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I'm sorry for being a worthless child. I beg you to let me be reborn as someone who won't disappoint you. I swear I'll do better next time. I promise to not be a burden any longer.
#friedrants#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#$hblr#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#$uicidal#im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im s
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I mess up everything no matter how hard I try I always mess up. I don't deserve to live.
#su1c1dal#s3lfharmm#su1c1d4l#$hblr#$elf h4rm#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#friedrants#i cant do a single thing right ill always be a fuck up so why do i keep on livving...i cant take it anymore.
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ćvtt1ńg yourself while watching ur fav y0utube creators feels weirdly therapeutic
#is that even the right fuckinf word?? i dont know nor do i really care...#self h@rm#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#friedrants#$hblr#$elf h4rm
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I feel like something is always there, waiting, and watching for the perfect chance to strike. What did I do to deserve this?
#friedrants#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#$hblr#i wish i knew what was wrong with me. i really really wish that. im tired of thinking theres creatures right behind me under my bed in my#closet or outside my door or window just waiting to get me. what did i do to deserve this? i know every bad thing that happens i deserve but#isnt this too much of a punishment? i just want to lay in bed with the light turned off without thinking im gonna die#i want to open my door without worrying that something waits right behind it. im too old to believe in monsters.#i say i know they arent real but its getting so hard to lie to myself. i know deep down that its true.
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I wish my mental illness was contagious so everyone who fucking calls me lazy, selfish, or slow or any other stupid ass insulting words catches all my fucking problems and d1es!
#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#$hblr#$elf h4rm#friedrants#im just tired...and Im trying my best#i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse
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Please please please respond to me right away! I can't take waiting exactly 47 seconds for you to message me back!
I am like a minute away from slitting my throat!
#friedrants#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#$hblr#$elf h4rm#actually mentally ill#i just worry every single moment you dont reply back that you hate my guts and are going to leave me i cant take it
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cvtt!ng and bvrn!ng myself??? Wow I sure am treating myself tonight! (。・ω・。)
#friedrants#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#$hblr#bvrnaddict#i just cant sleep so might as well spend the rest of the night doing something bad
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Bangningg my head against anaything reminds me of when I did it as a child...ahhh nostalgia or whateever
im so fucking done
#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#friedrants#$hblr#$elf h4rm#im pissed off to a whole new degree#cant even play fuckinf video games incase i get set off with rage and with rage comes being overwhelmed because now im crying and hitting#and hitting includes all my shit and myself lol. and here i thought video games would hepp distract me but whatever#think im just overwhelmed with everything
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Forgot how fun bvrning myself is!
Teehee! (*´∇｀)ﾉ
#su1c1dal#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#su1c1d4l#$h tumblr#$hblr#s3lfharmm#i really am addicted to this all huh...oh well its not like im worthy of being helped...#i heat the metal by the flame and press it against my skin#there i feel such warmth yet such a painful hiss leaves my lips.#bvrnaddict#bvrning#friedrants
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Everything I try to do is just worthless so there's no point in trying
#friedrants#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#$hblr#$elf h4rm#su1c1d3#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#im trying my best to help out but i do it wrong every fucking time im frustrated with everything i just wanted to help out#i worthless and always will be theres no fucking point anymore all i am is a pain to everyone around me#they dont need me. they dont want me anymore. they never fucking wanted me in the first place...i think im done. i think im really done#im done with it all with everything. im such an idiot to think that things will be better cause they never will im such a fucking idiot
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I need to see my blood to know I'm real and haven't been replaced yet
#guro#gore#self h@rm#text#rant#su1c1dal#s3lfharmm#paranoia#i know they are out there waiting for a perfect time to get me and replace me#and when they do I wont know that Im not me anymore and s3lf harmm is the only way to figure it out#if the bloood is red and flows the same im me but if it doesnt then i might as well die because im no longer me ive been replaced#aaah sometimes when i write this all out and say it outloud i realize how crazy it all sounds! but i know its real this fear i have is real#ive seen the things that want to get me so thats how I know#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#friedrants
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My brain is screaming at me to do something drastic and I'm getting too tired to not listen
#self h@rm#su1c1dal#friedrants#s3lfharmm#$hblr#su1c1d4l#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#i just wish i knew what was wrong with me...
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Just thought of a solution for all my problems! Here's what it requires!
A rock
Your own skull
And a strong enough desire to repeatedly bash your skull with said rock!
Hopefully this helps!
#hahahahahaha Im just fucked dont know what i did to get this way but god fucking dammit this shitty fucking life can rot away for all i care#rant#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#self h@rm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#$hblr#friedrants
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How do I tell my therapist that one of the reasons I do self harm is for the beauty of it? I fantasize about slitting my wrists open and watching blood pool out, how the stinging pain echoes throughout my whole arm. It's poetry in motion, and I'm enthralled by every word.
#guro#gore#self h@rm#rant#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#friedrants#$hblr#$elf h4rm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill
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The urge to slash at my wrists grows with each passing day...
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I'm going to grab a knife and lodge it deep into my skull. Hopefully, that will help with the pain.
#guro#gore#self h@rm#knife#su1c1dal#s3lfharmm#rant#su1c1d4l#my head is killing me right now! i just want this pain to be over with!!!#i want all my pain to be over with#friedrants
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