#girls who love Star Wars

[darth-jess]

I still played with Barbies, but I had one that was Padmé and one that was Anakin, and all the other ones were other Star Wars characters.

[windfalling]

1.02 // 1.06 // 1.08 The Stranger vs. Sol on recognizing and differentiating Osha and Mae

[bluemoonscape]

Big fan of characters who “kill” their younger selves. Characters who resent the past version of themselves for letting them get hurt, who look at that kid and feel revolted by the foreignness of it. Characters who feel they have to cut the child out of them like a tumor because it’s hurting them too much and if I don’t kill you you’ll kill me. Nearly nothing remaining of that past self but for the little connections and mannerisms they can’t kick, and when it shines through, it’s a terrible, tragic thing, because the child is still in there. It’s in there and it’s grotesque in its suffocation. But it’s there.

[stealingpotatoes]

Hi! So happy to see Sister get the love she deserves. She also shows up in a different canonical Star Wars novel that i unfortunately cannot remember the name of. (It’s one post AOTC but pre clone wars movie, anakin and obi wan do something on Cato Nemoidia)

all the sister love's made me wanna draw her soooo

[obessivedork]

Once again thinking about a Castelss Brosca kid gnashing and clawing and fighting and half the reason the blight ends as fast as it does with as many people intact as it does is because they've had to learn to be tough and fight as a casteless street nug so they've got an endless amount of tenacity and spite in them to get shit done. Also they can't fucking read.

[a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual]

These Clone Wars headcanons take a turn at the end

I feel like the writers really dropped the ball on never showing us Anakin and Ahsoka attending a formal event because I feel like it would be hilarious 

Watching two hardened war heroes try and act like they haven’t seen all the horrors the universe has to offer is the equivalent of watching two possums stacked on top of each other trying to convince someone they’re human

I feel like they would both try to behave for Padme and Obi-Wan’s sake but at the same time they can't help but make fun of each other as they act “normal” while simultaneously hiding the fact that they’re talking shit about anyone and everyone in the room

These two dorks are just standing in a corner praying to anyone that will listen for these stuck-up silver spoon-suckling sleemos to leave them alone but unfortunately for them the rich never care to read the vibe so they’re stuck schmoozing

After being to a couple of formal events the two start to form escape plans to get out of being in boring conversations which include but are not limited to: Ahsoka acting like they’re playing her favorite song so they have to dance, them pretending as Obi-Wan called them over with the force but in actuality they just hide behind him while he acts like an adult, and last but certainly not least Ahsoka faking an allergic reaction 

That last one got them into some trouble cause in their haste they left Obi-Wan and Padme behind to deal with the confused and concerned public and they were less than pleased to find that Anakin abused his padawan’s allergies like this little did they know Ahsoka came up with that plan

I have a guttural feeling that Ahsoka’s been put in air jail sometimes by Rex but it’s mostly Anakin using the force to lift her off the ground because it’s the only thing that calms her down 

It surprised her to find out that he stole the idea from Obi-Wan it was more surprising to find out he wasn’t entirely patient with Anakin during the first couple of years of his apprenticeship but the thing that didn’t surprise her was the fact that Anakin was a feral little brat who bit hard when he was frustrated 

There was one time when the trio were sent on a mission and it wasn’t a pleasant one to say the least which naturally resulted in them being sleep deprived which usually leads to them being very snappy towards each other

One day Anakin and Ahsoka got into a less-than-friendly shoving match which was likely going to escalate into a full-blown fight before Obi-Wan lifted them both and the uncharacteristic abuse of the force caused the duo to laugh their asses off 

Obi-Wan doesn’t like thinking of that moment cause it feels like a petty step back in his growth but the duo silently thinks that moment was hilarious and still laugh about it years later 

Anakin doesn’t always use the force to reprimand Ahsoka sometimes they act like the stupid teenagers they are and use it for reckless fun and by that I mean one day Ahsoka got an idea and begged Anakin to use the force to toss her as high as he could

He denied her request for a while even with her assuring him that if anything went wrong she could just catch herself when that approach wasn’t working she poked at his pride making little comments that he probably couldn’t toss her higher than his head

So with an admittedly bruised ego and still slight hesitation he agreed and the second her feet were back on the ground she begged him to do it again funny enough it became a kind of game/training for the duo

It helped with Anakin’s stamina and Ahsoka’s reaction time cause unfortunately being the chosen one doesn’t make someone perfect and he did drop her a couple of times but it didn’t matter much cause she caught herself

As the duo got older they started taking turns launching each other like a weird force see-saw but one day the jig was up cause the twins caught them doing this weird little game and demanded a turn

They agreed but the twins never got past the duo’s waste which didn’t matter cause Padme scolded them anyway and the two promised to never do it again with the twins around 

Anakin and Ahsoka are both deeply sentimental people I know this in my soul which results in their shared quarters being cluttered with a whole bunch of stuff 

Anakin’s stuff makes more sense cause it’s basically gifts from Padme and Obi-Wan or random projects that never worked out but he could never justify throwing away

Ahsoka on the other hand is an absolute goblin and will hoard anything and everything that feels special like 3D glasses from the singular time she and Anakin could see a holo in theaters, or a random rock from Naboo, a ribbon from a dress Padme gave her that she outgrew, and a thank you note from the kids on Mandalor 

You know the things that most people would describe as useless or junk but she keeps them scattered all over their quarters nonetheless well she did before someone got wind that she was doing this and advised her against it cause it’s against the Jedi code

She agreed with them so she stuffed all of it in a box and right before she could toss it they were sent on a mission and when she got back she didn’t have the energy to get rid of it so she just shoved it to the back of her closet 

And then she started collecting trinkets again and stored them all in the box that she lovingly refers to as the “box o’ shit” in her mind until one day the box literally wouldn’t close with all the stuff stored inside

And out of the blue the guilt she first felt when she was reprimanded came flooding back tenfold and she made a vow to toss it out the next day but every time she tried it just ended with tears in her eyes

Until one day she came home from a truly terrible solo mission to find a chest in the middle of her room and when she asked Anakin about it all he said was “Oh it’s for your stuff I figured you’d need a new one by now”

She needed no clarification of what stuff he was talking about and she didn’t know how to ask him politely how he knew she ignored sage advice while she knew she should feel embarrassed for being so obvious or guilty all she felt was loved 

So she squeezed the ever-loving force out of the one person who just got her and smiled as he squeezed her back just as tight without commenting on the twin puddles on the front of his robes 

[poebrey]

tbh Michael Burnham is an appealing character to me because she was a Gifted Kid who lived her life to please her parents who ignored her many self-destructive behaviors because she was Achieving(tm) and had an incredibly messed up relationship with her sibling then grew up to be shining star to the point of reaching supernova and blowing up her entire life. Amazingly social awkward. No game. Started dating when she was old as hell. Can’t figure out her emotions for the life of her. People look to her for leadership meanwhile she’s reciting children’s books under duress and is trying to reach a galaxy-wide record of mommy and daddy issues. A true legend among us.

[sadiecoocoo]

Padme was so badass in the clone wars. She got her uncle to join the republic, she solved her uncle’s murder case as well as stopped future murders, she played a man while undercover, she dealt with several assassination attempts, survived poison, survived capture a few times, she survived a newly revived extinct plague while FIGHTING BATTLE DROIDS, she dealt with the other senators and that one old giraffe motherfucker from the clone’s homeworld that i totally didn’t forget the name of what are you guys talking about im a real fan i promise i just forget a lot of names for stuff, she played the same man AGAIN on ANOTHER undercover mission, AND she changed outfits every episode she was in :)

You could say, she gaslit, gatekept, and, quite possibly, girlbossed

Also she married a Jedi, and did a MUCH BETTER job of keeping it secret than Anakin did (I mean she pretended to not know him when she had to pretend to like that one separatist senator [his name doesn’t deserve to be remembered])

[umeumeumee]

a loving feeling

padawan! ahsoka tano x padawan! fem! reader

Ahsokas eyes bore into the back of the padawan beside you, Li-tuun, as he put his filthy hand on your lower back.

Her jaw was clenched so tight she could snap the bone, but was far too angry to care about such. as her arms lay crossed over her chest, her Master came up beside her.

“you okay there, Snips?” he asked, his voice filled with slight concern, most likely at her anger, but it also had a teasing tilt to it.

Ahsoka sigh, unlacing her arms and turning to him. “Of course. why?”

“you’re staring into Li-Tuuns back so hard it could break his bones.” Anakin says, and Ahsoka roles her eyes. “so, what’s up?”

her eyes slowly trail back to you, and the mole beside you. “Nothing.”

“I’m no fool, snips. I see the way you want to obviously hurt him, so why?” Anakin knew exactly why Ahsoka was so dead-stuck on the boy; he was with you, and Ahsoka always had a problem when someone was with you.

“It’s nothing, Master. really.”

“I doubt that.” he yawns, making Ahsoka scoff.

“Anyways, gear up and prepare to get on that ship, we’re going with them.” Ahsokas eyes widened, cocking her head to her master she asked, “what? i thought it was a stealth undercover mission with those.. two.”

“It is, but we’re backup. you didn’t think i’d let two teenagers go alone on a mission, did you?” he laughed, and Ahsokas stomach churned at the thought Anakin put out. she hummed, glancing to look at you; smiling at something he said. She should be the one making you laugh, making you smile. Not him, not Li-Tuun of Tatooine.

Anakin sighs upon seeing her face. “come on, snips!”

this was going to be a long mission.

—♡—

Ahsoka boarded the ship, R2-D2 behind her as his metal clanking against metal announced her arrival. You turned your head upon hearing R2, knowing Ahsoka would be with him.

a smile graces your face upon seeing her, walking over as the ship takes off.

“excited for the mission, Ahsoka? I’ve never been to Naboo, so i’m nervous.” you said, standing next to her as she approached her master. “Yeah, i guess. Naboo is nice, you’ll like it.” She said, making your tummy do its usual flips upon her kind words to you. “now i’m even more excited!”

“about what?” Li-tuun’s voice called to you, making you turn your head. “Ahsoka said Naboo is nice, and she always has beautiful taste in planets.”

Li-Tuun smirked, coming around to stand between you and Ahsoka.

if she was angry before, she was positively fuming now. who does this boy think he was?

you send Ahsoka a nervous glance as the boy began to talk again. “I’ve been to Naboo, too, you know. It certainly is a beautiful planet. I know some places you would definitely like, Y/n.”

“oh.. that’s very kind, but i’m afraid this mission is diplomatic only. We can’t get side tracked.” You confirmed, watching as Ashoka turned her head away from the conversation, leaving you with the boy.

“Oh, yes, i know. but, since we are doing this together, i thought we could take a moment to have some time al—”

“we’re here,” Anakin said abruptly, catching your attention. “Listen you two, remember to stay on track. This is the plan.” Anakin started, pulling up a hologram of the Cantina with the merchandise you were to collect. “You two will play as brother and sister, nothing more, nothing less. Remember that. you will go into the cantina, and look for this Man,” Anakin continued, pulling up a picture of a male rodian.

“The merchandise was stolen by this man. you will pay him, take it back, and leave with no issues. This needs to be a silent mission, as we do not want to attract unwanted attention by these people in these areas. they are deadly crime lords and the last people we need on our trail right now. Do you understand?” he concluded, and you send him a firm nod.

“Yes, Master Skywalker.” You said, looking over to Li-tuun as he stayed silent for a moment before agreeing.

“Okay, good. before you leave i ask you leave your weapons behind in order to not disclose your identity, and don’t be alarmed— we will be watching you.”

You nodded, thanking him before scanning the ship for a certain someone.

Ahsoka was in the corner of the ship, doing what you assumed to be as talking to R2. She heard you coming and stood up.

“Ahsoka, I have a request if that’s okay.”

“of course.”

You pulled your lightsaber from you belt, holding it out to her.

“I want you to hold onto this for me while I’m gone.”

she said nothing, staring at it with widened eyes before she nodded, agreeing, and taking the lightsaber from you. Your hands brushed against one another before yours dropped to your side.

“thank you.” you said, waving goodbye as your name was called for departure, you turned your back to her.

“Y/n,” ahsoka calls, and you twist your neck to view her, “Yes?”

“Be safe… please.” she says, her hand slightly outstretched towards you, almost afraid to reach you.

Your lips bent into a big, sweet smile.

“I will be.”

—♡—

Ahsoka watches silently beside her master as both you and Li-tuun walked to the entrance of the cantina, an aching in her stomach at his hand that rest on the small of your back so comfortably. too comfortably.

Anakin sighs, “these two better not blow it, Snips.” he whispers, and ahsoka scrunches her lips.

you wanted to remove Li-tuun’s hand from your lower back beyond desperately, but due to the strict environment you had to conceal.

You both approached the door, an older man sat on a squeaky stool in front of the entrance.

“and you’re supposed to be?” he lazily asked, holding out a ticket pincher.

You were about to begin speaking, when Li-tuun got ahead of you.

“We’re here to have a fun honeymoon, we just got married and she’s always been more of a party person than an official one, isn’t that right, sweetie?” he coos, planting a soft kiss to your lips, violatingly. He couldn’t even follow the plan— the specific plan given directly to him. nausea flooded your every vein as you nodded.

“Yes, i’ve never liked silence, i prefer… variety,” you say, going along with the, apparently, new plan as you scanning the man in a certain manner to where he straightens his back. He grins sickly, “well, in that case, welcome to Bjbo’s cantina.” he says, eyeing you specifically as you and Li-tuun walk though the door.

You two are instantly bombarded with the pounding, ear ringing sound of overly loud music, dancing women and watching men of all variety.

“we were supposed to follow the plan, Li-tuun.” you whispered.

“i think mine worked better.” he replied as you two casually went up to the bar.

“do you have any.. rocino springgi?” Li-tuun asked the bartender, and you resisted a groan. He was moving way too quickly, coming up with lies and asking directly for the merchandise with no reason or back up plan as to a good reason of why he knows the code name.

the bartender eyed him suspiciously, and you, too. that’s when you noticed; he was the Rodian who had the merchandise. “and who are you supposed to be? i only serve that to members.” he bites, drying a shot glass.

You wanted to speak up, but once again Li-tuun took the chance for himself. “You know, i hear whispers, like anyone does.”

that’s it. you two were going to get your cover blown thanks to this.. absolute imbecile.

“uh huh.” the rodian says, watching you and Li-tuun closely before nodding. “fine.. one rocino springgi coming up.” he said, walking behind the counter slickly and motioning for you two to follow.

You looked at your partner surprised, and he only gave you a cocky smirk back. “what did i tell you? my plans are always smarter.” he retorted, and you rolled your eyes.

The rodian bartender came to a halt in front of a door, “you two go inside first.” he said, unlocking the door with a strange key, and you two blindly listened to him.

he opened it, and the second you stepped foot in, a pair of muscular arms wrapped around you.

“Jedi scum! I know who you two are!” he yelled, and you saw Li-tuun’s face flush with fear as he sprinted out the door, past the bartender and back the way you came. leaving you alone, defenseless.

you were scared.

you sent the man a glare, trying to pry yourself away from the arms wrapped around you and the hand concealing your mouth.

“listen here, little lady,” the man said, walking up to you.

“you’re going to tell us everything you know about what the jedi want with this merchandise.”

—♡—

after seeing that immature sunkrat kiss you directly on the lips, ahsoka was fuming, and has been for quite a while.

“I specifically told them to play as brother and sister, what is not to understand about that?” Anakin complained as Ahsoka continued to stare daggers into the doorway, waiting to see you both again.

“one simple order, one! i—”

“Master!” ahsoka cut anakin off, pointing below to see a disheveled Li-tuun; and no you.

Ahsoka instantly got an idea of what was happening, grabbing Anakins arm before he could go after the running boy.

“what about Y/n?” she asked, and Anakin looked at her. “what?”

“she’s not with him— she’s not—”

“we have to ask him what happened first, let’s go!” Anakin called, jumping to catch the boy.

Ahsoka looked back to the door, worry, anger and fear coating her mind, even after she followed her master.

Both Jedi jumped building to building to catch up with the fleeing boy, soon catching up when he stops for air.

“What happened the the specific plan i gave you?!”

“Where is Y/n?!”

Anakin and Ahsoka yelled angrily at the boy in sync, both faces flushed with irritation and Li-tuuns face was panicked.

“I— I improvised on the plan because it was m-more realistic, I thought the bartender bought it, he looked s-so convinced I.. a-and Y/n, she—”

“She what?!” Ashoka stepped closer to him, towering over is pathetic form— but before she could do much more, Anakin caught her arm; giving her a look.

“They.. got her. She was being help back by these two big men that I knew i had no chance against.. I ran to come find you guys an—”

“Liar!” Ahsoka yelled at him, ripping her arm away from her Masters to cower over the the boy.

“You left her! You left her completely defenseless and alone against three other people! She doesn’t even have her weapon!” She shouted at him, Anakin watching in surprised from her uncalled for outburst. “You’re a coward, You should never have the right to be called a jedi.”

“That’s enough, Ahsoka!” Anakin stepped in, separating her from Li-Tuun, the boys own eyes blown wide from her words.

“Where is Y/n currently being held? That is our top priority right now.”

“she’s.. behind the bar. There’s a door, that leads down into a hall with several others. We were entring one when—”

“which door?” ahsoka snapped, earning a specific look from her Master once again.

“I-it was the third door on the right, but there was a key to it. The bartender was the one who, y-that i saw, who had it.” he rushed, taking a seat on the dirty outside flood.

Ahsoka turned to Anakin, completely ignoring the overdramatic boys actions.

“Well? what are we waiting for, Master? lets go get her.” Ahsoka says, crossing her arms at the ways he looks at her.

“Fine— yes, we’ll have to.. improvise.” Her master agrees, shifting his glare from his padawan to the boy in the floor. “I will have a serious talk with you later, Li-Tuun, so don’t get too comfortable. Stand up.” Anakin commands the boy to do so and he does,wiping off his trousers free from sand.

“what are we going to do?”

“we? we don’t need you to ruin anything else.” Ahsoka turns to him, her eyes filled with disgust for the boy as if he was a disease.

“Ahsokas right. Go wait on the ship and com Obi-Wan. tell him what happened...” Anakin looked to ahsoka. “and say we had to improvise.”

Ahsoka met his eyes for a moment before shifting them down, walking past him.

Li-Tuun nodding and began to jog to the ship.

Anakin sigh, grumbling to himself as he caught up with his padawan.

“are you ready, snips?” he asked her, and she nodded her head quickly. “Yes.”

“okay, let’s go.”

—♡—

the who approached the door, the rodian from before continuing to stand ‘guard.’

“who are you two?” he spoke suspiciously, quickly shutting his mouth when anakin began a jedi mind trick.

“You do not need our names. You will let us in and tell no one.”

“i do not need your names. I will let you in and tell no one.”

Ahsoka took the first step, trying to hide her desperation to find you.

“Snips, careful with your weapons, be ready, okay?” he mumbled to her, earning a quick response in form of a nod.

they approached the bar, catching the bartenders attention.

“Can i help you?”

“You will take us behind the bar door, down the hall and to the right.”

Ahsoka had improvised this time, uncalled for. anakin sighs.

“I will take you behind the bar door, down the hall and to the right.” he repeated, putting his glass down ushering both of the jedi to follow him.

He unlocked the door with a key, like Li-Tuun had said. The three of them walked down the empty and silent hall, the light source of to which is not very strong.

The bartender unlocked the third door down on the right, where the other Padawan had said you’d been taken.

Ahsokas heart beat extraordinarily fast at the thought of seeing you again, but the fear that swallowed her was due to the condition she was afraid you would be in.

He opened the door; and both ahsoka and anakin were met with a body lying on the floor; your body.

Ahsoka gasped and rushed to you, missing the call of her name from master skywalkers lips.

The sound of a lightsaber crashing against metal ripped her attention away from the face she couldn’t see.

she turned around to see two big men, the ones li-tuun had described, attacking her master as the bartender closed the door.

She looked back to you, and to her master, withdrawing her lightsabers.

Anakin had cut off one of the men’s arms, leaving him a screeching mess as ahsoka plunged her lightsaber through his chest, cutting his screams.

The other one had ripped Anakin of his weapon, and Ahsoka lunged forward, throwing him one of her light green ones.

The two silenced his angry grunting as well, body falling to the floor.

Ahsoka took a breath. “are you okay, master?” she questioned, taking her lightsaber from him as he went to retrieve his own.

“yeah.”

at that, ahsoka rushed to you, flipping you over from on your side to face her.

The first thing she noticed was the new apparent bruise on your neck, following down your collar bone on on your showing through your newly unbuckled shirt. your arms were bound behind your back, legs as well. an unseen abdominal wound caught her attention when the unfamiliar feeling of a thick, warm liquid coated her hand. She panicked, breaths skyrocketing as she turned to her master. his face worried.

“we need to get her to a medic right now! s-shes bleeding out! her abdomen.. i-it’s a lot of blood. master we have to get her on the ship right n—”

“okay, calm down ahsoka,” he said, placing his hand on her shoulder, slightly pushing her aside so he could get closer.

Anakin softly lifted up your bloody shirt, trying to ignore the panicked sounds coming from his padawan beside him.

The shirt made wet sounds, lifting up stickily as your wound was revealed. It seemed like a stab wound, but in the same place multiple times.

the moment ahsoka saw, nausea flooded her every being and she thought she was going to throw up, having to look away.

“oh no..” anakin murmured, putting your shirt back over your wound.

“here’s the plan, snips. are you ready?” Anakin could tell that, by the tears in her eyes, her hands on your arm and the panic in her breaths that she indeed, was not ready.

“I need you to be ready, snips. She is going to be okay. We just need to get her to coruscant, fast.” he reassured.

Ahsoka looked at him, a pleading in her eye; please don’t let her die.

everything hit Anakin like a speeder train. Ahsoka was in love with you. realization flooded him like a wave, and he wonders how he could have been so oblivious. Anakins heart breaks at the sadness in her eyes, but he cannot allow his feelings to overcome him.

“Ahsoka, i need you to move, I—”

“no.” she whispers, almost as if her voice had completely vanished, her eyes staring at your unconscious, bruising face.

“Ahsoka. Move.” Anakin said sternly, pushing her away from you even as she protests, tears dropping down her cheeks.

Anakin wraps his arms under your head and legs, picking you up easily.

“Get the door, snips.” he commands, watching as her eyes stare at the blood puddle on the floor.

“Ahsoka! if you don’t do what you are supposed to, she will die.” Anakin hated using reality in this situation in fear of making it worse— but it seemed it made it better. Ahsoka stood up, wiping the few tears left on her face and withdrawing her lightsabers, quickly cutting a hole in the door; opening it.

The pair walked out, you with them. “Com Li-Tuun and tell him to come pick us up.”

Ahsoka nodded, pulling her com link up, doing as instructed, though it is hard to ignore her cracking voice.

Ahsoka lead the way, tearing through doors as to look for any exit besides the entrance they came through, to avoid more violence.

She knocked down a door, holding her hand out silently for her master to stay put; and he knew it was only because you were with him.

Shuffling was heard, and Ahsoka came out with a bag on her back.

“I.. have the merchandise, Master.” she said blankly, no emotion present in her voice.

Anakin was relieved they wouldn’t have to come back here, and nodded.

“great. I have an idea, snips. Break down that wall.” he said, earning a strange look from ahsoka, but she did as she was told.

the moment her lightsabers met the wall, it collapsed and the outside was revealed to them.

Ahsoka couldn’t ignore the rush of relief that flew through her, yet the fear came back just as suddenly.

“hurry, master.” she said, jogging ahead of him to look for the ship; which she found.

she ran to it, it opens to her command and she rushes inside, past Li-tuun and to the on ship med bay, preparing everything she knows she can.

Anakin came shortly after, placing you down on the bed.

Ahsoka only glanced up to Li-tuun once, the fear on his face made her angry. He wasn’t sorry that he left you there, he was afraid that this could have been him.

“time to go home.” Anakin said, leaving you with ahsoka once you were covered with a bacta patch and ventilator.

Ahsoka stood beside you the whole ride, holding your hand tightly.

—♡—

a bright light above you was blinding, causing you to groan at the eye pain.

shapes and forms of different sizes filled with no color flooded your vision, blinking a few times, the familiar white and blue of a hospital room was what you saw.

You slowly began to sit up, gasping at the intense pain in your abdomen, and having trouble swallowing with the pounding on your throat. You pushed through, groaning as you eventually sat up fully, taking in your surroundings.

You were on a hospital bed, bandages littered your body. your arm was in a cast, and you were completely alone.

You began to move your toes, wiggling them and than shaking your legs, smiling to yourself.

The door of the room opened suddenly, causing you to flinch, a cry of pain escaping you as you did so.

A nurse rushed to you, placing a delicate hand to your shoulder.

“oh, my. You’re awake! everyone will be splendid to hear. how are you feeling?” she questioned, a soft grin on her face.

“i.. where am I?” you asked her, watching as her eyes softened.

“you are in the coruscant emergency care unit. Two jedi brought you in four days ago, and you’ve been unconscious since.”

“Four days?!” you gasped, eyes shooting open. “what? no, no— i have things to do. I- i can’t be here. thank you for your help, truly,” you started as you lightly pushed her away, placing your feet from the covers to the floor.

“But i need to be somewhere. I have a mission to compete.” the moment you tried to stand, your legs gave out and the nurse caught you, pushing you back on the bed.

“I understand. but please, wait until you are excused from the hospital. Your body has been through so much. you need to rest.” she said, moving your legs under the blankets once more as you leaned against the pillows she set upright for you.

“would you like me to tell the jedi who brought you here that you are awake?” She questioned, and you debated.

You didn’t want anyone to see you in such a pathetic state, you barely know why your arm is in a cast. is it broken? twisted? you don’t know.

“I..”

“they wanted me to alert them as soon as you awoke, so I don’t have a choice.” she confessed, stepping away from you.

“I will be back shortly to bring you some food.”

You sigh, looking up at yourself in the mirrors reflection arcoss the room; the sight shocking even you.

You had bruises littered along your neck, down your chest and even up to your face. You shut your eyes. You do not remember.. anything. Only saying goodbye to ashoka, li-tuun improvising on the plan and it going, well, very smoothly.

How did you get so hurt?

The door to your room flew open, and you turned to see who it was.

Ahsoka.

she stood only a few feet away, tears in her eyes as you two stared at one another.

She approached you eagerly. Wrapping her arms around you gently; as if she knew where every wound on your body was.

“Ahsoka?” you asked, confused.

“what am I doing here? what happened to the mission? are you okay?” you question, scanning her body for any wounds when she pulls back, and her face is laced with confusion now, too.

“you.. don’t remember what happened?”

“I.. don’t.. I only remember Li-tuun improvising on the plan, and it going rather well. why am I in the emergency care unit?” you question, and before ahsoka could answer, the door opens again.

Your master, Obi-Wan, along with Master Skywalker and the nurse from before walked in.

Your brows shot up in confusion.

“what is happening right now?” you ask, glancing to ahsokas solem face before she walks to them.

“Masters,” she whispers, out of your line of hearing as the nurse approaches you with food, of to which you eagerly eat. “she doesn’t remember what happened, only that li-tuun improvised.”

the two sigh, looking at each other and back at you as you gobbled down some rashons.

“we best not tell her fully until she’s healed.” Obi-wan said, patting ahsokas shoulder and approaching you.

“Master,” you said, smiling.

“How are you? did we get the merchandise?” you asked, biting some more of the bar.

“Yes, you succeeded,” he said, making you grin more.

“that’s good. but why am I in this place?” you ask, putting down your food. Obi-wan looks away for a moment.

“Y/n, it is very good to see you awake again.” Anakin interjects, and you smile at him. “Master skywalker. Its so strange i was asleep for so long. I feel like i just saw you five minutes ago.” you laughed, and anakin smiled.

The chatting between you and both masters continued for a while before Obi-wan excused himself, claiming he would be back very soon with something for you. Anakin said he would go with Obi-wan to make sure he didn’t get ‘side tracked.’ and that left you alone with ahsoka.

“ahsoka, come sit next to me.” you say, scooting over to make room for her. she sits, smiling sadly at your bruised face.

“Hey, you better act like i have a normal face until it gets normal again. I can’t see it.” you push her shoulder. she laughs a little.

silence follows, and you felt something was wrong with her.

“I..i’m sorry i couldn’t protect you, y/n.”

she whispers, and your heart sinks.

“Ahsoka, I don’t remember what happened, but it was never your job to protect me. I don’t want to hear you apologize, okay?” you asked her, reaching your non casted hand up to brush her cute lekku, the lekku you’ve always loved so much.

Her sigh brings your attention back to her words. “okay?”

“okay.”

you smile.

you debate as to if you should say how you feel about ahsoka. You don’t remember what happened, but you are pretty sure she had seen you in the state you were in before getting medical care, and you know that if it was her, you would be beyond horrified.

“Ahsoka.. I..” You began, and she looked at you.

“I have something to tell you.”

Ahsoka was nervous for no good reason. You were safe and sound, happy, even.

“I wanted to say that.. I.. think I’m in love with you. I wanted to say sincerely, Thank you, so, so much for saving my life. I don’t know how i can repay you— i dont even know if you want be be near me after what i just confessed but, i know, I would do the same for you if my life depended on it.” you said, staring deeply into her surprised icy blue eyes.

Ahsoka was beyond happy, she was touched, she felt cared for and loved. Truly, really, deeply loved. By the person she loves.

“I.. I think I’m in love with you, too.” she says, and now it’s your turn to be surprised.

“you do?”

“I do.”

You smiled, big and cheeky, like always. The smile ahsoka loved so much.

you laughed, and ahsoka laughed— you both laughed together.

“Can.. Can i kiss you?— I-i’m sorry if that’s wierd or too fast I—”

Ahsokas lips cut you off, meeting yours in a way that you could have never described. They were soft, warm and delicate. You leaned into it, finally getting the chance to put your hands fully to her lekku.

She pulled back, a small smile on her lips.

a smile graces yours as well, but it was more shy.

you hugged her, and she hugged you.

“i love you so much, Y/n. i’m so glad you’re okay.. I don’t know what i would do if you weren’t.”

“I love you more, ahsoka. I owe you my life, and that I will give you.”

you put your forehead head to hers, both of your eyes fluttering shut. grateful for one another.

[maulfucker]

a handful of oc concepts

[fangirlforeversthings]

Babygirl

Am i the only one who finds his armor so sl*tty?

Like the tiny little waist, and the sl*tty thigh armor pieces drawing perfect attention on that juicy thights.

And don't even get me started on the helmet

It looks like he is wearing a baseball cap its so cute gsjsbdi💞 with the eye vision form and the pouty little mouth💞

[magicandmundane]

My Engineering Brain, shaking me: Omega, the Greek letter, is angular velocity. Get. A. Grip.

Me: What are you talking about? Omega is baby 🥰

[marvel-starwarsfangirl]

It's missing Tech hours because the Crosshair Reunion Tour ™ is happening and I know our favorite nerd would be so proud and happy to see his brother healing and coming home 😭

[punk-o-ween]

i love my room >_<

proof of being an absolute nerd😪 just wait until i get my mcr, green day, and radiohead posters along with some wwe action figures its OVER

[waxflowerwoes]

obviously chandrilan fashion is influenced by traditional east asian garments (the first time i was watched andor i was thinking about how much it reminded me of korean hanbok but that bias is probably indicative of how i grew up near a koreatown) and i saw someone somewhere say that it's odd that the shirts are crossed right over left (the way to dress a dead person) instead of the traditional left over right

now this could be a cultural oversight on the part of the costume designers. it wouldn't be the first time hollywood (or even star wars) appropriated an aesthetic they didn't understand. but with the line "play it how you want. but i'm going to assume i'm already dead," also existing in this show, maybe it's not.

[wolfs-writing-den]

Anakin’s a Dragon.

That’s it. That’s my fic brainrot atm. I have been rotating the idea in my mind for a while now, and I think it might actually develop into A Thing.

I should specify- Anakin can turn Into A Dragon. He gets bought by the Sith as a kid, and raised as a tool.

Obi-wan takes Ahsoka on as a Padawan, and eventually at some point during the War they all cross paths.

Obi/Ani would be end game. I just want cute Obi and draganakin cuddles. Obi guiding Anakin back to some sense of self and personhood. Etc etc etc

And angst. I want some Angst too.