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Hello can you do headcannons about shidou Barou and Rin getting sick 🤒🤧 please and thank you ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
Ofc ofc! Poor boys.. luckily our NB y/n is here to save the day!!
Shidou, Barou, Rin x NB!reader (separately)
Shidou Ryusei
-you would imagine a man in such a state would be forced to calm down..
-you thought wrong.
-if anything, it's gotten worse.. oh so so much worse. You try to walk out that door to go to work or a fresh breath of air..
"Y/NNNNnnnnnm YOUR SUPPOSED TO TAKE OF ME!! THROUGH SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH!"
-worst part about it? You're not even married. His lame excuse for why you have to stay in bed and cuddle? A lie.. well, it won't be a lie soon if it's up to him.
-your running from the kitchen to the bedroom with water at his demand, allergy meds, anything that boy can name. You better make sure he gets, he isn't called a demon for nothing
-he doesn't portray very signs of getting sick before hand, but after years of it, you've picked up on a few.
-he gets a little more touchy (as if that's possible). It's as though he wants to get you sick too, so then you would really have to stay with him.
-he starts to crave your approval more. It's odd how it works with him. But every time he does something he knows you want him to do (like take he shoes off before getting in the house, or taking off his sweaty jersey before getting in bed) he looks to you with wide eyes, waiting for your hum of approval
-in short, Shidou is a menace, will always be a menace, and all sickness does is... Make your life harder
-by the time he is all healed up. Your sick, and him taking care of you? A whole other story,
Barou Shoei
-Well would you look at that, the rare occasion Barou does get sick has occurred,
-good luck entertaining the bedroom. He doesn't like being taken care of, he likes to take care of you.
-Hes shutting himself him, locking himself up, with everything he could possibly need. Including a picture of you. Although your right behind the door, he won't open it, no need for you to be sick too,
-he calls you all the time, even if he could just open the door and talk to you like a normal person, often falling asleep on the phone together.
-although he hates you sleeping on the couch, sometimes he accepts that you have to suffer through that, so you don't have to suffer as much as he is now.
-Should he finally gets tired of your endless begging, he might crack the door open and look at you with a glare.
"can I come in now?"
"only if you wear a mask and gloves'
"BAROUUUUUU NOOOO"
Rin Itoshi
-its odd, It's as though Rins body will only let him get sick ONCE every 6 months. Twice a year, it's a impressive, never has it gone under, or over that for as long as you. Or anyone else you ask, can tell you,
-he says it's not a big deal, just going off to sulk in his room about this flu that is making soccer such an energy taker for him
-he is usually healed up quick, a bunch of medicine, and a bunch of tea and rest
-he has no issue kicking you out of you are stopping him from resting. To the couch you go!
-he comes over 5 minutes later to ask you to come back to bed. He cant rest knowing you're on the sofa alone and banished,
-not much changes, other than he's grumpier. He cant take out his attitude on hitting a certain worm with a ball. (Sorry Isagi, R.I.P)
-all in all, you can't do anything other than just love on him when he asks for it. He has everything else under control.
"Rin, do you need a tiss-
"already have 3 others waiting under the bed."
"how about a cup of t-"
"I already have one on the nightstand."
#bllk x y/n#bllk x you#bllk x reader#blue lock x reader#bllk#blue lock#rin itoshi#shidou ryusei#barou shouei
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HOW MANY TAGS AND WORDS MUST I FILTER TO HAVE A MOMENT OF HAHA FUNNY FANDOM TIME ON THIS GODDAMN WEBBED SITE
#I'm not saying I dont care about whats going on#its just exhausting having it constantly shoved in my face on all media platforms#tv and in papers and magazines#on campus fliers and talked about in every day conversation#I feel powerless and all I want to do is get through finals without offing myself#and this shit isnt making it any easier#its hard to care when you cant contribute in a way that matters#ffs#fuck me for being an asshole though I guess#for not caring about something I cant change#this semester has been utter fucking hell#my cat passed a month after it started and I couldn't take a break#I miss her so bad and yet if I dont care about other stuff and other people im a heartless asshole#I gotta take care of ME#it feels selfish to protect my peace#fucking hell#im so fucking done#i would love to take a break from socials but I dont have the self control#rant#personal#venting#vent post
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atp i genuinely doooon’t care if the old guard two is the worst thing put to film i just want to see the best character of all time (andromache the scythian) and her loser henchmen and everyone’s favorite girl nile freeman again
#its not even funny anymore WHERE IS ANDY AND NORIKO!!!!!!!!!!! it was supposed to be the year of dyke drama 😞😞😞😞😞😞#like given the way they structured the first movie the second would have to be almost wholly original and differ a lot from the comic#like andy cant go thru the shit noriko puts her thru so im guessing the script would switch her out with nile getting tossed in the ocean#but that doesnt really work with norikos comic characterization (trying to get andy to see her point by making her go thru what noriko did#isnt something quynh will gaf about if andy isnt one of the immortals. andys become thr ‘vermin’ noriko hates!!!)#and given the end of the movie everyones chill with copley so joe and nickys whole subplot cant exist anymore…. idk maybe theyll switch out#copley with moose?? idc as long as we get their stupid car conversation tbh makes me laugh#honestly given the changes that would have to be made they probably just made a stupid movie and don’t want to release it. but I DONT CAREEE#its not exactly like the first one was that good i still mute it in preparation for every cringe needle drop like its a lame movie but its#genuineeeeee fun like i seriously do not care netflix give me my movie!!!#the old guard
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standing in front of a firing squad would have been easier than reading this script i need to be shot
#this is hands down the most insane script ive read i was sitting slack jawed half the time#not because its Outrageous but because. oh my fucking God#frank sure does have too much influence over *gestures broadly* This.#to see their dysfunction presented like this. is. so.#like. of course the reason they cant be nice to each other is because they all expect some kind of Trick. we see this again in s12#they've set a precedent where everyone is unable to be vulnerable out of fear that someone else is going to take advantage of them#its about knowing to Never let their guard down. because they can't afford to be stupid enough to think someone was being nice#its literally about them not trusting each other. they know each other. care about each other. but they're all still at war with each other#anything could be a trojan horse#and even when they try to do something thoughtful it's ruined bc their motives are being questioned and that provokes a defense#''of course i wasn't being Nice that's stupid why would i ever do that for you'' because otherwise theyre leaving themselves open to attack#i think this episode works purely because theyre All trying to change this at once and since theyre all aware of that fact#its like oh okay youre not fucking with me because we've established we're all trying not to be cynical#i cannot even begin to dig into the pure autism of this entire. not even just the episode premise. the whole basis of the gang's dynamic.#like yeah of course a group of weird neurodivergent people is hypersensitive to this#its the same thing as mac and dennis in suburbs questioning wally's intentions/demeanor welcoming them to the neighbourhood#literally in defense mode all the time because they expect the worst from people and they haven't had any reason to think otherwise#marder and rosell get it but thats not exactly new and surprising <3#but wow this script adds so much. at least for me.#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#ada speaks#character meta#for good measure
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if i just told you i love you would this world change
#witch hat tag#orufrey#these kinda suck lol i feel like i cant draw right now *irritated sigh* BUT I FEEL EMOTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if you are gay go watch good omens season 2 right now. NO YOU DONT KNOW THO!!!!!!!!!#i know being this affected by good omens is probably cringe. I dont care any more. the last 1 minute of good omens season 2 was#some of the most affecting acting i've ever seen in my life. sometimes someone acts with the force as if their entire career led to that#like during the credits part the very end im not even talking about before that. holy god#aziraphale i know everything about you. i know what you are feeling right now. i can see everything on your face. we're going to make it#ER.... NOT THAT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS POST. IT'S NOT SPOILERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!#I JUST FEEL THOROUGHLY CHANGED !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT GETS REAL FROM NOW ON.. LIKE IN GENERAL! IN MY LIFE!#tormented gay love tormented gay love TORMENTED GAY LOVE TORMENTED GAY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#btw the first 3 images were drawn earlier with an entirely different feeling and an entirely different mood.#Why do you keep pulling away from me?#It is because i love you that i do this#the lyrics from one of my japanese orufrey songs (A SONG THAT THE CREATOR LISTENS TO!!!!) led to feelings#“あなたが知らない私を残さず見ててほしいの” but i'm not translating it cause it just sounds weird. if with his eyes oru's asking “WHY don't you want#to let me in? to see all of you?“ those lyrics are like ”I actually want you to see every last bit of the parts of me you don't know“#oru you have no idea how much i want to lay bare my whole soul for you#maybe it's an alternate version of chapter 40. to me#i need to draw something really fucking good or i'm not going to forgive myself. i will not rest in this life#until i have made the orufrey that fully satisfies me nor until i have seen what the manga is leading to#NO STORY MEANS ANYTHING WITHOUT TORMENTED GAY LOVE AT THE HEART OF IT. THATS THE HEART OF THIS WORLD!!!!!#........... so Hi im normal :) haha *goes and finally makes breakfast*
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Nooooo that sad little smunkler has broken my heart! Wtf Talon stop being so mean to him for no reason!!! >:[
its okay, he just has bad days sometimes
#skunk mail#Anonymous#a doodley#because i gave talon so many of my traits its easy for him to get into ''i couldve been Like You if things had gone better'' mindset#even if it isnt rational#so sometimes things will be going good but he'll just get so mad with smunker for no reason#like smunker will just get too excited about something and he gets frustrated for reasons he cant understand#the thing is al is really good at shutting him down if he gets mean because al is a bit more secure#smunker is the much easier target for his bursts of Upset#but he's neutral positive most days...talon CAN be gentle and he can slip into gentle so easily too#he tries to apologize in his own way often and says he is trying#he's just not well adjusted... he has mood swings and self sabotages when he's finally shown so much care#and smunker is patient with him to their own detriment#(talon has even insulted him about this and caused massive upset - and then he regrets it)#dis is just recent development... we will see how things change ^_^#he's being nice to me right now but i never know how long it'll stick#its almost like he just doesnt want to be happy but i cant tell if he does it on purpose or not yet#pushing others away maybe?? but it also seems like he's just at the whim of his emotions half the time#gotta look further
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hold on wait. wait. regime change between when show!armand leaves delhi, and when he's turned into a vampire. god. i'm thinking about his speech to madeleine, his "what will you do when there is nothing left of your era?". if he tried to visit the village he came from during his time with marius, he will likely have witnessed exactly that. within his mortal life. armand believes he is uniquely suited to endure immortal life, to adapt and survive no matter what. he might have seen the fall of the lodi dynasty while he was in his 20s; maybe that's why. but god. how devastating. his village might even have been destroyed in the fall of the lodi dynasty. what do you do if you are taken from your home and when you finally have the freedom and strength to return to it, it is unrecognisable to you. fuck.
#armandposting#asterisk asterisk asterisk. i have never studied the delhi sultanates this is just from reading wikipedia.#also as with all regime changes on the scale of something like the lodi dynasty. random village people probably dont care unless theyre#being killed in the process#historians are always arguing about how much continuity there is when X regime falls to give way to Y dynasty#i cant remove that line of thinking from my head. perhaps the lodi dynasty falls and armand's home village is unaffected. HOWEVER!#tis interesting to think about. additional ten years spent by show!armand in the palazzo you will always be famous to me.#iwtv#iwtv amc#thunder rambles#releasing this from the drafts cuz i thought about it again#with them changing the timeline so louis' time in new orleans is set during the upheaval of the early 20th century. AND changing#lestat's time in paris so that it takes place during the french revolution...... i feel like the change in armand's timeline may be#for the same reason (re: the emotional turmoil of the characters is reflected in the chaos of society that surrounds them#and may even feed into that turmoil)#idk though. of course armand is in venice when this is happening so maybe i need to look at whats happening there during the 1510s lolsies#still! worth thinking about
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every day i think of xmen evolution wanda and everyday i wonder if- while she does have the fake happy memories with magneto- how does she actually FEEL about him when he's brought up or she thinks about him
is there just this underlying anger/rage but she cant ever place why so she ignores it ....... does she just feel numb ....
#snap chats#an idea ive wanted to try exploring for Ever but i cant be serious for more than two seconds vjLAKJLKJ#mastermind could only put illusions in her head not change how she feels no.... shrug...#like yk what i mean ... you cant control or explain feelings they just exist. you can THEORIZE why theyre existin but they just come to be#so i wonder if internally her brain knows somethings wrong but because its a feeling it cant be justified to her#she was p upset about him dying against apocalypse so ... shrug ... but is it because she loves/cares for him#or because she has those underlying questions that now she cant get the answer to... prob not but im forced to wonder#if she has all these great memories with him why does she never see him ... etc etc..#sometimes i think when pietro told her the memories were fake on the subway thats why she got mad#like it was confirming something in her she didnt want to already admit or something along those lines#idk. im still forever miffed by the potential lost with magneto and his kids#just one extra season .. an extra ep to explore them more idk .... just feels like there coulda been more done..#oh wanda my dear wanda i wanted so much more for you in evo..
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Kudo makes funny facial expressions




#i bet this guy was actually a hoot to be around#with his low voice short stature bricks on his forearms#he seems like a guy with a lot of sass#and being stubborn or deadpan#he smiles like a damn quagsire its amazing#i use him in fic stuff to help push stuff along cuz if its left to bruce things will never progress. hes too roundabout and careful#hes all serious and driven but i bet hes the kind to chew faster when hes in trouble#bruce: leader have you seen the peanuts i was gonna have for lunch?#kudo: *chews faster*#his quirk - Gearshift - literally has the user move their hand as if switching gears in a manual car to change the gears of the quirk#kudo has to have something with manual cars methinks. maybe he had one or something. or hes just a bit old in tastes#how else would kudo realize he was Meta if Gearshift required the user to make said movements? or does that part only come AFTER it evolved#i was put in a manual car for the first time and. like a nerd. realized this is the same as kudo#and i got it to work. THANKS KUDOOOO *sing song*#also that post i made about kudo being kind#kudo cant lie or hide stuff for shit. hes so obvious and knows what hes doing with en#NOT EVERYTHING IS GONNA KILL YOU IF YOU STEP WRONG KUDO. he was being so serious the whole time with#“youre gonna die” “the world will end in 5 minutes” “its only just starting now”#this list could be longer if KUDO HAD MORE SCREENTIME-#the gearshift hand thing with midoriya mightve just been midoriyas mental imagery tho#kudo#bnha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#mha#spoilers#how could i forget these tags
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yall ever see a post correcting disinformation but the correction has a lot of red flags that suggest its also either mis- or dis- information? its like the "net zero information" thing but instead there is information, the information is just "theres a lot of unreliable sources on this entire topic"
#like i cant becoem an expert in this random topic rn but something is Not Right#red flags include:#no sources#source that doesnt or just barely mentions the thing we're talking about#incorrect timelines#saying that something doesnt matter (it prob does)#numbers that dont match up (the numbers in the body of the work should match any tables/figures and if not should be explained)#no credentials or their credentials arent shit#(<- obv respect ppls privacy but the point here is that if somebody says theyre an expert you should check what other experts have to say)#incendiary posts (not just mentioning a hot topic but something where if the topic was changed the structure and tone of the post would#still be stirring the pot. be careful about biases tho bc obv we've been taught to read some things as more aggressive than others)#theres more red flags but these are just the ones that applied to a post i just saw#i keep seeing stuff like it and going 'if i turned this in for a class id fail bc the research sucks' lmao
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Just as a reminder because I found out I had some people interacting with me. If you're neutral towards pr0shipping or whatever get off my page. If you're buddy-buddy with pr0shippers while "being neutral" on the subject, get off my page. I do not understand how that is a hard boundary to follow.
#if i have something like that apart of my dni and you interact with people who support it. why do you think you can follow me as well#I dont care if you dont “participate” in it. youre encouraging it#and dont argue with me about the topic in general i've stopped trying to change peoples minds. just follow my boundary of not following#it cant be that hard.#genuinely it cannot be that hard.#use common sense#im putting a 0 in the word so it doesnt show up in the word search for it.#I dont skim through my follower list like a hawk because I trust in people to sort themselves out. but if I check someones page and see you#blatantly interacting with a pr0shipper then you're getting blocked idk what to tell you
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i think these two should interact
#arknights#art i made#arknights lumen#arknights thorns#im only half joking i do think they should interact#like if you wanna be deep about it their dynamic could be really interesting#thorns: deeply jaded about the treatment of aegir in iberia and only recently starting to see the possibility for change#lumen: actively trying to bring about that change#if youre not gonna be deep about it the comedy potential is also very there i feel like thorns would be good at making lumen uncomfortable#like not intentionally i just dont think their personalities would vibe HJDSHFJDSHFJ#i know theyre like canonically the same height but i think lumen somehow ended up a little bit shorter oops#also!!!!!! they canonically have the same eye colour????#like the orange iris yellow pupils#idk i think its neat#edit i think tumblr mobile did something to the image quality again but like. please i cant bring myself to care over a shitpost#iberiaposting#gonna make new iberiaposting and suiposting tags bc arknights is so massive you can have subfixations lmao
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for people whose job is dealing with mentally ill people therapists sure get very uncomfortable when you cry or express any negative thoughts or feelings or are suicidal or suggest you may have a mental illness
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it is so fucking unfortunate and heartbreaking knowing that the only publicity your area is getting now and probably will for the next while is for the fact that the mountains flooded, when, famously, the mountains do not flood. especially when there are whole towns (2000 ft+ in elevation, mind you) that have been completely washed off the map or stranded. and we're supposed to relive this in a week's time.
#hurricane helene#appalachia#tennessee#north carolina#virginia#and here they were expecting us to 'just evacuate' when#no#we cant do that#contrary to popular belief we arent just a bunch of uneducated rednecks who care only about their guns. we're people with families#people who have lost their entire lives in literally less than 48 hours and have yet to be able to even BEGIN picking up the pieces.#THERE ARE STILL PEOPLE MISSING DAYS LATER.#and i think this happening has made me realize that. i HATE the fact that nobody will ever see us as anything different.#this doesnt happen in the mountains. it's NEVER happened#something something 'but muh climate change isnt real'#its right here but youre too blinded by hate to even look in our direction
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I'm gonna get into a brawl with my mother one day don't be surprised when I get on the news
#long rant incoming lol but#so my birthday is in like 2 weekends from now and my mom asked me for a list of things i want#so i compiled a list of six things with like 2 $10 options 2 like $17 options and one $25 and $60 option#and i wanna be clear i dont really care to make one but she gets pissy if i dont and its meant as more an ideas list#i dont need everything on there and its meant for my entire family#or ignore the list! i don't care!#FREAKED OUT on me saying i was being selfish/too expensive and im like....i never expected all of this stuff epseically from one person...#i am happy with one of the $10 options or a gift card or something else entirely so like#it kinda feels bad to get asked for a list of stuff i want and then get called selfish for it and then for her to talk behind my back about#me to my sister lol#also asked me if i was available for a bday celebration on a certain day and i was like yeah i got a thing in the afternoon but i can#still make it#get yelled at AGAIN bc she said oh u can leave that early and i was like...uh...no i cant lol im sorry....i paid to go to this thing already#and its like why ask me if u are gonna get mad if im unavailable (which im not even lmao)#idk it's just it's always been an ideas list in my family so i dont get why she's freaking out on me and acting like im asking for so much#espcially cause she just changed out all of her kitchen appliances and redid all of the landscaping in her front and back yard like 😭😭😭#truly didnt think a $10-20 gift was like crazy if u did wanna get me a gift lol#not really looking forward to it now ngl#chen.txt#rant post
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Flames,, blanket boy, my beloved
I gotta draw more art like this of him, he's such an odd creature I love him so much
There's so much to his character that I never talk about aaa I'll make a lore post eventually
#i have thoughts about this guy#he's so hungry for affection and that social and physical contact he see's all the people in his city get#he's takes up so much after them in so many ways#maintenance on this guy... mechanics working on checking all the wires and circuits and touching all the sensitive nerves and neuron flies#its nice that his entire structure is well taken care of but he also wouldnt be able to focus on anything else#he's so used to working in perfect undisturbed conitions..must be so distracting when something changes#he'd have his overseers watching as they plug things in and test stuff and poke around in his guts#and maybe he'll enjoy it a too much and he'll beep when a cable is pushed in.. its not like the sounds are unusual#the structure is alway whirling and buzzing.. whats a few extra clicks and hums when a particularly sensitive component is touched#its not like they would know unless they were really paying attention to the sounds and looking for a reaction#trying to please their beloved supercomputer#he longs for the same love they're capable of but it does quite work out. They can't hug him in a way that feels the same#does affection mean anything to him when its so little. They cant love him in a way that properly means something#i guess flames eventually getting into a relationship fills that affection hole#someone who speaks the same language. someone who he can relate to and understand#someone capable of touching all his systems in just the right way#ajfjsj went off i the tags here uh im so tired im kinda losing consciousness as i was typing oops#rain world#iterator#rain world oc#iterator oc#oc four blue flames#drawins#suggestive
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