#friedrants
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Bangningg my head against anaything reminds me of when I did it as a child...ahhh nostalgia or whateever
im so fucking done
#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#friedrants#$hblr#$elf h4rm#im pissed off to a whole new degree#cant even play fuckinf video games incase i get set off with rage and with rage comes being overwhelmed because now im crying and hitting#and hitting includes all my shit and myself lol. and here i thought video games would hepp distract me but whatever#think im just overwhelmed with everything
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Everything I try to do is just worthless so there's no point in trying
#friedrants#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#$hblr#$elf h4rm#su1c1d3#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#im trying my best to help out but i do it wrong every fucking time im frustrated with everything i just wanted to help out#i worthless and always will be theres no fucking point anymore all i am is a pain to everyone around me#they dont need me. they dont want me anymore. they never fucking wanted me in the first place...i think im done. i think im really done#im done with it all with everything. im such an idiot to think that things will be better cause they never will im such a fucking idiot
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My brain is screaming at me to do something drastic and I'm getting too tired to not listen
#self h@rm#su1c1dal#friedrants#s3lfharmm#$hblr#su1c1d4l#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#i just wish i knew what was wrong with me...
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I mess up everything no matter how hard I try I always mess up. I don't deserve to live.
#su1c1dal#s3lfharmm#su1c1d4l#$hblr#$elf h4rm#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#friedrants#i cant do a single thing right ill always be a fuck up so why do i keep on livving...i cant take it anymore.
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Another year has gone by of dealing with it all
I'm tired, far too tired. Everyone I care for says they'll miss me, that I should think about how much I mean to them. But I'm tired of that pressure.
#friedrants#$hblr#su1c1d4l#su1cide#su1c1d3#$h tumblr#su1c1dal#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#it feels like its all up to me not to make my friends miserable#but what about me and all this misery i feel just for living another day? its not fair.#miss me they say. think about how itll effect them they say. im tired of it. i just want to sleep forver is that so bad?#why is it fair that im the only one who suffers? every night i dread going to sleep only to wake up#every monring i regret not ending it. a stupid cyclr only to what? wake another day to hopefully find something to live for#and when that moment comes when will it end? only for that cycle to begin again and again and again...im tired of waking up
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When I die I'll kill God with my bare hands tearing every fiber of it's being till its no more and only I remain
#friedrants#everything is too much again i feel like i know what they are all thinking#how much theyall want to tear open my skin#i feel the fiber of my mucles ache to be opened so i can prove my own reality#every inch of this skin tingles in fear for an insect has desecrated it ince again#i hate myself so so much i just want to put an end to it all im so tired#self h@rm#su1c1dal#s3lfharmm#$hblr#su1c1d4l#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill
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They say that like a wave these feelings will pass, but don't explain what to do when these waves keep coming back larger and more frequently
#ahhhh...just what am I supposed to do anymore? it all feels like a waiting game that never ends#wait till tomorrow just wait a little bit longer till the next appointment wait till the meds start working wait for this feeling to pass#im tired of it all im so so tired#friedrants#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#$hblr
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