#god i’m so far gone
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his fuckiNG EYE CRINKLES~🎃
#i am going to be screaming about his eye crinkles till the day i turn to ash#they’re just so#his fucking eyes are perfect#god i’m so far gone#it’s cute fucking smile#and the little greys in his beard#😭😭😭😭#just fucking take me out#either by frank or a dump truck#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#mcr5#mcrmy#frnkiero#frnkie#my chemical romance#my chem
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chuuya nakahara showed up in my dreams last night man that shit was wilddd
#arianwyn rambles#needless to say he was being gay#oh dazai was also there#god i’m so far gone#bungo stray dogs#chuuya bsd#bsd chuuya#bsd chuuya nakahara#chuuya nakahara#skk
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The sluttiest thing a man can do
(whoever made this decision in the costume department, I love you so much 🥹)
#nECk#god#gnawing at the bars of my enclosure#I’m so far gone#polin#bridgerton#luke newton#colin bridgerton
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19.11.23, sunday
I listened to Succession soundtrack a lot today and had about the most productive day I’ve had in so so long
things done today:
7h of coding
went to my sister’s kid’s birthday party (mario theme 🍄)
#even tho during the first 4 hours it was me slowly realizing that I had configured/set up my one project wrong somehow#and I’m so far gone with it now that idk how to rly fix it other than starting again and trying to speedrun all I’ve done so far#aka the 50hours I’ve spent on it#but i’m hoping I’ll get it to function by just fucking around with adding some files & paths manually (i doubt that’ll work)#that’s a big yikes that I would not have time for#but I’ve done enough to get a grade out of that course but rn it’d be 3/5 and I want 5/5 bc it’s an easy course to get that from#and god knows I need to do everything in my power to raise my gpa#studyblr#bookblr#booklr#aesthetic#books#study#reading#read#book#dark academia#chaotic academia#november 2023#2023
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I’m not a dreamer, but damn, if I don’t dream about Byer’s future, I am nothing.
I dream about Will one day saying, “kiss me” to an already smitten Mike. Him confidently knowing that he is loved and being unafraid to ask for outward affection and Mike returning it. I dream of Mike biking home from work every day and announcing, “I’m home” just so Will can hear him. Will smiles tiredly as he greets him in the kitchen, and Mike can’t help but smile right back as they talk into the endless night. I dream of the pair owning a condo, a flat, maybe even a home, all on their own and calling each other over to come cuddle. I dream of them getting a cat and naming them Yoda. I dream of them getting engaged. I dream of them renewing their vows in that safe haven.
I don’t even think this far into my own future. I’d say to send help, but I can’t stop enjoying these dreams. There’s nothing to save me from. They are my happy place right now.
#byler#byler brainrot#byler headcanons#them your honor#I looked back at my first byler fic and was absolutely gobsmacked that I wrote it in 2022#the year went by so fast because of this mystic small town show#an adage#and ode#an ‘oh god what is wrong with me’#I’m too far gone
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Ummm eerrr what??
Say hello to cowboy Shaun… 🤠
I’d love this to be him visiting Jakes in Texas but I know that’s not the case (although in my head it is…)
What’s this shot (and outfit) from? Anyone know?
#shaun evans#itv endeavour#endeavour morse#random photos you find on the internet#cowboy shaun#jakesxmorse#brokeback endeavour#we so needed a break out episode#where Morse went to visit Jakes in the US#and they did cowboy stuff together#I could get into that idea#especially if shaun had to wear leather chaps..#and a cowboy hat#and ride a horse#can he ride a horse#does anyone know#I mean all actors claim they can ride#but most of them can’t#oh god I’ve gone off on random thoughts again#that just autocorrected to random thighs#and now I’m thinking about Evans thighs#oooh in those tight boxer shorts#in vigil#I get far too easily distracted#and my tags get very random#sorry… not sorry#hot damn evans#sunday free for all#aka the Sunday confessional
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i’m sorry i haven’t talked to you in a while, i’m horrible at being a person
#should probably be sending this to him directly but idk if it’d sound right#god why r friendships so complicated#why can’t we just have a psychic connection bcz i care abt u sm but u think i dont bcz i think abt u more than i talk#maybe i should tag u idk#i’m bad at being vulnerable like at all to ppl’s faces#everytime i have ive gone too far#idk#i hope u see this at least#and i hope u know it’s abt u#ryan shut the fuck up
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Me begging my parents to watch TADC with me for a fucking year, because it’s something I thoroughly enjoy and would love to have shared, them over and over telling me they weren’t interested in. Woke up to them watching it on their own in the living room.
#I know it’s such a non issue#I know it is#but it also just fucking#GOD#after the way this week has gone so far#and how absolutely left out and viscerally disgusted I have been with myself and my interests#like I’m back to a place where I don’t think I can say I like or even tolerate a single part of myself#it just wasn’t a blow I needed#vent tw
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I’m like half asleep but I’m thinking about a “bad” god!Gale endgame where a heartbroken Tav is unwilling to just let what they had with Gale go because he’s lost himself. Under the divine veneer, there’s still something of the mortal man left and Tav is going to find a way to bring him back.
Whether he wants to or not.
#Rumors start circulating about a haunted looking traveler destroying shrines to the new god of ambition#scholars and clerics reporting sightings and even meetings with an individual asking one question: how does one kill a god#idk I’m just thinking thoughts#I don’t usually go for darker ideas but this won’t leave me alone#and like I’d like to believe if there is something of the mortal Gale left in there he’d regret what he became#but be unable to resist the urge to grow his power and see how far he can go#he’s too far gone to help himself but not too far gone to be helped ya feel???#and he’s gonna resist tav’s efforts but at the end of the day he still loves them and can’t really hurt them#so he just kinda haunts them#perhaps tav is bolstered by the dreams they keep having about the version of Gale they fell in love with#he’s still in there somewhere#they just have to figure out how to cut the god out of him#ok this probably isn’t anything I’m going to bed bye#bg3#baldur's gate 3#gale of waterdeep#mine
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please god I can’t hyperfixate on my own oc pls nobody will care if I’m just oc posting 24/7 pls like only one other person even knows his lore please fucking god I’m not strong enough just let me get back to drawing old men in sexual positions I’m fucking begging you
#i mean. it’s not an official hyperfix it’s more just like#‘my hyperfix has been faded for a damn long while and now my brain has nothing to latch onto except dnd and minecraft’#but UGGSGGHH I CANT DO THIS#I loooooveee my oc but I’m also incapable of making art of him apparently#and also I MISS OBSESSING OVER OLD MEN but the izzy hyperfix has gone on far too long#when I hyperfixate on something too long I start like loving it and hating it at the same time it’s so bad#ughgdhhghhhb#save me god#but also somebody ask me about my oc pleaseee psppspspsps you wanna ask me about Dimitri so badddd
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follow up with this dumb (pretty) face~🎃
#pls his barely there crinkles#they give me life and send me to hell all in one fell swoop#god i’m so far gone for him#someone pass the kerosene#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#my chemical romance#mcrmy#frnkiero#my chem#frnkie#ilhsm
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what soft romance cliche are you?
+ some choice muses bc funsies.
adrien + because i love you!
passionate; you are the heated moment of an argument. when the person you care for has done something outrageously stupid or dangerous. all of your pent up emotions that you've kept inside of you come bursting out: "beCAUSE I LOVE YOU!" how could they be so dense. how could YOU be so dense. you've loved each other this whole time. your love tends to be strong, and loud. sometimes it might be hard for you to express your feelings but you let people know that they are cared for. you're also hot. good for you.
mr wines + /oh./
the italicized oh. often seen in romance novels and fanfics. when a character looks at someone, wondering why their chest tightens when they're near, why their heart beats quicken at the slightest touches, why they lose their breathe at the sight of them and suddenly realization dawns on them— oh. they've been in love for a long time now. you are soft and quiet, probably the most overlooked. though when you love, you fall deeply. i'm sure you have a lot of anxieties when it comes to love, and you're more inclined to fall in love with a longtime friend than a stranger. though, your love is pure. and maybe if you have someone in mind, this is your sign to tell them.
elysium + love at first sight.
let's be real, only children believe in "love at first sight." but you're a hopeless romantic probably sitting around in coffee shops waiting to meet "the one." and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. infatuation at first sight is more accurate. you are the moment when two people lock eyes, and the whole world stills. nothing is there but you and them. and there is suddenly a strong sense of longing. you love love, don't deny it. flowers, chocolates, the whole nine yards. because of this you are loved by many. hopefully you know it too: you are loved.
mr pages + the almost kiss.
you're unsure about things, always hesitating. why is that? maybe there's something to lose for you, but maybe (just maybe) the risk is worth it. you're the moment when the main characters lean in, lips parted and almost touching. but it's not the actual kiss everyone loves, it's the anticipation. when they look into each other's eyes before they flutter close. and there's a lot of frustration when things are interrupted. trust me though, you're a lot more memorable than the actual kiss. you're nervous, but at the end of the day all you want is to be loved.
#ALWAYS A LINEUP#KEJRHM#adrien's and elysium's are so accurate it's scary#the other 2 are close ennough#KJERMH HELP#` ✞ mr pages. ⁞ looking down from above‚ i’m intrigued by their love.#` ✞ mr wines. ⁞ i was more than just a party girl‚ i'm so far gone.#` ✞ elysium. ⁞ and if i only could‚ i’d make a deal with the gods.#` ✞ adrien. ⁞ all my life i’ve been so lonely‚ all in the name of being holy.#long post /
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#jacob#tbz#the boyz#*up#ult#🌽post#babygirlllllll……..#me too actually do u wanna- [i’m run over by a truck]#god i’m truly truly so far gone i was screaming into a pillow multiple times watching this video u don’t even like…… u don’t get it#*ults
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if I think about katniss and peeta too long my vision starts to look like when you take damage in a cod game
#I’m not exaggerating that it’s one of the most profound and moving depictions of romantic love like it’s masterful idc if it’s a kids book#the hype that love triangles in its hey day were annoying is fair but i actually think it was a really poignant and relevant story telling#device in this case#it’s the enduring kindness with no agenda because of genuine chosen dedication and admiration and understanding#it’s the balancing of identities and and raw acceptance !!!!!!! it’s the protection and cultivation of trust and reliance and THE PATIENCE#UDHEHDHSHDHDHD THE ANTITHETICALS TO HOW GALE PERCEIVES AND ATTEMPTS TO CARE FOR HER AND HIS INABILITY TO RECOGNIZE IT AS DESTRUCTIVE AND NOT#TRULY VULNERABLE#“what I need is the dandelion in the spring.’ frankly HAUNTS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#the impact this line had on my brain development cannot be overstated#it’s just…….the idea of hope carefully and lovingly cultivated out of dedication to the heart of another ……. oh I’m kmsing#and only peeta can give me that …….. BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK#I could go ON about how much of an incredible and multifaceted and quietly fascinating katniss is in so many ways rhat don’t get much talk#but just thinking about like the ways in which peeta saw to the heart of her and showed her a fondness and appreciation and CHOICEEEEE to#defend (figuratively and literally) and love her in whatever ways he could and would not be a burden to her while she was dealing with so#much pain and distrust and disillusionment so that she felt incapable or even didn’t WANT to feel that or fully understand it#and then watching that grow more and more complicated for her until she’s suddenly knowing the true heart of HIM and it’s beginning to#change HER and then all of the sudden the roles are reversed and he is now the one who is so emotionally far away and closed off and#traumatized and her sudden crashing understanding of what he served in her life and to her understanding of love when it’s suddenly gone#and the point where SHEEEEE is now making that same choice to patiently and vulnerably be there and see any dark part and love and protect#despite it and do for him what she didn’t fully realize he had done for her like my god. my god.#DO ANY OF YALL GET THE VISION……..EVERYONE LEFT I STAYED HERE ‼️‼️‼️
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i need to be in a female separatist psych ward but alas they don’t exist! and as such i will continue being a problem
#r#like not taking my dysfunctional ass to any womyns land#but i’m also not taking my traumatized ass to a mixed sex psych ward#however i am ummmmmm unwell and not fit to be in society#i dont even get sad about shit in my life not working out anymore but at this point my anxiety is so so so so bad i can barely function#and ngl im on several medications at once at almost all times which should decrease anxiety and im still anxious#i hate thisss im not even sad or distraught but the suicidal ideation is hiiigh#just bc like ohhh my god i need to endure extreme anxiety in order to just like live a semi normal life#and whoooooo girly i dont know if i can do it over and over for another half dosen decades (if i’m lucky)#if youve read this far sorry firstly lol and secondly dw i am not in immediate danger#like as much as i ever want to it wont be a risk until my mom’s gone#and after that i’ll probably feel like responsible for not leaving my brother alone#ik not as feministe but he is part of her as well#+ he seems not evil somehow because my mother is amazing and unique and also we might all have autism#not that that exempts men from being evil misogynists typically but he didnt/doesnt socialize much outside of family#and my dad is impossible to talk to and he & i fought like hell as kids so my mom was his 1 socialization influence lol
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thinking about my years with astro (2017-2019) and all the vlives id watch and how hilarious they’d be acting all goofy on the streets and man man man crying when rise up was a thing because they hadn’t had a comeback in ages and it’s just wow. man
#moon texts#definitely one of the groups i fell hard and fast for. sad to see what they’ve become and even sadder knowing..#i’m trying to remember the good stuff. the stuff that made me happy and made me love bin but god my head is so blank but i can’t sleep#:’)#fly high my love… moonshine you’ll always be the brightest#i think this is as far as i can process it with how detached i am from kpop in general and just with my emotions#how do you grieve for a man who you never t truly knew and how do you grieve when it felt like you left them#keeping the 6 light sticks as my header forever btw.#i think. what the problem with me is that i still haven’t accepted it#i think i believe it but god. does acceptance take time#the official statement helped a bit but if anybody starts posting i thijk that’s when it’ll truly hit that he’s gone to now#i don’t want to be hit with that realization#fuck!
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