#fool for you

[artifex-nb-2000]

what a fool I am

to keep hoping

that something might happen

between us.

a fools imagination

that might make me lose my mind

about you

reading into your words

that may not mean anything.

dumb crush

making me a fool

I wish you were one to

N.B.

🌻

[inferi-ous]

why is this the funniest thing i’ve ever written? 😭

EDIT: this has been posted here

[lukesdefenceless]

cause im a fOoL fOr YoU.

[themancorialist]

Oldham Street, Manchester.

[ruminate88]

Feeling Indifferent 😯

Lately I just feel “indifferent” this is NOT the numbness I’m use to. This goes beyond that. I’m not angry at myself or my past. I’m not angry at anyone really. I’ve been sad though for awhile beyond words. Not depressed like I was in the past, just sad. Very deeeply inside of me. Sad over Andrew and Cody. I almost couldn’t take it. I couldn’t even cry anymore for so long. This past week or so I did finally cry some but I felt dramatic towards it and I stopped myself from letting it continue.

I don’t feel “indifferent” towards andrew or Cody, I just feel it towards everyone else. I want to love and care for people. I wanna be a good friend and family member but I’ve also wanted to be left alone. I’ve wanted to just make music and eat cereal and watch tv. Ive just let all the important things go it seems and focused on what I find pleasure in I guess? I don’t know what it means. I feel fake sometimes but I am trying to be super real and get back to something normal. Is there a “normal” after emotional abuse and then covid? So much isolation.

I read you need to focus on “self care” and focus on your own well-being but I’m not there just yet. I mean, I am getting my hair back, taking vitamins and I fixed a tooth but there is so much more that needs to be taken care of and I just don’t have the energy! I haven’t wanted to journal I’m tired and feel bad . I constantly beat myself for thinking and talking about my exes BUT I did love Cody and Andrew and that is the problem!!

Every social media platform does nothing but show me videos and quotes about emotional abuse and I just ignore them almost every time now because it’s too much ❤️‍🩹😝 I don’t wanna see anymore! It hurts too much cuz the truth sucks. I believed I heard Cody and saw his heart too but he refused and couldn't see mine and ugh makes me feel just awful. 💔 I thought he was so special to me and then I met Andrew and took a risk on him after cody, thinking Andrew can treat me better than Cody 😣😣😣 but Andrew was just as bad! Those men hate me and I only ever loved them so much 💔💔💔 they’ll NEVER understand!!!! (Letting go of the expectations and feelings attached)

I’m so indifferent in my current state of living, what does that even mean????? 🥺🤷🏻‍♀️

[pinewoodpipit]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: VALORANT (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Fade/Neon (VALORANT) Characters: Fade (VALORANT), Neon (VALORANT) Additional Tags: Blood and Injury, Injury, Sexual Fantasy, Masturbation, Guilt Summary:

Neon has a crush on Fade. When she's shot on a mission and Fade needs to help piece her back together, Neon struggles to disconnect the moment from her attraction, and she can't stop thinking about Fade's long, gentle fingers.

[sadghostgirl14]

I feel like a fool … so stupid for holding onto I guess hope when I know I need to move on … I’m frustrated that I can’t move on cause there’s this energy that draws me back and I feel sick in my brain … like I’m broken mentally, emotionally, physically… and nothing can pull me out of it … I certainly can’t .. and lord knows I’m trying …

[wishfulsketching]

how do you think Silco reacts to Powder and Ekko dating in the au? honest if I was Ekko I’d be TERRIFIED everyday of my life knowing who my gf’s parents are. I also think we need more fanfiction about this

I think Ekko is one of the few people who are safe from the "scary dads" thanks to being Benzo's kid. Also, Ekko knows how soft they really are.

[euesworld]

"Sometimes I feel like giving you some much needed affection, it's in my blood.. I just look at you, you little crazy person, and I get filled with so much love. Some days I lust after you, a heated fire in my veins to devour you and get intoxicated on your sweet taste.. other days still are days that I would love to smash a bag of cuddles between us and throw some nice warm blankets around us. But no matter what kind of day I'm having though, I always want to spend it with you.."

Every day is a little bit different but I you are always in my heart and on my mind like good memories - eUë

[inferi-ous]

fool for you is now complete!!

[soft-october-night]

[embershroud108]

[ominouspuff]

You know who you are

but for everyone else btw it was @razzbberry

[minwonaucollections]

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[aniisol]

mumbo thinks he could beat most the irl hermits in a fistfight. okay. let's see. welcome back, my name is grian and today we're all gathered here to kick off a brand new life series in the middle of this actual forest