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drew @hydatiid ‘s versions of them,,,,
#dsaf#dayshift at freddy's#dave miller#jack kennedy#davesport#dont fucking look at me im posting this as fast as possibel im so shy this is making me want to hide away for a million years.#i dont like @ing or pinging people so i avoided posting this in any server cause im shy and get embarrassed with this content#so this is staying on tumblr for now because less people see my tumblr#god i hope i did them justice#im crumbling away#i want him#jack is soooo#ur jack specifically is sooooooo#im digging my grave now ^.^#hrhrhrhrhghghghgggg#ilove men som uch#ur the reason i even caved and started doing dsaf art at all#sorry im too much a pussy to say shit not in tags lol#ill muster courage to post it in a discord server at some point....maybe#insert fanart of me stuck in a glue trap#i need to sleep im gonna get so little sleep i have work tomorrow omg#i want to draw them more so so badly
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me personally I find it criminal that neither of the landoscar hug pics captured oscar's face
have my take on that because uhhh please?
details because I want to eat the texture
#really tried to capture the essence of oscar's smile in this#he has a lot more smile lines than this irl which I find lovely#but its difficult to capture them without making him look 81 in age#god I'm so not normal about them#hope I did them justice#f1#formula 1#f1 art#f1 fanart#landoscar fanart#landoscar#814#twinklaren#mctwinks#lando norris#oscar piastri#lando norris fanart#oscar piastri fanart#ln4#ln4 fanart#op81#op81 fanart#digital art#procreate#monaco gp 2024#neverleft underscore#neb50#neb100#neb200#neb300
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For @cero-sleep 's dtiys!! 🎉💫🩵
#god's favorite au#other's ocs#god's favorite dtiys#eyestrain#alt text in image#my art#sorry this is messy orz i hope i did them some justice tho!! super big fan of la muerte's and fiero's design hehe
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moodboard for…
‘Good winter, I’ll be with you’
by @yabakuboi
fandom: Game of Thrones
pairing: Jon Snow/Tormund Giantsbane
word count: ~ 30k
rating: Explicit
tags: Post Series Finale, Spoilers, canon compliant, hurt/comfort, slow burn, (domestic) fluff, falling in love, depression, explicit sexual content, sexual exploration, internalised homophobia, suicidal ideation, past Jon/Daenerys, past Jon/Ygritte
summary: Jon follows the wildlings past the wall and into winter, never expecting to find anything more than a snowy grave and the quiet death of the North.
Read here on ao3!
#jonmund#jon x tormund#got fanfic#got#aria’s moodboards#ahem okay#i don’t know you and you don’t know me but DAMN this fic got me good. i didn’t even think about reading got fic until i finished the show -#and got on tumblr and searched for gifs and i mean these two got me from the beginning but bro. bro. seeing their scenes again just made me#- die !#so off to ao3 i went after not having read fic in like.months lol. and ngl i was a bit afraid some fics might be out of character bc i ADOR#their characters so so so much but god you did them such justice… it was so good to read. like /so/ good. i read it all in one go and i hop#i get to read the last chapter soon but obviously no pressure at all#anyway i hope this isn’t weird ! just wanted to show my appreciation and also advertise this fic to other people. if you even read this far#- you might as well read the fic ok it’s really really really good ! like so fucking good ! thank you for coming to my ted talk#game of thrones#got edit#tormund giantsbane#jon snow
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the sun, the moon, & the truth
i used to say that "every opposites attract dynamic eventually distills down to a sun/moon dynamic."
and at first, this seems to hold true for xiaoven as well! i mean, it seems kind of obvious, does it not? venti is happy and bright, a lot of fun and laughter at parties; whereas xiao is quiet and shy, shrouded in darkness and doom. the sun shines a surefire path through the gloom, for through the darkness will always come the dawn; whereas the moon waxes and wanes through the nights, uncertain and untouchable.
i've often seen it said that in a xiaoven sun/moon dynamic, xiao sees venti as his sun, something bright and beautiful and worth every ounce of adoration to be afforded. by contrast, he himself cannot live up to venti's ideals (as much as he secretly yearns to) and views himself as nothing more than a pale reflection, a cold imitation, of that light.
despite this, venti still sees the goodness in xiao, the reflection of that light, and loves it all the same (for the moon is still beautiful), and together, they make one another complete; through venti's light, xiao is (saved) (forgiven) ((set free)) loved.
it's a fairly romantic notion, is it not? for a character to realize that their quiet, reflective nature is something worth loving, and that although they may be surrounded by darkness, that does not make them any less righteous themselves.
but as you study venti's character more closely, start to see the grief and sadness and aching regret underneath his cheerful and carefree facade, it becomes more and more obvious that venti is not really so much of a sun after all. his hopes and ideals were learned from another, from whom he has even taken his entire appearance. he himself is a reflection of someone, something else— the nameless bard and mondstadt— and the light it has living up to its ideals.
and venti knows this. i really don't think he's ever seen himself as much more than a mere reflection of something he admired and wished desperately to become himself, and the other thing is, he tries so hard to embody that which he reflects. to believe venti to be a sun would be to fall for his facade.
now, i believe it was at around the time of the endless suffering trailer that i remember seeing people suddenly start to reevaluate the venti == sun equivocation, specifically because venti in that trailer had been haloed by the moon himself as he welcomed xiao's return. However, what this also meant is that people began to reframe xiao as the sun in this dynamic, which.
yes, it is cool that we are trying to subvert the sun/moon dynamic here. there's a tumblr post that's crossed my dash before that considers this very concept, that of a sun-coded character who views themselves as Too Much, damaging to stare at or be around for too long. but guys.
we can be gay about the sun/moon dynamics by having two moons.
like, party rock with me for a second here and consider it this way: venti is like the bright full moon, shining in the night whilst hiding its dark side underneath; whereas xiao is like the shadow of the moon during a lunar eclipse.
they still have that "opposites attract" kind of vibe this way; it's just that rather than making them into characters who are fundamentally dissimilar, yet ultimately perfectly complimentary, they are each at their hearts exactly the same despite what one may believe at first glance.
comparing xiao specifically to things like the new moon, or the shadow of the moon during an eclipse, highlights the way he tends to bury himself in the shadows of the legacies he carries as his life continues to revolve around his duty to liyue. venti, on the other hand, is just as i stated earlier: he shows that which he reflects very brightly, that which he loves so ardently, like the full moon hiding its secrets and sins beneath itself.
and like, this interpretation doesn't even mean that we can't have that tasty tasty character struggle in xiao where he views himself as lesser than or unworthy of venti's feelings! bc it's fun, y'know, and really easy for xiao to just assume these things abt venti, that he's better or purer or less sinful (far less sinful) than himself.
to xiao, venti is something more beautiful, more divine, more knowledgeable, and more trustworthy than himself. he likely views venti this way for a long time after they first meet and believes it to be true down to the very core of his heart.
but that's in all likelihood simply untrue about venti! as an original archon who partook in the archon war, he absolutely has to have some war crimes under his belt, committed to keep mondstadt safe. or even barring that, his "negligence" (if that's what you want to call his periods of sleeping and leaving mondstadt to its own devices) has led to the suffering of many, such as the days of the aristocracy in mondstadt and the legend of vannessa. just bc venti doesn't talk abt these things explicitly (either by choice or some higher power's force) doesn't mean he does not shoulder their burdens every moment he's alive the way xiao shoulders his karmic debts.
and i think that until he realizes that venti loves gentleness in a person more than he loves vibrancy and life, xiao would probably struggle to understand why venti would fall in love with him (monster that he is). bc venti has seen many a person come and go through the centuries, and he has seen so much bloodshed in his life that i would imagine he values a gentle spirit very highly as a result. and seeing the gentility in xiao? for venti, oh— that's easy.
and yet xiao doesn't see that in himself!! he sees his every move as compensating for his own past sins!!! Until he starts to see past venti's facade, and realizes, oh, we are not so different after all.
(and i think that something similar could happen from venti's end as well— that he sees xiao as lovely and gentle and worth every mite of grace the heavens can grant him, for not a single sin he has been forced to shoulder has been performed by his own willing hands. and i think that he would struggle to accept xiao's love for him, because he believes that what xiao loves is his facade, this idea of what the divine barbatos, not venti, is supposed to be, but once he realizes xiao sees him for himself…!)
it is through falling so deeply and irrevocably in love and then recognizing themselves in one another that xiaoven can achieve some much-needed self-love and acceptance. and that thought makes me wanna sob facedown in a rainy ditch as lightning strikes from above forever and ever and ever.
#xiaoven#sincerely yours ____________ ___. ________#that SHOULD be the correct number of underscores. god knows tumblr doesn't track them for me -_-#anyway yes... another crosspost essay from my neocities... published this one last week or so to banger acclaim#this is a subject i'd been wanting to write abt since i basically started playing in 2021 so!! hope i did it justice#sad that tumblr doesn't support any css with the text-decoration attribute... gimme back my strikethroughs n underlines#gi#xvn#long post
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HAPPY BIRTH YOU PRECIOUS LITTLE TRAUMA BEAN, THANK YOU TRAUMA PARENT /CREATOR @artichow FOR GIVING THE BEAN THIS DAY
Also that stuffed animal was probably made and gifted by hyoma >>>:33333
#BIRTH#BIRTHDAY#mfb#metal fight beyblade#beyblade#ah#beyblade metal fusion#beyblade oc#SHOYOOOOOO#BABYYYYYYYYYY#I hope I did them justice#I was flipping back and forth between so many refs so it might be all over the place with her design#please for the love of god ignore the hands#I tried my best#BABYYY#mfb oc
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Yes, I would be very interested hearing your head canon (@tim-ribbert-56) (in response to this post)
I have decided for my personal entertainment that Clarisse de Cagliostro is related to Lupin III, and here's why.
-pulls out Arsène Lupin's Wikipedia page-
In the novel La Comtesse de Cagliostro, a young Arsène Lupin (at the time going by the name Raoul d'Andrésy) was courting Clarisse d'Etigues, a young lady of a well-to-do family, and trying to win her hand, despite her father's disapproval.
Throughout the course of the novel, Lupin meets and falls in love with Joséphine Balsamo, aka the Countess of Cagliostro, and abandons Clarisse in favour of her. To clarify, Joséphine is not actually countess of anything, she is (or claims to be) a descendant of Giuseppe Balsamo aka the Count of Cagliostro (who was also count of jack shit), a famous conman from the 18th century.
Shenanigans ensue, which I will not go into in details on, but oh my god I am insane about Raoul and Joséphine, I want to dissect them and study them under a microscope. It turns out Joséphine aka Cagliostro is evil as fuck, Raoul/Lupin realizes that and goes back to Clarisse (whom he had previously abandoned like an old sock, I fucking hate this guy), marries her, and a few years later has her kid.
Unfortunately Clarisse dies in childbirth, and Joséphine, who was still around and very very pissed at Lupin (and jealous as hell of Clarisse whom, may I mention, had never personally antagonized her in any way whatsoever, Joséphine is just fucking bonkers). Joséphine also kidnaps Lupin and Clarisse's son, Jean, and raises him as her own son. (I have not yet read the following novel The revenge of Cagliostro so I don't really know what Jean's deal is, I just know he's an antagonist).
The following is my headcanon, based on these events. In the universe of Lupin III, Joséphine Balsamo was actually countess of the small kingdom of Cagliostro (maybe Giuseppe was count, maybe he conned his way into becoming count, maybe he bought the land and built a fake kingdom with a fake history, who knows).
After the events of The revenge of Cagliostro, Jean settles down in the country of Cagliostro, gets married, has a child, and that child will later have a daughter of their own, who they name Clarisse, after their late grandmother. Clarisse de Cagliostro, of Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro fame, would thus be the great-grand-daughter of Arsène Lupin, making her Lupin III's cousin/niece/whatever you call this specific degree of separation.
I am choosing to make Clarisse de Cagliostro a great-granddaughter of Arsène Lupin, rather than a granddaughter, because Arsène Lupin was very young when the events I described unfolded: he is 20 years old when he meets Clarisse d'Etigues and the whole Cagliostro debacle happens, and 25 by the time Jean is born. I'm assuming he had Lupin II much later in his life. So Jean and Lupin II (half-brothers) would have a significant difference in age, and so Jean's hypothetical child (grandchild of Arsène Lupin, so of the same generation of Lupin III) would be much older than Lupin III. Clarisse de Cagliostro is younger than him, maybe around the same age if you stretch it, so she's have to be a great-grandchild.
Now I need to read The revenge of Cagliostro and study Arsène Lupin's wikipedia page in more detail to determine when exactly Lupin II was born and who his mother was. And also where Albert's family branched out, because the fact that he's called D'Andrésy should theoretically place him as a descendant of Arsène Lupin's mother but not of Arsène Lupin himself; but Jean was also going by that last name, so who fucking knows.
No I am not insane I promise, I am just a gigantic nerd.
#i have very mixed feelings about Papy Lupin Original Flavour#cuz you see in the first books he was pretty much like his grandson#a charming little bastard; smug as hell but also charming enough to make up for it#like. an ego the size of the eiffel tower but it's highly deserved#if he robbed me i would just thank him#you wanna punch him in the face but like. lovingly#then around The Hollow Needle he started acting weird#and after that his ego grew into a god complex the size of the eiffel tower and he just lost all the charm#like. just a huge dick honestly.#i thought that was a logical evolution after (SPOILER FOR THE HOLLOW NEEDLE) his wife got brutally murdered in front of his eyes#mere HOURS after they got married and he gave up his whole career as a thief for her#which would be an understandable evolution#but no he's also retroactively an asshole in The Countess of Cagliostro which is a prequel#i guess leblanc just decided 'lupin's a dick now'#which sucks#but on the other hand it's very funny to kinda hate-read The Countess of Cagliostro#i was honestly rooting for Joséphine for most of the book#she is fucking insane which is exactly what raoul/lupin deserve#you know that Mountain Goats song 'no children' ?#'hand in unloveable hand; i hope you die i hope with both die'#or that post that says 'i don't ship them they're too toxic / well i hope they kill each other mid-fuck'#well that's me with them#just reading on to see how many more life-ruining decisions raoul can bodily throw himself at#also leblanc did joséphine dirty!!!!!!!!#LET MY GIRL BE EVIL FOR GOD'S SAKE#none of that 'her fragile feminine nature' and fainting after murdering someone because deep down she can't bear her own cruelty#what the fuck#let her be genuinely unhinged!! let her bash raoul's head in with a meat hammer!!!!#(yes that is something that she tried to do)#anyway. justice for Joséphine Balsamo. god forbid women do anything
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Uhuhuh Horrormashfriends side characters cause I love them so much-
[after the first image there’s a “keep reading” thing so you don’t have to eternally scroll if u don’t wanna see this)
This is one of my most favorite side characters! He doesn’t have a confirmed name so I made one :D
Here’s Lucy, I don’t like her a whole lot but she’s a decent character
Stacy! My favorite most involved side character in 13 street.
THERAPISTTTTTTTTT
Panikbot my beloved
FROSTY THE SNOW (LITERALLY THE SNOW)
I kinda just wanted to show off some of my Horrormashfriends Gacha designs so yeeee- :D
#horrormashfriends#mcrp#minecraft#I LOVE THE STORE WORKER SM.#THE STORE WORKER HAS TO BE THE MOST UNDERUSED CHARACTER HE GETS ZERO DEVELOPMENT#WITH 13 STREET CONTINUING I HOPE HE COMES BACK PLEASEEEEE 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻#I HATE HOW LUCY GOT DEVELOPMENT BUT NOT THE STORE WORKER#GIVE JUSTICE TO MY BOY 🙏🏻#I also just kinda wanna see dark flirt w him again on accident BUT STILL-#God im talking too much in these tags#here some actual tags#ybamedia#headcanon#gacha life 2#yaboiaction#rageelixir#brandoncrafter#AA12#Did you know horrormashfriends youtubers are technically connected to rockymedia youtubers by being friends of a friend of a friend#im so normal about this series#im so normal#im so normal about them#im so normal about him i swear#UGHHHH DARK X STORE WORKER MY BELOVED#sorry crackship took over#my little guys#chewing at the bars of my enclosure#minecraft roleplay#13 street#block city
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I never tried the option myself bc it'd probably mean skipping the Reason You Suck speech at the end (fire for speedrunners though) but I Love that you can frame your Phoneys in 3, especially so if you've already killed the previous two. Like yeah couldn't send you off to die so i'll let the goverment do it for me 🧸 like its just Peak evil imo.
#luly talks#i do relinquish in the pain and the agony but dont get me wrong the thought of any of them 3 getting jailed makes me SO sad#rog esp since he's the one im writing about and the biggest nerve wreck#gingi voice they'll be the last one to pick the board game for prison-game-night..........#actually yknow i wonder if rog would end up almost believing it after all when you try to gaslight him for the shits and giggles#(as in: telling HE was victim of the bite of 87 and the like) he tells you to not do that bc his brain is already scrambled or something#so there's a chance perhaps he'd believe it if he had everyone constantly accussing him of it?#not like it'd matter much i have no hopes for the dsaf justice system i know its been 35 years since jack got framed but still#i just remembered when the option popped up i said ''god im really becoming steven 😭''#first time i made the joke too was when i said ''imagine your boss sucks so bad you turn suicidal'' no clue what the context was#OH YEAH JAKE SAYING HE'D RATHER FUCKING DIE THAN KEEP WORKING HERE yeah. poor guy.#anyway im derailing my own post again uhhh. yeah. yeah i dont trust any phoney is avoiding the death sentence#dsaf#roger jones#dsaf roger#btw just for the sake of yapping longer i truly cant decide whether harry or jake would survive better in the enviroment#probably jake to be honest. I mean Harry has a lot of experience inside freddy's but he didnt really live outside it muhc#jake is so confrontational though#hey did you guys watch the hit movie felon? sure that guy wasn't framed but. i feel like jake would end up w that attitude#except for. you know. everything else that happens in the hit movie felon.#hey actually forget about this game go watch the 10/10 movie Felon from 2008 starring Val Kilmer and Stephen Dorff#because its one of my all time fave movies and probably the saddest i've seen#not bc there arent movies that are more tragic but bc no movie was able to break thru my walls of idgaf and make me cry anyway#yeah you thought i couldnt bring up my movie fixations on my different fandom posts well you were WRONG in fact#im gonna go tag my other post i left untagged yesterday bc my ass was Cooking
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everybody shut up and look at my creatures
#posting them together because these dweebs are all part of the same setting#i'm hoping i can find the motivation to make a webcomic or something but adhd is. uh. a roadblock#OH OH worth mentioning i did not design centauri!! i got them as a gift a few years back on deviantart and i'm still stupid grateful#sorry scherzo's ref is slightly thinner than everyone else's#scherzo and centauri are VIGILANTES who commit CRIME in the name of JUSTICE#also in the name of crime but shhhhhh centauri just likes hitting things ok#seven and bast are uh. a creature and a woman in stem respectively#definitely not me scrolling through the list of egyptian gods on wikipedia to find a last name for bast because i forgot to give her one#i have. so much i could say about these guys and their dynamics but i'll spare you the infodump#they're on artfight though!!! if you wanna. um. draw them#i would actually explode if i got art of them. so#tw body horror#for 774's weird mouth#furry oc#furry art#set animal#<- what bast is!! fun fact#robot oc#alien oc#toonagi art
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loving you is the easy part (Chapter 1 of 7)
"This—" She hands it to him. "—is a love letter. I wrote it for you, and then I thought you didn't like me so I hid it under the bed and wrote a new one." "So that's a yes?" he asks hopefully, watching her eyebrows disappear under her bangs. Juliana pokes his shoulder. "Well, I didn't write it to hear 'no' again." A nervous laugh escapes his throat. "We probably should talk about that first," he tells her. "Y'know, before we go on a date." "You weren't ready for a relationship, and that's fine," the brunette says, shrugging. "I didn't mean to make you feel bad about it. But now you are, so I expect you to move next Saturday's plans to tomorrow and go out with me." He smiles faintly at her demanding tone. "And then what are we going to do next Sunday?" "We'll go on a date, obviously," she retorts.
Arven and Juliana, through the years. For Arviana Week 2024.
Important Tags: Arven/Juliana, Soulmate-Identifying Timers, POV Alternating, Getting Together
#arviana#picnicshipping#pokemon scarvi#arvianaweek2024#herbamysticashipping#i'm so late oh my god#this is my first time writing for them so i hope i did them justice!#and hopefully i'll finish it within a week#aya's writing
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Me at the legacies writers
#and it’s not just Landon/Hope/Handon#it’s all the characters/‘friendships’/storylines#the truly messed up the last two seasons of the show#they would write Hope/Landon occ just for the sake of whatever they wanted to do#they would have these big speeches/moments to show good friendships(panda promise Hope wouldn’t fight alone only for Hope to fight alone)#a whole speech about how Lizzie couldn’t kill Hope to Lizzie trying to kill her the very next episode#talking about how they would never leave a friend behind but would gladly leave them behind if it was convenient for them#I bet the wouldn’t have even tried to save Cleo if they didn’t need her muse powers#and so on#or them foreshadowing something only to make all that foreshadowing for nothing#spending a whole season setting up something only to make it pointless#making a big deal about malivore wanting Cleo to use her muse powers/gave him a vision and did nothing with it#save them with him taking Hope/golem Landon’s hair & ripper Kaleb#OG triad was over before it even began. idk if I can call the god storyline a storyline at all#limbo?? they kept changing limbo like it was nothing/even the ferryman thing made no sense#oh and does anyone else remember before s4 started they said all would be revealed? revealed nothing/gave us more questions#as well as so many other things#I don’t when or if I’ll ever be over what they did to show#bc it truly says something when the show ends with me only liking to characters and wanting justice for them
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loona's first night
idk man i'm tryna get into writing again and hb and hazbin are melting my brain away so here's a duet between blitz and loona on loona's first night home *(if it's bad, no it isn't you didn't read this and this post doesn't exist)* ***
Blitz: Look, (sung) I know the first night'll be rough. Hell, the first coupla months are a bust. But believe me i know, when ya feel all alone - sometimes the hand that you bite doesn't bleed.
Together, you and me are a team.
So welcome home Looney.
Loona (spoken): Ew what, Looney? What the fuck?! No shot, old man. I ain't goin' by that.
Blitzo (spoken): awh cmon it's perfect! OUUUOOO EVEN BETTER, LOONEY TOONEY!
Loona (spoken): Awh fuck, geezer - that's way worse!
(sung) I think if anyone's looney, its you - for grabbin me outta that zoo.
I mean, whaddya need with a shitbag like me?
I could just walk out that door. Trust me i've done it before. So thanks for the help but i'm fine all alone.
***Loona starts heading towards the door.***
Blitzo (sung): I know the look in your eyes. See it in mine all the time. Been kicked around while your down, just life's little pissclown.
Feel like your life's a sick joke. Sinkin' just lower than low.
I promise it's worse on your own.
Loona (spoken): What could you possibly know about the shit I've had to de-
Blitzo (spoken): I don't. I don't know exactly what you've had to go through. But I know what I've gone through. And I know what I saw in that fuckin' cell. You're out here runnin' on pure survival and rage and fear. And that? That I get. I got a phD in fuckin' shit up - so bad, I should give a TomTalk. And I also get that nothin' I say can change exactly what ya feel right now. But time can. So give me time - give this , this family time - to grow. I can give ya a job at my new company and - and we can turn this old storage room into a bedroom for ya.
No matter what though the decision's gotta be made by you. I won't stop ya if ya walk out the door or sneak out at night but at least give it a chance. Give yourself the chance.
I'm gonna go grab us some 'zzah and there's plentya liquids in the fridge so take your pick. I'll be back in twenty, Looooooonnie!
Loona (spoken): Ugh - fuck off already!
***Blitz leaves. Loona goes to sit on the couch - visibly uncomfortable and then slowly relaxing into a hopeful expression***
Loona (spoken): Fuckin' "looney-tooney"
(sung) My brain keeps on screamin' to run but my legs feel heavy and numb.
I wanna collapse - he says to relax?
***scoffs*** He doesn't know a damn thing.
-beat-
(sung) I guess since it's up to me
I'll stay. Would that be okay? Would I finally feel like I'm finally real - a hound who can handle just one little gamble on a red little prick who's deciding to stick by my side? I guess I'll try to
stay.
#hgioashgidsaj i hope i did this some slice of justice#as a child of adoption i wanted to show what i feel the best approach is from a new parent to child#also god i luv them sm and i hope we get a little more info about what loona's adjustment process was like#helluva boss#helluva boss fan art#helluva boss loona#helluva boss blitzo#blitzo#blitzø#helluva blitzo#loona#vivziepop#musical#song#lyrics
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@avaere asked :
his journey home and back had been long as it had carried the harbinger far away from the biting plains of the snowcovered mountains deep within snezhnaya, and up familiar roads to a camp which had been... empty.
days on his feet, tartaglia hadn't expected to be traveling behind mondstadt's walls, his travelling attire still wrapped around him. yet, he saw no other option. for while the campfire was there alongside the residue of their hideout, there was no traces of the swordswoman. where, oh where would a lawrence go when the stars came out and the campfire died down?
he had never quite embraced the bard at the bar's floor. there was something about the singing fellow that irked the harbinger, yet somehow managed to entertain him at the same time. perhaps it was the way the bard's eyes drew to the heavy boots that made their mark on the wooden floor, or how they seemed to ignite in a mischievous glimmer at the sight of his rather obvious attire. he was a harbinger, after all, who hadn't heard of him?
or maybe... it was how the bard changed the tune on his lyre, from playful to gentle (almost sweet and romantic) as tartaglia made his way over to the familiar, homely sight of a face his heart reached out to.
"my ... what are we drinking tonight?" lips turned into an adoring, smitten, smile as tartaglia sat down onto the bench across eula. with their distance finally having come to a closure (for now), he was quick to raise a gloved hand towards her, first removing the glass which had been sipped on prior to his arrival, then reaching out to cup her cheek. there, a thumb would grace her cheek, voice warm as he gazed into eyes; " i'm home, eula. "
unprompted. || always accepting
─「エウルア」─ it had always been cold close to new year.
she could see the look of concern glazing those AMBER HUES of her best friend when she turned down the invitation to join them in the celebration of lights that were only around the corner. the festive air had never been her thing, as she knew full well any JOYOUS OCCASION was better spent without her presence. after all, who would want someone who reminded them of the torturous time they had spent under the ruling of a tyrant ? the knight understood it well, and she also knew that her friend meant well.
for their sake, it's better that she spent the night alone.
the thought of trekking the snowy mountain of dragonspine came to mind. there, she would usually find peace and comfort in silence. yet, it was to no surprise that she hadn't been up there for many a night now. when was the last time she visited the peak of the snow-covered mountain ? she couldn't remember well.
the ABSENCE of someone had made that place much lonelier than she remembered.
the lawrence heir found herself escaping to the local tavern she had frequented, retreating from the eyes of public and occupied the INNERMOST CORNER TABLE so that her being here wouldn't disrupt anyone's time. the taste of alcohol and the effect it brought seemed to quiet her troubled mind. maybe, it'd be better if she had retreated from the city during those winter celebration. she didn't belong in such atmosphere. the laughter, the blessings, a damned soul like herself should know her place.
gloved digits came to caress over the crimson insignia she had worn over her left chest, and the organ inside ached dully. how long had it been since she had seen him ? the silence was deafening, that was why she couldn't bear seeing the empty campfire they used to share.
but it was a voice that snapped her out of her reverie.
a question, a greet, one that upon hearing that familiar voice alone was enough to have her heart skip a beat. the sight of a HARBINGER came into view, donned in thick traveling coat and snow-tainted boots. his attire alone spoke of the distance he had traveled, the miles he crossed from one nation to the other, the exhaustion presented in his very form, or even the SNOW clinging to his clothing was proof of where he had been, and that he had not stopped ever since —
" tar ... taglia ... ? " even her own voice sounded unsure, as though him appearing right before her was that of a dream she had conjured up in her own mind. and she had, so many times prior. so many times that she thought this was also her own yearn playing tricks on her once again. that is, until his gloved digits found their ways to her cheek. the warmth spreading from his heated glove a reminder and a PROOF that he was real. the realization of it all made her lose her own voice for a moment, only hearing her heart pounding against her ribcage as though it was recognizing how its owner had returned.
" i'm home, eula. "
home, he said. not simply i'm back. him, who had literally returned to his BIRTHPLACE and his rightful home away from here. yet, he said that he was home as their eyes connected.
they say home is where the heart is. was that why she felt like she never had a home ? not within the walls of mondstadt, not upon the freezing peak of dragonspine, not in her travels to borders and other nations. only ... only when he was here. only now that she ever felt like she belonged. in his warmth, in his touch, within his reach.
gently, her gloved hand came to clasp over his own, pressing it tighter to his cheek and she closed her eyes momentarily, as though to reaffirm to herself that he really was here. like a child having found the person she had been searching for. quietly, she pressed her lips to the middle of his palm. a tender, yearnful kiss lingered there for a long, long time. at that very moment, she felt nothing but him.
" welcome home, tartaglia. " and with you, i am too.
from the DRAGONSPINE'S PEAK, one would be able to see the fireworks in the distant, coming from the city of mondstadt as the year came to a close. for many years, the KNIGHT had watched those explosive lights from various locations; up close upon the secret spot near the church, the quiet area near brightcrown canyon overseeing the cider lake behind the city itself, or even this very same snowy atmosphere she was right at this moment. as the END OF THE YEAR drew near, one chapter was ending and a new beginning was to be formed. every year, she would remind herself who she was, who she strived to be despite the others' opinion, just so that she wouldn't lose sight of herself. year after year, without fail.
my name is eula lawrence. i am a knight of favonius.
this year, however, instead of a reminder, it was a confession.
a silent, wordless confession made as her lips were claimed by the same person who owned her very heart. the countless stars above them their only witness.
my name is eula lawrence.
and i am in love with a harbinger.
#avaere#.answered#.[ eula.lawrence ]#.[ you are the only person who has ever been able to find me: tartaglia & eula ]#[ gOD I FINALLY GOT TO THIS#IT HAD BEEN SITTING IN MY ASK FOR A MONTH#I WANTED TO GET TO THIS ON CHRISTMAS BUT I GOT BUSY#THEN I TRIED TO WRITE IT LAST NIGHT ON NEW YEAR BUT I WAS SO TIRED#I FINALLY GOT IT DONE#okay tbh it was envisioned better in my mind#i don't think i did justice to what i was planning but HJLKHJKHJK i HOPE IT'S A GOOD READ STILL#HIM SAYING ' I'M HOME ' INSTEAD OF ' I'M BACK ' STILL SENT ME#also that small bit in the end was my own personal addition bc i wanted them to have a new year kiss sO INDULGE ME AVEN ]#[ pls pretend today is still new year thank u ]#.long post
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Marcellus, we see you. We know you deserved a second chance, we know you deserved to live. I'm sorry we failed.
Remember Khaliifah Marcellus Williams! A black Muslim man falsely accused. Remember that he's innocent. Remember that the governor of Missouri, mike Parson who had the opportunity to save this man's life, decided not to. Remember all but three supreme court justices decided his life wasn't worth saving either. Remember his face. Remember his Last words. And remember how fucked up this country is
Rest in peace Marcellus
#black lives don't matter in the USA#because if they did#if there was an ounce of justice#this innocent man would have lived#they would have stayed the execution after evidence questioned his guilt#but they don't care#to them it's just another black man off the streets#its sickening#its disgusting#and I pray that this man's soul finds peace#and I hope to any god listening that there is justice#marcellus williams#abolish the death penalty#marcellus should have lived#he DESERVED to live#fuck
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having not played rhythm games for months and then picking up kamicity ensemble ive gotten SO bad at proseka. i was like its so over but im finally down to 5 greats it may possible to ap maximizer ex yet.
#god i would love to ap maximizer in ensemble ensembles beat map for maximizer is incomparable to proseka its SOOO good#proseka had so many options to make the maximizer beat map so so fun and interesting and they just did not#its so unfulfilling. speaking from playing both ex & master modes. theyre so unfulfilling#ensemble doesnt even have sliding or flick notes & its 10x as satisfying to play. they did sooo good with maximizer#im glad they didnt make it a glitch song but its they decided to make a glitch ver in the future it would also be amazing#im starting to get more used to using 4 fingers for ensemble so i was like! lets try phony!#i was not prepared to need at least 5 fingers to play & i was always in the wrong position for the multi notes#so rough but it would be sooooo fun once i can manage it#the lanes are rough for me in ensemble tho im constantly missing for not spreading my fingers enough. sad.#also it loves to drop inputs for me. i have very clearly pressed to at least get a good & it just. doesnt register#it also doesnt help i play ensemble sooo slow. and then going to prosekas 10.9 speed is. so fast.#all the notes are coming to beat me up at once.#its fine after playing one song but the first one is rough#i do love proseka beat maps a lot of them are so perfect but they just did not deliver with maximizer unfortunately#i had. SOOO much hope after realize. realize is so fucking fun to play. maximizer did not live up to that & it very well couldve#if shuuen touhikou ever gets in they better do that one justice#this is also not to say i think prosekas maximizer beat map is Bad. its not bad its just averagely fun to me#we couldve had fun little details in the long notes & some of the tap note arrangements dont sit perfectly with me but its not bad#like kyoufuu all back? perfect beat map playing master is so fucking fun i love that#compared to that the maximizer beat map is so nothing#ensemble beat maps are usually really fun too i hope SOOOO badly laboratory & either kannagi or yamete kudasai get added#at the very LEAST. PLEASE. olease put in One song where someone even Sort Of knows how to tune rime#bc these songs do Not show off how good she is. they Are good songs. in general. people cant tune rime tho for some reason#.... thats a different rant ive gone on before & will again but we've lost the point of the post by now
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