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ria-starstruck · 1 month ago

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and also "putting everyone in a simulation will make it all ok 👍" and also "let's park next to this random system's sun" and also "we can't live on our own planet because of our own folly" and so on

#and also an inablity to accept the inevitable...etc etc #i thought of some more but then i forgot them 😋#originally wanted to post this with other sillies but then i was like. well i dont wanna spoil anyone on either a these games so erm. ya #nine sols #outer wilds #nine sols spoilers #outer wilds spoilers #outer wilds echoes of the eye #echoes of the eye spoilers #echoes of the eye #if youve played nine sols could i recommend outer wilds: a space exploration game where u play as a cute and short lookin alien whos #unraveling the mysteries of their solar system although there isnt any combat and although there are horrors theyre not like. well.#nobodies bein harvested thats for sure. and its very much about the story #and if youve played outer wilds uhh. i. dont really know if i can recommend nine sols even though i Can summarize it as a game where u do #explore and there is space and u Are an alien (from a humans pov) and you Are cute and short (from a humans pov)(until u learn the horrors)#and there Are horrors but erm. well. shrug emote. it Is a combat game thats the primary reason #the horrors are less the horrors of space and how easy it is for you to die and the idea of said causes of death and also the unknown. and #more the sins of some REALLY fucked up cats. ethically dubious science sins. actual guts bein spilled. i mean i aint actin like the warning #of the game id recommend lookin those up. sure is a game tho (i cried)(just like w outer wilds)#feels like i could recommend a non combat game to a combat game player easier than the other way round #the theoretical combat game player would be capable of playing a non combat game right #feels harder to imagine the other way around. then again i Did find outer wilds mechanically difficult at times in a way that combat games #can challenge me. so. shrug #all that matters is if u enjoyed the dialogue n interactions in nine sols...if u didnt vibe w that then im unsure how much outer wilds woul #vibe for you. etc etc #idk why i started typing up a whole ass recommendation in the tags. anyway have at ye #idk who'd read this far but i salute you FSDHLFSDHKSFDH

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acerikus · 3 months ago

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It took me sooooooo long to play isat and it was super frustrating bc I knew I was gonna love it and I was already getting attached to the characters and everything I knew about them on my dash. For MONTHS.

And it's like. That feeling when you're in way too deep w a big hyperfixation and you know your brain isn't gonna accept you getting into something else yet bc you know it's for the potential to be a huuuuuge hyperfixation in of itself. Had to wait for the ut hyperfixation to burn itself out first lol

The fact that the thing that eventually broke me out of it enough for me to feel ready to get into isat was that outertale sucked so badly was hilarious. Immediately jumped from a really shitty space/star themed time loop RPG to a really fucking good one.

#just saw someone else talking about how it took them a while to get to #bc they needed to wait for their brain to be ready for a new hyperfixation #and I'm glad it's not just me lol #hey did you know they made flowey a star in that game for no clear reason.#like literally it's implied they still injected a flower w determination but he's a star w no explanation anyway #also he turns into a red giant for his neutral final boss. it would've been cool if it wasnt uhh. supposed to be the omega flowey fight?#the lack of body horror and existentialism ruined it lol. and they made literally every character 'unproblematic' or whatever it was so lame

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ghostcrows · 4 months ago

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Its so easy to assimilate into a cis male space and it's access to patriarchal power just by declaring yourself as one of them. They will instantly respect you and definitely not squint to see the ghostly spectre of your feminine mystique every time they look at you. this is famously known and no one has ever come across any problems to date (why would anyone keep your records, you don't exist)

#even when you do get 'in' its like. god maybe its just me. i cant relax #i cant relax and be one of The Boys when im scared that its for nothing #its like something that would make me insanely dysphoric tho its kind of funny is uhh -#people would make those videos about 'pick me' girls trying so hard to be one of the guys #and the implication seemed to be that this is such an impossible and pathetic thing to attempt #that it could never work and the only reason youd want that is to have str8 hookups i guess #ive been having a hard time w this shit lately beyond any online discourse lol just on a personal level #i wish my social dysphoria was not abysmal to the point it hindered me actually working toward like #doing affirming things like being able to be confident in my own masculinity

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watery-melon-baller · 3 months ago

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i dont have the right kind of mental illness for BBC merlin to actually make this but in my head there's an animatic of hamiltons "satisfied" involving merlin, arthur, and gwen that Haunts Me

#it haunt me #im thinking bout it again cause i got tunes on shuffle and satisfied came on #i love this fucking song #gwen is fucking. eliza.#the trouble is with merlin and arthur because like. it would make sense to have merlin be angeliica bc unrequited love but also not at all #it would be friends not sisters here but like like like #cause angelicas role better suits arthur for the song w/ being 1st born noble but likeeeeeeeeee. him n gwen aren't like.#the way hamilton talks 2 angelica is very merlin 2 arthur I think. could be other way but works best as merlin = hamilton kinda #the goal is fucking. argwen marriage merlin being depressed Just Like Canon Lads #i have like. parts of the song storyboarded in my head #the only thing i can think of is like. fucking. id be switching povs a bunch during the song to make it make sense #like uhh. arthur would be 1st and 2nd reasons. merlin would be 3rd reason.#it would start as merlin switch to arthur when they start talking then back to merlin for 3rd reason #which is WEIRD but thats the only way it would make sense I feel like????????????????????????????????????????/#with merlin its like. idk 1st and 2nd reasons don't work #ive considered doing fuckiing uhh #morgana as angelica and arthur as eliza and mmerlin as hamilton #that WOULD work best but also doesnt quite have vibes I want. i am more of a morgwen girlie idc about mergana #idk the ship names lmao #ALSO arthur would not mak e a good eliza. he is not all sweet and demure and whatever the fuck. so like #i cant win. i cant win but it haunts me sometimes it would be soooooooooooooooooooo #the love triangle drama. it lives in my head i had this idea like a fucking YEAR ago it Haunts Meeeeeeeeeee I can't escape animatic brainro #bbc merlin #i dont even usually post about my merlin bullshit thoughts #but im pullin an all nighter nad also ive lost my sanity I think #its like sinew sinewy sinewy. slipping. strerciing. ougghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i will now depart tumblr again for multiple weeks. mwah #lilac post

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amethiosspouse · 1 month ago

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pokemon mutual i humbly ask for insight on potential pokemon f/os you know of because pokemon has recently piqued my interest and am curious to see who you assign me

OH MY GOD!? YES NAME TWIN!!!!!

ok i have a FEW but idk if theyre like ur type and stuff and im sorry if theyre not that accurate 😭😭😭😭

first up, we have archie

hes from ORAS and hes mr evil water man /silly. ur blog is sea themed and u just remind me of the sea in general and so does this guy so i thought of him first up

next is N

everyones fave christmas tree from BW. a classic. very pretty. ignore the shoes. he has daddy issues and wants to set pokemon free!!! just going off vibes rn

uhhh adaman !!

hes blue and you remind me of the colour blue so i went with that! adaman's from PLA and he's the leader of the diamond clan and hes got beef w this blonde lady (justice for the blonde lady fr /j)

last is jacq

hes a biology teacher at the academy in scarvio. im just going off by vibes atp 😭😭😭 there's not much reasoning behind this too.

#moots #asks #IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG #IDK HOW ACCURATE THIS IS #MY FIRST CHARACTER WAS ARCHIE AND I JUST WENT OFF W VIBES #jacq has a BIT of reasoning but its silly #his messy hair kinda makes him look like a db character IF YOU SQUINT #but UHH YEAH #IM SORRY VRO I RLLY JUST WENT OFF W VIBES 😭😭😭#we've got two blue guys a christmas tree and this dude /silly #i had more in mind but idk if theyre too accurate

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unproduciblesmackdown · 2 years ago

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fr is he, you know.............................................repeatedly described as being Impersonable and Lacking Charm and Pedantic and confused / bothered by things he supposedly shouldn't be while inspiring confusion / botherment in others in ways he supposedly shouldn't and like 99.9% of the grief he's given is over All That while he's just sitting or standing there rather than the like intimidatingly efficient hitman georg thing he has going on. which is in fact The Skill That Makes Him Useful Despite It All and also perhaps the least foothold in interactions because [worried he can & may kill you] affords power when otherwise just being the weird guy nobody likes(tm)

bonus mordecai balling

#lackadaisy #not exactly Necessarily intentional but like oh you don't say #something something liking patterns & order; though that overlaps w/the like fastidiousness that's just tied to backstory #but that even when picking up that particular trait he was apparently always Peculiar in the deemed Not Personable Way #like oh you don't say #can't really even truly hone in on 9000 murders/day when like. everyone's blowing people away out here. ya gotta #or certainly other people are doing it too lol. mordecai's Mostly differentiated from anyone else's hitmanning by demeanor/affect #and that demeanor/affect has everyone going sicko mode antagonizing him while he's decidedly just sitting there #like oh you don't say....epic mood re: the [how would mordecai approach being tasked with infant childcare] joke #held a baby once maybe twice and both times an exercise in simply like ah christ don't drop this thing countdown to passing it along #great minicomic lmao found in the uhh. gallery under....mini comics; penultimate one w/the baby cat jimmy carter as pictured as thumbnail #supporting his mystery contributions too....gotta be for real abt mitzi not shooting anyone but sure he may have noscoped atlas #though maybe also he did not; but we know they have some secret concerning atlas; even probably involving his death....#vaguely wondering if atlas got whatever warning about [mystery thorn in marigold's side] as asa sweet mentions over that brunch #and perhaps would have chosen to back out of the business but mitzi was not about that & would arrange a Murder to inherit lackadaisy....#but mordecai would have to have some reason to go along with that. Maybe as an out for working for atlas forever; but now he's at marigold #not exactly that different yet [themes re: The Other Paths Are Closed To You Forever for everyone out here]#while it might also be true that he left for marigold to try to figure out what's going on over there from the inside; as suggested....#and whatever he's got going on he's Very Motivated about it as per the most recent comic pages. bold moves #anyways another accidentally autistic cat out here. for april. always a classic lol fr everyone leave him alone or else shoot at him yknow #i do support the mordecai & the savoys dream team there. reiterating i think nicodeme espesh could/should be the like surprise bestie & etc

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malikselfindulgence · 1 year ago

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I don't post about him too much because he's still a big wip because i haven't had a Httyd phase in a hot sec BUT:

Here he is in Httyd 1 and in 2!!(Gotta give him a Rtte design too)His name is Pipsqueak Reidun and he's a berk viking who's parents,Gertrud and Osmund,were killed under mysterious circumstances when he was little,leaving him to raise himself because none of the adult residents wanted to take him in due to his otherness(Queerness + Neurodivergence/Mental disabilities).Him and Hiccup grew up together as best friends and him and Astrid get on good terms in the first movie and are besties too by the time the first cartoon ends!!Berk accepts him post Httyd 1 because of his association to Hiccup and proving himself as a worthy warrior and i haven't figured out how yet but he ends up becoming part Rose Fury-Rose Furys being a Night Fury variant that are pink and have vine-like patterns on their scales-after meeting and training one and naming her Cloudy Skies!!Like i said him and Hiccup are eachother's love interests and it's a slowburn,with them not getting together until Httyd 2!And since i love Astrid so fucking much,she's a lesbian in this verse who's married to Ruffnut♡Oh and the main human trio are all trans :] Pip transmasc genderfluid and bigender super femme,Hic trans man and Strid butch trans woman!!

HELLOOOO I FUCKING LOVE HIM !!!! Childhood best friends to lovers slow burn is the realest thing ever actually . ALSO I FUCKIN LOVE HIM BECOMING PART ROSE-FURY THAT SOUNDS SO COOL??? GIVE HIM DRAGON FEATURES NOOWW !!! And omg it'd be sweet to see him and Hiccup's relationship develop in the series before the second movie :33 ASTRID AND RUFFNUT SOOOO FUCKING REAL I LOVE THEM !!!! Also hmmm very curious about the mysterious circumstances of his parent's deaths .... does this come up later?? Ponders ....

THIS IS PRETTY OLD ART FORGIVE ME BUT !! ourss I'd say these are rtte designs :33 they have matching star charms and the belt on Blaze's S/I was a gift from Snotlout!! Blaze's is transmasc and mine is genderfluid :33 mine is besties w tuffnut and is lowkey crushing on Astrid while Blaze's is besties r Ruffnut and dating Snotlout :33 . They ran away from home together at a young age and snuck into a random ship, and it just so happened to lead to Berk! Have yet to decide where they come from or their dragons asrgghfh