#get ready for yhs posting

[yhsbrainrot]

mc posting for once what??? no way....

[minarinnn]

girl dinner anon here please can I have more crumbs of Kunigami and Barou your writing for them was so good and I haven’t seen anything new for them in a while 😭🙏

I dunno if I want anything specific- maybe like breeding or something but you can do whatever your heart desires desires 🙏🙏🙏🙏

OMG I ENJOYED WRITING THAT SM NGL, this took longer than expected but honestly it’s bc i kinda forgot to post it so yh sorry for the delay lmao

content/trigger warnings: afab! reader, characters are aged up, breeding, mentions of pregnancy, pregnancy kink, degrading, praising, groping, rough sex, implied size kink

BAROU

barou always pulled out. he didn’t mind it. there was never any real desire to get you pregnant. that was until he saw you with his baby nephew at a family event. the kid was around 2 years old and you spent almost the whole night fussing over him

you played, fed, and even cuddled with him. he saw his nephews sleeping figure in your arms as your soft hands caressed his back. he doesn’t know why but barou felt all tingly inside. he never had the urge to do it but the thought of you carrying a kid that looks exactly like him turned him on immensely

so when you get to your shared apartment and barou pounces on you, you think nothing of it. you’re like putty in his big, rough hands. you really couldn’t get enough of him

the way his dick stretched you out perfectly, bruising your cervix as you moaned out his name. your pretty nails scratching and leaving marks along his back while his heavy balls smacked against your ass

your eyes rolling back over his rough pacing that immediately makes you go dumb on his fat cock. his hands groping all over your body as he growls lewd things in your ears that make you clench impossibly harder on his dick

“it hasn’t even been ten minutes and you’re already dumb on my cock, huh? you pretty little slut” the words making you whine and your eyes water. “i’m gonna fuck my baby into you” he grunted, reaching deeper into your soaking cunt “you’d like that, wouldn’t you pretty?”

you nod, babbling incoherent words as your second orgasm washed over you, making you buck your hips towards him. “i’m’a make you a fuckin’ mommy” is the last thing he said before dumping his seed into your cunt, thrusting it deep into you, making you take every single drop

KUNIGAMI

kunigami has always been a big family guy so the though of having a family of his own always excited him. but when you said you didn’t wanna have kids yet, he respected it. though he did have the habit of asking questions like ‘when do you think you’ll be ‘ready?’ ‘how many do you wanna have?’ ‘do you want any at all?’

so when you told him you were getting off the pill, not because you wanted children, but because of the side effects that came with it, he was oddly weird about it. maybe it was because he enjoyed cumming inside of you and now he had to pull out

the next few times go by with him pulling out, he didn’t like doing it, but he respected you and your wishes. as much as he’d like to dump his cum into you like he used to, he knew he had to restrain himself

but when the words “im ready” and “please cum inside” slip out of your mouth while he’s pounding his dick into you, he goes feral. his pace immediately picks up, making you moan in pleasure as his thrust went from gentle and loving to rough and quick

kunigami’s mind was filled with images of your belly growing and your boobs heavy and sore. the thought of you carrying his baby just fueled him to the max

you could feel his dick twitching within your gummy walls as his lips feverishly kissed along your entire body, his thumb rubbing circles on your thigh. “you’re gonna be such a good mommy” his sweet words contrasted his rough pace. you could feel his big cock pushing past your cervix and his breeder balls smacking against your plush ass

with a few more thrust and a few whines, he painted your walls white. resting his sweaty body on top of yours while he kissed your shoulder. both your chest’s heaving up and down while your hand roamed his fluffy orange hair

“i hope we have twins”

© MINARINNN 2023 - please do not plagiarize or upload my content on any social media platform.

[allyallyorange]

Master Post for Ateez Adventure Time AU

Ok let's get into it! I'll be adding to this post whenever I post anything new for the AU! I'm going to try to organize everything so that it's in chronological order of the story! There are a few arcs I've got planned too so I'll try to make everything as clear as possible haha

(also I do my best but sometimes I confuse myself with exact ages of the characters and exactly like. what time of year things would take place, but think of it like any CN show we grew up with - time is seemingly an illusion if I don't think about it too much...)

Also!! Thank you so much to everyone who has said they enjoy my au!! you help me stay motivated! I'm having so much fun drawing this stuff ♡

Lineup for ref:

Good to know points about the AU:

Universe A = main universe

**this au is inspired by Adventure Time. I'm not using main characters from AT, just using the general vibe of the show and some plot points and character points (ex: Vampires drink the colour red)

Universe Z = no magic universe

Ages at the beginning of the story (approximately):

Seonghwa - 1000 (physically 25)

Hongjoong - 2500 (physically 25)

Yunho - 24

Yeosang - 850/900 (physically 24)

San - a little over 100 (physically 23)

Mingi - a little more than 600 (physically 23)

Wooyoung - 23

Jongho - 22

**characters who are "immortal" age about 1 year over the course of 100 years (SH, HJ, YS). San and Mingi are not immortal but didn't age due to other circumstances (in hell time works differently, and MG was frozen for 600 years)

List of Spotify playlists if you're interested!

Misc doodles dumps that include things from pre/post/main story and idk where to put

Character lineup plus other doodles

Hongjoong and Mingi (they're bros)

Character lineup for final battle

Pre-Story (Universe A)

Seonghwa Logs

Pieces of the past

The star and his flower

Slipping through my fingers…

Hongjoong and Seonghwa meet

Big Brother and Little Brother

First Demon Prince Show

Glasses required

Sleepy brothers

Wooyoung summons a friend

Helpful Human

Yunho and San

Sleepy Heroes

No Ice Demons in the Workshop

Seonghwa + Yeosang, Hongjoong + Mingi profiles

Jongho + Yunho, San + Wooyoung profiles

Pre-Story (Universe Z)

2ho and Mingi playing video games

After School

Spider-Man 3

Cold Hands

Walkie Talkies and ice cream

Post Joyride with Jongho and Mingi

Wish You Loved Me

Hyung’s Glasses

Cousins

Motorcycle

Yunho The Human

2ho Universe Z to A

Main Story

Living in the forest

The Same

Jongho and Mingi doodle

Afraid of nothing, Afraid of everything

Yeosang meets team Woosanho

The story of The Beast (as told by Wooyoung)

Hongjoong meets Jongho

Team Hongjoong arguing as always

Almost tolerable

Don't kidnap people unless you're ready for friendship??

First meeting: Fire and Ice

First meeting: Yeo meets team Joong

Strawberry boys

Sharing mom

Upgrade!

Cold hugs

San and Mingi hug

Hero boys!

Hongjoong isn't scary. MG and YH becoming friends again?

Ouch! Hot

Wooyoung and San's room

Sleeping on the shed (Hongjoong and Seonghwa)

Seongjoong awkwardness

Yunho's photos

He wants to join...

Vintage shirt

Window visit

The Boy and The Beast

Jongho after the accident

Cool scars (Jongho)

Summer Boys!

Beach episode

Chill day

Big bro Little bro

Hey, Joong!

Post-Story (Yeosang arc)

Dimension hopping with friends (lineup)

Somewhere in another dimension...

Universe V

Evil Yeo doodle

Sorry Princess

Heart to Heart

Out of Time

Post-Story (Mingi arc)

The End of The Beast

Hugs

[yeostars]

౨ৎ♡ | Heartstrings and tears |

• J. YH .ᐟ •

•pairing- bf .ᐟ jeong yunho x reader .ᐟ

•synopsis- wherein yunho and y/n have an argument late at night, y/n leaves their apartment for some space while walking to clear out her thoughts without informing yunho. both of them are mad at each other, but are worried about the latter at the same time. Cold shoulders. Him kissing away your tears. (a happy ending at the end dw)

•genre- angst, fluff at the end

•warnings- just some high tension and aggression throughout the story. tears and sarcasm, arguments, typical argument and resolving conflicts

•author's note- randomly thought of this fic idea in the morning, and i had it all planned out so i decided to write it in the eve itself. I still have my ongoing hwa and yeo fic left to complete, I'll post them soon after this i swear ! this is my first written imagine on a specific member, hope you enjoy reading !

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In the dimly lit apartment, tension hung in the air like an invaded storm. You sat on the extreme far end of the sofa, wanting to be as distant from your boyfriend, as you could, at the moment. Arguments barely took place between you and Yunho in the course of your relationship. Then what had led you to have one, at this moment, which left both of you frustrated along with your anguished emotions bubbling up to the surface?

Well, this argument was a result of your small pent up issues and minor conflicts. Both of you bottled up such opinions and worries you had for yourselves and for each other, and finally, a fully blown argument involving sharp and harsh words towards each other took place. Not to mention the fact that both you and Yunho were stubborn and childish, hence sarcastic remarks throughout the argument was a must.

Yunho's lips released a profound sigh, and you could practically feel his frustration and anger from that sigh. He got up, gave you one last glance and retreated to the bedroom. You didn't even glance at him all this time while he left. All you did was stare at the floor, as the echo of the closing door of his room resonated in your ears.

You lolled your head back on the sofa and stared up at the ceiling. No. Just no. You couldn't bear this atmosphere with unresolved tension anymore. You needed some space, too. Perhaps, the idea of a night walk didn't seem so bad to you. You needed this to clear out your thoughts or else you couldn't face Yunho. Not at the moment, atleast.

You stood up and lingered across the door of his room, and after giving the closed door one last glance, you picked up your phone & the spare keys of your apartment, put on your slippers and headed out of the apartment, closing the door very softly.

After what seemed like half an hour, Yunho finally got out of the bedroom and walked towards the deserted living room, as if ready to face you & resolve the argument once and for all. As he scanned the empty and silent living room, worry etched across his forehead lines as his brows furrowed. He hurriedly went to the kitchen and your room, the bathroom and possibly checked every corner of your house to find you. No trace of you. You were nowhere to be found...

Is she insane? Yunho mumbled, as his eyes lingered across the big circle clock in the living room, reading the time. 11.45. Where the hell did she go this late at night? Without even informing or texting me.... he thought, as he immediately went to the bedroom to reach out for his phone & came back to the living room to sit on the sofa again, his phone in the palm of his hands, his fingers lingering on your number in the messaging app.

He contemplated for a while, what kind of text he should send you, or weather he should text you at all. He understood that you probably went out to get some space & to let everything sink in, but without even informing him...? Didn't you know that the person he worried and cared for the most was you..?

He realized that you were giving him the silent treatment. A cold shoulder, perhaps, and he decided to reciprocate this silent treatment of yours. Yunho sat there, with a blank expression on his face, scrolling through all sorts of comedy videos on social media but none of them even made him smile an inch, let alone laugh. His thoughts were consumed by your whereabouts and your argument that took place earlier.

Minutes passed, as the feelings of worry, guilt, frustration, anger and desperation consumed him. He finally decided to push his ego aside and text you because hell, he couldn't bear this anymore. He wanted to resolve all of this. He longed to see your smile, longed to cuddle and kiss you, longed to just be with you and end this damn argument.

Yunho impatiently waited for you to come back home, his feet tapping the floor every second. He recollected himself and thought of how he'd face you and what he would say when he faced you. Well, half of it depended on how you were. Were you mad? Were you still upset? All these thoughts were held at a standstill as he heard the loud doorbell of your apartment.

He stood up in a jiffy, opening the door to reveal you, safe and sound, in front of him. Your palms reached at the back of your neck, clearly a little embarrassed as Yunho stepped aside to let you in. You still stared only at the floor and nowhere else. The farthest you could glance at was Yunho's black sweatshirt. You just couldn't meet his eyes, and your boyfriend stared at you with such intensity & the cold expression on his face was something you wouldn't want to see.

"You're unbelievable, you know that? Informing me that you were going out or even texting me wouldn't hurt, Y/N. Especially after our heated argument, what emotions did u expect me to have after you left home without a single word? Do you know how worried i was?!" He said this, in a tone higher than usual. He almost regretted it after a second and thought he should've apologised to you first..

You had to admit, though, it wasn't the best decision to leave home without informing or texting him, so it was right for him to get mad over that. But, you had a right to be mad, too, he said quite a few sharp words during your argument earlier that stung you right in the heart.

"I'm... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. Don't you think you have something to apologize for, too, Yunho?" You said, stuttering a little.

"I know i do. Would you atleast look at me, though? You've been staring at the floor ever since. Look me right in the eye, please." He pleaded, coming a step closer to you.

Your heart immediately picked up its pace as you stared at your boyfriend in front of you, his expression filled with regret and guilt.

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, Y/N. For everything earlier. For those harsh words and that... attitude. But you have to know that you're just as stubborn as me. To be honest, i realized that whatever we were arguing about earlier was childish and wasn't worth for us being mad at each other. Forgive me please. I can't bear all this tension and just want to see you smile." He said all that at one go, as if he already had figured out what he'd say to you once you're back home.

You bit your lips as you stared at him, his words and his apology ringing in your ears like an echo. Before you even knew it, tears starting streaming down your face, as you took everything in. Yunho's gaze towards you softened, and nothing hurt him more than seeing you cry. You rarely ever cried in front of him and the fact that you were, right now, almost made him want to cry too.

He immediately came closer towards you, his left hand sliding behind your waist and right hand behind your head, pulling you closer to his chest. "You know, seeing you cry hurts me a lot. I feel like crying too now.." he said, softly patting your head as you calmed down. As you cried for a minute or two in his arms, you pulled back, still in his embrace, to look at him. "I'm sorry, too. I hate arguing with you. Especially since you're the sweetest and kindest person i've ever seen in my life. Instead of being angry at you, i was angrier at myself. You never say such harsh words, so i felt like i must've done or said something really bad to have you react like that." You said, your voice breaking a little, a few tears streaming down your face.

"Don't say stuff like that, y/n. I'm the guilty one here, too. Don't blame yourself only because as a matter of fact, we were both childish and egoistic" He said, and suddenly you felt the palm of his hand at your head slide down lower to the back of your neck, pulling you closer to him, as his lips glided effortlessly to the tears on your cheeks.

Did he...just kiss my tears away?!? You wondered as he finally rested his forehead against yours, waiting for you to say something.

Instead of replying to him, you were the one who pulled him closer by the neck now, your lips instantly connecting with his. Yunho's eyes widened in surprise, yet he picked up the pace of the kiss in a second and kissed you back just as passionately as you did. Both his arms were resting against your waist now, as the both of you just kissed and felt each others love in silence.

As you pulled back, panting, in the dire need of some air, a blush immediately formed on your cheeks. Yunho noticed that and smirked, ruffling your hair in endearment.

"Hey, you're the one who started the kiss & you're being shy now..?" He questioned, chuckling.

"S-so what? You're way too good of a kisser & that's the most normal reaction i could ever have." You said, all flustered.

"I'm way too good of a kisser, hm? Well then, would you mind doing something more than just kissing..?" He asked, smirking yet again.

"Tonight...? No way, Yunho. You know that we've both got work tomorrow. Probably tomorrow night since its the weekend later, if you're good enough to me." You say, joking.

"Good enough?! Aren't i always good enough to you, darling?" He said, purposely adding darling at the end to make you even more flustered than you already are.

"W-whatever. Anyways, lets go sleep now, its past one o'clock for gods sake." You said, reaching out for his hand, as the both of you walked towards the bedroom, reaching out towards your respective wardrobes to change into your nightclothes.

"I love you." You mumble to Yunho besides you, just as you're about to sleep.

"I love you too, Y/N. More than you'll ever know. Lets never argue again, all it does is waste our time." Yunho said, turning off the lights as you nodded, the both of you having a sound and relaxed sleep because of your resolved argument.

[neptunescore]

Re: your post about "ferrari is to blame" about charles and carlos. No. Well, yes: Ferrari has let it get this bad, I don't know what Sainz has in his contract for the team to let him get away with this (or they truly just don't care), but there's only one driver ignoring team orders, orders and plans both the drivers agreed prior to the race. It's been like that for YEARS. Every time Sainz has a moment to best Charles, even if it ruins both of their races, he's taken them. Ferrari has allowed it to happen, but Sainz is the one who goes against the plans they've made, he's never thought about Ferrari, only about himself.

Hiii!!

Starting off, Carlos has literally nothing in his contract with the team, bc at this point, my man doesn't even HAVE a contract with the team anymore LMFAOO. Literally 2 races left. What are they even gonna do💀✋🏽

This brings me to my second point, and that is: THERE WAS NO RACE TO RUIN. there is literally no way the team could've gotten a better result than p3 and p4.😭

Also, as I've mentioned bfr: if I was a driver and my team refused to listen to me even when I told them REPEATEDLY to do smthmg that would benefit both drivers, and when they finally did it they weren't even ready, leading to me being at risk of a penalty, and then they asked me not to pressure my teammate who was literally NOT EVEN IN FRONT OF ME, and all this so said teammate could just get 2ND PLACE in the wdc, not to mention that the result would literally not affect the wcc at ALL... yh call me rb sebastian vettel the way I'd be stuntin on these hoes.😝🔥🗣

So. Yes. This is all a ferrari made problem, bc both charles and carlos are in the right as they are RIVALS who are COMPETING against each other in one of the most ADRENALINE FILLED, TOP sport, where getting a better result then your teammate is REALLY IMPORTANT to ur career.☺️🤭

Ferrari is the one doing the miscommunication. They're the one making promises that shouldn't even be made in the first place😀

Andddd I just like seeing absolute rancid teammate rivalries, I love it when drivers fuck all and just ball. (I am such a changed fan to what I once was😌🤞🏼)

[gwenstacyyy1]

Ok I just saw this and I still need to clarify it bc I actually didn’t fact check somethings so mb yall

1.)I did forgot about that so I scrapped of the idea of her being like players age and that’s on me mb gang and idk if it’s just me but I still classify 18-19 as a teenager plus I said she could have been 20 or around Carmen’s age so that to so my apologies.and she just started working a Interpol at the beginning of the show that’s why I thought that so sorry.

2.)Considering how smart she is she probably could have graduated early and be like young Sheldon so Yh.and before that she could have a been dual enrollment if that’s a thing in the uk or France or where ever she lives at.(I think that’s just an American thing though so take this with a grain of salt sorry!)

3.)uhm so the producer thing he said he wasn’t sure about her age bc he said he thinks but that’s the most canon thing to confirming.so I’d say that

4.)I forgot to put this in my original post but TAKE WHAT I SAY ABT JULIAS AGE WITH A GRAIN OF SALT PLEASE.ik it’s not canon bc it really doesn’t make sense but this is just what I found.its just a hc and yh so that’s also on me

5.)Ik it’s the internet I wasn’t expecting for u to reboot this I just wanted to yap bc like I wasn’t expecting this so Yh.

6.)this was an Au thing for me so mb

7.)Be my moot.Now😡!!!!/J (you don’t have to!!!)

Ok I need to say this bc like it’s been getting on my nerves recently.Uhm I literally see r34 of Julia argent from Carmen sandiego and like isn’t she like a teenager in the beginning of the show?hello?she’s like 17-19.thats her age range between player and Carmen.TEENAGER YEARS.A MINOR.but she’s still in her teen yrs but she isn’t 17 bc Yh she’s way to mature for her age.but hey I guess but she’s like a teenager in the show still developing and people forget that.if she was Carmen’s age which implies somewhat but also implies that she’s a teenager STILL.HELLO?this is like the Peni parker situation again.like y r yall GOONERS?!?!but if I say that Julia’s around that age range ima sound like a hypocrite bc I ship carulia and Carmens like 20 so I guess that.

[smilingangel582]

Day 17: underwater

I have never written for free! But today I will, oh lord! I wanna see this Haruka once again! (Similar to ahem ahem a certain Haruka from Windbreaker)

Lee!haru / ler!makoto, ler!ikuya, ler!asahi

(Takes place during middle school of the anime Free!starting days)

The silence... the tranquillity. Haruka Nanase wishes he could stay underwater forever. No noises to bother him, no annoying teaches to chide him, no friends to offer him ceaseless attention -it is perfection.

The more his moves his hands up to the surface, the cold from the outside reminds him of the reluctance to leave the warm water that embraces him.

Liftinf his feet slightly, his toes now leaning towards the edge of the small tub, he relaxes further down, letting his head engulf within the water bodies.

Regardless... he could just forget school for once and stay here like a euphoric relm.

Little did he know that the silence was louder than noises, as he didn't hear the sound of the bathroom door slide open.

"Ugh, Haru... he's at it again..." Ikuya groans, now folding his arms as he looks at Asahi, snickering in amusement.

Makoto chuckles sweetly, "Well, he does this all the time..."

"He doesn't even know we're here"

Makoto mischievously reached out to tickle Haruka's toes, the reaction was instant when the water suddenly splashed. With Haru (unelegantly) straightening himself, jerking up and rubbing his wet face.

Ikuya and Asahi couldn't help but burst into laughter "Ahaha! Haru looked so funny! We rarely see him act so flustered!"

Asahi agreed nodding now slapping Ikuya in the back as they laughed together, "Just like you were when u tried to copy Haru!"

Ikuya's laugh cut short to a growl, "Oi!"

Makoto sighs, now crossing his arms, "Haru, we're late... what did I tell you about long baths and dreaming?"

Haru looks embarassed, his blue eyes averting sideways, "Well you didn't have to act like a mom for that"

Asahi this time grabbed Haru's ankle now scribbling away mercilessly, "Oh yh? Well you shouldn't act like a child to begin with, Haru-chan!"

Haruka groaned into giggles, now water splashing around, "S-Stohoohop, jeeheheez"

Ikuya giggles back now tickling Haru's neck, "Aw he's so ticklish... better get out or else we won't stop"

Haru scrunched his shoulder cutely, now unable to hide the uncharacteristic squeal, making them adore a sigh of endearment.

"Cute!" Asahi Yelps in surprise.

"A-Ahahalright, alright! Stahahap..." Haru managed to splash water to make them move away from him, his face redder than a cherry. Makoto grins proudly, now pulling Ikuya and Asahi away, "You have five minutes to get ready. Otherwise, another tickle fest it is... Haru-chan"

After closing the door, the other protested, "Don't call me that...!"

Ikuya grinned as they heard Haru change swiftly, "Who knew the stoic Haruka is ticklish"

Asahi coughs, "Ahem, don't think you are one to talk Ikuya..." he smirks wiggling his fingers at Ikuya who backs of with a whine, "Don't you dahahare..."

"Awwww come here, Ikuuu!"

Makoto should watch out with the way they began yo run through Haru's house, Ikuya scrambling with giggles to escape the mencing Asahi.

Well, Makoto couldn't care less. It's all Haru-chan's fault.

[slafkovskys]

You wanna know how quickly you get to baby #3? By making Angel and Luke have an ‘affair’ like the love they have is just too strong to hold onto the past. Whilst she never forgets what he did, she forgives because he was scared and left and then worried about coming back. He knew he hurt her and wasn’t grown enough to deal with it especially knowing that his brother were more than capable to give her all of the love and security and help she deserved. The boys know her and Luke love one another so much and if Angel was ok with it then that’s enough for them to be ok with her dating him.

Anywho, this all comes out when she finds out she’s pregnant and someone makes a joke about will this one be mine or yours and Angel is like welp actually we’re back to which one of the 3 of you could it be bc plot twist, I’ve been having an affair w your brother, not the one in this room, the other one, you know the one who broke my heart and ruined everything? And again, none of them actually see it as an affair but since lukey is now equally involved in this new development and is super involved and 100% there for Angel and like idk if he got injured and was the closest one to be there for Angel and the kids when her morning sickness or fainting kicked off and she needed help and like was thrown into the deep end w the twins and like ran the house perfectly for like 2 days and idk. Baby #3 is Luke’s redemption arc and I just think it’s a catalyst that brings him back in. He’s got equal odds of being the babies dad ~if not more since they’re constantly having super intense love making sessions to release the pent up love that’s been suppressed since he’s been gone~ and he steps up beyond belief for the twins and Angel and yh

Also, I can just see baby girl Hughes who for the life of me I can’t remember her name but is it wren? Idk Ik it’s drew rip ANYWHO I can just see her being super attached to Luke without knowing who he is like a random relative having a bbq and they’re there and so is luke and like they don’t talk or even look at eachother but wren falls or is fussy bc she’s cutting teeth or idk anything but she just gravitates away from grandma or an aunt and crawls or toddles to this man who she just knows is important and he’s the one she’s most comfortable with. He’s her person for some reason. He didn’t do anything to warrant it ~if anything he did the opposite lbh~ but he’s her favourite person ever without even knowing him and like yh you can post this, keep it for a rainy day or chop it up or idk just some food for thought this is awkward now imma go k? K. Bye. Bye. No you hang up - 🤌🏽

anon- my mouth genuinely fell open. jaw was dropped. wig is down the street. this was a journey that i was so glad to take.

but… are we ready for baby number three because i was going to hold off for a little longer…

[jaejoongbornfreeonekiss]

Yunjae Analysis

Part I

I'm a yunjae believer but i don't think they are together anymore.They broke up years ago

My analysis is based on my observation of JJ since he is very honest with his feeling.Yh always tries to hide his feeling especially since he is in SM:

It is an open secret for everyone that they were couple in TVXQ.

Post split, JJ was devastated and his songs are mostly sad love songs.

Kcassie and C cassie said that the two were meeting starting of 2012 but jj songs at that time were always sad wich make me believe that they were sort of friends with benefits with no commitment (the commitment jj always expected from Yh)

By the end of 2014,JJ seems more calm , less depressed,he started gaining weight and his emo tweets are less frequent indicating the start of his ''healing period''.For me, before this, he was in his bubble refusing to move on from TVXQ and Yunho.In one of his songs he even said ''i'm living in the memories of loving you" but in 2014, his enlistment was set and reality catches him so he started reflecting on his life and choices

He started accepting that he is not a TVXQ member anymore and will not be with YH anymore.This thought was reinforced in yh 2015 birthday, he was in Japan and said that he was feeling lonely since no one wishes him Happy birthday.See,JJ who , in all those years, always tweeted some ''non obvious'' tweet about yh in his birthday didn't even wishes him happy birthday in private.This year , they weren"t seeing eo for sure.

The same year,in jj concert the beginning of the end,two days before his enlistment,he said that he was reflecting on himself and regretted not spending time with the people around him, those who loved him.In the segment after the concert when asked about the best three moments in his twenties (by the ways his twenties started from 2006 when he was still a member of TVXQ) he replied : winning the case against SM,releasing jyj album in japan,when JYJ members comes to see him before his enlistment and they spent two days together.See,he never talked about tvxq despite having a good memories with them.

From all this,i believe jj was moving on from yunho around this period (2014 to 2015).It took him a couples years to do so since he loved yh with all his heart, he didn"t left a little for himself.5 years to move on

Part II

Their relationship after military service is difficult to undertand so i will try to analyze jaejoong first then Yunjae

JJ after MS (military service) is another man, different from the one he was before MS. He is happy,in peace with himself, no emo tweet , no sad love songs,no crying on stage He is becoming more like his older self , the jj at the early days of TVXQ:cutipie,Shy,Happy pill

He reconnected with hismeslf during his MS and understood that he must live his life since he is getting older. He was asked through the years if he wanted to go back to the past (which mean his days as tvxq included) and he has been consistent in his answers for the last 07 years, he always said that he is happy in the present and doesn't want to go back

In his documentary on the road , he said there that after MS, he want to live his life day by day , he doesn't want the days to end and it scares him that the time passes fast

Each person in their thirties have this thought, since in our twenties we don't care about time ,we believe that the youth is eternal but once you reach thirty, you want time to pass slower and want to enjoy each day

As for yunjae, in 2017, people have said that the two were meeting, jj gave a lot of hints

Also, JJ said he thought about having a 02 years hiatus after his military service (so 2017-2018) to go to study in the UK, he even said he searched for all type of visas and was ready to go but something happened that made him change his mind and stayr.I honestly think yh aked jj to stay and maybe even proposed to him cause they were wearing Cartier wedding rings in 2017

Disclaimer: i don't consider matching items/clothes etc as hints since they are probably gifts from fans so they wore them (except for rings cause that's too personal)

But starting from 2018, everything was different,so maybe something happened? (maybe they had an argument, keep in mind this is the year yh renewed his contract with SM).JJ left korea for japan without hesitation and stayed there for almost two years and almost half a year each year afterwards and he stopped giving hints about yunjae (remember his hints in his pre-military era, he was always obvious) And yh renewed his contrat with SM so i believe they are not together I'm sur about this cause :

-If JJ was with the love of his life,he will share love songs and heart and roses each day.He can't hide his hapiness nor his sadness. -if JJ was still in love with yh like before his MS and can't be with him, you will see the emo jj he was back then but JJ is neither of the two, he is happy but doen't share much romantic posts etc…

And for the future , i don't think they will ever be together They are in their late thirties, completed their MS, they had almost 10 years after MS, if they wanted their relatioship to work out,they would have find a way

[harper-collins]

Hello Everyone,

I come to you with news about both my mental health and the state of my writing;

First off, I probably won't be posting anything of my own for a while here. Maybe an update for a book if it happens, but not anything outrageous. It's more of a quiet one for me as I have somehow gotten to one of the worst points in my life.

I won't give too much information, but I'm currently off work and taking time for myself, and I realised I should probably do something about my writing, whether it's just finishing it off awkwardly or explaining.

I don't want to give any of my stories an unfinished ending, and I really do love them all, even if I may not be super into their respective fandoms anymore; this includes all 7 projects. (ohmygod)

I've been working on my book semi-regularly, but as it's still in the basics, I won't share anything until I've built it up more. I know I say that a lot (whether you guys hear it or not), but taking on a project the way I have done is exciting and scary.

That said, here is the list of things I will be taking from now until I decide I can either handle multiple things again or finish them.

Rewriting An Eternity To Wait

Proceeding to finish the last few chapters of An Eternity To Wait.

Finish Mission: Return Home

Finish Experiment Gone Wrong...?

Write more or finish Scar in Yandere High School (RP) (as there is only one at the moment and it's a very bare project I started on a whim)

Finish Trapped in 'Dreams'

Rewrite the rest of The Twins, The Triangle And The Magic

Finish The Twins, The Triangle And The Magic

Add or Finish Billdip Cards Against Humanity

Full focus on my book, maybe write oneshots etc

To explain, The start is simple, the least amount to do in the projects goes first (AETW, M: RH), and then finishing some long-term projects (EGW?, Scar in YHS), and then T4ATM is put essentially in the back due to the pure size of the project. I plan on it being longer than the HP books, meaning it will probably take years to complete.

I have no doubt that T4ATM will signify the end of my fanfic writing (or at least series writing). I will then focus on my book, which has its own blog. These should be primarily easy considering that I have started all of these projects, and for all, apart from like two, I have plans ready for them. All I need to do is write them.

I can't say how long this will take, and I do apologise to anyone who's been wanting an update of others etc., but I'm just so fucked that this is probably the only way I'm going to get over this heap of self-inflicted work that I want to finish.

Of course, if the entire idea of making a oneshot inspires me (this includes the oneshot series I have), then I will probably write that, but then I will go back to the list. If anything changes in the list, I will let you know.

Thanks to anyone who cared to read this; it means a lot. I hope anyone who likes my projects will wait for them to be finished or just read them as they come out, but once I get my hands on something, I will do my best to sink my teeth into it and only that instead of going around in circles.

Thanks, cya.

[daisyvisions]

☕️

Hey Daisy, it's been a few days since I've last been on (things have been so hectic) but hello! I finally got some proper sleep and I just feel like a whole new person now 😂 You were so sweet in your last responses to me; thank you 🥺💙 I hope you're also taking care and things are generally going well and looking up for you as well!

😭😭 I need long-haired Hoon to go (but not actually) because he is ruining my life. Imagine running your hands through it 😭 When the concept photos for Lipgloss dropped, I think I internally passed away at the sight of YH.

Also, I was reading back on my replies and, just in case, I'm so sorry if any of them came of mean or anything 😭😭 I feel like I was a bit of a moron 😭

Thank you honestly about the writing compliments though 🥺 I know you're not forcing me to or anything, don't worry! I didn't get that vibe - I really thought it was so sweet and it really did lift my mood up during the week so thank you so much!! I actually did open a blog not too long ago for thought dumps but I haven't got around to posting anything since I'm very impatient with myself 😂😭 I seem to forget that nothing comes fully ready and that there is a process in-between from start to finish (but I'm very understanding of it for other writers so it's weird) 😂😭 If I ever get around to finally posting on it though, I'll make sure you are the first to know!!

hi! that's good to hear! hehe no worries we all have our grumpy / not so good moments so I don't blame you (nor did I think you were being rude at all!)

oooh a thoughts dump account would sound good! you know, as I've been on my writing journey I learned that it's also okay to have thought dumps and I don't have to write a long ass story at times (it really depends on your writing style) so if you ever do decide to open one tag me!!! I'll be more than happy to support! 💕

(and yes long haired younghoon has been ruining my life too I just wanna pull on his hair and make him whine 🫢skjfnsjnf)

[weather-phenomenon]

it's kinda funny and ik they don't mean it badly but my friend who's a still rather recently adult diagnosed asd and adhd will say things in convo like yh asd explains that or me doing that makes so much sense now in a like positive self accepting way and it's fine like one of the things i sometimes enjoy abt them is on chats they will like 100 text and keep switching subjects and it's just ahh crazy cool if the vibe/time is right for me and they're like yh the adhd explains that lol and we got a bit lost in uni and they were like yh tht makes sense the asd bc both examples are things that they've always struggled with that make more sense to them now post diagnosis which yeah great. but when i'm like i'm going back to isolation bc with the anxiety pmdd and my possible (b)pd traits i think that's best for me and it was like reconnecting with them made me realize how crazy things get for me when i'm in any type of relationships bc b4 that i was isolating for almost more than a year so the stark diff after thinking i was better and ready to re attempt relationships was like very obvi™ for me and despite understanding they keep telling me not to villainize myself and i'm not a bad person it's fine etc. and it's like ok yh besides the diff between official diagnosis and self diagnosis/speculation it's the same thing. i'm not villainizing myself and saying that is just like invalidating what ik to be true abt myself. like if i were to say no you don't get lost bc of asd stop making yourself seem stupid or smth tht wld be insensitive so why isn't it the same thing for other 'more' stigmatised conditions. and it's like a general kind of thing you'd see sometimes in a ignorantly and innocently trying to make the person feel better and then with actual malicious invalidating intent.

[santacoppelia]

I'm writing... a FANFIC.

Obviously, a Good Omens S2 one. An AU, where they are not angel/demon but journalists. In English (which is not my first language, but it's the one I can think with when writing for this universe). I'm using all my preferred tropes.

And I'm not really sure I'll ever get to finish it, but I'm quite proud of having found the perfect name for the "evil corporation" for which A.Z. Fell works, and which Anthony J. uncovered was up to its figurative neck involved in terrible things:

YH & W Media.

*cackles*

Ok, that is all the post. I'll keep writing in my spare time and let you lot know if I'm ever ready to publish it.

[naalamuse]

This is about youu, chunke!

I have talked about you to few people a million times that they doesnt want to hear your name from my mouth anymore. You are the indirect situationship i had that i cant stop thinking about. but this post is the end to it. all this time i have never been fully honest but this tine, its gonna be real.

okay, you met me at a vulnerable point of time. i was in a relationship maly into that person. i even planed a life with him, wanted to settle down and even arrived at a date 2031 to get married with him. the number of kids everything. I loved him, and i dont hsve any grudges now.

But, in college i was unhappy. i always ran to my bf in phone(i had a b set in first year) and talked to him. i was scared of everybody. I had severe issues ands i judged me a lot. i did notice you and i liked you for some reason. like i knew i would like to be friends with you.

Mybe it was becuase you were friendly with everyone and i wanted to be like that. but i was so scared and when you did approach me(just like others) i ran away, or i ignored. later on you told me that i looked like i had no interest. the truth was that i was so interested that i knew i would ruin it or people will see through me, or already is seeing my weaknesses.

then we started talking. how? yh you talked to me at my weakest times. what happened was that i was so sad and i was scared of people that i was crying that day, and you understood. so yopu asked ...i guess.

I was pretty surprised. i still remember the haopiness. becayse someone noticed and that someone was alrady liked by me.

and we started tal;kinhg.

we started talking so much that we even talkede about deep stuff. i talked about my sexual stuffs, and you were too re assuring. ytpu said i was your bestfriend and thats the reason why you are telling all that. i was also happy to hear that. i loved you a lot but not like in a relationship way because at that time also i was in a relationship i was talking about yopu to him. he was happy too. that's another story.anywqays we became close. i trusted you.

the things we talked include stuff that normal people done really share. or atleast i wouldnt have. thats why i was so attached with you.then all of a sudden, some stuffs changed.

i hink i fely bad when you asked me for friends with benefits in t or d game. i then tried to make it nrmal but it never bvecame. so it was weird.

but it really hurt me. i was scared and i even asked you later on and ypu said you didnt tell anyone but maybe am hallucinating bvut sometimes i feel like evryone knopws./ i am scared of that?

but am rembvvboning all that scary parts for now. and ever. even if the world knows about things , the intimate stuff, its not the worst thing ever. its not okay but i can deal with t. i dont want to be ashamnerd of my self. sex isnt npothing to be ashamed of and sicussing it with a best friewnd who i thought so is ok. noww what?after that i did trell that all out to others when i got druk. that was sick of me. i shouldnt have done that. adu vendarnu.,

i dont want to keep grudges too.i became obsessed wiht him, thought about a lot an ffinally fell for him. i fell for him becuase he left me and made e feel s[epacial and nothing at the same time. it all happened oin 2021 and here i am in 2023 stiull thinking about him.

okay, this is an open letter to you. i realy liked you. i wanted you to be there i m,y life. i liked you i really mean it. i had grudge too, a bit. but i liked you thats the truth. but i am letting you go, because i liked you because iogf my own trauma and theres nothing about you that i actually want. i don not like you, i just like the idea. i didnt want to progress in my life becauyse i wasnt ready so i took you asnd putr ypu asxz my love or something. nbnow its gone becuaeeam not stupid anymore. no more all that. i have a life so i doint have time for this anymore.

i am not gonna say this to anyone, that i wrote here and all, because no one needs to now. only myself.

my bigger regret is telling people about it, it was a mistake and to rectify it, i need to stop all this.

you are not in my mind anymore. i am so happy tpo finaaly allopwing myself to breath and toi stop in this day dream. once i stop day dreaming about you, i can start living my life.

i am following you on instagram, lets see. am donme with you ansd fpfgr that i can allow myelf that.

ok i followed you, you are having a public ac.

i am finally ready to live my life without neing revolved around by you.

[marieadeledracherambles]

Buying Hope: Intro

A couple months ago, Tapas recommended to me the webtoon Yongsa High: Dungeon Raiders, which is an infinite flow/dungeon raider story about a school for adventurers. Yoo Jaryong is a smuggler/poacher paying for his retired adventurer dad's medical bills. On one of these missions, he runs into a student of Yongsa High, Jin Saerom, who hires him to get into YH and be part of her party. (She's a Rich Girl.) Jaryong needs the money, so he accepts. Season 1 is about his getting ready for the transfer exam and meeting his dad's old colleagues... the ones who didn't betray him and leave him penniless, anyway.

I figured I'd give it a shot, since I'm a fan of BNHA and My S-Class Hunters.

And I fell in love.

Yongsa High (also known as Warrior High: Dungeon Raid Department, if you like me got hooked and couldn't wait for the official translation any longer) is SO GOOD. The characters are likeable and/or have motivations beyond the needs of the plot. The world is interesting. The plot is layered. I sped through all the free episodes, then spent two days looking for the unofficial translation. After I'd finished it, I went looking for fanworks on AO3 and found...

nada.

There are no works for this comic on AO3 and five posts about it on Tumblr, even once you use the more well-known name for it.

I decided then to write fic for it. And I already had an angle.

There are two things that really bother me and keep the comic from being perfect: the fact that there are very few female characters at all, and the fact that the overarching plot being set up is "dragons wanted to rule the world, got beat back, so they started infiltrating society to destroy it." The first is typical of genres aimed at young men, but still not okay. The second skims way too close to "lizard people are controlling/destroying society," which for those who don't know is an antisemitic conspiracy theory meant to make people target Jews for existing.

The first thing I'm taking the hammer to is the dragon conspiracy theory. In Buying Hope, there are two villains! The first antagonist, which is the canon Big Bads, is instead of being dragons in human guise a group of anarchists who got their abilities from equipment and magic. They want to take down society because it's corrupt. The second is the dragon who poisoned Jaryong's dad and sent him to the hospital in the first place. The dragon believes that if he bides his time until humans lower their guard, he'll be able to take over.

The second change I'm making is that Jin Saerom Is More Than A Sexy Wallet. (Upon rereading, that was a slightly unfair appellation. She does stuff! Plot relevant stuff, even! She just also is a font of cash money who stands in a corner and looks upset while her upperclassmen/cousin's friends harass her and Jaryong.) The title comes from Saerom's belief that money gets her almost everything she wants, and how she's simultaneously proven right and disillusioned. Buying hope isn't usually possible, unless your dad runs an incredibly profitable company.

Jin Saerom is probably my favorite character because she has depth. She wants to be an adventurer, but she's not very talented. She works hard until her cousin shows up, at which point she turns into a shrinking violet. And yet another YH guy describes her as "never lowering her head," and she's still persevering despite some pretty intense social ostracization. She's slightly naive and tosses money around like it's nothing, but also she genuinely wants to be helpful, it's not a flex. I want to braid her hair and educate her on class disparity. So, naturally, she's the main character of Buying Hope.

There's also hefty amounts of teenage chaos, because there's five teenagers in this friend group and they're all outcasts/really weird. So when Saerom and co aren't terrorizing the large-scale antagonists or whatever poor dungeon their teachers unleashed them on this week, they're terrorizing the school bullies.

And a mecha-Toothless battle mobility aid.

This is gonna be FUN.

[give-grian-rights]

Thank you for all you do to try and inform people of who Sam really is ❤

you’re welcome, i really wish there was more I could be doing right now :( this is all insane and none of us should be dealing with it