#gege i beg you to shut up please and thank you

[iris-nonsense]

To add to the epilogue thing while it makes a lot of thematic sense for wasuke to be sukuna's reincarnated twin, it makes absolutely zero sense for what it's said in the actual manga... the final confrontation in yuuji's domain is clearer this way but kenjaku's plan becomes nonsense. And if yuuji's family was relevant for the plot and not just a simple way to justify yuuji's power ups then it should have been an integral part of the story and not something to be clarified in the volume's extras

[pesewla]

Thank you for the request, @bout-to-snap <3 

“This is why I don’t trust him!” Mu Qing fumed. “He’s literally the Lord of the Ghost Realm, Your Highness…”

Xie Lian allowed a small, relaxed smile to grace his lips. He was mediating a fight between Mu Qing, Feng Xin, and Hua Cheng for what seemed like the thousandth time. Though newly renovated, Puqi Shrine was still too small for these massive quarrels, and Xie Lian dreaded the property damage that would ensue if their swords were drawn.

Given all that had happened – the destruction of the heavens and defeat of Jun Wu – why were these three still at each other’s throats?

“I thought we were past this,” Xie Lian sighed. “We don’t get to see each other all the time, so can we please not fight?”

“Exactly, we don’t see get to see each other all the time, so can’t we talk to you in private?” Feng Xin said, fidgeting a little.

Xie Lian looked confused. “About what?”

“You expect me to walk away when you’ve just called me the scum of the earth?” Hua Cheng said coolly, examining his nails. “Gege, these servants are no good.”

“We’re not his servants!” Mu Qing exclaimed. Xie Lian thought it sounded like he was about to say “anymore” at the end, but cut off his speech abruptly, making the outburst awkward and clunky.

“Are you sure?” Hua Cheng asked skeptically. “Because when you’re with him, it’s like 800 years never happened, you can be his ever-most-loyal-servants again. The roleplaying is disgusting, and doesn’t absolve you from guilt.”

Xie Lian sensed the atmosphere in the shrine shift. He stepped forward again and raised his hands placatingly. “San Lang – “

“And what would you know?” Feng Xin demanded. “You can’t possibly understand what we’ve been through, at the time you were merely a mortal child.”

“I understand that you abandoned Dianxia when he was most vuln –“

“San Lang,” Xie Lian said. Hua Cheng’s lips instantly froze at the warning in Xie Lian’s tone; it was a lilt and a dangerous flavor that Xie Lian hardly used on anyone, and never on Hua Cheng.

“…”

“Why can’t they know, gege?” Hua Cheng asked softly. “Don’t you think they deserve to know? Frankly, their ignorance offends me.”

Feng Xin and Mu Qing had fallen silent, too, their faces both a few shades lighter. The word abandon seemed to always have that effect on them. Then Feng Xin regained his voice. “Ignor – know what? Taizi Dianxia, just what…”

Xie Lian had folded his arms, his mouth drawn into a line. “It’s old history,” he sighed. “There’s no need to bring things like this up. Do not shame me.”

“Shame you? When that came to visit you, he dismissed your fears as insan –“

Hua Cheng’s voice cut off for a moment, and the temperature in Puqi Shrine seemed to drop. Because, at that moment, an expression entirely foreign to Xie Lian flitted across his face: rage. Neither Mu Qing nor Feng Xin had seen him make that expression since his third ascension, and it didn’t suit him well.

It was gone as soon as it arrived, and Xie Lian’s characteristically peaceful smile returned in its stead. However, the faces of his two ex-subordinates were already white as sheets. Hua Cheng stepped toward, placing a hand on Xie Lian’s shoulder as if to hold him up.

“Dianxia, are you mad… at us?” Feng Xin whispered.

Xie Lian looked at him strangely, as if he had asked a very bizarre question indeed. “No… Not you.”

Hua Cheng snorted, as if he was thinking, too bad. Xie Lian’s face was soft. “In any case, I’m quite tired, so I think I will retire for the night. Please make yourselves at home.”

“Wh – you can’t – after –“ Mu Qing sputtered.

Feng Xin’s eyes were round. “Dianxia, does that mean… That time with White No-Face, when we were on the run… Was it really…?”

Xie Lian had started towards his chambers, but after being addressed, his shoulders tightened infinitesimally. Then, he turned back to the trio, his face still serene. “Yes.”

As if he’d been punched in the gut, Feng Xin slouched over. Mu Qing looked baffled.

“I didn’t tell you this because I knew you’d blame yourself. Yet, in the end, the only one who sinned was me. So, please, do not inquire further into this matter.”

With a nod and another smile, Xie Lian vanished into the back room, anxious to escape the conversation.

Feng Xin and Mu Qing were bursting with indescribable emotion. Some small part of Feng Xin fumed at Xie Lian for leaving them without explaining, but the rest of him just wallowed in a torrent of guilt, doubt, and self-questioning.

If the Taizi Dianxia wouldn’t tell them the truth, who would? Xie Lian had been abandoned with only his parents, who were long dead, so who besides him even knew what happened? The only people must be Jun Wu himself, and –

“Don’t look at me,” Hua Cheng rolled his eyes, leaning lazily against a chair. “I’m not going behind gege’s back for some backstabbing servants.”

“You’re the one who said we deserve to know,” Mu Qing argued.

“So? It’s gege’s story to tell, and he said no, so no.”

“How do you even know?”

Hua Cheng shrugged. “I was just ghost fire at the time. I had to watch.”

The corners of his eyes tightened, and a murderous look crossed his face. Unlike Xie Lian, his malice wasn’t bottled away, but instead broadcast for all to see.

“Watch what?” Feng Xin cried in anguish. “Why must you torture us?”

Hua Cheng snickered. “If only you knew your own irony.”

With that, he straightened and glided in Xie Lian’s direction, back towards the sleeping chambers.

“We – we’ll be back tomorrow!” Feng Xin and Mu Qing shouted at his receding back. Hua Cheng shrugged again.

//

That night, Hua Cheng was holding Xie Lian in his arms, and casually said, “Gege, this is what you did with Lang Qianqiu, too.” It wasn’t an accusation – it was never an accusation, just a comment.

Xie Lian exhaled. “I know.”

Hua Cheng’s voice grew husky. “Isn’t it enough that you suffered alone then, why must you be alone now, too? Why must you save everyone secretly, then endure their collective ridicule?” Then, “Is keeping it a secret truly doing anyone good?”

Xie Lian was silent. “Maybe I don’t have a good reason,” he finally said. “I don’t like thinking about it, really. I’m weak.”

“…”

“Although, looking back on it, I can’t believe that cute little ghost fire was you,” Xie Lian laughed. “You’d barely popped up and you already had a little cult following, so adorable!”

Hua Cheng grinned, but it was pained, like he couldn’t remember that period of his existence without discomfort. He said nothing, but his grip around Xie Lian tightened, like he was afraid of letting go.

Xie Lian noticed, and, after a beat of silence, shut his eyes. “I’ll think about it, okay?”

//

Feng Xin and Mu Qing would not give up. Day after day, they visited Xie Lian, demanding answers, so after months of heckling, Xie Lian finally agreed to explain what had happened all those years ago. When Xie Lian, Hua Cheng, Feng Xin, and Mu Qing sat down in Paradise Manor, Hua Cheng started talking first, trying to alleviate Xie Lian’s burden.

“…He’d wailed and screamed and cried and begged for mercy, but the people, having deemed him a sinner, continued without hesitation. Of course, his sinfulness was merely an excuse to save their own skin…”

“…After one hundred fatal strikes, Dianxia laid on his own altar, disfigured beyond recognition. Nothing more than a pile of flesh.”

Feng Xin was not the type to cry. So, when his eyes grew wet and then started streaming, Xie Lian hurriedly waved off Hua Cheng’s stone-faced words.

“Feng Xin, this was hundreds of years ago,” Xie Lian assured him, patting his shoulder. “It’s not sad anymore. Also, I’ve endured worse since then.”

This aggravated Feng Xin even further, and he looked like he wanted to cry some more. “I just can’t… when I imagine it, I can’t help it…”

“Trust me, whatever you’re imagining, it was five million times worse in real time,” Hua Cheng muttered darkly. He stared at Xie Lian with an odd expression, before languidly pulling him into his embrace.

Feng Xin looked like he wanted to rebuke, but in the end, could not. Thus, he motioned for the story to continue.

Xie Lian skimmed over his recovery period, the reformation of his flesh, and Feng Xin’s departure, but before he was in the clear, he was interrupted.

“So that’s why you asked me to leave?” Feng Xin said incredulously.

“There was no need to pull you down with me,” Xie Lian murmured.

“I thought you’d gone insane,” Feng Xin mumbled, nauseated. “I told your mother and father… I left you…”

Describing what happened to his parents was even harder, and when he finally got to saying how he’d put his own head in the noose, eyes filling with blood and collarbone cracking, Mu Qing jumped up.

“DAMN IT,” he roared, picking up a glass and shattering it against the nearest wall. “Damn it, damn it, damn it, Dianxia! What the actual fuck?”

Xie Lian peered at him. “Please don’t break San Lang’s things,” he tried.

“WHAT DO I FUCKING CARE? FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, TAIZI DIANXIA, HOW COULD YOU KEEP SOMETHING LIKE THIS FROM US?” Mu Qing was panting, and Feng Xin was staring off into space, eyes empty. “WE COULD’VE HELPED! IF I’D HAVE KNOWN, I’D HAVE –“

“Come back?” Xie Lian questioned lightly. “Followed me until the end?”

There was a deafening silence.

“No… I wanted you both to break free,” Xie Lian said. “You had a future.”

“SO DID YOU!” Feng Xin cried, broken from his trance. “Why… why did all this… why must it happen to you?”

“For that, I have no answer,” Xie Lian said. “But, if it had to happen to anyone, I’m glad it happened to me.”

Feng Xin and Mu Qing looked like they’d been shattered into a million pieces. Xie Lian said ruefully, “This is why I didn’t want to tell you.”

Mu Qing rushed forward. “GODDAMN IT, THE FACT THAT I DIDN’T KNOW ABOUT IT IS EVEN WORSE! WHY DIDN’T YOU ASK FOR HELP? YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO USE US, RELY ON US, THAT WAS OUR FUCKING JOB AND WE…”

“At the time, you were ganging up with Middle Court lackeys to chase him out of spiritual lands,” Hua Cheng remarked icily, pulling Xie Lian closer to him.

Mu Qing appeared stupefied, like Hua Cheng had just slapped him. “San Lang!” Xie Lian admonished. Mu Qing sat back down.

Both Feng Xin and Mu Qing both looked like they wanted to protest more, but Xie Lian continued with the story before they could. When he described donning the white mask and preparing to unleash the Human Face Disease, both of them seemed to hold their breath. Hua Cheng described his rebirth as a ghost soldier, following Xie Lian’s commands but never believing that he would truly commit the atrocity.

Feng Xin was regarding him with something that almost looked like newfound respect, but Mu Qing turned his head.

The rest was all downhill from there. He described laying on the pavement for days on end, and the one farmer who’d salvaged his faith in human goodness.

“To anyone else, thousands of onlookers ignoring your pain and suffering before one did anything shouldn’t reinforce your faith in anything…” Mu Qing muttered.

Xie Lian pressed forward, practically sprinting through the unleashed Human Face Disease, taking the brunt of the curses, and then Hua Cheng dying for him for the second time. He talked about ascending into heaven, and asking Jun Wu to punish him for his wrongdoings using banishment and cursed shckles.

“…DIANXIA?!?” Feng Xin gasped. “IT WASN’T A MURDEROUS RAMPAGE?”

“Nope!” Xie Lian said cheerily, relief crossing his face as if he was pleased to be done talking.

Mu Qing’s face darkened, and he started swearing again. “I WAS FUCKING WONDERING HOW SOMEONE AS TALENTED AS YOU SPENDS 800 YEARS TRYING TO ASCEND, IT WAS ON FUCKING PURPOSE? FUCKING FUCK, I WANT TO STRANGLE SOMETHING! SOMEONE GIVE ME SOMETHING TO BREAK!” He clomped off in a random direction.

Feng Xin’s face looked shadowed over, too. “Here I was wondering how you suddenly had such bad luck. As Crown Prince, you’d never had something so egregious. Now, learning that you asked for it… it all makes sense.” His hands were clenched into tight fists, and his words turned into cries. “Why… why… why… for 800 years, we felt… we waited, we were waiting, for something, and we thought maybe you’d died, or gone crazy, or vanished… We…”

Xie Lian had approached him, and put both hands on his shoulders. It was an old, but familiar gesture, and Feng Xin’s heart immediately squeezed with pain and regret. He was at a loss for words, and everything seemed wretched.

“Feng Xin, I understand your anguish,” Xie Lian said softly. “But I became very close to becoming that thing which I swore to destroy. And, to be honest, at that point I didn’t care much for godhood. I lost everything because of godhood. What I couldn’t stand to lose was myself, not to that monster, not to anyone. So, please understand. I’m sorry I hurt you, but it was necessary.”

“WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING GOOD?” Mu Qing roared, coming to stand next to Feng Xin. “WHY CAN’T YOU EVER BE SELFISH?”

Xie Lian chuckled, and Mu Qing covered his mouth, as if the words had escaped by their own volition. “…I wasn’t being good, I was scared.”

Mu Qing swore more. Feng Xin, on the other hand, fell to his knees, his shoulders trembling. So, Xie Lian acted on impulse, pulling Mu Qing down to the ground, too. Xie Lian then wrapped one arm around Feng Xin, and the other around Mu Qing, enveloping the both of them in a hug.

“I’m sorry,” Xie Lian murmured again, trying to control their trembling. He couldn’t tell, at this point, if it was only Feng Xin, or if it was Mu Qing too.

“We failed. I failed,” Feng Xin said, and his voice was raw with agony. “Why are you apologizing?”

“It wasn’t fair to either of you… but I loved you very much, and it was like you were shackled to a man descending to the bottom of a lagoon. If I didn’t remove your chains, you would’ve drowned too.”

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, holy shit, I’m so sorry,” Feng Xin said, almost gasping through the words. He looked as though someone had drawn a sword across his Adam’s apple, and he was choking through the blood. “Taizi Dianxia, I’m sorry. I failed.”

“Don’t be so damn self-sacrificing, Your Highness.” It was Mu Qing, this time, and he wasn’t struggling against the embrace. “Every single fucking time. Disgusting. How can we even stop you? Something like this. Damnit.”

“I’m a bit tougher than I look,” Xie Lian assured him. “Drowning is no big deal. Pain will subside. Embarrassment will fade. And look, I’m very happy now.”

From somewhere far away, Hua Cheng laughed slightly. However, even Mu Qing and Feng Xin, who weren’t well acquainted with him, could hear that it was laced with pain, too.

“I’m sorry. I wanted to stay with you,” Feng Xin said. “I wanted to stay, I trusted you unequivocally, you’re my world. But it scared me…”

Xie Lian smiled. “I know. You didn’t have to say anything. Ever since you came to help me at Yu Jun Mountain, I’ve known. And I’m grateful.”

“Stop being so damn forgiving.” Mu Qing’s voice was muffled by Xie Lian’s robes.

“Why? I forgive you.” Mu Qing and Feng Xin seemed to collapse in on themselves. So Xie Lian repeated, “I forgive you.”

No one moved for a long time. The trembling intensified. “You’re so damn forgiving,” Mu Qing mumbled. “It doesn’t mean a thing…”

And yet, they were not willing to break away.

Even after 800 years, Mu Qing and Feng Xin didn’t think that they would ever get used to being dazzled by the Crown Prince.

[lan-zhans]

Having fun on your own | HuaLian

A/N: Excuse me but why didn't I know the fact that Hua Cheng is v e r y good in bed??? Inocent virgen Crown Prince won the lottery!

I hope you enjoy this!

Summary: [N*FW] Xie Lian has become a shameless person and there's no one to blame but The Crimson Rain Sought Flower.

Qiandeng Temple is always so quite without Hua Cheng. He does not talk much, Xie Lian is usually the one doing the talking as Hua Cheng hums, smiles and laughs in the right times. He doesn't talk much, but his absence made the temple seem empty... Like something was missing.

And Xie Lian missed him.

There were some affairs that needed his attendence, he didn't explain fully and Xie Lian didn't care so much either, after all, he was upset that Hua Cheng was going to be away from him for who knows how many hours - however, those thoughts were envious and possessive, so he quickly shook them away and didn't say anything to Hua Cheng besides wishing him a safe trip and telling him to come back soon with a warm smile and a shy kiss on the lips.

He promised he'd stay at the temple, waiting for him while doing more calligraphy exercises for Hua Cheng's demonic handwriting and cleaning up their room. He finished the exercises rather quickly and now he found himself cleaning the mess their room had become.

As soon as he started, however, he was flushing furiously when he found the black blindfold Hua Cheng liked to use on him. He quickly grabbed it and threw it back into the drawer where other silky robes and blindfolds hid, perfectly organized and waiting to be used.

Xie Lian flushed to the tip of his ears as he stared at the robes... He has forgotten how many ways Hua Cheng has tied him up to their divan, exposing his body completely to him; sometimes fully spreaded like a star, sometimes with his arms up above his head. Some other times not even in the divan, but standing on his feet, his arms tied up with a robe falling from the ceiling and-

No.

No no, that was a line of thoughts too dangerous to step in. He kicked the drawer closed and continued to clean up until he found an empty bottle of lube forgotten on the floor at the side of the bed.

Xie Lian choked on his own saliva and he coughed loudly, expecting a loud laugh coming from behind him and a playful voice teasing him about how Gege didn't even notice when Hua Cheng threw the bottle away since he was too busy moaning Hua Cheng's name as he stroked his-

Stop!

"Haa!" Xie Lian gasped when the memory of Hua Cheng's doings last night made certain part of him twitch, suddenly getting half hard. Xie Lian's face was unhealthy red - why was his body reacting in such embarrassing ways?!

Something like this never happened before.

While growing up, Xie Lian never experienced sexual desire nor got unwanted erections, after all, he never had this kind of shameful thoughts when he was young, the most important thing for him was his cultivation, his mind too focused on achieving his dream of becoming a god and save the common people to even bat an eye to his courtesans, much to his mother's dismay; so mundane pleasures were not hard to avoid and ignore for him.

He never had this kind of shameful thoughts, except for that time when he was poisoned by the Land of Tender Fragrance scent, making his body feel hot and sensitive to every single touch, but even when his mind was clouded with unwanted lust, he so desperately tried to find a way to stop the maddening sensation, not enjoying it one bit.

He never had this kind of shameful thoughts... Until Hua Cheng appeared in his life. That man not only showed him a world of endless love, devotion and trust, he also showed him a view to the world of pleasure that Xie Lian was not aware off.

And he made him addicted to it.

To his touches, his kisses and all of those filthy movements with his tongue that had Xie Lian seeing stars. He discovered and abused every single sensitive place in Xie Lian body until the Ghost King had this god crying for certain part of his. Begging him to fill his insides.

Shameless!

Xie Lian growled, feeling how that heat started to pool on his lower belly. Just by looking down, he knew he was fully erect by now, triggered by a blindfold and a tiny empty bottle... Seriously pathetic.

He'd never had this kind of thoughts before, but he so desperately needed release right now.

He let out a shaky sigh as he looked around the room, of course it was empty, but sudden movements on his arms made him flinch in surprise.

It was Ruoye.

Xie Lian gulped, his heart tightening with embarrassment. "It's- it's alright," he gently patted Rouye. "Get out, do not go too far."

Ruoye hesitated for a moment, but it eventually unwrapped itself from Xie Lian's forearms and exited the room. Xie Lian quickly shut the door close and he looked down, hoping to be back to normal.

He was not, of course.

Letting out a soft growl he walked to the divan, but before he could jump in, he stopped, looking down at himself again... Perhaps... He should take his clothes off. His rational mind didn't work anymore, he acted on instincts and needs and desires and in a blink of an eye, he was fully naked and laying on his back on the bed.

His chest was heaving, moving up and down as he stared at his pulsating and twitching cock; in an instant, his hands wrapped around the base of his shaft and he stroked up once.

"Mn!" He shuddered heavily at the sensation and he stroked back down without a second thought, gasping when he hit that particularly sensitive spot that Hua Cheng liked to abuse when he was feeling a bit mean and way too teasy.

Hua Cheng.

He was always so good to Xie Lian. Loving him, adoring him, worshipping him; making him feel good in mind, body and soul. Always so tender and full of love, taking him in his arms and showering his face with loving kisses... then savage, staring at Xie Lian with a hungry and lustful eye, licking his lips as if Xie Lian was the most delicious prey of all, and he was.

And Xie Lian knew he was.

He was so ready to be eaten raw by the Ghost King if that was what he wanted. He was ready to be the lewd victim that Hua Cheng desired, becauss Xie Lian also desired him. Tenderly, fiercely, lovingly, lustfully, he also desired him.

He kept stroking himself, his breathing quickening as he bit the inside of his cheek to keep his noises in check. He closed his eyes, flicking his cock with one hand as he gripped the blankets with the other.

He thought about Hua Cheng, (he always thought about Hua Cheng), touching him teasingly and tortuously and the mere memory of him sliding his finger down his spine just to rile him up, was enough to almost send him over the edge, so close to his climax, so close, so close, so close, but he didn't want to reach it just yet; so he stopped his strokes and the filthiest of whines left his lips as his hips desperately thrusted against his will.

He left his hardened cock stick up, trembling and hanging over his stomach, dripping a ridiculous amount of precum against his heated skin. He bit his lip and before he could shake the nasty thought away, he started to rub his fluids all over his torso - his hips, his stomach, chest and neck.

It was sticky and almost uncomfortable, but he could only care about that single sentence repeating inside his head like a mantra: 'San Lang would lick it off. San Lang would lick it off. San Lang would lick it off. So lick it off!'

But San Lang was not there, not even his butterflies and he was so thankful that E-Ming either, he was just like a child.

He was not there, so Xie Lian had to take care of everything himself. Sticking two fingers into his mouth, he soaked them with his warm saliva until it dribbled down the palm of his hand, and started to brush them against his skin, imagining it was Hua Cheng's long and cold tongue.

It was ridiculous, but he was desperate and needy and hypersensitive...

He was ticklish, he had always been aware of that fact, he knew about it, he knew where and how certain touches made him cackle like a mad man, but only when Hua Cheng tagged alone, he found out that not only his body was full of ticklish spots, but also erogenous places that had him moaning Hua Cheng's name out, pathetically.

His damp fingers went for those spots as his other hand reached down to stroke himself some more, completely avoiding to touch the tip of his cock because he knew that'd make him come undone. He didn't want to cum yet.

He reached up to play with his left ear a little, tugging at the the lobe until he was whimpering softly; he moved down the side of his neck, leaving a trail of saliva behind his touch. He scratched his collabones and rubbed his chest, avoiding his hard nipples because they'd also make him cum too fast.

Xie Lian arched his back as his own fingers travelled down, dipping into his bellybutton and following all the way down. He dared to touch the tip with his filthy fingers and he arched his back off the bed, his legs trembling as he felt dangerously close.

But it was not enough! It was not enough and tears of both pleasure and desperation fell from the corners of his eyes. He needed, he needed-

"Gege? Are you alright? What's wrong?" Hua Cheng soft voice sounded so close to his ear and he flinched, moaning loudly.

"Gege?"

His hands worked faster than his mind, only when he heard Hua Cheng's voice he realized he had pressed his fingers against his temple and had prayed that awfully embarrassing password almost incoherently.

"Tease me," he pleaded, more lewd sounds filling the room.

"En?"

"Goodness, please t-tease me San Lang! I'm- I'm-"

"Is Gege touching himself?" That tone in his voice made Xie Lian moan loudly. "I thought Gege said he was going to make more calligraphy exercises for me."

Xie Lian turned on his side and the hand that was simply gripping the blankets came to his mouth; he licked his shaky fingers desperately and when he thought they were damped enough, he pushed then inside him.

He never did that before, it felt weird and his arm hurt for twisting like that, but he flicked his wrists in, moving his fingers around just like Hua Cheng did.

"Gege is being really naughty, is he not?"

Xie Lian could hear the smirk on his lips and he sobbed. "I- I did-"

"He said that, but instead, he's touching himself in our bed while his husband is not there," Xie Lian's hips trusted like crazy as he pumped himself with his hand. "And, on top of that, he is keeping me from finishing my work so I can come back quickly back home."

Xie Lian moaned again when he finally found his favorite spot inside him. He teased it with the tips of his fingers over and over, sending shivers up his spine.

Hua Cheng was not able to hear his filthy sounds. It was a shame.

"I just... San Lang, I just..."

Hua Cheng chuckled and Xie Lian shuddered. He'd heard that chuckle before, when Xie Lian was begging so pathetically for him to fill him up. Always begging, always taking.

"I thought our playtime last night was enough to satisfy His Highness for at least all day," he said casually. "But I think I was wrong since Gege is not behaving so well right now. I think this lowly devote has to punish His Highness for misbehaving."

A Ghost King punishing a god. Xie Lian was drunk in that delicious thought.

"Maybe I'll use a blindfold on His Highness so he can't see where I'm touching next."

"S-San Lang! Oh!"

"I know how much His Highness likes to cum inside San Lang's mouth, too, but this is a punishment, so San Lang will have to stop everytime he feels like His Highness is about to cum."

"Please, please please please!"

"His Highness also gets so desperate when I finger that tender spot inside him." At his words, Xie Lian presses that spot harshly, making himself cry out in pleasure. "He always begs me to 'put it in' when I touch him there mercilessly. I might as well make His Highness cum over and over with just my fingers rubbing that spot."

A part of his mind, one that wasnot clouded by the this crazy pleasure, wondered if he was being heard in the Ghost City. Somehow... That thought made his cock tremble in his hand.

"That will be his punishment," Hua Cheng said nonchalantly, "but I'm sure His Highness would be enjoying himself way too much, wouldn't you, Gege?"

"Nnngaaah! San Lang!"

Xie Lian's eyes rolled back, his back arched and cum spurted out forcefully as he trembled uncontrollably with pleasure.

He came and came and came and touched himself until he was twitching like crazy at the overstimulation. The corners of his councious becoming blurry as if he was about to pass out, to ascend to heaven for the fourth time or to fall into the depths of hell.

It felt so good. How can it feel so good? He can't get enough.

More.

"Hmm? Did Gege come because I was explaining his punishment?" Hua Cheng's voice brought him back from his stupor as he laid on the divan, boneless and trembling softly. "Gege can be so nasty some times."

"San Lang, please come back soon."

"Mhm, I'm right here, His Highness."

Xie Lian turned around to see Hua Cheng standing on the entrence, a smirk pulling at his lips and his eye looking hungrily at the god laying on the bed, covered in cum and sweat and tears and insatiable desire.

"San Lang..."

"I hope Gege is ready for his punishment."

"Mn. This god is ready."

Xie Lian never had felt sexual desire, but after meeting Hua Cheng, he didn't wish to have sexual desire for anyone else.

[aquadrazi]

Find Someone to Carry You

Chapter 43

………Cloud Recesses………

Wen Ning told the story from his point of view, the parts that he could remember.  When he was finished Lan Xichen gestured for him to go sit at a table that had been set up off to the side.  “Thank you, Master Wen.”

“So how did Su She gain control?”

“I still can’t believe that Jin Guangshan was keeping a weapon like that under wraps.”

Masters Xiao and Song stepped forward and bowed.  “Sect Leader Lan, I believe I can offer further explanation.”

“Please, continue Master Xiao.”  Lan Xichen bowed to them.

“We were present at the interrogation of Xue Yang, before his death.  We can bear witness to the assertation that he was in possession of a shard of the Yin Iron, and had given it to Su She to use to take control of the fierce corpses.  Also, Master Song personally witnessed along with Senior Lan, Senior Fu, and several Juniors, Su She using a teleportation talisman to grab the Yin Iron shard from Xue Yang and escape with it, prior to the order for Sect Leader Jin’s assassination.”  Xiao Xingchen explained.

“I did it for HIM!”  Su She snarled.  “I wanted to prove to him that I wasn’t useless.  I’m just as good if not BETTER than Xue Yang.  Besides, killing off that little brat was in his best interests.  They were never going to accept him as a legitimate Sect Leader unless that kid was dead.”  Su She snapped.  “I’d done it before, in Qiongqi Pass, when he had me kill off his BROTHER.  I figured the son would be easier.”

“Er-ge, he’s lying.  You have to believe me.  He has every reason to lie about this.”  Jin Guangyao said smoothly to Lan Xichen.  “I had no idea that Jin Zixuan was going to be there that day.  I would have done everything I could to stop him if I had.”

“That’s a lie.”  Jin Zixuan said as he strode in.

Gasps and cries of shock rippled through the crowd.

Jin Zixuan bowed to Lan Xichen.  “If I may, Sect Leader Lan.”

Lan Xichen smiled and motioned for him to rise, “Please continue.”

Jin Zixuan smiled, unkindly to Jin Guangyao, then continued.  “My BROTHER came to me upset, saying that he had overheard of a plot to kill Wei Wuxian before he could make it to my son’s one month celebration.  He convinced me to go and try to stop it, to keep the peace for the sake of my wife.  So I did, but I was intercepted by Nie Huaisang himself on the way.  He told me there was in fact, a plot to kill Wei Wuxian, but also myself.  He had sent a double in my place.  THAT is who you killed in Qiongqi Pass that day.”

“I didn’t KNOW he was going to try to kill you too!  You have to believe me Gege, I couldn’t have KNOWN!”  Jin Guangyao started to beg, realizing the danger he was potentially in.  With the direct heir of the Jin Sect alive, he no longer had the most legitimate claim to leadership.

“But you DID know you were killing ME.”  Nie Mingjue growled as he entered the main hall.

Jin Guangyao shrieked and tried to scurry away from the sight of the large and imposing figure heading towards him, but Jin Zixuan stopped him.

‘How- how is it possible?”

“He died of Qi Deviation.”

“Is he a fierce corpse?”

“The only one who could do that was the Yiling Patriarch.”

“He’s dead.”

“We’ve thought a LOT of people were dead who apparently are not.”

“You were my sworn brother, and yet, at the orders of your father, you killed me.”  Nie Mingjue accused.

“No-no, it wasn’t me-I didn’t…I couldn’t-“

“Sect Leader Lan, if I may.” Master Xiao was bowing again.

“You may.” Lan Xichen nodded towards him.

“Xue Yang also spoke as to the incident involving Sect Leader Nie’s death.  He confirmed that it was ordered by Jin Guangshan, and carried out by Jin Guangyao.  He said Jin Guangshan was hoping to turn Nie Mingjue into a fierce corpse, and upon the Jin Sect Leader’s death, Jin Guangyao kept the body, hoping his consciousness could be brought back like Master Wen’s was.”

Before anyone could say anything else, Wen Qing entered the room.  She bowed to Sect Leader Lan, “If I may.”

“You may.” Lan Xichen smiled at her.

“Jin Guangshan and Jin Guangyao lied to all of you.  There was no intention to rid the world of demonic cultivation, quite the opposite.  Jin Guangshan craved the power it could give him.  He kept myself and my brother, and Wei Ying as prizes that he could use to further cultivate his own knowledge of the use of resentful energy.  I was rescued by Nie Huaisang shortly before my supposed death, however my brother and Wei Ying were kept at Koi Tower for years, in the pursuit of gaining more power for the Jin Sect.  The proof that my brother was being used as a tool is obvious.  He was sent as an assassin to kill Jin Ling.  We have already heard testimony corroborating the statement that Wei Ying was being held for his expertise in resentful energy cultivation.”

“It looks like he succeeded.”

“So it WAS the Yiling Patriarch who brought back Chifeng-Zun”

“Are they still holding him in Koi Tower?”

“Sect Leader Lan,  my uncle knew about the demonic cultivation. He participated in the experiments with my grandfather.”  Jin Ling bowed.

Jin Guangyao looked thoroughly flustered.  “You- there’s no way…”

“I followed you one day.  I saw you and grandfather with the screaming man, experimenting with demonic cultivation.”

“And do you know who this, screaming man, was?”  Lan Zhan asked quietly.

Jin Ling nodded.  “He was also the person kept in the main hall as the Koi Tower Sex Slave.”

There was an uproar from the crowd.

“Wait, did he just say…”

“The Yiling Patriarch was ALSO the-“

“I can’t believe this.”

“The depravity”

“He should have been killed”

“-too dangerous to keep around”

“SILENCE!!!!” Lan Qiren bellowed, hushing the crowd once again.

“So, if I am to get this straight, Jin Guangshan ordered his son, Jin Guangyao to kill Chifeng-Zun, so he could have Wei Wuxian, someone he was keeping captive rather than having killed like he had said, turn him into a fierce corpse.  He was ALSO keeping Wen Ning to use as a weapon, even though he had said he had performed that execution as well.”

“And Jin Guangyao, sent Jin Zixuan to his death, and upon gaining control of the Jin Sect, he was using Wei Wuxian to try to find a way to return Chifeng-Zun’s consciousness.”

“And Su She took it upon himself to take the Yin Iron shard and use Wen Ning to assassinate Jin Ling, so Jin Guangyao could officially take control of the Jin Sect.  This is after he used it to take control of the fierce corpses from Wei Wuxian during the Qiongqi Pass AND the Bloodbath at the Nightless City.”

“Meaning, the real villain in all of this was Su She, and by proxy Jin Guangshan and Jin Guangyao, not Wei Wuxian.”  Lan Xichen stared directly at Jin Guangyao as he said the last part.

“No!  No.  It isn’t true.  I’m being set up!  The Yiling Patriarch is DEAD!  I saw it myself!  I SAW THE BURNED BODY MYSELF!”  Jin Guangyao was becoming unhinged.

The door to the main hall opened and in walked Wei Wuxian, holding onto Jiang Yanli’s arm to steady himself.  They were followed by a trail of Juniors, in two neat rows.  The sight of him in robes bearing the Cloud Recesses motif, and with the Lan Sect Ribbon prominently displayed on his forehead had the room in an uproar.

“THERE WILL BE SILENCE”  Lan Qiren bellowed again.

“Are you sure of what you saw, Jin Guangyao?”  Lan Xichen asked in a mocking way.

The Juniors formed a protective line between Wei Wuxian and the crowd.  They bowed in unison along with Wei Wuxian and Jiang Yanli to Lan Xichen.

“This one would like to give testimony.”  Wei Wuxian said in an uncharacteristically quiet voice.

“Please proceed, Didi.” Lan Xichen smiled warmly at him.  The familiar way he replied to Wei Wuxian causing a gasp to ripple through the crowd.

“Replying to the Qiongqi Pass ambush.  I could feel myself losing control of Wen Ning.  I did not intend to kill Jin Zixuan, I was trying to get him to leave so he wouldn’t be caught by any of the arrows and before I knew it, Wen Ning had killed him.  Or so I thought.”  He added, looking over at Jin Zixuan, very much alive.

“Replying to the Bloodbath at the Nightless City.  I knew I was fighting another demonic cultivator.  It was taking so much energy to try to maintain control of my corpses that I was distracted.  When my Shijie… well, I lost all control after that.  I am truly sorry for what my corpses did.  I was not in my right mind.”

“It is true that I did not die during the Siege of the Burial Mounds.  Jin Guangshan sent Xue Yang and Jin Zixun to…convince me…to turn Chifeng-Zun into a fierce corpse for him.  I refused.  It is true that I became what you all refer to as the Koi Tower Sex Slave.  It is my understanding that Sect Leader Nie found me and brought me to the Nie Compound to…recover.  That is where I, along with some help, was able to return Chifeng-Zun’s consciousness to his body.”

“Thank you, Didi.”  Lan Xichen said warmly, bowing to him.

Jiang Yanli helped Wei Wuxian exit the room after he bowed formally to both Sect Leader Lan, and the crowd of cultivators.  They were followed by the line of Juniors.  Before the doors were shut the room erupted in chaos.

The Juniors came back into the room in time to stop Jin Guangyao from running out.  Lan Jingyi managed to get him by the scruff of the neck and dragged him back to the center of the floor.  Lan Xichen launched himself from where he had been sitting onto the floor and joined the fray.

The crowd was quickly splitting into two groups.  One group against Wei Wuxian, and the other was apparently defending Wei Wuxian.  Lan Xichen caught the glint of a fan flying towards him out of the corner of his eye and spun just in time to see it deflect a blade that was heading towards him, then return to Nie Huaisang.  He nodded his thanks and continued into the fight.

Once the Nie guards entered the fight ended quickly.  Lan Xichen pulled out his xiao and pulled all the spiritual weapons to the ceiling, and allowed Nie Huaisang to pull out the people on his list from the crowd.  He divided them into the two groups, the people with stars next to their names were placed off to the side under guard.  Lan Xichen released the spiritual weapons.

“Now THAT’S out of everyone’s system,” Lan Xichen chided as he went back to his spot at the head of the room.  He motioned for the guards to place the people who were pulled out on their knees.  “You all have been found to have visited the Koi Tower Sex Slave.  You have committed a reprehensible act against a member of the Lan Sect.  As such, you will be punished by Lan Sect rules.”

Lan Xichen went down the line and asked each one how many times they visited Wei Wuxian when he was held prisoner.  Nie Huaisang took notes and handed it back to Lan Xichen when he was finished.  “All of you will be expelled from your parent Sects, and will not be welcome in any cultivation Sect from this day forward.  Furthermore, each one of you will receive a strike from the discipline whip for every time you violated a member of the Lan Sect.  The punishment will be carried out tomorrow morning, after breakfast.”

Lan Xichen waived his hand and the Nie Guards took away the group in the center.  They were replaced by the group that had stars next to their names.  “You all will be taken back to the Nie Stronghold for further interrogation to ascertain the extent that you were involved in the capture, torture, and violation of a Lan Sect member.”  Lan Xichen waved his hand and the group was taken away by the Nie Guards.  Jin Guangyao fought and screamed the entire way out of the Main Hall.

“Now, does anyone else have a problem with Wei Wuxian?  Let’s hear in now.”  Lan Xichen was clearly out of patience.

Lan Zhan heard Wei Ying playing WangXian as he walked up to the Jingshi.  Wei Ying was standing on the porch, his hair and ribbons blowing gently in the wind.  He stood for a minute, drinking in the sight of his husband, standing on the porch of their house, dressed in Lan Sect robes, playing their song.  Wei Ying turned and a wide grin spread across his face when he saw Lan Zhan.

“Missed you.” Wei Ying said as he tucked Chenqing in his waist band.

Lan Zhan pulled Wei Ying into a deep kiss.  “Wei Ying looks good in his new robes.”  He hummed. He hiked Wei Ying up onto his hips and Wei Ying wrapped his legs around Lan Zhan’s waist and his arms around his neck.  They continued to devour each other’s mouths as Lan Zhan carried him into the Jingshi.

[pengiesama]

God of Love Descends, with Blessings of Cabbage (Fic, TGCF, HC/XL)

Title: God of Love Descends, with Blessings of Cabbage Series: Heavenly Official’s Blessing (Tian Guan Ci Fu) Pairing: Hua Cheng/Xie Lian

Summary:

Pei Ming gives Xie Lian advice on how to:

a) Get knocked up b) Get Hua Cheng knocked up c) Avoid getting his head eaten during sex with a grasshopper demon d) Grow cabbages

Xie Lian then takes some of this advice, but not all of it.

Link: AO3

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“So…” Pei Ming said. “I heard you and your Crimson Rain were in need of some advice.”

On that last word, he winked.

“You heard incorrectly,” Xie Lian said. “Please leave, I have cleaning to do.”

With that, he tried shutting the door. Undaunted, undeterred, Pei Ming wedged his body into the crack; preventing Xie Lian from ending this intrusion peacefully.

“Then it was intuition! Being as I am a respected god of love, along with the whole martial thing, I just know these things. I perceive and understand when someone is in need of advice—” Again, with the winking. “—and a god cannot shirk his duty. You get it, your highness?”

“I don’t,” Xie Lian said. “Please do not damage my door with your body.”

Pei Ming finally squirmed his way in, despite Xie Lian’s best efforts – alas, he had been too concerned with the state of that door his San Lang had made for him, and in the process had welcomed disaster. Well, perhaps that was a strong word. “Annoyance”, “trouble”, “someone who was only here because he was desperate for attention”. Xie Lian could’ve almost felt sorry for him, against his better judgement.

“Anyway. This esteemed martial god of the north, this god of love, this – do you have anywhere for me to strike a pose for this speech? Like a big ol’ lotus or a fluffy cloud or something?”

Xie Lian leaned on his broom and stared at him, flatly. After a long moment, he walked to his scrap pile, picked up an empty wooden box, and carried it over. Pei Ming accepted it and set it on the floor before he clambered atop it.

“This god of love comes with great excitement to express his joy at your and Crimson Rain’s desires for offspring, and to provide his advice—”

“General Ming Guang, do you have an eye infection?” Xie Lian asked.

“No!” Pei Ming said. “I’m infected with the disease known as Baby Fever!”

“I wish you a swift and full recovery,” Xie Lian said. “Please leave so you can coalesce at a safe distance.”

Pei Ming sighed and scratched at his head, stepping down from the box. “Y’know, your highness, I really did come to help. A certain little birdie told me that you and Crimson Rain were thinking about bringing a bundle of joy or two into your household, and you won’t find a god in heaven that’s got more experience in that topic, I can tell you that much.”

Xie Lian’s cheeks colored, and he looked away. He had an idea of who that “little birdie” was, and as for the topic of that birdie’s chatter, well – it wasn’t wrong, necessarily, but just. Maybe getting a little ahead.

“I…I thank you for your sincere concern,” Xie Lian slowly said. “But San Lang and I, well, we’re, maybe, well, not, almost, well, maybe, a bit…”

“Listen,” Pei Ming said encouragingly, clapping his hand to Xie Lian’s shoulder, and not looking overly offended when Ruoye immediately smacked him away. “If you’re worried about the process, you and Crimson Rain have plenty of options! I heard he’s quite devastating in female form, for one; surely his highness would stand up tall to the challenge of bedding and planting seed in such a wicked beauty…”

Xie Lian’s ears were burning red. “I would advise General Ming Guang to not get any ideas.”

Pei Ming raised his hands. “No ideas in this head of mine, just full faith in his highness’ abilities. For that matter, surely Crimson Rain, if his highness wished to experience the joys of childbirth personally, would—”

“Pray General Ming Guang stop speaking.”

Pei Ming looked hurt. “I’m not judging his highness at all! I’ve gotten knocked up myself a few times, and I can confirm that the nine months are a valuable period of mediation and cultivation…”

“…” said Xie Lian.

Pei Ming smiled knowingly and slung his arm around Xie Lian’s shoulders; heedless of the Ruoye furiously smacking him on the head.

“I know what his highness is thinking. You see, when a man and a beautiful woman who is also a bee demon are very attracted to each other, sometimes, that woman asks the man if she can lay her eggs in him and then immediately drop dead afterwards. As a red-blooded icon of masculinity, could I possibly deny her final request? But! You have to be careful of beautiful women who are also grasshoppers, because sometimes they get feisty in bed. I of course would never be one to deny an expecting mother of much-needed protein, but you have to set expectations – you tell them, ‘my darling, my sweet, of course you can eat my head while we fuck, but it can only be a clone of me, because I’m not looking for that kind of commitment.’”

Pei Ming blinked, and he visibly was deep in thought for a moment.

“Do butterflies do that kind of thing too? Is your Crimson Rain human down there, mostly? Does he have a, whatchacallit, a proboscis? Just trying to figure out what we’re working with.”

It was common knowledge that Pei Ming’s many, many, many, many, many descendants were spread far and wide across the world. About seventy percent of Middle Heaven officials were Pei Ming’s illegitimate scions; some of whom were not fully human in form. Perhaps this revelation was new news to Xie Lian, but it was hardly surprising news. Surely such a prodigious array of progeny could only be achieved if one expanded one’s tastes.

“Listen listen listen!” Pei Ming squawked as Ruoye hauled him up by the armpits, his legs kicking in the air. “If you’re not into the idea of lugging something around for nine months, you can do it the old-fashioned way!”

How is that not the old-fashioned way…?, Xie Lian wondered.

“So those child-bearing pills you got,” Pei Ming began, thus proving that Shi Qingxuan was completely incapable of keeping a secret. “You build yourself a nice little garden, you get some holy water, and you grow yourself a little cabbage that you’ll pluck when they’re ready to make their debut.”

“Those are seeds? Seeds that you’re supposed to plant in the ground?” Xie Lian blurted before he could stop himself.

Pei Ming blinked. “…yeah? What, did you think that you were supposed to take them like medicine?”

Well, that at least explained why that hadn’t been working. Xie Lian made a note that he would have to beg the pardon of Rain Master and request her guidance in…cabbage farming.

“So basically,” Pei Ming summed up. “If your Crimson Rain’s proboscis can’t lay eggs in you, and neither of you are willing to grow a womb for the duration, pills. Pills in the ground.”

“Thank you for your input, General Ming Guang,” Xie Lian said firmly.

“And if either of you need protein, use a clone!” Pei Ming called back as Ruoye whirled around before flinging him into the distance. “General Ming Guang says practice safe sex!”

 --

 “Pray gege forgive this San Lang for not knowing the proper application method of the pills. He hadn’t dared presume gege would wish to use them, and this cowardice resulted in a shameful gap in knowledge.”

“Mmm,” Xie Lian replied, leaning back against his husband. He gazed at the little patch of fresh dirt in front of them. Puqi Village was a good spot to start a garden. It was quiet, peaceful; away from the hustle and bustle of Ghost City. The cabbage could be introduced to its second home soon enough. “Pray San Lang forgive this husband for being too stubborn to even consider that an alternate method was perhaps better suited.”

Hua Cheng nosed the back of Xie Lian’s neck; he could feel his smirk against his nape. “Ah, but gege’s stubbornness brought so many delightful nights…”

Hua Cheng’s breath and lips travelled lower, from his nape, trailing down his spine. Xie Lian sighed aloud and loosened his belt and ties to allow his robe to slip lower, off his shoulders and catching on his elbows. Hua Cheng could take a hint, and Xie Lian couldn’t help but laugh aloud in delight as he was pressed into the grass by his husband’s weight.

It had been a long and anxious day of gardening, and Xie Lian thought he could use some proboscis.

[somepinkthing]

More excerpts from my canon divergence au

Part 1

A/N: here is the second friendship....

Also, this is from a young wwx's POV so I tried to make the language a little more childish during his musings

2)

"Please, Jin Guangshan is my father! You must let me see him!"

"Oh we must, must we?! Hey, get over here and help me show this little desperate bastard what we 'must' do to little street rats like him!"

Begging and pained screams were what sent Wei Wuxian running down the corridor, Jiang Cheng trailing close behind. He recognized those yelps as belonging to one of the townspeople the Jiang entourage had brought with them to Lanling. It was that boy he'd helped do the laundry when Madam Yu had finally gotten fed up with looking at him and sent him to travel the last leg of their trip with the servants.

"What's going on here?!" Wei Wuxian demanded, bursting onto the scene.

"Nothing to concern yourself with, young master," the Jin guard sneered.

"He's our-!" Wei Wuxian started but then paused. Jiang Cheng had laid a heavy hand on his shoulder and squeezed and Wei Wuxian knew immediately why. He couldn't well claim this boy was with the Jiangs without knowing what he'd done first. He couldn't bring that sort of trouble on his adopted family here, in the heart of the Jin sect at the birthday celebration of their peacock of an heir.

Wei Ying knew this and shut his mouth.

... or he tried. The sound of flesh connecting upon flesh and another pitiful, pained yelp reached his ears.

"Sorry, A-Cheng," he mouthed at his brother before turning back to to the guards.

"What is his crime? What has he done?!"

"Ha!" the guard responded, "Wait until you hear this, young master! This street rat claims that our sect leader is his father! As if someone like Sect Leader Jin would ever touch whatever dirty whore this one crawled from!"

"Sect Leader Jin would touch whatever looked like a woman and breathed!" Wei Wuxian responded. He immediately felt his brother's hand tighten painfully around his shoulder. That would bruise. As would Madam Yu's punishment, he imagined.

Luckily, his words were drowned out by the roar the boy underneath the guard's feet let out.

"DON'T SPEAK ABOUT MY MOTHER LIKE THAT!!" the boy yelled. He shoved the guard standing on his back off and tackled him to the ground before the other could even react.

The second guard turned and drew his sword....

...only to immediately fall to the floor from a blow to the back of his head.

Wei Ying grabbed the boy and yanked him off the already unconscious guard.

"Stop beating on him or you'll kill him for real, young master! These Jin cultivators are hardly made out of the toughest stuff. Come on now, we have to go!"

"Hey!" Jiang Cheng yelled, glaring at the guards on the floor, "What the hell, Wei Wuxian?! Go where? What are you gonna do about them?"

"Erm.... well. You wait here then, Jiang Cheng. Tell them the culprit took them out and ran off! And that I went after him! Oh wait, that'd be even worse for you huh?" Wei Ying asked the boy still in his arms.

I-it's fine, young master. If you allow this one to escape, you can tell them anything you want. Please just..."

"Is this the time to be worrying about others?" Jiang Cheng roared, cutting the boy off, "Only mother is on this trip, father won't be here to temper her punishment! Do you really want to spend weeks in bed again? Don't you ever learn?!"

"Come on, Jiang Cheng. You can't tell me you'd want to--"

"A-Xian, go," a sweet voice said, immediately silencing the brewing argument, "A-Cheng and I will tell them what we need to. Go on and get that young man out of here."

"Shijie!" Wei Ying cheered as Jiang Yanli steps around the corner and into view.

Wei Ying's shijie's tone turned scolding with her next words, "A-Cheng is right though, you must try to avoid trouble on this trip. You promised me you wouldn't anger mother."

Wei Ying hung his head.

"I-I tried, shijie! Really, I did! But they pushed this guy off the stairs!"

"Kicked," the boy corrected.

"Yeah, that!"

Jiang Yanli sighed but all present could see the fond smile on her lips.

"Yes, I suppose it really couldn't be helped. Go on then."

"But, but. Won't you two be in trou--"

"Where the hell is your sense of urgency, Wei Wuxian?" Jiang Cheng asked, cutting in yet again, "You really want to linger around and wait to see what happens? Get yourself and Jin Guangshan's dumb bastard out of here!"

"A-Cheng," Jiang Yanli scolded, "language!"

"Sorry, jie."

Wei Ying nodded. He recognized that look on his shijie's face and even his notorious stubborness would be no match for her here now that she'd made up hee mind. Jiang Cheng seemed pretty resolute too. No point in arguing with them. Plus, Jiang Cheng had a point--he couldn't just stand around. He grabbed the quiet boy's hand and started running down the hall, only turning around to yell back his appreciation.

"Wei Ying thanks shijie and shidi! You two can ask me for any favor and I'll do it without complaint!"

"No need, A-Xian!"

"I request you jump off a cliff and let me live the rest of my days in peace!"

Wei Ying only laughed in response. They were halfway to their destination before the other boy found his tongue.

"Young master? Where will I be taken?"

He was soft spoken and timid, though Wei Ying supposed that was to be expected.

Wei Ying couldn't help but think that this guy was super unfortunate. Lan Qiren, Qinheng-jun, Sect Leader Nie, even Jiang-shushu despite having two children already! Any of the other major sect leaders would have housed a child they sired and supported a woman they knocked up. Lan Qiren probably would have married her on principle alone! Not that Wei Ying could ever imagine the stand-in-Lan-sect-leader in the same room with a woman, let alone having a child with her. The image of Lan Qiren trying to kiss a woman and accidentally jabbing her with his goatee was enough to make him snort a little. Still, goatee aside, Lan Qiren would have been a much better father to have. He'd treat his own child with decency at least. Leave it up the the king peacock himself to not even have the good heart to house his own flesh and blood. And a good looking son! Someone as old fashioned and dumb as Jin Guangshan should have been thrilled by that! Besides, Wei Ying thought this gege had to be better than his current heir.

Jin Guangshan should show some honor! Wei Ying was young and often told that he was shameless but even he wouldn't have the audacity to do something as shameless and disrespectful as this! Then again, Madam Yu once said that if Jin Guangshan had any honor then he would live as a man instead of as a dog in heat. It was rare that he and Madam Yu ever saw eye to eye but she was absolutely right in this case!

"Young master?"

"Oh sorry!" Wei Ying snapped out of his thoughts, "Um... I forgot the question!"

The other boy blinked a few times before he smiled gently and repeated himself. Wei Ying liked his smile, it reminded him of his shijie! And he didn't get mad at him for drifting off like Jiang Cheng would have.

"I asked where we were headed, young master."

"The servants quarters, you can hide out in my room! You're way too hurt to send off and none of the high and mighty Jin sect would ever set foot in there so you'll be safe!" Wei Ying replied.

"S-servants' quarters," the other boy cried out in surprise, "Young master, you aren't a cultivator? I had thought..."

"Oh I am! But Madam Yu doesn't like to see me too much and I caused too much trouble on the road so she decided to put me in my place! Don't worry though, I have my own private room. We'll be very comfortable there!"

"...."

"My name is Wei Ying! Courtesy name is Wuxian! I'm turning thirteen this year! What about you, gege? Wait, you're older than me right? You're a little taller at least!"

"I'm called Meng Yao. And yes, I am a little older. I'm 17. Wait..."

Meng Yao scrunched up his brow muttered Wei Ying's name under his breath a few times before doing a double take a double take.

"Wei Wuxian as in Jiang Fengmian's illegitimate son?" he asked.

Wei Ying pouted upon hearing that.

"Gege, you should know better than to listen to baseless rumors. Jiang-shushu knew my parents well and took me in out of the goodness of his heart. That's all. But yes, I am the Wei Wuxian in those rumors."

"I-I am extremely sorry, young master!"

"Don't be so nervous, Meng-gege! It's nothing I've never heard! Anyways, what else do the rumors say? Anything about my talent? My good looks? My gentle and humble nature?"

"...."

"Gege, are you laughing?! I can see your shoulders shaking! How rude!"

[oh-beyond]

Saviour AU - Part 12 (M)

He wasn’t rich like the others, he didn’t really fit, but he was part of the group, the rich boys that had investments in one of the biggest companies in the country, they were powerful and handsome and they could get anything the wanted, money had corrupted their every day actions, money that Byun Baekhyun didn’t have, to what extent was he like them? You were lucky enough to be delivering the coffee every morning, you just wanted to see him, and to see him meant seeing the others too… You had faith that he was different… just don’t trust him too much he might surprise you, and not in a good way.

Business AU/Angst/Smut 

Baekhyun x Reader ft. Chanyeol, Chen, Kai & Lay (Mentions of EXO OT12)

Warning: Pretty detailed visual smut, this part is +18

Saviour Masterpost

Masterlist

< Part 11 - Healer Part 1 > - Part 13 >

Summary: Baekhyun’s feelings were uncontrollable and undefined. He wanted you but… what about Chanyeol? 

“How do you mean meet him alone?” you asked calmly wanting to hear his explanation.

“I-I don’t know- he… he just… he feels awful, that is not Chanyeol, believe me he is a nice person, he is th-”

“It’s alright, if you want me to meet him I will. For you.”

“Why are you so nice to me ha?” Baekhyun brought you closer by your waist “you are supposed to get upset and angry and me, and maybe even slap me across the face.”

“How could you say that?” you cupped his jaw with your hands running your thumbs on his cheeks “I’d cut my hand before thinking of hurting you in any way.”

“Fuck~~~ stop!” Baekhyun detacted himself running his hands over his face “why are you so fucking adorable? You can’t be real” he added groaning out loud before planting his lips over yours.

He kissed you, in need and want, you felt the adoration.

You felt loved…

“But I really need to go now" you said pushing him away lightly “Jongdae-ssi is waiting… and you got all my lipstick smudged in your-” he watched you as you cleaned his lips with your thumb.

His face dumb-like hypnotised, while you made sure the lipstick stains were completely removed.

“Thanks for being so nice to me. I don’t fucking deserve a girl like you”

You smiled straightening your clothes blowing him a kiss before he turned the door knob to leave.

It was overwhelming. 

The feeling.

You stayed in the room for a moment to wash off your extreme cheerful mood. you didn’t want to be obvious. You giggled and covered your face in disbelief, you cleared your throat and giggled again.

You loved him… each and every second that passed, every time you looked into his eyes.

You loved him. 

You loved him and would do anything he asked you to do. Because that was what love was about.

You were completely in love with Byun Baekhyun…

“But you have lipstick in the corner of your lip man”

“What? No! What the fuck are you saying Chan?” Baekhyun wiped his lips hysterically.

“It’s either you are hiding a girl from me, or you really are using lipstick. I knew it man, they look so irresistible all the time” stated Chanyeol raising an eyebrow.

“You know it fucker” joked Baekhyun back.

“Who is she?”

“She’s no one. Nothing important”

“You are getting laid during working hours. Sweet!”

“Shut up!” said Baekhyun punching Chanyeol’s shoulder.

“I didn’t get any since ___ started working here”

Stab… the stabbing sensation was back in Baekhyun’s chest.

“Because you are a dumbass, come on let’s go home, enough for today” added Baekhyun pulling Chanyeol from his waist to walk along side with him.

“You haven’t told me what she said”

“She agreed Chanyeol, but you are wasting your time, I think she has a significant other” aired Baekhyun casually walking side by side with him.

Chanyeol stopped in his tracks, jaw dropping to the floor “w-what?”

“That is something we haven’t thought about, and she kind of confirmed it, so drop it now Chanyeol” he added patting on his tall friend’s back.

Instantly tears formed in Chanyeol’s eyes, his lips quivering at the realisation that you were not even free to give him a chance.

“Chan! Wh- man! Shhh, don’t cause a scene here” Baekhyun regretted immediately saying it that casually.

Soon Chanyeol’s tears fell down his cheeks “but if she has… wouldn’t he come and try break my legs for what I did to her?”

Yes… that was good thinking, her significant other must try and punch Chanyeol in the face, or break his legs like Chanyeol suggested… this made Baekhyun feel like shit. Here he was almost offering you to Chanyeol… instead of beating him up for what he did to you, even Chanyeol knew he deserved. But then again that thought was also wrong… Baekhyun couldn’t think straight.

“Yeah man, maybe she just didn’t tell him not to cause any drama. Let’s go home shall we?”

Baekhyun lived in the apartment next to Chanyeol’s, they both bought them when they won their first shared tender with EXO. They wanted to share a house but people were already gossiping about them being a couple. Not that they ever cared, that was something that they usually got. But as often they brought home female company, they thought of buying their own apartment, nevertheless close enough to be always together.

But tonight Baekhyun was sleeping over at Chanyeol’s because he was worried about him, also something they often did.

“Why don’t we all go out tonight Xing baby? It will do them good if they are like not talking. I can’t believe Chanyeol and Baekhyun could ever fight, I also don’t get how ___ could be involved”

“They made up” replied Lay looking at you.

“Then let’s go out, what is the problem?” insisted Xian.

“We can’t go out together- it’s- Xian drop it” Lay was having difficulties explaining.

“What is going on?” Xian was not having it “this sounds so confusing, first you bring Baekhyun’s girlfriend home, then they make up, then she is going back home but we cannot go out together”

“I am the reason they fought, Chanyeol likes me and I like Baekhyun, and Chanyeol doesn’t know…”

“What? Baekhyun got together with the girl his best friend likes? How can you live with yourself pretty face?” Xian addressed you with a disgusted face.

“XIAN! ENOUGH!” exclaimed Lay getting up from his seat “this is none of your business”

“I will be heading home, thanks for having me” you whispered.

“Wait I will take you home ___”

“Ah no, she can take a taxi, what if she decides she like you, I don’t trust women like her” Xian pulled Lay’s arm but he shoved her away.

“I will ignore what you just said, and you better apologise Xian or else I will be having second thoughts. Baekhyun and ___ love each other and that’s that. Imagine Luhan gege coming tomorrow saying he likes you. Will I just leave you? Because he likes you? Stop being so petty, I’m sick of this Xian”

While the argument kept going on you bowed and took your leave, you didn’t want to cause a problem between them, but it was obvious that anywhere you went you were causing issues between people.

“Zhang Yixing come back here!” Xian’s voice could be heard as you went down the stairs.

“Don’t mind her, she is just like this” Lay said close to you.

“No no no, please I would never forgive myself if I caused trouble between you two, I will take a taxi, please”

“This needed to happen” Lay opened the door for you.

“I cannot get in the car with you thinking Xian unni is upset”

Lay finally nodded his head in defeat “alright ___, call me”

You left Lay’s apartment and went for a walk, you needed to think this through. Were you being selfish? After all it was your suggestive tone that made Baekhyun give in, he was totally fine without you in his life. 

Everything was perfect and you ruined everything.

“What’s a pretty girl doing walking all by herself?”

A car stopping next to you.

“Kim Jongin-ssi?”

“Come on, pop up”

“I-I need to be alone for a bit”

“Any man causing you headaches?” he asked getting out of the car.

“No, that’s not it”

“Get in ___” he said grabbing your forearm gently, his smile… this was Kim Jongin.

He drove the car in silence, he looked at you from time to time, it was comforting, after all in reality you didn’t want to be alone.

“I want to say so many things ___, first of all I am sorry for the day of the party, I really mean no harm to you”

“I know you had a bet on who would kiss me first or something, don’t worry about it”

“You knew?”

You nodded your head.

“But I swear, I really mean no harm to you, I felt like filth and you don’t deserve that from me, forgive me”

“You actually did nothing wrong, I wasn’t even drunk. I was acting, and you behaved” you bluntly stated smiling “so basically I was the one tricking you”

Kai laughed in relief.

“But then how are you after-”

“I’m fine, Chanyeol-ssi was drunk, and I guess he thought I had something with Jongdae-ssi. I’m OK”

“You are too good, and Chanyeol hyung is an ass… and Baekhyun hyung? How is that going?” he asked casually looking at the road as he drove.

“How-”

“We kind of know… I guess, Jongdae hyung too, I mean it’s only us, we won’t say anything until Baekhyun hyung comes clean. But I just want to know if you guys are alright”

“I don’t have anything to say” you replied firmly.

“I’m sorry, too intrusive, but please just think of me as a friend making sure you are alright. It won’t be easy that I can tell you. Baekhyun hyung is a good guy, but you know Cha-”

“OK I don’t want to hear all this, and where are we going? This is not the way to my house”

“Can I maybe take you out? For a coffee? I really want you to open up to me, think of me like Yixing hyung. Your little brother Kai”

“Baekhyun, just drive me there. I can’t think straight until I hear from her that she forgave me”

“By waiting for her to come back home? Sounds creepy and stalker-like behaviour. Man that is not the way to do things”

“Baekhyun please” begged Chanyeol pouting.

“Why do I have a weak spot for you?”

“You love me fucker” 

“I love you Park Chanyeol” confirmed Baekhyun driving Chanyeol to your place.

He did smile as he saw his friend’s happy expression. But he felt like shit… 

Again. 

He was taking the man that assaulted you to meet you. 

He was driving him. 

He was allowing this.

You were as important as Chanyeol he at this stage. His heart ripped as bad if not worst than when Chanyeol punched him.

The thought of losing Chanyeol ached as much as the thought of losing you. You both were important to him. But he couldn’t have both. 

“There she is. That’s Kai’s car, why is Kai driving her home?”

“Don’t start Chanyeol!” exclaimed Baekhyun, but he was just as annoyed.

Why was Kai driving you home?

Chanyeol was about to get off the car but Baekhyun stopped him.

“Just give her time. We can wait a little bit so she doesn’t feel we were following her”

“Why are you including yourself? You are not coming with me”

“Oh yes I am. She won’t even open the door to you idiot. You assaulted her mind me remind you”

Chanyeol huffed in discontent and sat back.

After like 10 minutes you went down wearing your running gear, those leggings that gave away too much. Baekhyun looked at how Chanyeol licked his lips eyeing you. 

Made Baekhyun’s stomach churn.

“Baek! You have your gym bag here?”

“Yeah? Why?”

Chanyeol went to the car boot getting the bag, he got back in the car removing his tie and shoes.

“What are you doing? Nothing of mine will fit you man!”

“Worth trying”

“And the shoes? My feet are half the size of yours”

“I always liked your feet, they are so feminine man” added Chanyeol taking off his shirt winking at Baekhyun.

Baekhyun was panicking, he didn’t want Chanyeol to run after you. He looked at him now bare chested pulling his pants off.

“How about you and I take the party to my place” said Baekhyun sounding playful hiding how panicked he really was.

“Wouldn’t you just love that bro?” replied Chanyeol raising an eyebrow.

“You can’t just go and follow her. That is stupid Chan!”

“Baekhyun, please support me in this. I love her”

Baekhyun fell back on the head rest, exhaling loudly pinching the bridge of his nose.

He had nothing to add.

Chanyeol looked absolutely ridiculous. The t-shirt was tiny and short on him, the shorts were too short, and he just wore his dressy black shoes getting off the car sprinting to catch up with you.

Baekhyun took his phone and called you.

“Hey Baekie” you answered giggling.

“Hey cupcake. Listen… ah-”

“Weren’t you with Chanyeol? Do you miss me? I wanted to hear your voice too”

“Yes. I miss you. I swear I fucking miss you cupcake. But listen- Chanyeol is running after you. He just wants to apologise… I- I am very sorry”

“Oh” you turned around and saw Chanyeol coming towards you “alright. Bye”

“Cupcake?”

You hung up on him. Not really sure if it was because you were upset or because you didn’t want Chanyeol finding out that Baekhyun was calling you. You didn’t want to cause him trouble with his asshole friend.

“___!” Exclaimed Chanyeol.

“What?”

“Can I join you?”

You saw his ridiculous outfit. Then it hit you. Those were definitely Baekhyun’s. He gave him his gym clothes to join you. He must of drove him. He was allowing Chanyeol near you. 

Alone.

You took a step backwards remembering how he assaulted you “don’t touch me”

Chanyeol stopped walking, he swallowed watching your face expression and how you feared him. He wanted to die that instant.

“I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry. The last thing I want is for you to hate me. I would never forgive myself. I can’t live knowing you hate me” his voice was cracking and his lips quivering.

“Just don’t come near me, and I will forgive you”

“You might forgive me if I don’t come close to you, but I still feel hated. Please don’t hate me, I will do anything for you to see me with different eyes. The idea of you slipping away from me. You don’t know how much- ___, I- I love you”

It felt genuine, he did have feelings for you. They were defined as love. The fear of you with another man killed him. It sounded nice to hear.

Baekhyun never told you he loved you, meanwhile this man was ready to ridicule himself looking like a clown in the street for your forgiveness. Confessing his love as he looked the most vulnerable.

“I was never yours to slip away from you to begin with. And I am the one who is sorry Chanyeol-ssi” 

You sprinted back to you apartment building, you could hear Chanyeol sobbing behind you.

As you turned the corner to you building you saw Baekhyun, arms crossed over his chest leaning on his car. You stopped watching the terror in his face.

Everyone was right. This was going to be difficult.

He didn’t call, he didn’t text. He didn’t care?

Why couldn’t Baekhyun love you like Chanyeol? Would he love you if Chanyeol didn’t? Did your heart chose wrong? Should you go with who loves you or with who you love?

Questions that you were unable to answer, even tho the shower always helped. The icy cold water that hit your shoulder blades panting from the cold feeling.

Baekhyun clouded your thinking.

As you turned the water off you heard some light banging on the door.

‘Please’ was heard.

Chanyeol? No he wouldn’t dare. If it was him you were ready to call the police. 

No regrets.

You wrapped a towel around your chest and stepped out.

“Who is it?”

“It’s me, I understand if you don’t want to open the door, I’m a jerk I do-”

You opened the door cutting his pathetic apologetic speech.

“Cupcake!” his eyes took you from head to toe as droplets fell on the floor and your shoulders “can I come in?”

You didn’t answer but his feet were taking him inside closing the door behind him.

You were weak. He had you wrapped around his finger so obviously that you hated it.

His hand traveled to your collarbones wiping the drops falling from your hair. You just stood still, not really knowing what commands your brain was giving you. You knew you had to be upset. But why couldn’t you? The slightest… 

You were happy. But you willed yourself not to show it, and instead you wanted to see what or why was he here doing what he was.

“You feel cold, your skin is freezeing”

“I like cold showers. They help me think”

“Were you thinking about me?” he asked removing your hands that held your towel at your chest, darting his index finger between your breasts.

You looked down and that is when you were surprised by his warm lips on your neck.

Push him away, push him away… you brain screamed.

Give in… give him your all... your body contradicted.

You found yourself melting with the soft touch, you shoulders relaxing. His arms wrapping around your waist… the towel loosening.

“You taste so good” he whispered between long open mouth kisses “better than ice-cream” he continued “sweet and ready for me to melt away”

You couldn’t talk. You forgot how to even. Your skin ached. The feeling was so powerful. 

The power he had to make moan.

Your body betrayed you, you let him. You let his attack on you while you had the right to be upset. 

Say something…

Your hands pressed at his chest lightly, he detached his mouth from your neck scanning your face, his own face expression softening. He kissed your nose and then you stepped backwards holding onto your towel for dear life.

“Weren’t you supposed to spend the night over at Chanyeol’s?”

“I had to see you, I missed you too much”

“Why then?” you asked “why you tell me these things and a couple of hours ago you bring your friend that assaulted me? I don’t understand”

“He wanted to apologise. I told him you have a boyfriend, it’s just a matter of time”

“Do I have a boyfriend?”

“You are so cute. I swear I’m not letting you go”

You looked away as a shy smile was threatening to make an appearance. You felt his arms around your waist again, his chest pressed on your back moving your hair aside attacking your neck from behind.

“I want to taste you”

“Baek- ah, I need to-”

“I am very warm…”

You felt Baekhyun’s arms at your backside, he lifted you off the floor taking you to your room.

He sat you gently on your bed, you were confused when he kneeled in front of you placing his hands over your cold exposed knees.

“Relax” he said caressing your cheek.

You still held onto the towel, he pulled at the corner of the towel slowly losing the grip on it, you shut your legs closed and pulled the towel off his fingers.

He smiled, lifting himself at your eye level, noses almost touching, he looked down at your lips turning his head to one side colliding his lips with yours.

He tasted so good, his warm lips covered your cold ones, his tongue invading your mouth gently not realising that his hand was pulling on the towel while your hands traveled at the nape of his neck.

His body nestling between your now parted legs enjoying the slow loving kiss.

“So irresistible” he added breaking the kiss looking at your eyes.

You suddenly felt exposed and at his mercy, trying to gather the towel to cover yourself, but he grabbed your wrists setting them at your sides.

He looked down taking in your nakedness and that is when he groaned making you crave for more of those sounds.

“Relax” he said again “alright?”

You nodded your head letting go of your wrists pecking your lips one more time before starting to pepper little kisses on your jaw, then collarbones, then the valley between your breasts while he played with your nipples.

“Baek-” your hands pushed at his shoulders.

“Relax” he whispered “you don’t want me to tie you up, do you?”

You shook your head and he continued his journey downwards. Your skin aching, the feeling of his warm lips on your icy cold skin.

He positioned his hands at the back of your knees pulling at your calfs bringing you closer to him. Spreading your legs wider.

“Baek- I don’t know, I can’t… what are you doing?”

He got up removing his tie sexily bitting on his lower lip throwing it at your lap. You gathered the towel and covered yourself again, watching how he unbuttoned the buttons at his wrists. He pulled you to stand removing the towel roughly from your body making you gasp in surprise.

“You want me cupcake?”

You nodded.

“Let me hear it loud and clear” he demanded, his voice throaty, made every single hair in your body stand.

“Yes”

“Yes what?” he continued, his fingers caressing your forearms.

“I want you”

“Why are you shivering?”

“I am cold Baekhyun”

“I will take care of that”

That last sentence made you tremble, he saw it. I wasn’t cold related… he liked it. He smirked in satisfaction.

“Unbutton my shirt” he added licking his upper lip.

Your hands travelled forward, just then you realised how much your were trembling. When you were done he took your hands and kissed them, thoroughly, the palm and the back.. taking 2 digits inside his mouth sucking on them… 

You lost your control over senses, he was making you feel dizzy, noticing dampness running down your thighs.

He followed by unbuttoning his dress pants.You didn’t dare to look but you winced when you heard the sound of the metal buckle of his belt hit the floor, you stood still.

He went down taking his tie from the floor, he went back up playing with the tie.

“You trust me babygirl?”

“Yes I do.”

“Now… I will treat you the way you deserve, forget about last time. Today I am making love to you. You hear me?”

Your body trembled again, you held your chest, your shoulders clenching at the image of what he suggested.

“Look at me” he said lifting your head hoding onto your chin with his forefinger and thumb.

He scanned your face reading your innocent yet loving gaze.

“Close your eyes”

You did. And when you did you felt the softness of the silk material of his tie over your eyes.

“Why Baekhyun? I want to see you.”

“You will enjoy it more like this.”

You felt his hands run down your body expectant. You felt his breath in your entrance, his hands in your inner thighs separating your legs.

“Stay still.” he said before feeling the foreign feeling.

Oh.

He run his fingers over your core.

“You are wet. Very wet” his voice satisfied.

“I- I just took a shower”

“This is different kind of wetness, this I created, before touching you. You like that much?”

You didn’t have the chance to respond, you felt his tongue there.

“Angh~~~~ Baek-” you pulled his hair.

“Keep your hands to your sides”

You hummed nodding your head.

He went back again, squeezing your butt cheeks as his tongue explored your slit.

“Ah~~~” you pulled at his hair again.

“Sit down cupcake, rest your back on the headboard. This won’t do.”

He took your wrist and tied them together, you recognised the familiar fleece fabric on your wrists, it was your robe belt. He raised your tied wrists above your head tying them to the headboard.

Your legs were being spread harshly this time, his shoulders hitting the back of your thighs. Before you could adjust you felt it. 

His tongue.

Every single nerve in your system was alert, electricity run up and down your spine. Your legs trembled in the heavenly sensation, all while you heard Baekhyun’s groans.

“You taste so good. So good. You fucking taste better than anything” he growled before darting his tongue inside your entrance, making your back arch in pleasure.

Your breath was heavy and laboured, you moaned his name repeatedly making him eat you out in an erratic manner. 

“Cum in my face, I want you to see you cum for me babygirl” he said with a husky voice as he entered 2 digits while licking your clit.

You were in cloud 9, nothing made sense, the overstimulation was driving you crazy. That is when a knot tied in your stomach arching your back one last time stiffening your legs coming undone.

“Good girl, that is my cupcake” 

You were catching your breath when Baekhyun pulled the tie off your eyes.

“Are you alright?” he asked running his hands along your legs.

“Untie me, I want to touch you too”

“And I am not going to say no to that”

He came forward to untie your hands, his nipple almost touching your lips, your tongue darted out and licked it shamelessly.

“Hey!” he complained.

“Sorry” you said covering your face in embarrassment.

“It’s alright cupcake” he said removing your hands from your face “you said you wanted to touch me, it’s alright if you like my nipples” he took your hand and placed it over one “here, do whatever you want”

He was sweaty already. You pulled at his nipple making him bite on his tongue. 

Oh his tongue that was there minutes ago.

“Did you like it?”

“Yes I like your nipples” you giggled.

“Just my nipples? Did you like what I did here?” his hand lightly placed on your womanhood.

You didn’t reply. You pulled at his shoulders bringing him close to you, leaning your back on the mattress “I want you Baekhyun”

“You don’t have to, let’s take it step by step, last time was not very nice”

“Make it nice” you moaned.

You brought him down to your lips, you kissed him hungrily. His tongue found yours realising that it tasted different, your core throbbed at the memory of his tongue. 

“It might still hurt a little”

“I’ll look at you as you make me yours, the pain will go away”

“Fucking unbelievable, what are you made of sugar?” he asked inserting 2 digits again scissoring his way, stretching your walls carefully.

“Put this under your pretty ass” he said placing a pillow under you “this is to make sure I hit the right spot. I hope we find it, make sure to tell me if I hit it”

He pumped himself a few times positioning himself sitting on his ankles, he rubbed his tip over your clit creating a numbing sensation. Just pure joy.

“Alright cupcake, hold on to your legs and bring your knees to your chest.”

You did as he asked doubling your eyes in size.

“Here I go” he said leaning forward holding onto the headboard.

You felt his tip stretching it’s way inside, you caught your breath and closed your eyes.

“Look at me, hey, open you eyes. It’s alright, I’ll go slow” he smiled running his fingers through your hair.

You opened your eyes and he landed his lips over yours “this… me… thank you, I don’t deserve something so perfect like you” he added sliding in slowly.

“You are the most precious girl I’ve ever seen” he continued sliding in all the way.

“Breathe for me, relax~~~” he whispered on your ear “take your hands off and encircle my waist with your legs”

You did. When your hands were free again you cupped his face, moving his sweaty hair away from his forehead.

“It feels like I’m dreaming” you whispered.

You opened your eyes in panic when the warmth of Baekhyun’s body was missing from your bed. When you heard the water running in the bathroom you sighed in relief. 

Baekhyun’s phone was next to you, you took it to see what time it was and that is when you found 7 missed calles from [Chanyeol]

You gulped in discomfort, you placed the phone back and covered yourself when you heard Baekhyun get out of the bathroom.

“Hey cupcake, did I wake you? Go back to sleep it’s still very early”

“Are you leaving?”

“I have to- I mean I told you- I’m sorry” he said kissing the crown of your head.

“It’s alright, you were not even supposed to come today. I should be thankful”

“Wow” he said slapping his forehead “you always find something positive even in shitty situations?”

“Only because it’s you”

“Fucking cute, adorable cupcake. I feel spoiled” he added sitting in bed next to you pulling at your neck capturing your lips into a soft kiss.

“I will call you. I promise” he said adjusting his tie.

“I’ll miss you Baek”

He stood in your door turning around blowing you one last kiss.

“Baekhyun!”

“Hum?”

“I love you”

He smiled and closed the door behind him. His heart falling at his feet. 

____________________

A/N: You trust this Baekhyun?

Thanks for reading, let me know what you think, feedback always welcomed ^_^

[oh-beyond]

Saviour AU - Part 5

He wasn’t rich like the others, he didn’t really fit, but he was part of the group, the rich boys that had investments in one of the biggest companies in the country, they were powerful and handsome and they could get anything the wanted, money had corrupted their every day actions, money that Byun Baekhyun didn’t have, to what extent was he like them?

You were lucky enough to be delivering the coffee every morning, you just wanted to see him, and to see him meant seeing the others too…

You had faith that he was different… just don’t trust him too much he might surprise you, and not in a good way.

Business AU/Angst/Smut in future parts.

Baekhyun x Reader ft. Chanyeol, Chen, Kai & Lay (Mentions of EXO OT12)

Masterlist

Saviour Masterpost

< Part 4 - Part 6 >

Summary: More encounters trying to win the bet, who was good and who was bad you still didn’t know, all you knew is that you wanted Baekhyun...

Baekhyun was about to say something but he eyed Chanyeol who’s eyes almost were coming out of his face from joy when he heard you say that you were better once you saw him, but he didn’t know that the ‘him’ wasn’t really directed to him.

“Really? You are happy to see me ___?”

You then realised that you shouldn’t of had said something like that, keeping the nice words for Baekhyun should be in private, now that he knew you liked him you didn’t care showing it, but definitely not in front of Chanyeol.

“Ah sure Chanyeol-ssi, how are you doing Baekhyun-ssi” you added bowing at both.

It kind of disappointed Chanyeol, he swallowed his smile and sighed when he got a phone call.

“Get our coffees Baekhyun I have to take this”

Chanyeol rushed outside the cafe, you stood still for a few moments staring at Baekhyun who got a bit uncomfortable, he cleared his throat an played with the collar of his shirt looking anywhere but your eyes.

“So what would you like Baekhyun-ssi?” wow you were amazed at your abilities to switch from professional voice to sexy voice in 0.1 sec, he was worth it.

He finally looked at you “just 2 cappuccinos please” he said going back to his phone.

You asked Saehyo to make them after you taught her how, you came back with one of your handmade chocolates extending your hand to give it to Baekhyun “on the house” you smiled.

It took him by surprise, he took the chocolate and realised it was heart-shaped, he looked at you gulping looking around to make sure no one saw, but saw what? It wasn’t anything that obvious....

Yes it was...

“I don’t eat chocolate thanks” he said leaving it back in the counter, covering it with the tissue.

“Oh you have allergies? What do you like? I will make it for you, are you hungry? I ca-”

“I’m not hungry and I don’t have allergies, just stop this” he sounded harsh, it broke your heart.

He was right though, his best friend that liked you was taking a call outside, and here you were trying to flirt with Baekhyun.

“I’m sorry, is just... don’t act like this again, OK?” his voice trying so sound milder.

You nodded your head, trying not to look too sad.

“Are you alright otherwise?” he asked taking you by surprise.

“The day hasn’t been going as I wished so far, but I can’t complaint, I guess I will have to deal with it”

“Just, don’t take it to heart, be strong, and... I mean Chanyeol is a good guy, he genuinely likes you, why can’t you just give him a chance?”

That definitely broke your heart and any hopes you had.

“Why should I go with who likes me and not with who I like?”

“Because if the guy doesn’t like you back it’s a waste of time”

“I beg to differ” you added taking the coffees from Saehyo.

“Unni I have to go to Minseok-ssi’s office I will be right back” said Saehyo taking off her apron, you found it a bit awkward.

“Here are your coffees” your voice coming out firmly.

Baekhyun handed you the money waiting for his change, when you gave it to him your fingers brushed against each other, that electroshock you felt, you knew he felt something, it was Chanyeol who was keeping him away from admitting that at least he liked the attention.

“Have a good day Baekhyun-ssi”

“Just... if you ever feel that you need to say something, or if you are not comfortable with... I don’t know”

“I will talk to Minseok-ssi” you said not looking at him.

“Maybe Chanyeol...”

“I’m busy Baekhyun-ssi thanks for your visit”

It was incredibly annoying, you felt like you wanted to slap him but also hug him and tell him how stupid he was being, at the same time you wanted to scream that your heart was aching, that you liked him, that Chanyeol shouldn’t matter.

“A bet? Chanyeol-ah have you lost your mind? Is that the way to treat a girl you claim you like, I’m so freaking upset right now! Why did you even tell me? To feel better? To make it sound OK?” shouted Lay through the phone.

“Hyung, I just... it’s to prove them”

“You are stupid! Haven’t you thought about when she discovers you were playing with her? Do you think she will take you knowing you offered her to 7 other dudes? Where is your head? And Suho!? Baekhyun and Xiumin gege, did they agree to this?”

“No not technically hyung, but listen she is doing well, she already killed Sehun’s ego” added Chanyeol in a dumb tone.

“And you are happy? Chanyeol put her on the phone”

Chanyeol run back inside the cafe sensing the tension between you and Baekhyun.

“Yixing hyung wants to talk to you” said Chanyeol handing you his phone.

“Me? Why?”

Chanyeol nodded “for the opening!”

You took the phone sceptically, you weren’t even that close to Lay, in fact you probably knew Chanyeol the most after spending all this time with him in the inauguration.

“Ni hao Yixing gege”

“Oh wow! You are sure full of surprises, how are you ___? Please tell me are you alright? How are the guys treating you?” said Lay with an inviting voice, you knew he was one to trust.

“I’m not doing bad at all”

“Congrats for the inauguration, I can’t wait to see it next week we will come for a quick visit”

“I can’t wait for you to see it, and see you of course”

Chanyeol and Baekhyun watched your every movement, when you giggled, how you walked in circles and how you blushed, when you placed your hair behind your ear and covered your mouth as you laughed over the phone.

You turned around facing both boys that apparently had their gazes fixated on you, what was this now? Why was Baekhyun looking as if a bird snatched his ice-cream off his hand?

“Yixing-ssi wants to speak to you” you handed the phone to Baekhyun.

“Yes hyung”

“You idiot! Like you are the closest to him, how could you let him do this? I’m disgusted Byun Baekhyun!”

“Hyung” whispered Baekhyun getting away “it’s alright, nothing will happen, she’s not like that”

“Well of course she isn’t, I’m just so enraged, what are you 14?”

“I will watch her closely, trust me”

“Baekhyun-ah... take care of her and of Chanyeol, you know how reckless he is”

“I will hyung”

The call ended and Baekhyun didn’t know why he said he will watch you closely, why was he so adamant in showing Lay that he will be taking care of you.

Day 2: Encounter with D.O

“I feel stupid, like why do I have to do this? Can’t I just assume defeat? I didn’t get her, that’s it I’m out”

“No because we want to see if she would consider you, that’s the whole point to the bet”

“I have all day right?”

“Hyung, how did it go? It’s late we should head home” said Kai watching how D.O was consumed with a million files and papers spread on his desk.

“No I have work to do, you go guys”

D.O took the phone and called the cafe.

“Yes Kyungsoo-ssi”

“Come to my office”

“I still didn’t close, would you like any drink?”

“No just bring yourself, nothing else is needed”

“Good luck hyung” said Kai closing the door behind him.

You knocked the door and entered after D.O told you to, he pointed at the chair in front of his desk for you to take, all in silence.

You watched him going through his files his eyebrows knitted in concentration, he didn’t speak or look at you and the atmosphere felt heavy and thick.

“Would you like me to help with anything?”

He just raised his hand for you to shut up and kept working on what was on his hands.

Little more than 5 minutes passed and you started to doubt whether he was sane because he wasn’t acting very coherent, he hadn’t even acknowledged your existence and you really didn’t know why you were there. He seemed arrogant that bit you got right.

Your phone vibrated and that seemed to be the trick.

“Turn off your phone when you are at my office”

“Sorry Kyungsoo-ssi”

“Who is it anyways?”

“Excuse me?”

“You heard me” he said firmly, now finally locking eyes with you, too intensely for your liking.

“It��s... it’s Chanyeol-ssi, I better see if he needs anything”

“Give me the phone please”

You handed it to him not really understanding why you were there and why he wanted your phone all of a sudden.

“Listen, I’m still doing this thing, I have till midnight don’t bother her”

He turned off the phone before Chanyeol had the opportunity to add anything, what was he on about?

He followed by turning off your phone without your permission standing up coming your way sitting in the chair in front of you.

“You don’t know why you are here, and I think you would be curious by now, I’ll be really direct, please appreciate my frankness because it’s a virtue not many have”

“Yes?”

“Would you be OK if I tried and kissed you?”

You stood up in shock, was this man crazy? On medication maybe? His whole aura gave that he was not a regular coherent person, also scary...

“WHAT!?”

He stood up still your phone in his hands “just reply”

“NO! Why would I?”

“Why wouldn’t you? I’m rich, I’m smart, I’m handsome, I’m young and healthy, it only makes sense”

“No I’d never let you”

“I feel offended”

“My phone please, Saehyo needs to go home and I need to close the cafe”

“Your phone... let me kiss you and I will give it back” his voice still sounding low and cold.

“I’ll take my leave you can keep the phone”

“Wait” he said before letting you take any step.

He went back behind his desk sitting down, he placed the phone on the desk and pushed it your way.

“Just for the record I never wanted to kiss you, I was just curious of the reaction someone like you would have when a proposition like this was in her plate, close the door behind you, thanks for coming” he said going back to his files.

“In the agreement I had with Kim Minseok-ssi there was nothing mentioned about being an experiment, plus the word ‘someone like you’ I don’t know who you think I am, I might be poor but I graduated from law school, that is without much help from my parents, I guess not many can say that” 

You stood there till you made sure he lifted his head and met your satisfied expression after saying your sentence, you then opened the door and rushed outside, it was almost impossible not to cry.

The place was completely deserted, you just wanted to close the cafe and leave, you saw Xiumin leaning on the counter talking to Saehyo, Xiumin was very down to earth and friendly.

“Unni!” exclaimed Sahyo “I was waiting for you to close”

You wiped your tears but your eyelashes were wet, your eyes clearly red.

“Unni? Are you crying? Are you alright?”

Xiumin walked your way and rested his hand on your shoulder “what’s wrong ___? Anything happened? You can tell me, I’m your guardian here”

You didn’t answer and just hid your face with your hands.

“Saehyo would you mind closing today? I’ll tell my driver to take you home”

Saehyo nodded watching Xiumin taking you to his office, she felt... jealous, she was too young and her emotions were always extreme, she sighed and did as she was told.

You felt Xiumin bringing you close patting on your back, he opened the door to his office and asked you to sit in the leather couch, he went to get a glass of water from the water dispenser, coming back sitting down next to you rubbing your back, you took the glass of water and finally made eye contact, he wore a nice smile, Xiumin had that warm smile that could hypnotise anyone, not to mention his eyes.

“Now tell me what happened”

“I really don’t like to cause trouble, I don’t know what your partners think I am, please I’d like the relationship to be strictly professional” you said crying again.

Xiumin got closer and hugged you this time, you didn’t really notice anything strange, he was just being nice and a cuddle was all you needed, your head fell on his shoulder blade as he patted your back, just like your mom did when you felt shitty.

“Just let me make one call, give me one second”

You detached yourself taking a tissue to blow your runny nose.

“Can we swap days? I want your day for tomorrow, for the bet”

“No, why hyung? I had all planned already”

“Yah Kai, just swap me the day”

“Hyung! Are you playing on D.O hyung’s day?”

“I’m not and that is why I need your day tomorrow”

“Alright” said Kai giggling “I guess you need it”

Xiumin came back and embraced you into another hug this time really surprising you.

“Tell me all your sorrows, I really want to hear you out” he said low in your ear.

________________________

A/N: I know... cheeky Minnie ^_~

Thanks for reading, feedback always welcomed

[oh-beyond]

Idol’s life - Part 3

Chen was so stressed and busy, schedules on a daily basis, no joy, no rest, no nothing, SM getting into his private life way too much, overwhelmed, doesn’t have a moment to even breath, he was done… but meeting this foreigner unexpectedly will make his days more manageable.

Fluff but it’s Chen so he always tries to add a bit of spice to everything because… it’s this cheeky person he is.

Chen (Canon) x Reader

Masterlist

< Part 2 - Epilogue Part 1 >

You swore under your breath not to fall asleep never, ever…

The way he inhaled and exhaled as he slept, just regular… but you were convinced it wasn’t, you felt every movement he did rocking your whole body, he moved you moved, you moved he tightened the grip.

“가지마, 가지마 - gajima, gajima - don’t go, don’t go” he said over and over all night, every time you moved a muscle.

You managed to lift your head and thank god that the moon light was letting you see his gentle sleep, it was true what they said about his lips, curled up naturally even sleeping, even pouting, why was he pouting sleeping? To make your heart race more than what it already was? He was cruel even in his sleep, you were worried that all your ‘awwws’ and ‘nahwwws’ were going to be audible as some stage, you fought the urge to quick your legs in the mattress from all the excitement, all while he slept, safe and sound away from his worries, away from his responsibilities.

Kim Jongdae seemed relieved and his sleep too heavy, you loved it, you loved the fact that you were the source of this relief, it showed in his perfect sleeping face.

You dared darting your hand to touch his cheekbones, those killers that felt sharp even on screen, those that were just at your reach, he was asleep, you might as well, just…

It ticked him, his nose scrunched, his hand went on his face to scratch the area but instead he met your hand, he took it and kissed your palm.

“I’ll let you touch me tomorrow now just please just stop moving” he said without opening his eyes

“Wha- ha? I wasn’t touching you.”

In a blink of an eye the places were switched, he pulled his arm free from beneath your head resting his own over your chest, body face down, his arm around your waist, it didn’t feel nothing but a child clinging on his mom, just too needy, too gentle to even protest.

Your hand rested on the crown of his head playing with his perfect silky hair that smelled manly and clean, heaven wouldn’t feel half as good, you wished time stopped like this because yes Jongdae was addicted to your soothing cuddles, but you were just as addicted to anything that came from him.

The cold hit your collarbones and further down, you felt the pull at the collar of the oversized t-shirt that you liked to wear to sleep, you were just too tired to open your eyes, but you felt fingers brushing at the top of your chest, then it hit you.

You gasped as you jumped straightening yourself placing your hands securely over your chest, finding Jongdae sitting next to you in bed still bare chested his arms on his knees.

“What the hell were you doing? Why are you half naked?”

“This is how I usually sleep, I’m sorry but I’m pretty sure you go to the beach and you’ve seen men nipples before, is it a thing in your country?”

“Excuse you? What? Where you looking at my boobs?”

“No I wasn’t.”

“You totally were, yes you were looking at my boobs, OMG” you repeated getting up from bed still holding onto your chest.

“No I wasn’t! And if I was, I would had no problem in telling you, I’m just blunt like that” he added standing up next to you.

Then you were met face to face with his beautiful bare torso, you did look at his nipples that begged to be pinched. As a punishment. Nothing more… then his Chenguns that complemented the full view, your knees, yes they felt weak, you were totally being attacked.

“It’s you who is looking at my boobs now, and my shoulders and my Nutella abs.”

You covered your ears and closed your eyes “I’m not listening.”

“This is the dream of every stalker” he added.

You frowned, what did he want? OK was this his blunt personality? He was being annoying right now “what were you doing Kim Jongdae?”

“I was looking at the incredibly impossible coincidence that you have beauty spots on your collarbones, like me… it’s fascinating.”

You looked down on yourself and back at his chest, it was also fascinating that he liked them just as much as you did, he paid attention to these small details just as much as you did, he liked the same features just like you did.

“And you know what’s more fascinating?” he asked.

You looked at his eyes that were smiling, almost hiding at this stage from the bright smile he carried.

“That when I hug you, they should fit just perfectly” he surprised you bringing you into an embrace looking down on his chest “and yes I was right, it’s like a puzzle, you provide nice cuddles even for my moles” he said giggling to himself lost in his thoughts and little fantasy.

You were perplexed, it was so cute… everything he said, his thinking, his positioning, his tryout to see if they touched, you wanted to rip them cheeks squeezing, you wanted so badly, but you opted to keep watching what he was doing, this human being was not real…

“I am so happy when I am near you, I can be myself, talk stupid stuff not thinking I’m crazy, I escape reality, I don’t know if I could ever thank you enough, this hug also providing an energy boost because I need it” he rested his chin on your shoulder the hug tightening as he spoke, his voice sounding affected when reminded of what was to happen today.

“Oppa, is everything alright? Did anything happen at night? Any bad news…?”

“I have a meeting with my managers, I think even Lee Sooman himself will come down to meet with me” his tone changed drastically when he was reminded of reality.

Your hand patted his back, his voice sounded more shaky by the second.

“Shhh, it will be alright you will see, I’ll be right here, don’t worry about anything”

He got changed, he combed his hair watching how nervous he was, he sat down to finally tie his shoelaces and make the big step of leaving for his undeniable fate… he huffed and puffed looking at you intensely.

“Come on you need to go, you’ll be late, you don’t want to be accused of irresponsible, I know you aren't.”

“Cuddles, more cuddles.”

“Oppa~~~ come on get up.”

“When I’m done I’m coming back.”

“Yes enjoy this because I don’t start university until next week.”

You stood at the door, playing with the hem of your t-shirt, Jongdae finally giving up and walking like a 5-year-old on his first day of school, he looked like he was going to throw a tantrum anytime now.

“Cuddles.”

“I don’t want to wrinkle your clothes.”

He didn’t listen, it was yet the most desperate one, his lips directly on your shoulder, the thin fabric making his warm breath go through, he came closer to where there was exposed skin and buried his face there, his nose inhaling everything he could.

“Hug me back… please.”

How could you not? Your arms were about to wrap around him, you felt how his head was travelling downwards your chin now atop of his head, his cheek pressed in your chest.

“Op-ah-wha-”

“I just want to hear your heartbeat, it’s reassuring.”

Reassuring to him, but betraying too, you thought to yourself, your heartbeats would give you up. 

“No!” you exclaimed detaching yourself, Jongdae questioning if he went to far this time “it’s… weird.”

“I’m sorry, geez I got carried away” he said rubbing at the back of his neck “I’ll better go.”

“Oppa, wait!”

He stood expectant, you cupped his face and kissed his cheek gently lips barely touching his smooth face “good luck” you said getting back to your place.

Jongdae covered the place where you kissed him, his face blushing noticeably. The great ‘Chen’ just got lovestruck, his whole body warmed and he couldn’t hide how shy he suddenly felt.

“고마워…- gomaweo… - thanks…” he said releasing a deep breath “자기야! - jagiya! - dear!” he added looking at your eyes for at least 30 seconds of a total overwhelming silence…

“Kim Jongdae, do you understand that this is a written warning as the verbal warning wasn’t taken into consideration?”

Jongdae looked at Junmyeon and Minseok in total frustration, Junmyeon always wanted to the peacemaker between the guys and management, his hands were always tied, he had no other choice but to be like this. Minseok kept patting on Jongdae’s back and squeezing his knee as a sign of support all while the managers kept nagging and nagging.

“Can we perhaps take a break” asked smiley Junmyeon, Jongdae questioning wether if his smiles were even relevant at all now.

Jongdae walked out of the room losening his tie, resting his hands over his hips kicking nothing but the air around him.

“Jongdae-yah! It’s alright, nothing out of the ordinary, they can’t do anything you know that” said Minseok.

“I still think you shouldn’t sleep outside the dorms, you know we are not allowed when we are leaving for promotions soon”

“Junmyeon hyung! I ask myself this all the time, are you not human? Like do you not have the needs we all do? Why do we need to live like caged chickens that lay golden eggs?”

Junmyeon was taken aback at the bluntness and disrespectful tone Jongdae used, if it wasn’t Junmyeon…

“This is the life we chose for ourselves Jongdae” he almost whispered.

“Can you handle yet another departure? You lost 2 of the best friends you ever made in your life, I can’t believe you let Yifan gege and Tao just leave…”

“Jongdae-yah! Enough” threatened Minseok.

“And you Minseok hyung, Lu-ge, Xiao Lu, remember? Are you fucking kidding me? Why are you so sure I won’t do something like that?”

Minseok brought Jongade into a surprising embrace “shut up you idiot, just shut up” said Minseok as he harshly punched his back “you know better than this.”

“Let’s go guys, I would appreciate if you don’t bring this up again Jongdae, when you are hurt it doesn’t make it OK to hurt others, especially when they care about you”

“자기야 왔어 - jagiya wasseo - I arrived dear.”

He entered with bags of food, but you weren’t home, you had gone to get milk and bread, he pouted placing the bags on the dinning table, the annoyance was so obvious, he had taken for granted that you would be there, that he would be between your arms as soon as he entered the passcode, and now he had to wait.

He pulled his phone out of his pocket and dialled your number:

“Yah! I’m home jagiya!”

“Ah really? I’m coming.”

“Where were you?”

“I was with my loving boyfriend, loving him as he loved me back.”

“Yah! Ah waeeee~~~?” he felt like a thorn in his chest “come back!”

He heard the passcode being entered, he rushed to the door standing with a frown, he surprised you being this close.

“Oppa!”

He crossed his arms over his chest “you promised to be here when I come back.”

“Come here” you said with a teasy smile opening your arms coming closer to him hugging him his arms still crossed over his chest.

“You were with your boyfriend? Giving him cuddles?”

“Don’t be silly!”

He gave in and hugged you back his head in it’s usual place in your neck, this time lifting you off the floor, wow, he was strong, his arms consuming your soul at this stage.

“Come on let’s eat.”

“Alright put me down.”

“But this feels so good, I’ll take you.”

“Oppa~~~ put me down, your breath as you talk is tickling me.”

He put you down with and amused face he covered his mouth “you are ticklish? Girl you have no clue of the big mistake you have just done, you shouldn’t ever had mentioned that you are ticklish” said the almighty Jongdae’s ‘lil shit’ mode that just turned on.

“Why are you looking at me like that? Oppa?”

You run to your room trying to close the door behind you but he pushed it and you walked backwards and of course you fell on your mattress, he didn’t think it twice and he climbed on top of you and started tickling you all over merciless, you couldn’t move, he had you completely caged, you tried tickling him back but he wasn’t getting affected, until he reached that spot on your right side just bellow your bellbottom you stated screaming.

“Oppa! I can’t I’m dying, you are tutoring me.”

“This is way too good to let it go.”

“I won’t hug you ever again.”

He stopped, in an instant he was reminded that cuddling was better.

“Jagi? You are joking right?” he said straightening himself getting out from the bed.

You had lunch in complete silence, he kept looking at you for any sign of forgiveness, but no, he crossed the line ‘he was adorable, like a little scared mouse’ wanting you to look back at him.

“I need to go buy things for uni next week.”

“I’ll come with you!”

“No way, I am really sorry but I won’t have my pictures taken with you, no sir.”

Jongdae smiled, he saw the genuineness in what you said, other girls would had loved to have their picture taken with him, maybe even rumours being spread, you just wanted him to be happy and safe. You didn’t want anything else.

But he couldn’t could he? Could he just stay in the apartment or worst even go back to the dorms?

You finished eating, cleared the table and left questioning how is that he wasn’t clingy about a cuddle before you left, suspicious…

But there it was, your answer, in the subway, this person with a very low baseball hat over his eyes and the face mask his hands were on his pockets, you couldn’t believe it, Kim Jongdae was nuts, he certainly had the balls to act like that.

You decided on ignoring him, as if you didn’t notice, altho he send you eye smiles while sitting across you, you just ignored.

You walked thru the department store, you felt that black shadow following you everywhere, after you were done, you were checking where is the most impressive looking guy around you, apart from Jongdae, come on this is freaking Seoul… yes the guy selling perfumes, tall and gorgeous… payback Kim Jongdae.

“Excuse me” you said with a flirty smile “wow are you here selling these? I bet you sell a lot, you must attract customers” what a slutty statement, the guy wasn’t impressed and he only nodded his head, you knew by not Jongdae would be boiling, not for any reason in particular, but for the mere fact that you didn’t talk to him like that.

“Can I help you with anything?” said the employee.

“Well I have a few ideas” you winked at him, he now was doubting whether you were in your right mind or not.

You felt a grab in your arm “walk… straight” his distinctive voice hitting your earlobe.

“What are you doing? They will see us oppa~~~”

Jongdae drove the car in silence not looking at you at all, you didn’t dare speak, you just went with the flow, he looked too serious for a tiny joke.

You got in the apartment finally taking his mask off his serious frown clear in his face.

“Is that the usual way you talk to strangers?”

“No I wa-”

“It’s not funny.”

“Oppa, I knew you were following me I was trying to-”

“To what? To what ha?”

“Are you that upset? It’s not like… oppa, I didn’t mean to bother you it was a joke.”

“Don’t do that again, it feels horrible.”

You nodded, was he jealous? Or was he protective of his cuddle buddy?

You went to your room still surprised by his behaviour, you changed into your oversized t-shirt and went on washing the dishes, while Jongdae played some Fifa, hearing him curse and all the ‘ah waes’ live was the best thing in life, he was so comfortable that you loved being a little part of his momentarily happiness.

“Can I stay here tonight?”

“In the couch, I will lock my room.”

“Alright."

It went quiet for a moment, just before turning around to check on him he had his chest pressed to your back, arms around your waist, chin on your shoulder.

“I can’t wash the dishes like that.”

“Then leave them for later, sit with me.”

“I need to clean the mess.”

“Then I will stay here.”

And there he stayed, commenting how you missed a spot and how the forks weren’t clean enough, you moved to the cooker to clean and he was still clinging on you like a baby koala, it was uncomfortable to work like that but how happy made him feel was enough to endure his heavy body that was practically rested on you.

“You are such a baby.”

“It’s your fault, they feel too nice, what power irradiates form you that makes me feel this good?”

The rest of the evening was spent talking about your family, friends, childhood, you showed him pictures of you and places you’ve been to, Jongdae did the same, he talked about the guys, especially Baekhyun and Chanyeol and how annoying they were, never forgetting about his best friend Minseok. He brought your legs on his lap as he kept talking, he started to rub your knees with his thumbs as if it was the most normal thing to do, he didn’t leave you space to protest and kept talking, Minseok hyung this and Minseok hyung that, but all you were focused on were his mighty thumbs hitting the right spot ‘ngh~~~’ was swallowed because please, pull yourself together he’s talking about his hyung…

“What are you looking at?” he interrupted your thoughts “are you even listening?”

“Ha? Yes, yes…”

“You like them don’t you?” he said pointing at his moles “yeah what can I say? They drive you crazy I know.”

“Oh I have my own, and they are charmers too.”

Jongdae took one of the new pens you bought today for uni looking at you cheekily “game?” he said taking off the lid.

“Tracing?” 

He nodded “ladies first” he offered the pen to you taking off his t-shirt casually, you looked away clearing your throat, bringing your head back to meet with Jongdae pulling his sweatpants all the way up revealing them mighty thighs.

You got up and started with his back, drawing a line to connect 3 big moles he had there, the tickling sensation of the pen making him giggle.

“Stay still” you demanded firmly as you concentrated on drawing steady lines.

You followed on his left arm to connect the line with that other mole he had there, Jongdae watching closely how you bit your tongue, you kept drawing the line meeting with the ones he had on his chest facing him now.

“I’ll go for your legs” you announced, but Jongdae wasn’t smiling anymore.

“Those horrible shorts you keep wearing lately… the sense of fashion Kpop industry has is… unique” you said out of the blue confidently not to let him notice that you were affected when he opened his legs and his incredibly fortunate mole on his thigh was displayed.

“The shorts might be horrible but my legs are nice to show, don’t you think?” his voice sounding too husky all of a sudden, your eyes dared looking at him, he carried a strange look, new to you, one of those looks he has when shooting MVs, or in concerts, the intimidating Chen was making an appearance in the middle of your apartment.

He pulled both your hands and made you sit between his legs “do my face ones”

You gulped very aware of how he was looking at you, dark stare, unreadable. The pen made a line connecting his 2 temple moles at his right side, connecting the line to the ones that were under his right eyebrow, then a line straight to his left eyebrow were he had another 2, doing a line now over his nose, tracing a line over his left cheek to meet the ones on his left temple. 

You knew you missed some on his right side but Jongdae had stopped you grabbing on your wrists pulling your hands to rest at his chest, cupping your face with both hands, your own hands left his chest and held his arms, questioning this awkward situation.

“Is there something on my face?”

“Not yet.”

You saw him close his eyes and bring you closer to his face as he titled his head to one side.

Hyperventilation, what would you do now? Wait, no he was basically… aiming for a kiss.

“No wait! I-how-I-don’t.”

He opened his eyes, very confused, he knew you wanted, it was the perfect moment, why would you ruin something so cute like this?

“I don’t know…”

“You don’t know? You don’t know if you want to?”

You rubbed your hands against each other.

“YOU DON’T KNOW AS IN YOU DON’T KNOW… OR YOU DON’T KNOW…?”

You looked at him your face heating up.

“Are you underage? Please just whatever the answer is please let it be a big fat NO”

“No, I’m not, I’, __! See you don’t know anything about me yet here you are in my apartment, we had shared bed and the most friskiest things.”

“I am planning on changing that believe me, I want to know everything about you, I’m sorry, you are right, I’m an idiot, you are too precious, I didn’t mean to scare you off, just please forgive me.”  

He was too weak just the thought of really upsetting you was driving him crazy, he rested his head oh your shoulder to taste waters, you weren’t mad really it was just too rushed, too fast and yes really you had no clue how to give a proper kiss and this was Chen, your only experience was back home and it was horrible, that thought was in the back of your mind.

Your hand run up and down in his back feeling his spine and the reaction of his skin under your fingertips and your touch, this was the first time you touched his bare back creating goosebumps on your way up and down that you clearly felt.

“괜찮아요 오빠 - gwaenchanhayo oppa - it’s alright oppa.”

“정말 보고싶을거야, 어떻게? 너 진짜 좋아해 - jongmal bogosipeulgeoya, eottoeohkke? neo jinjja johahae - I will miss miss you a lot, (what to do?), I really like you” he whispered almost inaudible.

“Oppa, I am not understanding what you are saying.”

He pulled you closer making you gasp following by wrapping your arms around him again, he seemed too upset.

“I am leaving.”

“Alright, it’s a good idea, better they see you are responsible, I thin-”

“On tour, 4 weeks, maybe longer, we have the China tour and other Asian cities.”

Oh… 

Silence…

“I need to be there tomorrow early, we will leave in 2 days but you know the fitting of the outfits, the crap they need to put on our faces…

“Ah you don’t need anything beauty treatment, these lines I draw on you should be a trend”

You managed to make him smile.

“Jagi… thanks for not questioning anything, for not finding this weird… thanks for having me, thanks for your cuddles…”

You looked at the ceiling of your room not finding sleep, it was very late, counting the hours till Jongdae would leave, you heard the shower running and guessed he couldn’t sleep either.

But then the high pitch voice…

“절대 안돼! 어떻게!? 어떻게!? 어떻게!? 젠장~~~! - jeoldae andwae! eottoeohkke!? eottoeohkke!? eottoeohkke!? jenjang~~~ - No way (never) (what to do x3!?) Shit!”

You got up a bit worried, maybe something happened?

“Oppa?” you said after knocking on the bathroom door “are you-”

He opened the door towel wrapped around his waist steam coming out, little droplets falling from his hair… and the lines you drew perfectly visible.

“It’s not going away! I’m screwed!”

You went to check what type of pen is that you got and it perfectly said ‘permanent’ in red, you giggled and looked back at Jongdae who had the cutest look all scared.

“Don’t worry, I have a way.”

He followed you to your room and closed the door, with the pretext that it was too cold, you got your nail polish remover and with some cotton and started to remove the lines easily.

“My saviour!” he said relieved.

After finishing he hugged you.

“You are wet oppa~~~”

He got up and dried himself placing his sweatpants on in less than a minute, he didn’t even knock the door inviting himself next to you in bed.

“Op-”

“I need them, cuddles, please I won’t get any for weeks.”

“You could cuddle with Kai, I bet you it must feel nice.”

“Yah!” 

“Shhh, I’m just messing, 괜찮아요 오빠 - gwaenchanhayo oppa - it’s alright oppa”

It was 5:30 am, you knew he was awake, altho he didn’t move all night from your back, his head well buried in your shoulder, he slowly detached himself making you roll to your back.

You felt his lips on your forehead, then on the tip of your nose, then another in your right cheek, your left one, finally you left his thumb gently over your lips.

“I know I said that I won’t, but I will steal one just this once, I’m sorry.”

Your heart raced when you heard the words so close to you, his lips landed on yours softly.

“사랑해 - saranghae - I love you” he whispered before you felt the feeling of nothingness the door closing behind him.

“WHERE IS MY COAT KIM JONGDAE?” you asked facetiming him.

“Who knew polar bear here could be of such good use? Keep me company in these sorrowful nights in Beijing.”

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A/N: Yes there is an epilogue to wrap up all this ^_^ don’t kill me!