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#god .. im just ................................
gregrulzok · 1 year
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Honestly thinking about Fugo drives me up the goddamn wall sometimes like-- Like--
The gang were his family. He was with Buccellati the longest out of anyone, and he loved and admired him, and he helped bring the rest of the gang together, and he was such close friends with Mista and Narancia and they goofed off and did stupid teenage shit and choreographed little dances
And he'd grown so used to A. His boss being generally very sensible and caring for them all and B. His boss coming to him for advice
And then one day someone shows up and just... Takes over leadership basically entirely. Just. Has so much influence over the man who practically raised Fugo. And immediately starts directing him towards what is basically guaranteed death for at least some of them
When Fugo stays behind, digs his heels in and says "No, this is a bad idea, someone's going to get killed" don't you think he thinks, deep down, that Buccellati will listen to him? Will snap out of whatever rose-tinted glasses he's put on and take the advice of the person he's been relying on this whole time?
Because Fugo is smart, Fugo is rational, Fugo advises Buccellati and helps keep everyone safe, just as Buccellati helps Fugo not do anything impulsive out of anger. They know each-other and balance each-other and they TRUST each-other. And Fugo was looking for that trust. In that moment don't you think he expected that Buccellati would trust him?
And instead he gets left behind on the shore basically without a second thought. Just. "Okay. We won't force you. Bye." From his best friends. From the man that has been with him since he was a lost, scared little kid in need of a home. Even the boy he rescued from the goddamn streets leaves him behind, not for a noble cause, but for the sake of a girl they just met.
And Fugo was RIGHT, he was correct, they did die, his best friend died, his father figure died. Only One Of his actual friends survived.
There's no triumph in that though. No I-Told-You-So. It's just guilt because he could've saved them. If he hadn't assumed that they'd listen to him, and cared for his input. If he'd somehow known that he was that dispensable and could be left behind without a second thought. He could've gone with and literally just stood in the same room as Diavolo and killed him. Everyone else could stay outside.
Only one of them really had to die for everything to resolve, and that one was Fugo.
Why do you think he was so eager to go rushing to his death for the sake of what little remains of his family in Purple Haze Feedback.
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Brb gotta just yell into the void
#GOD IM JUST#so both Q and I were under the impression we would be getting help fixing the place#almost a full week later#it’s basically just been me his elderly grandma and him when hes not working#which is very little time since he’s full time#I have been working on this place from basically sunrise to sunset#doing what I can to make it clean and repaint#but I can’t do most repairs#mainly what the bathroom needs#but today#ooooooo today#Q’s parents are getting on our nerves man#we’ve been trying to explain that the bathroom is not functional in it’s current state#and instead of Q’s father#the landlord of this place who decided keeping it while living two and a half hours away was a smart idea#helping to fix said bathroom#says he’d rather work on the living room floor which is the lowest priority#and when we expressed this to them#his mother goes#if you don’t like it you can go live somewhere else#EXCUSE ME#I have literally been spending all the time I can trying to fix up YOUR place for you two#to the point where I am now coming down with a cold and my lowing back is killing me#where Q is sacrificing every free moment he has trying to do what he can while working a full time job#and THIS is the thanks we get???????#what the hell#anyway they’re coming tomorrow but Q has work so I am going to cry#I am so exhausted and stressed if they pull some shit I might just do something I shouldn’t#I want this to be over#the second were able to afford a house we’re getting the hell out of here
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slimecpu · 2 months
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Yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes fucking YIKES!
Also while we're at it reminder that p3dos aren't fucking welcome here, I dont care if you're anti contact I absolutely am NOT curating this space for you it's for ME so for the sake of EVERYONRS SANITY get fucking lost please
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fyrewalks · 6 months
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buck being kissed by a man and the whole lead up to the kiss is goofy and fun? i love queer joy 💖
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patisserieblu · 2 months
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Sorry guys I'm not done talking about Misa. She loved so fiercely and was only loved by death, only loved by that which had to leave her to show it. And she was so much smarter than she ever gets credit for! She outsmarted and deceived Light and L on more than one occasion! She's the only character to successfully get a Kira confession!
She loved Light so much and he refused her because he didn't love her, and she was so loved by death that it refused her too because it couldn't stand to take her. Everything she loved left her and everything that didn't love her kept her.
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citrus-circuss · 4 months
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trying to comfort myself from the sadness of the egg event on qsmp probably ending for good in the arms of another fandom but the sadness trails after me and has the audacity to ask what i'm doing
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jazuthevulcanprincess · 2 months
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i just read and remembered that solas says he would never sleep with lavellan under false pretenses.........bitch they never fucked????
i feel so bad for lavellen....never even got some.....i know solas is a fantastic lay i just KNOW it
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profblahson · 3 months
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Need me a freak who will hold and snuggle me
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shutupdia · 8 months
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Gintoki is a jackass and not the best role model ever but also he loves Shinpachi and Kagura a lot. As siblings, friends, kids whatever he loves them a lot and man i adore their bond so much 😭
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prrcyjacksons · 2 years
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no thoughts head empty. just the romitri kiss
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gluttonygirls · 10 months
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feralthembo · 1 year
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MY OPERATER AGED INTO A FIRMLY GENDERFUCKED MOIRA OVERWATCH IM
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nintendont2502 · 2 years
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This close to learning how to raise the dead so I can kick cook's smug colonising ass
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varilien · 22 days
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am i blanchin?
girl we blanchin!!
HI HIII happy birthday to everyone's favorite mystery twins!! how did they grow up so fast!!!!
Palestine: Funds | Action | eSims | Info Sudan Resources | Congo Resources
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churroach · 4 months
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Full of Desires
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lesbianralzarek · 8 months
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"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw
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