#ghosters vibes

[sapphic-story]

Jody Chan, “aubade for the BPD subreddit user who wrote can people with BPD love?”

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for causing a friendship to implode?

In college I was very close with my 3 roommates, and we remained close for a year or so after graduation. After this, I began to feel strained in the relationship. I was feeling growing pains as I settled into adulthood and felt like we weren't in the same place in our lives anymore. I didn't want to have drunken sleepovers as our only in-person interactions anymore - they all lived in our college town, I moved an hour away for work, and every time I visited it felt like we were just reliving college, which I was super not interested in doing. They had also brought in another person to the friend group who I was realizing I absolutely did not vibe with and would rather avoid. I decided to keep some distance from the group, and avoid going to any events this extra person would also attend. I didn't say anything about this intention because I didn't want it to be like an ultimatum "choose me or this person," but I turned down a couple invites because of their presence, and I avoided the group chat we had (because starting another chat with the roommates and not this person felt incredibly petty. In retrospect I should have just done this). I was trying not to be a bitch and kick up a fuss about this person. I figured that someday our lives would mesh together better again, and I'd also be able to maintain a relationship with my roommates that didn't involve this person; we were still friends but it was a cool down period. All of my post high school relationships follow this pattern successfully, we don't talk for months and then reconnect like no time at all has passed.

After like 6 months of this, I invited my roommates to a housewarming party (I did not invite the 4th person, and I was ready to own up to not wanting them in my home). My roommates responded thusly: ghosted me with no response; lied about being out of town with family that day (and posted on Instagram from their home during my party); and finally, one texted me to say that I'd "been distant" and they no longer wanted to hold space for a relationship with me. I was blindsided and pretty devastated.

In the 4 years since, I've reached out multiple times to the friend who lied, who has responded politely but, knowing them, is not interested in talking to me, and to the one who ghosted. I was able to meet up with them once, and thought we were healing the relationship, but they flaked on me several times in the months following that discussion and I was tired of being hurt. After I found out they flaked on going to a con with me in favor of going to the con with the roommate who lied, I was done. I told them that their actions didn't match their words and if they were actually interested in a relationship to hit me up in the future. They said "I had a good time at the con, idk why you feel like this?" Bc you avoided me the whole time dude! Our last interaction was a few months after this when a misguided mutual friend told the ghoster to reach out to me when I was going through a traumatic event. My hurt was so fresh from the con situation that I rebuffed the ghosting roommate, not being comfortable with that level of vulnerability in front of them anymore. That was 3+ years ago; I reached out again a couple months ago in one last attempt to reconnect with the ghoster and the one who lied, and received no response. I have no interest at this time in reconnecting with the one who straight dumped me over text.

This has been hurting me for years. Was it my fault that I lost my 3 best friends seemingly overnight? Did I try so hard not to be an asshole that I overcorrected and was an asshole anyway?

Info: for additional context, all 3 are still friends with each other and the 4th person I don't like, and the ghoster and one who dumped me have been dating since graduation. When the dumper dropped me, all our other college acquaintances unfollowed/blocked me on social media, so we no longer have any mutual friends.

What are these acronyms?

[blackh0legreensun]

Hiii ok so what’s the vibe on michael x Mike Crew?

I like to imagine they had like… one date before their respective Encounters, or dated off & on without getting really close, but after Ex Altiora and Sannikovland (idk if the timeline matches up but I think they were similar times?) they meet again—whether by circumstance or planned—and confide in each other

OH.... OH YOU. I LIKE YOUR BRAIN

6'2 throat of delusion incarnate x 5 foot nothing mary poppins ass...

honestly i think it would be INCREDIBLY rocky at first post encounter, dare i say doomed yaoi. I'm not sure if i interpreted Mike's story correctly but just from what he spoke of with his childhood trauma it seems like the Spiral had its eyes on him, so i can see him harboring pretty bitter feelings towards Michael, despite the fact that every time he hears that stupid distorted laugh he thinks about the way Michael used to giggle at the coffee shop they'd have their little dates on.

Mike is a bird to me, a canary covered in coal trying to shake off his feathers, overwhelmed by the safety of being so high up in the endless blue sky as opposed to suffocating down in the mines. I think as a result he really isn't one for much more than casual. unfortunately i think hes like a serial ghoster and that's why him and Michael were on and off 😭 poor sweet Michael, pre Distortion he's honestly a baby, i think mike would have been drawn in with the way his eyes look like the sky during a light drizzle, the way Michael just seemed so.... light. breezy. but what makes them so... incompatible? doomed? in this regard is that Michael *isn't* breezy and free. he's a ball of anxiety and insecurity, unable to trust even his own perception of himself. Mike would probably be unsettled by basic affection, would probably be put off by how giving and doting Michael is. he's not used to it, it makes his skin tingle being touched even casually, and his brain often mistakes that for the crawl of electricity in his veins.

but he keeps coming back. he keeps reaching out. and every single time, Michael forgave him, let bygones be bygones, took Mike out for tea, and the cycle would start all over again.

my friend and I once did an RP where one of my vast OCs (who was basically the narrative foil/antithesis of Mike) (aka, he got struck by lightning and became obsessed with storms and chasing the feeling) freaked Mike out by blocking out the sky, blocking out his bright blue savior. and Michael, ofc, was kinda giving mike shit for it ("you need a door ^-°/") and so when mike inevitably got pissed and ran at the Distortion to strangle him, Michael just... stepped aside. yeet him into the corridor. i think that's their dynamic, this endless game of cat and mouse where one antagonizes the other and either Michael gets yeet into the sky or Mike gets tossed into a corridor. Michael tends to call him "birdie" or "free bird" though

essentially they wouldn't be friends, they wouldn't be lovers, they would be this secret third thing where if anyone else tried to hurt Mike Crew, they would get tossed into a corridor and trust that Michael would *not* let them out anytime soon. all this to say, Michael would squish Daisy's brain into the shape of a dick and show it to Helen with a sickening laugh.

[roleplayhonestybox]

stumbled upon a serial ghoster in a discord group rp, and turns out, they've ghosted me a bunch of times before.

we ended up having a chill convo about the ghosting sitch in the rpc and they went on about how they live for the idea of immersing themselves in the overall vibe, aes, shipping dynamics—but that they hate being committed to a plot and that the writing part is a total drag.

i get the loss of muse/inspo and all, but like, they love the hype and the prepping, but when it comes down to the nitty-gritty of writing and sticking to a story, they're not about it??

thanks for the honesty ig, but why selling pipe dreams to people who actually want to write??

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[lcviathans]

( harris dickinson . genderfluid . he/they ) — blasting lotion by deftones down main street we’ve spotted jack "bunny" armstrong sporting a poorly - trimmed mullet and even shittier tattoos, bruises at every joint; an old thrifted t - shirt cropped too far up; and the rattiest pair of jorts ever seen by mankind. the twenty eight year old oracle who’s been in town for two weeks often can be seen stealing parts for their decrepit motorcycle, smoking outside of the only bar in town with a blood - stained mouth and a crooked grin, climbing out of someone else's window too early in the morning, giving himself a new prone - to - infection tattoo, shoving the bloodiest burger anyone's ever seen inside of their mouth, or working as a bartender at the old haunt. people say they display uninhibited and volatile traits, but we rather trust their vibes: the gleam of a knife's sharp edge in the deep, dark night - illusion shattered when the blade is lifted beneath bleeding nose; a pair of headphones that are all wires, all peeling leather - the music is nothing but static; boot print pressed against the chest like a blooming flower, skin angry and red; the stench of hand - rolled tobacco that clings in between fingers and lips; and a wallet's family portrait mirroring crumbled smiles and watery eyes, gut - wrenching guilt every time it's pried open. also, we’ve heard they love hot showers ! aren’t they fascinating ?

content warning for mentions of... incarceration, childhood illness, drugs, gunshots, wounds.

profile.

full name — eoghan llewellyn. jack armstrong.

nickname(s) — exclusively bunny ( alternatively; bunz, if only to incite anger ).

place of birth — duck, west virginia.

date of birth & age — may 13th, 1996. twenty8.

gender / pronouns — genderqueer, he/they.

orientation — bisexual, with homoerotic tendencies.

occupation — bartender at the old haunt; professional hustler; amateur drug dealer.

astrology — taurus sun, aries moon, gemini rising.

kind of being — oracle.

abilities — precognition, divination, telekinesis, spirit talkng and dream walking.

residence — a shitty, abandoned trailer, shoddy from years of neglect; the curtains have cigarette - burns and cockroaches have long - claimed the shower floor.

interests — chain - smoking outside the employee's door at the old haunt. hot showers, the kind that turn your skin red and mottled. silver rings and steel toe boots. winning a bet; winning in general. competition and worthwhile prizes. the smell of smoke, and fresh - settled ashes. nighttime. a good time. whatever he can get his hands on; mind - numbing highs and the taste of sour beer. alley cats and feral strays. stealing the last fry, the last pie slice, the last or first or maybe both kiss; always having the last laugh.

aversions — religion, but sometimes not; hard to pray to a god one no longer believes in. one that's barely there. personal questions, and getting too close. the authorities. arguments, sometimes - but never fights. tending to their own wounds; sometimes it's better to let it rot. dogs. country music, unless it fucks - then sometimes. pleather; give them the real shit. nostalgia; it's always a trap. being wrong. being right.

quirks — keeps bottlecaps in a clear vase like they're trinkets. is constantly moving around, restless. dine and dashes frequently. spins a silver band that adorns their left ring finger. eats food that's fallen on the floor. hogs the bedsheets. loves to be warm but never dresses for it. frequent ghoster. hustles others for money, especially when it comes to bar games. acts like he has the biggest mouth, when his past is a mystery.

most played — lotion by deftones.

notable features — a mess of a mullet, typically bleached. a nose once - pointed, now crooked from one - too - many punches. skin littered in tattoos, both self - done and professional.

general disposition — body at odds with itself, limbs so gangly they're only odd angles; a walking crime scene, with dead eyes to match.

character study — jesse pinkman ( breaking bad ) & mickey milkovich ( shameless ).

background.

incarceration; born in the appalachian mountains, in a tiny bumfuck town with few residents - bunny knew the stain their family held on the town before they could form a coherent sentence. it was evident in the way they looked at them, at their mother; a madwoman by all means, grieving a husband sentenced for life without parole. the llewellyns weren't welcome, not his mother nor his sister nor him.

childhood illness mention; as the years progressed, their mother worsened. his sister fell sick, like she'd fallen asleep but couldn't wake. their family was cursed - with what, he didn't know. didn't care to know - at eight years old, he knew he couldn't stay. didn't want to. so he left - took what little belongings he had, and followed the only road out. nobody searches for the child nobody wants.

the rest of his childhood is a blur of makeshift campsites and worn - down towns, odd jobs for spare change and farmer - tan sunburns. he grows like a summer weed, tall and spiraling and surprisingly strong for their scrawny form. there's a different name every town, a new identity chosen with every person he meets. he survives through labor jobs and work nobody else wants to do.

appalachia haunts him. he can hear the mountains in his mind, see his sister in his dreams. hear their mother crying. they never truly leave him - even thousands of miles away. alive, yet haunting. other voices speak to him too, spectral forms barely comprehensible to his visible eye, like looking at a physical smudge. visions come to him during his sleep. in his dreams - he can go anywhere; walk anywhere. he begins to understand why his mother went mad.

he joins a traveling carnival for a brief stint during their teenage years; their powers become useful only this once. the boy psychic, the all - seeing armstrong. the dreamwalker, the metaphysical medium. he tells people of their deceased loved ones, of their upcoming futures. it's a hit, unsurprisingly; even if he has to make things up on occasion - it's not a switch they can turn on and off, but nobody needs to know.

drugs mention; eventually, the act grows old; as jack - no, bunny - ages, the boyish charm wears off. the voices are getting louder and he wants them to stop. the carnival is an easy gateway to bigger, better things; to casual drug runs and selling to rebellious teenagers in their own podunk towns, to robberies at lone - road gas stations. going home still isn't an option; it's been so long - is it even home, still? was it ever home? bunny barely remembers his name.

gunshots, wound mention; during a stint gone wrong and a rogue crewmate, bunny made the run for it. ran and ran; pushing through branch and fog and - boom. portum, in all it's glory. the sirens and gunshots behind them fizzling into nothing, the only remnant of the woods behind them the bleeding wound in their side.

details.

incredibly evasive; doesn't answer questions of their past, but is brutally straightforward otherwise. what you know of bunny is what you get; they don't sugarcoat things, or act in kindness. their opinions are black and white, all warped perceptions and no grey area.

emotional and, at times, volatile. feels deeply, deeper than he'd like to - than he'd like to portray. fights are commonplace, especially without rhyme or reason. sometimes bunny thinks they just like to bruise.

not the most intelligent person, but has street smarts and common sense. is practical. doesn't know jack shit about pop culture, and doesn't understand references to it.

has a deep appalachian accent that hasn't gone despite having not been in the mountains since young childhood. stronger with his emotions.

doesn't like to acknowledge the fact that they're an oracle; doesn't want to dig into their family history, or dissect their mother's behaviors that make - startlingly more sense the older they age. only really has a handle on talking to those beyond the veil ( the ones without a ghostly form, the ones forgotten ) and dream - walking. everything else happens at a whim.

drugs, smoking; the first thing bunny did when they entered portum was smoke half their pack of cigarettes, snort a line, and go to the bar. someone had to patch them up in the bathroom because they didn't realize they were injured. but it's been smooth sailing since; they're in cahoots with a local witch to help them continue their... dealing.

isn't all stood - up hairs and unbridled anger. can be giddy, or amused; sometimes even excited. is softhearted when it comes to animals - particularly cats. is scared of dogs, but would never admit it.

got a shitty old motorcycle out of the junkyard and repaired it himself; drives it around town - you'll always hear him coming before you see him. is constantly stealing parts for it because it keeps breaking down on them.

is kind of living like a king if their empire was of dirt. took over a rundown, abandoned trailer as their own and lives in squalor with a sick sense of glee about it. it's practically luxury living to them. is churning ideas in their head on how to use their life in portum to their advantage.

prefers not to sleep alone and loves affection but is, well, emotionally stunted. sleeps around easily but is quick to ghost when they feel like it's becoming something serious - something real. knows how to pull away before it hurts.

can be dry and sarcastic and a little biting, except for their bouts of unpredictability. sometimes just... loses it for a bit. loses the plot. seems to get a genuine thrill out of violence, like it's a release.

reliable, to a degree. if they say they'll be there - then they'll be there. doesn't make promises often - but he never goes back on his word.

[bisluthq]

When do you realize you’ve been ghosted? How much time does it need to pass before you know? It also feels like an anticlimactic way to break up because there isn’t like a set moment in time when that person left you? There is for them because they know when they decided to ghost you but when does the break up actually start?

idk I’ve both been the ghoster and the ghostee and in both cases I’ve been confused. Like as the ghoster I haven’t known what to say so I’ve just not said anything lol because I knew anything I’d say would not come off right and - like Matty I guess - I can get very cowardly and like I have always meant to say what was on my mind but then I was like “damn it’s been too long now it’s just weird” and not said anything at all. As the ghostee I’ve been confused because I’m not sure if I’m being ghosted or the person is just busy or if like the vibe just fizzled and most times that I’ve been ghosted and been lowkey relieved because going to the first example I can be very cowardly and I’m not great at leaving situations so like if the person decides to do it for me by just no longer talking to me I kinda appreciate it? But tbf none of those situations were like Tatty where my shit was at this person’s house and I essentially went out to buy cigarettes and never came home 💀💀 That’s a whole other level of bullshit. And also I’m very weird lol like besties don’t live life like me.

[joe-moi]

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HARD agree lol. I think it’s pretty obvious that he isn’t interested at all in a relationship right now specifically but I also get the sense that he has a history of being an F boy too. That’s why it’s surprising to me he’s apparently had several long term relationships. I honestly would’ve guessed he’s had none lol.

I think he’s probably very flirty and may lead people on a bit. And I’ve heard Aquarius men are cold AF like will just randomly desert you one day lol so I wouldn’t be surprised if he’s a ghoster

I’ve never dated an Aquarius man. But I have dated some pretty awful ones, and I love fuck boys. For some reason that’s my type and I can’t get away from them and he kind of gives me that vibe. Which I think is why I’m so attracted to him.

[lisabmagdalena]

Back in the day, I’d give a lot to men so they felt appreciated and admired. In return I’d be ghosted, benched, mucked about, gaslighted or men that sat back and received.

I was zapped dry by these one-sided, emotionally unhealthy relationships and then I’d obsess about why they weren't reciprocating my level of interest.

I wasted a lot of time on the emotionally unavailable. Exhausting and painful.

(Got a feeling this might be talking to you too, lady 😘♥️)

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[makeste]

BnHA Chapter 317: My Boy Was Just Like Me

Previously on BnHA: AFO randomly blew up Lady Nagant as a good reminder of why you should never make a deal with this fucking guy, smdh. Hawks was all “well if it isn’t my two best friends, Deku and Lady Nagant, both of whom I respect and love tremendously.” Everyone was all “??” and Horikoshi was all “shh... just pretend” because it was too embarrassing for him to admit that he forgot to write a couple of set-up flashbacks I guess. Anyway so Hawks got Lady to tell them where AFO was hiding out, and everyone said goodbye to her and Overhaul, who never did get to see his boss (sorry buddy, I’ll send you a vial of my tears in the mail), and headed out to a house in the woods. AFO was all “hello Deku :) :) it sure is fun making you suffer :) :) :) anyways this is a trap”, and blew up the house. Yeah, we all here are getting reaaaaaaaal tired of your shit, AFO.

Today on BnHA: The Hawksquad and Edgeplatoon meet in a warehouse and are all “what should we do about the fact that everything sucks?” Mt. Lady is all “here’s a thought, what if we tried battling AFO with more than six people.” Hawks and Endeavor are all “great initiative, but just a friendly reminder that our friends also suck and would probably betray Deku which would suck further still.” Shouto is all “ANSWER THE PHONE DAD” and Endeavor is all “[IRONICALLY DOESN’T ANSWER THE PHONE].” Meanwhile over in Sadtown, capital of Sadland Prefecture, Japan, Deku is all “All Might, as you can clearly see I am completely fine and good, never been better in fact, definitely not caught up in the throes of an epic mental breakdown which is shutting me down emotionally, anyway so on that note I would like to leave you now goodbye!!” All Might is all “[can’t actually form any words because he’s too distraught].” Fandom is all “o(╥﹏╥)o.” Horikoshi is all “(*＾-’) 乃 [pew pew finger guns and barrel rolls into the darkness].”

sweet jesus lord

this literally doesn’t even look like Deku anymore?? this looks like Dark!Deku who shows up to fight you in that one room in the Water Temple. he looks like he’s about to crawl out of my television set and murder me with his psychic powers good lord

holy shit lmao Horikoshi is really just shrugging his shoulders and resolving last week’s cliffhanger with a single line of dialogue

fire is no one’s weakness. idk what other options you’ve got, AFO, but you’re gonna have to go back to the drawing board. maybe try bees or something. I’m just saying. we’re all expecting fire at this point but nobody is expecting bees

anyway so now they’re all sitting in some warehouse somewhere chatting about it I guess. shoutout to Horikoshi for finally giving my man Edgeshot some more dialogue at long last

well, Edgeshot, to answer your question, she exploded. so naturally she’s fine

nah just kidding, Hawks says she won’t be able to help them out much because she’s recovering from being exploded. this is the part where we all ignore the fact that Hawks got set on fire for like a full ten minutes back during the War arc and was only in the hospital for a day. anyways enjoy your temporary plot hiatus Nagant

man there’s a lot of dialogue here and I’m trying to figure out where to insert commentary but it’s kinda difficult lol. basically, Edge and the others are saying that they should gather up the other remaining heroes and get them all caught up on the whole OFA situation. which, hmmmm

like on the one hand, these guys definitely aren’t going to cut it on their own, so it’s a reasonable suggestion on the face of it. but on the other hand, do we really want to entrust the OFA secret to a bunch of other people, most of whom shat the bed during the War arc to be quite frank? is it really worth the additional risk? especially given that any one of them might go spilling the beans to the public -- or worse, betray them to AFO??

also just a quick side note here, Mt. Lady’s character development never ceases to delight me. she’s become so committed to her responsibility as a hero these days, and it fucking suits her. I genuinely consider to be one of the elites now. I mean it doesn’t hurt that all the other elites are fucking dead lol but still

wait what? Death Arms retired??

Death Arms as in the guy who was too afraid of a little fire to try and save a terrified 14-year-old kid who was slowly suffocating right before his eyes?? that Death Arms???? color me surprised. shocked, I tell you

...okay but holy fuck

Death Arms. bro. my expectations for you were low but holy shit. like I’m sorry, but I don’t even have it in me to try and pretend like I feel the slightest bit of sympathy for him or Old Man Samurai or any of those other guys today. thanks for a whole lot of nothing my dude. good riddance

(ETA: so I’m rereading this the next day and realize this comes off as kind of harsh, so let me just try to clarify. it’s not the fact that he’s quitting that bothers me, to be honest. it’s the fact that he’s quitting specifically because he feels like the public is being mean to him. that’s it.

seriously. it would be one thing if he was quitting because he was scared, because now that is human. nobody wants to die, and I doubt any amount of training can ever fully prepare someone to go up against that fear. but the thing is, he never once mentions that, or talks about the danger aspect. instead, I got the distinct vibe from this speech that Death Arms is one of those people who only became a hero because of the limelight. and I just don’t have any patience for that. if all you care about are likes and subscribes then go become a fucking youtuber or some shit. nothing wrong with that! but you didn’t; you signed up to be a hero and protect these people. they gave you their respect and admiration because they trusted you to protect them. and now that they’re no longer in the mood to worship and applaud your every move on account of them being scared shitless because they’re living in the literal end times, you decide to dip. so like okay, fine then. don’t let the door hit you on the way out. anyways lol sorry for the rant.)

anyway so yeah. perfect example of why I don’t exactly have a ton of faith in most of the remaining heroes out there lol. also let me just once again give a shoutout to my best girl Mt. Lady whom I suddenly find myself appreciating all the more

“please calm down makeste. drink some water and enjoy this fresh new jeans pun” listen Horikoshi don’t tell me what to do dammit

fine. it is a nice pun, I guess

-- damn so now Endeavor’s saying that the media is already being fed info by the retired heroes. so for some of these guys it wasn’t enough for them to abandon all the people they swore to protect and to leave their fellow heroes out in the cold; they decided they might as well actively make things worse for them while they were at it, huh. like I get wanting to spill all the dirty secrets from your old job that you just quit, but this isn’t Jeff Bezos you’re screwing over, this is a sixteen-year-old kid

-- like, yes!! this, right here!!

exactly!! let’s not forget that there are already two prior instances of this happening. Endeavor arguably deserved it, but Katsuki not so much

huh. Endeavor seems to have a more optimistic outlook regarding this than I do lol

I mean, this is the same public that didn’t hesitant to blame a kidnapped child for his own kidnapping, and then later on for being the downfall of the Symbol of Peace. but okay then

anyway so blah blah blah, more talk about how they need to use Deku as bait, which basically puts them back at square one, and then they’re all just trailing off into silence and sitting around in the dark lmao this is getting very depressing

SKDJFLSDKJ:LFKJ

SHOUTO?????

NOOOOOOOO ARE YOU KIDDING ME

OH HOW THE TURNTABLES OMG. THE GHOSTER HAS BECOME THE GHOSTEE. Endeavor you petty son of a bitch. and what a brutal cut to that flashback too. “let’s stop Touya together” nah Shouto I’ve got a better idea why don’t I abandon you in U.A. and sally off with Hawks and Jeanist to found the “let’s pretend like we’re doing something to help Deku” club, which basically consists of us sitting around making terrible decisions all day long

Shouto, honey. you deserve better my little Coca Cola can. .........but if you really do have something important you need to tell your dad you could just text it to him. all the love and support, hugs and kisses, you’re doing amazing sweetie. but if you need to pass on any vital information you can just write it down and hit send honey that’s all I’m saying love

now he’s getting another call?? -- or, no, Hawks is getting a call from All Might

ARE YOU FOR REAL HAWKS OMFG

so while you all were sitting around talking about how useless you are, the kid you’re supposed to be protecting was battling another hired gun. I see. please pardon me for one second, I have a phone call to make. the phone call is to RockLockRock and Manual. the reason for the call is to apologize for calling them the worst bodyguards ever back during the War arc. the reason for the apology is because it turns out I WAS SEVERELY MISTAKEN OMFG

JESUS CHRIST DEKU DID YOU JUST KILL THIS MAN LMAO

shoutout to Horikoshi for offscreening this fight. we get it, lol. Deku strong and scary, villains ineffectual and feeble, and AFO... [checks notes] yep, still a dick. the angst arc continues

-- the angst arc continues, SIR

jesus christ I may have to rethink all of my opinions about Deku being framed for murder in movie 3 lmao. never mind. he did it, your honor

holy fucking shit Deku. “he might blow up, so please be careful” fdlskjflk jlskdjflk lwkejflk anyway so I’ve decided the explosion running gag can stay, actually

DEKU WAIT YOU FORGOT YOUR LUNCH!!

lol why do I get the feeling some serious shit is about to go down. ALL MIGHT NEVER MIND BACK OFF I THINK HE NEEDS HIS SPACE

OH MY FUCK I GASPED OUT LOUD

NO NO NO. I KNEW THIS WAS COMING GODDAMMIT BUT NO. NEVER MIND, I CHANGED MY MIND ABOUT IT, I’M NOT READY TO CRY TODAY

shit. shit shit shit shit and OF COURSE all I can fucking think about is that stupid fucking prophecy and gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Deku please. please please please if you really are going to leave All Might here, please be so very careful in choosing your farewell words to him now because have this sudden horrible fear that this might be the last time you ever see him alive and oh god. oh god oh god

DEKU NO, YOU’RE REALLY NOT!?!?

I HAVE NEVER SEEN ANYONE LESS FINE IN MY LIFE, ACTUALLY????

holy shit. and the fucking callback to the prophecy now. just in case we forgot. WHICH FYI, WE DIDN’T. but that’s basically confirming that this is all still very much on the table and HORIKOSHI NEVER FORGETS oh my god someone please hold me

and the fact that Deku’s flashing back to it now too, though?? because he never forgot either, because of course he didn’t, and now all this stuff is happening, and AFO’s words are getting to him, and this is literally his worst fear come to life and so of course he’s distancing himself from everyone, and now it’s finally come to even this. even the person he admires most

-- OKAY NO, FUCKING COME ON ALREADY I CAN’T TAKE THIS

I GET IT OH MY GOD, I ALREADY UNDERSTAND THE EMOTIONAL IMPACT OF THIS MOMENT WITHOUT ALL OF THE DEVASTATING FLASHBACKS THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!! YOU ACTUALLY DO WANT ME TO CRY, HUH, IS THAT IT. THIS MAN THAT HE THINKS OF AS A FATHER, THIS MAN WHO HAS BEEN EVERYTHING TO HIM SINCE HE WAS A VERY YOUNG CHILD. EVERYTHING THEY’VE BEEN THROUGH, JUXTAPOSED AGAINST EVERYTHING DEKU IS UP AGAINST, EVERYTHING THAT’S AT RISK. LET’S JUST PUT IT ALL SIDE BY SIDE. LET’S JUST PILE ON ALL OF THE FEELS

(ETA: just a quick note that even though some of the posts I’ve read have described these as All Might’s flashbacks, I’m pretty sure they are Deku’s. most of these are scenes that only he was there for, so yeah. even though All Might is the one thinking the thoughts on the next page, the flashbacks are what’s running through Deku’s mind right now, and so we’re getting that emotion from both of them, which makes it extra devastating lol.)

wait, what???

WHAT??? do you really think that’s why he’s been so determined to protect you this entire time?? simply because you’re his successor?

-- oh no wait lol I think I got that mixed up, this is All Might saying that Deku feels the need to protect him. well that makes more sense lol

oh my god I cannot

his last words. his last words to him. and we can’t even see if he is smiling, like All Might always encouraged him to do. but what are the odds he can’t actually bring himself to do it. what are the odds he’s actually crying. oh god this scene is going to rip my heart out and STOMP on it in the anime isn’t it. Deku’s VA is going to full on murder me with emotion. not that there’ll be much of me left to murder after the thorough job that Horikoshi has already done here

YOU’RE CRYING. DEKU IS LEAVING ALL MIGHT AND IGNORING HIS OUTSTRETCHED HAND AND YOU’RE CRYING. AND BY “YOU” I MEAN “ME”, FUCK

nope nope nope nope nope nope nope nope nope no words just feels just a big ol’ pile of feels. I do not have the strength. future me... [broadly gestures] good luck with all that

(ETA: LOL, WELL THEN.

what breaks my heart here is All Might. All Might, and everything he’s been through, and history repeating itself, and forcing him to live this moment from both sides because he wasn’t strong enough to fix things.

Toshinori had only just turned eighteen when Nana died. like, I feel like we don’t mention this enough. the All Might we know is a sixty-something-year-old man, and so everyone always talks about him like he’s basically been an adult forever. but he was a child when he met Nana. and he was still just a child when she died. barely a year older than Deku is now. younger than Mirio was when we first met him.

and we don’t talk about that. we don’t talk about how devastating that was for him. and we don’t talk about how the reason he grew up to become so reserved and withdrawn -- for all that he always tried so hard to outwardly project the image of a bold, confident, smiling hero -- was specifically because of what AFO did to him. because AFO targeted him in the exact way that he is now targeting Deku. because that’s what he does. he goes after every new user of OFA, and he finds out what’s most important to them, and then he destroys it. and for Toshinori, that was Nana. if you’ve read All Might Rising, you know that AFO basically killed her in front of him (and only killed her, while letting Toshinori and Gran get away). Toshinori (while crying) later says she was like a mother to him. and interestingly enough, during this same conversation, Gran tells Toshinori that he can see “that madness in [his] eyes” when Toshi talks about becoming strong enough to defeat AFO. madness in his eyes. sound familiar??

what’s happening to Deku now is the exact same thing that happened to Toshinori when he was a boy. AFO tried every bit as hard to break him as he’s trying with Deku now. “the path you’ve chosen is a thorny one. every battle grinds away at your soul with no end in sight.” we don’t talk about how Toshinori experienced this same thing for forty fucking years. and all the while isolating himself, exactly like Deku is doing now. pushing people away, exactly like Deku. because he never had anyone who was able to reach out and pull him back. and those words that he now finds himself frozen and unable to speak -- “don’t push yourself”; “you can rest” -- are the same words that no one ever said to him until decades later, when it was already far too late to make any difference.

everything that Deku is experiencing now is what Toshinori also went through. and it’s only now, as he watches it happen to his student, the boy he loves like a son, that he’s finally starting to realize the full extent of how wrong it was. you shouldn’t have to fight alone. you shouldn’t have to bear that kind of enormous burden alone. you shouldn’t have to push yourself, and you can rest. you can rest.

but it’s too late. just as he’s finally coming to understand it all, it’s all too fucking late. and he can’t say the words, he doesn’t know how to say the words, and then just like that, Deku is gone.

and he’s alone. again.)

I can’t. this can’t be their goodbye. I’m not ready. for this to be how they finally part, and then they never see each other again except in OFA. how is that fair. how is that fair. how is that fair

fuck me. lol. how many pages are left in this thing. let’s just wrap this up lol. so now of all the times for this fucking guy to finally show up

I can’t believe Stain has been here literally this entire time hiding behind this random wall and cutting onions. that was you who was cutting the onions, right. no need to answer that we’ll just say it was

HORIKOSHI JUST END THE CHAPTER PLEASE I’M OUT OF SPOONS. YOU HURT ME SO GOOD AND I LOVE YOU FOR IT BUT YOU NEED TO LET ME GO NOW SO I CAN BEGIN THE PROCESS OF TRYING TO PUT MY LIFE BACK IN ORDER HERE. SO WHERE ARE WE CUTTING TO NOW WHAT IS HAPPENING

Stain did you also let AFO give you a new quirk. what’s with you guys. do you like blowing up

oh nvm lol because they were talking about THIS GUY ohhhhhh my fucking god

THAT’S BECAUSE HE’S SAD, LINDA!! jesus

omfg. and so yes, good, the chapter is ending here now on page 15. for once I am FULLY on board with that lmao

anyway so tune in next week for more adventures of Werewolf Deku!! that is, assuming we don’t finally cut back to U.A. at long last, which is actually a strong possibility considering that this chapter will likely mark the end of volume 31. it sure wouldn’t kill Horikoshi to start giving us some hope after everything he’s just put us through lol. KACCHAN COME GET YA BOY

[maiwon]

ive seen so many people ask other blogs this but ship ur moots with an idol 💀

HELP OMG . IM SO GLAD U ASKED 😭😭😭 am not good at Match making BUT WHO FKN CARES !!!!!

ok first

@enloveclub

YEONJUN OR RIKI . yumi's dictionary consists of ur mom and deez nuts jokes and so does riki's. YEONJUN ON THE OTHER HAND ,, idk theyre both old JAY KAY LUV U YUMMY 😘😘

@lunaflvms

HYUNJIN FRL . not bc her bias IS hyunjin but theyre both like... mental /j HELP they're blth funny N pretty so yaur! sunoo too bc they have a lot in common ti b eych. THEYRE BOTH SO SASSY and emo 😍😍🙌🙌

@jungwonize

SAI MY BELOVED . PROBABLY JAKE bc theyre both the caring type of frienf (Ig...) N E WAYZYZY... yeah ALSO BC SAI IS RLY PRETTY AND JAKE IS RLY HANDSOME AND THEY WOULD MAKE SUCH A GOOD MATCH (i think...)

@amakumos

HELP ME AND YUN ARENT CLOSE AT ALL BUT RIKI . i BET he's a genshin player and if u disagree argue w the wall. and yun's humour... Reeks of riki... like a teenage white boy /j IM SAWRY YUN T_T I LUV UR HUMOUR I PROMISE KAJDJDFJ

@strwbrymlkes

bye heeseung AUTOMATICALLY . u both reek ghoster tbh IM SAWRY LMAOOOO but like . ur old kinda and U LTRLY PILE UP MY SMAUS ☹☹ am sad. n e ways yeah heeseung . no more comment 😊

@hooniesdreams

MIN <33 tbh riki or sunoo HELP!!,@ riki = genshiner. min = genshiner . min + riki = genshin buddies (riki def steals stuff in min's world I KNO W IT 🤬🤬) SUNOO . they're both sassy ..... AND THEYRE BOTH PRETTY SO YAUR! luv u min 😘

@seungstarss

HELP ME SEI AND I ARENT CLOSE AS WELL 😭 but i'm gonna say BANG CHAN??? IDK ACTUALLY this is so random omfg. BUT SEI'S RLY NICE AND I GET BANGCHAN VIBES FROM HER BC HE'S KINDA LIKE A BIG BROTHER AND SEI REEKS OF OLDER SISTER THING... YEAH IDK ☹

@oreosunoo

LIZ HELSPDSDJAKD RIKI. they're so random sometumes 😭😭 WE LTRLY JUST TALKED LIKE . YESTERDAY??? AND THEY SENT ME A LIAM PAYNE MEME FOR A CONVERSATION STARTER 😭😭😭 cries . still love U tho ❤

[roleplayhonestybox]

Angry ghoster reply anon here again - yeah, I've had some people get very upset about it, and I've seen people talking about wanting to post names of people and whatnot. I get being upset and angry, it's entirely valid, but a lot of people seem to forget that the person on the other end of the messages is actually another person, and a lot of people in the rpc are dealing with a lot of bad life circumstances or mental illness. I just hope one of those people don't insult or threaten someone who's doing particularly bad. It's not nice to ghost, sure, but things in real life happen, depressive episodes happen, interest can just drop, and sometimes the vibe just isn't right, and telling someone you want to drop something with them is awkward and weird to do, and you can't expect a stranger to want to tell you about a passing or their mental health or whatnot. I've never had it be some personal attack against a partner. That doesn't invalidate being upset about it of course, but sometimes some people need to take a step back to breathe and not look too deeply into it.

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[aeoulus]

Why people ghost people?

In this lifetime, I have probably ghosted at least 3 or more people, but l'm not a serial ghoster and I don't do it because it's fun, but rather, I'm not good at rejecting people, and some of you may say that it's heartless and merciless because the other person got ghosted without knowing what's the reason but would it be harsher to let them know that they are the problem? (Yep not me)

So the first time l'd ghosted someone was because I'm not ready to enter into a relationship with the person whom I've just met. I mean I'm being nice, but it doesn't mean that l'm into you. I'm just being polite and that's it, but other people misinterpret it as pursuing them.

The second time around, it was because their energy and vibe was too much and it overwhelmed me. I'm one of those people who doesn't want to rush everything.

We just started talking 3 days ago and now you tell me that you love me, that is just totally creepy and fucked up.

And lastly, most of the time I ghost people who don't have any decency and whose moral compass doesn't suit mine. (let's just say you voted for someone who lied about their education)

[karelysse]

sag sun, aqua moon, sag mercury, scorpio venus, leo mars… oohhh my god that is So Much. haven’t even written out his outer planets yet. and scorpio venus/leo mars is such a… fascinating… combination, especially since the two signs square each other (so creating conflict between those two elements). this combo always gave me ‘i want your attention, but it will take you five years and a possible emotional reckoning to get me to open up to you’ vibes.

(astrology is so fun… idk why some people have such a strong dislike for it. like it’s vibes guys. it’s not that serious.)

he is A LOT!!!! idk anything bout astrology, really, but i love love it, scorpio venus and leo mars is WOW and i was looking at this website i love and thought i'd share some bits i found relevant......... feel free NOT to read fgjkfjgfk it's a lot but i've been thinking about this for a while now

With Pluto as your planetary dominant in your natal chart, you are somewhere a magnetic and powerful predator who, like the sign of Scorpio that this planet rules, needs to exert some form of pressure to "test" its surrounding or environment. You are always ready to evolve, to risk destruction for reconstruction - including your own - to live more intensely while authoritatively manifesting your being, to establish your secret but real authority over the things and people you meet in your life.

HM HELLO. nothing to add to this. "risk destruction for reconstruction"!!!!! my reckless boy!!!!

In your natal chart, the three most important signs - according to the criteria mentioned above - are in decreasing order of strength Scorpio, Sagittarius and Aquarius.

Scorpio is one of the dominant signs in your chart and makes you a being full of strength and insight, complicated and passionate, not very tolerant and sometimes destructive, but willful, resistant to anything and with a daring that can sometimes border on the aggressiveness. So many qualities and so many dangers united in the same person!

'A daring that can sometimes border on the aggressiveness' lmao brian’s hair loss has entered the chat. danger indeed

Sagittarius, a sign of conquering fire and adventure, is one of your dominants: you are enthusiastic and optimistic, very sociable and enterprising, mobile to the point of being on the move both physically and in terms of the ideas that flow in you without being able to stop. With you, nobody gets bored - if they can find you, given you are so often traveling and out of the radar!

Sagittarius are exhausting but i LOVE em. forgiven bc they are a blast to be around. 

NOW THE VERY VERY INTERESTING PART

Aquarius is one of the most important signs of your natal chart: it makes your personality - or at least one of its facets - original to the point of eccentricity despite being sometimes distant, human, sympathetic and impassive at the same time: you you are the man of paradoxes, very difficult to define because of the two planets Uranus and Saturn which mix to create this sign so complicated and endearing which inspires part of your personality. The earnest and deadpan Saturn sits alongside the gifted, individualistic and charismatic rebel, always ready to splurge and who never behaves as one would expect. One of your essential characteristics is that you do not open up in a personal capacity, but that you tend to let go fully in public. You are actually quite strange. Sexy and charming in community, you can, despite your pleasant and sociable character, frustrate more than one of your admirers in private by your refusal or your… impossibility to show deep and spontaneous emotional warmth.

'so complicated and endearing' ISN'T THAT YUZU. also THE WHOLE LAST PART?????? LIKE WOW. it's giving gala practices. it's giving professional ghoster. we love a "man of paradoxes"

[blvelagoon]

hellu hellu it’s me, gemma ( s/h, 21+ ) again 🤧 in case yall aren’t completely tired of my sh*t by now i raise u my latest muse miss araya preeyawat ( but pls call her rue or call her nth at all Thanks )!! she’s been diagnosed w some severe wanderlust n her life is falling to shambles but hey!! another holiday wuhu!! anw as per usual u can find more ab her under the cut but pls LIKE this post for a wild ass gemma to show up in ur dms!! also as i said in @renegaed​​’s post, all my d*scord folks pls ask for my @ if u want it!!

aquarius sun / cancer moon / pisces rising

second child of five children in ur stereotypical lower middle class family!! they didn’t have much but they had each other ♡

back when it was j her n her older sister ( when she was like 3 ), their lil family of 4 could still afford to go to trips overseas so rue was a pretty young traveller!! her favourite memories are of disneyland in japan!!

but as her lil sibs started popping out budget started gettin tight so overseas trips were p much non-existent n rue got hella sad ab all of it

anw bein the kid that she is she’s sorta forced to ~ moves on ~ n continue w her life, but as a kid she legit is one of the most non-spectacular students ever : ) she’s not gettin Fs but yknow,, it’s close,, solid D student except that one time she got a B in english that was fun,,

fun fact at night she alw loves looking at the stars and watching the airplanes go by bc she lives somewhat near the airport!! n that’s kinda when she started aspiring to b a flight attendant!!

applies 2 b a flight attendant once she’s out of high school!! she manages to get in and trains to b a flight attendant for ab ~1 year? also rlly starts working on her english n tries to learn some european languages too!! this is mostly to bolster her resume bc flight attendants typically travel one route predominantly, n she was gunnin for anywhere in europe bc it had the most Aesthetic countries all connected by a fast train : )

she works her way up for ~2 years and eventually goes from domestic flights to flying internationally to europe!! super happy ab everything n thinks she’s found Her Purpose in life

but eventually like Everything in rue’s life, she starts gettin,,, really bored of flying the same route all the time and at this point she’s visited all the european countries three times over 😩✋ experiences her midlife crisis at 24 yeah it’s Tragique

anw back to her normal route bc it’s impt!! sometimes she transits in south korea n rue is like,, Hella friendly to the passengers so at some point she picks up some simple korean phrases!! eventually learns the language w conversational fluency bc of the many times she transits there and from the times she’s been in south korea she’s honestly rlly liked it!! it’s a whole different vibe from the european countries she’s been to n honestly,, rue is That Bitch who alw goes for the next shiny thing

so anw during one of her routes she starts up a conversation w a passenger while she’s out dishing drinks n that passenger happens to be @sncwbored​!! they bump into each other again while lining up for a quick snack @ the airport’s mcdonalds n word comes out ab this cute quaint place called maehwa!!

rue starts thinkin ab it more n on a whim, decides to quit her job and move to maehwa!!!

n now she’s here : ) 

personality-wise rue is rlly adaptable but also rlly bad w finances like she’s a hand to mouth sorta gal so rn she’s uhh,,, lookin for some work to fund her next holiday n move out of maehwa someone give the girl a job

throughout this whole intro it’s rlly j ab what she wants n how bored she is n ab no one else bc rue is literally,,, sorta flighty n an unintentional asshole bc she rlly only thinks ab what she wants n what brings Her enjoyment n happiness like ,,, she loves her family but also she loves herself more ja feel

habitual ghoster,, yep

other than the Bad Traits rue is honestly a p fun person to talk to!! she asks a lot of questions and never knows how to end a conversation so talking w her can end up going for hours,, she’s also been to a lot of countries n will definitely find a way to talk ab them if u talk to her enough

idk how else to explain it but she has a sorta airy feel?? like her mind is literally alw elsewhere n she’s constantly distracted!!

aight once again thank u for entertaining my essays here r some potential plots!!

i see a lot of muses from international soil so!! anyone who’s been a passenger n u recognise her / u guys had a lil conversation!! that could b p cute if yall remember each other hehe a lil serendipity vibe

rue literally just moved in like yesterday so anyone wanna help her move?? pwetty pwease 🥺👉👈

picture this: yall knew each other at some point in the past n she ghosted u,, wyd

she loves takin pictures ( actually she j loves gettin her pics taken w pretty landscapes in the bg ) so uhhhh someone entertain her!!!

id say rue is a p good cook!! imagine ur muse is Trash at cooking r u gna bribe the new housemate to help u cook y/n

her instagram is filled w travel pics n vids n id say she amassed a p decent following!! no celebrity but there’s a bunch of ppl lookin @ her insta to see where to visit in foreign countries for them aesthetic pics!! maybe ur a follower??

um idk exes flings someone who joined the mile high club courtesy of rue 🥴

[bluesmason]

mason is definitely a ghoster😭😭😭he also gives me ‘🔥’ replies to insta story vibes

no stop don’t give me an ick 😭

[polarized-here]

I hope your happy @jaded-ghoster

So @jaded-ghoster I might have written something based on what were talking about, on romance,,,,,, so It should be under the cut and yeah, I hope you like my poor excuse for love,,,,, its been kinda changed but don’t @ me >:^(

also I have like a theme song for it or smth? Like I listened to the meme song “Meteorite meme” but slowed and it- I- just vibe with me on loop with this bs like stopp being something I would 100% use for writing shit-

Meme song: here

Link to the post where we were talking abt it: here

what I wrote is under the cut

Fallen Stars (wither like ashes)

 Toyotama News articles: The blossoming romance, that dusted away.

The no. 4 ProHero Shoto Todoroki was acting like how he used to in his first year in middle school. He was the No.4 ProHero, what could make him act so cold and devoid of feelings? That was on the forefront of many of his fans, ever since The No.1 ProHero (Deku, he also went by Dekiru online) went on vacation and their social media halted in activity.Though the last thing the No.1 ProHero had done was take down the league of villains main leader, Tomura Shigaraki, the rest of the league had disappeared, nowhere to be seen.

Shoto Todoroki was also seen at an area rumored to have the dead bodies of many ProHeroes. This caused fans to speculate why? Why was one of our favorite Pro-Heroes acting strange, tired, and most of all grief-stricken? 

By the end of that year, when The ProHero Lemillion had taken up the mantle of No.1 and things were calming down, it was publicly revealed that fan’s iconic and favorite ProHero, Deku, was deceased. It was only released to the public from a conversation between the current No.2 ProHero, who is known for being loud, had screamed at the no.4 ‘That just because the shitty Deku was gone, doesn't mean he could act all mournful.’

But what hadn’t been expected was the no.4 just quipped, so fed up with months of unbridled anger and sorrow, had yelled right back at the No.2 saying ‘Do you know what it's like to like to love someone and not be able to say goodbye! OR EVEN SAY I LOVE YOU TO THEM WHILE THEY’RE DEAD’ but the damage had been done as several civilians had been in the area and had recorded the previous conversion, one of the many videos recorded can be seen here, we most humbly from the bottom of our hearts here at Toyotama News articles hope our favorite ProHero in our eyes, is enjoying himself wherever he is—

What the news article had left over in front of Shoto had been turned off seeing the familiar number of the aforementioned No.2 ProHero most likely an apology of sorts crafted from the no. 15 Red Riot or No.18 Chargebolt to try to apologize for Bakugou’s mistakes 

(He had stopped reading them a few weeks ago knowing they were all from others and not Bakugou). 

But in the background, in a familiar ProHero’s voice whispered “You shouldn’t dismiss it off, Kacchan may be rude at times, but he’s nice when you break through his hard exterior.” 

It seemed the voice was desperate and was on they’re wits end. But Shoto knew this was a figment of his imagination, trying to make himself feel how he felt when the love of his life was holding his hand and he could feel the rising blush and heat from his left side while Izuku was rambling on heroes before noticing Shoto was on fire and was panicking and screaming on how Todoroki was on fire—

But that time was long gone now, he was only feeling loss and grief at this moment in time, but his thoughts wander back to his phone and turned it on, before noticing the time was late and seeing how he still didn’t change his phone background from it showing him and Midoriya next to each other with the rest of Midoriya’s close friends, which he also has blocked but it seems for being No.2 ProHero Bakugou was making kirishima or Kaminari write as many apologies as humanly possible for him. 

But that chill in the air made him want to read what bakugou last said, even quicker before he gave up mid way on even checking the message.

(This has happened several times, all of which end with him not responding to Bakugou’s messages at all, or not even reading them—)

As Shoto was reading the message, and wanting to just drop the phone, whether or not because of this is from Bakugou Katsuki Him-Fucking-self or how Mr.I’m-just-a-petty-little-bitch was apologizing, to him, Shoto Todoroki, also known as ‘Icy Hot’ by Bakugou. “What the fuck?” was spoken in a quieted tone from how shell shocked he was.

He responded in a sort of agreement, while a bunch of messages from Bakugou being confused on why he just responded with a small agreement, and anger showing from being in all caps, only spamming his phone, Shoto smiled, for what seemed to be forever to him, he was happy, and feeling like crying tears of joy from some stupid messages from some loud rude mom friend. Maybe he could move on from what happened with Midoriya? Yeah, Midoriya would like that. Right?

Unbeknownst to Shoto a ghostly figure was watching and smiling sadly, still wearing a ripped and bloody hero costume showing off some scars from past battles with others, and his own quirk. The ghostly figure felt a bittersweet feeling looking at their, transparent body and noticing their body dusting even more and their smile turning into a grimace, if they were alive the tears cascading down their face would feel warm finally seeing their own crush being able to forget them, and understand its okay to let go, felt nice.

Izuku Midoriya was dead, but his soul was there in the background of everything, hoping to make their own highschool-post graduation crush forget about him, and maybe see him, when the right time comes.

Izuku Midoriya was finally at rest.

I hope you enjoyed! ÚwÙ :,D