#furute

[kameonerd566]

Happy Out of Touch Thursday

Out of Touch Thursday- Class Acts Style

[thebuhonerodazorrow]

Blade Runner Origins #8

Titan

[doodles-in-sand]

[hotdoghottakes]

This is the most 1980′s portrait I’ve ever seen. Straight down to the wildly dramatic background shot and the matching sweaters all holding each other’s shoulders.

[loopscereal]

Day 7: flowers/ flower language

Fred and roses!!!

Rosas, Rosas, Rosas. Amor, pasión, dedicación, respeto, valentía, perfección, belleza. símbolos simultáneos de lo delicado y lo duradero. Amor, Amor. Amar. Amar.

Estoy muy feliz con el boceto y siento que no pude capturar lo que quería, pero ya que + reference image..

uh gracias multi-shipper/dy/disprosio, gracias por organizar el evento, fue muy divertido ver como crecimos como artistas! y como simpre, gracias por hacer estos eventos que unen a la comunidad <3

[guppyscolita]

Do more drawings of hsu hao getting injured / fucked up / in pain I think it's awesome as fuck for him to suffer

You're cruel lol

Saddly idk if I really wanna do anything mortal kombat related appart from Mavado drawings

I wish there was more Hsu Hao content in general tho, there a severe lack of it including whump

[thuviel]

I'm 1 week post op!

I had top surgery last week aaaaaaaaah!!!! FINALLY! It took so many years, so many delays, so many disasters that it felt like it would never happen. But I fucking made it! I got double incision mastectomy with nipple grafts. Gonna document the recovery a bit too if it's helpful to anyone c: So this is how the first week went:

Day 1

The most pain I had was immediately upon waking up, but after a while the nurses gave me more morphine and it was chill. I'd still rate the pain around like badly twisted ankle level pain, not too bad

Extremely sleepy, couldn't keep my eyes open for more than a few moments and slept pretty much the whole day

Got discharged from the clinic 3 ish hours after surgery

I didn't have drains, just a tight compression wrap around my chest

Day 2

Pain level was still very chill as long as I took my painkillers regularly

Biggest challenge was doing stuff without using my chest muscles or extending my arms much, going to the bathroom was the most difficult

Used both morphine and paracetamol this day

Eating and drinking was fine, just smaller portions at a time

Day 3-7

By far the worst days of recovery so far

Back and neck pain from weird sleeping positions was becoming more annoying and bothersome than the actual surgery wounds

I had some bleeding on day 3, the left nipple bled through the bandages and all the way to the compression wrap. I contacted the clinic but it wasn't a concerning amount of blood and it stopped on its own pretty quickly

I stopped with the morphine and just took paracetamol, which I decreased over the days as the pain levels went down

By the end of the week I started to get a tiny bit more movement in my upper body, still not extending my arms but things didn't feel as tight immediately when moving and doing stuff with my arms

Turns out I was allergic to the antibiotics they gave me, so I dealt with some horrible symptoms these days. It's not usually part of recovery but good to look out for in case it happens to anyone else too. I got very sleep deprived, could't sleep more than 1-2 hours at a time. I would wake up feeling extremely warm (but no fever), really nauseous, weak, heart beating fast and hard, terrible headache, sometimes feeling like I couldn't breathe properly. I only slept 3-4 hours per day. Also had some diarrhea and acid reflux. I was very weak and shaky, getting weaker and more dizzy as the days went on instead of getting better. Luckily I could stop taking them on day 7, which is when I learned I was allergic to them lol

Day 7

I had my one week appointment where they took off the innermost bandages and removed the sticthes keeping the gauze stuck to my nipples. Nurse said things were healing well, some swelling but not too much. My left nipple had gotten a bit less bloodflow and looked much darker, like a burned pepperoni. Nurse said it's not unusual and it still looks okay, it should regain bloodflow and improve on its own in the coming days

Got to take a full shower for the first time after this. It was terrifying af to have water and soap run over my very fragile looking newborn nipples lol, but it felt so fucking good to be clean

I could also take off the compression wrap and clean it which was a blessing bc that thing was disgusting by this time. I have to keep wearing it 24/7 for the first month but can take it off briefly to clean it

Despite the terrible antibiotics reaction, the recovery has been less difficult than I thought tbh. I expected worse. By far the most challenging thing for me personally is having to ask for help with every tiny little thing ^^' But already seeing such a flat look with my shirt on in the mirror is amazing!

[linkspooky]

Why have movies and tv gotten so sexless?

Stop complaining and watch Bridgerton like the rest of us.

[rudamaruda520]

I like my man like I like my wine...

not too old ('cause it's cheaper)

[red-dyed-sarumane]

i was still feeling bad for not understanding most of kannagi even with that other persons hints & then i saw it has a special tag on nnd. im like oh that must be a fun tag they tag songs with weird language use right lets see what else is in it

nothing its JUST kannagi congrats on ur special tag

[sionwondernoise]

Happy Pride Mouth and June Bride

[anicehomicidaltree]

BTW I won the competition WHAT!!!! I’m still in shock

Compelled by Funky Kong painting for the fan art contest woooooo!!!

[thelunaticghost]

I VAN REPLY AS MY SIDEBLOG TOO LETYS GOOOO

[fernandamaya]

Scarring Passion 10.03.2024

Kaveh was an immediate favorite of mine when we learned about him in the game. It dawned on me pretty fast afterwards that the favoritism was stemming partly from feeling reflected in him, which is sweet and emotional but also a tough realization. Kaveh is an idealist and too empathetic for his own good, a creative soul and big heart whose life experiences have irredeemably affected his mental health. Will Stetson's Writing on the wall is an amazing approach to Kaveh's character, the song was on a loop multiple times while I drew this piece. It's hard to put into words just how much this character's existence means to me, since, despite of the blows life's thrown at him, he still continues to be his own form of soft. I feel like he makes me realize that I, too, have remained my own form of soft, but that the inherent guilt of not being the soft I think I should be has made it difficult to show up for myself sometimes and it derives into unhealthy coping mechanisms (although I'm not an alcoholic but gaming and oversleeping are their own form of worrisome escapism lmao). He reminds me of the passion for the craft and the world itself overpowerng the instinct of preserving oneself. Kaveh lacks boundaries because he doesn't respect himself over the benefit of others, and at least, thankfully, I've started to learn that lol. I think the character personality design team did a wondeful work with him. There's a lot of nuance in genshin characters, hoyoverse in general for that matter, and I truly appreciate that we get to enjoy these fictional character's lives and find the light they so beautifully keep in themselves, maybe to be able to find it in ourselves as well.

Ah man, too many things I'd say as well but I'd express myself better in Spanish and even then it would be a bunch of rambling because mind goes faster than hands lol

I really loved doing this artpiece. I've wanted to draw Kaveh for months and started two other drawings before this that I didnt really like and scrapped. I hope I draw him again in the furute 💖

[flightnight]

So. An important question. Did Sunday try to convince Avenrutine to kill himself? Was it his way to ensure that if the Harmony curse failed to kill him, Avenrutine would end up dead anyway?

How would he know to use that against Aventurine?

It's a popular interpretation that most things Sunday knows about (and uses against) Aventurine he learnt while spying on Aventurine and Dr. Ratio.

And Aventurine openly talks about it himself:

Aventurine: To be honest with you, I didn't believe it and even tested it a few times myself — until I discovered that I couldn't actually die. 

Sunday probably witnessed these attempts himself too. So he's well aware of Aventurine's tendencies.

And notice what exactly Aventurine said. It's not "I knew I couldn't die here, so I tried it"; it's "first I didn't believe that I couldn't die", so he implies (to Sunday) that he actually expected for these attempts to end in his death. 

Later, after summoning Aventurine, Sunday doesn't just put the curse and the death sentence on Aventurine and send him off to solve Robin's "murder". He interrogates him. Some questions make sense (like asking him about the Cornerstone). But some questions are unexpectedly cruel, even for Sunday, and painfully personal:

Sunday: "Do you love your family more than yourself?" Aventurine: Yes. Sunday: "All the Avgins were killed in a massacre. Am I right?" Aventurine: No. Sunday: "Are you your clan's sole survivor?" Aventurine: …Perhaps. Sunday: "…Do you hate and wish to destroy this world with your own hands?" Aventurine: …

What was the purpose of this exquisite psychological torture? These questions seem out of place here. Unless it's to reinforce the idea that Aventurine should reunite with his family (which is an unambiguous euphemism for "to die")

Let's now look at the Harmony-induced hallucinations, Aventurine's "Past self" and "Future self". Their nature isn't clear. Are they purely manifestations of Aventurine's tortured mind, or are they sent by Sunday to torment Aventurine further and convince him to actively seek death? I think it's both.

I saw a detailed analysis of Aventurine's "Furute self", arguing that he was probably sent by Sunday, because it seems to not know certain things the real Aventurine actually knows. But I would argue his "Past self" isn't as innocent as he looks either, and is partly a manifestation of Sunday's will to make Aventurine kill himself.

While the "Future self" basically keeps talking about how his life isn't worth living (talking about what a faliure Aventurine's life is, how Ratio's "betrayal" wasn't an act, reinforcing his doubts, showing that he can't be happy ever again, and it's only going to get worse), the "Past self", a happy, innocent child, keeps talking about how great it is to have a loving family (do you have a family, mister? I do. And they love me, and I'm very happy about it. We are going to go and do some fun family things together. Do you want to go with us? You want to see your family again, right? Come with me, reunite with your family, i.e., die. That's the only way you can be happy).

So both are actively pushing Aventurine to kill himself.

And this is what actually nearly happened, btw. Acheron's attack managed to unintentionally free Aventurine from the Harmony curse that was supposed to kill him in several hours, but by this point he was so destroyed psychologically that he was ready to end his life right there regardless. Only Acheron's kindness and Ratio's note convinced him to reconsider:

Aventurine: …Then I shall get going. "Kakavasha": Mister… "Kakavasha": You're leaving? You ultimately chose to… leave this Dreamscape? Aventurine: …Yes. Because they are not here… My papa, mama, and big sis… "Kakavasha": Then where are they? Aventurine: They are in a place where everyone will go. A very, very distant place. "Kakavasha": Then are you going too? Aventurine: I'll get there, one day. Aventurine: But not now.

I don't have the time to go through all related dialogues, but is it possible that Aventurine didn't intend to actually die on Penacony? He loves toying with the idea of death, but was he actually serious about it until Sunday reinforced this idea for him?

What I don't understand is why he would do that. Imagine hating somebody so much that you try to convince them to kill themselves. That's kind of fucked up.

I mean, Aventurine isn't an innocent victim here; his goal was to peacefully wrestle Penacony out of the Family's control. But just confiscating the bag containing the Cornerstone would have solved this problem. If Sunday didn't invite him to humiliate him personally, Aventurine's plan would have failed. And Sunday says himself that he knows Aventurine has nothing to do with Robin's death. So why?

[a-s-levynn]

Let's create a horror creature together

There are a lot of similar polls out there but i wanted to try it out for myself. And i want to start to work more on my own stuff besides fanart and i am very partial to horror illustrations, because it brings me joy (so yes, you gonna see more of it in the furute).

The higher the % on these aspects could either mean more of it or make it larger. If you reblog please specify in the tags, it'll add up to the final result.

Reblogs for larger sample size are appreciated but no pressure ♥

EDIT: I am aware there is no option for torso and ears for example. Some sort of a torso is a default and will be expanded to the size that can.. accomodate the additional parts. Ears.. i forgot... so it is not going to have ears

The creature drawing will be shared in a few hours. Link to it will be in a separate post but will be linked in a reblog of this poll.