#god do damn better girl

[transcendentalmaggot]

When I was 26, I contracted sepsis twice within an 18 month period due to kidney infections from certain particularities of my birth defects and the many surgeries I’ve had my lifetime. I had overextended myself when I already felt sick and foolishly went on a weekend vacation with my friends. By Tuesday, I was unable to lower even a persistent fever of 102 and went to see my PCP, who immediately wanted to call me an ambulance as my heart rate was extremely high and I could barely exist. In my infinite and foolhardy wisdom, more like stubbornness about being stuck with a bill for thousands of dollars, convinced him to let him drive me immediately to the ER. When I entered, I lost my breath and passed out before being immediately whisked into the monitoring room for cardiac issues. My EKG was awful - low blood pressure, high fever, high heart rate, muscle weakness and fatigue… all signs of sepsis. Of course because I was honest with them about my weekend debauchery. They immediately assumed I was having a reaction to cocaine use.. from an event that happened two days prior. I’ve done cocaine exactly one time in my life in my early twenties and I have no interest in using it again. I was thankfully treated with antiobiotics but experienced the worst full body pain I can possibly imagine. My high potassium levels from acute kidney failure caused my muscles to contract but did not allow them to relax. I shook constantly, full body shivering as if submerged in ice water. Even once my kidney infection was diagnosed, they still discharged me with a diagnosis of anticholinergic syndrome, or an overdose of OTC allergy medicine. It’s rare and would not have caused my symptoms but they were dead set on it having to do with drugs despite testing me extensively. When I went for my follow up with a nephrologist I greatly admire she immediately had that diagnosis removed from my records somehow since there was no evidence for that conclusion. They spent almost $600 drug testing me for everything you can possibly imagine. Even though the tests proved I had spoken the truth, I still felt that giant well of shame.

Anyway, my friends I went on vacation with asked how I was doing since I said I might go to the ER and this picture was my only response until I re-emerged several weeks later.

[cirrus-draws]

nearl utena paletteswap. is this anything

......wait, hold on...

[punkeropercyjackson]

'We're in an era of fandoms where people are finally starting to hate really shitty cishet ships'You guys don't even hate Percabeth

[scopophobia-polaris]

Honestly could we throw out the idea that totk's story issue is that it isn't consistent with the lore of the older games but instead drops intresting world building from botw because it might have gotten actually dark

[itspileofgoodthings]

when will Catholic Instagram influencers realize they can’t “sis you are infinitely worthy” their way out of everything

[zouisalmightie]

sometimes i am put in situations that only could happen on tv but you can’t make this up

sonon wednesday my coworker called me during my prep period and was like hey can you come to my room really quick. and that’s normal like 1 im department lead so if they need something i told them to hmu and i got them 2. we’re friends so if you have to pee well fall each other to cover. so im like yeah sure what do you need. and this bitch goes [name of student i hate] keeps saying the n word with the hard er and i bet him he wouldn’t say that to a black persons face so can you come to my room to prove a point’ and she’s like laughing as she says this. with her whole class there like it’s some sort of joke; when she’s acting like she’s shaming this child. and like…. what the actual fuck. mind you, this kids that i hate HAS called me the n word with the hard er before my coworker KNOWS this because we all went out drinking afterward and i cried cuz i was so angry. so I was like what the fuck no and hung up on her. then like 30 mins later she texts me and says “that was such a silly call! i didn’t actually expect you to come lmaoooo. i just like to fluster them when they do things like that” and i didn’t respond and haven’t spoken to her since.

and we are in a bunch of group chats so i left the chats that aren’t work specific and blocked her number and blocked her on ig. and i don’t say anything to anyone at work cuz im grown and i can stop being friends with people without making it an announcement. and so today she texts one of our other coworkers that ive been friends with for almost 5 years now, like omg have you talked to asyah i think she blocked me on ig and idk what i could have done to deserve this it just makes me so sad cuz ive had people just stop being my friend for no reason before and i have abandonment issues please ask her if i did anything wrong. and so my friend came up to me like girl wtf and so i told her what happened and my friend was like this is the last straw for me she’s been saying fucked up shit for a while and i didn’t want to rock the boat but im tired of her.

and then my coworker texted one of my OTHER work friends like omg woe is me everyone is being so mean to me cue white woman tears™️ and im like…. i would have NEVER asked you to be in a position like this. when students do antisemitic things i stop that shit right then and there and never tell you about it because that’s harmful to you! and i thought we were friends i would never put you in a place of harm but you have the nerve to call me and ask me if i want a child to call me a nigger to my face? you laugh while you say it, then send me some fucked up not apology and then when im not fucking with your ass you drag my friends into your pity party? bitch fucking CHOKE.

i was just going to ignore her and leave it as it is but now she’s trying to play the victim like im the one in the wrong here. like im so mad! ive been mad since my homegirl came and told me what she texted her. im going to go to my union rep and let her know what happened too before this girl tries to tell the whole school im bullying her no one would believe her cuz ive been there for 6 years and have no problems with no one but i don’t like people being in my business and would rather get ahead of this but my GOD.

[hauntingblue]

Castlevania is interesting but tell my why we get three episodes of internal conflict in the dracula castle (good) while the main characters are on a library and do fuck all. Well they have three scenes of relationship building that are supposed to mean something when they come out but they are so little and superficial imo

[the-valiant-valkyrie]

that thing she does

[monty-glasses-roxy]

Went to that post to see about installing Into the Pit and I got curious so I looked at the books and. Guys.

In the recipe book, Glamrock Chica has three recipes. Food is her whole thing, the original Chica got a good amount at least, but neither of them have the most recipes. All the other Glamrocks have five or more recipes.

They made a cookbook. And gave the food animatronic. Three recipes. They gave the food animatronic. Three. Recipes.

Like, at what point does the lack of care for Chica specifically just become insulting? They even gave her fucking maze to Monty in the new interactive novel. The recipe for Cupcakes is in Roxy's section now. Not a single one of the Glamrock recipes are Glamrock Chica themed.

They really just can't give her anything can they?

[izzyspussy]

why are they laughing at him as he gets straight up killed??? he doesn't deserve this! he's a sweet kid at heart! he literally just needs one (1) real friend!!

[a-smol-homo]

absolutely loving swtor’s different class stories. this is a goldmine for oc lore…

have i finished the game? not even close!

have i made 6 characters already regardless? of course i did!

[shirogane-oushirou]

finished two ren pics yesterday that i'd been sitting on for a while, started TWO craft projects today (making a cheap DIY bobbin lace bolster pillow + making a ren doll (or two???)) AAAAAND i just found a program that lets me use my ipad as a tablet for my laptop and bought CSP 3.0 on sale. >:333333c Beware.

[trees-to-meet-you]

I forgot that the first episode Stinky appeared in was the one introducing the invisible girl. I’m going to skewer him.

[pc-98s]

hey nobody told me that myGO is doing some wild spoken word art rock shit

[pebblezone]

this Tylenol ain’t shit w

[gender-euphowrya]

old people really were raised on the idea that their descendants were just future caretakers for them and never fucking learned to think otherwise