#fun nifht

[sexybabystevie]

okay as someone who was at the eras tour last nifht (and as someone who has NEVER seen taylor live before – my 6 year old self would cry if she knew), i'm making a list of my absolute favorite things that happened! also important to note that i literally loved every single second of the show, these are just things that i REALLY loved (from atl 4/30):

1. when the snake came onto the screen to introduce reputation and the crowd went WILD. absolutely loved that i was with an entire crowd of rep girlies (gn).

2. this is a more general one, but i lost my voice because i was scream singing so loud lol, and yet when i was singing i couldnt hear myself. all i could hear was taylor and the crowd as a whole, and it was the most beautiful thing ive ever experienced (thats dramatic but i cant even explain it honestly). it was taylor and us, taylor and me, and you could just FEEL the love that everyone had for taylor and that she had for us.

3. when we held up our phone flashlights during marjorie and she ended up crying afterward.

4. when we sat and screamed an ovation after champagne problems for so long that she ended up crying again (i just. love her sososo much <3).

5. the august to illicit affairs transition!!!!! ugh also that version of illicit affairs.... losing my mind it was just SO good so heartwrenching!! i'll also now never be able to unassociate those two songs.

6. the fun songs were just SO fun. like the red era was one of my favorites because it was the singles and it was just SOSO fun. we all were dancing and the crowd was even louder than before. also adding the man, shake it off, and bad blood as more super fun songs!!!

7. speaking of.. the fire during bad blood!! was so cool!!

8. when everyone saw them bringing the janitor cart taylor hides in behind the stage and everyone just started cheering and screaming.

9. don't blame me for what you made me do.

10. also. the slightly more rock version of lwymmd???? im in love!

11. the leaf confetti during atw10!

12. literally. the whole show, i just cant explain. im still in shock 24 hours later. and i understand why people are rushing to get tickets for nashville 😭😭 truly wish i could go again lol.

also. just the whole situation felt so connected. like this room of nearly 70k people including taylor, for one night, we were one. and it was beautiful and amazing. theres a sincerity that taylor has that i can just.. feel. i truly love her so so much, i dont have the words. honestly was just wishing i could give her a hug at the end of the show lmao.

[elekid]

thoughts on the uncanny valley? do you experience it at all? yes this is a weird question but it is so late at nifht and sending u somewhat thoguht prvoking stuff is fun :3

ya okay like this been sittingfor a minute bc i wanted to think on it...I thought that I no longer was affected by anything in the uncanny valley, but then I came across Costco. This megamarket club membership only warehouse IS uncanny valley. I have begun to realize (all too late it feels) thatnl the uncanney valley is something which can be applied to anything. The way we live, the food we eat, the anthropology of our day to say lives has I think reached a point where we are all livin, to some degree, in that valley.

Exhibit A- Kirkland Brand foods.

these are foodstuffs sold by Costco, they all come in bulk size. Have you ever noticed a person in your life that ate the same thing, over and over again? I think that can become uncanny valley as well. Take, for example, my mom2. She loves the kirkland signature vanilla ice cream. I have been seeing it in my dads house for almost a year now. I hate it. It looks, feels, and moves like the fuckin tubby custard machine. no cap. it comes in ONLY 2 packs of gallon tubs.

let us return to the origins and rules of the uncanny valley.

so, we know that there has to be a feeling of "uneasiness" "revulsion" in reaction to what we are being presented with. Costco...costco is in the uncanney valley.

Extrapolating on that, I think that many of the ways in which we live our lives in America are within that valley. However, due probably to overstimulation/information overload, and idk what else but we seem unable to stop and smell the uncanniness of it all. We just don't have time or energy to give to those feelings, but it doesnt mean that those feelings arent present in our minds.

soooo yeah. I do experience the uncanny valkey and I think that most other people who come into contact wit capitalism do as well; at the base of it all this is because capitalism IS in the uncanny valley. Something almost human..but not. Something almost safe....but not. Hope this was a good enough answer and sorry it took me so long to get to. :

[obitv]

i might pass our because i Am drinking and i Am in the pit. but its si writh it. oh thefirst band were so fucking fun they did a riptide cover. the metal band did a riptide cover. it FUCKEDDDD. i love gigs bc everyone is awesome and i can just go up to anyone and compliment them and boom we're friends foe the nifht. i have GOT to go out more

[lucky-rabbits]

pinterest algorithm ruined my life

i should never speak my thoughts out loud bc then i have Realizations. like just now my jaw literally dropped after i typed a passing thought

anyways i AM porting korvin over to pgr as my commandant oc. im gonna call her arden since korvin was based on my oldddddd oc arden

anyways. my brain is evil. i am eyeing another guy but pgr is slowly turning into how i use my genshin ocs. i consider neuvi as my only f/o from genshin but each one of my 7 fan ocs have at least one ocxcanon ship

korvin: albedo, dainsleif, enjou in some aus

lapu: childe, baizhu in some aus

sen: ayato

seth and kaveh & astor and tighnari

silvie: neuvi. wrio, maybee clorinde. xiao [qpr only]

niko: lyney, dottore, furina

but i dont like. f/o most of theae character bc i do love and adore them but im not MADLY in love with them all im just havin fun :]

idk why im rambling like thing i said i was gonna vo to bed like 15 minutes ago. weeee ngl gay people byr gooo nifht

[sturnioloshacker]

helllllllloooooo mee and poikie sre makinh s lste nifht gaa ststion run🙏

(i loterakly topk a whple baf of edivles i an a literak gonrr rn 😟)

oh well hello little miss high off her head 🤣

have fun on your late night gas station run with pookie 🥰

[starboystation]

I know its not all over i know theyre hinting at a new album i know theres more shows later next year i know .. but i am GRIEVING

[archivedxunovasheroine]

I FORGOT ITS HILDA’S BIRTHDAY TODAY OOOOPSS

[transarchivist]

feeling like that meme w the conspiracy theorist guy and the red string board behind him but it’s me and whatever the fuck eskew is

[lybomb]

sounds fun 😔 🤚 i don’t really like makeup tbh shshshsh and i only use concealer when my eye bags are too noticeable ksksjsjs and oof.. that’s such a mood

I'm hella ferlling it rm and u don't remember putting in my Spotify haha do I tell that girl u Have a crush on that I think she's cyte lol wh not

Edit: wow I'm hella drunk lol sorry

[monggay]

i canr believe i jsut watched someone glue togethr junk for an hour

well not yet an hour the vids only like 52 mins n i havent finished it yet but goddamn it was p entertaining

[doozer-reporting-for-duty]

i had fun last nifht so ir qas worht it

[queencryo]

OH ALSO LAST NIFHT I WASON COMMUNIRY RADUO, TALJIN ABT GWNDER N SBIT . IT WAS RWALLY FUN ACTUALLY

ALSO TOLD MY ROOMMATES FRIEND SHE HAS A CRUSH ON TGEM, WU:Y HER PARTIAL PERMSSION. DID VERY MUXH DAMAGE CONTROL, SAID ROOMMAE DIDNT WANNA PURSUE IR WASREALLY GAPPY BWIN FRIENDS AND SHIT BURWANTED THIS OFF HWR CHEST

I LOVE HELPING PPL

[malakhai-ozera]

 Discord Text Thread || Khoman  ♥  

Discord thread featuring: Khai and Roman @romanbeckett

When:  December 24th (day & night)

Mentions: Landon Davies @davieslandon

Description: Roman texts Khai to forgive him after his voicemail. They start texting again later in the day and Khai is beyond fucked up and Roman once again expresses his concerns for him.

Trigger Warnings: HARD drug use, drug mentions, light sexting and dirty talk.(sorry this one is kinda looooong)

Roman. babe. You’re forgiven. Shit happens. I just worry...which is one of my issues. I worry constantly about everything. Always afraid something will happen to you.

Khai. I know, and I’ve been real careless. I didn’t mean to be a shit I was just... being stupid and fucked up I hope you know I really don’t have a problem with you staying with Landon. Idek what my deal was

Roman. are you sure it doesn’t bother you?

Khai. I’m sure baby. I just want you two to have fun

Roman. I’ll still see you there tomorrow right?

Khai. of course you will. Fancy pjs and all lol

Roman. oh my god I can’t wait lol

Khai. me either. It’s gonna be an amazing day for sure

Roman. I’ll be off work soon and I’ll bring us dinner

Khai. I look forward to it! I’m starving plus I really wanna kiss you

Roman. I reallllly wanna kiss you too. Maybe we can sneak in a quickie

Khai. maybe huh?

Roman. okay definitely, because I want lol

Khai.

hahaha well I’m always down baby. You know I can’t keep my hands off of you.

- Later that same day -

Roman. I miss you already

Khai. Miss you too

Roman. dinner and messing around was fun though. Best Christmas gift ever.

Khai. it was fun indeed! I couldn’t agree more

Roman. are you okay?

Khai. yeah I’m okay why?

Roman. idk just checking. I feel guilty now that I’m not there

Khai. don’t feel guilty. I have my drugs and hot chocolate to keep me warm haha

Roman. ooo what drugs lolll

Khai. Just the usual. I also have my tequila so I’m set lol

Roman. damn. I do wish I was there

Khai. I always wish you were here. But it’s okay. We will make out all day tomorrow

Roman. yesss. Can we cook a late night breakfast for dinner together and watch Christmas movies

Khai. absolutely! We can do whatever you want baby

Roman. I'm having wiiiine

Khai. mmm what kind?

Roman. it's a good ass Pinot

Khai. oooo im jelly I’m half way through my tequila advent calendar haha I got behind

Roman. Lmao omg babe!!! How much have you has?? lol

Khai. like 6 so farv ? Lol

Roman. FARV 😂

Khai. oops haha

Roman. I am laughing. I love you lol if I was there, I’d be in your lap right now.

Khai. I love you mooooore yeah you would

Roman. thighs on either side of you, straddling you with my forehead against yours, running my fingers through your hair...

Khai. damn baby... don’t make me come there and crash your party

Roman. SHSUSJEJEJEJENEJDJJE why is my boyfriend so HOT

Khai. because you were a good boy this year? haha

Roman. well we both know THAT isn’t true lol

Khai. hahahaha well then idk. But my boyfriend is pretty fucking sexy too though and lord knows I’ve been baaaaad

Roman. we got lucky  now if we could just keep our damn apartment

Khai. I know... that would be nice wouldn’t it? can’t have it all though I guess lol

Roman. I still haven’t found a place and I’m stressed

Khai. yeah, idk where I’m going either. Maybe we can go look together after Christmas

Roman. yeah, let’s do that. Bleh. Anyway, don’t wanna bring down the mood!! How ya feelin?

Khai. I’m feeling goodz how you feeling?

Roman. goodz too  I feel all warm and buzzy

Khai. hahaha dammit I’m glad baby. I want you to have fun just not to mush fun haha

Roman. I won’t have too much fun. Not without youuuu

Khai. good. Cause J like the sound o g that

Roman. babe you’re wasted aren’t you

Khai. yes I am ll I misssh you

Roman. omg mish. That’s so cute omg. I wanna hear you say it

Khai. nooo hahaha

Roman. mish mish mishhhh

Khai. you’re so mean lol but I love youuu

Roman. noooo I just think it’s adorable lol I love your typos. They make my life better.

Khai. Mhm you mage my life begetter. I should prolly stip drinking now hahaha

Roman. You probably should babe

Khai. that tot out of hand fasty lol oops

Roman. fasty omg you’re SO cute

Khai. lmao wow I gives up

Roman. I’m just imagining you saying all of this outloud, and it’s like making my night

Khai. hahaha I’m glad. I’m imagning you laughing and it’s making my nifht too

Roman. my squawking laugh  god

Khai. nooooo it’s the bstes laugh wver and beast smile too

Roman. I would argue that YOU have the best smile my love.

Khai. Nope nope

Roman. UM *picture of Khai’s smile*

Khai. I look liek a weirro

Roman. WHAT you’re crazy lol

Khai. I’m crazy anout youuuuuu I wanna snugs you

Roman. me too. I love snuggling with you every night and it’s so weird when we don’t like !!! I’m so used to going to bed with you.

Khai. it is weird. Indint like it but Im gonna sleept in y it bed

Roman. sleep in my bed any time you want love. You’ll like the new book I have

Khai. ooooo I wish you erre here

Roman. I know. I do too. I miss those eyes. I also miss your scruff. That sounds so dumb, but I love the way it feelssss

Khai. I love yyou I’m gonna scrufff you up when I se you

Roman. scruff up the inside of my thighs PLEASE AND THANKS

Khai. you know j will

Roman. god I love when you give me beard burn

Khai. I thinks that the hottest thing yku ever said to me I want you sinebws

Roman. what can I say? I just love your head between my legs

Khai. I love it too baby. I luv makings you deel good

Roman. ugh I’m starting to get buzzed now lol

Khai. hahaha dinally this whol room is so pinky spiking lol yup nvm haha

Roman. it’s so what?? Hahaha spinning? Lol

Khai. yessum Jm good

Roman. bleh I worry about you.

Khai. I’m oka I promisee I hust miss you

Roman. I miss you too. So much baby. Keep talking to me so I don’t have to miss you even more.

Khai. what ya wanna talks about? Tell me ykyr favorite chrismas present

Roman. you won’t believe me if I tell you lol

Khai. yesss I whll

Roman. everything you got me. You know me so well. I’m obsessed with all of it. Ugh. The jacket, the shoes?! The freaking clock. You really did so good.

Khai. really? I’m so hapy you love it. I just wanted you to gave the best. You lok so good in those shows too

Roman. you know exactly what I like and feel good in.

Khai. cause I lover you

Roman. I love you too. How are you feeling?

Khai. sleepyyy but good gaga

Roman. baby I’m worried about you.

Khai. why? I’m fdine im jus laying in bed

Roman. i don’t like that you’re doing heroin

Khai. romsn it’s ojay

Roman. but you’re not even making sense

Khai. I ehould jus got to bed

Roman. maybe but bleh idk I’m worried and I should be there

Khai. no no, eont worry. I wsnt you to have fun.

Roman. I know but ugh. I love you.

Khai. I lowe you too idknt wanna hpset you

Roman. will you promise me you’ll try to stop?

Khai. fan we talked about tbis latr?

Roman. yeah of course

Khai. I jus imn so tucked up byt I wanba talk

Roman. I know

Khai. I love yky so mhch

Roman. I love you too.

Khai. I relly sm sorry. Ilm do better. Pleas have fhn tonight okay

Roman. I’m worried to death about you

Khai. I orimse Jm ok. I just nee to skep it off

Roman. okay

Khai. Smile is chrismaaaas

Roman. lol okay, I smiled

Khai. good boyyy

Roman. lol hate you!!

Khai. I knoooow but you lve me

Roman. I definitely love you

Khai. you’re my everything

Roman. Khaiiiii. You’re making me smile so much it fucking hurts lol

Khai. I mean itttt you’re all I ever need

Roman. god I think my heart is gonna explode lol you constantly wanna kill me

Khai. nooo baby. I just want you tk know how mych I love you and I am feelig better so thahs good well jot better but less high lol

Roman. lol!! Well. Bleh. Scared me there, not gonna lie.

Khai. I’m sorry baby I know I newd to stop it’s jus hard

Roman. i know.

Khai.

We can talk about this after the holiday tho. I don’t wanna ruin it for anyone

Roman. you’re not ruining anything for me. I promise.

Khai. I hope not cause I’d never forgive myself

Roman. babe. Don’t be silly. Everything’s okay *heart emoji*

Khai. you’re the best do you know that?

Roman. I’m not. But I’m glad you think so

Khai. I know so.

[abnegerudite]

Came home very tipsy but xfunjty should have the new su episode by tomorrow

[retinafunk]

What a nifht. Had a lot of fun fancing and high times at the Pizza party until sunrise . Like a small festival. Fod not make many photos though #pizzaparty #algarve #fridayhapiness #party #dance #festival #portugal #techno #nightlife (at Fridayhappiness) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4H4i6BCWLg/?igshid=3odp4wcc451t

[desiology]

ara babey............ this is just a reminder tht...! i lov u soooooo so! much!!!! nd also!!!! ITS UR BDAY!!!!! :OOO 💕💖💘💕💓💖 bby ur almost 16 omg!!! i lovlov loooov u angel jdbdjds i hope u hav a wonderful day nd hav lots of fun nd also smile lots today!!! remember to take care of urself too! but hehe n e ways im sending u a bunch of smooches in a letter rn mwah mwah 💌💌 nd good luck wif ur tests nd evrything!!! i lov my smart gf 😌 djdhjss smorch s morch 💞💞 (som good luck kisses)

daphne no kidding .. i literally teared up halfway thru i love u soso much??? likw remember whne we became mutuals n i sent u an ask telling u how cute u are like angels must be seeing that day n must be happy about what happened. look we're here now n i care about u so muvh:( eveb my whole body knows this day i got a cute dream abt u i dont remember mcuh of it unfortunately but!!! it was there;;!! n YOU know the song you make me smile by uncle kracker or smth?m no? GO listen to it im dedicating that to u💗💋💓 n thank you omgsg love my wife who wishes me happy bday eveb before 12 msgshs ppl wish they had a lover like that!!!!! n big big super big smooches to y since i miss u so mcuh n Listen i might be having a late nifht breakdown bc of u but it's all good since im overwhelmed with love i love u i love u i hope u never get tired of hearing it bc im not stopping saying that Anytime soon ok