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I'm sorry for being a worthless child. I beg you to let me be reborn as someone who won't disappoint you. I swear I'll do better next time. I promise to not be a burden any longer.
#friedrants#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#$hblr#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#$uicidal#im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im s
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ćvtt1ńg yourself while watching ur fav y0utube creators feels weirdly therapeutic
#is that even the right fuckinf word?? i dont know nor do i really care...#self h@rm#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#friedrants#$hblr#$elf h4rm
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cvtt!ng and bvrn!ng myself??? Wow I sure am treating myself tonight! (。・ω・。)
#friedrants#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#$hblr#bvrnaddict#i just cant sleep so might as well spend the rest of the night doing something bad
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everything I do will always be my fault, that fact won't change.
#friedrants#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#$hblr#$elf h4rm#su1c1d3#my steam account got phished...making this week into a terrible one. Yesterday went to my psych14tr1st only to have a terrible time...#wont' be surprised if this week is my last lol
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I need to see my blood to know I'm real and haven't been replaced yet
#guro#gore#self h@rm#text#rant#su1c1dal#s3lfharmm#paranoia#i know they are out there waiting for a perfect time to get me and replace me#and when they do I wont know that Im not me anymore and s3lf harmm is the only way to figure it out#if the bloood is red and flows the same im me but if it doesnt then i might as well die because im no longer me ive been replaced#aaah sometimes when i write this all out and say it outloud i realize how crazy it all sounds! but i know its real this fear i have is real#ive seen the things that want to get me so thats how I know#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#friedrants
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I tried so hard not to ĥûrt my wr1sts but I just couldn't hwlp myself
I'm sorry for being a worthless loser...
#friedrants#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#$hblr#im sucha fuckingg loser im stupid im such a loser worthlessi suck so fucking much#su1c1d4l
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Tried to shårpėn my bọx cụttẹr, following some tutorial for råzọr blådes which runs them along jeans, only for me to slip and slịcẹ my fụckịng finger
#friedrants#i guess ill just cough up the funds and just buy some new ones I guess lol#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#$hblr#su1c1dal
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How do people 🌟ve themselves??? I want to start but have no idea where to even begin lol
#tw 3d vent#🌟ving#tw ana rant#3d not sheeran#⭐️ ing motivation#friedrants#((any pointers would be a great help :3 ))#im tired of looking in the mirror and seeing the same thing I always do#4nor3xia
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I mess up everything no matter how hard I try I always mess up. I don't deserve to live.
#su1c1dal#s3lfharmm#su1c1d4l#$hblr#$elf h4rm#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#friedrants#i cant do a single thing right ill always be a fuck up so why do i keep on livving...i cant take it anymore.
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Had a mental br3ak down and ended up quitting work oh well lol it was either that or swallowing a bunch of p1L·Ls...
I knew I couldn't handle it...I never can hahaha
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Can't someone else just k1ĺĺ me? Thanks!
#once again im worthless and cant even do the right thing and eʼnɗ it too much of a coward#friedrants#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#$hblr#su1c1d3#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#$elf h4rm
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I'll always be that lazy worthless idiot that can't do a single thing right
I'm such a fuckingg waste of space and should just ḍị3.. I wwill ḍị3 and I can't wait for them to find my body
#and at this point Im going to just k1ĺĺ myș3ĺf...whats the damn point of it all? im tired of being the burden I am#im tired of my mental health not being taken seriously#$hblr#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#friedrants
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I feel like something is always there, waiting, and watching for the perfect chance to strike. What did I do to deserve this?
#friedrants#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#$hblr#i wish i knew what was wrong with me. i really really wish that. im tired of thinking theres creatures right behind me under my bed in my#closet or outside my door or window just waiting to get me. what did i do to deserve this? i know every bad thing that happens i deserve but#isnt this too much of a punishment? i just want to lay in bed with the light turned off without thinking im gonna die#i want to open my door without worrying that something waits right behind it. im too old to believe in monsters.#i say i know they arent real but its getting so hard to lie to myself. i know deep down that its true.
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I wish my mental illness was contagious so everyone who fucking calls me lazy, selfish, or slow or any other stupid ass insulting words catches all my fucking problems and d1es!
#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#$hblr#$elf h4rm#friedrants#im just tired...and Im trying my best#i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse you i curse
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Please please please respond to me right away! I can't take waiting exactly 47 seconds for you to message me back!
I am like a minute away from slitting my throat!
#friedrants#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#$hblr#$elf h4rm#actually mentally ill#i just worry every single moment you dont reply back that you hate my guts and are going to leave me i cant take it
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Bangningg my head against anaything reminds me of when I did it as a child...ahhh nostalgia or whateever
im so fucking done
#su1c1dal#su1c1d4l#s3lfharmm#friedrants#$hblr#$elf h4rm#im pissed off to a whole new degree#cant even play fuckinf video games incase i get set off with rage and with rage comes being overwhelmed because now im crying and hitting#and hitting includes all my shit and myself lol. and here i thought video games would hepp distract me but whatever#think im just overwhelmed with everything
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