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akanemnon · 5 months ago

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That was faster than expected.

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MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)

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itwouldeatyoualive · 2 months ago

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ford's expression and the way he shakes as he erases stan's memory guts me to the core. just imagine. you've been apart from your brother for decades. he used to be your best friend. you spent years hating him and years missing him. you were going to spend the rest of your lives together. you don't get along anymore. you used to know each other like the back of your hands. but even after so long apart, he can still fake your voice and mannerisms like it's nothing. and then you have to erase everything. there are no more second chances. you don't get to fix this. he got you back, but if you do this, you'll never get your brother back.

#made myself cry sorry #the finale fucks me up bad #its the pain in fords eyes #when he knows that theres no coming back from this #that if he does this he's Never going to get his brother back #and like. obviously he does in the end and all but #god. god. he didnt know that #he thought it was hopeless. he thought he lost his brother and he was the one that did it #imgonna kms #stan twins #sea grunks #stanley pines #stan pines #ford pines #stanford pines

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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i don't normally participate in these redraw challenges but it's megumi so i'll make an exception

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #megumi fushiguro #fushiguro megumi #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk megumi #megumi #looks at clock UHHHHHHHH oops #i got lost in the sauce that is rendering his gd chin and under his lips.... ive been in stylized anime mouth land 2 long i fear #i had forgotten how much of a pain those shadows are :'>>> eSP at a lookdown angle #fought a bit but little did he know i spent years doing coloured pencil portraits. this is My domain #god but the rest of the skin render was so FUN i love . warm grey in2 brown in2 red/orange fr the deep underneck shadow #lip tint heavy blush freckles glossier model fushiguro megumi...........im a believer i fear #had a bit of a hard time finding a middle ground between how i normally draw his hair and a more Realistic take on it #the model in the og has hair that's pretty close but i think the strands r a bit short n too heavily curved fr my tastes #its my brand im afraid i simply must give itfs both longer hair #nothing else feels Right #but god i underestimated how Good this photoshoot is as megu material . i get the hype now i get it #i did the sketch n i looked at it and i had an oh /oh/ moment #smh megumi put those lustrous emerald orbs away before u hurt some1 #his gaze is too powerful . slaps a red bg on him makes him my new icon :)#anyway its 6am it is morning time do i sleep fr like 3 hrs or do i say megumi voice Whatever we shall see

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 4 months ago

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Lan Wangji goes to Lotus Pier (No relation to the AU of the same name)

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#poorly drawn mdzs #better drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #wei wuxian #Another split type comic because I decided to be ambitious.#This flashback is currently beating my ass. There are so many timeskips within the flashback! My flow and pacing are wheezing!#I loved how this scene starts with the crowd's point of view. The observations and gossip add a lot.#And it helps reposition us to what the external perspective is on these two. Namely that 'they don't get along.'#Tensions are known! Even here in Nouveau Lotus Pier.#Ah...Lan Wangji never got a chance to see the Lotus Pier of Wei Wuxian's childhood and adolescence...did he?#It's not the same. He's not the same. Call them by the same name and people will know what you mean...#...but the first version - the one with the fond memories - is gone for good.#It's sort of interesting isn't it? How names can hold so much power and still be hollow?#We often get stuck over past versions of things. Be it ourselves or other people or places.#Change is scary but the truth is nothing ever stays the same. It's always moving. You're always moving.#It's okay to mourn the past. Maybe it's people you lost or the person you hoped to be. Let yourself feel the grief.#And then? Then you grow around that pain and keep on going. If you feel like you can't - remember you don't have to do it alone.#A side note: Listening to the tossing flowers extra is so essential for this scene. It's cute and gives us more of [redacted]#What's [redacted]? You'll see in the next comic!

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kizzer55555 · 9 months ago

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DP x DC: The Most Dangerous Card Game

Ok so Danny has essentially claimed earth as his. And he is fully aware that there are constant threats to the planet. Now he can’t stop a threat that originates on earth (that’s something he’ll leave to the Justice league) but he can do something about outside threats. Doing some research on ancient spells, rituals, and artifacts, he cast a world wide barrier on the planet to protect it from hostile threats so they cannot enter. This will prevent another Pariah Dark incident. However, barriers like this come at a price. You see, there are two ways to make a barrier. Either make one powered up by your own energy and power (which would be constantly draining) or set up a barrier with rules. The way magic works is that nothing can be absolutely indestructible. It must have a weakness. The most powerful barriers weren’t the ones reinforced with layer after layer of protective charms and buffed up with power. Those could eventually be destroyed either by being overpowered, wearing them down, or by cutting off the original power source. No, the most powerful barriers were the ones with a deliberate weakness. A barrier indestructible except for one spot. A cage that can only be opened from the outside. Or that can only be passed with a key or by solving a riddle. So Danny chooses this type of barrier and does the necessary ritual and pours in enough power to make it. And he adds his condition for anyone to enter.

Now the Justice league? Find out about the barrier when Trigon attempts to attack, they were preparing after he threatened what he would do once he got to earth. How he would destroy them. The Justice league tried to take the fight to him first but were utterly destroyed, so they retreated home to tend to their injuries, and fortify earth for one. Last. Stand. Only when Trigon makes his big entrance…he’s stopped.

The Justice league watch in awe as this thin see-through barrier with beautiful green swirls and speckled white lights like stars apears blocking Trigon and his army’s advance. The barrier looks so thin and fragile yet no matter how hard the warlord hits, none of his attacks can get through and neither can he damage said barrier. That’s when Constantine and Zatanna recognizes what this barrier is. Something only a powerful entity could create. For a moment, the league is filled with hope that Trigon can’t get through yet Constantine also explains that it’s not impenetrable. And clearly Trigon knows this too for he calls out a challenge.

And that’s when, in a flash of light, a tiny glowing teenager appears. He looked absolutly minuscule compared to Trigon and yet practically glowed with power (this isn’t a King Danny AU though).

And that is when the conditions for passing the barrier are revealed. And the Justice realize that the only thing stopping Trigon and his army from decimating earth. The only way he can get through….is by beating this glowing teenager in a card game.

Not just any card game though. The most convoluted game Sam, Danny, and Tucker invented themselves. It’s like the infinite realms version of magic the gathering, combined with Pokémon, and chess. And Danny is the master. So sit down Trigon and let’s play.

(The most intense card game of the Justice league’s life).

After Danny wins, this happens a few more times with outer word beings and possibly even demons attempting to invade earth, yet none have been able to beat the mysterious teenager in a card game. Constantine might even take a crack at it and try to figure out how to play. He’s really bad though. Every time this happens, the Justice league worry that this might be the time the teenager looses. Yet every time, he wins (even if only barely).

Meanwhile, Danny, Sam, and Tucker have gotten addicted to the game and play it almost daily. Some teachers might seem them playing the game are are like ‘awww how cute’ not realizing this game is literally saving the world. Jazz is just happy they aren’t spending as much time on their screens playing Doomed.

#DPxDC #Kizzer55555 ideas #Danny makes a card game to save the world.#Technically he worded the ritual so that they had to ‘beat’ him as those are the most powerful barriers and most reliable.#keys can just get lost or stolen (like the one to Pariah’s Coffin)#A riddle would be useless once someone figured out the answer. Like how no one takes the sphynx seriously anymore.#(Sorry Tuck. But it’s true).#And there is NO WAY Danny is just leaving a hole open for anyone to pass through. No thank you!#So…beating him. But it’s not like Danny wanted to fight so…he edited the ritual a TINY bit. Card games are good. Much less painful too.#Danny Tucker and Sam made the most complicated card game they could imagine.#It’s based on their strategies for fighting ghosts. Capturing them in thermoses. And MUCH based on a on field battle strategy.#It often requires spontaneous thinking on the spot. So Danny? In his ELEMNT. It doubles as practice for his actual ghost battles too.#They had SO much fun making this.#Sam added an entire series of plant cards that act as traps and healing ointments and duds that just take up the field.#Tucker added legitimate hyroglyphics combined with Latin as well as English and ghost speak.#Yes. You actually have to speak that language to play. With proper pronunciation. (Amity Parker’s think the three are talking gibberish.)#I headcanon Sam and Tucker are fluent in Ghost.#Constantine WILL figure this game out SO HELP HIM!#Some of the cards also have combinations related to constellations either in name or placement on the board.#By the way the board is based on a Hexagonal summoning circle with Rhunes along the edges #And the placement of the cards on the board and on what rhune MATTERS.#Also the cards move disintegrate and have certain abilities. Think of Harry Potter Wizard Chess.#But they are normal when Danny plays at school. This is just for ✨effect✨ Against invaders.#Danny faces multiple opponents. He also halts alien invasions.#While Danny COULD stop crime on earth he’s not sure how to fight a normal human and hold back so he sticks to ghosts.#The Justice league are going crazy trying to figure out who this entity is and after deep research are convinced this is some sort of #Ancient being who has protected earth for millenia. They have paintings on ruins and everything.#Danny is not aware they think this.#Raven starts praying to Danny as if he is a god and wrangles the other Teen Titans into doing so as well. Danny is still unaware of this.#Danny is not a King or an ancient. Just a very VERY strong ghost.

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petr1kov · 1 year ago

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getting defeated by luffy back when he was an unknown nobody must have been so humiliating. you're a seasoned pirate with years of experience under your belt and then some weird teenage boy shows up and beats your ass out of nowhere. while wearing flip-flops. i'd never live it down

#one piece #it's still humiliating even after he gets famous btw but at least you can comfort yourself with the knowledge you lost to a big deal pirate #at first though? painful

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fluffylord · 13 days ago

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Look how far I went, for fear of losing you.

#they’re my roman empire #and hell bent isn’t just an episode it’s the breaking point the emotional explosion #It’s where everything gets flipped upside down when it comes to love sacrifice and pushing moral boundaries #It’s the Doctor at his most vulnerable and powerful like at the same time #he’s not just some space traveler anymore he’s a person torn apart by his own contradictions battling his nature his past traumas #his fight with himself with Gallifrey with a world that doesn’t get his pain – it’s a cry of despair straight from his soul #and that cry? It’s all because of her #the Doctor’s ready to go to any extreme step over all the moral lines he used to stand for #It’s about keeping her alive #It’s scary and mesmerizing at the same time #his love isn’t romantic in the normal way it’s more like a raging storm capable of anything to keep the person he loves safe from harm #It’s not a calm harbor it’s a hurricane tearing everything in its path #every move he makes every time he tries to touch her to hold her to protect Clara it’s soaked in this crazy all-consuming love #he’s almost obsessed with it like he’s ready to rewrite reality break every law possible just so she stays alive #and it’s not just about being attached it’s an addiction fueled by the pain of loss and the fear of feeling that pain again #he’s lost and found himself in that pain #doctor who #12th doctor #twelfth doctor #twelve #hell bent #new who #dwgifs #dr who #the doctor #nuwho #clara oswald #whouffaldi #dw #peter capaldi

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engagemythrusters · 2 years ago

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the obscene amount of chronic pain Luke Skywalker must face...

#AGH.#his whole body is probably so FUCKED UP from so many things #1: freezing to near death must've fucked up at least ONE of his systems #2: electrocution mustve fucked up at least MULTIPLE of his systems #3: he lost a hand so the phantom pain probs exists and instead of letting that fix itself they just put another hand on him instantly #so the nerves he's receiving from that hand vs the nerves still convinced he's missing a hand vs the nerves convinced he has his flesh hand #YEA imagine how fucked up thats gotta be #and 4: he keeps getting thrown or beat up or shot at so. so wounds everywhere there.#YEAH okay #this was my 4 am thought after my cat woke me up to be a little bitch #luke skywalker #star wars

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casualavocados · 5 months ago

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I asked myself why I failed to notice. It was the first time we'd been apart that long. I found the birthday gifts you prepared for me in my room, from my 18th to my 21st. ...Shut up. I started to think about what you were doing back then. Were you celebrating my birthday all by yourself?

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #chen yi x ai di #ai di x chen yi #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #userrain #uservid #userspicy #userjjessi #pdribs #*cajedit #*gif #do you ever cry about the chen yi that woke up to find ai di gone.#do you ever think about the chen yi that felt ai di's tears on his face and reached up to hold him closer. to comfort him.#who saw & chose in a moment the true ai di that had always been by his side then lost him in the next. & woke up to learn it was his fault #cuz i think about the chen yi during ai di's prison time a lot. i think about him going over so many of his memories #reevaluating ai di's anger and teasing and realizing it was all heartbreak. THAT IT WAS ALL HEARTBREAK.#the guilt...the desperation & need to get through to ai di so he never makes him feel that way again. understanding that he loves ai di too #the way he gently touches ai di's hands and face here... he tied him up to keep him from running but hes being so earnest and SO careful #with ai di's pain & ai di's love. his expressions & the way he takes deep breaths before admitting things out loud like its clear #hes thinking hard abt what he wants to say and how he wants to say it. bc he has to make ai di understand how much he means this #how much he misses him. how much he wants to make this right. how he wants & needs to be by ai di's side forever bc he loves him!#he loves him!!!!!!!!! GOD. i love chen yi.

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letitbehurt · 7 months ago

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Whumpee losing their voice to screaming, unable to answer Whumper or beg them to stop. The only sounds they can make now are quiet gasps and high, broken whimpers.

#in honor of me losing my voice over the last several days #I happened to get sick at the same time #so for anyone who needs a reference: all I could do was whisper—and even that took effort and a little pain #it hurt so badly to swallow that I had to brace myself before doing it and I would still wince #sensitive skin around the neck but especially the sides of the throat where there was the most swelling (being choked would not be fun)#it’s taken three days for my voice to come back enough to speak at a regular volume #but I’m still stuck in the lower registers of my voice #for anyone whose Whumpee has lost their voice #hope this helps!#whump

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fujunfuren · 2 months ago

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In the novel, the couple has a happy ending. We didn’t in reality. I couldn’t understand how lonely she felt, and she returned to Korea without a word to me.

WHAT COMES AFTER LOVE (2024)

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jaggybot3000 · 2 months ago

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soul gets sick of heart and minds bullshit and puts them in a saw trap, their goal is to not kill each other for six hours straight(they barely make it)

lineart+nonfiltered below:3

sawney jash

#chonny jash #cccc #chonnys charming chaos compendium #chonny jash fanart #cj mind #cj heart #cj soul #happy halloween yall. here is an insanely indulgent crossover as a treat:3 #ooohh u want to zoom in and see all the detail in coloring i put so bad oooohh #i had sm more planned for this post but tbh its a halloween miracle i even finished this much of it #if you havent seen saw this doesnt make much sense #and if you have it actually still doesnt make sense. its okay tho #soul after realizing heart and mind would rather cut off their legs than be in the same room with each other for more than five minutes #minds hand is holding heart's face it gets kinda lost in there lol #i imagine through the shared pain and agony of being trapped and chained they finally get closer to somewhat caring about each other #yeah lets go with that ANOTHER SAW TRAP SUCCESS #jaggy posts

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bonicedemandarina · 16 days ago

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Jinx and Isha bc I think they're neat, it was supposed to be a quick doodle but it got out of hand very quickly

#Ignore the background. I tried and fought for like 7 hours and then lost #Surprisingly this time I didn't have issues drawing the hair so that's good #Also bc all my pain and suffering went into THAT DAMN BACKGROUND GOD IT TOOK FOREVER #it was supposed to be messy but I kept redefining details and uuuuughhhh #but whatever who cares I'm not bitter #jinx arcane #jinx fanart #jinx and isha #isha arcane #isha and jinx #Arcane #Arcane s2 #arcane season two #I've been trying to get rid of this style of rendering bc I'm not vibing with it anymore but I'm too used to it so it's hard idk #basically it looked better with just the flat colors but then again. Took too long to let that effort go to waste yk #i drew something #id in alt text #alt text

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dusty-pistol · 1 month ago

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OKAY THEATER KID

Random draft post since it's winter now, and it's related

I have a heavy black leather trench coat that's perfect for winter, but I can't wear it without people thinkin I'm gonna tell my friends not to come to school the next day 😭

Like DUDE I JUST WANNA WEAR MY COOL COAT WITHOUT PEOPLE THINKIN IM THAT KINDA PERSON ARRGGGHHHHHHHHH

For reference, heres a really old (May 2023) grainy photo of me wearin it for my Hell and You Tobias cosplay. It goes down almost to my ankles, and it is HEAVY.