#gay people in space. i love when there's gay people in space
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
Warning not tagged to the original creator.
Only brainstorming under this post.
Interesting.
I am dividing this character into Mona and Ira. Typical.
This could be a pre-story of Mona. (Sorry can't remember the word when my typing is making sounds 😩). Now look how I mesh my previous HC into something interesting and new.
In the previous drawing they could've studied together or solving detective tasks on paper from the Sociology subject. For the mind-training.
You can make up how he got a soft spot for a human. Even though he is prejudiced and skeptical with them.
Her body type can be like for Sailor Jupiter (big lady). This take would be different as R is liking a human (likely pink themed, red too, some flowers). Yes he is skeptical to human relationships and all. She feels like a MJ to Spiderman (him going back to her after a rough day and all, except MJ bland like). Mutation or not, they won't work if R isn't emotionally intelligent and nuanced (supportive speech is, like, a nessesity, a confidence boost). MM or Tales will keep her as a human. Maybe a few jokes or dreams or hallucinations that she's a tmnt, she's dressed like R too. (Maybe Leo hallucinating the same idk).
In another version she would become one. She has a high alert (like maybe Penelopie from Looney toones). As opposed to old criticism to her, she is not a Mary Sue (overrated female-attacking word), maybe she jumped high and could swim but she is a mutant and who knows is an athlete: she fails, she cries and she is something else, and the body she/everyone knew and basically everything drastically changed.
She will be involved in that of the "FEMS" lore of mine (i.e. I've connected "Leos", "Mikeys", "Aprils" and it is now FEMS' turn. *Folow my "tmnt" tag for more details*) , discover and orientate in her new identity. Maybe this will be like Shrek and Shrek 2 story btw, like rom-com-wise.
________________________________________
Ira on the other hand is curious and attentive. She has a good relation with Tim and is protective of him when needed. She is confident, secure and likes to a little joke on ones who looks more likely they deserve that (Next Mutation and tmnt 1987 tmnt joked and mocked their villains and made mean nicknames). Rise Leo could say that she is special and superrior but there is no rise, maybe Rodd would say that she looks cool (a little irony because he has no job and where did he got that much confidence from, is it a facade or he heard someone say that from somewhere). I thought that she would have Makoto (Sailor Jupiter) body type. All in all if you have some female or general anatomical diversification it would look better. As April will not be the only one changed (plus size, african-american, glasses, freckles, height, red hair). No shade to, Barbie she was great playing, later her movies were amazing 😊. You know what I mean when you don't need to follow template of simply just one body type. She could have Sailor Scout's power though and the shooting and self-defence too. She can have some of the sick self-defence life-hacks with her surely. (That way she could also join FEMS lore and analysis for FEMS).
Now you have done It! More Irma and Raph PLEASE!!!
And you shall receive 🫡
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/29aa73f3ebc9d56e5b586b25fb70536e/6fdf0e4d0963b366-9a/s540x810/895a5a4855c328c05bc139ff7ee9af415a83337d.jpg)
Bro is smitten
#Tmnt#FEMS#LU/Le/il FEMS#If you think I haven't paired up other bros#Rise Leo is gay the bunny might be the canon route#Rise Raph could be interested in his origins and biology and find Dr Goodfellow or find a Harley Quinn esp the psychologist aspect (pre-Jok#r)#Donnie is well to be pals with caring and protecting his bro April#((((((((((initially I was following the Mutant Mayhem version and thought back-and -forth about does he need to chill out with a tech girl#(similar interest) or not and like tmnt 2003 version of April (since this April is like 1987 April and more of a journalist#(this specialty might need an update; for 2025 year)#he could meet Anna and maybe from#Talen (maybe an evil organization and she's the leader) like Leo-Karai type and lure him there too. Then I saw Kendra(tech April and Angel)#Kendra is honesly a lost case she is doing killing attempts as a effing mad dog or needs more time in the future because she is problematic#even for law#Her one more irreversable behavior will be final if she will be turned to lady-criminals and when she shouldn't have that if she was fine#Rise Mickey is with Miles Morales#And enjoying sister times with super stern and punctual Frida#Frida will read him a good book#MM Leo is one-sided crushing on April#MM Raph will turn worse like idk the Kendra route like that and besides it is not OK when you have 3 bros and you're the only one angry.#Something's up. Man do you need bifidobacteria do you have cramps like why you loving and enjoying violence;you bros affecting you or Splin#Donnie ahhh maybe an Ira version or Lila version (from miraculous ladybug) or a little spunkier OC version of Mona#Mickey a space or time traveller or an aqua diver or archeologist or ground digger#Or a superhero (Bugman; Miles Morales Silver Sentury; Radical)#or Mondo Gecko#Now I feel like could definitely follow smb who has wild interests and hobbies; someone to groovie dude and banzai with#Maybe a risk taker and a general inspiration (people love)#He may have tendency to immitate like an aspect from Leo '12 idk#Last one general!Leo could like Briget from Descendats as a control freak or a former control freak would try to fix her and she'd be nah
36 notes
·
View notes
Text
‼️ long post alert OH BOY
Being transgender is hard, especially in countries like the US or in the Middle East, but I’m doing my best to look not at everything we risk by being transgender, openly or otherwise, but instead look at the wonderful experiences we gain. Here are some of my favorite things about being trans (I’m ftm, so some of these may be transmasc specific!):
Gender euphoria is an obvious one, but!! I’m so serious! Getting gender euphoria from tiny things especially. Taking my T shot and putting on ✨ dinosaur footprint bandaids ✨ (so boy core), my dad cutting my hair for me when it grows out too much, finding new and creative ways to bind more comfortably, and the realization that the dysphoria has finally begun to not get worse, and has instead begun to get better.
Having the experiences of two sexes! I am a man, I identify as male, but I’ve had the same experiences many young girls have all the same, and I don’t see that as a detriment! I feel like I can be so much more open minded, so much more understanding, and as someone who wants to be a therapist, being able to do that is monumental. It’s hard some days, but I like trying to embrace the “”girly”” parts of my childhood too, even though I was lucky enough to not be super confined to my past gender role as a kid by my family.
Doing things as a boy. Full stop. Baking, cooking, sewing, drawing. Doesn’t matter how simple. It is now my boy activity to do as boy. I’m not saying these are boy exclusive activities, but that they hit different when I participate in them as my preferred gender!! /pos
Being able to be gay in a relationship with men. I love my boyfriend so much, he is fantastic.
The bonus hole™️
Getting to truly own my body at the end of the day and really call it “home”. Getting to mold it to fit what I love and who I am. Understanding that my old body was not a bad one, but my new one is so much more me. And I did that. Maybe I won’t make the incision when I get top surgery, but I will guide the cut, and when it’s all said and done, my body will be really and truly mine.
The journey. I love the journey. It’s not easy. Sometimes it sucks. Sometimes I wish I was just cis. But I’ve met so many wonderful people through this journey, and formed bonds that would take the weight of mountains to shatter. I’ve experienced the joys of starting HRT. Of getting my name changed. Of getting “M” on my drivers license for the first time. So many things that cis people take for granted—a deep voice, matching genitals, etc—but also things that they will never get to experience, that are exclusive to trans people. I love that my experience is unique in that way.
Giving advice to other trans individuals. Being able to tell them it will be okay. Passing forward the knowledge that was passed down to me from so many trans people and allies before me. Protecting trans kids and giving them hope.
Comparing my experiences to trans people on the other end of the spectrum! I love it when trans mascs and trans fems trade experiences. When they help each other, and laugh together, and get along. I love my MTF friends and I love so much that the girlhood that didn’t suit me makes them so, so happy. Love the girlies out there and I wish you all the femininity you desire, or masculinity if that’s more your speed! Masc women are awesome too 😎👏
Being alive in a time when, even though things aren’t perfect, I still have spaces to be myself, and still have spaces where I know I am loved. That can’t be taken for granted and can’t be forgotten, especially today.
Never forget that you are loved, if not by anyone in your life, then by ME, goddamnit. And never forget that your experience is beautiful, worthwhile, and deserves to be listened to. Even the rough patches. Especially the rough patches. But for today, If anyone else wants to share their top five or top ten or even their one positive trans experience I would love to hear. I at least could use some more positivity right now!
🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈✨
#positivity#transgender#mtf#ftm#trans youth#trans wins#queer#lgbtqia+#lgbt#lgbtq#transgender positivity#protect trans youth#protect trans lives#protect gay rights#we will win in the end ❤️#just hang in there#it will be okay#transgender 🏳️⚧️#loveislove 🏳️🌈
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
Happy "they were on screen for about a second and told noted old lesbian reno they're happy" to all who celebrate
Image description: 1. A digital drawing of Joann Owosekun and Keyla Detmer from Star Trek Discovery kissing. Owo is a Black woman with long braids that are partially tied back and an undercut. Keyla has pale skin and back length ginger hair that is completely shaved on one side. She has a metal implant around her eye on that side. Both of them are wearing their yellow 32nd century uniforms. The background is a starry sky. 2. the lineart of the previous drawing without the colors with a blue background. ID end.
also here's a toned down version because may have gone a little overboard with the lighting
Image description: the same drawing but with slightly less vibrant colors. ID end.
#star trek discovery#joann owosekun#keyla detmer#jola#i had so much fun lining their hair but i'm not too happy with their faces i think theyre both? too long??#(because i didnt use references and only relied on what i remember from previous sketches of them i made)#the only thing i specifically looked up was keylas implant#Anyways!#gay people in space. i love when there's gay people in space#mars star trek blogging
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/8b3bdc4df863aaedee21e3c64e95868a/6aeab45ee934dbc5-a9/s540x810/7083d1fa6a6de607f27535127ef3e046686b8ba3.jpg)
guess who finished tlok tonight and immediately had this come to him in a vision!!!!
#i. really like tlok. like a lot#i understand why people dont like it#and i can accept that OBJECTIVELY its not that great#but i had a fantastic time with it#anyways yeah. gay people#tbh. would not call zhu li and varrick normal. most queer straight couple on the planet.#hes a gay man. shes a lesbian. theyre in love. do you get it.#i dont have that many thoughts abt wuko. i really really like it though.#wu is like the webkinz milk cat to me. i need to throw him against a wall really hard.#and of course. korrasami. what is there to even say there#one thing i will say is before watching it i TOTALLY thought asami was a fire bender and also evil#like i kept thinking “yep this is when she turns evil and then theres enemies to lovers” but nope#not a bender or evil and honestly im glad#she totally wouldve been justified in becoming evil though. i sure wouldve#love her.so much#korra too ofc#i have SO MANY more thoughts but im gonna run out of space#last thing i will say is i am a guy who will just always prefer media i can criticize#love atla. but theres nothing there for me to really sink my teeth into or like bitch about#i love it when media is KIND OF BAD and i can RANT ANGRILLY about it#the legend of korra#tlok#legend of korra#korrasami#wuko#zhurrick#korra#asami sato#mako tlok#prince wu
305 notes
·
View notes
Text
Seeing allot of trans stuff lately. I don't do this but obviously trans people and all people of LGBTQ+ are welcome here!! If you are a terf or sick mf I will stomp on you till you die you are not welcome here.
Also merlot, frak and soma are trans! Allot of my ocs are of the queer skellies and my goobies alike so hehe :]
#just letting yallknow this is a safe space! obviously i PFNGNn it be funny if a ttans dudes blog eouldnt be but i wouldnt be surprised#with how some people are tbh. but JUST SAYING HERE IS SAFE THATS THE POINT IM MAKING SKSMG#but ye merlot is a genderfluid trans woman and frak is a trans man#soma is fem nb! im not picky about pronouns so yall can have fun but just wanted to point that out ^^#many of my ocs tend to fall down genderfluid trans categories cause that's how i see myself usually!#so no worries if you confuse pronouns or anything you can always ask it wont bother me!#trans#smoki rambles#also lesbians trans and cis alike are all welcome here and gay men trans and cis as well there is nO shame being cis and queer i just wanna#say that too cause i know thats not told allot when i mean everyone is welcome EVERYONE is welcome trans cis nb EVERYONE i love you all#i respect all people and everything cause however you are as a person that makes you happy makes me happy#i respect women i respect men i respect thems i respec everyone big huggems to all!
99 notes
·
View notes
Text
my friend is right here, btw
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/70ee5e0b3075ea87c4508faee9074568/6a2f116ebac575fd-cd/s540x810/ae7fc615269d851a773cd6c8aff1cb1e81f2b509.jpg)
our shows are not a cruising spot. we are not an internet clout networking event. our shows are a safe space for queer unity and community, and I would never ever jeaopardize that. i do want trans women to have a place they can be theirselves and find the comfort of other women around them, because we are all we have.
However, if you're coming to my shows with the intention of picking up girls for sex, please go somewhere else? there are gay bars, there are kink clubs, and there are plenty of spots for cruising that arent my band's shows. if you're coming to my shows to meet other "famous" trans people, schmooze, and get a new notch for your social media ladder climbing? cool, do not involve me. I dont care about your account, i don't care about follower counts, and really, genuinely, do not care about how my relationship to other people will give you social credit.
i absolutely am sick of having to keep the air clean with people i want nothing to do with. a majority of the people who find our music love it because they love what we have to say. but obviously, there are people who take advantage of our place in such a close knit community, and I want nothing to do with it.
i get even more frustrated when i hear that no one is even taking the additional mutual aid service we provide through our professional partner seriously. red states want to take away your trans siblings rights, period. they will do this. what we provide with our professional partner is an invaluable service to help your community, and your siblings. to act like what they are doing isnt important, and what we're risking our lives in red states over isnt necessary, is a disservice to us and the work we do.
if you find what I'm saying upsetting? well? i don't really care. sorry. and yes if i start getting angry messages and anon asks over what I'm saying because people don't take 5 seconds to read, it will absolutely hurt. but I'm not sorry. not even for a second.
.
being a performing artist is becoming really hard. it really feels like all fun and games until people just keep demandung more and more of you and feel entitled to not only your time but also your presence near them. it happens very rarely but the past two nights ive had small incidents where ive felt like ive been pressured to give people who dont deserve it access to different facets of my life and thats really offputting and weird. i love traveling and seeing my friends and i love gay people and the queers who come to my show but like people taking selfies with my phone when it falls out of my pocket or asking if rhey can force my friends to be friends with them or mistreating the people i bring to do mutual aid with us or using my shows as cruising events when the government right now wants to kill us all or staring at me the whole night until i have to say hi to them despite not answering a single god damn one of their annoying instagram clout chaser messages once makes me really frustrated and not want to keep doing this in this way.
the hardest part of last night was having to do all this on a stage one of my dead best friends was supposed to play with me.
mantra for the next album? the party is over. this isnt a band you see to have a good time.
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
thinking about superheroes unfortunately
#random thoughts#let me daydream about batman in peace#love the dynamic between spiderman and deadpool#it's that kind of dynamic i love where two people have power over each other in different ways#like spiderman is a well-loved public figure and deadpool's idol while deadpool is a dangerous mercenary with regeneration powers#physically deadpool probably outmatches spiderman through sheer dogged perseverance#while in the public eye spiderman is more well-liked AND deadpool is feverishly obsessed with him#i'm gonna keep forgetting the hyphen between spider and man btw fuck the world#loving the idea of a spiderman who KNOWS deadpool can do better and believes in him while deadpool gives him a space where HE can be himsel#like spiderman has so many masks he has to put on around other people#i think deadpool should be one of the few people he can truly let himself loose around#yknow before he can get to a point where he can reveal he's peter parker#also i think peter parker in his ideal state suffers from severe identity and self confidence issues#like he thinks spiderman is a seperate persona he puts on which is superior to himself in every way#(okay seperate thought: DID spiderman. the spider bite being so traumatic it led to him creating a split personality to cope.)#(or separate. whatever.)#also age difference. peter should be in his mid-twenties while deadpool should be in his thirties. need more power imbalance#also they're both sa survivors and their personalities could be interpreted as them handling it in vastly different ways#with deadpool being hypersexual and spiderman being flirtatious yet distant and peter parker being borderline celibate#though honestly i could leave spiderman being an sa survivor given it was a whole 'gay people are all predators' psa#also i think spiderman should have been held back in high school. due to struggles relating to being spiderman#so he graduated late and now he's going to community college#peter parker has the luxury of going incognito. wade wilson will always be stared at no matter what he's wearing#deadpool who every superhero hates. spiderman who every superhero organization is trying to recruit desperately#also i think peter should admire wade. physically. built like a brick shithouse that one#also the third act low point CAN'T be about spiderman feeling guilty because deadpool kills people#okay? it's overdone. we've seen it. it's lame#i prefer when their opposing views on murder are treated in a more 'death penalty or no' way rather than assuming deadpool is always wrong#because spiderman's idyllic 'people can change' beliefs can be just as wrong as deadpool's 'assholes deserve to die' beliefs#and spiderman has definitely killed people are you kidding me. both accidentally and on purpose
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
watching some parts of Impel Down again and I can't get over how crazy it is for an anime of that time (2008-2010?) to have characters who are very blatantly queer be SUCH an instrumental part to the MC's survival
#also the fact that there's a safe space for queers in prison#its so damn easy for me to see a prison arc in any story having a secret group that helps each other out and that would be it#but Iva??? having that and also it being a queer paradise??? “we're in hell but at least its a gay one”???#and having the main character not react in some kind of uneasiness but complete acceptance because Luffy's LUFFY???#it still irks me when people reach Wano and say One Piece gone woke when its BEEN woke like Luffy would be dead if not for queers man wdym😭#didnt mean this to get kinda rambly but i love impel down yep yep#one piece#impel down
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
Throws my yuri at you
#concorde#boeing 747#lots of lesbians🫶#lesbian#big lebsian small lesbian#gay people#whoops made your queens yuri#yuri#lesbiabs#they rule the skies together#they are so real#uhm if you see this no you dont#is this considered aeromorph#aeromorph#airplanehumans#humanised planes#they have humanisations i just didnt draw em#i love them#what you do when ur girlfriend is called queen of the skies carried presidents space shuttles and is also a doomsday plane#and your just a flex#what you do when ur girl is almost two times taller then you#die ig#im scared to upload this to tiktok
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
do i believe eddie brock is homosexual or even really into men. no. to be honest. however is he gay for that alien. one hundred fucking percent and it's canonical too
#at LEAST one time he has used he/him pronouns for the symbiote#and they are in love mike costa said so. that's his love. his darling.#so. man. hashtag homosexuality. gay stuff happening in there. can't attest to what's going on exactly but i know it's queer#eddie brock is into women and is also in a deep committed relationship with that slime from space#and when the space slime is around he really barely even looks at women. and the slime gets kinda peeved when he does#was gonna say 'looks at other women'. and you know what. yeah. when he looks at other women. except the symbiote is not a girl#my take on the symbiote is that it has No indentification with the human concept of gender. like i think it Gets it. it's picked it up#from living on earth all this time and seeing into people's heads. but it's like. not human.#same with curse words. it doesn't cuss usually. it knows the words and it could use them if it wants. but it doesn't really want#however. DISTINCT from that. i think the way that EDDIE BROCK sees/feels/interprets the symbiote is something more masculine#or at least more aligned with the male side of a gender binary.#partly because of self-identification with the thing that is literally a part of him. and partly cause he's gay for that thing#believer in. he/they/it symbiote. they/them for people who are speaking about it compassionately as if it's a being of its own.#it/its for people who do Not see it as its own person or whose perspective on it is heavily influenced by the fact that it's not human.#and he/him for eddie brock. for purposes not entirely clear to the rest of mankind but absolutely tied to something gay happening there#i have talked about the symbiote's pronouns so many times with so many people in different distinct conversations this week.#currently doing my job as the world's leading thinker on venom pronoun discourse (as in conversation and theorization. not argument)#venomposting#venom
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
transmascs stop pretending that transfems are untrustworthy sources for transfeminism challenge impos- fuck i didn't even finish and you already complained about our terminology
#i really hate the expectation to know theory in these shit communities#they're barely communities it feels like on here trans people are unified by strict categorization#constantly infinitely expanding definitions but treating them as immutable and emergent from the core of reality#rather that words used to describe things we experience or the positions we are placed in my transphobic society#we're unified by who is mean to us more than wether or not we actually like each other#and so we must always be ready to litigate our position in these spaces#because they must be Definitionally justified rather than just having a real community where we're treated like human beings#i wish we still had our elders... i wish we weren't so adverse to learning humanly#i wish i could escape the weird black and white fandom thinking but it worms it's way into every community here now#this is why i keep lamenting old t4t spaces#we weren't there to argue theory#we weren't opposed to learning it in fact it was useful and joyful to share with each other#to help describe our experiences and understand where we've been placed in the world#but that's not why we were there#we were there for community to be kind to each other#now it's nothing but a bunch of teenage fandom tme people arguing with fake versions of trans women they invented in their heads#while we just hide in the background wondering if the word community means something different now#or if we're really just so evil to our very cores that we were foolish to think we could have community in the first place#sorry just#needed to vent this shit has been in my head for a while#i wasn't in a place to go to gay bars or trans events when i was first here#i couldn't have local community so finding one here with transfems who loved each other#it was so important to me#and learning that i could cater to that small but kind audience in my sex work is what made me finally love doing it#before then i'd been doing it purely cuz i couldn't get any other job#and before that because i was forced to#there's a lot of trauma wrapped up in my work for me but i healed from it largely because of my sisters i found on here#but i don't know when it went away but it did#and now it feels like we're left in a massive crowd of screaming voices#and i don't recognize any of them anymore
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
hi. for people who saw gatsby: an american myth. do you remember mckee asking nick for lunch. and then gatsby in like the next scene inviting nick for lunch. because i remember.
#not pjo#chitter chatter#when gatsby was like 'we should do lunch' i was like. hello. fucking. hello. are we. hello.#gatsby really said we just met literally 5 minutes ago. come meet my father figure. normal normal thing to do jay.#to be clear gatsby also asks him to go to lunch in the book. but like. there's a time skip. and also#in the show after mckee asks they immediately start making out on the couch. none of this ... nonsense#so the vibes are a LITTLE different in my brain.#i saw a few people say they didnt think gatsby and nick flirted enough and like while i do think that think part of it is we're#in nick's pov but not his HEAD#he DOES start singing about gatsby's smile for no reason until jordon is like. alright buddy. lets talk about daisy.#like nick was just Doing That. pull it together carraway.#but i got the vibe (JUST my take) that gatsby was like. kinda into nick. zero reason to be leaning into his space like that sir.#however when he actually MET daisy again he became kinda singularly focused on her again#i mean he built his whole lifeup to this moment#he says it at the end. he murdered pieces of himself to bring himself here. for DAISY.#him snapping back to daisy mode makes sense to me but he still reaches out for nick as a comfort in the sense that hes like#nick do NOT leave please stay with us. daisy does the same. and ofc part is that theyre really. fucking awkward. but like.#LET ME HAVE MY OWN NONSENSE INTERPRETATIONS. HES TRAPPED BY WHITENESS AND CLASS AND HETEROSEXUALITY.#hes already so much of an outsider trying to fit in. (i also think he loves daisy or an ideal at least. and she's EASIER to love. safer.)#nick inherently has more freedom even as a gay man in the sense that hes richer and white and an ivy league dude i mean you understand righ#right????????#even if its in the book i do wanna point out the parallels between those moments. im choosing to see it as deeply intentional <3#this show had a lot of repetition and parallels (see daisy and myrtle in a lot of songs and scenes)#(one i LOVE is tom giving myrtle a necklace and daisy later giving TOM her necklace in case he sees anyone he knows. idk love that shit)#im...gonna queue this#im embarrassed to talk about this show so much. so. into the queue it goes!!!#all the worlds a stage#so like. anyway. thats where i think nick's mind immediately went when gastsby asked him for lunch. personal headcanon <3#gatsby after one convo: we're doing lunch // me and nick immediately: oh ok! guess that's a date then!
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
um there are people who enjoy my writing and roleplays ?!???? ummmmmm what.
(read tags for rambles about folks on tumblr I love /platonic I didn’t type it out up here and don’t want to retype <3 )
#shitpost#ace attorney shitpost#no but fr#when people mention my oc (MY LITTLE GUY!!!!) in asks on the Kristoph Gavin page I literally go crazy /pos#being a little silly rn too#sleepy and thus silly#ah and#If you happen to see this Kiji#broooooo#my duuuuuuude#it’s so validating to have an active roleplay partner for the first time in a year#ily dude /platonic#hold on#I’m gonna cook with positivity now#lemme name drop some folks I LOVE /platonic#ANALOGICAL SPACE GAYS#DUDETTE#one of the most active folks I’ve noticed and also you’re funny asf???#ily as well dude /platonic#also literally anyone who participated in new mpreg Kristoph bit because it was so funny#Kristoph Gavin Real Not Fake slash lifeitself3146#Schizokristoph#(There’s a lotta Kristoph based users here)#(Law Sugar Lawyer (the meme video) is so valid tbh)#someonedefinitely#and all the folks and anons I didn’t name#I really like the Kristoph Gavin blog if you can’t tell#ily all /platonic
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
Oh on last rb's note my friend actually read love bullet per my recommendation hehe and she likes it and it makes me so so happy hehe
#kk rambles#when ppl actually look into the things that u rec or are interested in... wowie... hand in marriage (platonic) u.u#omg u actually were listening to me and remembered and looked into it... heart full of love crying tears of happiness...#that one image of the cat crying. that's me. that's me. planting a big metaphorical smooch on your forehead. i love you.#which ik it sounds silly but i get really moved by things like that ok!! my friend sends me alnst memes even tho she hasn't watched it#and it's like oh u were thinking abt me oh u sent this to me just bc i like it 🥺🥺🥺#I can't believe i exist in your mind even when im not there hehe icb u think about me im going to make pancakes for you in the morning.#we are getting a mansion together and living together forever.#everyone's love languages are a little different and mine are so weird lmao what do you mean i get so touched when ppl think of me#do you think you don't exist as a concept when you're not physically there do you think other ppl don't have object permanence lmao#oh wait#yeah it's the effect of dating someone who made u feel like u didn't exist unless u were initiating stuff n engaging w them /j#but my friends are so sweet to me rahhh#i love my friends#why are my standards so low when my friends are all so nice and treat me well 😭😭😭#so mad that my bsf is happily in a relationship (good for her honestly im v happy for her)#bc now I can't go like. if we're single at 30 let's get married. no homo. just that we've known e/o for so long it would be comfortable#it's crazy bc it's not like i want a romantic relationship but i hate feeling lonely but i also really like my own personal space and time#and I don't really like the small inevitable conflicts that arise from close relationships even though it's part of putting the work in#but i like a certain amount of stability and predictability (autism) so i think what i need. is a roommate.#a friend who lives together w me but in separate rooms but i can cook for them type cohabitation lmaoo#but that's kinda idealistic and kinda gay lmao#my friend called me a friend simp and my other friend joked that i should have a queer platonic cule.#like rahhh yeah i really do love my friends a lot i wanna see them forever they're great and amazing and i love them so much#it's nice to be loved!!! it's nice to be cared abt!!! my friends make me really happy!!!#ik from societal standards I'm a deviation and what i feel is more intense than what normal ppl consider friendships to be like but#I don't quite understand the categorization of human social interactions sometimes ig. why should i cap how much im allowed to love someone#if i love someone i want to see them happy and i want to do things for them and I'm not the type to half ass things.#but society is weird abt things and whatnot but it's fine as long as my friends understand and know i love them hehe#anyway love bullet arospec representation!!! let girls shoot people!!! /hj
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
been sleeping over at my best friends' house for the work week, the last two weeks cuz I work the night shift and the roads are too icy for me to get home safe! which is why I've been a little quiet on here <3
they're both so sweet and wonderful and I could gush forever.
it's just been so cozy?? being around them doesn't drain my social battery at all. in fact, I feel rejuvenated. feels like when Beck used to live down the street and we'd sleep at each other's place every night in our early 20s. kinda made me realize I've not had this sort of friendship since they left for Japan or when I met Percy 6 years ago (and then we got gay married)!
#[static]#i feel like i gotta always say that ive got friendships i cherish deeply online and wished they were physically closer of course!!#but i feel so fucking lucky to have met brian and jesse and cant believe it's only been such a short amount of time of knowing them-#- and it feels like ive known them for so much longer. you just sometimes meet people who you just click with instantly#and it feels like you were meant to know each other in this life lmao#i just feel safe and at peace around them. i can be my weird gay creature self and they love and accept me for it#and i love them both so much!! i miss them when im not around them lmao and i dont usually miss people#it's just been like a besties sleep over for a week+ and my heart is so full#i wish Percy could be here!! the vibes are just like at home <3#they've been so vocal and kind at reassuring me that i can stay as long as i want to. i hate taking up space but i think it's sticking#i just hate taking up ppls space or being a burden LMAO but their patience and kindness has lured me out of my fears
4 notes
·
View notes