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118 daily drabble/ao3 (poll)
i'm coming to the end of the daily drabbles 🥺🥺 they're all ending up on the ao3 but for the ones that ended up being connected series: which do you prefer?
this is only for the serialized/connected series (like med student buck, tommy begins). i'm still deciding on the, oh, 75+ standalones 😐 what am i doing with THOSE.
#.write#118 daily drabble#my fic#fic meta#whatever tf i use for this#fic housekeeping#seriously what do i do with the dozens of standalones????#individual chapters????#merged on one page numbered like 1-50?#fuck i didn't think this through#thanks for helping 🙂#poll
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y'know every time i feel guilty about bothering someone by singing along when i'm listening to music, i just remember that i have to tolerate my dirtbag brother screaming at his ps5 for hours every day so listening to muffled off-key fall out boy is probably preferable
#ramble#it's not loud btw it's just like. singing along in the car volume#not to get on my soapbox but there's a literal dent in his wall from his controller. and we're in the uk you CANNOT punch through walls#idk about anyone else but i've NEVER yelled at a video game?? like i'm absolute dogshit at 80% of them#and i've never had a PHYSICAL reaction beyond maybe 'ughh' then turning it off#if you're getting that angry maybe you just need to play different games because you're clearly not having fun#also added bonus that i didn't realise until adulthood. as a former daughter#cis son privileges are CRAZY#i don't even swear in front of my parents and my dude is just screaming actual slurs next door with NO consequences#like you wouldn't do that in public why is it ok to do it here#i think i've said fuck in front of my mum ONCE and i literally couldn't look at her the entire day#this is a box i am not ready to unpack yet akdhdh#is this just a my family thing or is this common
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orym and dorian in c3 x 120: "the red end"
#critical role#criticalroleedit#critteredit#dorian storm#orym of the air ashari#dorym#dorian x orym#dorian storm x orym#bells hells#cr3#campaign three#critical role campaign three#my gifs#DO NOT ASK ME THE WARS I WENT THROUGH...THE SACRIFICES I MADE...TO MAKE SURE THIS DAMN THING UPLOADED TO TUMBLR...#sighs tumblr why are you broken. why do you hate warmth.#this gifset was originally like....half the length it ended up being I found I needed to capture all the phases of robbie's terror.#one because same whenever orym is in danger. and two because. it just felt right. like dorian is feeling that agony through him too.#ANYWAYS. this was so crazy. this was so so so serious to me#angst scene so insane I have three different gifsets made based on it THE BOYS WERE GOING THROUGH IT#matt did not have to go that hard with the descriptions I was already dying#two self-sacrificial bad bitches with compartmentalization issues fall in love with each other.#the end result is them crying screaming throwing up when the other is in danger#all while they forgot to protect themselves. because all they want is to make sure the ones they love stay safe#(DON'T THINK I DIDN'T NOTICE HOW YOU REFUSED TO HEAL YOURSELF BLUE BOY. DORIAN BRONTE SECONDSUN WYVERWIND STORM I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD)
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also feel free to say your fandom + how long you were into dsmp in the tags (or literally anything else you want)
also the OP YOU FORGOT section (which is very valid idk why i chose any of these beyond 'i have seen it on my dash/on trending':
undertale
JWRI
general dnd things
magpod
one piece
star wars
homestuck
dr who
good omens
starkid
several misc videogames (including my own hyperfixation)
#i went through trending + my dash to find popular fandoms and added them randomly#if yours isnt there its because we're on different corners of tumblr and/or i forgot#or i didn't think it was a big fandom#so hi ris id count one piece as other and not kids animation due to the amount of blood and death i see in the gifs you send me#FUCK I FORGOT HOMESTUCK#lmao#mine is tf2. btw.
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tried really hard to capture some of his whimsy
#this truly is a practice piece i wanted to try practicing both capturing likeness and drawing a smile#and honestly got so frustrated and kind of gave up and did whatever after strugling with the face so much like i didn't even try with the#clothes anymore and just simplified but they ended up looking better than the face maybe bc i wasn't trying so hard lmao#but i had fun he's occupying so much of my brainspace rn unfortunately#and i really tried to capture xiao zhan's likeness and his beautiful smile :) and i think in the end it worked out ok? like wei wuxian's#whimsy is there i think. like still need to refine and all that to better capture all that but first attempt!#long tags but i really was going through something#he's my bestie my beloved <3 silly little guy <3#wei wuxian#wei ying#mdzs#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#the untamed#wei wuxian fanart#mdzs fanart#the untamed fanart#my art#digital art#<- i always feel weird putting so many tags but also feel the need to try to accurately categorise#in a bewitched state currently. like it really is dire for me#posted and immediately deleted and posted again. tumblr fucked up my colours </3 it still turns green when i upload </3 can't fix it </3
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(I'm sorry for) the person I became
I talk to absolutely no one; couldn't keep to myself enough / And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up
Lorelai would probably cry to Relient K a lot
#babs does art#epithet erased#lorelai blyndeff#prison of plastic#Krita has been so fussy with me lately. maybe I should get a newer version#as an ex-fundie christian I am terrified for Lorelai because she has the perfect concoction of mental fuckery#to be extremely susceptible to grooming#and I am Looking Directly At [spoiler] About It.#and Bliss Ocean more generally#(fuck me if this goes the way I'm thinking it will. she is going to hate a certain character SO MUCH. I can't wait)#also not too happy about this one I got lazy halfway through shadimg it and decided to drown it in fire effects instead#lazy but oh well.#didn't want to spend another week rendering a piece#epithet fanart
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thinking about that time somewhere in the early 70's George found an old letter of his from like '61 or something and pattie told him he should save it so he 'recreated' it and just for funsies threw in a line or two that wasn't in the original about how paul sucked at bass and john wanted to kick him out of the band. unparalleled haterism. you have to respect it
#george harrison#paul mccartney#john lennon#the beatles#i cant tell if it was like. just an impulsive thing and he didn't think itd ever really go anywhere#or if he was purposefully trying to fuck with historical record just to spite paul#like either way its both so small and petty but also george! george! the historical record! the primary source documents!!#pleaseeee im begging you dont fuck with that we havea hard enough time sorting through everything without#inserting contemporary resentments into the past#hes so fucking funny#mainly im just glad we know both 1. that he wrote that 2. that it wasnt in the original#bc it says a LOT about how his emotions shaped how he remembered or reflected on things and also just lmao#my posts
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A small Qalaari doodle to explore some fits options for when we were "invited" (held hostage) in the manor of a Vampire Lady (who happened to be the grandmother of one of our group member :^)c delicious drama ensued... for multiple sessions...)
I ended up going for the left one as it was closer to Qalaa's comfort zone. The right one was more planned for if we ever managed to get to "the ball scene��� " but sadly we kicked ass too early for that and managed to escape/
(I say escape but we, somehow, managed to kill the elder vampire lady... it was... a difficult fight.)
#qalaari#qalaari croquelune#dnd#ttrpg#dnd 5e#dnd qalaari#minotaur#minotaure#beary art#zellk#ocs#beary ocs#beary oc#oc#I think TECHNICALLY she's still wearing it right now (didn't change before getting away) but we've been through A LOT since then#so it's probably torn to fucking shreds....#our group just Does Not catch a break let me tell you Qalaari has so much to decompress from that she hasn't had the time to adress yet....
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i did not have "james somerton stealing the title for his second apology video from hbomberguy" on my 2024 bingo card
#...but maybe i should've expected it#he actually called it 'a measured response' like dude are you fucking serious???#i didn't watch the video because it's like 40 minutes long but i skimmed through the transcript#it's auto-generated captions so obvs not 100% accurate but i think i got the gist and it's. uh. bad!#just a bunch of lame excuses and playing the victim. classic james#james somerton#hbomberguy
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honestly, the most devastating news you could hear about in 2007 while playing roblox was learning that Scatman John passed away in 1999. like, finding that out was the roblox child's equivalent to 9/11.
#i remember discovering scatman through like. mario 64 and roblox bloopers. and also through a lot of old roblox levels#and like listening to his stuff and being like wow this guys fucking cool#only to find a remix of one of his songs that had the day he passed away on the still image of the video#i remember being like VERY saddened because i was like ''no.... no it was too soon...''#as if me as a 9 year old kid could've done anything to stop it#it is genuinely sad to see some of the people i liked as a kid having passed away via lung cancer#LIKE NOT TO BE REAL ON THIS FUCKING POST BUT. God man#like it was specifically actors i loved watching as a kid. and learning oh. the bastard cigarette did it again.#growing up i watched a lot of Lucille Ball shows and Jim Varney commercials#Jim Varney especially was another moment for me as a kid that was like. incredibly devastating#like i mainly knew him purely for his Ernest commercials. like i didn't even know he had movies for most of my time watching him as a kid#like we had a VHS tape of his commercials (that's uploaded to youtube) that i was so fucking obsessed with as a kid#like i would constantly play that VHS tape on any television in the house that i could#when we moved i think i watched it a few more times until it eventually ended up in the basement#and immediately i was saddened to find the VHS tape once more#this time found beneath the stairs and covered in a green goop (or mold-like substance)#and from then on id constantly beg my mother to go on Ebay and find Ernest's Greatest Hits Volume 1#later learned that it was uploaded to YouTube and my mother was like ''why do you want a VHS tape if it's on youtube''#which is like an absolutely fair point but. idk owning a physical copy was a completely different experience#sorry this post was supposed to be about the roblox child's personal 9/11.#anyway did you guys know that Niel Cicierega was on a youtube series discussing and rating Ernest movies#i just thought that was neat
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so i finally cleared prometheus on 32!
(and now i can get round to testing out the other weapons bc i unlocked eos' torches and then never looked back)
#chronos was fucking easy to clear did that months ago#but god did it take me forever to work my way through the surface#kept at it though bc back in the original hades early access i cleared on 8 and 16 (or what became 8 and 16 anyway)#(the heat totals used to be higher bc it used to max out at 140 - i wanna say it was like 20/60/120 or something like that?)#but regardless i managed the first two tiers when lernie was the final boss#but never managed much higher before the full game came out#and even once that happened i think my record is 27#and im continually mildly irritated i didn't get that last statue when getting that last statue was objectively easier#so this time i was not waiting around! i dunno when the next major update is coming out but i know it's soon#and fuck doing that boss (probably atlas) on 32 goddamn fear#(god bless the chronic illness kicking my ass this year? have an art piece i've been working on literally since the game came out)#(really excited to finish it)#(but it has been much easier lately to play hades in bed than to draw hades stuff which requires my desk)#hades 2#hades sgg#supergiant games#melinoe
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HELP???
#He chased me through the fucking house#Why don't they just let me leave#What did i do to deserve this#I'm fucking perfect#This isn't how you treat your kids#Ive locked myself in the bedroom and piled up as much heavy shit as i can in front of the door#Trying not to hyperventilate. thinking about bashing his head in with a brick#I hate this fecal fucking man and everything he stands for and everything he's done to my life#I wish he'd never had kids#Or failing that never had me#I didn't ask him to put me on this earth and he somehow still thinks it's his right to own me and the air i breathe#like some kind of indentured maid#all he does is watch football and drink#when he's not fucking installing air conditioners#I hope one falls on his head
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i walked into seekL because of a mystery masked man and walked out with pseudo-SQL knowledge i love dating sims
#gameposting#seekL#will i cook fanart....mayhaps...#also i really love odxny he's too likeable i can't fucking get the bad ending#waiting on that play through by the creator#ive been wanting to code i think. idk if i will but ive always wanted to learn html and python but didn't get the push to#who knows haha#12am post-hyperfocus headache ahh post
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THE GIRLS!!!!
+ some doodles
#feferi peixes#eridan ampora#homestuck#Homestuck if andrew hussie locked the fuck in#why is his last name hussie that's so sad#I would feel bad for him if he didn't make homestuck#my art#I'm obsessed with stylizing their eyes cuz they have glasses.......err goggles#I remembered 7 hours working through this piece that trolls don't have beds#I died a little#I knew when sketching this that feferi would have a canopy bed thing#it's inherent to her character#erifef#I think/I guess/If you want it to be/actually no it has to be/(if you want sorry for being so pushy)/erifef queerplatonic gillfriend things
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"so you think that a society that functions around a child military instead of the entire city of literal adults might be indicative that their attitudes and ideals are a bit off ? and that by moving to New Rome Percy is not actually escaping his life as a demigod but instead is just giving himself a whole new set of problems to deal with? "

#the comments and tags on my other posts are making me realize that people dont view New Rome like the nightmare that I do lmao#look I know its because Riordan didn't think it through#but the implications of New Rome are so fucked up#children being branded children DYING#while the adults are just chilling??#listen the best way I can describe it#is it feels as if you took 12 year old annabeth's wide eyed romanticized view of the gods and quests from book 1#and created an entire society with it#they're not jaded#they're not disillusioned#at least not as an entirety#idk idk just SOMETHING sinister is in the water there#pjo#mine#new rome
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There needs to be a scientific study done on how Rockstar Games' Arthur Morgan is able to provoke the most earth shattering emotions I didn't even know I had in me
#you guys get me right#like you feel it deep in your chest#the joy the anguish the grief#it feels like words aren't enough#and I don't mean it as in “sad moment in video game makes you sad”#I mean it as in “a deep and well written moment that has been slowly building is fleshed out in a video game and I think about for weeks”#when I say I lose sleep over this game I really mean it#I spend hours just laying in bed thinking about everything that happens in arthur morgan's life#it eats at me#I'm not ashamed of how much I have cried over this game#it fucking gets to me#playing rdr2 is the best form of escapism until the story hits you like a stab in the chest but the blade just pushes in further and further#until you're left with a gaping wound#“wow michael I didn't know you were so emotional over pixels on a screen”#except those pixels were acted out and performed by real people and voiced by real people and designed to look like real people#the game's main target was historic realism emphasis on REALISM#to provoke emotions through amazing storytelling#it's okay to feel strongly about things!!#this game man#this game#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#mick thinks#arthur morgan#red dead redemption 2 spoilers
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