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This may very well be my last update.
Things never did get better. I’ve been hurting so so much. I’ve lost basically everyone I ever cared about. I’ve never felt so alone and abandoned in all of my life. I’ve also never felt so certain that life had nothing to offer me. Every day is a pain that I just can’t keep enduring. It’s not fair to expect me to suffer forever.
I told myself a year ago that this April would mark when I make my final decision. By April’s end, I would decide if I have any reason to keep trying. And if life continued to be as miserable and awful as it is, I would finally give up entirely. Cuz I can’t just keep going on and on like this. I don’t have that kind of endurance. Especially not alone.
So far, NOTHING has improved. I’m still alone, I’m still suffering, I’m still worthless, I still make no money, I still can’t do the things I love, and it’s becoming clearer that these will never get better ever again.
You can blame me if you want to. I know it’s my fault for losing the people I loved most. I know I’m terrible at being a friend. And you can blame me for being weak and giving up too. But I just can’t do this forever. My mind wasn’t well to begin with. NORMAL life had been difficult. But this? This life where I can never do anything I love and I will always be alone? This is impossible. I can’t keep torturing myself by fighting a losing battle. It’s not fair to me.
So I make my final decision on April 30th. And it seems extremely likely that I’ll decide it’s time to stop. Unless something miraculous were to happen that involved becoming free again and my friends forgiving my stupid terrible self, I’m going to shut down entirely. Especially because my birthday is in may, and I don’t want to have to be reminded again of what I’ve lost.
I’m sorry it has to come to this. But I’m tired. I can’t fight forever. I’m not well. The only reason I made it as far as I did was because of the help of my beloved friends and family. But now they’re gone and things just keep getting worse.
I hope you all remember how amazing you all are and how much each and every one of you meant to me. Please don’t take my failure as a reason to give up on yourselves. Hate me if you wish, but never forget that I believe in you all.
I might say something again at April’s end. I might not. Writing this hurts a lot. But I was willing to do it because I think you all deserve to know what happened to me.
I wish you all the best.
-Madeline
(A.k.a. Frillythingy, Coffee Fueled Author)
#frillyisms#most likely my last goodbye#please take care of yourselves#I’m sorry for giving up#but I just can’t do this anymore#mental health#depression#that’s pretty much it#goodbye dear friends
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a collaboration between me and @frillythingy! Dante from Coco (my new favorite movie). Check out this rad lil alebrije!
Lines by frillythingy, color by me (foxinacup).
#foxinacupart#coco#pixar coco#disney coco#dante coco#alebrije#xolotl#neon#glowing#digital art#fan art#dog#canine#cute#disney
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Do you have a not fanart art blog?
Well, I have a main blog besides this one. I post art of a lot of stuff, but it still is mostly fanart. Just not of one dedicated source. I don't know if that's what you mean, heh. The username is frillythingy. Come to think of it, I don't draw original stuff all that much anymore. Hm. Anyhoo!Thanks for the ask!! I'm always happy to answer your questions! Message me any time!
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This may or may not be a dumb question, but are you and frillythingy the same person?
Heh...Not a dumb question at all! For many many reasons (most of them dumb) I actually tried to keep it unclear at first. But those issues have long since been resolved.Yes, Coffee Fueled Author and Frillythingy are one and the same. I prefer to keep them separated, though. Frillythingy is my drawing persona while Coffee is my writing. While I don't keep it secret and will tell those who ask me, I keep them apart so that my writing is not judged based on my art ability and vice versa. It also allows people to choose if they want to follow my art, my stories, or both.So while they have separate accounts and I stick to the different screen names based on what I'm doing, I am still just the one person. Like I said, it's old and dumb and just my own weird weirdness, haha. Sorry to be so confusing!! TwT
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So my buddy and I did a little collaboration together! Frillythingy http://frillythingy.tumblr.com/ drew, inked, and colored Mario while I drew, inked, and colored Luigi! There isn't a background yet, but one of us may end up making one. This was so fun! If anyone else wants to collaborate with me, just messaged me!!
#Super Mario#super mario bros#Mario and Luigi#Luigi's Mansion#super mario bothers#my art#my artwork#others art#mario fan art#mario kart#nintendo#luigi#Super Luigi#amiibo#super smash bros#brother#collaboration
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I wonder how @kit-botnik's been. Haven't heard from her in a while. Same with @frillythingy!?
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My title card artist, Frillz, has finally added the title cards of my to her deviantart page! Which has nothing to do with Inside Out, it’s just the main featured thing on her deviantart page that I guess tumblr has decided to showcase.
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Goodness, friend! Are you alright? That sounds like a pretty crappy way to have to spend a day. I hope you feel better soon! Is there anything I can do to help? Stay positive!
Yeah I’m fine. Crohn’s disease sucks but with drugs I am magically transformed into a human being again. at least I only have to come in to the infusion center once every 8 weeks. When I started the treatment I had a crippling needle phobia, but I’ve been getting better with that part through exposure too. I usually have a friend or relative here with me, but today everyone has to work so I’m on my own. At least it comes with lunch. And thanks to all you guys for sending me questions, I feel really loved over here with a tube in my arm!
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It’s when its the coldest outside that I miss Summer beach days the most.
Even if Fear doesn’t look all too thrilled about the idea.
Remember that I am taking commissions. I could really use the funds right now, so please look into ordering some arts for me. There’s more info on my deviantart. (frillythingy)
#michigan winter is harsh yo#inside out#disney#pixar#fear#inside out fear#yes it is referencing#one imaginary outing#written by#coffee fueled author#frilly art
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I DEMAND THAT YOU ALL LOOK AT THIS.
This wonderful artwork of my emotions was done by my friend @frillythingy as a commission. She did such a magnificent job with this!
You should totally check out her stuff and say hi to her. She’s awesome. :D
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frillythingy replied to your photo:This is my new favorite thing.
WHERE DID YOU ACQUIRE THIS?
REDBUBBLE IS A WONDERFUL PLACE (I got a few really nice Grim Fandango shirts from there recently, too, one of which I am indeed wearing today.)
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FRILLY COMMISSIONS ON SUMMER SALE

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Hey guys! Things finally stabilized around here, so I’ve got commissions open again!
That, and I could really use commissions right now! So here is a very quick price guide that has been updated. I’ll be making one that looks a WHOLE LOT nicer in the coming days. >w<
Everything is on SUMMER SALE! So place your commission today! Contact me via a private message here on tumblr or on my deviantart. Username is frillythingy
Please help me out by spreading the word! Thanks!
#im gonna be reblogging this a few times#so block the tag frilly reblog to ignore it#frilly art#commissions#animaniacs#mst3k#crow#tom servo#yakko wakko and dot#tmnt 2012#teenage mutant ninja turtles#donatello#michelangelo#super mario#mario and luigi#superstar saga#magikoopa#inside out#disney#pixar#inside out fear#inside out sadness#art for sale#frillyisms
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List of Artistic Achievements I would love to completely accomplish someday that would make my heart explode with happiness; 1. Create art that inspires others to create their own.
2. Have a style so well known that people unfamiliar with myself as a person can still say “oh, I’ve seen that artists stuff before”.
3. Be interesting enough that people actively seek out my friendship to chat or to share art tips and tricks.
4. Appear on someones brief list of favorite artists and creators.
5. Draw one thing so well or unique that people look at it and say “I wish I could draw (this thing) as well as Frillythingy”
#hopes and dreams of an artist#feel free to reblog if you hope to achieve these as well#artist problems#frillyisms#left field#day dreaming
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I’m gonna be streaming myself playing Luigis Mansion starting tomorrow at 7:00pm. Come join in to see me fail and yell about how Luigi drives me insane! >w<
I plan on giving away a special secret word during the stream for a free icon or discount on a commission or maybe even something more! Each stream has a bonus, so stop on by!
I am a member of CleanStreamTeam. That means no swearing and no vulgarity, so all ages are welcome!
frillythingy on twitch
#video games#luigi#luigis mansion#mario#mario and luigi#ghosts#boo#streaming#frillz plays#frilly art
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LUIGI’S MANSION STREAM CONTINUES 3/13 AT 7:00 PM EST. COME JOIN IN. SPECIAL PRIZES AND DISCOUNTS GIVEN AWAY EVERY STREAM.
Got a prize in particular that you’d want? Maybe a full color commission discount or a free genesis/snes icon or a free art inking? Prize suggestions welcome!
Frillythingy on Twitch! Part of the Clean Stream Team! No cursing and no vulgarity, so it’s fun for all ages!
#Would really appreciate it#thank you all so much#luigis mansion#mario#luigi#ghosts#video games#mario and luigi#twitch#streaming#free art#frilly art#frillz plays
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Finally, it’s done! This is possibly my biggest and most time-consuming artwork yet!
I absolutely adored all of the Joy designs people sent me. So here they are all together in a special “happy place”!
Back row, from left to right: CupidTheSparrow, @silverskrill, @monicazhong, JArtRulz, and Cornelischmidt1527
Front row, from left to right: @phoenix-003, me, @s-firelex, and @frillythingy.
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