#fml yknow?
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being cyber stalked sounds insane, scary, and frustrating. hope you’re doing ok
thank you so much. I've had a really tough year and this situation has been a constant undercurrent of it... I've felt like I need to just get over it and deal bc this person was a close friend, but it's been fraying my nerves for a looooong time now. Like i said, I wish them the best in life but oof. I cant handle this anymore
#like constant suicide threats for a year#i felt so guilty about everything that i didnt block them but like muted or did the equivalent on whatever platform#but then it just got to be too much so I started blocking#and it's been like playing whack-a-mole#they'll realize i've blocked them on one platform and then move to the next one#anyways today I realized I had only restricted them on insta#bc i stumbled upon at least a dozen comments on my posts from the last few days#and the most recent one threatened to call the cops on me#my mom had surgery today and had just gotten home when I saw it#so i had a biiiit of a panic attack bc like what if the cops showed up and my mom is in bed after a major surgery#i just wrote a paper on swatting and i'm sufficiently freaked#anyways i used to really trust this person too#its just :///#so yeah#fml yknow?#lea speaks
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and thinking about the difference between bill and fiddleford when it comes to fords hands and fords 'genius'
bill makes fords polydactyly a focal point, something impossible to ignore. he tells ford that he'll fit right in with bills band of "freaks" all because his hands are a little different than other humans. he never lets him forget it, even if he says it as something to be proud of, but he and everyone else knows that ford kinda never stopped holding onto the insecurity that was associated with this trait. bill also never let ford forget his smarts, he played into the what ford always wanted to hear about his smarts, but fords brain was only ever a tool to bill. fords hands were (part of) a reason bill wanted to bring him along in his crew, and fords mind was simply a means to an end
and then we have fiddleford who, upon meeting ford for the first time, immediately saw ford as this genius who cared about what he had to say and they connected over their shared love for all that nerd stuff, and it was something that was important to them both and brought them together, and kept them together
and fiddleford says he didnt even notice, after hours and hours of sitting in a room with ford and them focused on eachother (and math)... he didnt even notice that fords hands were different until afterward, when he was looking at a photo of them both. this thing ford had been forced to worry about his whole life, and it wasnt even a thing to fiddleford.
ford wanted to be known, to be loved, for his brain and what he could do. and, in my opinion, it sometimes feels like he almost wanted to make up for the fact he was different, to prove he wasnt 'less than' because of some difference he was born with, this thing that everyone made such a big deal out of
and between the two biggest people in his life (aside from his brother of course lmao), one focused on and made a big deal out of his difference, and the other didnt even notice it. one saw his genius as a tool, and the other saw it as something amazing and admirable.
hell, if the bit of their conversation in the book of bill when they meet is, well, when they meet and is their first words to eachother... the first name or nickname that bill calls ford is, of course, sixer. and one of the first things fiddleford calls ford... is friend.
and i just feel like it says a lot about those two relationships and him.
#my post#gravity falls#stanford pines#bill cipher#fiddleford mcgucket#i might be slightly wrong here fjajfj feel free to (nicely) correct me on shit im just saying thoughts yknow#THIS ISNT ME BEING AGAINST EITHER SHIP BTW i literally ship both. obviously for different reasons between the two#im mainly referencing the picture from the website when you type 'sorry'#and the first few pages of the lost journal 3 pages of the book of bill#(and the pages just before those where bill talks about first seeing ford and declaring him both a genius *and* an idiot)#having the book of bill within arms reach of my bed is really convenient for subtle brainrot#fml doesnt stan also call him sixer im fucking tired i cant remember if im making that up or not#im not unpacking that rn
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the way i wanna experience showering with someone :') not even in a sexual way, just like helping eachother with our hair, giggling and joking bc theres barely enough room to scoot around eachother, getting soap in our eyes sharing soft kisses-
#like sorry i need cheesy shit in my life😭#GIMME FLUFFY COUPLE ACTIVITIES#(and yknow maybe a bf to do them with)#ALSO HI IM BACK FROM THE DEAD#work has been horrible#anyways if ur still reading this hello#also you lost the game :)#FUCK SO DID I#fml#mlm thoughts#gay mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#t4t mlm#mlm#mlm and nblm only#t4t yearning#mlm yearn#t4t#shower#shower thoughts#apparently
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Homestuck is going to space, baybee. (Link)
#my shit internet wouldnt produce the name in a bottle picture tho fml cant even meme with this ass internet#ShitPost.exe#should i put my actual name in there#what if aliens find it and decide it's a grocery list#yknow what nvm that confirms my answer im submitting my name bc there is nothing id love more than for an alien to eat m-#homestuck#dirk#dirk strider#striders#idk why im doing this bruh im tired and cold and procrastinating#sorry for putting it in the public tags i want the tags for my blog to be organized
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top ten guys who would shatter if thrown at a wall number 1
#thinking abtpers ERMM sorry always think abt him late and then i get self concious. BUT i think#''yknow that life we lived is over. and when we were living it it didnt mean anything anyways'' < THAT. THAT MAKES ME THROW UP AND SOB#because it DID mean something to him!! it meant everything !!#it was the one thing that kept him going he was trapped w laius or wahteva#the idea that if there was even a SLIM chance of him escaping and meeting back up with coyot and things going back to the way they were. it#was worth it enough to endure torment and try to not go crazy < wanted 2 be somewhat normal when he caught up w coyot#even though it never did turn into a reality and instead he came across gunner#and it wasnt until after he had grown to love his new life and the people around him that he saw coyot again . circumstances aside he still#was so happy 2 see he was alive and well. was happy to see that coyot also lived with the people he loved and was doing alright for himself#and was in a better mental state and was well fed and !#he loved coyot. im so emo over that. love was there but it saved nobody < shaking and crying and throwing up#and thats why i think him dying would be the best outcome 4 him tbh. having to kill your old family must be fucking devastating#and he only did it to ensure a false sense of safety. FML!!#txt
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I Fucking Did It.
#are you proud of me LMAOO#this is only the rough draft i still gotta go back and rework a lot of things but this is a big milestone for me#it's not often that i like. Finish Stories yknow.#im kinda proud of myself :) im going to bed now GJKDFH#bailey musings#fml rewrite;
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i'm also destroyyying my lips. i have been peeling and chewing them constantly. it is unreal how quickly i've become my 15 year old self again now that my anxiety is untreated lmao.
#i see my psych next tuesday#i'm gonna be like girl i'm so anxious#and she's gonna be like yeah you stopped your ssri what the fuck did you expect#and i'm gonna eat my humble pie and go back on an ssri. but hopefully not viibryd. but maybe viibryd. cuz fml yknow.#izzy.txt
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I'm very normal about nettles. I found a patch of winter retted nettles that were the perfect level of dead for fibre extraction! Will do an update video about what I make with it soon :)
#slow craft#textile#hand spun yarn#hand spinning#natural fibres#textile art#embroidery#ive spent all day editing and reuploading this like over 10 times#ive been trying so fucking hard with this algorithm shit i hate this so much#instagram reels kept glitching every time i made it so i had to do it on tiktok fml#any likes and saves on instagram would mean so much#thanks so much in advance#i hate that i have to do this content shit just for my job now it takes so much effort when i should be yknow#actually working on orders and making things to sell#posting this everywhere just to try and make traction ik people here dont care about this kind of stuff but whatev
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My Dr has me wearing a 24hr blood pressure monitor and holy shit. the readings I've been getting. my high readings at the drs office were not white coat anxiety 👀
#ive been doing some housework like hoovering and mopping bc the nurse who fitted the machine said i should go about my day as planned#so while up and about the readings have been around 150/90 and 120bpm#and readings while sitting down have been about 130/80 and 90 bpm#i had a really stressful half hour where i thought id missed an appointment w the gender clinic which anyone under the NHS clinics in the uk#KNOWS how stressful that is like they will discharge u for the smallest infractions#so i was leaving voicemails and sending emails out the wazoo until i realised my appointment had been rearranged and i hadnt missed it#but the readins during THAT were like.#174/116 and 147bpm#so like 😐👍#yknow?#fml#chronic illness#just in case#ive been talking abt health stuff a lot recently so ill start tagging in case any of u is bothered by that#if u have a specific tag u have blocked let me know and ill use it <3#health#chronic health issues
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what makes a good horror story for you?
ooh ummm...i love it when horror can take me by surprise (NOT jumpscares. i mean unconventional stuff or the subversion of tropes/expectations.) and when there's good emotional and psychological horror. i prefer horror to at least scare me a little bit if i enjoy it so i end up being incredibly picky about what does and doesnt work for me sometimes. there's usually a good story and bad horror or vice versa and that sucks too :-(
#sorry for the very indirect answer this is very difficult for me to articulate#im very open to a lot of ideas and concepts in horror bc you have to be! its the best way to enjoy horror! so i am open to anything#the execution is the important part and a lot of the time horror will rely on shock factor or jumpscsares for fear#and it's frustrating yknow cuz its fairly simple to make something scary that still has heart#ok now i actually kind of got the words for it IN THE TAGS. fml#silenthillmutual#asks
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I don’t want to go home and that makes me so sad
#im seeing two different therapists (don’t question it) so I’ve had four different therapy appointments in the last 2 weeks prepping to go#and I still just. don’t want to.#if it goes as badly as I think it will I’ll change my flight back from Rome and I’ll just go back to OMG I ALMOST JUST DOXED MYSELF#like yes I know saying my city is not that bad but I don’t feel comfy with that and I almost wrote it#I need to go to bed#I was gonna try to finish my assignments for my theatre class because I think they’re due BEFORE tmrw but#fml i need sleep yknow?
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finally playing the sword & shield dlc (yes i’m a little late to the party lmao) and woooow crown tundra is so much more enjoyable than isle of armour
#maybe it’s just because i’m stuck in the stage of leveling kubfoo and the only other thing to do in the meantime is the diglett quest#hey you know what would be fun for the players? spotting a dozen sight variations on the ground in a sandstorm!!!#also the dynamax lair thing in crown tundra?????? VERY FUN and basically just free legendaries#they just tell you where to find giratina and you do 4 fights and don’t have to worry about catch rates??#tbf i did lose again kyurem but then you can just retry at any time and it doesn’t cost you ANYTHING#i also really like the fact that they give you pokemon to choose. takes a lot of the stress out of it for me#ANYWAY so it’s rough having to choose legendary forms#i wanna go with the darker type for everything all the time lmao#like i’m gonna get the ghost horsie. but i’m still trying to decide for urshifu#i think i might actually go with water. but dark is cool 😭😭😭#tbf i can just use a different switch profile to get the other one and then transfer it but it’s not the same yknow. only one is my choice#anyway idk. i’m having fun. i played for like 8 hrs straight yesterday OOPS#trying to work out the regi puzzles tho….regirock was very obviously an everstone but i’ll have to think abt the others#(NO SPOILERS IM DOING IT MYSELF)#and then i have to choose electric vs dragon right? fml#i’ll probably go electric because my strongest pokemon are more dragons#but i know regieleki is the competitive choice and more ppl take it so i feel bad for regidrago lmaooooo#whatever that’s a choice for later. the only choice i have to make right now is where to plant my carrots and im going with ghost for that#IM GOING GHOST GUYS#personal
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Your anon is absolutely wild. I've seen this sort of morality policing happening in in other fandoms, but never in real-time. Like the full on audacity to spend *this* much time fighting back against a topic instead of just going "ew okay, not for me" is just????? And on top of that, much of the criticism coming from anonymous sources with commenting access removed? It all reeks of someone who needs to touch grass
Thank you ❤️ tbh I do think that the Vast Majority of people think this way like "eugh not for me" but the ones who don't are just very vocal. But I really appreciate this
#do i need to start a discourse tag#fml#but thank you ❤️#i think its just a terminally online take and im saying that as someone who's terminally online#i do recommend touching grass and reading books that arent fic and kissing your friends and gasp even having sex#its all great for the skin yknow
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One week today y’all will start receiving your little surprises…👀
#personal*#jess talks#I’ve waited a v long time to finally share these#my oc plan is finally gonna be public!#I hope everyone likes it#I know I do anyway but in this instant it’s not up to me#just ahhhhh#not to spoil it but fyi they’ll be every day for a bit…#not all in one day…#so don’t be let down if you don’t see /yours/ next Yknow?#why tf does my iPad keep autocorrecting random ass worlds to capital letters?#words*#fml this thing some times man…#ANYWAY#YALL START GETTING HYPE
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one time I dreamed that i was chilling with some people, but i was kinda upset and being quiet. I overheard one of the guys talking about going to smoke a joint, and a few others say “yeah this blows let’s do that”. I think damn he’d never invite me, but i look back and there’s daryl dixon from amc’s hit series the walking dead, asking if i wanna tag along. but I never get the fucking chance bc i get caught up in a personal battle with a bigass spider that keeps following me instead of running away. and then just before it dies and i can take the first hit, i wake up to the fucking smoke alarm or something
#fml for real#it was so weird it was like One other fictional character from a Completely Different Media#AND a guy i knew in high school?? and two others but yknow. blurry faces#one time i dreamt#pizzacrustdisposal
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c- can i just
yeosang ∙ 210922 ∙ deja vu fancam
#WHAT THE FUCK#WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK#AJSJSK#OLD BUT GOLD#BC#YKNOW#KANG YEOSANG#!?!?!?!?#FML#nah#it's more like#fuck me in the ass#istg#smt reblog
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