#girl. i would rather die
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llumimoon Ā· 1 year ago
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everytime i go out driving with my mom i consider crashing the car and killing the both of us lol
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cowardlycowboys Ā· 11 months ago
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girl who constantly feels like they're in trouble and did something wrong
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michyeosseo Ā· 9 months ago
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I am determined to take Shen Li home.
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love2much Ā· 1 month ago
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just remembered i have to go back to school
#fallingtomykneesinslowmotion
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toastedghost-s Ā· 7 months ago
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henshin!
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radicallyperverted Ā· 6 days ago
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Women can 100% rape and assault others Iā€™ll never deny that but as someone whoā€™s been assaulted by both the threat simply isnā€™t there for me. The risk of pregnancy and the violation of a throbbing meaty dick is the worst part. When I see ftmā€™s try to be dominate rapists on here it always looks so performative.
Like, youā€™re going to make me eat your pussy?? At most Iā€™ll be a bit grossed out or uncomfortable when smothered but itā€™s not like I fear serious choking or throwing up. And the ā€œtdickā€ is statistically barely a few inches, and not wide enough to stretch me or make me gag in the slightest.
Obviously they can fuck me with a strap but at that point itā€™s more of a standard sadism-induced assault rather than actual rape. We both know you arenā€™t feeling anything besides maybe the satisfaction of seeing me uncomfortable. At this point you punching and kicking me without any sex involved would suck more and might have a chance of actually being traumatic. Seriously, what happens next? Are you just going to keep thrusting until your hips or hand get tired? Itā€™s not like youā€™re going to cum from this, and if you somehow do thereā€™s no risk involved for me. Youā€™re biologically incapable of filling my womb.
Itā€™s even funnier when they try to be misogynistic about it. Oh, girls are built for rape? Iā€™m fuckmeat? The only difference between us is that you have a self induced hormone imbalance and I have some amount of self awareness. To actual men we are viewed the same.
I know for a fact that if I ever got assaulted by a real life trans woman it would be heavily traumatizing and I would not enjoy a single moment of it. I hate cock. Itā€™s fun in fantasies when Iā€™m at my lowest but when I think about it too hard I get nauseous. Meanwhile if I was seriously raped by an FTM with nothing but ā€˜hisā€™ fingers and big clit involved I would probably be the horniest Iā€™ve ever been in my life.
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the-far-bright-center Ā· 24 days ago
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I'm sorry but 'dying of a broken heart' =/= 'suicide' and it's actually pissing me off to keep seeing it stated as such.
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forcedhesitation Ā· 8 months ago
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why should it just be steve who has all the torturous purgatory realm fun?
#dbd#myart#wip#quick clarification for those only familiar with the american version of ringu: sadako is 19.#anyway. I love that dbd lets me explore steve and nancy's characters outside the bullshit that the show is.#because the whole steve and nancy dynamic is Interesting. but the dustbags are plagued by cerebral hetrot so that story never GOES anywhere#it's just the ā€œWaaaah love triangle OMG!!! will they? won't they?ā€ crap. idk man. idc. why're these dumbasses breathing in Upside down air?#some people here have seen lucy before-- he is the ghostface pictured. and he's an OC. different person entirely from danny.#I won't explain his full lore here but-- he was a drag queen before the fog who started out by only killing those who he felt deserved it.#his entire persona satirises catholicism and he calls himself ā€œthe holy ghostā€ rather than ghostface. the entity made him an actual devil.#he's obsessed with steve because he LIVES his own role so he sees steve as his heroic opposite or some fucked up gay shit like that.#he's clutching kate's heart because if he were a real character in the game-- he'd have two moris.#one standard... and one for if a steve is present in the lobby. the second would involve him carving out the heart of a survivor as a gift.#he never harms steve though-- so it makes steve's penchant for self-sacrifice pointless.#steve instead has to do what he can to open the gates as fast as possible-- or watch everyone else die! :)#as for the toxic yuri-- it occurred to me that sadako's backstory bears some striking similarities to barb's story.#as soon as I realised this-- it was like I had suddenly gained the ability to see a new colour I could not see before.#sadako wanting to torment nancy as sick revenge for what happened to her but using barb's death as justification for this...#...nancy being unable to escape the ghost of barb... even in this hell dimension full of terrifying monsters--#it is still the memory of the girl she feels she ā€œletā€ die in steve's pool that scares and hurts her the most.#not to mention that sadako's powers are reminiscent of how the upside down related fuckery appears...#the screwy technology. the telekinesis.#I just REALLY love seeing characters be forced to confront difficult parts of themselves even if that shit REALLY hurts.#dbd makes it so easy to do that to any given character. of course this goes both ways too-- it'd force lucy & sadako to change too.#which opens the door for torment on their end too because killers who disobey the entity are tortured into obeying.#a rock and a hard place on both ends. and that is Exactly how I like it. intense. complicated-- a puzzle to be solved.
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thedrotter Ā· 8 months ago
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as a little treat i am sharing with you little Aya doodles I've done over the last few days to unwind ww just little expressions based on lines in-game because those are always fun to draw. nothing too special just biscuit
it's Aya because upon doing bizarrely throughout playthroughs of the game for still unspecified project purposes I've gained a soft spot for her she's my daughter now my mental tier list on my favorite characters is so confusing right now
#re:kinder#fanart#aya re:kinder#aya hibino#i state shes my daughter NOW because before i didnt pay too big of a mind to her#but honestly in each different playthrough of this game i gain new appreciation for each character#because fun fact ryou was my favorite character at first just because he seemed nice and was a healer and was nice#second playthrough brought in rei and shunsuke in my mind because they ate it up wirh their roles in the story#meanwhile as time passed yuuichi started to grow on me as i realized he was a little too relatable BASICALLY THINGS LIKE THAT#and spoilers for the unspecified project mentioned in the text just because i feel like it#i also did this because having a transcript of every line just spurred me on becquse of how easy it made things#its much more fun to start doing these kind of line based doodles when you dont have to manually go througj hours of gameplay to find stuff#so just being ablr to ctrl f through a document made me very glad HEUEHEHEBEHR#im still working on it it needs proofreading and polishing on some sides but overall it should be here soon i hope#if anyones interested in it do let me know HUEHEHEBRB i will post it regardless but it would be nice to know if anyone is interested#ANYWAY#as to why Aya seems to have a purse when her sprite doesnt its because her equipment mentions her carrying a yellow pouch#its meant to be that!!!#she looks very goofy with it on made me giggle ngl#(as in. amusement)#it adds more interest to her visual design so its nice to have it there im glad its there#OH YEAH SOME COMMENTARY ON ONE OF HER LINES HERE THAT REALLY PIQUED MY INTEREST#if sayaka dies and shes there to see it (thus. you chose to bring her with you) she has this line#where it implies that shes afraid of dying which makes things sad when she's suicidal#she already states i think her desire is more to disappear than to die exactly but even then it's quite sad#like even if she wants to disappear with how gloomy she's feeling and all the things going around with her parents#shes just a little girl who doesn't want to diešŸ˜­šŸ˜­#it really adds a sense of realism to how depression is tackled in game at least for me#that when one is depressed and suicidal a lot of the time it's the wish for this state of suffering to end rather than to actually die#SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER ITS ONE OF THE THINGS THAT UPPED MY APPRECIATION FOR HER
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atigrado Ā· 4 months ago
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class of 09 the flipside
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classics-cocks-and-concoctions Ā· 4 months ago
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Thatā€™s it, thatā€™s every Jeeves and Wooster story
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teeth-draws Ā· 1 year ago
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ā€œWhat do you mean heā€™s scary!! Look at him!ā€
ā€” taking artistic liberties to scrunkle the face of @shepherds-of-havenā€™s Blade Bronwyn - a man with 0.6% body fat lol
#shepherds of haven#if games#blade bronwyn#this is mc privelage at work#hc mcs but especially the ladies are like no heā€™s fine!! look heā€™s a lamb!! but if someone else tried this theyā€™d get their wrists broken#being an artist (like being a writer) makes your proclivities rly obvious because in this instance you can tell that I love#babying men who could kickflip me into the sun#picking fights with famed assassins likeā€¦ wow blade ur so confident for your height! and leave#blade likes girls with good hearts and Halle is not quite that but she IS an efficient worker so she always comes back with the winā€¦#and a bunch of rescued orphans and mages and stuff itā€™sā€¦ not a reflection of her personality but rather her work ethic which even then#is reluctant and put-upon#she didnā€™t want to be a captain let alone commander she was meant to be using this gang of do-gooders to fulfil her fate and then bounce#but theyā€™re all so wholesome and now she loves them despite her better judgement#and heā€™s so cute!! with his poetry and plants and the googly-eyed clam he keeps on his desk and talks to about his feelings!!#whatā€™s a girl to do?#thereā€™s only so strong you can be in the face of a man who tells you straight-faced heā€™d mcfucking die for you#talking the talk and walking the walk even to the most wary of wilderness orphans#as always blade you are a nightmare to draw I lost sleep over your skin tone#my foe of four years aka bladeā€™s left elbow is cunningly hidden#their child would be a serious force of nature and also really tall#fanart#shoh#can you imagine the name? between austere ket names and whack mage namesā€¦#these are my parents: blade and halwendi. my name is steele mechanicus and I DONT want to talk about it#just realised that if his brother saw this shit heā€™d get blade stoned for being a public hussy gosh sorry better make an honest man of him#new blade hairstyle is a shaggy wolfcut bc I think itā€™s cute on him lmao#this is a really autistic couple honestly#not quite sure where to put his hands#like when you flip a shark upside down
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andromeda-aura Ā· 5 months ago
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cill bipher
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My amazing boyfriend helped and did the arms and legs <333
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f1nneas Ā· 6 months ago
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I wish I had a babygirlicious man next to me to keep me company right now šŸ˜¼šŸ˜‰
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trans-estinien Ā· 10 months ago
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i love being autistic cause sometimes i get a glimpse into how regular people perceive things and its like. what the fuck. what the fuck is that? you live like this? and its normal?? i think YOURE the weird one actually. im fine. thanks though.
#THERES SO MANY WEIRD RULES#LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION TO HOW SOMEONE WALKS LIKE HUH????? WHY????????????#can someone fucking explain the dude head nod thing to me why do we do that. whats that about. ive never seen anyone do that irl before#is that an american thing or do i just hang around too many afab people#i am learning the intricacies of cis people gender rules and i am. what fucking planet have i been on the last 17 years like what is this#was there some like. rulebook they handed out at somepoint they forgot to give to me or something#ā€œbest way to learn is to observe the men around youā€ OBSERVE WHAT. YOU PEOPLE PAY THAT MUCH ATTENTION TO EVERY LITTLE MOVEMENT????#bruh i can barely make eye contact w people...#my ass has never intentionally copied someones mannerisms ever.#i do it subconsciously. but doing it actively feels weird and wrong and like im breaking someones boundaries#ā€œmen dont smile at people.ā€ well they should.#ive decided cishet men are the most boring people on the planet#ā€œdont move with your handsā€ YOURE BREAKING MY POOR THEATER KID HEART#i need to meet more gay men irl to absorb the vibe of cause i only know like two. not counting myself#i want people to look at me and go. ah yes. fruit.#at this point im just going to accept being misgendered for the rest of eternity. id rather die than be boring in the way cishet men are#my flavor of being trans is so influenced by my autism cause my perception of genders is completely off from what everyone else is doing#im like. yeah i want to be a man. and then i look at what the majority of men are actually like and its like. wait no. not like that#shoutout to flamboyant gay men where would i be without them#i think the thing that bothers me the most is that like#in my mind peoples genders are just. the way they express themselves.#its not like. this super big complex deal like how everyone else treats it. if that makes sense? like.#regular people have so many rules for what counts as a man or what counts as a woman or what counts as neither and its like???#you can do what you want???? why do we care????#and ive been doing this since i was little. on account of the autism#i just. dont get why its such a big deal to people.#i cant wrap my head around it at all#not nonbinary not a girl not aegender not a man but a secret fourth thing#(man but i do it my way instead of everyone elses way)#unfortunately doing it my way just. leads to the misgendering dimension. for some reason
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anthromimicry Ā· 9 months ago
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... do i dare say this is misao whenever she tries to get herself amped up for actually opening up to people JSJSJ
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