#giving my girlfriend scritches

[okultraoldmanyaoi]

yea

[yamujiburo]

HANAMUSA (JESSIExDELIA) MASTER POST

I probably should have started doing this forever ago but I wasn’t sure how long I was gonna stick with drawing these comics. But I guess we’re in it now! This will be continually updated~ EVERYTHING UNDER THE CUT

BEFORE YOU START:

This post is required reading about Team Rocket’s ages since that’s usually a question that comes up a lot LOL. As for Delia’s age, she is said to be 29 in Takeshi Shudo’s (original writer on Pokémon) novel that built out the world and characters of the anime.

Next, I feel like this chart helps give the vibe of what these characters relationship is (all just headcanons except for their names and ages)!

WHERE TO START:

Here’s a post I made detailing how Jessie, James and Meowth initially start living with Delia. It also goes into what each character does in this AU. Before going into the post, you might enjoy this fanfic my girlfriend commissioned! It’s based off of said post and is a more enjoyable read.

Here’s also a list of headcanons!

COMICS:

Here’s all the comics I’ve done! The order of most of them are pretty ambiguous and up in the air but I put them in the order I kinda see in my head! There are some that do take place before Jessie and Delia start dating though! Also a few comics that have several parts but the “next” and “prev” links will be in each comic. So I’ll only link the first part of those ones in this masterpost.

Pre-Relationship

Fast Food

Ophidiophobia

Boss 🌟NEW🌟

Whipped

Making Eyes

Hairbrush

Inquiries

Separated

First Kiss

Dating

Big Bed

Tattoo

Crumbs

Pet Clown

I’d Like To

Jessica

Lipstick (not a comic but some fun extra dialogue for this)

Glow

Sleeptalking

Official

Early Relationship

Stare Down

Shovel Talk

Invisible Walls

Date Help

Date Night

Face Blind

One Motto Away

Babygirl

Snowgasboard

Delia’s Got a Cold

Mr. Jessie Ketchum

Peek-At-Chu

Hands Off Pikachu!

Wine Nights with James

Beauty and the Beach

Turning Point Arc

Sunscreen

Where Do Babies Come From

Head Scritches

Love Life

Ugly

Ace Trainers

Pikasitting

During Relationship

Mother’s Day

Father’s Day

Gift for Delia

Gift for Jessie

Jessilina Fan

Crossdressing

Type

Hickeys

Journey Arc

Tone

Cooking Twerp

Son

Cooking Advice

Serperior Facts

Cassidy’s Cabin Arc

Father/Son Bonding

Worry 🌟NEW🌟

Later in Relationship

Uniform

Paparazzi

One Upping 🌟NEW🌟

Hand-Me-Downs

Glasses

Study Help

Happy Valentine’s Day

Wrapped

Daddy Daughter Double Battle

Splinter

Married Life

Wedding

Arbok/Weezing Reunion

Snake Eyes

FAQ:

There's a hanamusa section in my FAQ!

[arminsumi]

req are open and idk how to act Σ(ﾟДﾟ；

reader putting on megumi's make up for their couples costume? he'd begrudgingly let her messed around with his hair/face but plans to be recompensated after hehe

"can i kiss you?"

megumi めぐみ x fem reader

megumi's needy for your kisses, but you don't want smudged lipstick

note : lol ur kaomoji got me gigglin 🤭 also omg i've never written for megumi i don't think? i have this draft about stargazing with him that i never completed lol. anywayssss hope i did this right and enjooyyyy :)

content : fluff

"can i kiss you?" megumi asks.

"no. you'll smudge the lipstick."

"maybe i want to smudge the lipstick." he frowns.

the poor boy has been nearly begging for kisses in the whole hour you've been doing his makeup. he has sat there with a small pout, letting you stroke brush after brush around his face. the little dabs of glitter shimmer on his cheeks. he's such a pretty boy.

"how about a quick kiss?" he sounds like he's begging.

there's an itch in his soul that he needs to... you know... scritch scritch. of course, with your remedy lips.

"no kissing. be patient."

"i'm already being patient letting you fluff brushes on my face. i feel like a canvas under an painter's hand."

"nooo kissing. be. patient." you smile. aw, that smile makes it even harder for him. your smile is the most irresistible aspect of you to him.

he bounces his leg. there's silence. you keep applying makeup serenely to his face and he looks to the side, forcing his vision anywhere but your pretty lips.

"can i have an air kiss at least?" he's got his lips parted for you to add a layer of sheeny shiny lip gloss.

"mwah." you blow him a kiss as per request.

his heart flutters. "thanks." there's a blush on his cheeks that the sheer foundation barely conceals.

"aw... you're blushing, pretty boy."

he grumbles. "i'm not a pretty boy..."

it takes all his self restraint to not kiss you and be patient. the way you parade your delicious, painted lips in front of him for the night makes him feel like a puppy beggingly drooling for a treat.

"can i kiss you now?" he asks, coming up to you with his hands behind his back. his tallness makes him cutely intimidating.

"no..." you tease with a smile. "be patient, 'gumi."

he groans so hard when he hears you use his favorite nickname, "gumi? really? in public?"

"yes, really, in public."

he groans again when he looks at your lips. it's like he's in pain at this point.

"you're killing me... just one kiss can't smudge lipstick that badly. come on. just a peck?"

you look at him, and look at his prettiness; makeup just makes him all the more kissable and yet you've been holding in your urges just to preserve lipstick. seriously?

he encourages by whining, "come on, i let you put aaaaall those products on my face... so you owe me compensation... with your lips."

"ah... okay.. one kiss then. just a light peck."

he dives in, you halt him warningly, "a light peck, promise?"

he nods, eyes wide with eagerness, "mhm."

and he definitely doesn't just give you one light peck. he smudges the lipstick on both his and your lips.

"megumi."

"sorry."

"come here."

"i'm sorryyy!"

"let me smudge my lipstick on you some more." you say, and tiptoe up to speck kisses all over his face.

oh boy, his heart neaaarrrrlyyyyy jumps out of his chest. he freezes up. it's like sometimes you're still his crush who makes him nervous and not his girlfriend.

you can bet that yuji and nobara die laughing while pointing at his face, teasing him for having kiss marks all over it. he doesn't mind the teasing; he's satisfied. in a daze after getting all that attention he so badly needed from you.

© arminsumi

Do not plagiarize / repost / translate / copy layouts / etc.

Do not steal what I've worked hard to create.

[woso-dreamzzz]

Birds

Chloe Logarzo x Reader

Summary: Your girlfriend comes to your place

It was a little strange, Chloe thinks, that she's never been to your place before.

"You want to?" You ask when she brings it up during a date night.

"It's just a little odd, isn't it?" She says," Don't you think it's a little strange? I mean, what's wrong with your place? Are you secretly very messy?"

She's teasing you but you bite at your lip and confess," I don't think you'd like my place. I mean..." It feels like make or break for you like you're about to confess something so horrible that Chloe will break up with you.

You take a breath.

"You don't like birds, do you?"

"Huh?"

"You told me that a few months ago. You don't really like birds."

Her brow furrows. "What's this got to do with hanging at your place?"

You give her a look of disbelief. You let the silence stew for a moment, letting her work it out by herself.

She doesn't seem to understand and you sigh.

"You don't like birds, Chloe," You say," You can make the jump."

She thinks for another few moments before clarity dawns in her eyes. "Oh...Oh. You have a bird?"

"Two. You're meant to buy budgies in pairs."

"Can...Can I meet them?"

That wasn't exactly what you expected her to say. "Now?"

"If that's okay."

It doesn't take long for you both to walk to your place. You feel a little nervous to introduce your girlfriend to your boys. You'd kept them separate for a reason.

Chloe didn't like birds. You'd known that for a while now. You also knew that your boys could be pretty boisterous with new people. You were a little worried to be honest.

"They're free-roaming," You warn Chloe as you unlock your door," And they're very sociable."

"It's fine," Chloe says though she doesn't sound too convinced by herself," I can take it."

"Okay then." You step through the door and whistle, trying to get your boys to come straight to you.

It works for the most part. A blur of yellow and a blur of green come to land on your shoulders and you scritch both of them on the head.

"This is Cheese," You say, tapping the yellow one and then your green boy," And this is Celery."

Chloe barks out a soft laugh. "With names like that, they don't seem so scary."

"My boys aren't scary," You say," They're little sweeties." You grab some seeds and pour them into Chloe's hands. You adjust Cheese and Celery to sit in your palms.

"Stay very still," You say to her," And...maybe lose the nervous smile."

"Is that obvious?" She lets out a few anxious chuckles.

"My boys will be gentle," You say," They eat out of my palm all of the time."

You bring your hands closer to Chloe so Cheese and Celery can softly eat the food presented to them.

"See? Very gentle boys."

Chloe's concern has turned more into wonder as a small smile graces her features. "It kind of tickles," She admits," They're so tiny. Are they brothers?"

"Lovers, actually," You reply," They're a bonded pair. The shop I got them from tried to get them to bond with females but they preferred each other."

"That's cute."

"They are." You whistle softly and Cheese and Celery disappear back to their nest.

"They're kind of like us then," Chloe says.

"How so?"

She shrugs and loops her arms around your waist, pulling you into her space. "We're a bonded pair, aren't we?"

You shake your head in pure amusement at her antics. "Yeah, I guess we are. Next thing you're going to say is that you've gotten over your fear of birds."

Chloe laughs. "Not quite but your boys are incredibly polite. I think I can learn to like them."

You press a kiss to her lips. "Perfect."

[sea-lanterns]

Yes, you could argue that the window is for her tail, but it still goes down enough below her tail that you could easily slip a couple of fingers to tease her 🥴

In a way, it kinda reminds me of the "easy access" holes in Kitsune Saiguu's hakama.

Xilonen, I hope the area below your tail isn't as sensitive as the area above a cat's tail, or you're in for a lit of teasing, my sweet jaguar

Don’t you just love it when your girlfriend wears clothes with “easy access” holes? 🤭

With her consent ofc, you could just spend the whole day surprising Xilonen by prodding a finger or two into her little shorts hole, giving her ass a poke to watch her tense up and purr. Imagine if she likes butt scritches like a cat would (above where her tail is) and if you scritch that specific spot, she purrs and raises her rear for you to scratch her more…

ACKKKK XILONEN IS SO CUTE. BIG KITTY. I LOVE BIG KITTY WOMEN 💘

[werecreature-addicted]

giving your fat werewolf girlfriend head and tummy scritches, maybe even falling asleep on their soft, warm, fuzzy tummy

thats it thats the post! im very soft over werewolves in general but especially fat werewolves, but my brain is too eepy to fully gush about this ajsjjdjdjsj

fat werewolves are so very very good I'd love to give her head. suffocating between her big thighs and petting her fat stomach.

[halfboxgorl]

My girlfriend using a wand on me while giving me head scritches was something I never knew I needed in my life

[notjustdragonspages]

Cool can i please request rottmnt fluff hc of 4 brothers (separately) with girlfriend reader (unless you only do GN).

The plot about Reader who loves spoiling her boyfriend with well... EVERYTHING; hugs, kisses, cuddle, presents...etc.

She's completely smitten with her boyfriend.

TURTLES WITH AN S/O THAT SPOILS THEM

This was so fun to write X3 apologies if it's a bit short.

Raph

Loves it. All if it.

Just.... gets a little nervous around the cuddles cuz spiky

But otherwise he's great!

If he goes too long without giving some affection in return, he'll feel a bit guilty

Very fond of the kisses

On his forehead and palms

You're just so small.....

He's surprised he hasn't accidentally hurt you already

Big bear hugs

Huge

Teddy bear

His plastron is a cozy place to just nap on.

PRESENTS

Absolutely lives for your gifts.

He'll feel inclined to give one back, but still-

He likes head rubs and just scritches all around

Glad you're willing to give them

He just loves you so much

Leo

• oh my god he's insufferable

Just non stop gushing about your gifts

His brothers hate it

The first time you just showered him with hugs and kisses he was a big mushy ball of emotions

But now?

He's used to it (no he's not)

Loves your presents.

Sweater? He'll wear it for days

Comics? Those are going in cases

CUDDLES

If you sit down, Leo will appear

Ready for affection

Kisses on his snoot are highly appreciated

And gently rubs on his face crescents never fail to make him sleepy

happy churrs!

Chin scratches too

If you're an artist, he'd love you to paint on his shell

Just pretty designs

Just a big sucker for physical affection

Mikey

Giggles whenever you kiss his snout

Loves it

Tracing your nails on the spots on his arms has him churring happily in no time

You decide to spoil him with cuddles?

Great, he just finished drawing!

Must build a pillow fort every time

When you buy him gifts, art supplies or new bedding

He'll find a way to work it into that day

He's sweet

Morning hugs are probably his favorite thing

When he's cooking breakfast hug him from behind

Sleepy morning stuff

It makes him so happy

If he's tired, he'll usually curl up on you if you're on the couch, or in his room

And he'll just sleep.

Drag your nails along his shell and he might churr in his sleep

Donnie

He has a reputation to uphold

But it will break...

For you

Just don't go make out with him in front of his brothers

Kisses on his forehead and the stripes on his shoulders

You'll get a shy smile

Very excited when you give him gifts.

Especially if it's something he can display

Like a sweater or some decor piece

Usually late night cuddles

Under his weighted blanket

He's surprisingly warm

Prefers to be the little spoon (don't tell his brothers!)

His shell is sensitive, but not as much as some think

It's a tough leathery surface, that's like thick skin

So he's okay with you touching it

Just ask first

His spines are fun to feel

Sensory thing

Just overall a happy turtle when you pet his shell

He just gets to relax and you get to explore

If you rub sort of where his shoulder blades would be

He'll probably just fall asleep

Likes when you hug him from behind

As long as he's not doing something dangerous

He loves you

[rachelsfav-queer]

Some more Wenclay 😊

Wednesday sat comfortably on her girlfriend’s lap while they sat on the recently reconstructed fountain in the center of the quad. Bianca had been mindlessly running one hand through the water while her other arm held the seer secure against her and Wednesday was simply reading a book.

Suddenly, Bianca had an idea and she carefully flicked off any water on her hand and wiped it dry on her own school jacket before slowly lifting it up to Wednesday’s head and gently scratched the raven’s scalp. The sudden action caused Wednesday to breathe in sharply, though it wasn’t in disapproval or distress. Simply surprise. Wednesday didn’t move her head, showing that she didn’t dislike the feeling, but she looked back at Bianca through the corner of her eye. She asked, “What are you doing?”

Bianca hummed in response before speaking, “Just giving you head scritches. Wanted to see something, you know? Test a hypothesis in your language.”

Wednesday nodded slightly but furrowed her brow slightly in confusion. Curiosity got the best of her and she asked, “And what hypothesis are you testing exactly?”

“Well, you’re definitely a lot more cuddly than your usual demeanor would suggest,” Bianca laughed softly at the faint scowl Wednesday gave to that remark, though the seer allowed her to continue, not having any real argument against it, “And you tend to really appreciate specific types of physical affection. You only like certain touch from very specific people and whenever you’re comfortable with me, you tend to really sink into me. Like you’re trying to meld yourself against me. Of course, I love all of that and I think it’s very adorable-”

“Call me adorable again and I’ll-” Wednesday interrupted.

“Rip my scales off one by one, yeah got it,” Bianca cut the seer off right back though, “Anyway, you have a lot of distinct qualities about you that a certain animal also has. I guess this was just another thing I wanted to see if you’d like as well.”

Wednesday tried to search inside her own brain for whatever animal her girlfriend could be speaking of, but unfortunately came up short and so she decided to ask. “What animal do you speak of?”

Bianca grinned and continued to lightly scratch Wednesday’s scalp, moving over towards the back of one of her ears which causes the seer to preen, closing her eyes and letting out a heavy sigh, one of clear relief. Bianca’s grin turned cocky for half a second before she truly took in the blissful expression on Wednesday’s face and her smile turned soft at it. She finally responded with, “A black cat. You have all sorts of stereotypes about you being prickly and unfriendly and even evil. But once people get to know you, you’re really just cuddly and you show love in a different way than what most people deem ‘socially acceptable’ which is utter bullshit, but that’s beside the point. Everyone always loves the golden retriever for its friendly looks and cuddly and excitable personality, but fail to see the love and passion inside a black cat all because of horrid superstitions that were created centuries ago.”

“I think you’re the same way, Wends,” Bianca continued, “If everyone stopped thinking only about themselves for half a second, and tried to think about love and life the way you do, they’d see the way you love is just as beautiful. I think Enid was the first to see it, really. She’s always been good at that, seeing inside people for how they truly are. It’s why she never truly gave up on you. And when it came down to it and all our lives were on the line… I saw it too. You do care. You just show it… so differently. I was blinded by my own shit at first, and at every turn you were practically a thorn in my ass. But it turned out… you were exactly the thorn I needed to see through my shit and work on it. It’s why I fell in love with you. You helped me see myself for the first time. So… thank you, Wednesday.”

When Bianca finished her speech, there was pure silence for a long moment. Wednesday catalogued everything she said and ran it through her brain. In return, she could only manage one thing over the lump in her throat, “Thank you, mi sirena. You have helped me to see my true self as well. I… have no words to express my love and my gratitude for you and the way you have wriggled into my heart like a heart worm in your previously mentioned golden retriever.”

Bianca once again laughed softly at Wednesday’s simile, ever appreciating her grotesque way with words. “You’re adorable,” Bianca said simply, kissing Wednesday on her temple.

“Scales.”

Bianca chuckled and scratched again behind Wednesday’s ear, immediately causing the seer to lean her head into her hand and close her eyes again. If Wednesday truly was a black cat, she surely would be purring like an engine by now as Bianca took the opportunity to kiss her on her pale cheek, pulling up a faint red blush. “Kitten.”

The nickname sticks.

End <3

(A gift to @caitlynsdog I know you love Wenclay)

[winniethewife]

Like we're right back at the start (Jake Lockley X Reader)

A/n: I felt it was unfair that both the other Moonboys and Layla get a Holiday fic from my series but Jake didn’t so here’s something For Him. Featuring everyone’s Favorite Cat OC Viejita! (Courtesy to @guruan for the art and the cat) It’s undeniably real will return in the new-year!

Words: 848

She sat on the bed in the flat she shared with Jake, Marc and Steven. She looks across the cluttered apartment. It was home, they had recently decorated the place for the holidays, they had celebrated Hanukah at the beginning of the month, and now it was Christmas Eve, she was really hoping for a Christmas miracle, to have her boy’s back for Christmas. The string lights carefully hung on bookshelves made the small flat feel just that much more cheery. She was waiting for one of her boy’s to walk through the door after a mission, they’d been away for a couple days. she looks at the small pile of presents in the corner. Just as she was about to get up A small dark Hairless cat jumped into her lap.

“Viejita! What is it mi pequeña reina? Hm? You need some Mami cuddles huh?” She looks at the cat giving a her a rub on her head. The cat looks at her lovingly. She was wearing an adorable jumper, blue with snowflakes, keeping her hairless body warm in these colder days.

“Merw!” Viejita head butts her hand as she starts to purr.

“I know, I know. It’s so hard being a kitty. All the love and attention you get, Its just too much.” She coos at the kitten who meows back in turn. They sit like this for a while before the door opens as a familiar face with a Page boy cap comes in.

“Ah, look it’s mis bellas damas…Papi’s home!” Jake laughs as he walks over to them, giving Viejita a scritch on the head and a kiss for his girlfriend. “Hola Mami…looking good…” He murmurs flirtatiously.

“Mmm…you too Papi…” She looks into his eyes, she reaches up to his face, running her thumb along his cheek. “Merry Christmas eve baby.”

“Oh yeah, that’s today isn’t it? I got home just in time.” Jake grins. Viejita Starts Meowing at Jake. He had gotten distracted by his lover, and had stopped petting her, a criminal offence. “Oh I’m so sorry your highness, please forgive me for the error in my ways.” Jake says with a laugh before picking up Viejita and holding her to his chest.

“I think she missed her Papi, like I did.” She stands up next to him and kisses his cheek. “I gotta get Dinner started okay?”

“Okay Mami, Te amo.” Jake smiles at her and as she walks by he reaches to grab her hip, squeezing her softly.

~

After dinner, Shes standing at the window, watching as the snow falls. She can hear the small snores of the cat on the bed behind her and the water running as Jake does the dishes. She leans on the wall, she swears the whole world seems brighter at this time of year, even though its darker and colder. Her ears prick up as she hears the water shut off, a moment later and she feels Jake’s strong arms wrapped around her, his face nuzzled in her neck, he places a soft kiss there as his hands caresses her sides. He had Changed out of his normal Button up and Slacks for some comfortable dark sweatpants and a Jumper that matched Viejita's, A dark blue with Snowflakes, A Hanukah present from a few weeks ago.

“I’m glad you made it home in time for Christmas. I know you don’t really celebrate…” She leans into his embrace.

“Hermosa, It’s important to you, so it’s important to me. Maldito pájaro estúpido, I’ll be here for you when you need me.” Jake’s voice in her ear is soft and comforting, Words that almost no one else would use to describe him. They stand together enjoying the moment. Watching the snow fall. Jake makes a sound as he remembers something, and he pulls away for a moment

“espera aquí.” He mutters before grabbing something out of his jacket. She looks over her shoulder as she watches him come back over to her a small silver box in hand. “I didn’t exactly…know what to get you, the others they got you stuff and wrapped it up all nice, but…I just remembered when we were gone and…Well you keep singing all those songs and I…Just open it.” Jake tries, but he’s not a man of many words, she smiles as she turns to take the box from him and opens it up to find a bundle of Mistletoe.

“Jake…its perfect.” She smiles as she looks at the small bundle of leaves, it was an unusually sweet thing for Jake to do. He takes the bundle and holds it over their heads.

“Mistletoe kisses eh?” He smirks at her, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. Now this, this was very on brand for him. She laughs as she wraps her arms around his neck, closing the distance between them to kiss him. Her soft lips moving against his as he snakes his free hand around her waist. He hums softly into the kiss. This was what he needed to find.

I needed Christmas to find my way back here to you

~

Translations:

mi pequeña reina: My little queen

mis bellas damas: my beautiful ladies

Maldito pájaro estúpido: Damn the stupid bird

espera aquí: wait here

Masterlist

[pigeon-dyke]

PIGEON HRT: Part 3

This one was a collaboration with my wolf girlfriend, Ashley ( @whatwolfwhowolf ) ! (Go read her Wolf HRT story!! It's really good omg)

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MONTH 3

I'm on top of an office building right now. 

It's been abandoned since the late 90's, the last thing it held was some kinda failed internet business, but before that it held an asbestos installation company, and then the headquarters for a regional betamax tape rental chain. it must've been cursed or something. 

The sun is setting, and my new feathers ruffle at the late-autumn chill. The streets below are striped with the lines of light that peek through the surrounding buildings.

My girlfriend Wolf is sitting next to me. 

It's another therian, pretty new to its transition compared to me, but that doesn't stop it from already wearing a collar. 

I give it some scritches, and the wolf leans into my hand. 

Huh. Hand feels like an odd word. My arms are going to become wings, right? They're already covered in feathers. Soon, I might not have hands anymore. It might be harder to pet my friends, but I'll find a way. 

I get lost in thought for a moment. 

Right now, I feel… safe. It's like a warm, comfortable feeling, that I haven't quite felt before. Being up here, far away from any predators on the ground, just feels right. 

Huh… predators? I thought that without really meaning to. Odd. 

My mental changes have been much more noticeable lately, and most of them are welcome! But some of them have been a bit unnerving? 

When we were in the office's dusty break room earlier, a large beetle crawled past me on the floor; for a solid moment, I was going to eat it. My brain processed it as nothing but food, and saw absolutely nothing wrong with that. 

Thankfully, I stopped myself from eating a bug in front of my girlfriend, but it was a weird experience. I guess there's gonna be a few weird experiences in this transition, I should probably get used to it. 

I get distracted from my thoughts when I notice Wolf gently growling as I pet it. There aren't a ton of visible changes in it yet, and it's definitely still a bit anxious about some parts of transition, but I can tell it's already feeling more comfortable in its skin. 

After a few minutes, we both stand up, ready to head out. I lift my clunky film camera and take a photo of it against the sunset.

We make our way down the crumbling, creaky staircase, glancing through doorways at places we've already explored. 

The room with the collapsed floor, 

The room with the graffiti pseudo-satanic ritual in it, where we took some goofy photos,

The breakroom, which I stole an "I Hate Mondays" mug from, 

The ground floor, with its calendar still open to June of 1998. 

And, we walk back out into the streets of the city's old business district. 

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[annierosaart]

2023 came and went. and as i sit here, surrounded by my abusers and the one who sexually assaults me, drinking cheap liquor in hopes it'll let me forget, i reflect on this past year.

it fucking sucked.

more than any other year, this year has taken more from me all at once. it has killed any and all drive i have to keep going. it has beaten me down, dragged me across the floor and spat on my broken, weeping carcass.

i do not remember what it's like to be happy anymore. it's not that i don't experience joy: it is that i've come to realize that since i was 6, i haven't been happy. and this is unlikely to change any time soon.

this year has taken my grandpa, my grandaunt, and my aunt all back to back. pets have died in my arms, and manu, my childhood little buddy, my friend and darling cat companion, had to be put down due to cancer. i still remember how her body felt. i still remember how her meows sound.

i walk into my room and there's no one to greet me anymore. saria and cap, my other cats, are there, but they aren't like her. they don't show affection the same way she did, jumping into my lap, curling up, mewing and asking for scritches.

one of my own family members assaulted and will likely continue to sexually assault and harrass me.

had this been all this year has been, i wouldn't be here still. i would've thrown in the towel long ago.

but this is also the year i confessed to and started dating a friend of 7 years. and gotten two more girlfriends whom i love and trust with all my heart. @abyssalcunters and @norondor. i've lost friends but i've gained many more too. my drawings have improved, so has my writing.

i've helped make a ship i love take off more. i've helped friends with their struggles and been there for them. i've been on hrt officially for one year, and slowly finding my identity more and more.

my heart has begun to give out more too. cardiomegaly is a bitch. but i got back into boxing in spite of that. so i can enjoy it before it doesn't let me workout anymore.

i guess my point is.

this year has sucked. but it has had some highlights. to my friends, thank you for being there. to my partners, i love you, so so much.

... i don't know how else to proceed. life is dark right now. things are only getting worse and worse. my health is only getting worse. i'm losing so much every day.

i'll never achieve my dream of boxing professionally. the future where i live with my love/s is so far. and my family treats me as disposable.

but staying down isn't going to do me any good.

[giggly-squiggily]

MoonLily my favorite girlies ever aiuskqjaksjsk… HC that after Selene/Moon grew out her hair, she found she really enjoyed getting it brushed or styled by Lillie. When she’s completed a difficult battle and Lillie offers to heal her Pokémon, Moon first collapses onto her in gratitude then asks her to play with her hair. Except playing with her hair also kinda tickles and Lillie will brush over her ears and neck just to be mean <33333 Thank you in advance!!

(Headcanons to Dabbles: OFFICIALLY CLOSED)

Oh the GIRLS! I love them so much- they are too CUTE!!! I've gotcha covered, anon!

“Heeee..” Moon sighed as she returned to Lillie, arms stretched overhead. “That was..was a…”

“A tough one?” Lillie asked as she watched her girlfriend yawn, smiling when she opted to nod. “Do you want me to heal your team?”

“That would be nice. Before that though…” Moon tossed her hat aside as she fell to her knees, flopping forward and into Lillie’s lap. “Could you…you know?”

“You’re gonna end up as spoiled as an Alolan Persian.” The blonde clicked her tongue, her hands already undoing Moon’s braids. The past year or so she’d been growing out her hair. Originally, she had claimed it was simply too much work keeping the same hairstyle, but Lillie has since learned the real reason.

Moon loved having her hair played with. Both mindlessly and styled. Fortunately for her, Lillie also loved playing with her hair. She was responsible for Moon’s braids that day in fact.

Long silky strands of black slid between Lillie’s fingers as she combed through it, her touch light and feathery. For someone who claimed it was too much a hassle, Moon took good care of it. “Do you want your braids again or something else?”

“Yes.” Moon purred, eyes closed as she melted at the touch. Her peace was soon quickly disturbed however when Lillie tickled her neck. “Ahehahaha, nhoohoho!”

“Let me ask again. Braids, or something else?” Lillie teased, scritching her fingers against Moon’s neck as the other girl squeaked and squirmed. “Use your words, love.”

“Ahehehahahah! Brahhaahaids, brhahahhahaids!” Moon cried out, cheeks warming and smile big as she buried her face ino Lillie’s leg. “Aheahhaahahha! Liihiihiihhillihihihie!”

“Hehe, see? That wasn’t so hard.” The tickles stopped- briefly. Lillie went to work redoing her braids, “accidentally” brushing against her ears and neck the entire time. Moon’s hands shook, clutching the soft material of Lillie’s skirt as she laughed. “Don’t squirm- I might have to start over.”

“Nohoohohoho! I’m stahhahahying stihihiihill!” She cried, kicking her feet against the dirt as Lillie finished off the last of her braids, giving her neck one last tickle before releasing her. Rolling on her back, the brunette gasped for air- picking up the long plaits and admiring them in the sun. “THehehheheere cuhuhuute. Thahahahnks, loohohve.”

“Hehe, of course.” The blonde giggled before scooting over, curling up against her girlfriend’s side. “You’re so cute, Moon. It’s only natural I want your hair to match that.”

The other girl blushed and giggled, leaning in and kissing her gently. “I love you.”

“I love you too.”

[midnights-in-love]

imagining my beautiful girlfriend petting me, giving me head scritches and ruffling my hair, and feeling so adored. slowly her petting travels lower, patting my back and rubbing across my chest, getting me worked up on purpose as her hands cross my belly and dip lower between my legs to finger me, all while calling me a good boy. cooing at how sweet i am and how good i feel. after she makes me cum i flip her over and breed her like a good little puppy 💜

[podplease]

Artemis likes to climb up onto my desk when im at my computer to get my attention. When this happens i give her some head scritches until shes had enough and leaves or i need to focus on what im doing and put her on the floor. Today while i was at work i got this message from my girlfriend:

Tragic: no one around to pet her

[pjsk-writin]

Greetings Ameowmeow,

I would humbly request you write about furry catgirl emeow and kanyande. If you could make them little pet kitties that would be preferable but on the off chance your unable to write that, I have some alternative cat-related suggestions for those 2 mewmeows.

Running a cat café with them

How they'd take care of their kitty

Being their/they are Discord kittens

half catgirl anime trope

I truly hope you will see this request worthy of your writing and time

Goodbye from your feline friend,

till we meeowt again

THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE ASKS EVER I'VE BEEN CACKLING OVER AMEOWMEOW- but i decided to dabble a bit in everything you suggested! <3 ALSO lmk if emeow isn't emu bc I will rewrite this with ena if need be-

♡ AND THEY WERE KITTIES - Emu Otori and Kanade Yoisaki x Reader

Emu:

If Emu were a kitty, you know for SURE that she is the most cuddly and energetic kitty in the world-

She's the kind of kitty who would paw at you or follow you around, just to purr in absolute content when you give her a couple scritches <3

She would LOVE to run a cat cafe, but you would definitely have to be the one tending to drinks and food. She spends most of her hours playing and taking care of the cats-

It's a good balance for the both of you at least! And it's always cute to look over and see her whispering to the cats, eyes sparkling with awe

She's a great cat-owner! It might take a bit for her to learn her cat's boundaries, but she takes great of them!

She relishes in every pet and scritch that she's allowed, and spends a lot of her time just. Staring at her cat-

She does not have Nightcord, and gets confused when you ask to be her Nightcord Kitten-

If she was a half catgirl, you KNOW that her tail would constantly be swaying. She's the type of catgirl who would sway her tail and knock a vase over/lh

She will go to you for headpats all the time, wrapping you in a hug with her tail wagging and her ears twitching this way and that!

Overall VERY fun with kitties <3

Kanade:

Kanade as a kitty is...Basically how she is at all times-

She's content with just loafing around your house, just minding her business. She looks for you whenever she wants affection though, and will unceremoniously plop down on your lap when given the chance-

She does find the idea of a cat cafe fun, but the moment you ask her to help you at the cashier, she slips into either the back or joins the cats-

She would lay down on the ground (in a place without customers) and just let cats crawl and sit on her. If any of the customers see her, you just have to explain that yes, that's your girlfriend and co-owner-

Despite being horrible at taking care of herself, I think that she'd be a pretty good cat owner!

She'd be very calm if she was a half catgirl. She barely even notices it half the time-

She won't push the cat's boundaries and the most the cat could do is sit on her while she composes. She has accidentally fed them insta-noodles on a couple of occasions, much to the rest of Niigo's horror-

She refuses to be anyone's Nightcord Kitten and refuses to let you be her Nightcord Kitten. She would be far too embarrassed either way-

The most affection that she would seek out like that would be sitting on your lap, working away on her laptop and purring whenever you run your fingers through her hair <3

Overall, she pretty much already qualifies as a cat-