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I love my girl Miwa but as soon as I read that this image immediately popped up in my head:
#HAVE SOME STANDARDS GIRL DAMN#i want this relationship to work out too but this aint it#how do we relationship#cine te a intrebat#uhmmm theres SPOILERS past this tag in case u care to read this yourself just a quick warning#i kid i joke but this scene fucks me up i like how this manga handles queerness. it shows how messy and painful it can be#like we already got a bit of that with sae and her relationship with sex but this mmmmmm this one i didnt see coming#imagine u work up the courage to confess to ur high school crush and she says she cant date you#not cause she doesnt like you. quite literally /because/ she likes you and wants to take ur relationship seriously and respect you#but she cant do that. because shes afraid of people finding out. of having to hide all the time. of being ostracised. she's tired.#she cant find the strength to do that.#the frustration of being loved but society denying you the possibility of being together... ill clown on Miwa (its very easy) but i feel bad#for her#gaud i need to sleep hai pa
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my friends are dragging me to a bar with them on thursday and are already talking about plans for friday 😔 don’t they know i’m a recluse and depressed, i’m gonna be drained for weeks after thursday
#my friend: carina u simply cannot just waste away in your apartment every single day#me: 🥹#and they know if they text i’ll avoid 😔 so they make sure to make the plans while i’m physically with them 😔#they corner me like a wild animal#HAHAHHAH#i’m usually not so avoidant but 😔 ur girl has been in the worst mental health of her life the past few weeks#also hello guys#sorry i haven’t been as active lately
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I don’t think ppl give enough credit to rui for his dedication to fucking with people (outside of tsukasa of course) like. Knowing & acknowledging that nene wants nothing to do with him and Tsukasa on her first day of second year and deliberately following tsukasa to loudly ask if she’s getting along with people (just to be a jackass)? Implying his gift to akito will explode even though it won’t bc he wants to bug akito? Like I think rui at his core is full of love and a desire to make ppl smile but I also think he’s 200% committed to the bit first and foremost. If something will be funny he’s going to do it regardless of the consequences. Guy filled with zero social anxiety & a never ending desire to embarrass his friends.
#��he’s insecure’ is very fanon. like I think he has hang ups over that obviously as one does when one is excluded from their peers for being#odd. but he’s never had that issue w the general public. w friends? a little. but he’s kinda moved past that#gestures towards the Halloween wxs story and (heavy sigh) rmd.#project sekai#in general I will die on the hill of rui and Tsukasa having so much more self assurance and confidence than ppl give them credit for#if u want a fail girl nene is right there. open ur eyes.#consequences of ppl only viewing him thru a shipping lense…#*nene* is socially anxious#rui canonically trespassed on ppls property to put on solo shows for several years.#i could go on a rant abt tsukasa & the portrayal of him w social anxiety despite the ample evidence against it but I don’t feel like doing#it in the tags bc it is entirely unrelated. rui and Tsukasa (handshake emoji) horrifically misrepresented by fanon.#2 end on a more positive note: everyone think abt the comic where rui is perfectly capable of understanding emu#and he has the ‘all perfect’ text after comprehending her fascinating vocabulary. beautiful. perfect wxs relationship moment.#read curtain call again. & the other rui focuses. main story in general. etc.
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Some of you don’t want to hear this but Mathias hasn’t always been uwu baby protect at all costs 🥹, in seasons 1 and 2 he actually did some heinous shit just like every other character in this show, because that’s the point. They’re teenagers and they’re imperfect and they fuck stuff up. I’m not really vibing with the collective forgetting of everything Mathias did to Sara in regards to outing her mental illness/breakdown and literal stint in a psych ward to the whole town, basically, out of spite and without her consent, and then never apologizing or taking accountability for that. The fact that she was able to forgive him for that without any sort of apology is kind of a miracle tbh. Anyway the fact that we now see Mathias in a different light and feel the need to *gently hold* is a testament to character development and seeing him as a whole person with his own serious issues that are worthy of attention, and I think some other characters deserve that same grace.
The point being that no matter how bad you think Erik and Olivia sleeping together is, that doesn’t mean that either of those characters are going to be completely irredeemable because of it.
tl;dr none of these characters are supposed to be fully “good” or “bad” they’re just human teenagers except Felix, he fully sucks and can go die in a hole
#ngl i love mathias but i’m not gonna sugarcoat or have selective memory about his past actions just bc he’s going thru it rn#that being said LEAVE HIM ALONE FELIX 🔪🔪🔪#also i’m more pissed at olivia than erik in this situation#bc erik is dumbass and (somehow?) I think still doesn’t realize that Mathias has feelings for him#but olivia fully knows and she’s gonna sleep with erik anyway?????#girl ur on thin fucking ice#rykter
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Kai doodles/character sheet
#youkai gakkou no sensei hajimemashita#a terrified teacher at ghoul school#translations#twitter pics#girl ur cheese slice is so funny#i dont think i ever mentioned it but ive been calling him cheese slice in my head for the past like 7 months
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imagine you disappear bc ur busy dimension hopping trying to save ur own dimension or wtvr + then you get back to find ur two bffs who you've never introduced are now dating
#girl why are u making out at ur job past closing😂😂#fionna and cake#fionna and cake fanart#adventure time#fionna campbell#marshall lee#prince gumball#gary prince#gumlee#i was initially going to refuse to call him gary#but if im honest it actually grew on me somehow#like fine yea thats a gary i guess....#cake is like the homophobic dog#I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE!!#it's soooo over for me when ep 6 drops#the episode drops + i drop dead!
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guess which boyfailure just broke down crying in a culver's !!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
#💬 ⌗ 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 . . . ✧#so im . i have to makeup an online class session right#i have to be on a zoom from 7 pm to 9#and im like cool sure i can do that but i just got out of conditioning and the crew team is going to culvers for fundraising#and like... the zoom wont be that strict right. i can have my camera off probably haha#top ten words spoken before disaster i tell u wtf#girl pulls up to the zoom call#CALLS ATTENDANCE 4 TIMES#btw#atp im in the culvers line tryna order right. she then sets down some rules#camera on. microphone has to be working#okok rudimentary stuff i can work w that right.. haha no then she goes you cant talk or laugh keep ur full face in the frame and NORMALLY t#that kinda sturff wouldnt be a probelm but im over here at culvers being big backed yk so i go ok. no worries ill lock in#so i borrow my friends knockoff airpods and sneak a couple bites in of my cheese curds but like fast sneaky and hand over mouth type shit y#anyways the tags are probably gonna get cut off so ill wrap this up. i suffer through not being able to take a bite of my burger for a good#hour and 20 minutes and thne my phone just fucking dies. after all that#i had to like dodge my friends hands in the air i had to make sure no one was in my camera frame cause girl would regularly check too#that and my lack of sleep for the past three weeks just accumulate to me sobbing in culvers im so paatheicsdafjsdl
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on second thought, I’m thinking I should’ve never come back to this app lmao
#🪷—faerie whispers#cause girl what is the actual fucking point anymore#it ain’t shit but JJK on this app#and I’m so goddamn tired of seeing it#I never have time to write anymore and when I do#it feels so underwhelming#like I’m hating everything I’ve put out in the past two months#sorry y’all#i’m having a bad day#I’m just exhausted and my one escape actually feels like hell now#the negative thoughts win again#literally proved my point from months ago#that it was never abt what we write#it was who we wrote for#I’m seeing rapper sukuna#plug choso#and baby daddy toji#the same hcs all the aot writers got shit and ran off of here for LMAO#the jokes write themselves#I thought it was classless and ghetto and harmful to blk women 🤪#or do y’all make passes for ur fuck ass favs just curious
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also while we're here i would like to share the two iterations of tumblr user gorespawn that have existed since i abandoned this blog back in like early 2021. Who wants me
#i grew my hair out so i could twirl my hair while giggling about bald men#and also t.o.p of bigbang#and short men i see at the grocery store who honestly make me feel light-headed with raw and unbridled Want#but that's just a joke. i am. Lesbian#''no ur not'' I AM#anyway i used to be so ripped and hunky but now i am frail and sickly#what getting a job can do to a mf#thankfully i quit my job last week YIPPIIIEEEEEEE so now i will work towards becoming an absolute hunk again#wish me luck#ALSO#if anyone is obsessed with me and remembers all my lore i used to be transgender and i still am like lowkey on the down low#but in a new exciting way#anyway i used to be a gay man and then a stone butch dyke (as seen above) but now im practicing being a girl#it is very difficult but it is also fun. ive never been a girl before so it's a lot#anyway i bought two super cool sexy dresses yesterday for the first time ever in my life#sexy dresses meaning up to my neck and down to my feet and past my elbows. kind of like a wardrobe straight out of the handmaid's tale#from (to quote my friend) ''*The* old lady store'' thanks man. well i think theyre pretty and its v exciting bc ive never been a girl befor#anyway#who wants me#i still use the name emil online btw and i honestly always will i think it's just so me and also i do still answer to he/him dw#in a man way not in a he/him lesbian way#''he's LGBTQA+'' what. all at once?#yes.#i have mastered them all i have collected all the genders and all the sexualities and ive never been ''wrong''#it just keeps switching. which is fine. well im a girl now. in a detransitioning man way. who is insanely attracted to men#but you will have to tear this lesbian label out of my cold dead hands#''you can't call urself lesbian if u have sex w men'' well first of all fuck you and second of all i am celibate so you dont need to worry#''what the hell are you talking about'' nothing. now look how hot i am#im just joking around i hope that's fine w y'all
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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Let’s see here- an abusive, narcissistic prick who manipulates women and has a clear red raging bull design but the fandom calls him a “fucken goatman” regardless?
At the very least Adam was so homophobic that, in a roundabout way, he became the number one Bumbleby truther (“I will make it my mission to destroy everything you love, starting with her”, “WHAT DOES SHE EVEN SEE IN YOU?!”, etc etc), the fuck does Montyass got going fer him???
#also blake and ada are both bisexuals wh got manipulated and hurt by these two respective dipshits but ada got NOTHING on miss bellabooty#ada girl please i understand this is a realistic deciption of someone suck in a cycle of abuse#that as a victim of hostility you are drawn to all that u know and willing to take in any scrap of positive attention u can no matrer how fa#-fake whoops tag limit#BUT GIRLY PLEASE GET UP GET UPPP U CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER LIKE#LIKE YEAH I UNDERSTAND WHERE UR COMING FROM AND HOW U JUST HAD A HUGE MENTAL BREAKDOWN#AND HOW ANNABEL MADE IT WORSE BUT SAYING NO ONE IS GONNA TAKE U SERIOUSLY AND MONTYASS CAPITALIZED ON THIS#BY SEEMINGLY TAKING U SERIOUSLY AND NOW UR UNDER HIS SPELL#BUT HOLY FUCK!!! ARE U MAKING BAD CHOICES RN!!!#meanwhile Blake’s arc of growth past her trauma of domestic abuse and learning to trust others and love herself#the chef’s arent kissing bro this is cHEF’s W E D D I N G#rwby#bumbleby#blake belladonna#nevermore webtoon#ada nevermore#no i wont tag the ship name fuck that noise stay out stay out sTAY OUTTTT‼️‼️‼️
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tori sitting on the stairs is so. the lighting in heartstopper is awesome big fan of the blue/orange. is tori also depressed in the show i still think it would be so fucking funny to offhandedly mention her school burning down
#whisp whispers#charlie is the focus here yeah but if micheal gets introduced it does mean that solitaire is relevant#meaning 'toris school got set on fire bc some guy was that obsessed with her' and 'tori tried to kill herself' is like. possibly canon#and i think it's SO funny that there is a very large chance that all that Happened and just isn't being acknowledged#noooo charlie don't kill yourself ur so awesome&cool haha.... uh. oh hi tori. you can like. die i guess idk. not gonna stop you#like it really is just brushed past entirely in the comics. which is sad but also extremely funny like. conceptually. my older sister#almost killed herself in a state of mania. oh well. she has a boyfriend now though so that's cool!!!#<-well. depression i guess. some mixed of sleep deprivation mania and also just normal depression. she's awesome#i hope the ferris wheel coming out scene gets adapted. please please please please please. please. if that scene gets changed#because isaac came out first i'm going to .do nothing probably. but mann. man. tori spring 'im asexual' scene please. please. please.....#these tags are not relevant to the post anymore really. sorry for heartstopper posting my irl i usually talk abt oseman to hasnt seen it yet#um. circling back to my original point. if her depression is canon how do you think she feels sitting there knowing she can't get help#bc the resources need to go to her brother and she can't draw attention away from him. tori's tumblr makes an appearance also that was#scary. what do you mean tumblr is on tv in the year of our lord 2024. hello? .anyways brought it up because#'anon asked: who's ur best friend? / probably my brother. sad.'#man. she's so awesome. me if i was cool and british and a girl and had a brother and also if my school burnt down
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it’ll be our little secret, right?♡
#aitsf#ai the somnium files#iris sagan#a-set#aitsf spoilers#ai the somnium files spoilers#ai somnium files#my art#(ok now if you read past this ur just gonna spoil urself... so tread carefully ig)#b-set#saito sejima#the whiplash of going from a cute minecraft somnium to whatever the fuck psyncin in the vain was. girl help#truly my thought process was like 'oh she's just chillin' to 'oh boy smth happened here' but bc i did her route first i thought it was like.#parallel world tra/uma and all that jazz#love bset. sometimes a girl has to be so <3#whoever did the arg videos did good tho. that was also v scary#the 'be you' part btw is meant to be 'be seeing you' but with an eyeball bc scary eyeball game yk#edit: 'be you' also fits fine bc of saito's bodyhopping but i loveeeee his banger one-liner#also pls notice her blond(e?) tips <:3 more foreshadowing
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what's your favorite song?
sorry man i couldnt decide on just One
so i made a playlist <- i DONT recommend listening to it on shuffle some of these songs are so soft and some are so LOUD
#i ordered it from most docile to most hostile#<- but i know that there are. more “hostile” songs in my playlists#but yea#i wouldnt rlly go past coordinate shift if ur not too good with loud-ish screamy songs#theres some calmer songs past that (punisher. exit girl. for you and your denial) but id ->#categorise everything else as pretty aggressive#sid answers#lol one more playlist to. add to my ever growing list of playlists#i gotta fix my other ones actually#also its 1am ive been organising this thing for two ish hours.#what can i say. i like sorting :shrug:#anyway SORTING TAGS#sid rambles#ALSO I HAD TO COMPROMISE ON SO MANY SONGS.#I DONT HAVE THE CRANE WIVES ON THERE#OR OTHER VOCALOID PRODUCERS#OR OTHER PUNK BANDS#GRAAAAH#I HAVE SO MANY LOUDER SONGS TOO#AND SOFTER SONGS !!#I WANTED TO KEEP IT SHORT GRNFHHDHR
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Technically there could be a Spamton x reader fic that’s a parody on Scott Pilgrim because Spamton has 7 implied exes who range on a scale of deadly. Sadly this does mean you take the role of Scott Pilgrim.
#have Spamton be ur manic pixie dream girl#literally the only part he’s missing is the being hot part#seven exes = 4 Addisons + 1 Swatch + 1 Jevil + 1 queen#I hate that it adds up and I hate how much potential play he got#number one rated rizz master circa 1997#ps I’ve never actually fully watched Scott pilgrim past finding out he’s dating a high schooler#that can be removed from the x reader instead ur like dating nubert or something#I just think it’s funny#y/n and the seven deadly exes#utdr#deltarune#undertale#spamton x reader#spamton x addisons#Spamton#Spamvil#Swatchton#spamqueen#queenton#spamton g spamton
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mewtuals why do we think lettuce could telekinetically control water? None of the other mews could control the elements like that (although I wish they would’ve. Would’ve loved if zakuro was just hurling fireballs around actually) 🤨
#it’s COOL and I LOVE IT I just want to hear the people’s Thoughts#actually mints wings were too small to fly with if we’re being realistic (I usually am not when I think abt magical girls but. let’s try)#maybe she was just airbending to fly??? 😭#sanchoyorambles#tokyo mew mew#throw it in the tag 2 hear from the girlies 🎤#tmm#also lettuce in new had the whole VISION FROM THE PAST AND she could also always do the mermaid thing#none of the other girls could go Half Animal either???!#im not counting Ichigo popping just cat ears and a tail that is NOT as much as ur entire lower half turning into a Creature#and in the series her going full cat was treated as an Issue but lettuce going mermaid WASNT right ? bc she assumedly had more control?#that’s crazy. lettuce is the strongest mew to me.#Ichigo I think is more of a conduit of the other girls powers so she can channel the group attacks#I’d love to hear other ppls thoughts or headcanons tho 🤔🎤
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