#god help me I'm ficcing again
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Adrian looked over at him with wide, curious eyes. His tongue was poking out of the corner of his mouth, the way it sometimes did when he was concentrating especially hard. Chris cleared his throat again and reached for his beer, gaze skimming over the dark, polished wood of the table. His face was hot. Someone really ought to adjust the fucking thermostat in here. If it kept fluctuating like this it was totally going to ruin the ambiance for all the real couples hoping to enjoy a romantic evening together. "I, um - " Chris started, raising his glass. "We should do a toast." "Oh," Adrian blinked. He set his fork down, cake and ice cream slopping back onto the plate. "Um, sure." He picked his beer up too and canted his head to one side. "What are we toasting?" "I don't fucking know, man," Chris shrugged, feeling irritable and harassed, despite the fact that he was the one who'd suggested a toast in the first place. "I mean, we're still alive. That's worth celebrating, probably, given the year we've had." "Okay," Adrian agreed with an easy grin, hoisting his glass a little higher. "Here's to surviving an alien invasion." He considered for a second and added in an embittered mutter, "Even if Economos totally stole my chance to kill a space gorilla with a chainsaw." That had Chris squinting at him across the table. "The gorilla wasn't from space," he pointed out. "Maybe not," Adrian allowed, "but the bug controlling its brain definitely was, so I'm pretty sure it still counts." Chris couldn't argue this—or, he probably could, but it was more trouble than it was worth to attempt to get Adrian to cede any ground when he'd already made his mind up about something—so he nodded his acquiescence and reached across the table to clink their glasses together.
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SQH prompt since you asked for one in the tags of that one post.
SQH and SQQ on their cart journey to get the sun moon dew mushroom seeds!
Thanks for the suggestion! I love their stupid little roadtrip together xD although this quickly became less about me figuring out SQH's hair/robes and more about me figuring out how in the world to draw a horse drawn carriage... SQQ needs to use his sword more just so I can avoid this
#poor ZZL is being bullied...#svsss#shang qinghua#shen qingqiu#cumplane#zhuzhi lang#sqh#sqq#zzl#...i gave zzl the same braids i did in his his human form but i'm realizing there's a critical lack of hands for braid them with#i would love to know how zzl's first few days with limbs went that must have been fun#is there a fic about that? poor snake boy needs to figure out not just opposable thumbs but also LEGS god help him#my art#though speaking of being bullied i was rereading zzl's snake descriptions again and sqq's “Don’t panic. | want to go fishing.” KILLED me#dude BLOWS ZZL OUT OF THE WATER WITH A TALISMAN BOMB#what a fucking day this snake is having - significantly funnier once you realise he's not a random snake monster mook#zzl gets thrown in the air like a dead fish by his cousin's bizarre crush before he ever meets lbh himself
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I was in the mood to draw big bro Oreshi and baby bro Bokushi and thought it would be a perfect time to make them all cuddly (loosely based on this post). Hope it heals you as much as it healed me.
[Art related to my fic, Accidental Siblings.]
#you have no idea how cathartic this drawing was to make#baby boku deserves to get comfortable enough to be on the receiving end of physical affection#and i know seijuro will absolutely indulge him as their bond grows closer#again i say bokushi has yet to be put in a situation that requires any of this closeness in my fic but so help me god he WILL get there#also i was testing out the watercolor brush so that's why everything is paler than usual and why I'm using flat colors#but that doesnt matter so dont think about it too hard#i do like how the watercolor makes these drawings look like they came out of a storybook though#might use this brush whenever i just wanna make a quick piece of art#anyway hope you enjoyed friendos#kuroko no basket#knb fanart#my art#knb fanfic#my fanfic#accidental siblings#akashi seijuro#big bro oreshi#baby bokushi
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rolling up my sleeves as I open my doc before writing another variation of the exact same fic I've written a dozen times before
#shitpost#fic writing#I'M. i'm doing it again#I didn't mean to!#this was supposed to be a really light-hearted fun fic#why is fitz in so much distress#anyway my brand of fics is apparently emotional distress/comfort#should I follow through or should I start over and write the fluffy fic#where they mess around with each other and make jokes#GOD rogajrgn#me and my silly 'but why' writing technique that always leads to agony#'fitz is baking alone' 'but why?' and then I go 'hmm it's because he's distressed and hiding' instead of just being like#'so that he and tam can be alone because this is a fic about them it doesn't really matter why he's alone :)'#help#i'm gonna...I'm gonna keep going but what if I wrote an alternate fluffy version#banging my head against the wall HOW DID I GET HERE AGAIN#i hope you guys like. the exact same fic just with different characters again and again
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>sighs< I miss The Murder of Sonic The Hedgehog, I miss it a lot. I'll be back-
#robin talks#murder of sonic the hedgehog#mosth#my first playthrough involved me and my friends voicing it the whole way through and god i wish to experience it again often#(cannot stress enough I would voice for this game again in a heartbeat if you asked me please ask me to voice this is a call for help i'm-)#we also had this running gag of barry crushing on espio that i definitely took more seriously than i should#(one day i'll finish that fic i wrote for them jthrjt)
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the flash should have ended with barry quitting his job at ccpd to become a stay-at-home husband and that's on that
#the fun part is it genuinely could have ended like that. i have no idea. still haven't watched it#NOBODY TELL ME BTW#THAT IS NOT ME ASKING FOR SPOILERS. I'LL GET TO IT#but honestly it's the only thing that makes sense. i have genuine reasons for this#namely: how the fuck is iris. an incredible but ordinary non-speedster woman. meant to look after a baby speedster#ordinary babies are already making it their life's mission to die. eating shit they shouldn't. rolling over and suffocating.#idk i don't know about kids but i know babies are breakable and will roll off tables and god knows what else#now imagine you have a toddler and she can literally move at hundreds of miles per hour#how the fuck was iris meant to cope?#i still maintain that when they did the 'she put a power dampener in nora' plot it should have been like. not a control thing#but also yeah. literally a control thing because HOW THE FUCK ELSE WAS SHE MEANT TO LOOK AFTER HER BABY#if barry is gone and she's a single mother. assuming no other speedsters are around to help her. what the fuck else was she meant to do?#of course she had to suppress her powers because how can you stop your toddler running into traffic if she can run 1000 times faster than u#how do you keep her in her crib at night if she can phase through the bars?#in that sense. yeah it's fucked up. but you can understand it. you can empathize. what other options did she have?#so yeah stay-at-home dad barry is the only thing that makes sense for genuine safety reasons#he is quite literally the only one who can keep up with the kids#they dropped the ball on nora is all i'm saying. again. fic that lives in my head where original nora's death actually means something#and we get a new nora who is ACTUALLY a different person. as she would be considering her whole upbringing was different#and she has to somehow live up to the memory of a version of her that was erased from time#part of barry and iris can't accept that that specific version of their daughter is gone and it's not her#THE ANGST POTENTIALLLL#in my head she doesn't even go by nora because she's like. THAT'S NOT ME. SHE DIED. WHY CAN'T YOU ACCEPT WHO I AM AND LOVE ME FOR ME#she goes by dawn bc yeah im still kinda sad they didnt use that name#fictional characters give ur kid an original name instead of always naming them after dead ppl challenge#my fics#my meta
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#rediscovered one beautiful channel on youtube and now I'm once again attempting to frankenstein my own simplistic style#for those days when I'd rather NOT do my usual semi-realism#anyways the music is good and the animation is bomb ao go check em out#me? I'm just doodlin my favorite dumbass and her definitely_not_boyfriend.exe#god i love them so much#the bickering! the mutual fuck yous! *cries in desperate need to see silverv become a reality*#also I - a pantser like no other - sat down and outlined Tapeworm fic#with some help from chatgpt because English is hard man#i even adjusted the plot to include events from Cyberpunk Red's Black Dog story which was a trip and a half#anyways#college is still bending me backwards without consent so this blog may still feel dead#sorry for that uwu#aaand gnight#my art#sketch#gel pen doodle#traditional doodle#cyberpunk 2077#cp77#cdpr#cd projekt red#v#female v#oc#jaxine motoko bryce#johnny silverhand's favorite meatsuit#johnny silverhand#keanu reeves#silverv
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this is how temptation to write occurs:
start reading in new fandom
latch onto a meow meow
start a folie à deux with an enabler (@rozaceous 👀)
fandom haunts my dreams, dream some weird/funny shit
(if it stops here, i can still break free)
look up fandom geography, draw hypotheticals on sourced maps
imagine the fictional economic development of specific industries/sectors of an industry
#redglyphs#once i start making fun of the fake economy it's hook line and sinker#anyways this is just a warning/threat i have a little preview of another WIP coming#the format will be in one fic but each ch is like a little oneshot so eh#you thought BIL was my fuck around fic? (it was and then i realized it had cohesion damn it all)#THIS will be my fuck around fic#make guesses and i'll tease if you want#currently stuck as lead while all the supervisors are at a conference#AND AGAIN GOING BACK TO MY ADVICE--pls don't agree to do a thing if you can't do the thing! for work!#just TELL ME first#tell me how to help you! i'm here to help#another thing is: the biggest mark of mastering a subject is being able to break down its key ideas to a beginner audience#and god am i not yet a master but i am trying#anyways just remember you may be having a bad time but your senpais and PIs are also an email away from a menty b#folie a deux
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I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS
#this has been happening for like TWO YEARS BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM TRYING.#my usual art motivation (my webcomic idea) has been put on hold for a bit and because of that i forgort... everything#my will to draw specifically#but in my defense i have been writing k*arlach / oc indulgences and i've been VERY focused on finishing it#i also got a marketing manager (my friend <3) to help with advertising my comms and stuff so uh... look forward 2 that#i might need to start posting all of my art on a sideblog so she doesn't have to log into my main though#so there might be some changes#but i promise i want to do art!!!! but there's always something to do first and then months pass :(#or i get the urge to draw and then life is like ''have a cancer scare'' lmao...#(ended up being cancerous actually </3 but because it's skin stuff it was easy to remove)#(but that really took the piss out of me for most of july... not to mention that ffxiv released a new expansion and i have been...#having a good time with my new friends doing content and stuff!) i also made a friend irl after like 3-4 years of total isolation#we feed ants and watch them move around together and comment on their behaviour patterns...#but like when i say this takes literal hours.#we just sit out there and talk about random shit and watch ants walk across the floor. both of us hate ants btw.#like we don't like having them ON us so it's a bit like playing with fire.#but anyways yeah i've also been really low energy recently too bc of the heat and burnout from college...#but the good news is that i'm transferring in fall to a much more relaxing college & courseload!#i'm hoping it'll stop me from feeling so... awful ?? i guess ??#like i was taking classes i didn't need to that were really difficult & punishing#not to mention extremely boring & hard to pay attention to when dealing with literally anything. i did not want to be there.#my next college is much more interest-oriented so i will finally be able to take classes i want to and learn from them...!#and then maybe i will feel a bit more in control of my life / more encouraged to draw#anyways thank u for reading my ramble. hoping it all comes together soon.#i need to do a lot of work but most of it is so i can sell commissions again#but once the karlach fic is done we're so back on the webcomic train !!!!!!!!
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going to try and sleep now but adding chess medieval au to the list of chess aus i need to stop thinking about so much but won't because it has inevitably taken up space in my brain that was never available in the first place ❤️
#watching narnia again did this to me i'm sure of it#lion.txt#the tirolean spa (my brain) once again has the chess boys in it#i haven't written fic of any kind since late 2019 but i am both plotting AND scheming. god help us all.#chess the musical#never play to win a pawn#<- owe my life to aron mimzowitsch for this quote in the hopes that i might finally do something instead of just daydreaming about ideas#we will simply have to wait and see how long the chess hyperfixation lasts.......
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swear to god if i open a fanfic ONE MORE TIME only to be greeted with an author's note saying "i asked chatgpt to tell me a story about-" i am going to go fucking NUCLEAR
#it's NEVER tagged!!!#i am so sick and FUCKING tired of hearing about chat bot shit. it's irresponsible tech that is only gonna help spread misinformation#/be used as a tool by corporate America to crank out shitty computer generated content#bc anything is better than having to hire people and pay them what they're worth am i right guys!#my job won't shut up about chatgpt i don't wanna have to see this shit on AO3 dot gov! please! is anything sacred!#I've already started running into endless variations of the same regurgitated paraphrased clearly AI-written garbage misinformation article#half of the time whenever i try to google something! i just keep getting AI generated garbage instead of any actual helpful information#side note: is Google like... super fucking broken for anyone else in terms of 'i can't find any useful information about anything anymore'?#or is it just me?#but AUGH. tech bros will be our downfall i swear to god#keep the AI shit out of art and creative endeavors it's a slippery slope and it's not leading anywhere good#this is fucking nfts all over again#or at LEAST if you're gonna be posting chat gpt prompts to ao3 fucking TAG THEM AS SUCH#I'm at the point where i hear someone say AI or chatgpt in an excited tone of voice#and i just consider it an immediate red flag#I'll delete this later it's unnecessarily cunty and i realize that but my GOD im sick of it#is it not enough that all of these writing bots are training on ao3 fics without the authors consent or permission?#now we have to encourage it by putting AI shit on there to begin with?
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Do any NieYao (or general 3zun) shippers follow me? I've been tossing around the idea of a nieyao fic but I'm getting tripped up by timeline shit because good lord JGY's life is a nightmare... is there anyone who wouldn't mind either:
a) chatting with me about timeline/canon stuff to help me get sorted
b) sending me recs of their favourite nieyao fics 👀 for, uh, strictly research related purposes for sure for sure
#mdzs#nieyao#man i've been wanting to try writing someone nieyao related for ages and finally stumbled across a prompt that intrigues me#but it's always intimidating approaching a character/ship you haven't done before... so much canon to get sorted out in my brain first 😫#i just finished my two Long Fics and i'm waffling between projects right now :( i need something to sink my teeth into#i have a whumpy post-burial mound siege wangxian oneshot that needs a bit more love to get the ending and flow right...#and a meet-in-childhood wangxian fic that's just fun and cute that i really need to return to... since writing that soulmate au this one go#backburnered and i would really like to look at it again#and a very silly different-third-meeting hualian fic but it's a case fic and involves serious plotting before i can do much with it *sigh*#so instead of dealing with any of that i'm chasing this plot bunny instead god help me#when you want to write but nothing feels quite right... at least putting meng yao through a breakdown might be fun#bene speaks#this is me rambling#i will be on a nine hour plane flight soon so i need some ideas to chew over... not that i'll actually have a laptop to write on god save m
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well whoever it was who tried to switch in is gone i think. hashtag slay moment
#dont rb#neg#God i'm so fucking. frustrated.#other people are able to either keep their fucking identity together#or have a system that can chip in but i'm fucking neither#i'm dissociating somewhere and nothing is coming back to me#i'm not escaping anything my body is just having meltdowns from the pain of switching#and nothing is happening. they don't talk to me they only want to switch out in hyperspecific circumstances#they ruin everything and then go and i'm just stuck here#i didn't know it was possible to harbor this much hate towards something but i utterly despise all of them. klavier and dahlia and the rest#because whenever i desperately need them they don't show up#and they only fucking bother to appear when it makes no sense#every couple of months after abandoning me#instead of simulating an experience to help me with abandonment trauma i just got alters that repeatedly leave me instead#so maybe i'll get desensitized to the act of someone deciding i'm not fucking worth it#well that's not working. and God i'm so pissed at my therapist too#nobody believes me. nobody fucking believes me.#i have a fic to post. whatever. whatever.#i hope i never see their fucking faces again because i might be compelled to do something drastic to get them out.#fucking assholes.
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Chu Wanning has an unrequited crush, a past filled with secrets he'll take to his grave, and a top-secret night hunt.
Mo Ran, predictably, is aware of precisely none of these things.
#chapter one is up!#your boy is once again posting god help me#um but this is a fun little romp for me#stressful for cwn don't get me wrong. but i'm having fun#it's a case fic its a romance its flirting with horror at times. you know how it goes#ranwan#erha#shenanigans#its me
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from chapter 24:
I just love when a fanfic is so very soft that I have to stop reading every three rows and walk around my room for a bit with a hand on my heart while whispering "oh my god they glanced at eachother", because I get too overwhelmed with love and sweetness.
#literally.............. i'm in tears all over again because of this lol#this slow burn was so fucking fantastic. so EARNED. god. GODDDDDDD i remember weeping like a baby when i got to this chapter#'that it could be - that mike could - fuck. how could he not know? here; now; after everything?' +#'i want to tell you things. god. things i don't tell anyone.' AHHHHHHHHHH#rereading is not enough i need to tattoo this fic on my skin rn#HE SCRUNCHED HIS SHIRT.......... YOU HAVE OT KNOW I FEEL IT TOO!!!!!!!! MICHAEL PLEASEEEEEEEEE GOD LORD HELP ME
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i actually for realsies just wrote that wooyoung fic LETS GOOO I DID IT LOLOLOL
#posting tomorrow!#then i am unfortunately for the folks on this blog headed back to my other one#but yeah#once again if you like supernatural (or criminal minds but esp spn rn) you'll have a blast over there#if sam is your guy bc i mostly write for him LOL#but yeah! new wooyo comfort fic coming out tomorrow after i edit it one more time!#i'm hoping that going to the concert in august will help me get really back into my ateez feels though#because i'd love to be able to write for them at the rate i write for sammy boy#idk he just has such an insane grip on me LOL#NO BUT PERSONAL ATEEZ INSTAS OH MY GOD#YEOSANG DID NOT POST THAT HE DID NOTTTTT#can't believe he'd do that to me he wants me dead#[ on : ria tries to be interesting %.
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