#fml yknow?

[acesammy]

being cyber stalked sounds insane, scary, and frustrating. hope you’re doing ok

thank you so much. I've had a really tough year and this situation has been a constant undercurrent of it... I've felt like I need to just get over it and deal bc this person was a close friend, but it's been fraying my nerves for a looooong time now. Like i said, I wish them the best in life but oof. I cant handle this anymore

[mbat]

and thinking about the difference between bill and fiddleford when it comes to fords hands and fords 'genius'

bill makes fords polydactyly a focal point, something impossible to ignore. he tells ford that he'll fit right in with bills band of "freaks" all because his hands are a little different than other humans. he never lets him forget it, even if he says it as something to be proud of, but he and everyone else knows that ford kinda never stopped holding onto the insecurity that was associated with this trait. bill also never let ford forget his smarts, he played into the what ford always wanted to hear about his smarts, but fords brain was only ever a tool to bill. fords hands were (part of) a reason bill wanted to bring him along in his crew, and fords mind was simply a means to an end

and then we have fiddleford who, upon meeting ford for the first time, immediately saw ford as this genius who cared about what he had to say and they connected over their shared love for all that nerd stuff, and it was something that was important to them both and brought them together, and kept them together

and fiddleford says he didnt even notice, after hours and hours of sitting in a room with ford and them focused on eachother (and math)... he didnt even notice that fords hands were different until afterward, when he was looking at a photo of them both. this thing ford had been forced to worry about his whole life, and it wasnt even a thing to fiddleford.

ford wanted to be known, to be loved, for his brain and what he could do. and, in my opinion, it sometimes feels like he almost wanted to make up for the fact he was different, to prove he wasnt 'less than' because of some difference he was born with, this thing that everyone made such a big deal out of

and between the two biggest people in his life (aside from his brother of course lmao), one focused on and made a big deal out of his difference, and the other didnt even notice it. one saw his genius as a tool, and the other saw it as something amazing and admirable.

hell, if the bit of their conversation in the book of bill when they meet is, well, when they meet and is their first words to eachother... the first name or nickname that bill calls ford is, of course, sixer. and one of the first things fiddleford calls ford... is friend.

and i just feel like it says a lot about those two relationships and him.

[b-yyearns]

the way i wanna experience showering with someone :') not even in a sexual way, just like helping eachother with our hair, giggling and joking bc theres barely enough room to scoot around eachother, getting soap in our eyes sharing soft kisses-

[coridallasmultipass]

Homestuck is going to space, baybee. (Link)

[soliddaddy96]

top ten guys who would shatter if thrown at a wall number 1

[baileycatarina]

I Fucking Did It.

[ghostzzy]

i'm also destroyyying my lips. i have been peeling and chewing them constantly. it is unreal how quickly i've become my 15 year old self again now that my anxiety is untreated lmao.

[visgae]

I'm very normal about nettles. I found a patch of winter retted nettles that were the perfect level of dead for fibre extraction! Will do an update video about what I make with it soon :)

[dogbunni]

My Dr has me wearing a 24hr blood pressure monitor and holy shit. the readings I've been getting. my high readings at the drs office were not white coat anxiety 👀

[horrorknife]

what makes a good horror story for you?

ooh ummm...i love it when horror can take me by surprise (NOT jumpscares. i mean unconventional stuff or the subversion of tropes/expectations.) and when there's good emotional and psychological horror. i prefer horror to at least scare me a little bit if i enjoy it so i end up being incredibly picky about what does and doesnt work for me sometimes. there's usually a good story and bad horror or vice versa and that sucks too :-(

[boomerang109]

I don’t want to go home and that makes me so sad

[danielnelsen]

finally playing the sword & shield dlc (yes i’m a little late to the party lmao) and woooow crown tundra is so much more enjoyable than isle of armour

[theodore-lasso]

Your anon is absolutely wild. I've seen this sort of morality policing happening in in other fandoms, but never in real-time. Like the full on audacity to spend *this* much time fighting back against a topic instead of just going "ew okay, not for me" is just????? And on top of that, much of the criticism coming from anonymous sources with commenting access removed? It all reeks of someone who needs to touch grass

Thank you ❤️ tbh I do think that the Vast Majority of people think this way like "eugh not for me" but the ones who don't are just very vocal. But I really appreciate this

[amphibiangeorgerussel]

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[pizzacrustdisposal]

one time I dreamed that i was chilling with some people, but i was kinda upset and being quiet. I overheard one of the guys talking about going to smoke a joint, and a few others say “yeah this blows let’s do that”. I think damn he’d never invite me, but i look back and there’s daryl dixon from amc’s hit series the walking dead, asking if i wanna tag along. but I never get the fucking chance bc i get caught up in a personal battle with a bigass spider that keeps following me instead of running away. and then just before it dies and i can take the first hit, i wake up to the fucking smoke alarm or something

[hoshbrownie]

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