#fucking no wonder he has an attachment style relationship thing

[torchstelechos]

So, I was thinking, LBH’s mothers (the washerwoman and Su Xiyan) are more like SQQ than I originally thought. They chose LBHs safety and health before their own, and SQQ does the same. I don’t know, it’s just the reminder that those that loved LBH chose him without saying they did or leaving evidence they did only for him to crave the validation he was never given. It’s really no surprise that he wants to be chosen in a way that he gets a choice in the matter when everyone that has loved him has chosen him without letting him choose how they chose him. All of them died for him, and he didn’t want that. He just wanted to stand by their side and be acknowledged.

[moodymisty]

Hello! I can not tell you how fERRAL I went when I discovered your blog a couple days ago, I've binged the fuck out of your Darksiders content and I just can't belive I havent found you sooner (where have you been fr ;7;) !! Your writing style and vocabulary are impeccable, and I can't wait to read moreeee ahhdjshdjsjdj I am eagerly awaiting the next chapter of 'Tree in Bloom' but if I may request also a continuation or conclusion of your 'Death returning to the one he abandoned post well of souls' fic cuz I'm a succer for your angst and fluff and everything else you do really jdjshdj<3 sfw or nsfw idc as long as I get to read more of your writing!<333

Lots of love and support from a long time Darksiders community member and fan <3

Part 1

Author's note: Sure fam, I think I can squeeze out a bit more for that one.

Relationships: Death/Gn!Reader

Warnings: none really

Death hadn't returned to you since the confrontation.

It's a rare feeling for him, but he honestly doesn't know what to do next. If you were missing, injured, he could formulate a plan, kill something, even bite his tongue and ask for assistance. But you're right here, and so unfathomably angry at him that the anger has morphed into something else entirely.

Apathy, perhaps. Death wouldn't be unfamiliar with that sort of transformation. He'd felt that change towards the fate of the Nephilim a long time ago.

But Death knows that he doesn't want to just leave you behind the way he does with everyone else. The way he had tried to with his death in the Well of Souls, and had failed to successfully do. He enjoyed having you beside him, enough so that it almost made him upset at how attached he was getting. It made him even angrier that it was becoming more than just acquaintanceship, or friendship. He shouldn't be having the sorts of thoughts he was about you, he didn't deserve them.

You didn't either; Not after what he did. He knows he had to, it's what he thought was best, it was the only way to save War and your race, but that doesn't mean he hasn't realized how it had hurt you.

But now he stands in front of you completely silent, and all the words he was thinking about saying suddenly sound so stupid.

"I told you Death, you can just leave. I don't know why you keep coming back."

His jaw shifts behind his mask. That sounds eerily similar to something that he would say, and he isn't a fan of being on the other side of it. Perhaps for a moment he understands a bit of how you feel when you try to speak with him.

You look up at him with raised eyebrows, wondering why he hasn't either talked, or just moved on. Your anger fades ever so slightly when you seem to realize that he's... nervous. Or at least something in a similar category.

"What is it, Death?" He swallows the knot in his throat. What he's going to say isn't something he's said in so long that he doesn't remember how the words taste, nor does he know if it's even the right thing to say.

"I wanted to apologize to you."

Your face changes from anger to surprise. He thinks he sees your lips mouth what, but your voice was silent. You cross your arms across your chest as if trying to give yourself a hug.

"Why?" At first he thinks you're asking why he's apologizing, but when he sees the watery shine in your eyes he realizes that you're asking why he did what he did. You just wanted an answer, this entire time, and he knows now that he at least owes you that.

"I thought it would be better to just leave than to drag it out."

You wanted to be angry at him still he can tell, demand that he explain himself more, but you know in the end that's all you'll get out of him in words. You could at least understand him; That it was easier to rip the bandaid off than to say goodbye and risk feeling hesitation over what he had to do.

You sigh, still crossing your arms over eachother.

"You don't have to apologize. Just, don't leave me like that again." Death watches you look away from him again, and your next words hit him harder than he's been hit by any weapon in awhile. "I don't know if I could take something like that a second time."

Death doesn't comment directly on it, on how you so easily show you're attached to him. Death had tried desperately to stop you from doing so, for your sake and his. You shouldn't attach yourself to someone like him, and someone like him doesn't deserve such upfront, vocal infatuation.

"Dust stayed with you this entire time?"

Death looks down on you with his familiar expression, though even you can tell behind the mask it's a bit softer. The bird warbles softly at his name being called, ruffling his feathers a bit but still staying mostly still. You nod at his question.

"Yes, ever since you left." Death looks at his left shoulder at the crow, watching the bird eye him.

"Good bird." You smile at his praise. Dust deserved it, after everything.

"I imagine I have plenty to catch up on," Death says. He knows you have a penchant for curiosity- as does your entire race it seems - along with the changes he himself brought not long ago. He's sure you've gotten into trouble under the Makers care, as well as anything that has changed since he brought Humanity back from the dead.

"You do." You take a breath and raise your tone to something more questioning, and more importantly expectant. "But I can bring you up to speed, if you can stay awhile?"

Death out of habit wanted to say no, but perhaps he can defeat a centuries old habit just for you.

He nods, and follows behind you as you go to sit down together with him, and tell him everything.

[muffledmayhem]

Obsessed with this motherfucker so im gonna drop a few random headcanons about him

ALL ARE SFW AND JUST SILLY STUFF ☝️ im not used to sharing my headcanons publicly like this hyuck hyuck

there’s very little to go off of from this media since all we really have is a pilot with bare , and i MEAN BARE lore to go off of so a lot of this is really me filling in blanks becus im Insane .

> Nordic bunny’s planet has a robotic look to it, i think that he built it himself out of complete boredom along with its inhabitants (that he probably destroys too, out of boredom….)

> I like to think that his guitar strings function like cat whiskers, they aid him in vision and processing the world around him. They’ve definitely busted a few times during battle, causing him to be disoriented for a bit.

> Hates things that are vaguely shaped like snakes (do NOT BRING A CUCUMBER NEAR THIS MAN)

> purrs….meows…does all those silly cat sounds but they’ve got an electric guitar sound effect

> has retractable claws, they do wonders for a man needs a quick escape route !!!!

> related to the thing above, oh he so absolutely adores scratching things up . has the biggest scratching post ever .

> He’s lonely, not like he intends to be but his personality is offputting to many, one of those people who you have a hard time reading into the things they say because every word that comes out of his mouth always sounds insulting. naturally judgmental, thinks he has a keen eye for fashion despite wearing only undies.

> what is his deal with the undies anyways ? i think he has sensory issues so he wears very minimal clothing thinking he’s serving absolute cunt but no ones ever told him how dorky he looked, and if any of his minions did well…..lets just say They’re no longer with us.

> definitely has a weird way of giving gifts…you know how cats bring you things they’ve hunted? well he’s no different, he wants THAT praise he wants you to tell him how competent he is.

> his tail is an indicator of his mood, follows the same rules of a cat .

LOOK AT HIM. TELL ME THIS ISNT TRUE.

> claims he can’t fucking stand emotional music, but listens to sad 80s rock . but no one will see that, they’ll see him as the dude who’s constantly blasting oldies metal classics .

> I AM A NORDIC BUNNY FANG HAVER TRUTHER . I JUST KNOW HED HAVE A TONGUE PIERCING TOO .

> he’s so reluctant to touch, he never knows if he fully enjoys it or not, you’ll be petting down his back and feel his back quiver almost like it’s trying to avoid your touch but he’s also - purring…he’s a confusing little guy…

> If he ever does manage to form something vaguely friendship like, he’d suck ass at managing the connection, oh you invite him to a party ? he sends you an image of himself stuck in the toilet with a text underneath saying ��SOZZ . CANT GO. TOILET TROUBLEZ”

> that being said , not having a lot of experiences with relationships, he’d have an avoidant attachment style, he’d also. subconsciously be as unlikable as possible, he has no clue what defines being cool and likable he’s a little clung onto “be as cool and mysterious as possible”

> says “mrr?” instead of “hm?”

> Oh. in my mind he uses he/she pronouns . finds comfort in expressing femininity .

> I can’t see this guy having a preference for dating… he will take anyone who can break through the massive thick wall he puts up.

THATS ALL FOR NOW UHHH UHHHH

[hlficlibrary]

Hello!

we all know lot of 'pretend relationship' fic but are they some where they have to pretend that they are not together?

i just saw video from some interview when Louis touches Harry and Harry instinctively starts to lean into him and i start wondering if there are some fics with scenes like that? can be both canon ones or not <3

thank you so much for all your help! hope you are good! <3

Hi, anon! You're very welcome! Here are some secret relationship fics for you!

Do Not Go Gentle by @afirethatcannotdie

“This is all a game to you, isn’t it? Well, it’s not for me. This is a real life or death situation,” Louis says, spitting the words at him. “And I just don’t think you’re cut out for it.”

For a moment, they stare at each other in complete silence. Harry can feel his blood thrumming between his ears, can see Louis glaring at him, feels red-hot anger. And then all he feels, oppressively and desperately, is lust.

Suddenly Louis is surging up to him to press his lips against Harry’s. Harry walks the two of them backwards, pressing Louis back against the door. Louis oomphs in surprise and brings his hands under Harry’s scrub top, scratching at his lower back.

“Lock — oh — lock the… fucking door,” Louis mutters.

When Harry Styles starts his first day as a surgical intern, he expects a lot of things: to treat patients, to observe a surgery, to feel a bit overwhelmed. What he definitely doesn't expect, however, is that the handsome guy he kicked out of his bed this morning is also an intern.

A Grey’s Anatomy AU where tensions are high, Harry and Louis are hooking up in secret, and no one has time for love. Or do they?

Midnight by @kingsofeverything

“Alphas are for fucking and pheromones,” Louis said during their first conversation, when he was moving into the building and Harry offered to help haul boxes up the stairs. “I’m perfectly capable of carrying my own groceries.”

Louis relented when his Omega friend Zayn intervened and asked if he was also capable of moving his couch by himself. All Harry’d wanted to do was be a good neighbor. Now, here he is, half a year later, balls deep and four months into a no strings attached, sex only situation with the Omega of his dreams. He’s still not sure how it happened. 

After Dark, After Light by QuickedWeen / @becomeawendybird

Harry Styles is the laird of Clan Edwards who is just trying to keep his clan afloat when they get word that the Mackenzies have been cutting a swath through the Midlands and beyond, and their sights are set on the northern Highlands next. In an attempt to garner extra protection for his clan, Harry sets out to mend his father's past wrongs and ally with their neighbors to the west, Clan Sutherland.

Louis Tomlinson is the mysterious commander of the Sutherland army sent back with Harry on orders from his laird to help shore up Clan Edwards' defenses. As the winter draws nearer by the day, the two are thrown together to prepare for the invasion that they expect as soon as the ground thaws.

[bunnoxy]

Matchup for @br4inr0tx

Hello! Im very sorry for the really long wait but I hope you like it!

tw. toxic relationships, abuse, violence, noncon

STRADE

Strade would see you as a perfect victim for him! When he first saw you at the bar the first thing he noticed was how short you are! I know you dislike your height but Strade loves it! I think Strade likes smaller people when it comes to height because like, look at Ren! He is so small! I know Strades' reason for taking Ren was because he is a beastkin… But I can tell you are Strades type! I think he likes people with different types of styles, so poor you! You got his attention!

He likes how you are intimidated by people around you, he could see it, looking how cheerful and overly excited he is, I would totally get it if he made you feel overwhelmed or even uncomfortable.

 He wouldn’t have much trouble kidnapping you, it would be pretty easy! Strade would kidnap you the way he normally does in the game. If you tried to stop him he would think how adorable it is! Its so cute that you think you have a chance <3 

If you ever started to be sarcastic and joke around him, he would love it so much! You are so funny! Even if it's hilarious to him, you would still get punished. Maybe he would cut your tongue a little bit! Make you taste some knife <3 Isn’t this wonderful? It’s so fun! (for him). It’s even more adorable if you start to apologize! It’s so cute!

I bet sometimes he would push your limits and make you unforgiving and aggressive. He would laugh at you! You are just so funny and adorable! He would stomp on your head a little bit just to remind you that you are just a pathetic pet to him no matter what and you can’t do anything about it <3

He would use your mental issues against you. Your depression and anxiety makes him happy, he loves your despair and pain! Also I bet he would cause you to have an asthma attack. He would save you at the last moment, when you are about to pass out or even die from the lack of oxygen! You look so good when you are so scared and in despair! 

If you are good enough he will watch some horror movies with you! Probably with Ren too, so sometimes you will have some nice time together! This is one of the moments when you can relax around him, so enjoy it while it lasts! 

Maybe after you’ve been with him for long enough, he would let you talk with him about conspiracy theories or other things! If you are good enough, he can even bring you some paper and pencil for you to draw things! You should appreciate that! 

Maybe if he has some console or something you are allowed to play games with Ren, but like I said it's not often… You have to be really good for him for you to access that!

Strade loves how masochistic you are! It really goes well with his intense sadism. Even if you are a masochist, the stuff he would do to you wouldn’t be so enjoyable… Or maybe you would be so fucked up after some time you would enjoy it so much that you would beg for more and more! 

 If you are good enough he will start to give you plushies… Of course you still have to sleep on the floor but at least you can hug onto something! Isn’t this great? He might get a little bit jealous after he gets attached to you, those plushies are the only comfort you would have for a bit, so for punishments I think he would take them away from you. 

After some time, Strade would let you sleep with him on a bed but only if you are very VERY good for him! It would be so confusing for you… One time he would be a comfort for you, so gentle… Patting your head and hugging you in bed, but then most of the time he is your nightmare, Strade is the reason that you suffer that much, HE is the reason that you do not have family and friends around you! You have nothing… Only him and Ren! (and maybe plushies)

Derek

When Derek saw you at the auction, he knew that he must have you! He was so thrilled when he won! He just couldn’t wait to start to play with you! You looked like an feisty one and he likes them feisty <3 Also you’re so short! It's funny! He likes being taller and stronger from others so of course he had to have you!

When the fun began, he made sure that you are only his! No one could touch you and if someone actually did something to you, he made sure that the person would regret it! 

Derek loves cutting you! Your whole body is covered in cuts! Also the cuts are pretty deep, it's a miracle that you survived! He doesn’t want you dead! At least yet. He wants you to feel despair! You would want to die, but he would not let you. You would beg him to stop and it would encourage him even more! You will suffer so much that your depression would just get deeper and deeper because of him and it will make him so so happy <3 Your suffering is his pleasure!

He loves to fuck you, of course without your consent! When you consent then it's all boring! Your crying and choking on his dick makes him so much horny he will just thrust deeper into your mouth. When you are about to pass out he finally lets you breathe but only when he cums into your mouth!

After some time when he took you home, he would actually get attached to you! I wouldn’t call it love tho. He starts to want to be close to you most of the time, Derek actually misses you when he is away from you! At first you would sleep on the floor, but later he wants to sleep with you! In bed of course. At first he would be far away from you (the bed would be huge) but after you fall asleep, he would get closer to you and even hug you! If you wake up then at least pretend to be asleep and do not mention it or you will regret it- overall don’t point out his attachment to you or he will be VERY angry.

Also when it comes to sleep, he will randomly wake up in a rude way of course, because it's funny for him! 

I think he would force you to have some piercings! Even if you have some piercings he might pull them out in a violent way and make you some new ones! Of course he would do it himself and make it as painful as possible.

If you ever scratched him he would rip away all your fingernails and of course make it hurt as much as possible, that's just typical Derek!

Even if he makes you very depressed, even if he hurts you and rapes you badly… Because of his attachment sometimes he can be good! When the time passes and you are with him for a while you get to have a good bed to sleep in and when Derek is away you can just chill… It's not so bad isn’t it? And you can get some affection from him but only when you sleep (or pretend to be asleep)

[autumnsartblog]

In your meta on Dracula and Jonathan you mentioned that you don't consider Drac a psychopath and I wonder if you can elaborate on that? That's not how I interpret him either, but I feel that many other novel fans do, and one may even argue that it's the only way to address the fact that he's based on the Lombroso's theories of the "atavistic criminal/born criminal" without supporting eugenics or just being fucking offensive in general (I think the fandom treats this part of the book too lightly.) I don't know about psychopathy enough to make a coherent point here, but you mention you're interested in it, so I think your opinion on it may be more valuable than mine.

( note to anyone reading this : I am not a professional, but the dark triad has been one of my interests over the years — please be polite and keep in mind that I am a minor )

Psychopaths tend to be quite incapable of guilt/remorse, and creating attachments that they want to keep (as well as a lack of empathy, etc). Dracula is capable of both, but rather, struggles with it.

In simple, the typical attachment style psychopaths have is an avoidant one. They value being independent, and will constantly distance themselves from another if they are more dependent, etc.

Dracula’s with Jonathan is more of an anxious attachment. (AGAIN, in simple) Such a style is characterised with a strong fear of abandonment, and may crave to create/have dependant relationships so that they feel secure, etc.

Dracula tries to create this codependency with Jonathan. Obviously, Jonathan would become dependant on him with the way he’s going about things, but why would he want to have someone dependent on him? Someone he likes? For what reason would he feel the need to do that?

What I conclude from that is so they don’t leave him. Dracula himself fears abandonment; as much as he never mentions it, his actions show it. Another reason could be sadistic pleasure, but he doesn’t *fully* intentionally try to torture Jonathan during his stay, he just does whatever he can to make sure that Jonathan doesn’t leave. If he was a psychopath, wouldn’t he have an avoidant attachment style? Wouldn’t he fear the emotional intimacy?

He doesn’t, for he craves it. Just as he craves someone to need him as much as he needs them ( Jonathan brings him happiness. Dracula obviously doesn’t feel much happiness in such a way, and he hates the way he lives. Jonathan gives him an escape of that, and therefore, he felt as if he needs Jonathan, in short )

One of the times I can say (it’s more of speculation) he felt remorse in the book is this small incident on May 28th/29th (I forgot the date 💔), where he burns Jonathan’s letter and locks him in the library, while going to his room to steal paper and important items. Jonathan says at the end of the entry that it was strange that he had no dreams, but “despair has it’s own calms”.

We all know that when something strange happens, it’s likely Dracula behind it. And, don’t you think it is odd that during a large portion of Jonathan’s stay, that he doesn’t often mention having bad or restless sleep? In fact, with the way he acts, he seems quite vigilant and energetic. I doubt he’d stay like that for almost 2 months unless he was actually getting decent sleep. I also suspect Dracula is behind this, and it also to me makes a bit more sense on why Jonathan chose to hang the crucifix atop of his bed of all places, instead of keeping it on. Cause Dracula has been sneaking into his room at night ( plus, whenever Jonathan makes up on the couch, Dracula is there )

Then there is also Dracula’s reaction to Jonathan attacking him on October 3rd, and what he did afterwards. He acts so high and mighty, despite dodging each and every one of Jonathan’s attacks and ducking under his arm to get out, while he chose to run away to the docks to get a ship as soon as possible. He was scared. What I will give to the claim of psychopathy, psychopaths do feel fear, but they struggle detecting and dealing danger. Dracula’s response to danger tends to be a bit reckless at first when he is in more of a panic [which he also seems to do right when he gets off the Demeter and during the ride ( he just…randomly kills a bunch of guys, not even drinking their blood — I’ll have to re-read that section of the book, don’t take this statement here as much )].

And, right at the end of the book, I suspect he practically allowed Jonathan to kill him. Like I said in the document, I find it very suspicious that the people working for Dracula gave no physical harm to Jonathan, and allowed him to pass through to Dracula. If that doesn’t show any semblance of guilt, then I’m not sure what does‼️ ( note : Guilt is a complex emotion, something none of the dark triad like to feel, so they tend to repress it )

With the empathy part of psychopathy, I can’t exactly argue against that as he very much struggles with it, and doesn’t know what the hell to do if someone is upset. Jonathan was crying in front of him on June 29th, and he literally blew him a kiss ( as if that was going to make him feel ANY better — btw I do know that he was teasing him ). I doubt he knows when he is feeling it, or if he even does.

But, again, some of his actions with Jonathan do show that he can at least understand when someone is upset, and that you need to do something to help that. He just doesn’t know what to do to help because he doesn’t fully comprehend feeling such an emotion. A psychopath wouldn’t really be able to even go that far in any empathy/sympathy.

ALSO about that piece of evidence you mention, the Lombroso theory; I know what it is about, not in detail, but Dracula was literally raised as a noble in the medieval times of about the late 1400’s, of course he will naturally more follow criminalistic behaviours, because it is something he can get away with if he is smart about it and it would have been encouraged of him to be violent to get victory. Historical context matters 🗣️🗣️ he likely doesn’t even see what he did to Jonathan as torture or abuse, he probably thinks he was being really nice 💀

— adding on here, another sign of psychopathy is that general recklessness and act on impulse. All vampires are characterised like this as they chase their desires, and Dracula is the only full vampire in the book that ever tries, and even can, resist his own desires when he is in the right mindset for it. Though, it is easy to make him break.

TLDR; Dracula is not a psychopath for a bunch of his actions in the book show he can comprehend and feel things a psychopath wouldn’t be able to do.

As I said in the document, he’d likely more be a machiavellianistic narcissist. Though, even then, many people don’t understand narcissism, or even machiavellianism for that matter. People should reallyyy do better research.

[cocogum]

how long have you been watching wakfu

Hey moth ✨✨

I’ve actually been watching Wakfu since 2012.

The first time I heard about it was when I used to have Netflix and even then, that was back when the streaming platform didn’t have Season 2 yet lol

What drew me into watching it was mainly cuz of the cover. This one specifically 👇

It used to only show Yugo opening a portal and because of the style, it made me wonder what the story could be about (at the time I used to think Yugo looked pretty cute so that was also another reason lol).

I remember how my first instinct was switch the language to English when I first watched it. THAT WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE. The reason why I switched it for english tho was because netflix was primarily English so I thought that the French language of Wakfu wasn’t the main one (and I thought it sucked without even taking a second to listen to it 💀 ) Thankfully, as soon as I heard Alibert and Ruel talking, I IMMEDIATELY went back to the settings cuz I knew I fucked up. I ain’t listening to this trash again lol

So I switched it to French and i realized it was a thousand times BETTER than the English version. That’s when I realized Wakfu was french.

I loved the places and the people. It was something I’ve never seen before. The French dubbing was so smooth and funny I loved it so much. The “fillers”, which let’s be honest weren’t actual fillers, were also so fun to see with the whole gang.

Even at the time, I used to believe there would eventually be something between Amalia and Yugo lol cuz ain’t no way you guys constantly hug like this for the dumbest reasons.

When Season 1 ended, I really hoped they weren’t gonna do us like that because I really wanted a season season. At the time I didn’t think ankama already did Season 2 (since 2011 💀) cuz I thought Netflix was always on time so it took me some time to wait for it but a year passed by and it finally got here!! I was so happy that day you had no idea. I had to wait for a whole year before it dropped so my ass was pretty much traumatized after seeing Dally die for the first time I legit thought that he was gonna come back cuz of Nox’s machine but nope 💀 I remember being so sad when I first saw that ending. I really didn’t want it to end, I got too attached to these guys (Amalia was still my favorite back then cuz she was too relatable)

So i watched Season 2 in 2013 AND I LOVED IT. Again, they couldn’t disappoint me. It just got better from that day on.

That’s when I slowly started to dig deeper into Wakfu because there were so many references to things that Yugo and the others were saying that I didn’t even understand. I then learned that Wakfu was based on an MMORPG with the same name,Wakfu, and that there was a prequel to it, Dofus. I also saw how they even had a side story called “Mini Wakfu” which were just shorts from Season 1. I watched that mini series on youtube back then.

Because of Season 2, I was now sure that there will be more to it because so much has been said and yet so little has been explored. So I waited, bought myself some time by watching other shows.

That’s when the ovas happened.

And oh my god I was not ready for it.

The ovas released in 2016 on Netflix but had already been a thing since 2014. Blame Netflix.

And again, there were so much more references that made me feel so confused like who Otomaï was, Ogrest (who was only a giant mention in Season 1 to me), Maskemane, Echo, Sipho, Harebourg, etc.

I was confused but so intrigued because it made me learn that the Krosmoz was A LOT BIGGER than what I thought it would be. And that’s what I like. I love how a story has multiple timelines, has complex strange plot holes in certain places that makes you want to become a theorizer, has so many diverse characters and relationships. Things like those are why I fell in love with the legend of Zelda and fnaf franchises.

That’s how I learned about the mangas, comics, different games (Dofus, Wakfu, Krosmaga, Dofus touch, minor Dofus games on the App Store, etc.) as well as cancelled games (Islands of Wakfu, Wakfu: Les Gardiens, etc). I even started learning more about the Dofus era by going through Dofus shows like “Dofus : Kerub’s Bazaar”.

Right after the ovas, I watched Goultard’s special episode, Ogrest’s special episode, and Nox’s special episode. Then, I saw the Dofus movie featuring Joris and his mom before watching the show. After, I read the wakfu manga that was supposed to situate itself between Season 2 and the ovas. At the time, there were only four volumes so I binge read them all on a google drive that someone was kind enough to share publicly (that google drive doesn’t exist anymore). All of this happened in 2016 btw.

After that, I waited for more news of Wakfu but my dumbass got sidetracked because of binge watching other shows while waiting. I was joining multiplie fandoms while unconsciously waiting for more of Ankama. And that’s how I missed Season 3 that came out in 2017 💀💀 I’m so dumb my god all I had to do was wait another year but noooo youtube had to show me the new season trailer in 2018 instead!

I went back to Netflix, freaking the hell out, binge watched the whole season, got emotional, loved Oropo for kissing Amalia cuz I knew there’d be drama, absolutely adored the whole percedal family being a family, trying not to laugh at Adamaï’s look for the first time, expecting Ruel to get hard over money, and LOVED the drama between Yugo and Amalia. I WAS A FAN OF THEIR SHIP SINCE SEASON 1 FOR CRYING OUT LOUD which is why I was so happy that we finally got to see so much more of their problems being addressed.

After that, I knew I needed more so I went back to reading comics. I bought the actual volumes 1 to 4 of the wakfu manga (because I wanted to have a physical copy of them even though I already read the story) and then waited for the fifth one. As soon as volume 5 released in 2019 (July 4), I TOOK IT FROM AMAZON’S HANDS CUZ VOLUME 4 WAS KILLING ME WITH IT’S ENDING- (I’ve been waiting since 2016, I wasn’t gonna wait any longer).

In 2020, I joined the best wakfu amino on the amino app, and then mainly went looking for Ankama related things like their anime Radiant (I started reading the manga first and ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT FOR ITS ORIGINALITY. But I still can’t believe that it got released back in 2013 tho…) and then watched the anime that came out for it (the opening song was good but I hate how the anime changed some things to the story. The manga is better but the anime gets its fair share of popularity so I guess that’s good).

In 2021-2022 I think that’s where I heard about the kickstarter for Wakfu Season 4 and I was mind blown when I saw the trailer for it.

In 2023, I bought Ogrest’s volumes 1 to 4 because I’ve been waiting to read and know more about Ogrest and what was the deal with the Sadida dolls since I heard about those from some people. My god the manga was so good!! I’m still waiting for that volume 5 but I’m extremely certain that it will come very soon now since Mig, the illustrator for the Ogrest manga, has been giving small sneak peeks here and there lately. It was also in the same year that I learned about the One More Gate game and watched Oropo’s special episode.

Then came 2024. And that’s where I went ape shit. Now you know everything ✨

The latest thing I bought from Ankama shop in 2024 now was the standard version of the Amalia figurine, the vinyl disc pack containing Krosmoz osts, and the Wakfu S3 artbook (tho the artbook was actually not something that you can find in the Ankama shop. I had to dig deep on Amazon and find a seller willing to give it away).

So yeah my history with Wakfu is a pretty messy one and has always been all over the place mainly because I was so slow back then to realize when the releases were happening and how the lore was actually constructed lol

Like it took me so much time to understand that Wakfu was only one piece of a bigger puzzle set and being unaware of so many things back then is still something I tend to regret. I understand that it was because I was still a snotty kid back then who didn’t know much about the internet but I can’t help myself to think how easy it was to keep up the pace 💀

At least I won’t have to think I’m late anymore because I’ve got a better idea of how it all works now.

Wakfu has been playing a huge part in my life because it’s always been at the back of my mind no matter what fandom I was in at the time. Sure, it was at the back burner but I never had the intention of forgetting about it. It holds way too many memories of the simpler times and has a lot of great ideas I think I’ve never seen other shows have.

[atomra]

oh~ ! We can ask about Neuro too? Nice! My question is! How much do you love Neuro and what made you like him so much! Go nuts! Gush as much as you want!

Oh. Um well... a lot. To say it simply. LMAOOOO!!!! But Ill answer the specific question first before I ramble on and on.

I got into majin tantei nougami neuro from the anime first, fell in love with the macabre, psychological horror aspect and needed more! I started to read the manga and noticed how different it was from the show, and how bad the show was in comparison. The dark humour is hilarious, I love the looney tunes style vs the dark subjects of the plot. And the ending of the manga is one of the most satisfying ends of a story I have ever seen in media!

I didn't actually get that attached to Neuro right away, but he grew on me like a cancer and now hes stuck there forever. I also love the main MC Yako! She's an absolute delight of a character and matches with Neuro perfectly. I need more of their weird sadomaso relationship <333 (I love most of the characters actually)

Ultimately I fell in love with this work because it's incredibly unique. I haven't read anything that comes close to the balance Matsui was able to make of the crazy, silly, dark, and story of personal growth that comes out of MTNN!

Okay now under the cut I will ramble about Neuro Nougami in particular because it will probably be long:

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Neuro Nougami I didn't actually like as much before, because back when i first read mtnn i didnt know i was into bdsm and stuff. I also wasnt that okay with his tortures, because I used to be uncomfortable with liking villian-ish characters before I went to uni and learned more about the world.

Oh, how that changed.

On the face of his character he is silly, OP, selfish, arrogant, and a fucking asshole that hurts people for fun. And even when you get into his character, he is still all of those things, BUT I like him particularly for a few key features.

His curiosity and willingness to fail at something new. Neuro has basically no shame + all the confidence in the universe. He doesn't see anything wrong with failing or looking stupid. Its very endearing. You don't see that... if ever in other overconfident/intelligent sided characters. His pride never gets in the way of learning, because he loves to learn!! He's a bird!! Birds love to learn and often look like idiots doing it. (I love birds)

His want to find use in people, even if he only sees them as pawns. Don't get me wrong, he is an asshole and is MEAN on PURPOSE, but he does like to see the best in people. He wants them to be better and pushes people to become better. Neuro also puts respect in people that show this growth. Just like how he HATES when people give up.

His trust in people despite his need for control. Seriously, like this man is controlling as hell, but he still can put trust in people to do certain jobs for him and deliver.

And his way of learning where people's lines are despite his need to torture, harm, and push information out of people. Neuro never truly puts Yako in real harm (debatable) and he eventually learns where her loyalties lie and how to adjust to them. He learns to be good with people even though he has no understanding of human emotion. (so he says, he still feels emotions he just doesnt GET it)

THAT HE'S STILL SILLY AND NEVER BREAKS HIS COMPOSURE!! I LOVE THAT HE NEVER YELLS OR GETS SUPER MAD IN THE WAY YOU WOULD EXPECT A PERSON WITH OP POWERS TO GET!!! It makes him... so fucking scary. You never see where his limits are. You never see how much power he really has. You never get to see how far he will go to hurt somebody that wronged him. You only get tastes and its so fucking effective. I wish more characters were like this. Make me wonder!!

And of course, I love neuro for his weird use of bdsm. Its clear in Matsui's other work that he's done research, despite how comical and looney tunes it is displayed in MTNN by neuro. But my second read of MTNN when i was older now, I realized just HOW MUCH of neuro and yako's relationship is just... an odd bdsm thing. LMAO!!!

And I didn't realize how much that really engraved into my brain when i was younger until i read it over again. It made so much sense. For all the previous facts I mentioned, neuro is the only anime character who's threats I can actually take seriously. Because he is genuinely scary to me. That 'discomfort' as a kid made me realize stuff nowadays. Whoops!!! I love him because he freaks me out!!

Alucard gets so close, but not as hard hitting as Neuro. And I also like that he has a level of morality, and isnt just all fucking evil or gross. He's just a weird demon who eats mysteries.

Sighs, anyways I could go on but Ill leave it there for now. Thanks for asking!!! I love him!!!!!!!!!!!! He's so fun to dissect as a character!

Oh, and I hate his fucking suit. Burn that shit off. He's a weird goth and everybody knows it.

[miracleandplagueau]

So I was looking through the rest of the posts for your au, and i have to say, it's becoming one of my favourite Miraculous rewrites.

I'm a massive Chloe fan, and any work that gives her a redemption I end up loving it. Speaking of Chloe, I was wondering what her relationships with her parents end up like in your au?

OHOHO I LOVE THIS PART SO MUCH

I'll start by just quickly summarizing the Queen Beeginnings Arc (Style Queen, Queen Wasp, Meledictator). In MnP It's very close to the canon version of the episodes... except for a few very important details.

On general, Chloe is still extremely attached to her mother and that way of acting. When she arrives from New York, Chloe becomes even more bossy, even more mean even when in the past episodes she really started getting better behavior-wise - all because she wants her mother to see her as an equal.

Getting the Wonder immediately feels like something she could REALLY use to make her mother see her as a daughter and maybe finally at LEAST stop mispronouncing her name, but even that doesn't work, pushing her to do even more drastic things (causing accidents on purpose). Anyway, yadda yadda yadda, Queen Wasp happens and she gives up the Wonder out of respect for Wonderbug.

And right here, in canon, the dumbest fucking thing happens. Marinette manages to unite Chloe and her mother by insulting both of them.

..............

Anyway, back to MnP

Chloe is fucking DONE. When her mother still dismisses her after helping to save her in Style Queen, after being a SUPERHERO even after akumatization, she's done trying to please her. When her mother announces she's leaving Paris (and possibly taking Jiayi) she storms to the landing site and gives her an Ultimatum: either she's staying with Chloe in Paris or she's convincing her father to divorce her. With Jiayi also refusing to go to New York for the time being, Audrey sighs and under pressure promises to try and be a good mother. Does that work? HA absolutely fucking not. Why do you think Meledictator happens?

In Meledictator, Chloe keeps pointing mistakes to Audrey and Audrey keeps on bugging her husband about how annoying her daughter is. After a while of this, Audrey decides that she is done trying and is leaving to go back to New York. Andre begs her to stay - after all, they're all a family now! Back together again! She not only dismisses him, but also announces that she's getting a divorce, because of "how badly he raised their daughter". This causes him to get akumatized, chapter goes on blah blah Meledictator is defeated and Andre accepts the fact that his marriage is broken and he needs to stop trying to please his ex. On the other hand, Chloe is ecstatic! She hosts a party to celebrate her mother leaving and invites half the school, anyone she could message really.

Then,,, something else happens hehe

In short, Chloe's relationship with her parents is rather tense. She uses her father's position to get what she wants and does anything to be like her mother with hope that this will get Audrey to notice her. When she finally realizes that she will never look at her and see a daughter, she gives up and attempts to break free of the toxic mindset she put herself in. After her parents' divorce, she is already mmidway through her redemption, give or take, leading to her starting to try and actually be kind to her father and seek comfort in someone who's always ALWAYS been there for her. I guess their relationship shifts to something similar that Zoe and Andre have in the canon? (I couldn't find a gif of Andre and Chloe so this is the best visualization I can)

Thanks for asking and apologies If the post is a little messy haha

[notafunkiller]

I've seen more people talk about PR training for celebs, and while I agree to some extent that they should have some level of it, I also think they need to stay true to themselves. Honestly, I do believe Seb is being himself most of the time. But when he talks about how people seek validation through plastic surgery, fillers, botox, Ozempic, and social media, it rubs me the wrong way. Like, here he is preaching something I fully believe he stands by, yet he's surrounding himself with someone who embodies everything he's speaking against. I watched the interview he did in Zurich, and when he talked about social media and some of his "fans," I think he was addressing the toxic ones who spread rumors about Margarita and even sent her death threats. It wasn’t him attacking his genuine fanbase. Like he said, he knows there are people who truly understand him. Now, as for the AW situation, it feels like he's preaching one thing but living another. If it's all PR, it makes sense—he’s stuck in a contract with her and can’t break it just yet, but he’s clearly fed up and throwing subtle shade. But if it’s a real relationship, then yeah, it comes across as hypocritical. Maybe, like someone mentioned, he still sees himself as single, which is why he doesn't publicly acknowledge her. Or maybe it's a clash of attachment styles—he could have an avoidant attachment style while she has an anxious one, based on her behavior (like calling the paps, baiting him, stalking his fans, and obsessing over her ex’s girlfriend). Either way, the situation is messy, and it's hard to see where the truth lies. The interview I mentioned: https://youtu.be/yPS1YPklU4I?si=ujyFL5XNWkVIBKZP

I posted that on @littlemissidontcare, and posting here again. To the anon who mentioned his Zurich interview, the interviewer asked him this question: "There is a line in the film that I totally agree with: like, fuck what people think of you. It’s like, as soon as you become a person of public interest and you have become a very well-known actor in this business. I was wondering if you remember a specific moment where you kind of realized or kind of stopped to care about what people have to say about you, especially when it's people you either don't know and most likely never will see." So he was bound to speak about his experience and social media, and I like I mentioned on @littlemissidontcare, I think he was referring to Margareta and the hate she got.

I agree with what you said, but no attachment style can explain how different he is with her compared to his exes (I am talking about his eyes and body language. No ome says make out, but there is no draw, no chemistry and no affection in their eyes)

This was his attaitude from day 1. And no anxious attachment can explain what she does and the way she only does this when it can benefit her. Also anxious attachment = worries that your partner is angry or upset with you and your actions. She is probably insecure, sure, but if this relationship is true, she is treated the worst ever. And she oversteps on his limits and privacy non-stop.

Sebastian is associating himself with a type of person he critisizes non-stop. So he is either a red flag as a boyfriend since he turned 40 (with 0 affection and respect for the partner) or it's pr and he lets her do all the hard work when it comes to their agreement. No one forces hin either way. He is big enough in the industry to negociate.

[celestie0]

HALLOOOO! ellie !!!

everytime I say hallo imagine it as that one ‘America ya! HALLOO HALLOO’

I HOPE U BEEN WELLL!!!

do u ever just jus prefer hurt comfort . I absolutely cannot stand angst no comfort fics esp when the character dies AUGHHHHH 💔💔💔 breaks my heart cause u can’t do NUN bout it ☹️. I’ve been wondering how would fights would be with kickoff gojo be like ??! esp when he’s with someone that shuts herself off and gives silent treatment after a fight

— frank ocean anon

HI MY LOVE <33 omg i love that meme hahha i think of that video whenever someone says hallo. i've been well bb i hope you're doing well tooooooo

aw yes i love hurt comfort, i think i'm ok w the no comfort if it makes sense for the story, but like, EVENTUALLY there needs to be comfort yknow?? like, it has to have a happy ending where everyone is just. happy. and misunderstandings are cleared. n everything is blissful haha.

aaa fights w kickoff gojo hmm, tbh i think kickoff gojo has a lil bit of an avoidant attachment style? we've sorta seen this so far in the disagreements he's had w reader, but ya he's usually the type to retreat himself, especially if he's been given clear instructions to leave someone alone, he'll usually abide by them so as not to upset them any further. so i think if he's with someone that shuts themselves off from him or gives him silent treatment, his initial instinct is to be like "oh ok well i clearly fucked up n i should probably leave her alone now",, BUT i think once the situation is cooled down, he'll wanna talk ab things and will prod for conversation. i just think he's very weary n keen ab boundaries, esp in relationships, bc the last thing he'd like to feel in an argument is that he's continuing to upset someone w his presence?

i don't think he'd be a good match for someone who expects their partner (in the context of arguments) to kinda chase after them right away, because if you tell him you want space, he's gonna take it literally and assume that you really mean it lol, and not that you're expecting him to hug or immediately reassure etc. if that makes sense

i think he's used to sitting w discomfort, so he doesnt see the need to rush to resolve things. but yeah, w a partner that may expect a bit of a chase or immediate resolution on his part, i think he may come off to her as apathetic due to the way he deals w conflict, so i don't think that would be a great fit

but if it’s an argument where you’re not shutting him out and it’s clear you two are just stressed or it’s all some misunderstanding (or if he sees you cry omg) he’d def hold you n you two would fix things very fast w affection haha

- ellie ☁️

[notmuchtoconceal]

my last boyfriend had what they call an avoidant attachment style.

(totally understand now why david lynch talks that way).

While I have what you may call (I, being a gentleman, allowing for the transactional ease of abstractions, regardless of their oversimplicity) an anxious attachment style.

What does that mean?

It means he needs lots of space so that he can very, very slowly come to realize things incidentally without needing to directly confront himself, for over a prolonged enough period of time, with enough subtle gradations of exposure to the truth, and a warm enough reception, his mechanisms of denial will inevitably break down and he will naturally change to meet you for he recognizes the truth of your behavior.

I meanwhile, already know the truth and right ways of my methods, but everyone I've gotten close to has lied to me or used me, so sometimes I need to be earnestly reminded what love is, and subtly assured in other ways. However. I don't want to ask for this directly because -- again -- being lied to and manipulated, if I tell somebody exactly what I need, that can and will be used as ammo against me. So. I need the other person to take a sincere interest and notice without being told, so that I know it's real, they did the fucking work, and I don't have to wonder if I'm being played by a superficial con man who's looking to stuff me into a neat and tidy box so he can sell me on his bullshit later.

In practice, if this fundamental tension is not addressed, the relationship will degenerate into a horrorshow mutual hall of mirrors where each party's worst projections are amplified into a blinding Luciferian light of pure unreason. Just being intimate over a long enough period with another period gradually ramps up the anxiety, which is why I need to hear that I'm loved, but also I can't ask for it. If I ask for it, I'm going to be getting it too much. It's going to become a band-aid solution. That's not only gonna ruin the efficacy of the application, it's going to make me liable to get an affection. See, when I hear "I love you" and I know somebody doesn't mean it -- either cause they feel guilty or they're trying to sweet-talk me or whatever pretense, that just makes it worse.

Sometimes part of loving someone is being very skillful about what you ask for or don't ask for, cause part of what makes genuine love so confusing is how it seems to telepathically transcend words.

Every time my boyfriend said I love you it sounded so dead and empty and rehearsed, I knew I must have been stressing him out.

That's why I can't ask for it. That's why I'm not gonna ask for.

You just need to know when to say it.

It's an art, not a science.

[throbbingwish]

I wrote a long post ranting about my loneliness and longing for the basic romantic connection I have never gotten, and of course it decides to error and not post so now my whole blog seems horny and weird. Yes I may come off as a horny loser but in reality I am extremely lonely and depressed, and that stupid paragraphs long text block described all that I was feeling at that moment and in general (but of course the dingus decides to not post, anyways...). If only I was prettier then I would be seen as weird and cool instead of off putting... if I was blue eyed and pretty, with pale skin, then I would be worshipped. But because I'm not either ugly or insanely pretty, I'm seen as an invisible plain jane who if I do something slightly similar to others then I must be copying them, even if I had the idea first- even if it's barely similar at all- even if I made sure to not copy others and held myself back from doing things I had wanted to do in the past, I held it back for months or even years just because someone else did it when I was just about to. And of course I am also seen as a fucking weirdo creep. Great stuff! If I ever made people uncomfortable, or was seen as a creep, I would kill myself! And that's a large statement considering my biggest fear to exist is death. I cling to this guy that I'm not even sure I really like, just because he has a few good qualities and gave me attention. It feels like I have a crush on him, but I'm not sure. Either way it doesn't matter, he probably does not like me. He may be nice and funny, have beautiful blue eyes and dark hair, but his film taste is atrocious. Also he doesn't give a shit about me, and probably likes that pretty girl who everyone from his group has liked apparently. Of course since I dyed my hair months or maybe even years after this girl might I add that means you have to go behind my back and be like "oOh ShE dId It FiRsT" I KNOW!! You really think I would be copying a girl that I have literally never had a single conversation or even interaction with?? Plus, its a completely different shade too! It would be different if she did it the day before I dyed mine, but no, as I said it has been months maybe even a year! Just because she's prettier and you all have a crush on her doesn't mean I'm copying her! Either way, back to the topic, I'm so fucking lonely. I seek attention in every body. My crippling abandonment issues cause me to cling and then simultaneously push people away with my desperateness, my anxious attachment style stresses when people don't respond immediately or if they act slightly different, I either think people are in love with me if they interact with me once or they hate me and think I'm a creep. Maybe its all a reaction to loneliness, never having anyone (except creeps who go for any girl) like me when I have been growing up and even up to now, not even having my first relationship, watching everyone around me falling in love or having crushes on others and just sitting here wondering what's wrong with me and why can't I have that. To be cursed, someone as romantic as me never gets and probably will never get any love or affection, even on basic levels. Don't you know how painful that is? Either way... I better do that stupid thing I forgot about...

[starsarefire824]

@sparks-olivarpente​ heeyyy thanks---seems like I’m doing lots of these kinds of things today XD.

1. Stranger Things- The current hyperfixation. Truly just obsessed with the lore and theories of it all, the writing style of the Duffers, the fantastical feel of it grounded in real life, and have emotionally imprinted on Will Byers for some reason. Let’s not analyze that one too much, shall we?

2. Turn- This show is one that’s sort of slipped under the radar, but definitely one of my favorites. It’s such a fun, exciting take on the Revolutionary War with some exceptional characters, my particular favorite being the Quaker, Robert Townsend. George Washington Spy Show? Into it!

3. Boardwalk Empire- I think this is the one that got me super interested in these big sweeping historical series. It had absolutely fantastic characters: my favorite being Richard Harrow, the disfigured war veteren and best friend of Jimmy Dormandy. I need to rewatch this actually.

4. Sex Education- Absolutely LOVE this show. It’s hilarious, made me cry on multiple occasions, has some incredible characters and deals with real topics teenagers find themselves facing. It deals with sex in a wonderful and realistic way without sensationalizing it. I got particularly attached to Adam and Eric. Eagerly awaiting season 4!!!!

5. Shadow and Bone- I read the book series and it just hit in all the right places for me at the time. Sucker for the Darkling/Alina dynamic. The show is entertaining and did a pretty good job of bringing the world to life. I think the second season is going to really find it’s feet and I really like how they melded the trilogy and the duology to make it one big cast of characters.

6. Hey Arnold- My childhood GO TO.

7. Black Sails- A perfectly written, perfectly executed series. I think it truly is one of the best pieces of television I have ever watched. Beautiful, poetic, historical, and the way they merged real life historical figures with a prequel to Treasure Island. Acting is fantastic and it’s a rare show that manages to balances many perspectives and do it well: black, queer, female, disabled. Like Stranger Things, it is one of the few shows that really is coming from a very real feeling of the outsiders perspective and does it in a way that’s not diminishing or making fun or just cause the writers want it to be cool. It really delves into it from a historic and very real societal perspective. And I just love that. There is SO MUCH.

8. Interview With the Vampire- I did not think this new series was going to be as good as it was! The writing style is so awesome, slow and sticky sweet just like Louis’s accent. Had me on the edge of my seat and Louie and Lestat finally have the relationship everyone wanted in the film. The two actors have chemistry that is OFF THE CHARTS. Just try it. You won’t regret it.

9. Our Flag Means Death- Fucking fantastic fun! Had me laughing so hard my ribs hurt. Izzy stan for Life. Lucius Spriggs, my beloved.

10. Severence- SOME OF THE BEST FUCKING TV I HAVE SEEN IN A DECADE. Adam Scott for the fucking WIN. He’s so talented and I am so ecstatic he’s finally had something like this to sink his acting teeth into. Damn bro. It’s a mind-boggling, emotional, and really makes you think about A LOT of ethical quandaries, a lot revolving around the American work/home life dynamic and how rights are so easily taken away. The Innie vs. Outie debate is fascinating and heartbreaking. The last episode of the season was one of the best episodes of television I have ever watched. My heart was pounding for a straight 45 minutes. Cannot wait for season 2. Also, there are waffle parties (!!!!) and John Turturro and Christropher Walken are in love. What more could you want.

Tagged by my dearests @sailorsally @cloudcas and @saintedcastiel

8 TV shows to get to know me

I'm not listing Supernatural cuz that's obvious lol

1. Frasier - I have rewatched this show 25 times, I quote it constantly, and every time I remember that I first watched it as a child my entire personality starts to make sense

2. Gilmore Girls - my mom and I first watched this when she was diagnosed and it became a staple in our lives. We were so much like Rory and Lorelai in our relationship, but even better.

3. Modern Family - seeing a big family like this constantly in each others lives and doing stuff together felt very familiar lol. Also it was pretty influential in breaking down some of the homophobic brainwashing I'd had through the church, both in me and my parents.

4. Avatar: The Last Airbender - just finished my rewatch of this show. It's so utterly beautiful and fun and compelling. I first watched it as a kid and its infinitely better to watch as an adult.

5. Top Gear/The Grand Tour - my emotional support middle aged men driving cars and being hilarious. I only have a mild interest in cars but they make it so interesting. This was a CHM blog before it was a spn blog.

6. Grace and Frankie - this show is EVERYTHING to me and I need Sol Bergstein to be my best friend forever pls. I wanna go to a farmers market with him and Coyote.

7. Sherlock - only because it was unfortunately my introduction to tumblr fandom and now I've been here nearly 10 years 😔

8. Friends - not just because I quote it constantly and have rewatched it 12 times but because my mom used to sing a lullaby to me to the tune of Smelly Cat and I didn't realize it until I was 16 and watched the show for myself!!

~

Tagging: @sadnatural @birdstiel @daydreams-in-the-moonlight @1x20 @monstermoviedean @fruityjackles

[littledreamybeth]

Bad Dream

Based on this ask: Hey, love your writing. Absolutely adore it. And I was wondering if you could do imagines about harry having a worst nightmare about y/n leaving him and he gets superrrr scared later when he suddenly wake up he realises it was just a dream but still it felt so real to him he ends up crying which wakes y/n up and she comforts him and they slowly drift back to sleep. Super flufff. Thank you again.  

A/N: I changed a few things here and there and I hope that’s okay! Please don’t send asks at the moment :) Tumblr doesn’t unfortunately show this in the tags please everyone reblog

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“You disgust me, Harry Styles.” she seethed. A dark shadow casted over her normally gentle features, a countenance so intimidating and terrifying, it froze his insides and made him motionless. The way her eyes that used to hold love for him  pierced through his skull, throwing daggers, fire flames at his direction should  usually end him in a pile of pathetic dust, pulverizing him entirely, but he was surprised that he was still whole. His limbs were still attached to his body.

“What are you talking about?” he stammered, bile rising up his throat that he desperately tried keeping in his stomach. The last thing he needed was throwing up in front of her and making himself an utter idiot. “What did I do?”

She laughed while crossing her arms in front of her, a sinister sound echoing in the room Harry had never heard before- he barely knew she had it in her to be this mean. He couldn’t explain where this sudden change of her demeanor and bullying he underwent came from. “What you did? You’re asking me what you did? Haha, I cannot believe it! Open your god-damn eyes, Harry! As if you didn’t know! You’re giving me bunch, if not thousands of reasons to hate you. How come that every time I’m around you I feel nothing but severe emotional and physical pain?”

This couldn’t be. He gave everything and anything to make her happy, he put so much into their relationship, showed her that he loved her, prioritized her, read every single wish from her lips, so what on earth was she talking about for fucks sake?

“I realized there is only so much I can bear. And it has crossed my limits. You no longer are good for me. Never have been. Actually, I hate you. So much!”

Harry choked, as if he was kicked in his guts. She was lying, bluffing. It had to be.

“Y-you don’t mean it.”

“Oh, you bet I do. I should’ve stayed with Andrew, it was a mistake leaving him for a loser like you. I have no idea why I was with you in the first place.” She clicked with her tongue regretfully, as if she lamented the fact she had wasted her time on him whereas she could’ve been with men better than him. As on cue, someone rang the bell, and Harry’s eyes nearly bulged out when he saw who the uninvited guest was. The devil himself- Andrew aka Y/N’s ex.

The young woman ran into her former boyfriend’s his arms, kissing his lips relieved- seeing this transpiring right before him ruined Harry. He just wanted her to take a knife and plunge it into his chest at this point. “I’m glad you here, get me out of this place, I cannot longer bare staying in the same room with this man.” She pointed at him, looking at him as though he was some criminal.

Everything happening afterwards was fast. Y/N asked Andrew to take out her suitcase, which had been fully packed and next to her feet from the very start, out of the apartment. Only with much effort Harry was able to move- he threw himself at her, holding onto her wrist while she dragged him with her.

“Y/N, please, stay with me. Don’t go, I’m begging you, darling! Let’s talk it out!”

She turned on her heels out of a sudden, which caused him to crash against her. And she was not amused by this.

“Get lost, you dipshit, and don’t you ever touch me again! You hear me? Never!” That was like a harsh slap across his face. His hand fell from her wrist, resting against his side. With one last condescending glance, Y/N exited the room, following after her new lover, leaving Harry empty inside. Never had he thought it would end like this.

The door closed with such a powerful bang, it shook the entire apartment. Harry fell down onto the ground. Lost. Defeated. Let down. Nothing made sense at all. Where did things go wrong?

He wrapped his arms around himself, weighing back and forth. The love of his life was gone, and there had been nothing he could do. He screamed, out of despair and sadness. “Y/N!!!!!!!!”

Harry snapped from his dream back to reality with a loud gasp escaping his lips, tossing the bedsheets that used to cover him away to the side and propping himself up on his elbows. It took a few seconds for him to register that he was in his bedroom, on his king-sized bed. His entire body vibrated from the aftershocks of his horrible nightly experience in the dream world, fear and panic taking the upper hand of him. His chest heaved up and down, sweat dripping from every inch of his bronzed skin, even from his scalp down to his neck. He was basically wet everywhere. Breathing became a challenge as his lungs burned in his chest, his heartrate accelerated the more the scenario his subconscious had created appeared again before his eyes. He shook his head repeatedly, trying to erase and get rid of the images haunting and taunting him. She’d been so cold. Full of hatred. Unrecognizable. The person he’d encountered did not resemble his Y/N at all. He’d been scared many times in his life- but not this much. The brunette man couldn’t explain the reason why his brain would create a realistic dream like this as he had never wasted a single thought on losing his girlfriend- it never crossed his mind. Of course, you should never say never as the future was not set in stone, but still, he knew from the bottom of his heart that they were endgame- yes, he felt it deep down, and she was the person he wanted to settle down with someday. He was sure Y/N felt the just the same.

Dread crawled up his throat, wet tears blurring his vision. He tried stifling his sobs with his hand, but once his eyes met the sleeping, innocent beauty next to him, tugged under the sheets and resting easily- he had to convince himself that after the things he’d been through she was still there-, he completely lost it. Relief washed over him like waves, he had the urge to scream, but he didn’t want to wake her up. That’s why he instantly threw himself out of the bed and fled towards the en-suite master bathroom in the dark.

“It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay…” he mumbled there over and over, splashing his face with cold, fresh water from the mixer tap to loosen up a bit. Every muscle was so tense and uptight. “Everything’s just fine. She’s still there, she’s not gone, it was just a dream, you’re safe… oh god…”

Harry grabbed each side of the washbasin so tightly in desperate need for support and stability that his knuckles turned nearly white. His buckling knees didn’t do a great job in steadying him either. In his head, there was a spiraling mess of emotions that made him dizzy. Although his body should’ve recharged from the sleep he had, the only thing he felt in his bones was fatigue. He looked at his himself in the mirror- pale face, bloodshot, hollow eyes, wrinkles on his forehead full on display, the corner of his lips drawn downwards. Incredible how a single dream made you look like you had aged terribly overnight. No wonder- he was still shaken to the core.    

Deciding on taking a shower to wash off the sweat on his body before he went back to sleep, he pulled down his boxers, and then gathering all his energy, he dragged himself into the shower cabin. He hoped his sorrow and distress would simply flow away with the water, so he cried and cried and cried. Even though he paid attention to not increase his volume, it didn’t totally go unnoticed by his partner, who had woken up as Harry had rushed into the bathroom.

After the young man was done, the pain still present in his chest, he wrapped a bath towel around his lower half, ruffled his hair dry, then finally returning to his bedroom. And what was the first thing he laid his eyes on? His girlfriend- his wonderful, beautiful girl who was now fully awake, sitting patiently against the headboard, looking at him with concern etched on her soft features upon discovering him. The lamp on the nightstand adjacent her being the only source of light illuminated her entirely, just perfectly, encircling her almost like a halo in a way that made you believe she was the one beacon of light saving you from your doom and misery. A stark contrast to the version of the woman he saw in his dream. With a tilt of her head to the side, she said, “I heard you crying under the shower. What’s wrong?”

Harry smiled weakly at her, heading towards the nightstand on his side of the bed, taking out a pair of new boxers and draping them over his legs. “Nothing, love,” he replied, clearly evading her question.  “Let’s go back to sleep.”

But Y/N insisted, sensing something was evidently affecting and bugging him. “Your body language tells me something different, Harry. Come here, my love,” she opened her arms widely, inviting him in. “You know you can talk to me. I want to know what happened.”

Although this gesture was nothing but kind, sweet and caring, with no ill intentions behind it, it still brought back tears in his eyes, because all he could think about was this cursed dream making him suffer, and he was a crying mess again.

Y/N was irritated about the unexpected outburst of her boyfriend, yet it physically hurt seeing him cry. She immediately scooted over to the edge of the bed where he was sat, positioned herself on his lap and slung one arm around his neck whereas the other hand buried itself in his curly locks. “Harry, oh my god! I’m so sorry, I didn’t want to make you cry, baby.”

She just felt him shake his head left and right, implying a no. “I-it’s n-not y-our f-fault.”

Even though he practically suffocated on his sobs, it was as if he was able to breathe again now that he had Y/N pressed against him. He tightened his grip firmly around her, pushing her towards his front so that not a single space was left empty between them. Feeling her smooth skin against his, smelling the alluring and familiar fragrance of her body lotion, her comforting words whispered into his ear, her hand raking and massaging through his hair- nothing could fill him with more life than this. His love for her was eternal, endless, infinite, and he was so grateful she was here with him right now, that he was not alone dealing with the repercussions of his dream- otherwise he would have lost himself.

Y/N let him cry until his tears ceased and he regained his composure. Harry was still trembling, his voice wavering when he squeezed a “I’m sorry” from his lips, but other than that, he could perfectly communicate with his partner.

“Do you want to share what happened? And please don’t tell me there is nothing- you can’t just cry and make me worry and then say “nothing” when there is clearly something that’s bothering you.”

The young woman gazed at her boyfriend expectantly yet gave him all the time he needed to open up. She intertwined their fingers, smiling at him in encouragement.

“’s stupid. You’re just going to laugh at me.”

“No, absolutely not. It’s not stupid at all if it has made you upset. And you should know me better than that, Harry. I would never laugh at something that has made you cry. I promise.”

Harry sniffled, swallowing hard. “I had a dream. About you. I don’t know what I did wrong, but you just said you hated me, and implied you didn’t want to be with me anymore. The way you looked down on me was terrifying- as if I was a pathetic pile of shit that didn’t deserve your time anymore.”

He paused, inhaling deeply and then breathing out. “Apparently, I crossed your line with the things I did. And those were enough for you to abandon me. You just broke up with me and never looked back when I begged you to stay. And as a cherry on top, you went straight back into the arms of your ex-boyfriend. It was so realistic, Y/N. For a second, I thought it was real. That I lost you forever. I never had dreams like this. Either I don’t dream at all, or they’re just weird scenarios, fun and games. Anyway, the last thing I can remember is tumbling on the ground, dramatically screaming your name. That was so bizarre in itself. You know these exaggerated and overdone screams in movies? It was like that. Then I woke up.”

Now that he was done telling his story, he bashfully chuckled. “Sounds crazy, right?”

“The only crazy thing about it is me taking back my ex.” Y/N commented, rolling her eyes. “As if I would stoop so low and do that. Hello? He cheated on me.”

She gently placed his hands on his flushed cheeks, running her thumbs soothingly over them, her eyes beaming at him.

“But no, Harry. Nothing you’ve told me is either stupid or crazy. It just shows me how much I mean to you, and judging by your reaction, I have all the rights thinking so. Besides, dreams are phenomena with no actual meanings whatsoever. They’re nonsense. Just because I dumped you in your dream, doesn’t mean it’ll really happen, so don’t worry, okay?”

He nodded. His shy expression slightly changed, he gazed up at her imploringly.

“Don’t leave me, Y/N. Ever. You can’t. I wouldn’t know what to do without you. You’re my compass navigating me through life.”

“Aww, honey! Leaving? And letting go of the most caring, loving and talented man that carries me on his hands? Nope- I don’t think so! You’re stuck with my annoying ass for a veeery long time. I can assure you that!”

The laughter following her statement filled his heart with so much joy.

“Your ass is not annoying,” Harry said. “Your ass is cute.” He gave her behind a tender slap, which made them both giggle. Then he earnestly gazed into her orbs, the white of his eyes still red from crying but it didn’t let him appear less attractive, no- he looked divine as usual, sincerely blurting out, “I love you, Y/N. I love you to the moon and back. Sounds cheesy, but it’s the truth.”

“I know you do, even if you don’t tell me, I feel it in the minuscule things you do for me. And as we’re doing cheesy things, let me show you that I am…” She plastered her lips against his forehead, giving him a kiss. “Incredibly…” then kissed his both of his cheeks, “crazily…”, the slope of his nose “in love..”, his chin “with…”, and finally her lips landed on his luscious ones, sealing them into a passionate confession of love, “you…”.

Let’s say the next dream Harry had after that incident was the one of his beloved Y/N telling some douchebag she used to date to fuck off because she already had the man she needed, and he couldn’t be prouder of her.

[wallflowerimagines]

Hello! Um... I don’t really know how to start this but say I love your hc! I think you do a fantastic job on them, there all very sweet but being the s.o.b I am I’m here to ask for some angst. How would you think the lords act if their S/O died?

...I'm feeling mean. 😈

Warnings: Angst, Death, Horror Game villains making bad decisions/not coping with tragedy, suicide.

Alcina Dimitrescu

Denial, Denial, Denial

You can't be dead. There has to be something, anything that she can do to save you. Alcina scrambles for a solution, attacking the problem from all sides, despite the reality of the situation staring her in the face.

Immediately injects your body with Cadou in a desperate hope to save you. Any possible chance that he has to save you she's going to take it.

It's not likely that your corpse reanimates, but it does mutate. At the end of the process, what's left of your body hardly even looks like you anymore, and she can't bring herself to look at it.

She builds a gilded crypt for your body-- it's stunning. It's inspired by you, all your favorite colors, styles and hobbies are incorporate to make the room feel full of your spirit. Alcina is an artistic woman, and she throws herself into the project like she's possessed.

It might take years, even decades to complete. It has to be perfect. When it's done she feels accomplished, but twice as empty. It might be one of the most beautiful dedications she's ever made, but it can't replace you. She has the room sealed off with no way to get to it, so she can't be tempted to visit. She just needs a piece of of you still in her home, or she can't get through the day.

...If your corpse does reanimate, it's actually worse for Alcina. Whatever she brought back was a shambling, horrifying mess of mold wearing your face. It couldn't think for itself, or even follow commands--it just wanders in circles and attacks anything that gets too close.

She keeps your reanimated corpse in a cell, unable to bring herself to destroy it completely. Sometimes, she'll go down to the basement and talk to the thing like it is you, telling it about her day, having one-sided conversations and thinking of all the wonderful memories the two of you shared.

When its dead eyes meet hers, her lungs seize in her chest and tears gather in her eyes. Alcina doesn't cry often, but when your corpse meets her gaze she starts to sob. Those eyes used to look at her with life and love and now...

Still, she can't stop herself from visiting it. It's a compulsion she can't stop, and it tears open the wound every time, but some irrational part of her deep, deep down thinks that one day, she'll descend those steps and you'll be there to greet her with a warm smile.

In either scenario, she will never have another partner. You're impossible to replace, and she feels truly, genuinely empty without you. Rest well, Darling. You'll never be forgotten.

Donna Beneviento

There is such a thing as a last straw, and this is it for Donna.

Please remember: this is a woman who has lost everything. Mother Miranda might have given her a new "family", but Donna is not nearly as attached to these new members as she is to her original family. And the loss of her original family has shaped her in such a way that if you died? She would be absolutely devastated.

It's not fair to put this kind of pressure on you, but in a very real way you were her last hope for normalcy. She had all these plans to fix her family with you. You were so instrumental to her hopes for the future that now that you're gone, it feels like she has no hope at all. You were her missing link, her one true love, and now that you're dead...

Donna screams until her throat is raw when she finds out you're gone. Angie can't help her, nothing can. She just can't cope with reality anymore.

She'll build a life sized Doll of you to try to help herself cope, but the minute she tries to implant of piece of her Cadou in it, she is filled with such a vehement hatred of the thing that she starts scream-crying before she takes an axe to it's face and hacks it to pieces. How dare it pretend to be you?!! It's not even close to the real thing, she shouldn't even have tried--

She might try to induce a hallucination of you to help her get through the day to day, but it's not the same. She can't perfectly mimic your laugh, or your smile, or the way you tuck her hair away from her face. It's so obviously not you, and Donna is... alone.

I do hate to say it, but she will absolutely try to kill herself if you died. You were the one person who understood her, empathized with her, and you were her best friend. You were her support system, the one person who could carry her through the worst times in her life, but you're gone. Donna can't believe that anyone else could be there for her like you were.

Salvatore Moreau

Absolutely, irreparably broken.

When the two of you were in a relationship, you busied yourself not only with smothering Salvatore in all of the love and affection that you could, but you also did a lot to help his self-esteem and mental health.

You made sure he knew that he was loved, that you could never hate him, and even on your death bed you make him promise never to forget how wonderful he is.

Once you're gone, though, Salvatore cracks.

He clings to every bit of you felt behind. All of your jewelry, clothing, pictures and sentimental items are preserved to the best of his ability. Your living space is transformed into a shrine dedicated to you.

It's not healthy, but he also deifies you in his memory. Mother Miranda is no longer the only person that he worships-- the memory of you is now sacred to him. You become something holy and perfect in his mind's eye. It doesn't matter how many flaws you had in reality, your death has turned even your worst flaws into traits to be admired and praised. His perception of you is totally twisted.

Speaking of Mother Miranda, he regresses a lot. His adoration of Mother Miranda was something you were helping him work through, but now he's right back at square one, and even worse off than before.

Moreau can't make a decision on his own anymore--from what to say, to what to do, and sometimes even what to eat. After all, it's his fault that you died, isn't it? You were his partner and he used to be is a doctor. How could he possibly trust himself with anything when he couldn't manage to save the most important thing in his life?

To the rest of his family, he's more pathetic than before. His obsession with his Mother was usually limited to when she was in the room, but now it's constant.

If he ever hears the quote "It's better to have loved and lost, then never loved at all," he gets supremely, violently angry. No. No, that's not true, it's bullshit, how dare you even say that to his face.

If he hadn't loved you, you would be alive. He would be alone, but you would be safe. You would be happy.

Now he's alone, and all you are is dead. He can't ever come back from it.

Karl Heisenberg

Rage. Unending, earth shattering Rage.

Whatever killed you better start to fucking pray, because Karl Heisenberg will not quit until it's suffering.

He doesn't kill who or whatever it was. He let's it sit there, mangled beyond belief, and uses his knowledge of mechanics and biology to keep it alive in constant, unending pain.

It's cathartic for him, but not in a healthy way. The more he hurts it, the better he feels, but at the end of the day, you're still gone, and he's still alone.

He's... lost.

Heisenberg should be angry, fuck he wants to be angry more than anything, but the longer he keeps the thing alive... emotions seem like they're too far away anymore. He wants to scream, he wants to cry, he wants... you.

He keeps something of yours in his pocket at all times, just to run his fingers over it and remember you. Your eyes, your laugh, your smile... It's almost like a stress ball, and these days sticking his hand into his pocket to wrap his fingers around the thing is the only way he can calm down.

Sometimes he turns to ask your opinion on something, or tell you a joke with a big smile on his face because this one is going to make you laugh for sure-- and then he freezes when the reality sets in once again. You're not here.

Remember, Heisenberg has idealized the two of you as this perfect partnership. You were the first person who looked at him and loved everything that you saw. You weren't just his first real relationship, the first person that he implicitly trusted, but you were also his very first real friend.

He wasn't the most friendly person to begin with, but he did get better because of you. He was still spoiled, a little socially awkward, and maybe his dark sense of humor would slip and get a little too much, but he grew as a person.

Now that you're gone, he can't even remember what it's like not being a cruel, empty shell of rage. All he has left is his hatred of Mother Miranda.

After a while, it doesn't matter if he's ready to take her on or not. He's going to face that bitch head on and kill her, or die trying.

If he wins, he's finally free. If he doesn't... that's not so bad either. Karl doesn't really believe in an afterlife, but there's something appealing about joining you wherever you might be.