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Every time someone in this godforsaken fandom says "I think we've talked about misogyny enough" I want to hit them with a hammer. No we haven't.
We haven't even talked about the deep "Ruikasa&Akitoya Vs. literally everyone else" imbalance enough but imagine all of the people that get pressured into writing specifically for male/male ships simply because otherwise they won't get any appreciation.
Yes it's a cowardly thing but when you see Ruikasa having over 4000 fics and Ichisaki having like 5 in total obviously you're going to be discouraged. Obviously you'll be biased into creating Ruikasa instead of other ships.
And as someone who depends on appreciation in particular to do any work at all obviously that's going to have a lasting consequence. Some people spend 4 hours crying in front of a screen just for 3 people to like their work and leave, it's understandable if they lose passion for creating at all, you guys killed them.
It's even in how we handle m/m ships. You go into a fic that's tagged Rui&Tsukasa(platonic), someone in the comments always goes "okay but when do they kiss". You go to an action-packed longfic, someone always ends up going "okay but when do they kiss".
Fuck you guys. Actually. This is a silly piano tiles game about Hatsune Miku, we should be one of the MOST CREATIVE fandoms in history and somehow people still get mad over two boys not kissing immediately after getting introduced. It's so fucking difficult being a content creator in this fandom because you always end up having to take the same route. They meet they tease they kiss. End of story. "Oh you're doing something "lame" instead? -1 kudo. Bring me my yaoi next🖕"
#mine ☜#project sekai#pjsk#pjsekai#prsk#to the people that made 90% of the content of a specific ship. you guys are doing god's work. thank you guys.#every time someone posts a mmj or a l/n fic without including other units an angel grows their wings back.#this is about me btw. this is me taking my fucking anger out because Ruikasa has made me have writers block 2 times now.#FOR MONTHS. “oh this is a cool idea it would showcase their dynamic well and be a good character analysis to match” “kiss scene whennn”#“*flips table and leaves*”#guys i wish i could be stronger but this is it for me. i am so fucking tired.#obviously Ruikasa is a good ship obviously you can like whatever you want you're free to write and read about boys kissing and being sweet#I won't stop you you can do what you want forever. but god fucking dammit.
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omg mu qing is a fairy
THAT B I T C H JUST STOLE HIS DICE????
FENG XIN???????
HELLO???????????
I UNDERESTIMATED HIS BITCHINESS. GUESS MU QING IS CONTAGIOUS.
ALSO IT TOTALLY WAS NOT IN THE NOVEL????
AND RIGHT AFTER THAT THEY JUST NOD AT EACH OTHER??????
OH MY GOD
they are a package deal
#боже помоги ну биба и боба#they share a braincell#forever#oh my god#DONGHUA THANK YOU#tgcf#fengqing#feng xin#mu qing#tian guan ci fu#tgcf thoughts#tgcf season 2#tgcf donghua#heaven officials blessing
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FOUR THOUSAND FAIRYHAOS ENJOYERS WHAT IN THE HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank you so much everyone. im so serious. i say this all the time but i genuinely did Not expect so many people to love me and the things i write like,,,, that's insane to me??????? and for there to be FOUR THOUSAND. i think that's more people than ive actually met in person in my entire life and to think there are THAT MANY of you with me is just. i can't even express how incredible and amazing that is.
I LOVE YOU ALL and while i don't have anything prepared (i didn't expect this to happen so soon HELPPP) i am giving u all big smacking forehead kisses as we speak!!!!!!!!! 💗💗💗💗
thank you. i love you. and again, i love you all. thank you so much. <3
#fairyhaos.milestones#DRVASTATEDDDDD that i didnt plan for this milestone oh my god i want to say thank you in a thousane difterent ways but#i can only say it in one :(((((#“yena didnt you see the number going up couldn't you have planned for this” yes well i didnt think of that. i thought itd take longer#maybe. guys maybe what do you think about a fairyhaos fandom name#cz i vant just keep calling you fairyhaos enjoyers forever bc that just sounds kind of pretentious#and at least a fandom name can be something fucking stupid and silly you know??#ANYWAY IM STRAYING FROM THR MAIN POINT. THABK YOU SO MUVH THANK YOU I LOVE YOY
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we're so fucking back baby
#wrote and wrote and wrote and every word feels like coming home#Y'ALL 😭 i forgot what it was to write prose completely#when i was writing the first draft of ouro i just. forgot. because i didn't have time to ponder for hours#searching for the right turn of phrase or the perfect simile#BUT NOW I CAN. NOW I CAN#I don't need an epic plot i wand DOMESTICITY AND INTIMACY. and i will have it#by god i will yoink it. yank it crazy fucking style and keep it forever#this is actually so helpful for edits too? oh my god. thank you healers hands for my life
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Figured I'd share these. For some reason they're all about Chimmy akskddksbdjej
HHSAKHBDAKSHDBASD OH Y GODD
IM FUCKGING SCREAMING
#asks#floofballsammy#chimmy changa#HASBKAHSD IM FUCKGING???#YEAH#YEAAH#RIP FUCKGING CHIMYM I GUESS#oh my god memes about my boy#thank you for this this is amazing im saving these forever
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Lost You Forever 2 Trailer!
English subs by me. If there are egregious errors, please let me know. Thanks @dangermousie for sending me the link!
#lost you forever#lost you forever 2#cdrama#seriously my Mandarin is beginner level#maybe beginner plus...#and I have the audacity to try to do translations#it took so long and so much brain power!#but maybe it's better than AI subs lol 🤞🏻#I can't fucking wait for this omg#thanks mousie for introducing me to it!#Deng wei#yang zi#zhang wanyi#tan jianci#god damn it I caught an error! oh well it's good enough lol#and I did nice slow Viki style subs#because Mr. highlynerdy says all the other sites subs are way too quick#长相思
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#oh thank god they made up . they’re my fav Indycar drivers of ALL time#divorce is temporary . hard edits with ur coworker lives forever#will power#david malukas
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LOOK AT HIM. LOOK AT MY BOY
#SIXOFCLOVERS THANK YOU FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE#THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH I LOVE YOU FOREVER#NEW FAVORITE PERCY DESIGN UNLOCKED. OH MY GOD. LOOK AT MY BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#percy de rolo#cr#cr1#look at how his eyes get so big and full of love when giving vex the title#look at the heart shaped reflection in his glasses UGH
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HI BESTIE I FORGOT TO TELL YOU!! I FOUND A PLACE TO PUT THAT BIG STUPID DOFFY STICKER!!!
he lives on our car! :D
LAW LOOK, LOOK AT HOW DADDY HAS MOVED UP IN THE WORLD
#oh my god#he’s there forever now#you’re wild for that#thank you#one piece#donquixote doflamingo#doffy
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Fanfic authors, please, I implore you, from one writer to another, DO NOT DELETE YOUR WORKS. Change the account ownership, make a different pseud to put it under, anonymise or orphan them, it doesn't matter, just please, please, PLEASE, do not delete them. Please. Even if you think they're badly written, or out of character, or a decade old, or 'cringe', or whatever, there will be some poor schmuck out there who loves what you've written and will cry over its deletion because they forgot to download it. - Sincerely, some poor schmuck who loves what someone wrote and has spent the last ten hours trying to track it down because he forgot to download it.
#ao3#wattpad#fanfiction#archive of our own#fanfic.net#I don't know any more fanfic sites I'm sorry#writing#fanfic writing#No seriously please DO NOT DELETE YOUR WORKS#I've just spent the last ten -- yes. Ten. One zero. Ten -- hours trying to track down this one fic#I'm about to go pull up the wayback machine#If I can see through my tears of course#Please don't delete#What you write is amazing and important and yeah. sure. sometimes it might not be the best thing you've done#sometimes it might be 'cringe' as hell#But please please please it will mean the world to someone anyway#Okay I'm shutting the fuck up now#Go continue procrastinating your latest WIP#I know you motherfuckers#(I *am* you motherfuckers)#I am also now crying#My hopeful traverse into the wild depths of the wayback machine has come to naught#The fic I seek is forever lost to the void of the internet#Reddit or Discord are my only options#Oh Gods. What has the world come to?#I am now crying again for a different reason because THE FIC HAS BEEN FOUND#I AM SAVED#THANK YOU DISCORD PERSON#HOLY SHIT
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tumblr don’t mess up the quality challenge
Very pretty dress I saw on Pinterest and thought of her..
A few alterations BUT!! GUYS!!!
#OH HELL NAH UR ASS TWEAKING JIGSAW‼️‼️‼️‼️#doodle#i say as this took 4 and a half hours ok bro#thank you Pinterest!!#ultrakill v2#v2 ultrakill#v2#BELOVED WIFE FOREVER AND FOREVER.#Would have posted it on Twitter but oh my god the CROP.#ultrakill
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Thanks to Bells Hells and Legend of Vox Machina I've developed so much more love and admiration for Taliesin Jaffe and like. what do you mean Percy looks permadead. What about the babies. What about like any more of the Percy stuff after the Chroma Conclave. I need him he needs to come back. Goth dad don't leave me
#and like so much is fundamentally different?#yes most of it is good but like. percy. scanlan. pike ? ?? huh ?#thanks for the vaxleth i guess but may i have the whole party alive please#don't get me wrong vaxleth is my no. 1 forever and ever but also please my heart#i have no idea what is next this season oh my GOD#taliesin please come back#critical role#the legend of vox machina#the legend of vox machina spoilers#tlovm#tlovm spoilers
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A quick bluebelle painting :))
#when I had this hairstyle I gave up doing the braids after like 2 week#ngl it’s really difficult#anywayyyyyy bluebelle ilyyyyy 💙💙💙💙#DO NOT look at her left hand pls and thank youuuuuu#I FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHERE I WANT TO GO WITH HER STORY YIPEE‼️‼️‼️‼️#do I have it written down or finalized yet?????? absolutely not#but I have the skeleton#I have to construct the flesh and the sinew#sigh the horror writer in me will literally never leave <333#live laugh love you sapphic cannibalism story I wrote you will forever be famous#so I figured something cool out about being half deaf#when I use my headphones#I only have to use one so when that one runs out of battery#I can just put the other one in!!!#but ✨backwards✨✨#guys I love the lady of shallot she’s so bluebelle coded#IM FINALLY WORKING ON AN ACTUAL PROJECT AGAIN#it’s another oc painting….but more of them at once…..#I’ve never embarked on such an adventure before#I’m having so much fun#I need to shut up oh my god 😭😭😭#shamelessly oc posting#you can do whatever you want forever!! (except when it’s me lmaoooo)#okay okay okay Bluebelle you will be FOREVER famous 💙💙#cats the musical#cats musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#sorah’s silly scribbles
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good angel turns 7 goddamn years old on the 22nd I'm going to lose my head. did you know bad end is 6.5 years old. Did you know Angel radio is 8.5. Did you know I'm 27. did you know time continues ceaselessly forward and so do i
#do i need a writing tag#man. one day I'll do a video about being an author. a young author#not to sound too fanciful it's not a bragging point it's a 'I want to get out of here I want to matter if I just have a book I finally will#and then the follow up of oh wait. no. reality. time. time forever.#I think if I ever do reread AR I will crumble into dust and remember something forbidden like. it's that old#I hope GA/BE holds up. I loved it so much. I loved it a lot and hoped other people would as well. that's all faded but I hope it holds up#I am back on my sincerity BS with suncrab thank god but I really lost it a while ago. see: all my books are close in age#sincerity in a real.... “I love this I think it's good I hope you'll love it” genuine excitement I Want To Share way#whereas now I guess I'm still more afraid
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Can you expand on what you mean by Baron being "too cool" to really fit a horror monster? It's a very interesting concept and I'd love to hear your thoughts. Is it that they're too active/involved/tangible and it detracts from their scariness?
I feel like I should preface this with a wall of disclaimers lmao 1/I am a hardcore, down-to-the-marrow, avid, deeply sincere horror enthusiast, esp. horror creatures. this usually means my mileage is vastly different from the average populace's, and my scaredy bone has been disintegrated by longterm exposure. most things in a piece of horror media won't scare me! so I practically never use that on its own as the scale to talk abt horror experiences, but when something does scare me it's always a special occasion to be treasured. 2/canon d20 is never really meant to be horror horror, and for good reasons: it doesn't fit the company's output, it takes a kind of carelessness in production estimation that is always a huge risk, it's often vulnerable in a way that kinda goes against how TTRPGs usually facilitates vulnerability, and for most people it's just! stressful! d20, even with the "horror-themed" seasons, generally just plays with horror tropes and stays focused in its goal of being a comedy improv tabletop theater show. 3/fantasy high's chosen system is DnD, which as I've mentioned before is before all a combat-based game system, which means the magic circle of play is drawn based on stats that facilitate and prioritize combat. want or not this affects every interaction you have in the game, and given fantasy high's concept from the ground up (everyone's going to school of DnD stuff to get better at DnD) it's doubly relevant. 4/This Is Fine I have no quarrel with this. my meters are internal, I do not ask this show to be anything it doesn't advertise itself to be, and what it is is fucking great! I like it! when I expand on this ask's question it will be like a physicist going insane in a lab. that's the mindset we're going in with.
disclaimers done. my stance on horror as a genre is that it's a utility genre rather than a content genre or a demographic genre; it is the discard of narratives. it's the trash pile. horror, above being scary, is about being ugly and messy, it's the cracks on the ground any story inevitably steps over to stay a genre that isn't horror. the genre's been around long enough to develop a codex and a general language that medias and makers and enthusiasts of the genre can use to talk about and build onto, but if you go into individual pieces there's really no unifying Horror Story. one person's beautiful life can be another's horror story, it's just how it is.
this makes The Monster a deeply intriguing piece of the genre. thing is a monster is in a decent percentage of any story - it's just when the antagonist force steps into something past a certain line traced out in the story's world. monstrousness is in pretty much every western fantasy story, it's in any story with a hero and something to vanquish or win; more than anything it's a proxy of that thing up there. the line in a narrative's world. the monster is the guard of the unknown lands, where heroic, civilized people don't tread.
what does this mean in the context of horror? the genre is about that perceived lawlessness, that "unknown land" so to say. we're in the monster's home. that's the literary context that we often walk into a horror piece with; the monster knows more than you about where you are. it may not understand you, but it holds more information than you, and with that it moves swifter than you, has more covered than you, and is more assured in its existence in this context than you. it's a struggle to catch up to it, it's nigh impossible to get one over it, and you're never sure it'll 100% work, because you just don't have the information necessary to.
with that framing you can kinda see where I'm coming from here: horror's often about the breaking of rules. I always think a monster's most effective when it breaks well-established rules of both existence and visual storytelling. think Possum (2018) or Undertale's Omega Flowey or the Xenomorph Queen - unique change in medium, unique change in graphic, unique change in design language, etc. in that sense I actually really like how canon baron plays out: they don't really function like anything else in the fantasy high universe, the bad kids have not managed to kill them when they've felled literal gods, their domain in fhjy literally introduces new mechanics to encompass their existence! from an experience design standpoint they slap mad shit. BUT! I can't help finding their character, like as a character riz (and the other bad kids, eventually) interact with, to be very... coherent? in design. this is kinda hard for me to articulate in words, it's more often a sense you get once you've looked at enough of these scrumptious fuckers, their general design and the way they show up is just kinda too clean, so to say. always kinda newly made? fresh unboxed. it, once again, makes sense for their lore - they are looking for more about themself from riz - and their function - they're an antagonist in a game experience, they're meant to be interacted with in a way that produces results and meshes with the existing magic circle - but that shininess takes away from the implied history they should have dominion over and the person they're haunting doesn't.
from another angle there is kinda something there about how put-together canon baron is as a concept; the domain they call home is riz's deep-seeded fears, extremely vulnerable things he's drawn borders around to quarantine and refused to walk into. things that from his perspective would irreversibly shatter certain pleasant fictions his world is built on top of. canon baron, While Extremely Cool, I feel is kinda too neat to connect with and signify the apocalyticized mess that'd result from this paradigm shift. the part where they're in riz's briefcase and looking through every mirror is Very Cool And Fucked Up! but ultimately the show draws a line around them as well, by making game-physical, tangible spaces they're in (the mirrors and the haunted mordred manor) and put riz and the bad kids there only when they need to confront stuff. riz is meaningfully narratively away from baron's unknown land for most of fantasy high.
with that and all of my disclaimers in mind my conclusion here is if canon baron wants to be a Horror Monster they'd have to cross way more lines. be a Lot more invasive. hence (holds up my class swap baron like a long cat)
#ask#not art#tldr a lot of fantasy high's and d20's nature plays against having a Horror horror piece in it. there's no space for emptiness or dread#that's one of the most attractive things to me about horror. the monster signifying a new world you don't understand#you see something on the deserted streets and you realize: oh. the world doesn't work how I've been thinking it does#if u've noticed how much this has in common with queer experiences haha. yeag#man. actually I should also put the I Am Not White disclaimer in there too lmao a lot of the notion of The Monstrous is! traditionally#about maintaining and upkeeping a ''social order'' (read: the powers that be)#and a Lot of Wilderness Fiction is deeply and maliciously colonialist#so when I say ''the unknown land'' and ''the monster'' I am pretty much speaking From one of those unknown lands#and from the position of one of those monsters#the fear of the monstrous is so very often the fear of being consumed by - or becoming - the monstrous yourself#and well. when you're already there in the eye of the zeitgeist. You Can Do What You Want Forever#all that to say it Is important to me that baron is made of riz's lies. even more so in this funny class swap thing I make for fun#like as a horror protag he makes me insane. he loves lines! he loves lines he drew himself. he replicates these borders in himself#that mirror the world he lives in that's so hostile to him. that kid Loves rules. he bows to even the ones that hurt him#like. u get where I'm getting to right I did make a whole comic kinda near this subject he's Already The Other#baron is a monster's monster. baron is a mirror image. GODs I cant help but wish they were messier#it's kinda why I make class swap baron to be like. an ever nearing realization. like I warble abt all this but I genuinely do also find#canon baron to be just as visually coherent and thematically perfect as riz if not more. it's hard to beat how cool the mirror stuff is#it's hard to beat that doll face in iconic visuals! I have to strike according to my strength rather than trying to beat canon#so instead of reflection it's captured moments. instead of a blank face it's the lack of one. mmm. maybe I'm just kinda breaking things#for fun also but that's My prerogative in my house awooga <3#well. thats kinda my thoughts on the general subject. thank u for listening. I will bake something soon dyou want some
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That’s got to be the best, most insane, most satisfying, MOST FASCINATING season finale I’ve ever watched in my life. Holy fuck.
#interview with the vampire#we got loustat reunion#we got devils minion DANIEL IS ARMANDS ONLY FLEDGLING I WILL NEVER GET OVER THIS#we got bamf!Louis and by god I will never stop thanking rolin jones for making ldpdl so much more nuanced than he was in the books#and Jacob Anderson you are forever and always my favorite#we got that fucking ending I OWN THE NIGHT !!!!#Claudia’s dress and Paul’s portrait don’t fucking touch me#Armand Armand oh my holy hell you make it so hard to love you#but I do alas I fear I always will#Assad zaman’s puppy eyes my heart#Sam barclay and real Rashid <3 living kings and I want to see them in the talamasca show even if it’s just a cameo#oh oh and the Loumand kiss in front of Lestat AGHDBFFIJRBF#in summation#pearls clutched#socks knocked off#aback taken#smacked gob#all conquered by love#I shall miss you iwtv s2#til we meet again#pls god don’t smite me before s3 airs
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