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My sort of future au designs (traced/edited their psychonauts 2 renders for this) :] they are like 13 here
#art#illustration#fanart#psychonauts#psychonauts au#razputin aquato#raz psychonauts#lili zanotto#lili psychonauts#btw there's a lot of stuff about this au in my head rn so probably you can expect more posts about it. this is all I've got rn though#also. Lili is exploring gender stuff in this (my transmasc Lili headcanon :])#she's still going by she/her at this point but that probably will change#Raz also has gender stuff going on but will not figure any of that out for a while. too focused on psychonauts stuff at the moment#also (again). sometimes I forget what they look like normally and start drifting off from that when I draw them..#Raz has kind of little eyes and they're lower on his face. I always forget that when I draw him..#Lili. your eyes are so big and far apart like a horse. and your head is so wide. stop that#outfits#<- I mean. sort of
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thinking about james teaching regulus how to swim after the cave
reg is terrified and won't top clinging to him and james doesn't mind, he's perfectly patient, taking regulus out to swim in the river by effie and monty's every single day that the water's warm enough and then to the local muggle pool to teach him
eventually regulus gets to be a pretty strong swimmer and actually enjoys swimming, but sometimes he still panics and james ends up pulling reg around with him again
sometimes regulus just holds onto james and james will be jumping around and swimming fast just to make reg laugh
and then after they dry off james wraps him in a fluffy blanket and tells him how well he did (even if he got water in his nose and ended up panicking and almost drowning james)
#hp fandom#harry potter fandom#hp#james potter#marauders era#regulus black#jegulus#starchaser#sunseeker#regulus deserved better#i just think james would be so soft w him#especially about this#if harry is around he will go swimming w/ them and he's just all cute and happy and he helps calm reg down :D#reg and lily would 100% get into splash fights btw#mary would push regulus off the diving board (into james's arms ofc)#anyways i'm done now#fr this time
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Seriously how can M*r*uders stans like random Slytherins (who tf are Evan Rosier, Pandora (is that Luna's mum and why tf is she Evan Rosier's twin in half of these), and I don't even want to discuss Regulus) and make them Actually Misunderstood Good People Who Were Forced Down That Path when at least one of them *coughreguluscough* was obsessed with Voldemort
And then turn around and make Snape an awful person?
#i saw a post with hcs about the marauders and the “slytherin skittles”#and i swear to god they gave everyone a lil nuance but snape was evil#just... how?????#im starting to wonder if they just can't accept that the marauders were actually horrible people as teens#and so in order to digest that they need to make snape awful to be like “Oh but he DESERVED it because he's So Awful”#it's just ridiculous#like i hate james but i can also acknowledge that he did ultimately love lily and harry and would have been a loving partner and dad#even if he was a fool#and i don't vibe well with sirius but i also acknowledge that he was fucking traumatised so yeah he wouldn't be the best person#why is it so hard for the marauders stans to understand that their faves tormenting a geniunely innocent child#because honestly? severus was innocent from the start#they're the ones who pushed him over the edge#I've said it once and I'll it again:#being into the Dark Arts doesn't automatically make someone evil#anyway i need to go sleep#or at least try. i got very pissed lmao#severus snape#pro snape#anti marauders fandom#(not even anti marauders as much its their fandom that pisses me off)#also#anti james potter#(just because i want to be petty UwU)#snape defense#also you know what#anti regulus black#<-whoever he was it wasnt what the fandom said#in my mind he was one of the worst out of the black cousins from an early age#(mostly as a mental Fuck You to the stans lmao)
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Roevember Day 3: Invitation
"I'm just saying - if it's adventure you seek...you could do far worse than to come with me." "...it's been a while since the last one, it's true... but I'm gonna need a little more than that. Before I accept your invitation..."
"...it would help if I had a better sense of what kind of warrior you are." "Oh? Goodness, to think one of the Warriors of Light would challenge me...! Well - hah! Who am I to refuse?"
plus some bonus shots that i liked
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv screenshots#ffxiv gpose#femroe#roevemberxiv#roevemberxiv2024#ways in which ellie is closer to zenos than she's comfortable with:#“the best way to get to know someone is to beat the shit out of each other. friendly sparring. :)”#they did this in addition to the hunt solo duty at the Aetherfont so it really was just a day of getting to know each other via violence#idk i think it would suit them both to look at each other and go “hm. big strong woman. test strength?”#and it's the sort of shit that would dovetail nicely into ellie coming around to adopting wuk as a protege#meanwhile erenville's off to the side going “oh my god there's two of them i hate this” while mia pats his shoulder and lily laughs at him
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Let's all be so real if James was the one narrararing his love story with whoever you ship him with, it's going to be delusional, highly romanticised and inaccurate to what that person actually said and did and looked like. But I'll believe him 100%
#like ong yes regulus definitely glared at you because he cant express his feelings and its his way of saying ily!#and ong yes lily definitely told him to fuck off because shes embarassed of being caught as in love with him!#and yes ong evan hexed him and disappeared its a love language actually#delulu is the solulu#iliyas yaps#james potter#james fleamont potter#im just going to tag all the james ships#starchaser#jegulus#jily#prongsfoot#rosechaser#sunrose#sunkiller#darksun#sunmeadows#doechaser#moonchaser#and jst.. all the james ships
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Randomly because I’m thinking about it, one thing I think is interesting about the Ancients’ designs is that Golden Cheese, Dark Cacao and Hollyberry all have eye colors that match the colors of their Soul Jam. Meanwhile, White Lily’s don’t reflect her Soul Jam’s color, and she ended up becoming Dark Enchantress
But then we have Pure Vanilla, who has one eye that matches his Soul Jam, and one that doesn’t
I’d argue that this could have a meaning of him being somewhere in the middle, or having to struggle between, but I’m pretty sure nothing like this will end up actually happening with him
But I mean, it’s an interesting detail
Actually you know what, while we’re speaking of Pure Vanilla’s design, he’s weird from the other Ancients in other ways too
Most obviously, his color scheme doesn’t match his Soul Jam whatsoever, unlike the rest of the Ancients. I mean sure, Dark Cacao’s color scheme has a lot of greys, but they’re purple tinted greys, and he does still have purples in his cape. But Pure Vanilla is made up predominantly of yellows with some white and brown, while his Soul Jam is blue
Granted I don’t think that’s an intentional character thing. I think it’s just because they had two Ancients with predominantly yellow color schemes, both of which couldn’t really change too much since that’s what their ingredients typically are, so one of them had to get a different colored gem if they wanted all the Soul Jams to be distinct in color. And you can’t really make blue the predominant color in a vanilla based Cookie, that just wouldn’t make sense. I mean sure, cacao isn’t really purple, but Dark Cacao has the black hair, and his purple leans more on the warm color side, which cacao usually is, so it isn’t as ludicrous a difference
I mean maybe they could have made his Soul Jam a reddish brown or white like Mystic Flour’s, but that’d break with the color schemes of the other Soul Jams, which are all bright, vibrant colors
And then aside from his color scheme, another thing I noticed is that the shape of his Soul Jam doesn’t really feature anywhere else in his design. Everyone else has this to some extent, with Dark Cacao’s diamond shoulder pads and crown, Hollyberry and Golden Cheese’s heart and triangle patterns, and even White Lily in that her dress is like an upside down fleur de lis. Pure Vanilla meanwhile, doesn’t really have the club anywhere
I can’t really give an explanation as to why, other than maybe the club symbol being hard to incorporate, but they were able to put White Lily’s symbol at least somewhere else on her design
Sorry, this pivoted after the first point, but I just wanted to add on more observations I made
#Pure Vanilla’s like the anomaly of the Ancient designs#and I don’t know why#I mean I guess he’s the leader but he still looks off from their design for no real reason#I’m not saying this as a negative thing bc it isn’t inherently#just that I find it odd#it could also come from him being the first designed#and from what I can tell the only one who didn’t get any big reworks during the development process#I don’t know#I just wanted to point it out#also this was originally going to be two posts#first about the eyes and then everything else#until I was like “screw it just make it one post”#and so yeah#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#ancient cookies#pure vanilla cookie#white lily cookie#dark cacao cookie#hollyberry cookie#golden cheese cookie#character design#random stuff
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Something about making it right instead of apologising in advance
#or. when you're suicidal & your sister sets up therapy bootcamp#andre says what do i owe you because he doesnt register himself as anything but a tool to be used.#lilie meets him halfway and tells him to stop running#ikkkkkk its inconsistent fuck off it bothers me the most. but it's done!!! been working on it for a week cus i hate colours#im happy with my lines tho. learned a lot about my style and drawing things in general#enjoy some healing after the bullshit they go through#my art#fennec.art#fennec.origin#ocs#original art#original comic
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i do not enjoy harry potter anymore and even when i did, snape was not a character i ever liked, but for some reason my ‘for you’ page is just full of dedicated snape stan accounts and i hate it
#anti jk rowling#anti severus snape#anti harry potter#like okay i remain a strong proponent of ‘you are allowed to like whatever fiction you like’#but it’s important to consider whether the author—when presenting certain subjects—critically evaluates their own opinion on those subjects#like how stephanie meyer in twilight thinks it’s funny to have all the vampires make dog jokes at jacob because he’s a werewolf#but he’s native so it comes off as REALLY racist#(and also in the case of jkr specifically she’s using her money from hp to fund terf shit LET HP DIE)#and the dozen-ish snape takes i’ve seen seem to demonstrate these accounts are either not interested in or cannot critically evaluate snape#a character written by a woman to be a redeemable asshole who take out a petty schoolyard resentment against a kid’s dad ON THE KID#the orphaned abused kid i might add—when the redeemable man in question is implied to have come from an abusive home himself#i just saw one like ‘oh if it’s okay to call him ‘snivellus’ then it must be okay to call luna ‘loony’ right?#sorry when was luna joining a hate group against muggles and muggle-borns#i don’t deny james and co bullied snape quite viciously but he gave back just as much and also never grew out of that pettiness#not to mention he only turned from voldemort because he was specifically going to kill lily#all other muggleborns dying was apparently just fine by him#i still don’t get the love of this character not because it’s a bad thing to like villainous characters#but it’s ALWAYS the justification of his actions—as if he was in the right to bully harry (an orphaned abused child) because of harry’s dad#there’s no criticism consideration of the author’s biases in there#should you not be a bit concerned that she thinks calling your best friend a slur ‘ONE TIME’ is something that should be just forgotten#aj abstractions
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you cut joseph's hair on a warm, summer morning
cw so fluffy i keeled over and died, gender-neutral reader
You hold the scissors with your middle finger and thumb, snipping the air with trembling fingers. The metal gleams brightly, reflecting rays of yellow and white into your eyes from the sun streaming through the kitchen window. The kitchen smells of fresh coffee and the lingering scent of breakfast, a comforting backdrop.
You take a deep breath, feeling the cool air fill your lungs. "I've never cut hair before."
Joseph sits patiently in front of you, the wooden chair groaning under his weight as he shifts to get more comfortable. His hair, slightly longer since you first met, curls gently at the ends. With the summer heat rising each day, he had asked you for a trim.
He chuckles softly, "Really? Should I be worried then?"
"I mean," you swallow, trying to steady your nerves, "I wouldn't blame you if you were."
"I trust you." His voice is soft, filled with an unspoken reassurance that makes your heart swell. His words give you a shot of confidence.
"Okay." You set your eyebrows, take another deep breath, and steady your hand as you pull a brown strand between your pointer and middle finger. "Here we go."
With a quick snip, an inch of hair twirls to the ground, catching the sunlight like tiny dancers.
"Feeling cooler already," he sighs jokingly, his shoulders rolling as you prepare to cut another strand. The warmth of his voice makes you feel more at ease.
A comfortable silence envelops you both as you work, snipping here and there, checking the evenness between strands. The sound of the scissors cutting through hair is rhythmic, almost soothing. You make your way to the front, where his bangs, overgrown and nearly covering his left eye, require attention. You comb the hair down flat over his eyes, the strands silky under your fingers. You carefully cut the long pieces, cautious not to cut too close to his face.
"You sure you've never cut hair before?" he asks, his eyes closed in bliss. "You seem like a natural."
You hum, your cheeks warming. "I'm just great at faking confidence. For all you know, I could be giving you a bowl cut."
He laughs, his nose crinkling, a sound that makes your heart skip. "Is that why my head feels lighter?"
You finish with his bangs, fluffing them up and snipping off any stray strands. "Well, now's the time to see for yourself. I'm all done!"
You take the towel off his shoulders, brushing off the cut hair onto the kitchen tile, and hand him a handheld mirror. He examines his hair in the tiny mirror, turning his face from side to side. You bite your thumbnail, crossing your arms over your chest as you wait for his reaction.
With a laugh, he runs a hand through his hair, his touch gentle. "Holy shit."
"So," you begin shyly, "you like it?"
He gently tosses the mirror onto the counter beside you and stands up suddenly, pulling you into a tight hug. His arms wrap around you, the warmth of his body radiating into yours. Your eyes widen, and you inhale sharply, the scent of his cologne mingling with the scent of freshly cut hair.
"I love it," he coos in your ear, his voice a tender whisper as he tucks his nose into your hair. "Thank you."
You sigh, smiling into his chest as you wrap your arms around his middle, feeling the steady beat of his heart against you. "I'm glad you like it."
#i've been having a rough mental health day so i give to you some domestic joseph#oh so scandalous#watch out! next thing you know they'll start doing laundry together!!#joseph lovess the domesticity#like yes babe pls let me do the dishes with you#these small moments mean so much to him#sunny day jack#somethings wrong with sunny day jack#sunny day jack x reader#joseph haberdae#joseph haberdae x reader#jacktor x reader#jacktor#im going to claw my face off just like nick did in the demo im not even KIDDING im such a sucker for this stuff man#written by lily ! 📖
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I always block the Manipulative Albus tag obviously but I also always want to block the Good Albus tag because I mean… isn’t that a given? That’s like having a Good Harry Potter tag… like, no shit. Fork found in kitchen.
Like yeah he made some tough decisions but his intentions were good. And, imo, if the information, skills and power were placed in anyone else’s hands - whether it be McGonagall or Kingsley or even Harry himself (as Inverse elucidates)- they would have struggled and failed to do better.
Also like… the Grindelwald stuff was literally a century ago when Dumbledore was practically a child. Why are we so generous towards Regulus Black who probably literally butchered muggles and muggleborns but we can’t forgive Albus who was lower-class, had an insanely difficult homelife and likely faced otherization and racism for having a Native American, muggleborn mother. I think if you can forgive anyone for being radicalised against muggles, you can forgive the teenage boy who eventually lost his mother, his father and his sister because of an anti-Wizard/Witch hate crime.
Ugh.
Most people don't bother to look into Albus' deeper history—and by that I mean the stuff we knew even before Pottermore and Fantastic Beasts and the outside interviews. All of the information about Albus' past is in Deathly Hallows, his race and social status and circumstances—all right there for people to read. But that cements Albus's status as a good but complex character so bashers ignore it or downplay it. And I in turn ignore them.
To your point about the 'good Albus' tag, I think you have to consider what you said first about the manipulative Albus tag. It is so ubiquitous. In just the six years or so since I got back into HP fanfic and fandom, the amount of dumb people who think Albus is manipulative/evil/shady has not decreased. It has quadrupled if anything. Even when using the tag that's supposed to be about Albus and Harry's positive relationship, there are at least 80 fics right now on AO3 that have that tag or similar. You have to block it all to stay sane.
But EVEN if you block the manipulative/evil/greater good tags, lots of other people will write fics about Albus with neither a good nor manipulative tag, but then their Albus Dumbledore will still be wrong. He will be manipulative and want to control everyone, will be untrustworthy for "some" reason not ever quite explained to the reader, will still be pining after Grindelwald and worshipping at the altar of the 'Greater Good' even after age 17. So unfortunately no, 'Albus is a good person' is still not a given in this fandom. The incorrect takes have so deeply permeated the meta discussions that it is very easy to find fics without any labels that honestly need the manipulative tag, even though the authors would probably argue you down about how "problematic" Albus is if you engaged them in dialogue.
(Example necessary probably, but just try to find a Harry/Hermione fic where Hermione doesn't randomly bash Dumbledore and act like she, a teenager or twenty-something, knows better than him, even though canon Hermione had the correct takes about Dumbledore the entire series. Check and I guarantee you that a good portion of them won't even tag manipulative Dumbledore, especially if it's a post-war fic and he's not alive. Incorrect takes abound. :'/)
I think the people who use the Good Albus tag know that water is wet just like you and I do. They know Albus is—well, really morally gray in many aspects, but a good person overall. But these authors are saying, "there has to be some counterbalance. People reading my fics should know that I am presenting the character as he is, and not as I presume him to be".
I personally haven't used the Good!Albus tag because my fics are meant to counter those many false-advertising fics out there that don't tag "I think Albus is as evil and/or controlling as Voldemort" but say that anyway when I try to read them.
As for Regulus Black... don't look at me lol. I think he's an intriguing character—or was before the 'marauders fandom' got their hands on him—but he's not moving any mountains in my fanverse just because his elf was threatened and his feelings got hurt. I'll stick to focusing on Albus.
#fireandgoldposts#thanks for the ask!#dumbledore meta#albus dumbledore#not fireandgold#fanfiction#harmony#mentioning them only because I ship them but it's SO FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE to find fics where harry or hermione aren't assholes who hate albus#there's like maybe 3 versus the hundreds of THOUSANDS of harmony and I hate it I hate it so much. not the place to lament it though#but yeah I didn't go into it more but: albus & regulus' pasts are very similar. the fandom should treat their teen years the same. AND YET.#albus honestly could have fucked off to the mountains and let everyone do what they wanted#and some fans STILL would've been like ''why didn't albus come from the mountains and fix everything :/''#dumbledore has a lot of control but he does not LIKE controlling people. he does not PUSH to control them#if he HAD lily and james would still be alive bc instead of offering to do their Fidelius he would've just forced them lol#dumbledore believes in being a life raft for troubled souls that remind him of himself#and yet these fanfics are like ''we don't trust the leader of the organization WE joined but we're still here for some reason!'' lol
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no yeah i really love how every core 4 member got a real happy ending....except for ej
nini is happily pursuing music in la with her moms' full support
ricky is dating gina, a girl he calls "home". he's finally becoming more at peace with love and how to show it. he's learned how to not run from his problems. his parents are getting back together (???) and his drama teacher wrote such a good letter of recommendation that he was accepted into a community college
gina becomes a literal movie star and was able to change the filming location of her second movie, without any consequences, to salt lake so she can physically be with ricky, the boy she finally got to date after crushing on him since the day they met. she has a permanent home to call her own now. her mom finally showed up to an opening night and she was finally able to portray gabriella
and then ej...is alone (in a wildcat sense) at college, financially cut off from his family, working multiple jobs to afford it. he spends most of his season 4 screentime guiding and helping others (ricky, gina, miss jenn, madlyn) instead of an actual storyline and a lot of his lines were about how he's made mistakes and has to live with them
#um...ignore how nini has a singular sentence#but anyway#ej says that he's happy but compared to every other important character nothing happy happens to him#obviously you can be at peace with/like a less than perfect situation#but that doesn't make the situation good or that you don't deserve more than that#he's literally cousins with ashlyn#he has a connection to a main character and yet we hear nothing about how he's doing until admissions#hell his first mention in the season is terri talking bad about him to gina#and before someone says 'well he graduated already and this is about the students of east high so-'#lily was at east high for all of five minutes and she got plotlines INCLUDING dating one of the main characters#dewey freakin wood got an appearance in s4 when we're no longer at the camp...#jenn mike lynne and ben all have extensive storylines and they're adults#(and mike and lynne don't even work at east high like jennzzara! they're just ricky's parents !)#channing (someone who really didn't need to be such a big character) had a whole storyline in s3#even jarred had a storyline in s4 !!! AND HE WAS A STALKER !!!#can you tell i'm pissed#probably missed some things i'm going off of memory and rage#and it just seems like a poor writing choice to do nothing with ej until ep 5 when he was still dealing with his dad when s3 ended#<- something that could've been made into a storyline !! instead of just throwing it at us that ej was cut off#hsmtmts#high school musical the musical the series#ej caswell#nini salazar roberts#ricky bowen#gina porter#okay i regularly call them the core 4 so i think i've tricked myself into thinking other ppl do too...#tags are not as neat as i want them to be the thoughts just kinda spilled out but hopefully this all makes sense
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two of the flaws i like to give james is that he's paternalistic and trusts the system. tw using political theory to talk about harry potter unironically
he def has a sense of superiority, but not in the way that he believes he's worth more than all other people—just those he hates. i mean, that's not a radical position. what did he ever do to you, it's more that he exists. that's viewing some people as ontologically evil, which, again, is not radical in a liberatory sort of way
james hated dark magic more than anything. but remus is a dark creature, but no, that doesn't count because he's categorized wrong. not because the binary of dark/light is wrong. he's still functioning within the current hegemonic philosophy
so. james operates within the current system, he just thinks it needs to change to be more inclusive, and he is a moral guide who sees through the lies. i love these flaws for james, bc they build on canon, explain why he trusts dumbledore to his death, and create tension with all of his closest friends. it's a realistic perspective for a teenager to have, too. i'm sure he would've grown out of it if he lived
#james potter#analysis#i think remus also sees the world this way to an extent but he places himself in a different position than james does#i think sirius struggles with it#it frightens him to go against dumbledore bc what if he's falling back into his family's ideals#but the black and white thinking feels off to him#lily claims to not think this way#she believes anyone can be good or bad#but her judgements of people give her nearly unshakable bias#her us vs them because less about morals and more about her family's safety#marauders#text#m
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House of the Rising Suns
Chapter three is now out!!!
I think the word hat appears like 40 times in this, but we're doing great.
It's my favorite chapter yet and I almost cried while writing it! Remus is just a heartbreaking little boy.
This chapter is the sorting told through Sirius, Lily, Remus, and Peter(!!!)'s eyes. You're in for a ride.
OK anyway, enjoy!!!
First chapter: Dear Minerva
Lordie Jesus the restraint I have to have to keep from completely spoiling all of this is wild. I want to tell yall so many things and I just UGH.
#house of the rising suns#house of the rising suns oneluckygoose#the marauders era#the marauders#marauders#marauders era#sirius black#james potter#lily evans#remus lupin#peter pettigrew#minerva mcgonagall#mary mcdonald#frank longbottom#marlene mckinnon#dorcas meadowes#gideon prewett#fabian prewett#guess who already spelled something wrong#its prewett not prewitt#I'ma go jump off a cliff now#Dude I love this one so much#Peter Ugh#I have a plan for him#his character is always so glossed over because people just think villain and move on#no#I'm not doing that#I'm giving him a story#Also did you like Raziyya?#we love ocs
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Oh to be sleepy and soft
Lily belongs to @whaledamnit
#garrett grahm#Lily Glass#the wizard and the warlock#he's got such an overactive mind that its hard for him to find sleep until he's fully exhausted himself#and she steals the most comfortable of all his shirts#they both have a habit of pinning each other to make sure neither of them go off and do unsanctioned mischief#for him its work#for her its doing rogue warlock shit#tablet doodle#tales of Alor
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not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....
#mom wanted to rewatch the movies so we've been going thru them <3#talk about a movie thats just like. grief. i turn into the jamie lee curtis halloween trauma supercut#SORRY..... the visuals are peak like that IS the hp vibe to ME and i am BLOWN AWAY this movie was made in 2004 it feels ahead of its time#the first two are so whimsical and magical enrapturing and this movie is like. a well worn cardigan. this feels 2011 cozycore to me#sorry but the introduction of lupin becoming a comforting trusted guardian type of figure AND the dementors representing hollow depression#this 13 yr old whos been kept in the dark on so many things being extra vulnerable prey to them bc of the severe trauma#but getting lessons on how to withstand that creeping dread.. through happy memories... still bonding w lupin increasngly ouagh...#the grief between them both over james and lily. also btw ofc defense against the dark arts being fighting yr fears through laughter. aaaaaa#and then sirius. black. im. i know we meme on the twelve years of it! in azkaban! but as a bitch whos now closer to those characters in age#and can appreciate and understand them obv more than i could when i was. a tween. that just hits like ok shit. VALID#so valid and real to see the child of your friends you knew at that age but who DIED and then see the friend who betrayed them#to see like the best of BOTH of them mirrored and living on in him and be like yknow what???? you WILL be protected frm that same fate#hoooo the briefest moment where harry might hope things will turn out okay. w sirius' name being cleared and peter having to explain himself#and sirius being like hey i get it if you want to stay w your family that is fine but. if you wanna move in w me...#(harry relaying this to hermione later as well. dreaming of a place fr just the two of them somewhere in the countryside#somewhere..... sirius might see the sky..... bc he thinks he would like that after all those years locked up do not even touch me rn.......)#only fr everything to turn to shit two friends fighting w deadly force. the chance to set this right slipping off into the night.#a million dementors descending relentlessly until utter exhaustion and certain death. some strange salvation? fight for a second chance?#but then still havign to say goodbye when they only just GOT this. and everything still being so. god. and lupin having to leave as well.#the thought of sirius also WANTING that guardian type connection but being forced to live in 1. a cave barely living more freely than before#2. then being confined to the stuffy somber abusive home he ran away from as a teen w that portrait still up there and everything.. bitch...#oh man the way i KNOW when we get to ootp (my favourite) its gonna leave me blasted into a million little pieces#the way i know shit like the knowing wink the entirety of the wall tapestry room scene and of course nice one james is gonna DESTROY me..#dont even talk to me abt that dark turn at the end of gof and how everything after gets soooo. god. w everything just getting destroyed and.#i cant even think abt it i cant even talk about it. wah#i dont care btw that they aged those guys up undermining how insanely young these people died. perfect casting fr the remaining marauders ok
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