#i wish my social dysphoria was not abysmal to the point it hindered me actually working toward like | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ghostcrows · 1 month ago

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Its so easy to assimilate into a cis male space and it's access to patriarchal power just by declaring yourself as one of them. They will instantly respect you and definitely not squint to see the ghostly spectre of your feminine mystique every time they look at you. this is famously known and no one has ever come across any problems to date (why would anyone keep your records, you don't exist)

#even when you do get 'in' its like. god maybe its just me. i cant relax #i cant relax and be one of The Boys when im scared that its for nothing #its like something that would make me insanely dysphoric tho its kind of funny is uhh -#people would make those videos about 'pick me' girls trying so hard to be one of the guys #and the implication seemed to be that this is such an impossible and pathetic thing to attempt #that it could never work and the only reason youd want that is to have str8 hookups i guess #ive been having a hard time w this shit lately beyond any online discourse lol just on a personal level #i wish my social dysphoria was not abysmal to the point it hindered me actually working toward like #doing affirming things like being able to be confident in my own masculinity

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