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rafe returns to kook!reader
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!!! obx4 spoilers below !!!
Y/n scrolled her phone aimlessly, gnawing her thumbnail as she perused headlines for any sort of hint at where Rafe could possibly be. It had been nearly a month of wondering if he was even alive, the only thing giving her hope were the random, cryptic text messages she had received from him every few days⌠except that they stopped a week ago. Their relationship was never easy, the two of them so close it almost felt like the line between friends and something more was blurred, but no matter what, they always talked to each other. She had tried talking to Rose or Wheezie to see if they had any idea of what could be going on with him or Sarah, the both of them apparently gone on some sort of wild goose chase, but they simply brushed any of y/nâs questions or concerns off.
With a sigh, y/n turned her phone off and tossed it to the side of her bed. She closed her eyes, trying to steady her racing heart and thoughts when she was suddenly pulled out of her spiral by a knock at the door. She hadnât been expecting anyone, her parents were both out at a dinner, and it was nearly midnightâŚ
âY/n?â A shout from the front door caused her heart to flip. Y/n clamored out of her bed, nearly falling down the stairs at the familiar voice. Once she reached the door, her shaky hands fumbled with the lock before flinging the door open. There, on her porch, his hair a bit longer than she had remembered, but his eyes still the same stormy blue, was Rafe. Y/n let out a sob before throwing herself at him, nearly knocking him off the porch as she hugged him tightly. Her fingers curled into his shirt, burying her face into his chest as she cried, all the anxiety and fear she had been holding evaporating the moment she saw him.
âIâm so sorry.â Rafe said, pressing his face into the top of y/nâs head, his voice cracking. Y/n pulled away, her hands grabbing the sides of his face as tears continued to stream down her face. His skin was tanner and a bruise lingered on one of his cheekbones, but he was still the same boy she had fallen in love with so long ago. Standing in front of her. Alive.
âIâ I thought you were dead,â y/n sobbed, her hands soothing down his shoulders but her gaze never leaving his. Rafe shook his head, his bottom lip trembling slightly as he rested his palms on y/nâs cheeks.
âThere was so much going on andââ Rafe rambled.
âWhy didnât you call? Orâ or text?â Y/n said, her breathing ragged with the conflicting emotions running through her. He was here, and he was alive, but why hadnât he called? Why had he forgotten about her?
âI tried, y/n, I tried but it was too risky.â Rafe said, his thumb running along the highs of y/nâs cheekbones.
âBullshit âit was too riskyâ!â Y/n gripped onto Rafeâs shoulders. âI was worried sick, Rafe, I didnât know where you were or what was going on orâ-â
Y/n was cut off when Rafe wrapped his arms around her, pulling her tightly into his chest. Y/n eyes widened for a moment before she relaxed, snaking her arms around her. She could feel him trembling under her touch, melting into her for a second until he pulled back once more.
âY/n, Iâ I fucked up,â Rafe panted. âI⌠Iâve treated you like shit, always hurting you and getting high and hooking up with girls and taking my anger out on you and taking you for granted⌠Being away from you for so long made me realize that none of that other shit matters, aâight? What matters is you and Iâm sorry I was too fucking young and naive and stupid to notice that.â
Rafeâs words hung thickly in the air, y/nâs mind swirling. She had watched him grow from a boy to a young man, but now, in front of her, filled with such genuine, raw emotion was the man she always knew he was capable of being.
âPlease⌠please say something.â Rafe swallowed harshly, his hands resting gently on y/nâs shoulders.
âI⌠what happened? What changed?â Y/n whispered. What had finally clicked? Changed? Allowed him to see what she and everyone else in his life had been trying to get him to see his entire life?
âI, uh⌠I talked to Sarah.â Rafe said, chewing on his lip. Y/n quirked her brow. Y/n had known the Camerons for as long as she could remember and was well aware of Sarah and Rafeâs troubled relationship. After Wardâs death, she was more than certain the two of them would never speak to each other again.
âSarah?â Y/n said. âYou talked to Sarah?â
âYeah,â Rafe said lowly.
âShe was with you?â Y/n stammered. âIs she okay?â
âYeah, yeah, sheâs fineâŚâ Rafe trailed off, his jaw clenching slightly as he avoided y/nâs eyes for a moment.
âWhatâs wrong?â Y/n asked, furrowing her brows.
âSheâs, um⌠sheâs pregnant.â Rafe whispered. Y/n hands dropped from where they rested on Rafeâs arms, her mouth falling agape. Sarah, the same girl she and Rafe had grown up with, was pregnant? As in, was going to be a mother?
âOh my godâŚâ Y/n said, attempting to blink back some of the shock. âI need to see herâ I need to talk to her. We need toââ
âY/nâŚâ Rade sighed, running a hand through his hair.
âWhat? Why not? I thoughtâŚâ Y/n shook her head, her eyes scanning over Rafeâs jittery disposition.
âShe, uhâ her friendsâ shit.â Rafe groaned, closing his eyes as took in a deep breath. Y/n waited, soothing her hands down his arms gently.
âJJ, he, uh⌠he didnât make it.â Rafe finally said, opening his eyes once more.
âH-he didnât make it, what do you mean?â Y/n stammered. Sure, she wasnât close to JJ, but still. He was important to Sarah, he was so youngâŚ
âHe⌠he was killed.â Rafe said lowly, nodding to himself. Y/n took in a harsh breath, shaking her head and running a hand through her hair. Y/n looked back up, Rafeâs face filled with so much turmoil, so much loss, so much⌠hurt.
âRafe, Iâm⌠Iâm sorry you had to go through all that. I had no idea.â Y/n whispered.
âDonâtâ donât feel bad for me. Lord knows I donât fucking deserve it.â Rafe said with a small chuckle.
âRafe, youâve⌠done things, but⌠youâve also been through so much; your dad, your mom, your sisterâŚâ Y/n said, Rafeâs eyes meeting her own, wide and watery.
âYou⌠youâre trying to be a different personâ you are a different person. You need to give yourself some grace.â Y/n finished, her hands moving to rest on the sides of Rafeâs face. Tears streamed slowly down his cheeks, the evidence of years and years of hiding all the pain he felt.
âThank you, y/n. For everything.â Rafe whispered. Y/n smiled gently, raising up on her toes to press a kiss to Rafeâs cheek.
âThank you, Rafe.â Y/n said.
âFor what?â Rafe asked, a small smile spreading across his lips.
âFor being my best friend.â Y/n said.
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imagine being a fan of The Outsiders, a story about kids destroying each other because of differences the world has wrongly told them are horrible, and deciding to go attack someone because they have a different opinion than you. like that is absolutely crazy amounts of missing the point lmao
anyways thank you for your service ms towel, glad you're okay and pls enjoy 'retirement' <3
#genuinely ty from the bottom of my heart for the resources you gathered and the space you created ms towel#and GOOD ON YOU for taking care of yourself first#everyone else go drink some water and respect each other please lmao#the outsiders musical#the outsiders#outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway
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History Repeating 1/2 (Rafe x black!reader)
Summary: You get jealous that Rafe is spending more time with his bros than with you, so you decide to take matters into your own hands.
Notes: GIF is not mine, all mistakes are my own, some angst, some fluff
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Your face grew hot as you watch the clock turn 7 p.m. A full two hours after what Rafe had promised.
Letting out a long huff, you stood from your chair and took your wristlet in your hand as you made your way to the front to pay for your appetizer and drink.
âNo need, madam.â The waitress stated, holding her hand out when you tried to open your wallet.
âI donât understand,â your eyebrows knitted together.
Before the waitress could further explain, Rafe walks through the door, guilt weighing on his shoulders. You knew exactly what had happened.
âHe paid for your meal over the phone,â
âYeah, I figured.. Thanks.â You gave her a polite smile before walking directly past Rafe and out of the door.
He tried to talk to you as you walked out but you merely held up a hand and continued out of the door anyway.
âY/N. Come on,â Rafe starts, watching as you opened your wristlet and took out your car keys. âY/N,â he repeats and you ignored him once again.
When you tried to open the car door, the keys slipped out of your hand and fell to the floor.
You let out an exasperated sigh and crouched down to get the keys but Rafe beat you to it. Taking the keys into his large hand, he offered the keys to you and you snatched them from him.
âBaby, donât be like this.â You practically stabbed the key hole and unlocked the car door. âBaby-â
âOnce- just for once, I wanted you to show up for me and just be here.â
âI know, okay? I fucked up. I lost track of time-â
âI donât care, Rafe. I genuinely donât care anymore.â Tears of anger blurred your vision as you sat in the drivers seat.
Rafe catches the door before you had a chance to close it. âYou donât mean that,â he starts, blocking the door from closing with his toned abdomen.
âI do mean it,â you tried your best to seem as angry as you could, but your body betrayed you.
âIf you did, you wouldnât be crying.â He adds, holding the right side of your face with his hand. He wiped away the waterfall of tears that fell when you closed your eyes.
âLet me make it up to you,â âPlease,â he begs when you shook your head no.
âI think I need some space for a little while, Rafe.â He slowly dropped his hand from your face, stuffing his hands in his pockets.
âIs that something you really want?â You took a long pause to compose yourself.
âYes,â
âFor how long?â His heart sank to the pit of his stomach when you shrugged. âUntil Iâm ready to have this conversation again,â you finally spoke after a long silence.
âIâll give you a week.â He loosens his grip on the door as he hesitates for a moment.
He dips his head into the car and leans in an inch from your face. His ogate eyes found yours for a few seconds before he examined the rest of your features.
It was like he was trying to memorize as much as he could. âI love you,â he glances down at your lips and steals a kiss from you before you could react.
Once he sees you donât pull away from him, he holds the sides of your face and kissed you again, this time more passionately. His tongue caressing yours.
A groan turned into a whimper when he bit down harshly on your bottom lip. Your hands took in the collar of his tshirt and balled up the fabric.
When he finally pulled away, he traced your bottom lip with his thumb.
You hated that how quickly you were falling under his spell. A part of you wanted to push him away and shut the door in his face and drive away. Unfortunately, you were not that kind of person.
âI love you too, Rafe. But I mean it- I need a week of space. If you call, I wonât answer.â
âOkay,â he says, hesitantly pulling away from you and closing the door.
You spared him a single look before shifting the car into drive, watching Rafeâs shrink look smaller and smaller in the rear view mirror.
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Itâs been five days consecutively that you havenât been answering Rafeâs texts or calls. You really did mean it when you said you wouldnât answer his calls.
All his calls went straight to voicemail. His messages were left on delivered.
He had lost digital access to you. You even stopped sharing your location with him.
Most of the day, your phone is on Do Not Disturb unless itâs 9 am. Thatâs when your Mom typically wakes up and sheâll most likely need you for something.
Did she ghost me? Rafe would ask himself.
Did I go too far this time?
Realistically, he could drive by your house and wait there until you get back home. But that wouldnât change anything.
If you werenât anything else, you were true to your word. When you say something, you mean it.
Itâs one of the many reasons why Rafe fell in love with you. You were real.
âHello? Earth to Rafe Cameron.â Topper says, waving his hand in front Rafeâs face.
âWhat, dude.â He spits at him, annoyed that he was pulled out of his thoughts of you.
âThe red head by the bar has been staring at you since we got here. You going to get her number or should I get it for you?â Topper asks, making Rafe roll his eyes.
âI donât know how many times I need to say this. Me and Y/N arenât broken up yet.â
âIf a chick doesnât speak to you for five days. Itâs a wrap, dude. Come on, you have the be realistic.â
âSheâs not just some chick, douche.â Rafe stands from his chair at the sports bar.
âIâm out of here,â he takes a twenty out of his wallet and sets it on the table before leaving the group.
âTheir break up is going to hit him hard,â Kelce tells Topper as Rafe walks away.
âYeah, man. All we can do is wait.â
When Rafe finally leaves the bar, he piles on his dirt bike and slid his helmet on. A thought rattles around in his head.
Sure the tequila shots were partially to blame, but whatâs wrong with a little liquid courage?
Before he knew it, he was pulling up into your driveway to find only your car there. Your mom must have left for her vacation already. Which made what he was about to do that much easier.
Taking his helmet off, he shuts off his bike and walks up your driveway. Just as he was about to knock, the door flies open and you rushed out with your portfolio pad in hand and your purse and car keys in the other.
You gasped when you nearly run into Rafeâs chest. Neither of you say anything initially, you just stared at one another.
Rafe thought you looked different. You looked.. stoic, which was something heâs never seen before.
And to you, he looked defeated. Something youâve never seen before. Both are reactions to the same emotion: hurt. So it looks like youâre learning a new side of each other.
âIâm running late, Rafe. I have to go.â You finally spoke, your voice was leveled and strong.
Rafe didnât say anything. He just looked at you.
You stepped out of the door way and turned to lock the door. Side stepping around him, you advance down the stairs.
His window of opportunity was closing. He had to do something.
Come on, Rafe. Open up your fucking mouth.
âI donât want to be like my dad,â he blurts out, causing you to stop in your tracks. Rafeâs chest heaves with frantic breaths.
âLook, I-I want to make this work. My idiot friends want me to find someone else because they think this,â he motions between the two of you. âIs replaceable. And I donât know much. But one thing I do know is that this is something you only find once.â
He walks down the stairs and around you to stand in front of you.
âWhy donât you want to be like your dad?â You pressed, accepting the fact that youâre going to be late for your event as the event planner.
âBecause my dad met the love of his life when he was in college. But he didnât fight for her. He let her slip through his fingers and years later, she married someone else and built her own family. And the thought of âwhat would have happened if weâve stayed togetherâ is always running through his head. He never let it go.â He starts.
âHe still says her name every time he gets drunk. Sheâll always be the one who got away. I donât want that to be me- I donât want that to be us.â He adds, taking another step toward you and you released a shaky breath.
âThis is the most youâve talk about anything,â
His gaze softened at your words, his own eyes searching yours as he contemplated his response.
âIâve had a lot of time to think about it. Five days worth.â
He caressed the apple of your cheek as he held your face in his hands. âI miss you, Y/N. Alright? I miss you so fucking much. I donât want to start over with anyone else. I want to fix things with you.â
âWhat was her name? The one your father let get away?â âY/M/N. Y/M/N Y/L/N.â âWhat?â You said, a little baffled by the new information.
âMy mom was..â you trailed off and Rafe nods. âDid you know about this before we started dating?â
âNo, I didnât. I found out like five months in.â
âItâs like history is repeating itself.â You said. âItâs exactly whatâs happening. Except this time, I wonât let you slip away. Because even after my dad met my mom and Rose, nothing compared to your mom.â
âI love you,â you whispered, bringing your hands up to hold his wrists. âI love you too,â he rests his forehead against yours and tears swelled in your eyes.
You silently cursed yourself because you didnât want to ruin the make up you worked so hard on.
Itâs the reason why you were late for the event in the first place- shit.
âWhatâs wrong?â Rafe questions, watching the gears turning behind your eyes. âIâm so late to my event right now. Um..â you trailed off when you looked into his eyes, slowly getting lost in them.
Snap out of it, Y/N. Damn.
âI have to go to this or else my client will have my ass. But, youâre more than welcome to stay until I come back.â You added.
âIâll come with. Do you need the help?â âYou want to help me coordinate an event?â
âAny time spent with you is time well spent. Whereâs it at? Iâll drive you.â He said, taking your car keys in his hands.
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I'm so feral about Nephite, like I want to just keep him on my lap for weeks.
Would he be okay with wearing a collar if reader gifted it to him, readers name engraved on the leather, Nephite's name in cursive letters on a pendant.
Idk man isk
i remember talking about omega collars with my friend awhile ago and i stumbled upon a post that tried to make omegaverse collars that work as guards for scent glands/marks. so i know you meant a more traditional dog collar but this is what made sense to me. and i even drew it!
the idea
cw;; omegaverse, religion, suggestive, marking
nephite was surprised when you mentioned a collar, you talked about it so casually like it was inevitable that he would wear a collar. the omega flustered, his face growing red as he struggled to find his words.
"wh-what do you me-mean? my-my collar..."
"oh. are you not ok with it? i knew a lot of omegas who would get collars to protect their scent glands."
"oh!! oh... ri-right! lots of... lots of other... omegas..." he shifted from side to side in your lap his hands fidgeting and fumbling.
"i want to get something nice that'll show off your bite without exposing your neck. what do you think?"
"uhm... o-ok..."
honestly nephite had only agreed because he worried you preferred omegas in collars. if he said no maybe you wouldn't want him anymore!! maybe you would run off with a collared omega, a more obedient one. so despite his own hesitations to be caught wearing such a thing he agreed.
until he saw it.
it was a genuine omega collar that covered up the crook of his neck in a beautiful white lace with golden patterns woven into it. the middle of it was chained together with a sturdy chain, towards the bottom of it was a beautiful blue gem that opened up to show your name and address. his own name was embroidered on the back of the collar that would be hidden by his hair. like his own name was unimportant in the face of your ownership.
"you won't have to wear turtlenecks anymore."
"oh-oh... i... we-well those were for modesty..."
"you don't have to be modest anymore."
his cheeks turned a bright pink as you stepped forward, your fingers undoing the collar's latches.
"maybe... maybe we should w-wait...?" he took a step back from you.
you tilted your head, concerned. "what's wrong? do you not like it? i picked the gold to match your eyes."
"i... i like it... i do!" he did. it was so thoughtful and intimate, his heart was racing.
"but...?"
"but... it feels... a little.... inappropriate..? sh-should i really wear that in public...."
"you don't have to but it's really not something perverted. you can see omegas in collars all the time in the city."
he fidgeted back and forth. "do you like omegas in collars?"
"i mean it's hot. I've always wanted to put a collar on my own omega and show the world I own you."
he shivered. "you... mmngh... you just said it's not dirty."
"it's not! just because something is sexy doesn't mean it's dirty. like wearing thigh highs or low cut tops."
"those both sound sinful."
"ok... but is it sinful for an alpha to own his omega?"
"no..."
"so it's fine!"
"i... mmngh... i really want to wear it... i do! i just... everyone will stare..."
you stepped closer this time reaching out to him with an empty hand, like you were approaching a startled cat. nephite didn't pull away this time instead he moved a little bit closer to your hand.
"everyone should stare at you. everyone should look at you and think 'wow there goes the prettiest omega I've ever seen'. and then they'll see my bright red mark under your collar and know that you're mine."
"I'm yours..." his cheeks were red as he nuzzled into your hand.
you reached forward with the collar and started to slowly slide it on him. he let out a little moan.
"I'm yours."
"mhm. my pretty omega."
nephite moved his hair out of the way as you tightened the collar around his neck. the cold metal laid against his windpipe just tight enough to always remind him of it's presence. he reached up to the blue gem and started to fiddle with it.
"uhmm.. i-i know you just put it on but... can-can we go to the bedroom... and m-maybe make more marks underneath...."
#replies#yandere oc#sub yandere#yandere x male reader#top male reader#male reader#yandere cultist#alpha reader#alpha!reader
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IDK if i was the first to notice this or not but i havent seen anyone talk about this before!! i love going crazy over colors and now is my Chance.
something subtle but notable about Ralph's design is how he has a teal undershirt. (debatably turquoise or green or something, but it is teal in this post..sorry green/turquoise truthers...)
i wondered for a bit why exactly that was a feature of his design, as it stood out to me for some reason; its a contrasting color to red, his main color, of course, so i brushed it off as an accent.
upon further inspection, however, what does that mean with the knowledge we have of him wanting to be good? or about who he shares a connection with?
green/blue is generally known to symbolize goodness, as its the opposing color to red, a color that can represent evil or danger depending on its context.
as you can see here, this crude caricature of Ralph is lacking that extra pop of color; the nicelanders dont see the good inside of him, only seeing the external deep red hues :-(
it doesnt end there, though. which character in this film is represented by a certain teal color?
someone Ralph carries close to his heart, someone who helped define his personhood and who he is internally. that spunky racer girl who relied on him just as he relied on her. not just a glitch, but Vanellope.
Vanellope represents someone who is able to accept herself and grow stronger because of it, and in exploring her own identity, Ralph took a journey of his own alongside her. she's a figure of love, passion, and resistance. taking this into account, her main color symbolizes the same.
we can also see bits of red in Vanellope's design!
interestingly, the main spots we see it in are her licorice hair tie, the stitches and strings of her hoodie, and the bottom of her shoes.
now i could be overanalyzing this a bit, but each of these features have something in common: they're all used for support. the tie supports her hair, the threads keep her hoodie together, and her shoes let her run around and be a kid safely. yeah, she made all of those by herself on her own terms, but Ralph supports her too, right? shes the heart and hes the practicality.
not to mention the MEDALS OHHH the medals. beware â ď¸đ¨ im going to overanalyze this like crazy ok let me be neurodivergent about this
all three of these medals have differences that could mean a variety of different things. I'll break each one down individually:
Vanellope's gift
handmade with love, the medal itself is teal (if we ignore the brown underside). as stated before, teal implies love and resistance. this is also quite obvious due to the gift being heart-shaped.
relating to that last point, notice how he wears it close to his chest? it's practically a second heart to him! what else is close to his chest? TEAL UNDERSHIRT. wow!!! so that love was there with him the whole time!
the ribbon itself is pink, not blue or red like traditional medals. this is less significant, i will admit, but i find it nice how its so simple yet defies what a "real" medal is meant to look like, ESPECIALLY in relation to Ralph's expectations as to what a medal should be.
Hero's medal
It's a reflective gold, something that hypnotized Ralph immediately upon being greeted with it (kind of like a certain racer heeheheehoo)... this is all pretty obvious; gold is for winners, and supposedly, only heros can be winners.
something a little less obvious, though, is the blue of his ribbon. so, why is it blue, specifically? now, this isn't teal, this is more of a royal blue. something similar to Felix's palette... a hero. Ralph treats goodness as something attainable, love as transactional. it's not real, it's not genuine. he wears this symbol of heroism without truly EARNING it.
The cake
notice how the ribbon around his neck is red in this imaginary scene? the medal designed for Felix and his wins? his contrasting color? on Ralph, it's almost indistinguishable from his shirt because he isn't supposed to wear it. it wasn't created with him in mind.
ok ok just one more thing. âď¸ Turbo and Ralph parallel with their color schemes.
red as a color carries a dual meaning. on one hand, it can mean passion, love, adrenaline and strength. on the other hand, it could represent evil, malicious intentions, a warning, something dangerous. both Ralph and Turbo share red in their palettes; something to note, Turbo lacks any cool colors.
Ralph is seen as evil when he is truly anything but evil. the red makes him a bigger target considering his position, but this red relates to him internally on a more positive level. its his strength, what keeps his softer core safe. above his teal undershirt.
Turbo is seen as this intense fireball who's just passionate about racing, a little tough guy who just wants to have fun. we all know that this isn't the case. he is dangerous, he is a cautionary tale, a warning and simultaneously a threat.
considering how much as the two parallel each other, its no surprise that they share a color, one that can be interpreted in so many ways. one that ultimately means the reverse for their roles.
#wreck it ralph#long post#sorry if this is hard to read or doesn't make sense I'm writing this at like 1am#ralph#ralph wir#vanellope von schweetz#vanellope wir#vanellope wreck it ralph#color theory#analysis#character design#turbo wir#turbo#turbo wreck it ralph#because he is everywhere. u cant escape#im normal:-)#by the way:-)
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Still really annoyed by this by the way
I truly hope from the bottom of my heart they fucking explain what he meant by that.
Sir? Isnât that the love of your life? Didnât you say you loved him? How can you say something so serious and awful about the man you love? Bro what the actual fuck I beg you your finest pardon?
I am incredibly confused, okay? I truly, truly cannot find any explanation as to why it would make sense for Jack to say such a thing about someone he cares so deeply about.
I know this is revolving a lot about lying and betrayal and in the beginning Jack did threaten Joke quite a lot with âkilling himâ since he antagonized him for what happened five years ago. I get that.
But even then, I donât think Jack truly meant it. He never wanted to kill Joke. He never wanted anybody to die, for that matter. That isnât who Jack is at all, no matter what heâs been through
Sure, he toughened up. He became less cheerful, more guarded and a bit bitter, but his essence never changed. He is still the same good person heâs always been.
So I canât figure this out, for the life of me.
âWe might have to kill himâ
First of all, who is âweâ???
Second of all, why is he detaching himself so awfully from his boyfriend? the literal father of his child? his family? the man who, if I read that post-coital moment right, he wants to marry?? (all of those titles given to Joke by him, by the way)
So far, this show hasnât been leaving any loose ends. Not major ones, anyway.
So I hope we get an answer to this because itâs genuinely bothering me to the point of insanity.
I really, really wanna be objective here and understand both sides, and I do, but this is a bit much.
Leave your thoughts if youâd like, I love reading themâŁď¸
Thanks for reading!
#jack and joker u steal my heart#jack and joker#jack and joker the series#jack & joker#jackjoke#jackjoker#yinwar#yin anan wong#yin anan#war wanarat#thai bl#thailand#bl series#bl drama#thai bl drama#thai drama#my meta#meta post#metapost
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â To everyone I've had the pleasure of meeting here,
I just want to take a moment to say thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart. Youâve each been there in different ways, each of you bringing something unique and special into my life. Whether itâs a quick message that brightens my day, the way you listen and support me when things are rough, or the laughter we share that somehow makes everything a little easierâIâm so grateful for all of it, and for each of you.
Youâve all been a part of my lifeâs ups and downs, and I honestly canât imagine getting through it all without your presence and support. Some of you have been there from the very beginning, steady and constant, while others have entered my life more recently, bringing new warmth and joy. Each one of you has touched my life in ways I canât fully express, and I hope you know how deeply I value and appreciate you.
Thank you for being there, for being yourselves, and for allowing me to share a part of this journey with you. Whether we talk every day or just every so often, you mean more to me than words can say. Your kindness, patience, humor, and loyalty mean the world to me, and Iâm so incredibly lucky to know you all.
Hereâs to every laugh, every shared thought, every moment of support, and every memory weâve made together. Iâm beyond grateful, and I look forward to making even more memories with each of you. Thank you for being youâthereâs truly no one else like you, and Iâm so lucky to call you my friends.
With all my love and gratitude, always.
-Aly.
@starrveill :
Fawn,
Every conversation with you feels like stepping into a warm embraceâa burst of sunlight that seems to reach into even the cloudiest corners of my day. You have this incredible way of making everything feel lighter, brighter, and somehow more alive. I honestly canât remember a single dull moment with you; every time we talk, itâs like a spark that adds so much more color and joy to life. You bring an energy thatâs so rare and beautiful, and Iâm so grateful for it.
Talking to you reminds me again and again just how special you are. Thereâs this light within you, something deeply genuine, and itâs impossible not to feel its warmth. I could spend hours with you, listening, laughing, sharing stories, and it would never be enoughâIâd never tire of it because being around you is like breathing fresh air after being cooped up indoors for ages.
I love you in a way thatâs beyond words, more deeply than anything I could ever fully express. If I could, I would take away every single one of your worries, anything that ever brings you down, just to see you at peace and filled with happiness. You deserve nothing less than boundless joy, endless laughter, and all the good things that life has to offer. And please know that, if thereâs ever a way for me to make even a sliver of that come true, Iâll be here, always. Youâre worth the world and so much more, and Iâd do anything to see you smile.
@umgatochamadopercyval :
Clara,
Thank you so much for being such a steady presence in my life, even when we donât talk as often as Iâd like. I know Iâm not always the easiest to keep up with, but you somehow manage to be patient and understanding in ways that mean so much to me.
Even in the times weâre apart, I always know I can count on you, and itâs such a comforting feeling. You put up with my quirks, my silences, and my scattered attempts to stay in touch, and Iâm genuinely grateful for that. Youâre one of those rare people who makes life feel a little easier, even from a distance. Thank you for being you, and for being there, no matter what.
@romaritimeharbor :
Aph,
Thank you so, so much for always listening to my silly ideas and endless rambles, for letting me share my thoughts and dreams with you, and for being so wonderfully patient through it all. It means the world to have someone as understanding as you, who genuinely listens and never makes me feel like Iâm saying too much or being too much. Youâre not only kind beyond measure, but youâre also such a genuinely amazing person in every single wayâsomeone whose warmth, humor, and openness create this space where I can be completely myself.
Every time I see you on my dash, itâs like a little burst of joy, something that brightens my day without fail. You have this incredible way of bringing extra sunshine into everything you do, and it makes such a difference. Just knowing that someone as kind and wonderful as you is out there brings me so much comfort and happiness. Youâre truly one of a kind, someone whose presence is a gift, and Iâm so so grateful for you.
And on top of everything, youâre one of the most talented, creative people I know. The things you create are filled with this unique spark that only you could bring to them, and itâs inspiring to see. I hope you never lose that light, that beautiful spark in you that brings so much magic to your work and to everyone around you. Thank you for being youâfor all the ways you make life a little bit better.
@kopivie :
Cinna,
You are absolutely amazing, and I mean that with everything in me. Itâs hard to find the right words to capture just how much you mean to me, but Iâll try. You have this rare, incredible kindness and warmth that the world honestly doesnât deserve. You give so much of yourself to othersâmore than most people will ever knowâand you do it with such quiet grace, as though itâs just the most natural thing in the world. Even when life throws challenges your way, you somehow keep shining through it all, and itâs nothing short of inspiring.
It breaks my heart that the world hasnât been nearly as kind to you as it should be. You deserve so much moreâmore happiness, more peace, more of the love and care you so freely give. The fact that youâve had to face so much is a damn shame, because if anyone deserves the entire world, itâs you. The strength you have to keep going, to keep being this light for others, is something I admire deeply. And when things get tough, I just want you to know that Iâll be here, ready to tell the world to fuck off whenever it tries to dim your light.
Thank you for sticking with me through everything, for being such a constant, loyal friend. Youâve been there for me in ways I canât even begin to describe, and that kind of friendship is something so rare and precious. Your presence in my life means more than I can say, and Iâm beyond grateful to have you. Youâre one in a million, a friend that anyone would be lucky to have, and I want you to know that Iâll always be here for you, just as youâve always been there for me.
You mean the world to me, and I hope you always remember how loved and appreciated you are.
@papiliotao :
Rei,
Even though we havenât talked as much lately, youâre still so dear to me, more than words can capture. I honestly think of you as a sisterâyou have this warm, calming aura that just makes me feel safe, like everythingâs going to be okay. Knowing youâre out there, even if weâre not talking every day, brings me so much comfort.
Youâre so kind, and I can never be thankful enough for everything youâve given just by being you. Thank you for being such a light in my life. You mean the world to me, and I hope you know that.
@kazumist :
Aki,
Itâs been so long since we last talked, but I still think about how kind, funny, and incredibly talented you are. Youâre honestly one of the sweetest people I know, and every memory of talking with you brings such a smile to my face. You have this amazing way of lighting up conversations and making people feel genuinely good.
I really hope we get the chance to talk more sometime, if we can both find the time! It would be amazing to catch up, and I just know itâd be just as fun and heartwarming as always.
@yaminohimeyume :
Yume,
We havenât had the chance to talk as much lately, but I just want you to know how much you mean to me. You are, without a doubt, one of the sweetest people Iâve ever met, and the kindness youâve shown me is something Iâll always cherish. Even in the smallest interactions, you have this way of making me feel understood, valued, and supported, and I canât express how deeply that touches me. I hope you realize just how special you are and how much I genuinely appreciate every little thing youâve done.
Thank you for being such a wonderful presence in my lifeâa constant source of warmth and light. Your kindness and sweetness are rare and beautiful, and Iâm beyond grateful to have had even a small part of it.
@nordicbananas :
Shroom,
Thank you, truly, for being there for me in every way that matters, for standing by my side and offering your support, from the very beginning. Your kindness and warmth have been such an incredible gift, something I genuinely cherish and hold close to my heart. You've always been a constant source of comfort and encouragement, bringing light into even the darkest days, and I canât tell you how much that means to me.
I feel so incredibly lucky to have someone like you in my lifeâsomeone whoâs as caring, genuine, and thoughtful as you are. Youâre one of the sweetest, most understanding people I know, and the way youâve shown up for me time and time again is something Iâll never take for granted. You have this amazing ability to lift me up just when I need it most, and your presence has been a true blessing that I donât think I could ever thank you enough for.
Your friendship means more to me than words could ever capture. Thank you for being there, for every conversation, every laugh, every moment of support. Having you in my life has been one of the greatest gifts, and Iâm so so grateful for all the ways youâve shown me your kindness.
@lexisism :
Alexis,
I canât put into words just how much your kindness and warmth have impacted me. Youâre one of the most genuinely compassionate people I know, and knowing you has made my life so much richer. Whether in moments of joy or times of challenge, you've always been there with an open heart and a gentle strength, supporting me through everything with such kindness and care. There are so many ways you've helped and encouraged me, and I donât know what I would have done without you.
Youâre also incredibly talentedâeverything you create shines with your unique touch, and itâs a privilege to witness the brilliance you bring to the world. Each piece of yours is a reminder of your creativity, your dedication, and just how extraordinary you are.
Talking to you, spending time with youâit lifts me up and reminds me of the beauty in simple moments. I feel so incredibly grateful to have someone like you in my life. Thank you for being such a radiant presence, for always showing me what it means to be truly kind, and for making the world feel like a brighter, better place.
@milk-violet :
Mirei,
You are honestly the sweetest person ever, and I mean that from the bottom of my heart. Talking to you is like a burst of sunshineâit feels effortless and fun, like the world just gets a little brighter whenever youâre around. You have this beautiful, bubbly energy thatâs so contagious, and being around you always lifts my spirits in ways I didnât even know I needed.
Every conversation we have, no matter the topic, is something I genuinely look forward to. You make everything so much more enjoyable, and I love that we can talk about anything and everything without missing a beat. You bring such a joy and warmth into my life, and I feel so lucky to know someone as incredible as you.
Thank you for being you, for every smile you bring, and for being such a wonderful presence in my life. Youâre an absolute gem, and Iâm beyond grateful for you.
@floraldresvi :
Vivi,
I donât think I can express just how much youâve meant to me this year. Youâve been one of the main reasons I could keep going, and Iâm beyond grateful for all the kindness and support youâve shown me. Youâve been so sweet and understanding, never once judging meâonly ever encouraging me, lifting me up, and being there through everything. I truly donât know what I would have done without you by my side.
Youâre so, so talented, and itâs incredible to watch you shine. Seeing the things you create, and the way you put your heart into everything you do, is such an inspiration. And somehow, even on my roughest days, you have this magical way of cheering me up like no one else can. Just hearing from you makes everything feel a little easier, a little brighter.
Thank you for being the incredible person you are, for believing in me, and for being a constant source of light. Iâm so grateful for you, and I hope you know just how much you mean to me.
@strxnged :
June,
You are honestly one of the kindest and most talented people I know. Every time we talk, Iâm reminded of just how much I cherish our conversations. Even though we havenât been able to talk as much over the past year, each conversation with you feels special, like Iâm talking to someone who genuinely understands and cares. I canât tell you how much that means to me.
Your talent never fails to amaze me. The way you approach things with such passion and creativity is inspiring, and I feel so lucky to witness even a glimpse of it. Youâre one of those rare people with a warmth and openness that makes it so easy to talk to you about anything, and every moment shared feels like a gift.
Thank you for being the incredible person you are. You bring so much kindness and beauty into the world, and Iâm grateful for every chance I get to know you better.
@meimeimeirin :
Meirin,
I donât think I can fully put into words just how much you mean to me. You are, without a doubt, one of the kindest souls I know. Your kindness is something rare, and it shines through in every interaction we have. Even though we havenât been able to talk as often as Iâd like lately, I think about you so often, and I just want you to know how much youâre appreciated.
You have this sweetness that makes talking to you feel like a breath of fresh air after a hard day, like a reminder that there are truly good people in the world. And your talentâit's something Iâm constantly in awe of. Everything you create seems to have a piece of your warmth and beauty in it, and itâs such a joy to witness.
Thank you for being such a positive, comforting presence in my life, even when weâre not always in touch. You make a difference, and Iâm super grateful for every bit of kindness youâve shown me. Just knowing youâre out there makes the world feel a little brighter.
@camvrin :
Oliver,
Where do I even start? Talking to you is like stepping into a whirlwindâin the best possible way. Youâre so wonderfully chaotic, and thatâs exactly what makes every conversation with you so much fun. I never know where weâll end up or what twists the conversation will take, but thatâs what makes it feel so refreshing. You keep things lively, spontaneous, and full of laughs, and I wouldnât trade that for anything.
Youâre not only hilarious, but youâre also genuinely one of the kindest, sweetest people I know. Youâve always been there for me, supporting me in ways that mean more than I can put into words. Somehow, no matter what kind of day Iâm having, you always know how to lift my spirits and put a smile on my face.
Talking to you feels like one of those rare, easy connections where I can be myself completely, knowing Iâll always have someone who gets it. I could talk to you for hours on end about anything and everything, and it would never get old. Thank you for being such an incredible friend. Youâre truly one of a kind, and Iâm so lucky to know you.
@mlkbwunnies :
Ying,
I canât say it enoughâyou are truly kindness personified. From the moment we met, youâve been nothing but incredibly sweet, thoughtful, and supportive. You have this gentle, genuine warmth thatâs so rare, and just knowing someone as kind as you makes the world feel a little brighter.
Youâve been there for me in ways Iâll never forget. Whether I needed advice, a kind word, or just someone who would listen, youâve always been right there, ready to help. Itâs the kind of support that sticks with you, and Iâm forever grateful for it. I honestly feel so lucky to know you and to have had your friendship in my life.
You deserve the absolute best in this world, because thatâs exactly the kind of goodness you bring to others. Thank you for being you, for every act of kindness, and for the countless ways youâve been there for me. Youâre a treasure, and Iâm so grateful for you.
@thestarswhisper :
Zee,
You are one of the most talented and sweetest people I know, and Iâm so grateful to have you in my life. Youâve been with me for so long, through thick and thin, and knowing youâre there has been such a comfort this past two years. Even though we havenât had the chance to talk in a while, I think about you often and appreciate you more than words can say.
Your talent is something Iâm constantly in awe of. You have this incredible way of bringing so much beauty and meaning into everything you do, and itâs inspiring just to see the amazing things you create. Beyond that, youâre genuinely one of the kindest people I know, and that kindness is something I treasure deeply.
Thank you for sticking by me all this time, for being such a wonderful friend, and for all the ways youâve supported me. Iâm so lucky to know someone as remarkable as you.
@glacialheart :
Mika,
It feels like forever since we last got to chat, and Iâve missed seeing you around. I know life has been super busy for you lately, and I just hope youâre taking care of yourself and finding moments to breathe. You deserve all the rest and peace in the world, and Iâm really hoping things ease up soon so you can take a break.
Youâre genuinely one of the sweetest people I know, and I donât think you realize just how talented you are. Your creativity and kindness leave such an impact, and everything you do seems to carry this beautiful spark thatâs so uniquely you. Thank you for all the times youâve been there for me and for being such a steady source of warmth and support.
I hope the days ahead bring you a fresh start and all the happiness you deserve, because you truly mean so much to me. Sending all my love, and know Iâm always here if you need anything.
@strryskys :
Avery,
I just have to say how much joy you bring into my life. You are genuinely one of the funniest, most talented people I know, and every time I see you on my dash, it feels like a little boost to my day. Thereâs something about your humor thatâs so effortlessâyou know exactly how to make me laugh, and itâs such a gift. Itâs like you have this natural way of bringing lightness and fun wherever you go, and Iâm always so grateful for it.
Not only are you incredibly funny, but youâre also so talented. Every time you share your work, Iâm blown away by the skill and creativity you pour into it. Youâre one of those rare people who seems to have this spark of inspiration and creativity that just canât be contained, and itâs amazing to see. I feel lucky every time I get to witness even a piece of what you create.
And beyond all of that, youâre so sweet. Youâve always been so kind and supportive, and it means the world to me. Knowing I have someone as wonderful as you around makes everything feel just a little bit better. Youâre a true gem and I hope you know how much youâre appreciated. Thank you for being you, for sharing your humor, your talent, and your kindness. Iâm so glad I got to know you and be your friend.
@ruruumin :
Rurumi,
Itâs been a while since we last talked, but I wanted to let you know how much you still mean to me. Even from the very beginning, you were nothing but kind and warm, and I canât tell you how much that meant. I was in awe of youânot only because of your talent but also because of the genuine kindness you showed me right from the start. Thereâs something so rare and special about that, and itâs something Iâll always cherish.
Your work left such an impression on me; I still remember being completely captivated by your creativity and the incredible skill you put into everything you do. You have this unique talent that feels almost magical, like youâre able to bring your imagination to life in a way thatâs truly inspiring. Every piece you create feels like a small masterpiece, and itâs clear that you pour so much of yourself into it. Being able to witness your talent is honestly an honor.
Thank you for being such a sweet and thoughtful friend, for your support, and for all the kindness youâve shared with me. Even though we havenât talked as much recently, youâre often in my thoughts, and Iâm so grateful for the time weâve shared. Youâre truly one of a kind, and I hope you know just how amazing you are.
@oceanreveuse :
Anastasia,
It feels strange to put this into words, but I just need you to know how much you mean to me, even now. Even though itâs been a couple of months since we last spoke, I still think about you often, and I canât help but miss you. I keep replaying our conversations in my mind, remembering how much brighter things felt with you around. It feels like thereâs this empty space where you used to be, and itâs hard to ignore.
Youâve left such an impact on my life in ways I canât fully explain. We may not have known each other for long, but somehow, in that short time, you managed to find a place in my heart, and Iâm not sure that spot will ever really go away. You brought so much joy and comfort into my life, and I canât thank you enough for that. I remember feeling truly happy for the first time in a long while, and that was because of you. Knowing someone like you exists gave me a reason to keep going, to hold on to the hope that there are people out there as wonderful as you.
I wish I could tell you all this in person, to let you know just how much I appreciate everything you did for me. Iâm grateful beyond words for the time we shared, for the support you offered, and for the kindness you gave so freely. Even now, I find myself wanting to tell you about my day or share a small thought, hoping youâre doing well and finding your own happiness. You were someone who made life feel a little lighter, and Iâll always be thankful for that.
So, even if we donât talk anymore, please know that you still hold a special place in my heart. Youâre unforgettable, one of a kind, and Iâll always be grateful to have had you in my life, even if just for a while. Thank you for everything. I miss you, and I hope you find all the happiness you deserve.
@femivi :
Femi,
Even though we just met not even a week ago, I already feel so lucky to have crossed paths with someone as wonderful as you. From what Iâve seen so far, youâre incredibly sweet, and you have this amazing talent that completely blows me away. Itâs rare to meet someone who can leave such an impression in such a short amount of time, but somehow, youâve managed to do exactly that.
Iâm genuinely looking forward to getting to know you better. I can already tell thereâs so much more to discover and appreciate about you, and I hope this year gives us plenty of chances to connect, share laughs, and build some great memories. Hereâs to what feels like the beginning of something really specialâI canât wait to see where our friendship goes!
â Here's to new beginnings, friends.
#happy birthday to me#when i reread these it seemed like i was repeating myself but youre all so sweet and so kind and so talented#idk what to tell you#youre all very important to me#this was in no particular order btw#also these are all platonic if i see anyone being weird i will unleash hell on you.#divider creds: strangergraphics#aly.txt
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K just saw the maybe man tour I think Iâm a new person.
So incredibly disoriented and I think I cried at that one part and the mashups and tricks and just pure performance art I didnât know I could love a band like this.
Changed my life 10/10 recommend but you cannot be prepared
Ajr is fucking fantastic
#AJR#the maybe man#TMM#tmm tour#tour#concert#live music#no seriously#Jack Adam Ryan what the fuck did you do to me#with all the love#genuinely and from the bottom of my heart#AHHHHHH
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are there any fan works that have made you rethink one of your own characters?
no lol. however allow me to go on a tangent for a minute.
i have been on tumblr for a very long time. i have been in fandoms. i have made my fanworks. ive seen Stuff. so i know how people react to fandoms and characters they love. which is (and i mean this with no judgment! and even love!!!): fans add their own flavor to the characters, sometimes enhancing them, but also, sometimes, making the character. completely. unrecognizable
again, no judgment!!!!! ive done it myself!!! often!!!! all the time!!!! you can search for it here on my tumblr!!!! i've done it and i love doing it!!!! hashtag my blorbo now!!!! HOWEVER. when i was making ISAT, i did not think it would blow up like this. but i am someone who prepares for every eventuality, so i did think ok. well. what if it does blow up like this. and people. make. my little guys. from my heart. my bosom. absolutely. unrecognizable
all this to say that if you're making a project that could become Tumblrized(affectionate), or even any kind of project: i highly recommend writing down what your characters mean to you. why you made them like this. what made you go down this route. why did you make this project in the first place. what does this Mean To You And You Alone. so that if your character becomes Unrecognizable. you can still remember what you put in them first. and people can Tumblrize to their hearts content and you can be happy and the people can be happy and we can all hold hands having a different version of the blorbo in our brains
#ask tag#in stars and time#i genuinely mean this from the bottom of my heart: thank you for having my blorbos in your brains!!!!! have fun!!!!!!
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Because Datto is very smart, his preview video of TFS shows something that confirms our greatest dreams, despite him saying there's no spoilers in the video (probably because he has no clue who the character is), but this is visible briefly in the corner:
Obviously it was already almost 100% confirmed because of the card from the vidoc so this isn't a huge spoiler to those of us who paid attention, but man. There's something so incredibly reassuring and incredible about seeing this.
Micah-10 was such a small niche lore character, but one that everyone loved instantly. And then all the way back in BL they gave us some backstory about her which was interesting in so many ways; her connection to the Traveler, her life as a little kid on Europa, her gay dads and most importantly her identity as a trans woman which was shown in such an elegant and simple way without making it seem like they're doing this for good boy points, as so much of media does. It wasn't a big deal, it wasn't used to sell products, it's just there, as a part of the story and the world.
And now we'll actually see her and hear her. To know for a fact that she is becoming a voiced and living character in the, arguably, most important expansion is incredible beyond words. They did not have to do this or choose this character in particular, but they did. I can't wait to see her, which I believe we will soon because a "[redacted]" character was teased through the Cosplay Cosmodrome back in April. They should start showing us the cosplay today, though we're not sure when the cosplayer for Micah will be shown.
#destiny 2#destiny 2 spoilers#the final shape#the final shape spoilers#micah-10#genuinely from the bottom of my heart: thank you devs for making this happen#this was in datto's preview video for prismatic. don't recommend watching because he's pissing about difficulty again#also there's nothing else that can be seen and heard it's just a few seconds of this icon in the top corner to indicate a voice line#but there's no subtitles and no in-game sounds
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mangoball getting hit by the apollo dodgeball in 2021:
#mangoball#reread it today and lost my shit over it once again#genuinely from the bottom of my heart one of the best satires i have ever read#dsmp#dream situation
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I CAN FINALLY MAKE THIS JOKE (aka look who arrived lmao)
#screaming#I CANT EVEN LOOK AT IT AHAHHAHAHA#ITS SO FUNNY#this is fucked#genuinely why did i buy this#BWHAHAHHAHA#scrawny i am. so sorry. from the bottom of my heart#my art
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what do fatphobes think they're doing though like why are they mad that we are fat and they are not? just get fat if you want special airplane seats so bad and leave us alone, damn. wait, what? can't get fat? it's too hard to gain weight with your metabolism? huh. sounds like a familiar problem, maybe you're just genetically predisposed to being both skinny AND an asshole. damn.
#genuinely wish being so vehemently hateful to fat people wasnt as socially acceptable as it is#people are BOLD bold when talking to and about fat people because theres no shame behind it yet#genuinely from the bottom of my heart if youre skinny then callout fatphobia when you see it or this will just get worse
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i donât mean to be dramatic but gojoest will remain locked for the foreseeable future
#until ppl get a grip#the one that chased me here too before i could close my inbox â genuinely and from the bottom of my heart kys#fucking parasite#havenât been this triggered since jan#no you canât do this to me and get away with it#i wish the worst upon you fucking lowlife
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#genuinely from the bottom of my heart can we PLEASE rehome cerberus#he doesn't deserve to be literally neglected#mammon#leviathan#submission#first tag by submitter#thanks for submitting <3#obey me nightbringer#for real though who allowed lucifer to have a dog he can't even raise his brothers#justice for cerberus
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i'm drawing something so stupid but then unfortunately i started taking it seriously so while we're here (suffering) i've gotta say urianger girlies (gn) i'm so sorry i get it now i'm sorry
#when i said i was haunted genuinely from the bottom of my heart i meant it#i have not known a moment of peace#vindraws#wip
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