#i have to choose between moving to a city 3-5hrs away from my family or... uh be homeless ig lol
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bruiisedfawn · 1 month ago
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#i thought of smth today....#i will try to bring it up w my mom...#bc like my sister has moved out on her own and my mom stays there a lot bc we've all been cramped up in this tiny apartment 4ever#but my mom hates this apartment and neighborhood (we all do) and she HAS to move she says#but she only talks abt moving w my little sister#the idea is that i will move out to another city (wherever i cand find an appartment + program/school)#but..... it just hit me..#that if i would study online i.e on distance and not have to go to a physical school#then i wouldnt have to move to a specific city#and i could move with them....#bc the reason i cant now is bc of my income that isnt approved to put on contracts etc#but..... maybeeee if i do that and i could study from wherever as long as i have internet#maybe i domt have to move to a city far away (im only able to look at omes where student housing is available... and nothing is close by)#this all made me think and honestly i cant be far away from my family and our pets#esp when i wont be able to afford to travel to them often lol#i cant be alone i think.... i just wont be able to live like that... i wish i could make my mom understand that#i'd wish in the future i could have a partner and live w them. but that isnt what my reality is rn lol </3333#i have to choose between moving to a city 3-5hrs away from my family or... uh be homeless ig lol#so i will bring this up w her and see what she says#maybe she'll just shoot it down immediately haha...#but i will test the waters at least... maybe she'll need convincing :')))#im just not ready bc that would mean that i would have to move...#this august.... fuck i get a heartattack just thinking abt it#i'd have to hurry and finish 3 classes by may#but also have started applying for university in uhh... march/april maybe????#and then find housing... and get one in the same city i can get into a program in#and then move in august 🥴🥴🥴🥴#no thanks i wanna fucking throw up just thinking abt it NO NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOO. NO. NOPE.#ok i will have to convince my mom fuck that T-T
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