#for SO MANY YEARS
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trying to come to terms with the idea that no matter how good i feel, my depression is not, in fact, just gone
#everytime i think im good i have a week like this that reminds me of the hell i was trapped in#for so many years#its a humbling reminder that it will probably never go away entirely#i will be living with this spectre my whole life. but at least i will live
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lilac steel lollipop :P
let’s mutual adopt each other 🥺🥺
#I’m mostly okay 😭#you are a new follower believe me I have been so less ok before#for so many years#coldswarkids veterans can testify#ask game#♥️
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I never had that many friends growing up So I learned to be Ok with just me, just me, just me, just me And I'll be fine on the outside
I like to eat in school by myself, anyway So I'll just stay right here Right here, right here, right here And I'll be fine on the outside
So I just sit in my room after hours with the moon And think of who knows my name Would you cry if I died Would you remember my face?
So I left home, I packed up and l moved far away From my past one day And I laughed, I laughed, I laughed, I laughed I sound fine on the outside
Sometimes I feel lost, sometimes I'm confused Sometimes I find that I am not alright And I cry, and I cry, and I cry
So I just sit in my room after hours with the moon And think of who knows my name Would you cry if I died Would you remember my face?
- on childhood loneliness
@aphexxtween on tiktok/ @mazzystarjpg/ mastermind- taylor swift/ the virgin suicides/ @heavensickness/ if you’re anything like me- taylor swift/ pen15/ @mango-season
#depressing#depression#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#mental health#mental illness#trauma#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtqia#lgbt+#lgbtq+#lgbtqia+#depressing thoughts#long post#video#I've tried so hard#for so many years#to heal that little girl inside#and yet#I fear#she'll always be with me#hugging herself#and weeping#Youtube
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the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????
i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.
so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.
#anyway it’s still a couple years away#but man im so fucking excited for my 30s!!!!!!!!!#i made it!!!#i survived!!!#so many people never got the opportunity to be 30#im gonna enjoy every fucking second of it!#sulley speaks#sorry my coworker said something really rude to me lol#it struck a nerve
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love when dogs come back to you with seeds stuck to them. lmao get used as dispersal idiot. that’s just what you get for snuffling the grasses
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Happy 10th anniversary to FNAF!!
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#fnaf silver eyes#into the pit#security breach#mike schmidt#micheal afton#springtrap#fnaf vanny#william afton#fnaf vanessa#charlie emily#gregory fnaf#cassie fnaf#oswald fnaf#abby schmidt#HAPPY 10 years!!#All the rabbits are pretty happy about their anniversary!#everyone else though all the protagonists? not so much pff#they have no reason to celebrate their crimes#SILLY lil comic I wanted to do had to do something to celebrate#tbh me drawing fnaf everyday was my celebration gift as is#tried to add all the fnaf canons into this one games movies and books#I only started to draw fnaf late lsst year but I’ve been a fan from the very beginning#happy 10 years to fnaf and here’s to many more!! 💜💜
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does anyone else have the thought that someone could just toss a grenade in your car every time you roll down the windows or do i need to move up my therapy appointment
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https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/blinken-says-hamas-signal-support-un-backed-gaza-truce-deal-is-hopeful-sign-2024-06-11/
You cannot say “hamas is one sidedly rejecting peace.”
#this at least is ongoingg#for so many years#israel used to refuse negotiations on the pretext that there was no one to negotiate with because they were in political danger if they#recognized pales tine as a state#while having complete military advantage#population of palestine is 5 mill#well rounding to 5.5
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Thank you so much tumblr for not suggesting me to follow "people i might know"
#seriously this is why i still feel so safe here#it feels so nice here#for so many years#please keep going
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look at that transformation! well done, Belphie, you’ve defeated death!
#Belphegor#if it were a few years ago there wouldn’t have been anything to do#I would’ve had to watch him continue to bloat until he drowned in his own fluids#but now he gets to be a kitten! now he gets to live!#he’ll grow up and get fluffy and be with me for twenty years#he’ll get to be an old geezer with arthritis!#so many bad things happening every day but for once we get a solid win
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I LOVE being alive so I can be mediocre at SO many different hobbies
#this isn't sarcasm at all i love to try different tasks i get mediocre at a new thing every year#i love to learn about other people's hobbies!!#i am having a great time#there are so many things to do who can blame me for getting distracted from life tasks that are boring when there are all these fun ones
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three of swords (heartbreak, sorrow, grief)
plus the lines because i still prefer the clean look of it
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#*sigh* no the colouring didn't work out this is all i got to offer#this has way too many details so guess who is printing it not me not in a thousand years#agatha all along art#bean draws
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Jr year baby!
#I adore the official designs so much so these are based off of them but I did take some liberties with the clothing lol#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#d20 fantasy high#fanart#digital art#my artwork#fantasy high fanart#fantasy high junior year#gorgug thistlespring#fig faeth#adine abernant#the bad kids#I’m not gonna tag everything because there’s so many guys#fantasy high spoilers#fhjy spoilers
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dont ask me what this is girl i dont KNOW
#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high#fantasy high fanart#dimension 20#d20 fanart#dimension 20 fanart#d20#fig faeth#fabian seacaster#fig faeth fanart#fabian seacaster fanart#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#god d20 has so many tags#d20 fh#d20 fhjy#OH TECHNICALLY#adaine abernant
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what do you mean jennifer saunder's shrek 2 cover of Holding Out for a Hero didn't play over the entirety of dressrosa arc
#happy new year. it's been about a decade since dressrosa arc first aired#i thought i was well and truly done with that last edit but this struck me like a bolt of lightning#one last go at it to wrap up the year#also. to be fair to doflamingo: how the fuck do you predict or prepare for this shit#(small aside: dressrosa arc is so badly paced you would not believe how many eps i had to download to pull four minutes together)#one piece#op#CJ's op watch-through#CJ's edits#dressrosa#trafalgar law#donquixote doflamingo#amv#monkey d. luffy#monkey d luffy#lawlu#roronoa zoro#zoro#donquixote rosinante#lulaw
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Eros—carnal desire—is an embodied experience, and our phones do a terrific job of getting us out of our bodies and into our heads. In the digital age, we often neglect our bodies entirely, and use them merely as a way to transport our heads to meetings. (The rise of rave culture and physical fitness programs since the 1990s is perhaps evidence that we feel the need to fight against this.) No one feels connected, present, alive, embodied, or sexy when they’re on their phone all day.
And our phones don’t just move us out of our bodies, but they have become something of a second brain, a second body. You don’t have to remember something if you can record it, photograph it, or type it into your notes app. You don’t have to look good in person if you look good on Instagram. Our phones not only hollow out our true selves, but are starting to replace us.
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