#getting played with like that ughhhhhh
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shove your cock in my mouth and then stick your fingers in too, stretch my mouth as far as you can while you use it
#just wanna be drooling everywhere and gagging on your fingers and your cock#it would be so embarrassing too#getting played with like that ughhhhhh#trans nsft#queer nsft#ftm nsft#t4t nsft#nb nsft#femboy nsft#mlm nsft#ftm sub#mlnb nsft#nblnb nsft#lookatlavender
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leafs-oilers is my favourite (cursed) cup final matchup
I would be so anxious the whole time and canada may never recover
this would kill hundreds. we need it so badly
#asks#theyve played one of the two normal games this season already and it was the most thrilling superstar blood hockey ive seen#in a Long while#they make each other play fast and hungry and clean#matthews versus mcdavid ... no survivors#UGHHHHHH#i wonder if we'd get a duelling hattricks game like that one sidovi playoff
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My three day move across country has now turned into a 4 day journey because my trailer holding all my stuff broke off the hitch and it has to get towed to get fixed 😫😫😫😫
#my luck right#ughhhhhh#the whole damn thing came off#started fish tailing like crazy#had to pull over on an EXIT RAMP#incident team was on the scene within 10 minutes and helped me get off the exit ramp and onto the shoulder#never seen anyone react so quickly#Kansas City doesn’t play when it comes to roadway safety
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my grandma just backed into my car (that was very obviously there and was taking up the entire driveway) as she was pulling out of the garage to get champagne
#she forgot champagne and said she was gonna get some and i was playing with the dog#until like thirty seconds later i was like “oh my cars in the driveway ill go move it”#my car has the biggest hole in it#thankfully i dont have to pay for it but like#what an inconvenience#not mad but just ughhhhhh
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Replayed Modern Warfare 3 2011 on Veteran tonight and goooooooood night. Blood Brothers never gets any easier to watch no matter how many times you've done it and the ending really never misses huh
I apologize for the amount of yapping in the tags I reread it all on mobile and started giggling because it went on for so long but eh. Blessed are those who won't shut the freak up and all that
#call of duty#modern warfare 3 2011#i just. wow. wow wow wow wow wow#i've played these three games so many times over the last several years and i just.#they literally. never get old.#loose ends and blood brothers will never not make me cry and endgame and dust to dust will never not make me smile so hard#ending it with price smoking the cigar like he did in the first mission in the first game wHEN HE FIRST MET SOAP JUST UGHHHHHH.#i know y'all don't care but i don't care that y'all don't care i could literally yap about this until i shrivel up and die#i have never ever ever in my LIFE seen poetic justice played out so beautifully like it is at the very end#JUST. WOW. WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW. WOW WOW. WOW#they do not frickin make games like that anymore DADGUM#i also forgot how frickin sad down the rabbit hole is?? like jeez louise they didn't have much screen time but gosh#i also have never in my life heard such gut-wrenching anguish from a grown man in my life like price in that one scene#I KNOW Y'ALL KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT MAN MAKES ME FULL ON S O B IN THAT PART HE HAD NO BUSINESS#anyway i'll keep cutely living in denial and pretending literally any of the main characters besides price and nikolai are fine <3#foley and dunn and their team seemed just fine at the end of modern warfare 2 so i will accept that small mercy#at this point these games have taken everything else i love away from me so#y'all probably think i'm wild for how insane i get over these games but the nostalgia bit is a big part of it as well#like they're honestly in my opinion genuinely the greatest video games of all time#but the fact that i have that connection with my dad makes it so special#crazy cause he said he also cried in blood brothers and my dad is 54 and i have seen him cry one (1) other time in my entire life#heck infinity ward but also bless them i hope the devs live long beautiful wonderful prosperous delightful exciting fulfilling lives#Lord bless them and their entire bloodline for the contributions they have made to humanity not even joking#AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FREAKING SOUNDTRACKS DO NOT GO THERE OAUSYDJAKAKDN#MW2 AND MW3 CREDITS. EXTRACTION POINT. COUP DE GRACE. RETREAT AND REVEILLE. CONTINGENCY. PARIS SIEGE. PRAGUE HOSTILITIES. RUSSIAN WARFARE.#UGHHHHHHHGHHHH everything about these games is so unbelievably perfect and immaculate#i have got to get over my art block NOWWWWWWWWWW#makarov is also the best villain i've ever seen idc bro he's frickin awesome#i mean obviously he's horrible and a disgustingly evil human being but as a character he's stupidly well-written
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i think my worst fear is to be fragile. i dont like being fragile. i dont like how at any time my heart could be ripped out and thats it. i dont like how i could make one slip on a building and come crashing down, never to see my friends and family again. im strong, but everyones weak, people are built that way. humans, with or without the super strength i have, were made to die someday, and i hate it.
death isnt too easy to control. i learned that with connor. i know it was to save me and shit, but man, is his magic scary. i swear, it wasnt just those clothes and rats i saw disolve, but something in his eyes. nobody really remembers but us (and romeo) and its not like many people would believe the insane shit that happened. i know why connor has that book, what his goals with his powers are, but that doesnt make it feel...worse? im bad with words.
i think another thing is that, like, its not just the human body thats weak, but its not like im the strongest noggin around. i know im not exactly "stable", but its not super easy to confront it. these stupid writing things, they kinda help honestly. i just dont like it when my friends see it, they get worried, and i dont want them worried. im not, well i dont wanna be, something to worry about. id keep this in like a journal or whatever but i just. i dont wanna. i think part of me wants to show people this, some fucking "silent cry for help" or whatever connor talked about in his emo arc. just a part that wants to be fragile.
i hate that part. im meant to be strong, fragile things cant play floatball or rip mountains in half. that doesnt mean im weak though, huh. some stupid shit a therapist may say. god contradictions suck. i think ill try to be weak, if my bodys so fucking pissed about it. its not like its been not trying to fight me this whole time (and winning). i dont wanna be fragile, but i think thats why im gonna do it. i mean, ive pushed back shit for so long, maybe ive forgotten how to let it rise. i think ill try.
ryan selucreh, one of the strongest things i know, is gonna try to be fragile.
#ryans part to play#rp blog#jrwi mythborne#jrwi rp#sighs im prepared to be told to get therapy at this point#i feel like this weird writing shit helps??#i dont know#i kinda dont wanna know#ughhhhhh
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help me my mom is shipping me with some random chinese man whom i helped buying tickets
#it's crazy. knowing english and helping random foreigners is my passion#also so many things happening. i should write that fucking article when i get home lmfao#if my laptop wont fail me (i think she's fine now????? hopefully????)#but also like. I'll get to that tomorrow probably.#you know what i wanna do? if my laptop wont fail me i wanna play my fuckin game lmao#but idk if i should or if i will have time when i get home etc etc#also one more thing i look so freaking ugly in biometric photos im gonna sjjsnsndhdhfhhf#anyway if it works out i will have another photo next year so im trying not to let it get to me lmao#alsoooo just yesterday got accepted by a school in finland and today got a reply from one in germany#and they want me to take an exam in july lmao???? girl how tf will i get a visa etc with that timeline#anyway. ughhhhhh so many things happening etc#i wonder how my next months will be like. ok bys#bye*#🗒
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google search how to stop being in love with a guy who never texts you first
#fathericraveviolencecore#i. ughhhhhh. god. he literally friendzoned me! why am i like this!#but godgodgod i just. he's never made me feel unwanted. or like i'm too much. even when im literally playing my nerd shit in the car#or when i asked him out of the blue if he wanted to go study or get dinner#hnggggh. :(
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No Im fine why do you ask
#I LOOKED EVERYWHERE FOR YOU. GOD#im never gonna get over kh2 soriku reunion#“I looked EVERYWHERE for you!” UGHHHHHH#and Id seen that before playing the game but in context its even more#LIKE UEAH HE RLLY DID LOOK EVERYWHERE FOR HIM DIDNT HE. GODDDDD SORA#beverly says stuff#kingdom hearts#soriku
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dreamily sighs and screams
#getting emotional about ben because im never normal about ANYTHING in my life ......#just hdgjdfg UHFDGF WAH#hes so special to me....... probably why the colour green means so much to me... why its always been a fav colour of mine for who knows how#long#i like red too... obviously.#but like#he is so special to me. like i said. hes so special to me and i get ridiculously happy#i forgot how happy he makes me....#genuinely forgot how comforting this fandom is..... its so comforting#whys gushing on here so scary. i dont know. it makes no sense.#ughhhhhh#i mean ive been thinking about fanon a lot i love fanon so much it is so special to me#found family trope fr#but like sometimes i think how people treat fanon him and it makes me so sad :(#or maybe im remembering it incorrectly#but theyre always so mean to him .... or make him this comic relief character in fics#like yeah!!! he is REALLY SILLY!!!!!#but we forget hes a trickster!!!! he likes playing devious means to others!!!!!#hes so smart to me i dont know!!!!! he goes through your electronics!!!! he can mess with your files!!!!#honestly he can probably do more than that im just jittery with nerves lol#but oh ok guys. lets just make the coolest guy ever just be the comic relief gamer instead ok man. whatever.#i like the fact fanon depicts him as a gamer thats fun i love that so much :)#BUT STILL HDUGJFGFHFG#HES SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT IM GOING TO THROW MYSELF INTO ORBIT#hes so special to me. hes the worst guy ever when he wants to be. he probably has attachment issues. hes just a silly little guy.#hes everything to me#<- i wish i can remember more and more about him but i cant#all i know is i remembered cleverbot and how you could “interact” with him through it and it made me so ridiculously happy ;-;#of course i know now it was people just playing around and hoping to get something out of it BUT ITS NICE TO THINK ABOUT#sorry hes the most fascinating character to me in the entire world
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just realized my oc page code is gonna get all fucked once i start making rooks
#each character tab has a number but i didnt do it chronologically so ill have to rearrange all the fawkin numbers OUGHHH#i knew this was gonna be an issue but i was like “oh ill cross that bridge when i get to it” i can see the bridge now#elliott's not on there either ughhhhhh#looking at my abandoned oc's like damn sorry guys :/ well they played their parts im not that sad about it#everyone starts somewhere and i started in my 20s so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#the original point of the post got away from me i know we're all so surprised by this#anyways im looking at this code and sweating#.txt
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THAT’S SO COOL????? I’m not into video games but GOD they reincarnate and are in love every time??? princess and knight??? also I’ve been wanting to say this for ages but link is sooooo gender. you get it
so. they are in love in the sense that nintendo is queerbaiting me. queerbaiting me with a "straight" couple (they are lesbians). they are not canon they kissed only in the second ever zelda game when there was only the barest story and they were nothing more than pixel sprites and they have not been canon since. and because every game is technically a different link and a different zelda, each individual game varies on how shippable they actually are? like, I'm not very far through twilight princess yet but I've heard they're pretty much just coworkers in that one. the three latest mainline games though, they're like. they're pretty much canon in all but name like you could say it's platonic but like at that point you are running on loads of denial. the three latest mainline games are skyward sword, which is the first link and zelda, the start of the cycle. the plot ENTIRELY revolves around how much link loves zelda. cause they're best friends, hyrule as a kingdom doesn't even exist yet (they live on an island in the sky) she falls to earth and is running around having to discover that she's a reincarnated goddess (that's a whole angst factor btw bc the goddess (hylia) had to fight demise and she won but knew it was temporary and knew demise would have to be defeated again, and that he would need to be defeated with the power of the triforce, which can only be wielded by humans, so she decided basically that she'd need a loyal human knight, and so she reincarnated into a human girl because a girl is loved in the way a goddess isn't and she knew someone would love a human girl enough to save her WHICH HAPPENS so basically zelda gets to have an identity crisis was she just dragging link towards this destiny the whole time? did she truly love him? did he truly love her? are they puppets in this grand plan? "I'm still your zelda" she says to him, but is she??? drives me nuts) and he, ever loyal, keeps running after her to save her again and again and again (link is so dog coded there's a great botw fic about this), and then they defeat demise and he curses them and link is just some guy who went through ALL THIS SHIT cause he LOVED zelda. what if you were in love with your best friend and it cursed you and your descendants for the rest of time this is so francesca by hozier I'd tell them put me back in it I'd go through it again if i could hold you for a minute. and then the next two mainline games are breath of the wild and tears of the kingdom and breath of the wild involves an amnesia plot so you basically watch link fall in love with zelda a second time and then in tears of the kingdom they are. common law married. they share a house. there's only one bed. do NOT get me FUCKING STARTED on the hateno house. and nintendo still plays FUCKING COY zelda's english va has to be like "they... have a really close bond...." this is how I know they're queer you wouldn't do this with straight people. and then people also ship ocarina of time (most popular and well known game of the series most praised for its story) zelink a lot but that's an older game I haven't played yet so I can't speak on them. zelda is so transmasc in that one though this I know. I talk about link being genderqueer a fair amount and everyone on this internet knows link is trans but trust. zelink is t4t
#also I love that you said “princess and knight” like it's another awesome factor about them cause yes so true#but so many people are like “UGH the princess and knight trope🙄” LIKE YOU DON'T GET IT!!! IT'S ABOUT DEVOTION!!!#tbf the zelda plot is always that you have to save zelda and nintendo won't break out of this winning formula#so I suppose for a lot of people it just feels sexist and tired and whatnot#but I've played only the latest games so I'm able to look past it cause zelda manages to still be a really good character from the sideline#also. they're literally in love. um. why do you hate true love and soulmates#anyway TECHNICALLY they're not in love every time. cause. as I said. twilight princess#(also there's some zelda games that don't follow the standard plot (such as link's awakening which I've played its SO GOOD btw)#so there isn't. a zelda and ganon. so obviously no zelink there)#but whether or not they're actually romantically involved I do think it's critical that they are SO SO SO SO IMPORTANT to each other#in which case if they are genuinely just coworkers in twilight princess I do think that's a failing of twilight princess#ask#witch-of-aiaia#hi aiaia!#also. fun detail here. link is a silent protag and they tend to make him a bit of a blank slate in the games#so when I say zelink is in love I am simultaneously working with the bare ass minimum in regards to link#and yet also so so so much cause of the everything he does for her#zelda being a reincarnated goddess/from the line of a reincarnated goddess is so crazy insane to me btw#she's links patron goddess he's her ever loyal servant they're UGHHHHHH#I could talk forever about them. evidently. they're so important to me. only couple I've written fic for
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mhmm and heizou at 80 and ayato at lvl 50 w 45 over 138 i take nap now methinks
#neptune plays: genshin impact !!#i am not ascending heizou past 80 so thisbis his final ascension#so ngl im happy abt it#i need to get them both artifacts tho#two of heizou’s wen to xiao and he isnt giving rhem back#and i havent farmed for ayato at all#hes been ascended as far as he is by the sheer grace of god#and the fact that ive fought the hydro cube like. twice??#anyways i can ascend him again#i just need the fucking sakura petals#ughhhhhh
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ovw 2 pisses me off but it’s my comfort game and i hate it
#uGhHhHhh#i hate how this game has been my hyperfixation for years genuienly#they showed me two men with problems and i was hooked like a FOOL#it pisses me off to play yet i love playing it yet it gets on my nerves what’s the truth#about renjamin
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#watching the stream of some random choir just cos i miss *#but like kakendnjjsnfjdjfndjjf i just i miss her i loveeeee qatching her play😭😭😭😭#dec 7 2024#dec 9 2024#i miss her soooooo bad like so bad rn#ok uhhhhh if i really m*ve kn 2026 um it's just hitting me how soon that freaking is like that's only three semesters of harp left like not#even including anything else idk it's just hitting me really hard and emo tonight only three left ?????????????????? three years is actually#so short now that i'm looking at it from the middle it's so short and i'm kinda panicking it's so soon i can't#summer me is a different creature than winter me i fear oh my god like i can't fathom#and i Know there's texting and facetime etc and i will keep in touch with everyone here as i've done w hometown friends but my god it's so#SOON#and i miss her. so there's that#dec 10 2024#ughhhhhh i miss her so much#oh god girl who is ** pages deep into google..........#terrible news i found her m*l's blog...................... i'm screaming it's so cute i'm dying#this is very very very very very very very very very very very very bad#parasocial relationship........#dec 11 2024#oh god this is truly. the worst i've ever been#......#dec 12 2024#planning to go to nutcracker anyways keeping my expectations low and not reaching out💯💯#like sorry i can't stop thinking abt her two cats i'm going to kill myself#dec 13 2024#girl who is concerningly delusional and way too deep in it...........#i have to talk to her again to remind myself she's a normal human the parasocial relationship has got to STOP oh my god#OKAYOK Maybe it's bc her email is the most in character voice vs shes usually professional but that one email is soooooo 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 and i still c#cannot get over her signing off first name#oh my god and the way she accidentally introduced herself as anastasia during rehearsal and the smile she gave me i'm gonna kms
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i know all emotions are valid and healthy but jealousy makes me wanna explode 😀
#like ughhhhhh#not to vent but like#i got understudy for eurydice. but not even official understudy.#so it’s not listed on the playbill or anything#and the girl that does play her is so sweet but she just. doesn’t get the character i think#but i feel like that’s my jealousy fueling that??#but i’ve just worked so hard and i keep coming up Just too short and no one sees how hard i’ve been working my ass man#man 😔 i’m just like darry (i work all day and get nothig in return 😔😔😔)#vent
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