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Sorry just thinking about how lovingly Charles talked about where he'd buried Arthur, the softness and somber in his voice, the way he reassured John that Arthur got the proper burial he deserved.
"It's where he would have wanted to be.. a pretty hillside.. facing the evening sun."
#the guilt in john's voice when he said he had to run#charles reassuring him#god I need to lie down#I know it's a topic of debate but I don't think charles was away for months before coming back for arthur#I think a few weeks max#he would have wanted to come back to help whoever was left right?#maybe its just what I think but it doesn't help that the timeline during then isn't specific at all#oh charles#thank you#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#arthur morgan#charles smith#john marston#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 spoilers#oh arthur
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New Shaun, people!!!! And a report from the Q&A after the matinee!
"Went to see Here in America yesterday. Very small theatre( about 150 seats) in the round so felt quite intense. We had front row tickets so actors about a foot away! There are only 4 actors so Shaun is on stage most of the time. Interesting to hear him with an American accent too. I didn't really know too much about Kazan or Miller or what happened but was glad I'd read up beforehand.
Luckily for us there was a Q and A session after the matinee with Shaun and the Assistant Director. He said he'd met the Director at a play Anton Lesser was in and had expressed an interest in working with him. He's also a fan of the Orange Tree so was pleased to work there. Apparently the writer had said in rehearsals that although the play is based on historical events it's still relevant to what is happening today. Method acting is one of the things mentioned in the play and Shaun said it's not something he does. He had read Kazan' s autobiography and book on directing and watched films of the era to imagine the character. He quoted Einstein " imagination is more important than knowledge " . He writes ideas in a notebook which he produced from his pocket. He also said he enjoys directing and acting and would like to continue with both.
We were even luckier to meet Shaun as we were leaving and hubby asked if he could take a photo of me with " the other man in my life"
#shaun evans#here in america#shaun does theatre#and looks gorgeous#is it that blue linen shirt again?#god I need to lie down
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So I finished AoS season 5 and-
COULSON TOLD DAISY HE'S PROUD OF HER????
THEY SAID "I LOVE YOU"??????
You don't understand that never happens
N E V E R
I am never that lucky. No way. Nope. This is the shit that only happens in fanfics. I abandoned that hope years ago.
If anyone needs me, I'll be rewatching that scene over and over until it sinks in, sobbing like a little baby.
#no fucking way#am I dreaming?#the closest I've gotten to this was Marcel and Davina in season 3 of the Originals#and even THAT was fucking interrupted#not to mention it only went downhill after#with Titans? I only got it if I wrote it for myself#I accepted the fact fathers and daughters don't say I love you on screen like almost a decade ago#that stuff is reserved for romance shit#so to be here watching THESE TWO ACTUALLY FUCKING SAY IT?#am I high?#will I wake up tomorrow and say it was just a dream and just go on with my life?#because this concept is too ridiculous to be true#there's no way they said it#there's no way that scene exists#because scenes like this DON'T exist#not in my book#not when it's platonic#god I need to lie down#agents of shield#marvel's agents of shield#phil coulson#daisy johnson#coulson and daisy#daisy and coulson
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having a normal one about lucretia tazbalance on this good evening
#thinking about her and listening to i know the end phoebe bridgers is uh#definitely definitely an experience (<- is openly crying)#it's just like#'but im not gonna go down with my hometown in a tornado / im gonna chase it / i know i know i know'#shes not gonna let the hunger take over this planet this universe that she and her family have finally been able to call home#shes gonna chase it away once and for all#the whole first segment of the buildup from 'driving out' to 'cracked lips' is her going to wonderland for the relice#and leaving barely with her life#A SLAUGHTERHOUSE . LISTEN TO ME . THE BUREAU#BC HOW MANY PPL DID SHE SEND AND LOSE TO THE RELICS BEFORE SHE REALISED IT WASNT WORKING#HOW MANY#over the coast everyones convinced it's a government drone or an alien spaceship . the hunger#'a haunted house with a picket fence to float around and ghost my friends' . i dont even need to say it#'no im not afriad to disappear' that moment where she holds the gate for the party to go back so she can buy them time#god i need to lie down#i miss her so much it's unreal#bluejay sings#lucretia tazbalance
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"it's really me. is it really really really you?"
some yj19 konbart for @superfamilyweek day 2: across space or time/friends & teammates (kind of ended up fulfilling both??)
#❝i ran back and forth and back and forth in time to find *you*❞ okay well what if i screamed#bisexual sunset reunion beloved <3#sometimes i think about kon never being able to return to his home reality and then i need to lie down#this look was so banger for him btw. he needs some spikes and patches on his newer superfam jacket tbh#god i love him god i miss him#i haven't drawn them in soooo long. i'm ready to return guys...#kon el#conner kent#superboy#kon kent#kon el kent#young justice#bart allen#impulse#impulse dc#young justice 2019#konbart#superpulse#bartkon#dc comics#superfam#superfamilyweek#fanart#young justice fanart#young just us#art#my art
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good time for a little reminder that this was a thing from an official interview if i'm not mistaken <3
Warning! Long ramble about Rex ahead!
I've been doing a lot of thinking about this scene. I'll try my best to organize my thoughts!
(heads up: This is operating under the assumption that (basically) everything that happens in the movies is real.)
To begin with, we gotta address the irony of this line... Like, Rex, you do realize that you're just a piece of plastic too, right? And so is Emmet?
But before I look at that, I wanna touch on the line he says right after that,
"You still wanna go back to the Matrix when you know the truth???"
Now, I haven't seen The Matrix, I'll admit to that. But because it's ingrained in pop culture, I know the gist of it.
But anyway, one obvious truth from it is that once you're aware the world is a simulation, you can never really go back completely, not without sacrifice, because you know it's not real.
Now, call me captain obvious, but by his line there, he clearly can't be referring to his time on Undar--because Emmet hadn't experienced that, nor had he understood when Rex told him about it. I'm convinced he has to be referring to the first movie, and their experience in the Realm of the Man Upstairs.
While he was there in the first movie Emmet saw his world for what it was. He saw Finn playing with Benny's spaceship, hinting at the kind of control Finn had over his world. but Emmet himself interacts with Finn himself.
As far as Emmet knows... He's different. He's not under Finn's control. All of his friends? Things made up by a giant unknown creature. But not him.
He knows the nature of his world, but is still happy to rejoin it, so long as he has a place in it...
But then came Undar.
On Undar he sees, yet again, the absolute lack of control his world has. The moment Finn leaves the picture and Bianca takes over, it's as if he never existed in the first place. He doesn't recognize his friends, because the personalities he'd come to know, literally, the people he knew, were completely gone.
It's there that he realizes that they truly are pieces of plastic.
I can't imagine how fucking lonely that must have felt. To see how little your life truly mattered in the universe, that you could be warped and changed without recognition and be none the wiser, to know who you were was as inconsequential as a thought.
As far as Rex knows, he and Emmet are the only Real ones in existence. The only ones that can retain who they are.
Rather ironic, again, when we see how much Rex changes himself.
So when he says "You still wanna go back to The Matrix?" it's more so incredulity that he, as Emmet, ever wanted to go back, that he ever put any value into the world that was nothing but an illusion.
This could also explain why Rex was so quick to turn on Emmet in Undar. Once he saw Emmet wasn't going to change, was never going to give up on his fantasy world, he had no problem seeking to destroy him. In the Realm of the Man Upstairs, knew he would live on, since he's Real. He could get rid of this failure, further cementing himself as Rex, and move on to the next timeline to try again.
It's when Lucy enters the picture and brings back Imagination that things go to shit for Rex. Outside of the Realm of the Man Upstairs they're under the giant beings' control again. What happens here is out of Rex's ability to change.
And, sure enough, Finn has him disappear.
It's just... So, so fucking sad. Can you just imagine how many nights Emmet must have lain awake during those five years, bearing the weight of his knowledge of the entire world on his shoulders? Knowing everything was an illusion?? His home, his friends, Lucy, all just the product of a child's imagination???
No wonder Emmet was able to move on so easily once Rex disappeared.
It really was easier for him to forget the nature of The Matrix and just rejoin it and be happy. Having to deal with the weight of it would crush and mangle him, the way it had Rex.
#but guys holy shit you two COOKED#also if i remember right the op from the reblog wrote ''try try again'' and sigh i miss that fic so much man it was so good#though i completely understand if the hiatus was a sudden lack of motivation cause well; happens to all of us yk#but allow me to bow my little thanks. one of the best 13 chapters ive read in my life#tlm#fanfiction#(mention)#edit#im glad were going under the assumption that what happens is real considering the whole Breakdacing Minifig bit from the first movie cause#god the sentience factor has been tearing me apart for MONTHS the movie just keeps contradicting itself#the second one i mean the first one doesnt linger on this enough for a contradiction#but if were going under that assumption then theres still questions left to answer#small ones like the whole marker debacle (how?? did lucy??? get one?? before they even FOUND the relic room????)#or bigger ones like. does the time travel happen then or#is it just finn finding his old emmet#cause THEN the assumption is that its not real technically#and while that is implied sometimes in the movie that that is the case#theres also scenes where its implied otherwise?????#that rex rlly DID travel time???? irl?????#but like if he DID then does that mean when he made the ship he knew it couldnt physically ''take off'' on its own without the kid picking#it up. so he just got in and waited for him to find the ship and think its a present or something#honestly the ''imagination returning'' bit confused me too like is it just finn and bianca finding em and rex#but wouldnt...finn and bianca KNOW of all this.... if rex shot emmet out in space....#but they dont cause theyre having a talk and packing the legos up in the meantime......#i think i need someone to sit me down and explain how they see the movie with the Real Assumption cause this has been driving me insane for#the past 9 months#it shouldnt even be an assumption cause if none of this IS real INCLUDING emmet and rex then THAT contradicts the first movie#god i need to lie down#pixie talks
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"hualian invented love" well bingqiu invented telling your partner that if you were his mother you wouldn't have aborted him even if it killed you, so. im not sure what that is, but bingqiu sure invented it
#svsss#their freudian bullshit knows no bounds#i was gonna include a screenshot of that passage but i forgot it's like a whole page long oh my god#sqq really needed to get that monologue out there#i like to joke about the abortion love confession but that's because if i start thinking about it too hard i get emotional#bc on the surface it's like haha sqq is comparing himself to his mother and saying he wouldn't abort him#but then in reality it's him telling lbh just how loved he is and wanting him to know he's cared for#the fact that he's alive at all is proof that he was loved#and making it clear that he loves lbh to the point that he'd let that love kill him#god. i need to lie down.
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Getting she/her'd by everyone at school even though that's the ONE place I'm openly not a girl at, getting called a old name j stopped using, wanting to stop talking and being forced to talk and then interrupted when i do wanna talk, being rushed, being bossed around AND my classmates watching me struggle to move a desk and not helping besides making an obvious remark that u can't do because someone's stuff is there??? all in one period???? yaaaaaay/sarc
anyways, live Ms.Dent for coming and letting me talk to her about random stuff to take my mind off it, screw everyone else <3
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landoscar hug has derailed my entire work day
#HOW DARE THEY GATEKEEP THIS FPR A WHOLE MONTH#i need to lie down#my BOYS#they're so precious#i thank god every day that this is my team#lando norris#oscar piastri#miami gp 2024#landoscar#mclaren#f1
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Michael straight up writing erotic gay fan fiction about Lucian and Aro in a 2012 interview and I am losing my mind...
#michael sheen#welsh seduction machine#i'm screaming#aro#twilight#lucian#underworld#there is no heterosexual explanation for this#at this point i hope anyone who still thinks Michael is straight#can just disabuse themselves of that notion#because dear god#and if he's imagined this with Aro and Lucian he has probably imagined endless smutty scenarios with Aziraphale and Crowley#i think Michael has been telling us exactly who he is for a long time now#bless his bisexual Welsh chaos#i need to lie down now
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crowley saying "if any harm comes to aziraphale because of this i will–" to gabriel is SO fucking special to me bc he was so clearly afraid of gabriel after the trial like just look at his reaction when he first sees him and him saying he spent a WHOLE NIGHT worrying that gabriel's gonna smite him like he's actually terrified and still after ALL THAT he still threatens gabriel and i just think threatening someone like THAT is actually so vulnerable bc he's making it abundantly clear that he cares for aziraphale and wants him safe and that aziraphale is HIS to protect and he WILL protect him no matter fucking what and i just i can't deal with how outright and upfront crowley was this season not only with aziraphale but with other people ABOUT aziraphale too like he was really not fucking around this season and he needed everyone to know aziraphale is his and made gabriel almost JUMP OUT OF A WINDOW for wanting to hurt aziraphale and the vulnerability of it all is making me go NUTS
#that sceen plays on a loop in my mind i can't get over it#and the fucking 'its always too late' that follows after makes me wanna bash my skull into pieces like oh my GOD he is so fucking scared an#tired and its ALWAYS TOO FUCKING LATE and aziraphale is always getting into trouble bc he's literally the best fucking thing ever and#crowley was too late to save him one time and he's literally terrified out of his mind that it's gonna happen again like you can't tell me#the bookshop fire didn't leave a HUGE scar and impact on crowley and made him literally scared shitless to let aziraphale out of his sight#again let alone leave him alone w his abusive ex boss like my bbg was going thru it SO MUCH this season and just wanted aziraphale safe and#he would actually do anything ANYTHING for him and i genuinely need to lie down for a minute hold on#good omens#good omens s2#azicrow#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable spouses#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#go s2
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"Eagle Flies.. he needs help.. they all need help.."
#because of you dutch#sick bastard#god i need to lie down#they know#the brothers know#if looks could kill then dutch would be a dead man to arthur#oh it makes me so sad#I miss arthur so much I'm getting through the epilogue#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#mick gifs#arthur morgan#john marston#dutch van der linde#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 spoilers#cw flickering#cw flashing#just in case#oh arthur
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I'M LOSING MY MIND OVER THIS CONAN x FRIEREN COVER OH MY GOD
#detective conan#sousou no frieren#dcmk#edogawa conan#frieren at the funeral#frieren#HOW DID NO ONE TELL ME THESE ARE LITERALLY MY FAVORITE THINGS TOGETHER OH MY GOOOOOD#CONAN PUTTING THAT BLUE FLOWER CROWN ON FRIEREN'S HEAD OOOOH GOD IM GONNA LOSE IT UGHHHHHH#me when i think about fantasy kaishin au meeting with frieren#AND HIMMEL MY BELOVED#OH GOOOOD#i am SOOOO NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS#i love em ;-;#such a pretty cover ;-;#OH GOD FRIEREN IS CARRYING CONAN RAAAAAHHHH THAT IS TOO FUCKIN ADORABLE PLEASE SKDNSJJSNS#i need to lie down#dc prattles
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i love fingon so much just. he's so good and so reckless and he loves so fiercely it makes him do the most stupid shit, and in turn no one ever quite puts him first. I'm going to eat glass
#*mine#tolkien#the silmarillion#silm#fingon#turgon and gondolin. fingolfin and his despair. maedhros and his oath. aredhel and turgon. and so on and so FORTH. and YET#god. godddd#i'm fine it's fine I just need to lie down in traffic for a hot second#not even FINGON puts fingon first. he survives the helcaraxe and goes rescue maedhros#and i don't even mean he handles it gracefully i LOVE the idea of a fingon with a bit of an edge. who jumps head-first into danger#/because/ of all this. no one quite cares all that much cleary so why should he. he just wants to feel something so he might as well do som#unhinged fucking shit. move move move then at least you don't have to think so much#just. do you GET IT#screaming crying pls ignore me#these tags are a mess but this is what my brain has been like for a week straight so. yk#just. my guy :((
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Okay so I just watched the cutest couple get ready for a Ren Faire together and OHMYGOD just- just imagine it for a second... just imagine letting Astarion pick out your outfit for you and get you dressed for some event. He'd love it. 😭 He'd go all out, too. He'd have you trying on different things, a very serious focus-pout on his face as he tries to decide which corset would look better with the dress he picked out for you.
"Oh no, darling, I'll have to hem that. It's much too long, you can't walk like that."
And you let him do your hair and he gets lost in brushing it and running his fingers through it for a second because wow, it's finally hitting him that he's never been in charge of someone else before. He's never been given the opportunity to make these kinds of decisions with the only motives being love and care, and suddenly it feels so much more special.
And he puts your shoes on for you because "Darling, you can't ruin your hair after I spent so long on it!" And he's so proud of his work when you stand up and give him a little twirl because that's his love that he dressed up and you look so damn happy and how could he not be happy when your trust in him is so evident and it's so obvious how much you love him? How could he not feel safe and more loved than he's ever felt in his life?
#ugh god I'm feeling feelings#do not perceive me#I need to lie down#*is already laying down*#I need to lie downer#astarion#baldur's gate 3#astarion x tav#astarion x reader#astarion ancunin#astarion x f!tav#astarion x f!reader#bg3 astarion#baldurs gate 3#astarion headcanon
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Hey! i’m really into the dbch story and i was wondering if doc and xisuma ever tell bdubs the specifics of why etho lost his memories, cause if they do that is prime self blaming angst for bdubs
I’m inclined to believe they don’t. Actually (and maybe I should do a small comic for this so more people see it) I imagine, once a month or a few pass and they finally return etho to bdubs as reset, I imagine they are VERY serious about warning bdubs not to try to force Etho to re-deviate— they don’t go into specifics, but they probably tell bdubs that whatever happened had to do with something that was emotionally overwhelming, and that forcing him to redeviate/not letting it happen naturally could trigger the same error. They have no idea what could happen so bdubs needs to be very careful and let Etho find himself again on his own.
Whether or not bdubs gets impatient or can only go so long before he doubts it would be that bad if he tried pushing Etho in the right direction is another story.
But yeah. I don’t think Xisuma or Doc really… tell anyone that this happened. Etho’s error seemed like a very specific one-off scenario, so it’s not something the other hermits should be trying to avoid or be careful about happening to their own android friends, and the only thing telling people would do is make them worried about the situation. All they need to know is that etho was broken and that they need to be careful with him. I don’t agree with their decision to keep what happened to themselves but I understand it I think. Xisuma “i don’t want to worry the hermits” Void and Docm “eh this isn’t the first time I’ve replaced this arm, people won’t question it” 77
#that’s a lie actually I think xisuma ends up telling Cleo :>#but only because Cleo is very smart and I think they should be close in this au :]#but no she would clock Tired Overworked Existential Crisis Xisuma in an instant#Cleo calls them both idiots and gives them big hugs and tells them they need therapy. also that they’re welcome by her place anytime to talk#it’s very sweet and healing to me#this is where “all things end’’ on Xisuma’s playlist comes in actually#oh my god I got so off topic#BDUBS IS GOING TO FEEL GUILTY NO MATTER WHAT THOUGH#like okay. technically#the reason etho shut down is because he was freaking out that everything was his fault#(last life—not giving bdubs a heart— trying to win for bdubs and then losing— coming back to s8 feeling like he can’t face bdubs—>#ending up leaving him alone when the moon hit#and bdubs was hurt by these things. no doubt#but bdubs just wants his friend back and maybe he’s a little reckless about it#bdubs hides his emotions behind cartoonish frustration and complaining but he feels bad#he feels like he should be doing more to ‘save’ etho and bring him back even though he was to#told* he shouldn’t#dbhc ask#dbhc#dbhc bdubs#dbhc etho#dbhc doc#dbhc xisuma#ask#anon
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