#god i hate vomiting
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I come from a fandom where one character vomited one time on an airship and he's been vomit boy ever since, to a fandom where the main character upchucking like goddamned maniac.
#gideon the ninth#harrow the ninth#rwby#jaune arc#god i hate vomiting#that's it thats the post#im not gonna go and disrespect my baby#just you know just a thought#also fucking hell the detaild vomit explanations#i felt it in my fucking nose#but that is an adequate reaction to lobotomy and overall sadgirl theme shit#you ho girl
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That one troupe as ghoap where a character is tired or not themselves at the moment and lays their face on the love interest’s upper chest/ almost at their neck but instead of leaning away from the touch ghost welcomes it and turns his head to rest his face against Johnny’s hair and holds his waist with one hand to stabilise him and the other to tuck his face into the crook of his neck as he closes his eyes cause there’s no where else he’d rather be than with Johnny and it doesn’t matter if he can’t remember it anyways because if he doesn’t that means that it didn’t happen at all and he can allow himself to be weak and soft just this once.
#spoiler alert: it was not just one time#GGGGFRRRAHHUYGGGGGFF#IM PROJECTIVE VOMITING RN#I HATE GAY PEOPLE#/pos#the intimacy.. the fluff#it’s so#oh my days I can’t do this shit anymore#god fucking#hell#call of duty#robs ramblings#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghoap#ghostsoap
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tw mention of vomit n periods but if i throw up from pain today ill let y’all know and we can start making jokes or smth bc by the sixth year that im vomiting almost every month from pain it gets a liiitttle comical ngl
#op’s two cents#the nausea is coming back then going away then coming back#its annoying#I DONT WANNA VOMIT#PLEASE I DONT WANNA VOMIT AGAIN#I HATE THROWING UP I HATE BEING NAUSEOUS#ALL THE TIMEEE#this is ooc i should specify some more#itd be even funnier to be in character#no winds right now sorry guys 💔 the wind god’s period cramps are making him vomit :(
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actually it makes perfect sense that ppl here hate the way I talk abt dean (in that I’m not afraid to call him abusive) when you see what they do to john. they assume I’m doing what they do to john to dean.
#joke’s on u john is one of my favorite characters in the series#as is dean bc how could he not be he’s astonishingly effective . awful. bundle of catchphrases. god’s special boy.#the self-righteous man. toy soldier. torch swallower. warden. exploder. fill it up with anything/everything. hot to the touch. etc#< terrifies me worse than any other character in this show could ever hope to. this is a complinent. I love him and I hate him.#few other characters can inspire this type of whiplash so intensely and so often#he literally makes me want to scream while watching! he reminds me of my dad! MY dad. do you get it!!!!#tag vomit#*compliment
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me: well, given kit and thancred's fight, if dawntrail ends my ot3 i will just have to accept that
dawntrail:
we're so back, baby.
#b plays ffxiv#kit hareington#thancred waters#they're still in love and so fucking stupid#please tell me not to do a polycule cap spam#ffxiv spoilers#dawntrail#dawntrail spoilers#7.0 spoilers#i've been on vacation ten days#with no game access#i'm so tempted to just vomit my shipping nonstop all over#i made the dumbest sounds in this moment#god i hate them#*smashes their faces together*
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^ face of someone (me) who just finished the arcane finale
#GOODNIGHT I NEED TO PROCESS#im STRUCK#there r tears rolling down my cheeks fuck this damn show😭😭 (affectionate. this is the peak of all media ever)#okay yall arcane spoilers#arcane#arcane s2#that ending was honestly SO well done#the WHOLE finale#and all the rest lmao#but fucking GOD#the cycle....and the way each character was considered within..just- SO GOOD#and ekko......#and JAYCE oml yall better take back all the shit tbh he's genuinely become such an intriguing character throughout s2#and going to admit. i did Not care abt him in s1 sry😞#but the s2 arc has been captivating from the start and jayce is NO exception#also viktor's eyes im so glad we got to see them again. ohhh the irony of grief and relief mean SO much to me#his eyes. mean sm to Me. doomed scientist yaoi i lov e u#and mel.....omg not much to say regarding initial thoughts. im afraid haha. buuut i wanted to learn more about her link to the black rose#LOVED ambessa. her characterisation was so brilliantly captivating that i dont think i ever rlly hated her lmao#and jinxx omfg im sick. i love her so much. oh fucking hell ep7 killed me actually. im dead.#the sisters r so close all throughout the show and i loved the little direct confirmation of this like i actually started crying then#and VI oh my goddddd vi. could write a thesis on her. the visual rep of the lessening of her guilt after jinx. with singing. with acceptanc#oh fml im going a little insane i love this show so much#and VANDERRR and the beast and FUCK how even at the end he covered jinx.#i love how the show covered her end. it feels like a sigh of relief. the final breath. u end up hoping the best for her.#OH MAN THE MUSIC STARTED AND I STARTED CRYING SO HARD.#this is s1 ep3 all over again#oh and HOLY SHIT we got lesbian sex im ECSTATIC. thannk u fortiche for the whole show but yeah. especially. uhm. this.#okay im loggin off now i need to clock out and sleep. process my thoughts and then word vomit tmr.#nyx talks shit
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hi everyone. if you are the type to pray or send good vibes to an internet stranger's cat, i'd appreciate it if you could wish my cat gato well. hes currently confined at the vet hospital for an enlarged spleen and an infection. the vet's been giving me updates and hes not vomiting and his appetite is finally back (after a worrying bout of him refusing to eat). im hopeful that his recovery will be smooth but im still so worried about him that im throwing up out of stress. here he is sleeping all curled up like a shrimp before he got sick and hes so stupid and i love him more than words can describe.
#him eating again is a good sign and hes not vomiting anymore and no signs of diarrhea which is really good#but i wont be able to breathe easily until hes back home and biting my ankles#im gonna visit him today. i hope he doesnt hate me#dootdootdoot#and....god his confinement bill is.....gonna take a hefty chunk of my savings....but anything for him truly
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#I'm sorry I'm behind on asks I feel like it never fucking ends#can't talk to family about it. they worry too much. cant talk to friends about it. they just start giving unwarranted (well meaning) advice#and plus they basically live with me atp with how often they're over helping me fuck do I do?? bother them more??#dude it's embaressing even if it's not chronic shit it's just unlucky shit like how u gonna have an allergic reaction & then seizure same d#idk about therapy therapists scare me. it's not a therapy issue though I'm just tired and in pain all the fucking time#one more person says “same omg” or “well have you tried-” i will start cutting peoples throat and eating their livers#you do NOT know what it's like having to write your own will before 30 like this shit aint right shit aint fair#makes me petty and shit too people who are healthy like can you just fucking suffer why do you get that freedom but not me#it just never ends#like I really fucking hate it when people say “oh you have so much to live for” because no I don't#Not so sound like a right winger gosh dang god fearer but like deadass people focus so heavily on “mental health!!” they don't#realize even if you feel better and get therapy or shit that's not gonna be realistically helpful for anything physical going on in sm#it's a cycle even if you manage 1 thing - the medications cause a 2nd thing#and that's alongside all the OTHER things you take medications for which cause all those other things#it's like multiplying and makes your body slowly deplete but like never quite die. like I know realistically I can just die anyday#and yeah it is getting worse but it's no different because it's not about that#when you're sick it's not just “OMG DYING!!!” it's like. everything else in your life dies.#you can't cook for yourself. you can't clean. you can't move. you can't hang out with people anymore. you can barely work LMFAO.#I'm REALLY close to quitting it's not even funny lmao. cant put clothes on without struggling.#do people not know it's. physically impossible. to even eat sometimes. just vomit it all up or seize.#yeah it does make me petty#rant
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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This is the exact reason why I hate when people ask to go through my phone. Its always Tsukasa’s fault just remember that.
#tenma facts come first because theyre js real like that#who would tsukasa tenma be without his siblings#uhh i may need to change or add onto some of these btw#if you have any cool little facts you can hand over… ahaha.. id love that 😊 (<- shaking)#IM COLLECTING EMUNENERUI FACTS TOO i swear. Unfortunately this blonde freak won’t let me go… Please.. Dude…#every time ive had a friend ask for my phone ive had to make up some sort of excuse or Hover. I mean hover over them#Like honestly i hate people going throuugh my phone js because of personal info that people choose to open up to me ab thats on there but#Some of them are probably suspicious. It really just is stuff related to my special interests#you open the notes and theres 30 word vomits in the wxs folder and god only knows how many other ones + ouran ideas in another#and 90% of them are unfinished#you check youtube and then theres over 40+ video essays in one playlist idek how many theatre related videos and “soap tutorials” and then#Over 100 videos in the wxs/leoni playlist#Mainly wxs videos too… I have a problem..#You open the photos. 1.2k tsukasa photos in one album says it all. And then the 600 wxs videos#I have at least 3k prsk related photos on my phone How did we get here after 2 years#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#tsukasa tenma#tenma tsukasa#he gives me a headache#wxs tsukasa#facts#ideas
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wow I’m having such a great day *incredible wave of sadness* *incredible wave of sadness* *incredible wave of
#every time I feel good it’s just. oops sorry haha now your so guilty you want to vomit! my bad#just realized this is because I haven’t taken my meds all week.#they’re extended release meds I’m so fucked#ITS GONNA TAKE A MONTH TO GET JY BRAIN BACJ TO NORMAL I#I HATE YOU PHARACUTICAK XONPMANIES!!! MAKE ME BETTER SRUGS!! GOD DAMNIT!!!!!!!?
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Writing! 😄
Remembering you have to proofread
#god i hate the proofreading stage because my fun word vomit becomes serious and i have to subject myself to my own mediocrity#writing#writeblr#writer#writers#writers on tumblr#meme
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Random Halt headcanon time:
Halt has Emetophobia (pretty sure thats what is called, but I'm too scared to search it up to check because I also have it and I don't wanna see photos), and also that snake phobia thing. I'm too lazy to search it up.
Part of the reason he gets seasick isn't just because of nerves, its also because of his emetophobia and he's worried other people are going to be sick, and that effects him. It takes his body a while to realise he's the only one.
His snake phobia thing started because since he grew up in Hibernia, he had no experiences with snakes, but the first time he did, it was traumatizing. Little Halt had gone to a different country with his family, asked to climb a tree while they were having a picnic somewhere, and while he was pulling himself up onto a branch there was a snake, Halt screamed let go of the branch, fell out of the tree and broke his arm.
Some of this I have mentioned before, the little Halt story I mentioned in a fanfic with Halt and Pritchard but I felt like making a bigger post.
#look at me self projecting my phobia on to him#again#i just checked the name for the snake phobia#its ophidiophobia#i know many other people also headcanon him as having it so fun#and i did end up double checking#it is called emetophobia#and its the fear of vomit in case you were wondering#god i hated typing about it#never again#rangers apprentice#ra#halt o'carrick#ranger's apprentice#ranger apprentice#john flanagan#ra headcanons#halt headcanons#rangers apprentice headcanons
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Okay I think I am going to take a short socials break after this but I just wanted to make a few points.
1. As I said, you have all been so incredibly sweet and it’s super heartwarming and I don’t know what I would have done without y’all rallying behind me
2. Please nobody send hate to Marcia, and don’t send hate to the original poster either, that will just fan the flames (I don’t think any of y’all have been or would, I just want to make where I stand on this clear!)
3. I don’t think Marcia had malicious intent retweeting it — especially given her taking it down relatively quickly. The fault lies with the person who posted the original tweet. That being said, after all of this, I have some very complicated feelings regarding Marcia and I ask that that be respected, for me and anyone else who feels that way. I don’t think any of us hate her or wish her ill will, and once this is less imminent I may go back to stanning her, idk! But for now I have very complicated mixed uncomfortable emotions surrounding her and I think I am allowed to feel that way given that whatever fallout there is will inevitably center around me, and I am fucking terrified about that fact.
4. Again I love you all and I’m so grateful for how sweet you have all been. I may pop in here and there to message friends but I probably won’t be posting much if at all for a bit, and I’m gonna go on a bit of a writing hiatus while I figure out next steps
I love you all and I love this community and I hope that this is all a blip in the past soon, but for now I need to prioritize my safety and wellbeing and that means separating myself a bit 💕
Okay this got long but. I love you all, I’ll be back before you know it <333
#uh#idk how to tag this#marciagate#Marcia ficgate#rawnsyf#running away will never set you free#Rachel vomits out emotion#I can’t lie to you all I never actually considered sending hate to the poster but god being petty would feel so good rn#but no I have to be a mature responsible adult and not do that#also that would prolong the issue like I said#anyways#I will also not be on twitter so genuinely please let me know if there’s any updates or anything happens#hopefully there won’t be but with YouTubers getting involved I have my concerns#but! thank you all for how welcoming and loving you have been to me over this past year :)#this is not the end of Rachel sexynetra#pinky promise
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All fae know who Puck is. Bright, bold, and beautiful, he shines by Oberon's side. Sometimes here, sometimes there, sometimes in the shape of a horse, a hound, a chair, a flame. Sometimes even in the shape of another fae. His wit is cutting, and he has a tendency to walk a thin line, slipping just shy of any blame.
No one knows who Puck is. Not really. They see the flame of a fairy carrying out his king's will with glee. They never see the leash Oberon wrapped around Puck's throat long ago. The hold the king has over him is ironclad and unwavering. It allows Puck freedom and protection, but in return binds him utterly to Oberon's will.
Puck loves his king. He does, truly.
But sometimes, he'll lie awake at night, unable to banish thoughts that would surely be considered treason.
He's so sick of being obedient.
#cinnamon writes#puck#puck my beloved#i don't even know what this is my headache has been semi-steadily getting worse since noonish#and i wanted to write a thing and i still have puck on the brain#idk#i love puck and i hate headaches. i wish i could trade the latter for the former bleahhhh somethig something unfajrness of the world#anyways. puck-friend: this is partly for you enjoy#you are part of the reason my brain has been yelling at me about write puck whump sO#also uh#now i am thinking about my description of puck as a 'flame of a fairy' and. uh. sauron#who is ALSO A FIRE MAGCI GOD BEING#idrk mairon is pretty and puck is pretty and#fire#um#word vomit tags
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Slllliiiiiides over here. Hi hello. I don't think I'll do a bad karma run (IM SORRY. IM SORRY!!) cause a) I'm a wimp and b) I need to get off videogames as soon as I'm done cause I've spent too much time playing lately lmao BUT I will be watching playthrougs cause I gotta know how fucked up he gets.... I gotta know...
To clarify i have a pre existing oc from a story that could be very easily flung into a vat of "au juice" because she's already halfway there in her own cannon LMAO we shall see, for now I have a huge list of things I want to draw for this game so I gotta finish 2 before I explode then I can unleash myself on art again. Gotta feed the discord now. I'm cooking for a crowd.
hi i've been dead for 8 days and recuperating for two lol I understand life stuff (and saw some references to it on your timeline, like the warhammer stuff and the tarot card thing??? bro that shit looks so good!!) as someone that literally shared your stuff and then got ripped away for my own life happenings lmfao. But if you get the chance in the future? Seriously, try an evil karma inF2 run. There's something about how they balanced the story that puts its predecessor AND sequel to shame. They're the same story, but different tales. They have the same goal, but different goalposts. SPP gives you a well-thought-out storyline that both is cohesive, but feels like your choices actually matter. It has none of the "I can help this old lady...or kick her fucking dog lol" of inFAMOUS 1, or the "I will fight for the tribe but literally do everything wrong. everywhere. because I'm a Bad Boy™" of inFAMOUS: Second Son. The choices feel real. They feel sound. They feel like the choices a man wronged by the world would make, if he decided to turn to his harbored resentment instead of his morality. And let's be honest, Cole also feels more morally gray in inF2 than 1 anyways, so seeing the path he takes is great because it genuinely feels like he's done with the accumulation of every shitty situation that has happened to him. And I'm sure you know how the story ends now, so...don't you wanna see what happens if he chose the other option? (pls tell me you haven't watched the playthrough yet lmfao)
Anyways yeah no I totally get life shit, it loves to pull you away from stuff, and also as someone only just now trying to do the bad options in Detroit: Become Human despite getting the game at launch because I need 6 years of preparation to be the bad guy, I understand the wimp bit too. It's hard to be mean sometimes. But with Cole's inF2 story, it doesn't feel mean. It feels like a desperate man, trying to fight for a future he's not convinced cares about him.
And yes oh my god please keep creating lmfao we all love your art so goddamn much. Don't leave this fandom you're now a very important asset. And it's always a good thing, throwing old friends into new situations! I love an OC in a wardrobe change. That's usually the best translation. Think a bit harder about forcing that OC into a new role. Shove her ass onto the stage. We'd all love her.
#infamous#infamous 2#Cole MacGrath#bro i will scream about this fucking game from the rooftops nonstop it's the best one outta them all.#genuinely the only game i've ever played the bad guy in and went 'yeah okay i'd do that irl too'#versus vomitting when picking the asshole options in other games lmfao. i cannot be mean.#momma ain't raise no bitch but she DID raise an overthinking goody two shoes#seriously tho i love your art and pleASE keep at it. and good luck with the warhammer thing!! 32 minifigs is a LOT i do not envy you#will say you're the ONLY person I know who likes Kuo!! Which is so funny watching you integrate into the fandom talking so well about her#when I have like 3 friends I know that have made up instances in fics/hc just to kill her ass. everyone hates her lmfao#anyways you're aussie and i am an american about to sleep so. todaloo kangaroo.#also i do NOT have the inFAMOUS comics illegally on a google drive. How could you ask that? I know you wanted to read them but my god#I can't believe you'd think I have pirated material that I'd willingly distribute if you shot me a message (👀)
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