#getoutyourfeelings

[abominxtion]

- Attraction of EVIL  -

They say we fall for bad things; we are blinded by how it's glorified. up until we reach the real unseen evil, but by then, it's already too late.

Just like this eating disorder. We are mesmerized by our sweet, cotton-candy dreams of becoming thin, hoping that it will make our life perfect. make us perfect.

But now, at some point it hits you, you reach your gw, but you're not happy like you said you would be. you don’t see 'perfect'. you don’t feel worthy.

So, you continue to self-destruct, you continue to focus on it more than anything.

Thus, you think you are no longer worthy of love, you don't deserve it.

YOU ISOLATE YOURSELF FROM EVERYONE

You continue to do it ALONE.

You start to realize how bad it's gotten, no more sweet, cotton-candy dreams of being thin and dainty, just pure evil.

It's your obligation, it's a must.

Otherwise, you are NOT ENOUGH

YOU WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH.

From there, things start to spiral downwards into a big chaotic mess. You yearn to get hep, to escape this loophole of a disorder, but's it’s too late.

It's become your safe place,

It's what now makes you, YOU.

You know it's wrong, you know it's bad, but it's the only thing you feel gives you control. you think you are in control, but you’re NOT.

YOU ARE NOT IN CONTROL.

It controls YOU.

You come to the consensus that you are not sick enough and keep on going, keep on hiding it, though you really want someone to notice your pain.

To notice the SCREAMS behind your fake smile.

This thing, it's like a mutation in your brain. You no longer know what’s 'normal' anymore. EVIL that you would never wish on your enemies.

But wait, you don’t have enemies

In-fact, you have NO ONE

You are alone.

You chose to be alone and fail to accept someone into your circle. It's a constant cycle of wanting to not be alone, but not feeling like you're enough to actually be loved.

You feel you are not worthy of LOVE,

You no longer feel lovable.

So even on your worst day, when no one’s around; Ana will be there for you. she will make you feel safe, at home. doing something that you can actually do right.

BUT IT'S TOO LATE

So, you don’t bother looking for a way out, because you always come back to it.

It becomes a PART OF YOU.

You can't let go, or rather, you want to but can't

Because

IT WON’T LET YOU GO

YOU SIMPLY ARE GONE.

Left to WITHER away…

 XOXO - abominxtion

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