbidden romances#the people yearn for . yearning ….. always have …..#does this rant make sense at all btw . LMAO#im just yapping but god i fucking love u knights#ari noises ✩
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merry xmas! im drinking rum with aleks and listening to some really old techno. i blurted everything about ouro and all the tough things surrounding, and its future, and i got so excited i yelled and yodeled into the dead and dark forest. it's been such. such a good christmas. 2025 got nothing on me. we live we die and we fucking live again. hold my hand. giggle with me. have some zacapa. i love you
#!!!!!!!#when the end of year actually feels like the exhale of a breath you've held for years? i mean. this feels almost too good to be true#not to say im not struggling. but its hard to acknowledge that when everything feels like this. like hope. like homecoming.#a force majeure of optimism but still. grounded? real? yeah. real. more real than anything has felt in years and years#i wish you a lovely holiday whether you celebrate or not#and i wish. i wish upon a thousand stars and the black matter in between that i can be present for the creativity that is a physical thing#an anchor in my body. an anvil. something i just yearn to make real and place in someone elses hands#i have no idea if im doing it the right way! if it reads as i recieve it from the frail ends of my synapses. but god damn it if i wont try#ouro got me this far (even if you had to wait for the story- the story gave me what i needed to just. change what needed to be changed befo#e I tell it to you. i truly don't know how to explain it. im just shaking your shoulders and rattling trees and telling the cosmos thank yo#!!!!! augh difficult to explain can't do it#im smiling angelically at you while man o to is playing on the speakers. and there are stars in the sky and good company beside me.#hope tonight treats you kindly#happy holidays<3
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You will never love me in the same way I did, but that’s okay. I will let you hate me for a thousand springs if it meant you would love me in a winter.
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#this is an old draft. im leaving the prev tags bc they are funny#i like to explore the sibling relationship of thse guys#like…..hmm….yearning for the same closeness there was but unable to reach it……sighs. peak#reminds me of “you are an innocent monster’’ by iyowa…….#“you easily surpassed me’’ and the happiness i wished for you can no longer be reached here’’ are the quotes the remind me#maybe im thinking too deep into FUCKING COUNTRIES GOD#embarrassing my friends make fun of me#I’d like to say that arthur is smiling on the first pic. his smile is just covered by baby alfred lolz [throwing up]#hetalia#hetalia fanart#aph england#aph america#alfred f jones#arthur kirkland#also who gaf about the description i wrote it myself [smirks] [fuckinf english major]
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me n her before my alarm wakes me up
#girlblogging#girlhood#lana del rey#tumblr 2014#hell is a teenage girl#lana del ray aesthetic#thought daughter#girlblogger#west coast#wlw yearning#sapphic yearning#sapphic#girl interrupted#lana is god#im just a girl#wlw
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how I looked at girls after realizing that its okay to like people of the same gender:
#60s fashion#anna karina#girl blogger#lana del rey#italy#lizzy grant#sharon tate#lily rose depp#wlw blog#girl interrupted#wlw post#wlw#wlw love#beauttiful girls#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#tumblr girls#girlhood#this is a girlblog#wlw yearning#written by lana del rey#lana del ray moodboard#lana core#lana del ray aesthetic#lana stan#lana is god#lana is our queen
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lilly
#flowers#flower girl#girlblogging#girlblog aesthetic#this is a girlblog#lana#lana del rey#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#i love lana del rey#lana is god#lana core#lana stan#h3avenaangell#say yes to heaven#lana unreleased#this is what makes us girls#young and beautiful#yearning hours#im just a girl
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Eugene/Merriell
"We have lingered in the chambers of the sea By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown Till human voices wake us, and we drown."
#now that i have all the footage from the pacific logged im gonna go crazy with these edits just so youre all aware#eugene sledge#the yearning its all about the yearning#snafu shelton#merriell shelton#oh my god i cant remember how to spell his first name...t he french are insane#the pacific#sledgefu#song is of course sufjan stevens alone wiht you#i was gonna use an adrienne lenker song but i caved!! gotta give it to the classics#snafu im gonna get ur ass..... im gonna get u....... for breaking my babys heart...... i wont forget this not ever.....#eugene “never known a man who loved me” sledge we need to get u to the club baby#video edit#amv
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FAKE ASS MACHINE HERALD I SAW YOU EMOTING!!!''

#i swear to God. they're about to fuck#I'm almost writing that part I SWEAR#this one might be a 20k word affair#too much plot in my machine herald sex sorry sorry so sorry (not sorry)#he's so cringe in this fic im sorry#not even trying to hide it anymore#just straight up yearning
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saw nosferatu yesterday and I need a man (or vampire….) that yearns like count orlok <3
#nosferatu#vampire aesthetic#female hysteria#femcel#girlblogging#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#just girly things#lana del rey#lana is god#this is a girlblog#yearning#lana core#i’m just a girl#girly tumblr#girly blog#girly stuff#girl interrupted#girly#tumblr girls#this is what makes us girls#girly girl#girly aesthetic#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#horror#movies#gothic#gothic horror
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Its an odd thing to go “it’d be less effort to just draw catboy twi again than go looking through my blog to find the og post”
#lemonspeakrr#its past midnight i’m not drawing anything and tomorrow i’ll be busy but#looking at a bunch of my old LU art and 1. holy shit that was 5 years ago#and 2. I think it’d be funny to redraw some of them#high high effort shitposts and then never touch anything LU for another 5 years#im in a bit of a uhhhhh… chewing on my past interests mood too#playing totk for 1 hour today making me yearn for any of the other zelda games or AUs LMAO#i know i’ve said this multiple times already but GOD prev hero au IS at the back of my mind#and i do chew on it sometimes and dump things abt it into a discord chat#*shakes fist* one day i will just start drawing more stuff from it OR feel more chill abt throwing words n brainstorming stuff onto here#prev herl au save me save me prev hero au#prev hero au beloved#god.#anyways yeah i feel like drawing something awful and throwing it into a pond of goldfish
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