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*gives you a gay little kiss that feels like home*
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#lesbian#sometimes you may see a post from me and go:#why the fuck would she post that??#and wonder if i regret it#the answer is no <3#all my posts are bangers😤#esp this one#and that is NOT the exhaustion and lack of sleep talking#maybe it’s late and i have to be up#in five hours#and i came to the realization that ALL my kisses count as gay little kisses#and had to share that with the internet#okay and it’s a GOOD post😤😤😤😤#im not gonna see this at a time when im more sane and be like wtf#i’ll see it be like: wow that’s a great post#@ future me: u can fight me on this im right okay#god im so tired
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#oh my god guys im so exhausted but it's done#dans ma vie#briseiseart#bdoubleo100#hermitcraft#bro the way i got possessed after that last episode. he's fucking bewitched me#anyways peek around u may find a lil easter egg who knows ;3c#mcyt
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#girl blogger#girlhood#girly things#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#girlblogging#just girly things#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#i hate men#mental health#actually mentally ill#mentally tired#mentally unstable#relatable#lana is our queen#lana unreleased#lana del slay#lana is god#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del ray moodboard#lana stan#idk why im like this#like crazy#life is a bitch#life lessons#life quotes
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The negativity here is, once again, fucking incredible.
Exclusive first day streaming for new releases is regularly around 20$. Is that a lot of money? Yes. A LOT. Is it - unfortunately these days - normal? Yes. I've seen the same thing with my friend's K-Pop releases. Is it Tobias fucking with us? No. Absolutely not.
I see this as them doing this for those who could not see it in a theatre so they don't have to wait the months until a DVD release, they said something like that in an interview and also that there's some struggle with getting a streaming release out. (And no, "just stream it for free" is not an option. Do you have any idea how expensive it is to host HD streaming for THAT many people?)
You can just wait for the Bluray release (which is technically already confirmed, plus it's Tobias "Physical Media" Forge.) and not buy the streaming ticket. I, for example, won't either, I hate streaming and don't have a ton of money, so I'll just buy the Bluray and watch it 9000 times. Nobody is forcing you. Tobias is not standing here with a guitar ready to smash it in your face if you don't buy 2 tickets. Just saying.
Please, learn how to enjoy things without panicking and seeking negativity everywhere, I'm begging.
#the band ghost#i need all of you to chill the FUCK down#also 🏴☠️🏴☠️🏴☠️exists if yall really desperate#ghost#i didnt want to make a rambling bitch post but my god is it exhausting#im a minimum wage worker i understand this#but really
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#good morning drebber nation (its almost 3 am)#rip enoch you would have loved cinema strange and creature feature#god he is so me it hurts#honestly i can never get sick of drawing him he just translates into my style so well#now i wont be able to draw for weeks im exhausted lmao#the great ace attorney#dai gyakuten saiban#ace attorney#enoch drebber#i love posting in the dead of night and not when everyone is presumably awake at a reasonable hour#aa#tgaa#dgs#dgs2#shit i draw#please bring him back in dgs3 i bailed him out of jail myself so get to work crapcom#edit: oh my god this guy is a fucking BRAIN PARASITE#HE IS SO ME. IT ACHES.#enochposting
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so fucking sick of people saying im “angry” or “trying to start an argument” because thats literally just my voice!! “no need to get frustrated :)” im not! frustrated!! THAT IS LITERALLY JUST WHAT MY FUCKING VOICE SOUNDS LIKE!!
[caps transcription: “that is literally just what my fucking voice sounds like!!” end caps transcription.]
#ok to rb#plus you add that to my tendency to ask for explanations when i dont understand sth#and so then. pretty much every conversation with my family i get told im ‘arguing’#and it is fucking exhausting#like. to constantly be accused of being combative#having to watch my tone and change it as much as i can and that still not being enough#god. im just so tired of this shit.#actually autistic#autism#autistic#neurodivergent#adhd#actually neurodivergent#auhd#actually adhd
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LEAK SPOILER BUT BUT UHHHH HORIKOSHI DID IT MERA APPEARS ALARM ALARM MERA APEARERED !!!!!!!VSDHFHJAEHWRGETHJ our prayers have been answered !!!!!!!
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!!!! HORI HAD TO DELIVER FOR THE MERA STANS
AFTER 3 AND A HALF YEARS OF NOTHING BUT HINTS, FINALLY, HE RETURNS
I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE HIM AGAIN 😭😭 HE'S THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME GOING THROUGH THESE EPILOGUE LEAKS
Btw this is 8 years into the future, Mera was 39 pre-timeskip so now he's 47.. get that man a vacation look at him HE PROBABLY HASN'T HAD TIME OFF IN 10 YEARS
#THANK YOU FOR SENDING THIS i was honestly scared to find out if mera was in the epilogue considering everything#but im glad i saw this ask now#HE'S LIKE MY RAY OF MUPPET SUNSHINE IN THIS STUPID CRUEL WORLD#mera looking at chairman hawks: at least its not me anymore#and he got the shorter hair treatment too#or maybe his hair is falling out from the stress#hopefully the former!#hori said fuck everything else. here's mera#THANK YOU HORI YOU UNDERSTAND#actually this reminds me of nagant. will we see whether she's doing her own thing now? or still in jail? i hope so#even just hawks talking about her#hawks tired: lady nagant declined the offer again so now i have to do this myself its exhausting its rewarding but exhausting i guess?? idk#mera: she escaped. good for her. god i wish that were me tho#bnha vol42#bnha volume 42#bnha manga spoilers#bnha spoilers#mera yokumiru#hawks#thank you for the ask!😊#bnha asks#asks with metty#bnha epilogue#bnha leaks#bnha leak#bnha 431
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Its just a cup of tea Venigni....
The chaos agent commits chaos part 2
#lies of p#lop#pinnochio#lorenzini venigni#lies of p eugenie#i swear to fucking god pino stop being a fuckin kleptomaniac#alright i go uni stuff is to be done#uni is exhausting please help meee#statistics is agony#why do i have to have statistics on my major im studying anatomyyyy#OK I GO NOW BYEEEE#stay hydrated frogs! (positive)
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it's so damn sad that i have 500+ of you and no one gives a shit that i am curled up on the floor crying holding my old stuffed cat because it's the only thing that hasn't left me and trying not to have a full on break down and jump out a window, but you will just at the chances to correct my shitty behaviors the moment i even momentarily fuck up. suck my dick/not a threat. jesus christ
i am tired. take what i say tonight with a grain of salt. i can't type due to the fact every ounce of liquid in my body is pouring out through my eyes while i try to convince myself life is worth living.
#kairying in here#im so tired#im so exhausted#i feel like im gonna pass out but my body keeps shaking#i feel like everything i do gets criticized and im so sick of it#let me be a person. let me say shit and regret it on my own god damn terms#do not point it out yes i know what i said what fucked up but i do not care#i am angry. i am tired. i am hurt. and if i hurt you well then maybe you deserve it#because you probably hurt me#you people hurt me so damn much#not all of you#but the ones who know who they are know who they are#of course they're all pussys and have me blocked#dumb fucks#deciding to ghost me and leave me for dead after multiple exhausted work nights telling them how much they matter#bullshit. absolute bullshit. you can't care about anyone without them giving you the finger and leaving you#why do i always need to be left behind?#why am i so undesirable that everyone fucking leaves me?#fuck you. fuck all of this shit#fuck this fuck you tumblr#i give up#im done#i quit. i give up. you win. i am a bad person#i am egotistical and rude and i do not take accountability for my actions#are for you fucking happy?#are you glad that ill be dead by tomorrow? that you'll never need to see my fucking face again?#you win. congrats. you get the honor of seeing me bitch for no one to hear#im sick of this. of all of it#my friends are gone. im “too negative”. fuck that#fuck that and fuck you. go eat shit
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hey. don't feel bad about writing submas angst. gamefreak did that to them. exploring that space and playing in it is entirely reasonable. it makes sense to want to look at the twins' separation, and the different ways things could go after PLA/what happened to separate the two of them. just tag it, like you would anything else, and move on your happy way.
it does not make you ableist to explore canon. and hey, as an autistic adult? ive written a power fantasy where emmet gets to be unhinged with an axe! i have 5k of nonhuman ingo human emmet written up and not posted because when i was a kid i always hoped i was some fae thing and not human! my power fantasies encompass those things and so much more.
none of this is inherently ableist. emmet did not go apeshit because he is autistic- he went apeshit because the world stole the most important person out of his life and he would not let that stand. in any of the many aus i have where one twin or the other is nonhuman, it's not because they're autistic, it's because they're copying the other twin, and there's other people in the world that are also like that! it's my personal power fantasy, and I'm going to write it! it's not inherently ableist!
finally, certainly none of this is comparable to an extended hate campaign intended to wipe autistic people out of existence. don't feel bad about writing these things. tag them, make sure you're not doing it Because they're autistic. and then don't espouse any autism $peaks bullshit and you will be fine.
if you try to argue that your experience is more authentic/important than mine i will block you. please learn about competing access needs, and move on
#submas#im just. fucking tired bro.#a whole event got eaten in some kind of ouroborus apparently#the angst is canonical.#pre hisui? those train men arent sad#during? god i do not know what characters you're talking about if you think ingo or emmet are happy while separated#i am not going to debate this! im just exhausted of writing what i an autistic adult want to write#and then going to dig in the tag and seeing a brand new wave of remember! dont be ableist!#im not. thank you.#i am experiencing autism power fantasy moments#the guacamole mutters
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I just had some violent flashbacks of the peepaw polls. Hit me like a truck
hey bestie did u mean to drag my ass down with you
#i still hold rottmnt near and dear to my heart but my god. that experience was certainly something man. truly a once in a lifetime event#that i do NOT care to repeat my god. i know im in a place of privilege bc i got so far in the tourney but like. some of the fan base was#NOT very friendly to some folks at all and i did not care for it. meaning that any of those people i do NOT fuck with at all it was NOT tha#deep. chill out. i hated what that subsection of the fandom turned into and i hated that i might have participated in it and therefore#enabling it whether intentional or not. i just wanted to have fun.#people were getting Way too comfortable being mean and getting too comfortable putting certain blogs on pedestals which inevitably turned#certain spaces into like. worshiping those poor people who just wanted to run a blog for funny turtles. and i wanted NOTHING of that#i already did my time doing that (being the one to put a blog on a pedestal) and i do not want another fucking repeat of that oh my god it#was so fucking exhausting and a kick to the face when i got left with nothing at the fall out bc im pretty sure i didnt do shit but thats#unrelated so do not ask me about it#MAN THAT WAS BEFORE MY GMA DIED THATS CRAZY#anyway i didnt mean to turn this into a semi vent essay fucking oops#suffice to say i was going through uhhhhhh A Lot before i found and got way too into whatever the fuck im into rn#chiangy answers#anyway. any turtle followers that still look at this blog#lol. that was part of why i silently bowed out of rottmnt so silently
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So... Mike's response to concerns about the lack of diversity in Bendy was basically 'Well clearly in this photo we did not create or make [from my understanding it's taken from a documentary and edited] Norman is white so really you're the morons here. Of course, he's white fuck you for thinking otherwise.'
It's a bad time to be a Bendy fan this is genuinely so low and such a mean-spirited way to treat your fans.
I genuinely need a moment to recover from this. Mike said the books aren't canon as a way to dismiss concerns about their designs but now here he is clearly implying Norman is white in canon too so why did any of this matter?
I need to like... Lay down. This is so tiring and genuinely, just hurtful. I feel bad for the poc in this fandom right now, I hope everyone who reads this is okay, and genuinely if u need to, take a moment to step away from this and just breathe.
#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#ramblez#sorry I dont have more to say I really do but I need to save it for later#I felt like it was more important to inform people right now of what happened with screenshots than make yet another essay abt how this suc#esp since Im now im really tired and simply dont want to write anything about canon bendy#I hope mike shuts his fucking mouth soon so I dont have to keep reporting on it bc dear god its exhausting
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#girl blogger#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#girly things#this is what makes us girls#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#just girly things#im just a girl#girl interrupted#girl interupted syndrome#lana is god#lana del ray moodboard#lana del ray aesthetic#lana stan#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#relatable#girl memes#meme#mentally tired#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#mental illness#mental health#crazy girl#femaledaily#female manipulator
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i wished mouthwashing didn't break containment...i really do
#apparently the dev went private on his twitter bc of the asmongold shit#ive been talking less about m0uthwashing because everything surrounding it now is getting#exhausting#im exhausted with people not understanding the fucking point of the game#im exhausted with people sidelining the themes and story for toxic yaoi#im exhausted with the rampant sexualization + objectification of anya#im just so tired of it#i still really like m0uthwashing but god; it should've deserved way better#[just me yapping]
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Going to walk into the fucking water 🙏👍🚶➡️🌊
#going insane. cant sleep the fucking constant irregular snoring… ahut the fuck uppppp please#no peace or autonomy in the day and i can’t even rest at night. day 2 of 2 weeks 👍#earplugs do not drown it out. i can’t sleep through it. im going genuinely insane#like distress tolerance works for not like clawing my own face off out of hate#but it does feel like 2 straight weeks of keeping my hand in the Dune pain box#exactly how I prefer to spend my only time off from my phd coursework btw#seething with sublimated resentment and anger while wearing Steel Plated Happy Mask#god forbid I get to relax or have a nice time with people who like me or cook food or read in bed#nope ! just holiday hate and competitive ulcer cultivation.#not going to put my head thru a wall because i’m an adult with emotional control#but sooo awesome to get to spend the next 2 weeks exhausted and wishing I could#and then straight back into constant work. awesome. Not clawing face off. Doing awesome#btw dbt is great for some things but i do hate how it is like. aorry if your environment sucks and other people are tangibly causing you#real distress. however : it is your responsibility to absorb the impact and defuse it#Like pleeease I’ve had the best year of my liiife why is 36 hours with my parents enough to send me straight to hell#at that point I feel the problem is less my emotional regulation skill#and more that when people treat me badly or in ways i find upsetting i become naturally: Upset?#big if true. whatevwerrrr okay im just going to sit in the fucking hotel lounge and work on fic or somwthing. fine
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Never let your parents know you have a hobby they will always ruin it for you
#Im so fucking exhausted i hate that they can make me feel guilty about doing something that i love#Apparently my art isnt good enough to be my main hobby im wasting my time. Jesus christ#I just wanted to draw tonight!! After i finished all my schoolwork!!#Now im sitting here feeling bad about myself for doing the thing i love most. God#Ruby illness
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