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Modern cabin entertainment system with customizable music and movie selections
With a variety of individualised entertainment options available through an innovative cabin entertainment system, take advantage of an unparalleled in-flight experience. With features like interactive games, carefully chosen music playlists, and famous TV series and films, this system is made to make every traveler's experience entertaining and interesting. Each seat turns into a personal theatre with high-definition screens, touch controls that are easy to use, and language options that let passengers choose the entertainment they want. This cabin entertainment system blends convenience, variety, and comfort, making air travel a memorable and soothing experience. It is perfect for lengthy flights and offers something for all ages.
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lax airport - remodeled wing has great new features such as
"giant touchscreens where, if you spend a good minute trying to prod the screen into responding, you can shakily scroll through every flight leaving the airport in alphabetical order but can't actually see what gate it's departing from, and where you can allegedly view all sorts of other information like maps of food and shops if you're willing to slap the screen long enough"
and "biometric boarding," where you MUST to stand on a circle and have your photo taken as you board to have it matched against your ID photo on record in a government database. allegedly US citizen photos are deleted within 12 hr but non-citizen photos may be held Longer. because you know, classically, the airport is devoid of any other checks of identity
and also chargers! there are more outlets now.
#becoming a luddite smashing various screens going on a small and targeted rampage brb#LITERALLY just have a static printed map of the terminal#there are like 7 variations of the same store selling chips drinks neck pillows and dime novels it's not complicated#the One piece of info from a live display that's useful is the 'what gate am I at and is my flight on time' departures board#the touchscreens aren't even wheelchair accessible#besides that you know i looooooove when people must be photographed and have their pictures logged to the customs and border patrol db#not necessary!#it is airport time so i am a bad person and ideally my virtues will return when I stagger half-asleep out of the terminal at home
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Parallel Lines, Act I
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SUMMARY | He fears her proximity, and she fears his distance. As war looms, theyâll have to learn to make their marriage work to find comfort in each other.
Or at least, try.
PAIRING | Aemond Targaryen x Wife!Reader
WARNINGS | 18+; SMUT; Angst; Complicated Relationship Themes; Emotional Negligence; Infidelity; Major Character Death; Aemond and his issues are a warning on their own ok?
AUTHORâS NOTE | All Valyrian lines were translated from english using a free online translator. They are likely to be grammatically wrong - but I donât even know man. Yeah.
WORD COUNT | 9.5k - and not a single word is beta read. We die like warriors, I guess?
The moonlight spilled through the series of windows of her husbandâs - not theirs, his - apartments in the Red Keep, casting a silvery glow over the austere elegance of the chambers. His wife stood by the window, her silhouette framed against the backdrop of the night sky, the soft rustle of her gown the only sound in the otherwise silent room.
She turned slowly, her gaze sweeping across the dimly lit interior, taking in the cool, stone walls that seemed to absorb the flickering torchlight. She glided through the hall where intricate tapestries depicted dragons in flight, their scales shimmering with threads of gold and silver. The grand fireplace dominated one wall, the warmth emanating throughout the space from the burning logs within. She folded her arms into her chest, as if to preserve the heat as she shivered from the cold night - her thin nightdress didnât help. Above the mantelpiece, Vhagar's fierce eyes followed her every movement, a fierce presence in paint.
Moving through the chambers, she passed through his personal library, every page a stern reflection of his interests. Shelves of dark, polished wood lined the walls, filled with ancient tomes and scrolls, their faint scent of aged parchment and leather permeating the air.
He mostly smelled of smoke, fire and leather. Of books and dragons - both of which he is passionate about.
It makes sense then, that no one will ever catch a whiff of her perfume on him.
They were far from passionate, after all.
In the center, his heavy, ornately carved desk was strewn with maps and documents, a well-used quill and inkwell ready for his expert hand to wield. She leaned on the table to look at it all, and spun one of the wooden markers between her nimble fingers for a moment - as she had seen him do countless times - before leaving it back where she found it.
She stepped into the bedchamber, its stark stone walls softened by the rich, crimson fabrics of the large, canopied bed. Dragons were subtly woven into the bedspread and curtains, a constant reminder of the Targaryen lineage that she had married and given birth to.
How long has it been since she laid with him on this bed? More than a year, she surmised. They did their duty on their wedding night, and the Mother was graceful enough to make his seed quicken in her immediately. She laid with him for a few weeks after - and when the maesters made it known that she was with child, that had stopped.
A good wife knows how to keep her husband satisfied, they said. Her husband never sought her out. If the whispers of the few around her were to be believed, he frequents a whore in a Silk Street brothel.
Was she not a good wife then?
She gave him a son. He may be sickly, but he is a son nonetheless. Surely it must count?
With a weary sigh, her eyes shifted to the adjoining armory, where Aemondâs armor and weapons were meticulously displayed. This part of his room exuded an air of readiness, a silent promise of the warrior who would soon return to his space.
From the whorehouse, no doubt.
She turned back to the window, her thoughts as fluid as the shimmering waves below. The apartments were a microcosm of her husband's existence: regal yet austere, scholarly yet martial.
And no sign of marriage, leave alone happy or healthy. How could there be, when he doesnât feel half the happiness with her that he does when left alone with his beast or books?
There was no hate between them, surely not. Her husband was agreeable, but that was that. There was never any doubt in her mind that he did not want her - or the idea of her - but had to marry her anyway. There was no passion, and she could count with two hands the number of times they have lain with each other in the past year that they have been married - even that was before she had become with child.
There was nothing, truly.
She tried with him, initially. But any illusion of interest that she thought he may grow towards her was shattered the moment she heard that the very night that sheâd met him, he was seen moving out of the castle grounds and into the Street of Silk.
He didnât even bother with making it discreet.
Their wedding was a morose affair. They were the very picture of a royal couple, but neither felt the part - more like a pair of chastised children made to listen after a screaming bout. Even when he took her, he took her from behind - and she was fully clothed. It was nowhere close to the slow exploration that some of her ladies promised. Heâs a scholar, heâd be willing to learn for your pleasure, they had said. Heâd not even kissed her after their wedding ceremony, not once - he simply demanded that she get on the bed, and took her like an animal while the Small Council and their families watched her eyes pool with painful tears.
What had she done to warrant such embarrassment? She didnât know what sheâd done to make him shirk her so, but it was the way it was. It just was.
When he kept calling her back, heâd taken to offering her wine when they were finished. She didnât linger when her goblet was emptied. She simply walked out, and wished him a good night.
He never once asked her to stay.
When the news of the babe in her belly had arrived, sheâd been relieved - sheâd never have to lay with a man who did not want her, ever again. He didnât seem overjoyed either, and simply hummed with a hand on her belly.
âThere is blood of the dragon in you now,â he said. And then he let his thumb run over her cheek. It was the softest heâd ever been with her, and she relished those few seconds. For a moment, he looked so peaceful and content⊠a stranger. Thatâs when it occurred to her that perhaps thereâs more to Aemond than what he lets anyone see.
She could have fallen in love with him, if heâd cared enough to show her. But it seemed that heâd only viewed her as a duty and a burden.
The ghost of his touch lingered, and she brought her own hand to her cheek as though the warmth still remained. What did the whores have that she did not? Or was it the same whore each time?
Jealousy is unbecoming of a princess, she reminded herself. But so is unhappiness and a constant sense of dread, surely?
Her thoughts were interrupted as the door swung open. Her husband strode into the room, immediately aware of her presence. She felt the shift in the air and watched as the shadows of his boots slow, absorbing the sight of her. He removed his cloak with a fluid motion, letting it fall onto his chair before approaching her with the deliberate grace of a predator.
âWife.â His voice was clipped and devoid of warmth, as though addressing a servant rather than the mother of his son.
She turned to face him, the pale moonlight highlighting the tension etched across her features. "Husband," she responded, mirroring his tone, though a flicker of hurt glimmers in her eyes.
Do you think of me as I think of you? Do you think of me at all?
A heavy silence settled between them, thick with unspoken words. Her gaze scanned his face, searching for any trace of the man whom she foolishly once thought would love her. Instead, she found only the cold mask he wore, a fortress against the world and his own buried emotions.
Against her.
âHas the council kept you long?â she asked, her voice steady despite the turmoil within. They both looked outside the windows, with her leaning into the railing while he stood with his hands held back, ramrod straight.
Always on guard.
âLong enough,â he replied, his eyes drifting to the dark expanse of the bay. âThere are matters that require my attention.â
âAnd our son?â she asked, a touch of warmth infusing her words at the mention of their child. âWill you see Aerys tonight?â
For a brief moment, something softened in Aemondâs gaze, a fleeting shadow of tenderness. She must have imagined it - it was too fleeting and quick to hold any kind of weight.
She was jealous of her own son, for he elicits more from Aemond than she ever has, as little as it is.
âPerhaps. If time allows.â
She nodded, turning back to look at him; to see him.
The weight of his indifference settled over her like a shroud. The Blackwater Bay stretches out before them, vast and unchanging, mirroring the growing distance between them.
âI worry for you,â she murmured, her voice almost swallowed by the night. âWar will come to us soon, will it not?â If it hadnât come so far, she knew it would now. Vaemond Velaryonâs rolling head and King Viserysâ worsening condition only made sure of it.
He stood rigid beside her, his posture unyielding. âIt is my duty,â he said, as if that alone suffices.
âI know,â she replied, sadness threading through her voice. âBut you are more than your duty, Aemond. You are Aerysâ father and myâŠâ
The emotions were high tonight, higher than theyâd ever been. She didnât know why she sought him out. There has been ample evidence to support that he would not care, and yet here she was.
She wanted safety, and the only person she could approach is the one who has never made her feel welcome or safe in any capacity.
Who else do I have here?
The tears mangle her vision and she swallowed what threatened to follow.
âI have given you a son.â She trembled, her voice threatening to give way to s stream of tears. âThe shadow of war looms upon us, and youâve set me aside and I worryâŠâ
He lifted his head just slightly as the words sank in, but she was too dejected to care about his acknowledgement. He may be cold, and his reactions to her come far and few in between - but she could not bring herself to mull over it too at the moment.
âWar is coming. I am as certain of it as I am of the sun rising on the morrow and I know you are too -â He opened his mouth to interfere, but she was quick to not give him the gap to take over her speech. âDo not insult my intelligence by suggesting otherwise.â
âI was not.â
She turned to face him, a whirlwind of emotions swirling in her eyes as she wondered why the Gods had not seen fit to give her a husband who loved her. He was beautiful, a cruel irony that made her anger flare even more. Despite all the hurt he had caused, she could not help but feel drawn to him. To hide her tears, she looked to the floor, trembling as she forced out her next words.
âI know you do not love me. I know you do not want me. But I⊠I have given you a son. An heir to continue your legacy, and that⊠I like to think that it would be reason enough to ask you to not forsake me. We have not supported each other all this time, but the least you can do is assure me that you will keep us safe.â
A flicker of something unrecognizable flashed in his eye, and he turned to face her fully, leaning against the window arch. âDid you⊠truly think that I would leave you to die if it came down to it?â
âYou havenât given me reason to believe that youâll want me around.â Her voice was bitter, dripping with contempt.
He was ethereal as he reached out, holding her jaw between his thumb and finger, bringing her closer to his porcelain skin and alabaster hair. Her gaze flitted about chaotically, struggling to meet his eye. Her body shivered from the cold, torn between wanting him to let her go and needing him to hold her tight.
âYou are my wife. I swore to the Gods that I would honor and protect you. You and Aerys are my family, and I would be slain a hundred times over before I see either of you hurt. I may not be⊠I may not be the man you want, but I can assure you that I am an honorable husband who will safeguard you and our boy.â
She did not know what she expected. A declaration of hidden love? Certainly not. But somehow, his assurances fell short. âHonorable.â She tested the word on her tongue, finding it the most bitter sound she had ever uttered. Her cheek alarmed him, and she spat venom. âHonorable?â His grip on her chin tightened, and she took it as a sign to continue.
âI know you frequent the Silk Street brothels. I know youâve been going there since the very first day we met. Unless the professions of whores have changed, it is safe to assume that you are not honorable or loyal. And if you are, it is certainly not to me.â
A whore out there enjoyed her husbandâs undying devotion, while she sat in the castle hoping and praying he would recognize her, let alone love her.
His expression shifted, a storm brewing behind his eyes, but he did not release her. The weight of her words hung heavy in the air, a chasm of pain pulling them apart. She met his intense gaze finally, tears brimming in her eyes, the anguish of their fractured bond laid bare for him to see.
He tasted of smoke and fire, and yet her mouth craved him anyway. He was an eternity away from herâalways, alwaysâand yet her fingers yearned to touch him.
âI do not go there forâŠâ He took a long breath before completing his sentence, almost as if he needed his composure to simply survive.
Not there for what? Was he not fucking the whores? What else could he possibly do?
âDo you think I do not know the sacrifices you have made?â His voice was a harsh whisper, a mixture of anger and something deeper, almost pleading. âDo you think I do not feel the weight of our shared duty, the responsibility to our son? My responsibility to you?â
âBut you have never shown me,â she whispered back, her voice breaking. âYou have never given me a reason to believe that you care, that you see me as more than just a broodmare for an heir!"
For a moment, they stood frozen, the distance between them both physical and emotional. The moonlight casted a cold glow over their figures, highlighting the stark contrast between their proximity and their separation.
âIt is not easy for me.â
âIt should not be hard to love your wife. Or at the very least respect her.â
âIââ
She brought her hand up to stop him before any more of his lies spewed out and stepped away from him. She walked to the door at an amazing speed, her skirts swishing past as she tried to get out before her tears spilled out. In a late change of heart though, as her hand rested on the door latch, she turned.
âNo lady should beg her husband to love her. No matter if he is a prince. It is beneath her, and I am no different. I will not begâŠâ If she had looked at him properly, sheâd have noticed him flinch at her damning words.
âI will not beg you to love me after dismissing me all this time; I do have my pride. But I will beg you to save my life if it needs saving. That is all I ask.â
âYou never had to ask.â
She took a breath and drank some leftover wine in the goblet next to her, not caring for whose it originally was. The thought would make her retch usually, but she was beyond caring.
âYour mother⊠she loves me surely, but I think she doesnât like me very much. Your sister and I never managed to understand each other. Your brother⊠well he is a mindless lecher. I canât quite figure out your grandfather at all. And you⊠you know what weâre like. I just⊠I worry that in this impending war within kin, I will be forgotten and left to die simply because my job is done with the birth of my son and I am too close to the storm and you donât care and I donât want to die. I donât want anyone to die-â
âYou are my kin.â he said. It made her smile, albeit a woeful one. âYou may need to remind me every once in a while.â
He didnât respond. She simply left.
And even now, he didnât ask her to stay.
She wished he did.
Aemond stood by the hearth, cradling their feverish son in his arms.Â
Dressed in his somber blacks, he looked every bit the stern warrior, yet the gentle way he held Aerys belied that image. The babe was flushed and fretful, his tiny hands gripping Aemondâs hair and tugging insistently. Aemond hissed softly at the sharp pull, but did not dislodge the child's grip.
âByka zaldrÄ«zes,â he grumbles. It is strict, but not unaffectionate - she was familiar with that tone. Sheâd watched him use it with their son often when he thought no one was looking. [Little dragon.]
From the doorway, she watched them. They looked like a loving family - the devoted mother standing watch, her eyes filled with affection as she observed her husband and son. But appearances were deceiving, and both of them knew the truth beneath the surface.
Aerys, in his restless state, grabbed at Aemondâs eyepatch, tugging it down and exposing the scarred, empty socket. Aemondâs expression tightened as he shifted the boy from one arm to the other, quickly adjusting the patch back into place. In that brief moment, their eyes met, and she glimpsed the vulnerability he so meticulously hid. He seemed to close himself off even more, as if shielding his heart from her gaze.
It was a deep, almost dark blue. She noticed, she always noticed.
âI came to check on him before luncheon,â she said softly, breaking the silence that had settled like a heavy shroud. She always ensured that she made a solitary routine of her visits, ensuring that heâd have time alone with her son like he seemed to want. To be together - as a family - stumped her beyond belief, no matter how second nature it should be.
What was he doing here?
Aemond nodded, his voice measured as he recounted the maester's instructions. âThe maester believes he will grow healthy with time. We must be diligent with the poultices and draughts.â His tone was clinical, as if discussing a strategy for battle rather than the wellbeing of their son.
She watched as he laid Aerys gently in the cot, the childâs feverish grip slackening as he drifted into a fitful sleep. She approached, brushing a strand of hair from Aerysâs forehead, her touch tender and light.
Aemond stepped back, retreating to the armchair close to the cot where a goblet of wine awaited him. He took a long sip, his gaze fixed on her as she sat at his foot, and peered in to take a look at their son. Facing away from him, she began to sing softly. Her voice, though tinged with sorrow, was soothing, and Aemondâs stern expression softened as he watched the scene unfold. For a moment, the room was filled with a fragile peace.
The Seven Gods who made us all,
are listening if we should call.
So close your eyes, you shall not fall,
they see you, little children.
Just close your eyes, you shall not fall,
they see you, little children.
She didnât say anything and let the silence engulf them both when she finished her song. She then turned around and sat on the floor near his feet, her back leaned against her sonâs cot as she looked up to face her stoic husband. After what seemed like an eternity, he spoke - his words measured but with the intent of concern. He spoke them like he was testing them out on his tongue.
âThe maesters⊠they say youâre being given herbs as well.â
She nodded, feeling the weight of her exhaustion in every fiber of her being. The birth had been horribly hard on her body, leaving her depleted and fragile. Only now was she beginning to regain her strength. The whispers of the servants echoed in her mindâcomments about how all this suffering was for a sickly child. But those whispers meant nothing to her. She would move the ends of the earth for her son, no matter what anyone thought.Â
He was the blood of the dragon. Dragons do not concern themselves with the opinions of sheep, and she would not allow her son to be any different.
âEver since the birth, I have grown⊠weak,â she began, her voice barely above a whisper. âAerys took a toll on me when he came.â
Aemondâs eyes were detached, but she heard the slight concern and contemplation in his voice. âWere you in pain? In the days after?â
She hesitated for a moment, surprised by his sudden show of concern. âYes,â she admitted, her voice trembling. âI was. I still am.â
His questions were gentle, as if he truly cared, as if he genuinely wanted to understand what she had gone through. This unexpected tenderness from him was jarring, and it took all her strength not to withdraw. She had longed for this moment for so long, the chance to finally, truly connect with the man she had married.
And now that it was here, it felt as foreign to her as the other continents of the realm.
âI should have been there,â he said, his voice laced with regret. He didnât look at her, head turned away as he spoke. âI should have been by you-â
Sheâd heard the rumors that her good mother worked hard to ensure sheâd never hear. While she labored and went through all the Seven Hells giving birth to their son, Aemond was at a whorehouse, doing Gods know what.
She shook her head, her eyes filling with unshed tears. âI donât want to know,â she interrupted, her tone gentle but firm. âIâd rather choose blissful ignorance than a painful truth. Especially when it comes to you.â
Aemond nodded slowly, regality exuding from him even in his slightest movements. âI have failed you,â he confessed, his voice almost a whisper. He did not apologize, and she knew that he never would. This was the most she would get from him, and for now, it had to be enough.
It didnât mean that it shocked her any less.
Summoning her remaining strength, she stood and moved toward him. She leaned forward, resting her hands on the armrests of his chair, bringing herself closer to him. The curve of her breasts nearly brushed his chin, and she could feel his breath, warm and shallow, on her skin. His goblet of wine lay forgotten on a nearby desk, the contents slowly going tepid.
He looked up at her, surprise and something deeper flickering in his eye. His expression was a mixture of pain and longing, as if he too yearned for what she did. Slowly, almost hesitantly, he moved his hand and covered hers with his. His touch was tentative, as if he feared she might pull away. But she held firm, her fingers entwining with his.Â
He was warm to the touch. She remembered that much from the first days of their marriage, but it felt better to be reminded of it this way. Almost as though he was tender towards her, like they never spent any time being purposefully apart from each other.
She felt like they were getting somewhere, a tentative bridge forming between their fractured hearts. Carried away by the newfound closeness, she hesitated only for a moment before reaching out, her hand trembling as it neared his face. Her fingers were delicate, soft against the rough texture of his skin as she traced the scar that marred his otherwise perfect visage.
Aemondâs breath hitched, his entire body tensing at the intimate touch. She moved slowly, her fingers gliding over the jagged lines. Her touch was feather-light, almost reverent, as if she could heal his old wounds with her tenderness.
Her eyes locked onto his, searching for any sign of discomfort or rejection. Instead, she saw vulnerability, a crack in his formidable armor that allowed her a glimpse of the man beneath the warriorâs facade. His eye, the one not covered by the patch, was wide and filled with an emotion she couldn't quite name - something between longing and fear.
With a gentle caress, her finger traced the path of the scar down to his cheekbone, lingering there for a moment before moving toward the eyepatch. She felt his breath warm against her hand, the rise and fall of his chest quickening as her fingers danced over the leather. The eyepatch was cool and rough under her touch, a stark contrast to the smoothness of his skin.
She paused, her heart pounding in her chest as she felt the tension coiling in him. Would he push her away? Would he retreat back into the cold distance that had defined their relationship for so long? But he remained still, his gaze fixed on hers, a silent permission in his eyes.
Encouraged by his silence, she allowed her fingers to explore the edges of the eyepatch, feeling the worn leather against her skin. Her thumb brushed over the strap that held it in place, her touch gentle and soothing. He shivered, a barely perceptible tremor that ran through him, and she felt a surge of something warm and hopeful rise within her.
His reaction was slow, almost imperceptible. He closed his eye briefly, as if savoring the sensation, then opened it to meet her gaze again. She could see the conflict within him, the struggle between the desire to protect himself and the yearning for this rare moment of intimacy.
She moved closer, her body almost pressing against his as she continued her exploration. The curve of her breasts brushed against his chin, and she felt the heat radiating from him, the tension in his muscles. Her fingers lingered on the eyepatch, tracing the lines where it met his skin, feeling the pulse of his heartbeat beneath her touch. His hand reached up, covering hers. For a moment, the world shrank to just the two of them, suspended in a fragile, tender silence.
âWill you let me see?â she whispered, her voice trembling.
His hesitance and silence said more than his words ever could.Â
The moment stretched, taut and fragile, until it seemed to snap under the weight of unspoken fears. She saw the flicker of rejection in his eye, a retreat behind the barriers he had so carefully constructed. Her face fell, the light of hope dimming as she realized she had pushed too far. But she understood; perhaps he needed more time. Withdrawing her hand, she felt the ghost of his touch linger on her skin, a burning reminder of the closeness they had almost shared.
He grasped her wrist gently, as if he wanted to ask her to stay, but the words remained unspoken. She did not want to stay unless he wholeheartedly asked her to. His grip was firm, yet she felt the reluctance in it, the silent struggle to decide whether to hold on and let go.
âI should go,â she said softly, gathering her skirts. âYour mother and sister await me at luncheon, and it would be unseemly to be late.â
He watched her walk away, her steps slow and measured, each one pulling her further from the fragile connection they had started to form. Left alone with his son, Aemond felt the weight of his failure press down on him, a cold, heavy burden that settled in his chest.
Aerys slept in the cot nearby, his tiny body trembling with each breath as if the sickness that plagued him might take him at any moment. Aemond moved his chair closer to the cot, peering down at the infant with a mixture of fear and determination. The soft tufts of silver hair marked him as undoubtedly his, a tiny mirror of his own lineage.
How many nights had she spent alone, watching over him like this? Scared that if she stepped away, Aerys may be gone?
In a quiet tone that would otherwise go unheard, he whispered to his son, his voice thick with emotion. âAo kostagonât tepagon bÄ va Ä«lva, riñnykeÄ.â [You canât give up on us, child.] After a moment of composure, he continued. âZiry braved vÄ«lÄ«bÄzma naejot tepagon ao naejot issa. Gaomagon daor henujagon zÈłhon.â [She braved battle to give you to me. Do not leave her.]
Aemond's voice trembled, the words almost breaking under the weight of his desperation. He held his son closer, cradling the tiny, fragile body against his chest. He thought of his wife's strength, the pain she had endured, and winced at the realization of how badly he had treated her. His neglect, his coldness - they had all but shattered her.Â
He had done enough to her. The last thing he wanted was to see her lose Aerys too.
The dim light of the chamber cast soft shadows on Aemond's face, highlighting the sharp lines of his jaw and the furrowed brow etched deep with worry. His eye, normally a piercing blue, now seemed almost muted, dulled by the depth of his concern. He reached out, placing a gentle hand on his sonâs chest, feeling the weak but steady rise and fall of his breaths. Aerys stirred slightly, his tiny fingers curling around a strand of Aemondâs hair. The grip was weak, but determined.
âYou are the blood of the dragon,â he continued, his voice a fierce whisper. âYou will grow strong.â
The Dragonpit was packed, the air heavy with the murmurs of the gathered smallfolk and the flickering light of countless torches. She stood beside Aemond, her posture as straight and regal as she could manage, her heart pounding in her chest. The spectacle of Aegon's coronation was unfolding before her eyes, a momentous event that would shape the future of the Targaryen family.
Hers.
The ceremony began with the Grand Maester stepping forward, the crown of Aegon the Conqueror held reverently in his hands. The weight of history seemed to press down on the room, making every breath feel heavy, every movement deliberate. Aegon - looking more like a squabbling, crying child than a King - ascended the steps to the dais, his face a mask of acceptance.
And when her husband nodded to his new King, she bowed deep.
She watched as Aegonâs expression shifted from indifference to a flicker of recognition of the power now bestowed upon him. The crowd erupted in cheers, their loyalty and fervor palpable, yet she felt a pang of unease amidst the celebration.
Beside her, Aemond stood tall and vigilant, his eye never leaving the proceedings. She glanced at him, seeking comfort in his composed demeanor, his presence a steady anchor in the sea of chaos. The noise of the crowd swelled, and she could feel the anticipation hanging thick in the air, a tangible force that seemed to wrap around them all.Â
Aegon, now crowned, raised Blackfyre high above his head, the ancient sword gleaming in the firelight. The sight was awe-inspiring, a symbol of power and legitimacy. Yet, beneath the grandeur, she sensed the underlying tensions and overheard the words that Helaena kept mumbling.Â
There is a beast beneath the boards.
Her feet shifted, and she heard the hollow sound that the ground made when her shoe met the surface. A hollow sound that comes when feet meets -
The boards.
Suddenly, the ground beneath them trembled, a low rumble that grew into a deafening roar. Gasps of shock and fear rippled through the crowd, and she instinctively reached for Aemondâs hand. Before she could react further, the floor of the Dragonpit exploded upward, sending debris and chaos flying in all directions.
Rhaenys, astride her dragon Meleys, emerged from the smoke and dust, her presence formidable and terrifying. The dragonâs scales shimmered with an otherworldly glow, its eyes blazing with fury. The people scattered, screams of panic filling the air as the beast roared, the sound reverberating through the hall and shaking her to her core.
Her heart raced, terror gripping her as she stared at the massive dragon, its wings spreading wide, casting a shadow over the entire chamber. Aemondâs hand tightened around hers, pulling her behind him protectively. She could feel his body tense, ready to shield her from any danger. Despite the fear that threatened to overwhelm her, a faint surge of gratitude washed through.
You never had to ask.
Meleys roared again, the sound like thunder, and the heat of its breath washed over them. She could see the flames flickering in the dragon's throat, the promise of destruction just a heartbeat away. Rhaenys, regal and unyielding, locked eyes with Alicent, a silent challenge passing between them.
Aemond stepped forward, his presence a wall of defiance and strength. âGet behind me,â he commanded, his voice steady despite the chaos. She obeyed without hesitation, her body pressed close to his, drawing comfort from his unwavering resolve.
The dragonâs eyes fixed on them, and for a moment, time seemed to stand still. She could hear her own heartbeat, a frantic drumbeat in her ears, and the cold sweat on her palms. Every muscle in her body was taut with fear, and she kept her eyes firmly set to the ground.
This is how I die. Do you call it a dragonriderâs death when you donât ride a dragon?
My son. AerysAerysAerys-
Aemond.
Rhaenys stared at them all, the weight of her decision hanging in the air. Meleys shifted, the ground trembling beneath its weight, and for a moment, it seemed as though the dragon would unleash its fury. But then, as if making a choice that defied all expectations, Rhaenys turned Meleys away, the dragon's wings beating powerfully as they ascended through the shattered roof of the Dragonpit.
The relief was overwhelming, a rush of emotions that left her weak at the knees. She clung to Aemond, her breath coming in short, ragged gasps as she tried to process what had just happened. The hall was filled with the sounds of weeping and the murmurs of disbelief, the aftermath of the encounter leaving everyone shaken.
Aemondâs arm wrapped around her, pulling her close, his breath warm against her ear. âAre you all right?â he asked, his voice low and filled with concern. She nodded, still trembling, her heart beginning to slow as the adrenaline ebbed away.
She did not notice how closely he held her when it came down to it - for the very first time.Â
Aemond's fingers dug into Sylvi's hips as he thrust into her from behind, each movement fierce and relentless. Her back arched under the pressure of his hand, pushing her down onto the bed. The room was filled with the raw sounds of their coupling, echoing off the walls.
His breath came in ragged gasps, mingling with her moans. His grip tightened, nails biting into her flesh as he drove into her harder, seeking release in the violent act. The scent of sweat and sex hung heavy in the air, an intoxicating mix that fueled his aggression. "Gods,â He growled, his voice a low, primal rumble. He watched as her body responded to each thrust, the way her muscles tensed and relaxed, the sheen of sweat on her skin glistening in the candlelight. She was a willing vessel for his frustrations, and he took her with a ferocity that bordered on madness.
Her moans turned into cries of pleasure, her fingers clutching the sheets beneath her as she braced herself against his onslaught. He felt a dark satisfaction at the way he could bend her to his will, the power he wielded in these moments of raw, unbridled lust.
The climax came in a wave of intense pleasure, his body shuddering as he spilled into her. He collapsed over her, panting, his chest pressed against her back as he tried to catch his breath. The aftermath was a stark contrast to the ferocity of their coupling â a quiet, intimate moment where their bodies remained entwined, slick with sweat and the remnants of their shared passion.
Her arms wrapped around Aemond's naked body, her touch tender and soothing after their rough encounter. The room was dimly lit, the soft glow of candlelight casting shadows on the walls. The air was thick with the scent of sweat and sex, mingling with the faint aroma of lavender from the sheets.
Aemond's breathing gradually slowed, his chest rising and falling against hers as he allowed himself to relax in her embrace. His mind, however, was anything but at ease. He thought back to the scene that had haunted him since he left his chambers earlier: his wife, cradling their son, her eyes red from crying, her body and mind still fragile from the ordeal of facing a dragon at Aegonâs coronation.
"She was crying before I left to come here," he began, his voice a low murmur against her neck. "Holding our son, so shocked by near-death.. It didnât seem as terrifying to me, but... she was so scared. She's worried, you know. About the impending war."
The Madameâs fingers traced gentle circles on his back, encouraging him to continue. "She doesn't have dragonrider's blood," he went on, almost to himself. "I didnât know how to comfort her. I want to help, but I donât know how."
Her hands moved up to his shoulders, her touch grounding him. Her presence was a stark contrast to the chaos in his mind. He lowered his head to her chest, his lips finding her breast. He suckled softly, kneading the soft flesh, seeking solace in the familiar act.
Holding their son brought comfort to his wife, and for him, coming here to the Madame, was his escape. The warmth and intimacy they shared, however fleeting, was his way of coping with the weight of his responsibilities and the emotional distance between him and his wife. As he continued to be held, he couldnât help but wonder if he and his wife would ever find this kind of comfort in each other; if heâd ever find the courage or the trust to truly tell her what he needs without worrying about losing her respect.
If he'd walked in and held her while she cried instead of leaving her to it and coming here, could he have made her feel safer?
Too many questions, not enough courage for answers. Too much pride and so little sense between them both.
Aemond's heart pounded in his chest as Vhagar soared through the stormy skies back to King's Landing. The cold wind bit at his face, but it was nothing compared to the icy dread gripping his heart.Â
He had killed Luke. His nephew, his blood.Â
The act had been unintended, a consequence of their reckless chase, but it was done. There would be no undoing it. If there hadn't been a war before, there certainly was now. The weight of his actions settled heavily upon him, more suffocating than the fiercest storm. As the familiar silhouette of the Red Keep came into view, a storm of emotions churned within him. Guilt, fear, and a desperate need for comfort twisted together, making his insides writhe.Â
He dismounted Vhagar with a heavy heart, his drenched form slipping through the darkened halls of the castle like a shadow. His mind raced, an entire host of thoughts battering against the walls of his consciousness. He needed solace, a place to hide from the storm he had created. The whorehouse crossed his mind briefly, a familiar escape, but he knew it wouldnât be enough this time. He needed... he needed...
Before he knew it, his feet had taken him to her apartments.
Her. His wife.
He stood before the door, hesitating for a moment before pushing it open. His wife was readying for bed, her state of undress evident. She wore a robe over her shift, her hair loose around her shoulders. The soft light from the hearth bathed her in a gentle glow, as he took her in. She turned to him in shock, her eyes widening at the sight of him. It was clear how rare this occurrence was, how unexpected his presence was in her chambers. But she was quick to pull him in, taking in his drenched form with a worried expression.
"Husband, what has happened?" she asked, her voice filled with concern.
He did not answer, his eyes trained on her as she moved. Her exposed skin drew his attention, and he found himself wondering.Â
Was she softer? Kinder? Would she hold him in her soft arms if he so wished? Did he deserve it from her? Would she shame him?
She kept asking, but he remained silent, his mind too chaotic to form coherent words. She moved to find him something to dry off with, but he reached out, his hand wrapping around her wrist in a death grip.
"Don't go," he whispered, his voice raw and choked, barely more than a breath.
She looked up at him, her confusion gradually giving way to a quiet curiosity. He gently guided her arms around his cold and damp waist, his touch unexpectedly tender. This was not a whore; this was his wife. She deserved to be treated differently.Â
At first, she froze, her body tense and uncertain, but slowly, she let herself relax â at least as much as she could manage with a husband who had sought her out for the first time in a year.
He felt her hesitation and understood the significance of her yielding. The weight of his guilt pressed harder against his heart, but he clung to this moment of closeness, desperate for the comfort he so craved.
"What has happened, husband? Why are you here?" she asked softly, parts of her words muffled into his chest.
He remained silent, waiting to see what she would do. Her repeated questions slowly stopped, a resigned understanding settling in her gaze. In the silence, he became acutely aware of her form â soft, untouched by anyone but him, made for him. The thin layers of her robe and shift did little to keep his hands from exploring her.
His fingers trembled as they traced the curve of her spine, brushing against the delicate fabric of her robe. Every slight movement, every breath, every shiver she made became magnified in his mind. Her body responded to his touch with a delicate gasp, and he felt a surge of something he couldn't quite name â a need, a longing, a desperate desire for solace in her embrace.
He watched the rise and fall of her chest, every intake of breath, every flinch and gasp. He noticed a stray hair that had fallen across her face, the way the delicate hairs on her skin raised at his touch, the way her eyes widened and then softened. Each detail etched itself into his mind, a stark contrast to the murder that had driven him here.
She tightened her arms around him, her touch gentle yet firm. He buried his face in her hair, breathing in her scent â lilacs and something uniquely her that anchored him to this moment, to her. It was a comfort stronger than any he had ever received, yet calm and grounding at the same time.
His hands roamed her back, feeling the delicate curve of her waist, the slight tremor in her muscles as she responded to his touch. He pressed his lips to her neck, feeling the pulse of her heartbeat, steady and reassuring. Her breath hitched, and he felt the vibration of her voice as she whispered his name, a question and a plea all at once.
"Aemond," she murmured, her voice breaking the silence. His body reacts in shivers and heat at the sound of his name upon her lips. "Please, tell me what's wrong."
Had she ever said his name out loud before? He did not know. But he wanted to hear it again and again until the world as he knew it ended. Perhaps it was the guilt - over Luke, or over his neglect of his wife - he did not know. But it was all bubbling at the surface now, and he was much more open and vulnerable than heâd ever been.
He bent his head down, his eye locking onto hers. The intensity of his gaze seemed to drown out the room, focusing solely on her. He could see the concern, the worry etched in her features, and it tore at him. He couldn't tell her, not yet. Not about the blood on his hands, the life he had taken, not why he was here and what heâd wanted.
But he could let her consume him, to forget. He could lose himself in her.
He felt the warmth of her skin, the softness of her curves against him, and for a moment, he allowed himself to forget the horrors of the night. He traced the line of her jaw with his fingers, memorizing every curve, every angle. Her skin was smooth and warm, a stark contrast to the cold, damp leathers clinging to him.
He pressed his forehead to hers, their breaths mingling in the scant space between them. Her eyes searched his, looking for answers he couldn't give. Despite her confusion, the turmoil in his mind quieted, replaced by the steady, reassuring rhythm of her heartbeat. She was his anchor, his solace, and he clung to her like a lifeline in the storm.
Wordlessly, he moved back enough to get a good look at her, his eyes tracing her form with a reverence that made her pulse quicken. He then slowly untied the front of her robe, the silk falling away with a whisper. His hands fell to her shoulders, pausing there for a moment as he sighed. As he pushed the sleeves down, his hands traced the newly revealed skin - his fingers glided from her collarbone to her shoulders, down her arms, and finally to her fingers, which he intertwined with his own. The robe slipped to the floor, leaving her in a thin shift that clung to her curves, leaving little to the imagination.
His eyes remained locked on hers, the intensity of his gaze a silent plea for forgiveness, a desperate need to be anchored by her presence. He took her trembling hands and placed them on his damp leathers, his touch firm but gentle, giving her silent permissionâno, a quiet commandâto undress him. His breath hitched slightly as he waited for her to take the lead.
She moved slowly, her fingers deftly working the buckles and straps, peeling away the layers of his clothing until he stood before her in only his trousers. Her hands hover over his chest, her touch hesitant, almost afraid, as if she's not sure she's allowed to touch him. His skin was warm under her fingertips, his heart pounding just beneath the surface.
His hands covered hers, guiding them lower, to the waistband of his trousers. His touch was both a plea and a command, silently asking, demanding, begging her to take this final barrier away. She did, her movements slow and deliberate, until he stood bare before her, exposed in every sense of the word.
She did not dare try to take off his eyepatch, not this time.
He watched her intently, noting every flinch, every gasp, every shiver that runs through her. His fingers traced delicate patterns on her skin, exploring every inch with a tenderness that speaks of his desperation for her. He needed this moment, her touch, to forget what he'd done to Luke, to drown the guilt that threatened to consume him. Every breath he took was a reminder of his failures, every brush of her skin against his a lifeline that pulled him back from the proverbial edge.
He leaned in, his lips brushing against her neck, her collarbone, her shoulder - not her lips, he had not kissed her on the lips since their wedding ceremony. His hands roamed her body, mapped out the places that made her gasp, the spots that made her arch into him. He was attuned to her every reaction, his focus entirely on her.
All he asked for in return - with no words - is that she make him feel safe for this one night.
With his body bare and hers still clad in her shift, he silently gestured to her bed with a tilt of his head. She moved toward it, her movements graceful yet hesitant, and then crawled to the back, letting her spine rest against the headboard. He stood there for a moment, watching her, his breath uneven and his mind a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions.
He did not miss the way she looked at him. Desire flickered in her eyes, growing with each second her gaze roved over his body. Her eyes widened when they settled on his manhood, and he could see the anticipation building within her. She expected him to take her tonight, he knew. He hadn't given any indication otherwise in the last few moments, and she had no clue what he actually wanted; or why.
Would she welcome him to her bed if she knew he was a kinslayer?
The thought gnawed at him, but he chose not to tell her. She might not offer her true acceptance, but he would take her false comfort tonight â even if she thought it true.
He moved to the side of the bed with all his characteristic grace. She looked up at him, her eyes filled with a mix of confusion and longing. When he lifted his knee to place it on the plush mattress, she shifted to make space for him. He laid down beside her, his movements deliberate and slow, as if fearing she might vanish if he was too hasty. She mirrored his actions, and soon they were facing each other, their warm breaths mingling in the stillness of the room.
Their eyes locked, and he saw her questioning gaze. Her next words, soft and tentative, knocked the breath out of his lungs.
"Are you alright?"
For a moment, he couldn't answer, the weight of the day's events pressing down on him. He looked at her, truly looked at her, and saw the worry etched in the lines of her face, the softness of her eyes, the way her lips parted slightly as she waited for his response.
"I will be," he finally said, his voice rough with emotion.
Tentatively, he placed his hand on her thigh, feeling the warmth of her skin through the thin fabric of her shift. He slid the material up, his fingers tracing the smooth expanse of her leg.Â
"Gevie.â [Beautiful.]
His fingers continued their journey, moving to her inner thigh. Her legs shivered at his touch, and he smirked for a moment before he withdrew his hand and moved closer. Their bodies were now a hairsbreadth apart, the heat between them palpable.Â
His hands moved to her breasts, feeling their fullness beneath her shift. He was acutely aware of every breath she took, every flinch and gasp that escaped her lips. Each reaction to his touch drew him further into the present moment, away from the dark thoughts that threatened to consume him. Her body was a haven, a sanctuary where he could lose himself, if only for a while.
Encouraged by her soft gasps, he continued to knead the mounds of flesh and pinch her pert nipples, his touch gentle yet insistent through the shift. Lowering his head, he nestled himself at her bosom, inhaling deeply. The scent of lilacs and milk overtook him, and he let out a contented sigh.
"You are a mother... the mother of my heir," he murmured into her chest, his voice a mix of reverence and disbelief.
She said nothing, but when her initial shock faded, she began to comb her fingers through his soft hair, humming the same song she sang to their son to sleep. The melody was soothing, a balm to his frayed nerves. He didn't know if her singing was to calm him or herself, but he found solace in the gentle rise and fall of her breasts with each breath she took.
He took in the way her body trembled slightly beneath him, the softness of her skin, the rhythmic beating of her heart against his cheek. This was not the harsh, immediate and uncertain release he sought at the whorehouse.Â
This was more, more, more.
Sleep came to him easily in her arms, draped in her comfort; devoid of any nightmares, dreams, or heavy thoughts.Â
If she wondered why he'd simply laid with her rather than fuck her, she did not ask.
Would she welcome him again when she finds out what he did?
The council branded him a kinslayer when he told them what he'd done. He embraced it, staring into their eyes, defiant and unyielding. He told them he did it on purpose, each word a dagger thrown with precision. Kinslayer, kinslayer, kinslayer-
Aegon patted his back, a twisted smile playing on his lips. "A job well done, drawing first blood in the King's name," he said, his voice a blend of admiration and malice. His grandfather's face remained a mask, revealing nothing. Criston was disappointed, his disapproval a heavy weight in the room. And his mother...Â
His mother was disgusted, her eyes filled with a sorrow he had never seen before. When he stepped out and walked through the corridors, the word had spread like wildfire.Â
Kinslayer.Â
The whispers followed him like a relentless shadow. Servants and maids stepped out of his way, their gazes avoiding his. The tension was palpable, a living thing that tightened the air around him. He wanted to escape them all, to flee to the skies where their judgment could not reach him. But before then, he wanted to see them.
He stood near the doorway as she had a few days prior, watching her rock their fitful, sick son to sleep. Her movements were gentle, contrasting all the shock, anger and brashness heâd seen since he stepped out of her room before she awoke. He wanted her to look at him, to see beyond the blood and the sin. He was asking too much of her, he knew that. They were strangers bound by duty, their recent shared moments brief and fraught with his own selfish needs for comfort.
His heart pounded as she finally met his gaze. He was not prepared for the slight fear in her eyes. It cut through him deeper than any sword ever could. She looked at him as if he were a creature she could not recognize.Â
Kinslayer, kinslayer, kinslayer-
The word echoed in his mind, a relentless chant that drowned out everything else. He took a step forward, his hands trembling. "Iâ" he began, but the words died in his throat. What could he say? How could he explain the unexplainable, justify the unforgivable? She held their son closer, her grip tightening protectively. The room was thick with unspoken words, with the weight of what he had done and what it meant for them. His mind raced, filled with a cacophony of anger, regret, and despair.
The need to escape surged within him again. He wanted to flee to the skies, to find solace in the cold, indifferent clouds. But he couldn't move, couldn't tear his gaze away from the image of her fear-stricken eyes.
Kinslayer, kinslayer, kinslayer-
With a heavy heart and a mind in turmoil, he turned and walked back into the shadowed corridors, each step echoing the relentless chant of his new title.
Kinslayer, kinslayer, kinslayer-
The word echoed through the empty halls, a reminder of the path he had chosen and the price he would pay.
If heâd told her last night as he laid in her arms, would she have understood?
Heâd never know.
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The mistakes of a Acolyte
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Summary: You are pregnant with Qimir's child and the universe is not big enough to hide you from him
Chapter Warnings: mild violence
I was momentarily stunned to see them clash. Yord glanced at me for a second before shouting at me to run again, which I did immediately.
I was terrified of turning around, afraid that the movement might reveal something about my form under the poncho. I assumed Qimir wouldnât attack me, but the fear of being caught was enough to make my desperate run seem convincing.
I reached the corner of the corridor and saw Yord being thrown forcefully from the other side. Qimir turned toward me before running in my direction.
It was all a ruse, but I was indeed hiding a secret from him. Moreover, it would be a lie to say that Qimirâs mask didnât scare me, especially when he was coming after me so menacingly.
I descended the first flight of stairs. On this side, there were more levels I had to cross. When I reached the last step, a familiar chirping called me. Sam was waiting for me, hidden behind a pile of stones. As soon as I reached him, he darted across the ground, signaling me to follow him. I wasnât sure what he planned to do, as he advanced along the hallway away from the other staircases.
Behind me, the sound of footsteps made me realize that Qimir was likely about to catch up, with Yord probably just meters away. If the plan was to work, it was better that Yord didnât see me with the Sith. After all, I was a pregnant woman, it made no sense for me to attempt to confront him.
I followed Sam through a door. It was one of the small rooms we had converted into a food storage area. I shut the door behind me, staying in the dark. A small window let in some artificial light, but with the thick material of the door and the already dim external sources, it was just a faint strip of light that didnât even reach the floor.
I peered through the window and saw Qimir searching for me. Without my Force signature on display and with that mask, I doubted heâd even spot me. He turned toward the stairs and, peering for a few seconds, realized I couldnât have gone that way or he would have surely seen me.
He didnât have much time to think, though. The moment Yord appeared from the corridor, he heard the sound of his lightsaber approaching. Qimir also turned, and the two began to fight. It was clear that Yord was less trained or skilled than him, you could see it in the reactions to his parries, his rigid strikes. He was definitely at a disadvantage, and it hurt to watch them⊠On one side was Qimir, that I loved despite everything and for whom I was risking my cover to help us escape. On the other side, even though I had known Yord for less than two days, those few hours together had shown me a kind and caring person, one of the Jedi with a still-pure mindset within the Order.
Just as they passed by the door, I crouched to make sure they didnât see me through the window. Sam dimmed the blue light of his eye. The sounds of lightsabers and the impacts on the stone were enough to cover my voice when I spoke to Sam.
âWhy did you bring me here?â He made a few annoyed noises at not receiving the greeting he expected but then replied.
âThe map?â I asked surprised.
He pointed with the light of his eye to a corner with various tools, and I immediately recognized the holomap behind it. I quickly grabbed it and stuffed it into my bag. âI knew you wouldnât let me down, Sam. Now go ahead. I need someone to check the doors at the end of the landing areaâ I peered through the window and saw Sol and Jecki running toward the fight.
Kriff.
The whole plan would be useless if he got himself killed.
I turned to Sam and ordered him to be silent. âI need you to turn off the lights. We have to make a run for the ground floorâ He chirped affirmatively, and as soon as he opened the door, I began my run toward the stairs. Fortunately, there was only one extra floor to cover.
Reaching the other side of the first floor, I arrived at the end of the room where the first automatic door opened. Sam approached the control panel, but I stopped him.
âWait. I need to make sure Qimir makes it. Go to the panel at the end of the corridor and wait for me thereâ Sam bumped his metal head against my leg, making me hiss. âI know you donât like it. But⊠Iâll explain later, okay? I need someone to watch my back. If everything goes as planned, it will be the last time we see himâ He responded with a contented chirp, and I sighed.
I watched him pick up speed down the corridor, then I bent over the panel and used one of the tools from my bag to open the cover and cut the electricity wire.
In an instant, all the lights went out. I hurried to turn on the small flashlight attached to my backpack strap and fixed the control panel.
I stood up just as I received a call on the communicator. It was Sol on the other end. âSabrina, where are you? Qimir has disappeared before our eyesâ His tone was urgent, I could hear the sound of running footsteps through the device. âIâve reached the door. Many cables are broken. I think the droid cut the power. I need to hurryâ I looked up and saw Qimir jumping down the stairs. I swallowed a lump in my throat. âIf I donât catch up with him quickly, he might lock me out of the docking area. Hurry upâ I ended the communication.
Qimir stopped a few steps away from me, giving a small nod. He didnât seem to notice the bulge of my belly, so maybe the poncho was working. Or at least for those who didnât know where to look.
âLetâs hurry before they see us. Theyâll assume Iâm slower than you, so donât stick too close to meâ I didnât wait for his reply before turning away and starting to run. My hands were trembling, it was the first time I had seen him in person after five months. Maybe, with a bit of luck, it would be the last.
His presence was now impossible to ignoreâhis heavy breathing due to the mask, the light steps, the sound of the lightsaber partially lighting the way, and, most of all, the dark aura of his Force surrounding my senses like a warm blanket on a rainy day.
Of course, Jedi had their mark around them, but nothing compared to the reaction you felt in the presence of the dark sideâa constant hand on your shoulder in a silent threat. But that was Qimirâs mark; like his physical presence, his Force presence was almost an overwhelming and suffocating figure, as if he had a hand around your neck as a warning. But over the years, I had gotten used to that smell, that warmth. I saw it more as a caressâa light touch on the side⊠like the first one shared years before, not painful, but sweet⊠almost caring.
He didnât say anything until halfway through, when we could hear distant footsteps echoing, indicating that the others had entered the tunnel. Qimir stopped and, using the Force, bent one of the doors we had passed through and another one.
Sure, the doors were small. It wasnât difficult to breach them once a hole was made with the lightsaber or with some force, but that was the point of the planâslow them down.
Just as I was meant to slow down Qimir, now he was slowing down the Jedi. Even better, because if I had moved a few more meters away from him, I would have had time to close some doors behind me.
The communicator rang again, but I ignored it. Officially, I was fleeing from an angry Sith; they would understand if I didnât bother to answer.
I glanced back at Qimir, closing another door before starting to use the Force to make the walls tremble. I stopped abruptly and shouted, âAre you crazy?! You risk making the whole gallery collapse on us!â
He turned around in silence, then let out a clear sigh and stopped. âWe need to talkâ
âThis isnât the timeâ I replied weakly before continuing to run. He was irritated, and the risk of him reacting with violence increased. My lightsaber was still at the bottom of my bag, and I cursed myself for not taking it earlier in the storage room. It would take too long to use it now, and moving the backpack risked exposing me to his eyes. Besides⊠would I really be able to fight him if things went bad?
Until now, I had taken for granted that I could face him and escape if necessary, but I hadn't really considered the idea of seriously aiming a weapon at him. Of hurting him.
I had been taking my feelings for granted, and now that I had him in front of me... the trembling hands, the heart in my throat... I could barely look at his mask.
To imagine his face beneath it, angry.
I took a deep breath before reaching into my pocket where I still kept the device to alert Sam. I could start to see the illuminated room in the distance with the ships ready for escape. I didnât sense the Jedi, I imagined the jammed doors had been enough to buy us a few minutes.
I pressed the button in my pocket, and in less than a second, the doors in front of me began to close. I ran faster, passing the first two. I was starting to struggle, my feet burned, and my back cried out in agony. "Hey, wait!" Qimir didnât waste time following me. I passed through the last door, but he was right behind me.
Great.
The plan to not get him on my back had now failed.
Just perfect.
"You could have warned me, kriff" he said behind me before removing his helmet. "Weâve closed all the corridor doors, do we have a few minutes to talk before we leave? We havenât even decided where to go"
I struggled to respond, short of breath, my body protesting from the exertion, my head pounding.
"Can I know whatâs going on with you?" I could hear him take a few steps closer, but with my arm outstretched, I sigh him to wait. Sam, who had been standing by the control console, approached and positioned himself between us, whistling angrily at Qimir.
I pulled myself up, taking a deep breath. My hands continued to tremble, it seemed absurd that I felt so bad. I was a trained woman after all. I didnât know if my problem was physical or mental at this point.
Qimir was behaving naturally, after all, I was the one hiding a terrible secret, who had run away from him. Would he read the lie in my eyes? Would he notice the swelling of my stomach?
No. I just had to... move.
"Weâll talk when weâre away from here and the Jedi" Just then, the communicator rang again, but I turned it off. Sam, next to me, informed me that they were already more than halfway through the route, given the continuous damage signals from the doors.
I walked toward my ship, but Qimirâs hand tightened firmly around my arm, turning me toward him. "Can we talk just for a second? Can you tell me what the hell is going on?"
I winced in pain; he had grabbed me in the same spot where heâd left bruises the other night. I wriggled free, taking a few steps back, and finally looked him in the face. For the first time in months, face-to-face.
I couldnât just close my eyes and make him disappear this time.
He looked at me confused, I felt like I was being scrutinized, or maybe I was just paranoid.
"Iâm sick, okay? We need to go. Now." He took a few steps toward me. "Do we really need to keep up this act? If itâs about the archived data, we can get our hands on it again and..."
"No!" I snapped, interrupting him.
"You need to..." trust me? No, that phrase no longer made sense. "Listen to me. Iâve seen what theyâre doing; itâs better this way. Iâll explain when weâre safe"
Meanwhile, Sam had opened the hatch of my ship, the automatic ramp lowering to the ground. I only had to take a few steps.
Hoping Qimir wouldnât shoot me immediately from his ship in anger. I couldnât afford to make him mad.
"Sure. But have you seen your face? Youâre red. Youâre breathing hard. What, do you want to have a heart attack while traveling through hyperspace?" He moved in my direction, but I took another step back. The instinct to shift the poncho to cover myself better crossed my mind, but the movement would only seem more suspicious, so I restrained myself.
"Iâm fine. Sam is with me" He gave an ironic smile, and even in such a moment, I couldnât help but think how handsome he was.
"Now I feel better. Youâre delirious"
With two large strides, he reached me and grabbed my arms again. I flinched from the pain, I struggled. I could have used a Force push, but I risked exposing myself with the shockwave, and it seemed like an overreaction. Maybe I should just... just...
"Stop it, kriff. Iâm worried..." but he suddenly stopped.
He looked at me intently, a frown on his face as he tilted his head slightly to the side.
Meanwhile, Sam was warning us of the limited time left.
"Let me goâ" I began, trying to keep my tone calm, but he tightened his grip on my arms, and I moaned involuntarily, but he wouldnât let go. It was as if he was deliberately pressing on the bruises.
"I dreamt of you the other night" He began in a low voice "You were crying and despairing in my arms. You were beautiful." I held my trembling hands on his chest trying to gain a few inches but his grip was firm and he wouldn't let go "I held you to me. Firmly. Like now. If I had been there for real... I would have left you bruised" if possible his tone became even lower, Thumbs pressing hard into my triceps.
"Qimir wait..." I hissed sensing panic forming in my stomach "Are you lying to me darling? You better say it now before I lose my patience. I've been so good to you. I don't deserve it, do I?"
Tears began to form in the corners of my eyes, I could have released myself, hit him, even shouted for help if it would have helped to get him off me at this point, but my body refused to react.
I was terrified.
I was a liar. I wasnât able to fight him. I had lied to everyone but especially to myself.
"Please Qimir..." I whispered with trembling lips, he smiled at me, gentle, but the coldness I felt in my aching bones was a clear warning of how the dark side was stirring around us "This wasn't very nice of you. I thought you loved me. And you hide our son from me?" the grimace as he uttered the last word was one of pain, disappointment, he didn't look angry... but his eyes.
Those dark wells were cold. The hands that gripped me kept squeezing my flesh so hard I was afraid he would break my arms.
"I... can explain. P-please..." Some tears started to slide down my cheeks, my hands trembling uncontrollably as I tried to push him away.
I had to do something. Anything. But I remained paralyzed by fear.
At that moment, the distant sound of lightsabers distracted us, warning us that they were probably at a door or just beyond. It was enough for Sam, who had sneaked up and using one of his small arms, delivered an electric shock along Qimirâs leg, causing him to jerk back and release me suddenly.
"Littleâ" he lunged a hand toward the droid, but finally freed from his grasp, I gathered the courage to react.
Using the Force, I took advantage of his distraction to push him away from me, his body slamming against the door with such force that it created a crack.
I turned and ran with the last of my strength, tears falling freely, my chest heaving with sobs, Sam speeding ahead of me on the ramp, ready to close the door behind us.
Qimir roared my name in a snarl. I turned just in time to see him getting up. Behind him, the door swung open, and Yord, followed by Sol and Jecki, emerged into the illuminated room with their lightsabers drawn.
I stopped on the ramp, which had started to retract, locking eyes with Yord, and I swore I saw him nod approvingly, glad to see me ready to fly away. Just as the doors were closing, Qimir began to use the Force to push them away from him.
Sam was whistling next to me, urging me to hurry. I took a trembling breath and reached the cockpit, tossing my backpack into a corner and sitting in the pilot's seat. My hands were still shaking, but I managed to activate everything necessary to start the engines. Sam was helping me from the lower panel. I grasped the controls, and with one smooth motion, I flew the ship out of the cavern.
I flew over the temple in a broad arc as I left the planet's atmosphere. As I distanced myself, I noticed another small signal on the scanner, indicating that Qimir had probably managed to leave shortly after me, or maybe it was the Jedi, but at that point, I didnât care.
I set random coordinates as far as possible and jumped to hyperspace.
The familiar blue light illuminated the cockpit as I finally allowed myself to slump into the seat.
The silence enveloping me was deafening after everything that had happened. There was a constant ringing in my ears, a headache that flooded my senses from my temples to my neck in a steady pounding, my hands almost numb from gripping the controls, and my back throbbing from the sudden physical effort.
Sam approached my leg and with a faint chirp, asked if I was okay.
I sniffed, once, twice, three times before a sob escaped my lips.
And another.
And another one.
My vision blurred with tears as I tried to wipe my cheeks with my sleeve, but to no avail.
I broke into hysterical crying, my arms wrapping around myself, the pain I felt a constant reminder of the physical and emotional torment I had just endured, my short breath giving no peace to my lungs.
I stayed there.
Crying for hours.
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Guile & Guilt (Ch. 07)
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TW: sex
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I'm so sorry for the wait!! I hope this long chap made up for it. I really appreciate all the comments and reblogs. It really keeps me going. The next chapter is gonna be rough. Hope you're ready for it. I'm not!
CHRISTMAS EVE
The lecture hall slowly began to fill with graduate students and professors. A gaggle of undergrads huddled to the side with their notebooks, surely attending by someone elseâs command and not of their own volition. They were all dressed in various layers of warmth. Anoraks and sweaters rustled and stretched in the cloth seats, the odd peacoat was hung carefully over the edge of a chair. It was nice to have a small crowd, but you were sure everyone had somewhere better to be. The only people that would show up to the long-standing tradition of a Christmas Eve colloquium were the die-hard academics and those desperately needing extra credit in their year-long lab classes.
You liked this lecture room the best. The big arching stadium seating made you feel like a surgeon in her theatre, carving up your poems and displaying their abnormalities, arguing in favor of their spectacular forms, illustrating your skills with grace and ease. It was all well and good not to be the patient on the table. Todayâs victim would be Sonnet 91.Â
The projector light blinded you in an unnatural blue, making you turn away from its lens, and you pretended to busy yourself with your notes as you waited for it to warm up. You shuffled the papers again, and you had a sip of water. Just fidgeting. If you stopped moving, youâd think about him, and you didnât want to think about him.Â
Heâd gotten your message from Gaz, that much was clear. You knew because you started receiving sunrise texts again â just the pictures, though â and when he needed to go out on a mission, youâd get your little promises. You sent him back what you received. If he sent a sunrise picture, you returned it with your own. If he said that he promised, you said it, too. You wanted him to call. You wanted to drag it out, to gut it like a fish, to see all the entrails of your feelings and the bloody evidence of your battle to be together, all of its innards smeared across a cutting board, sterile and measurable.Â
But, for some reason, you couldnât do it. You tried to type out what youâd wanted to say, but none of it made sense. It was all just begging and pleading and wishing for things you couldnât have. So, you stopped. You kept up the replies. You matched his energy. It wasnât until he sent you a screenshot of his flight itinerary that you started to realize the other shoe was dropping on you very soon.Â
He was supposed to fly in sometime this very afternoon, but it wouldnât be only him. Youâd heard from Pidge that his whole team was coming with him, eager to meet her and Hamish, apparently. You didnât know what emotion you felt about that, but its anonymity didnât stop you from feeling it.Â
Youâd sent him back a Google Maps screenshot of your apartment, since he was supposed to be your ride up to Old Kilpatrick, and he sent you back the thumbs up emoji.Â
It was embarrassing to you that the slight change in send-reply patterning made your heart race. You felt like your brain could benefit from a hard reset, like an iPhone that had chosen to get stuck on the same application, unable to move forward to the next task.Â
So, youâd tried to put him out of your mind. When your labmate begged you to take her place at this colloquium, you jumped at the chance. A presentation would take up so much time and energy; surely it would cure you of your obsessive behavior. Unfortunately, Sonnet 91 felt all too timely.Â
You watched it populate the screen, the first four lines occupying the cold, unembellished center of your slide, professionally stark:Â Â
Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,Some in their wealth, some in their body's force,Some in their garments though new-fangled ill;Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse;
You wondered where your glory would come from, if you ever had any. Then, as if to answer your question, the hall door opened and he walked through it, carefully propping it open behind him and letting his three enormous friends through. Johnny was freshly shaven, and his mohawk was back, trimmed on the sides and groomed to stand in a tall, brown shock. You could see the prominent scar on the side of his head, a sharp cross where the hair could no longer grow.Â
There was an observable air of confidence to his movements, as if this was his hundredth colloquium, as if he attended them every week. His surety silenced you, and you stood staring, rapt.Â
He met your eyes. The bright, glassy blues found you, set in a pleased way, fully at peace. It was the face made when something lost had been found, when a gift was unwrapped. A knowing gleam.Â
If you didnât start talking, people were going to ask you if you were alright. So, you introduced yourself, shakily but smoothing it out as you went,
âGood evening, and thank you for joining us at the 2023 Christmas Eve Colloquium tonight. I love this tradition, and I really appreciate you all being here. If you didnât get the, uh⊠the handouts,â you pushed the stack across the desk toward the undergrads who all crowded around them like seagulls with an old French fry, âOkay...â
You pointed up to the sprawling slide,
âIn looking at Sonnet 91, most would argue that it is a confession of love. But, it is a tentative one, at best. The speaker claims that despite whatever glory others may have, his glory is found in his lover. We donât learn until the couplet that his affections are at risk of not being returned.â
You flipped the slide, showing the next four lines:
And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure,Wherein it finds a joy above the rest:But these particulars are not my measure,All these I better in one general best.
It was all very simple. This was an easy sonnet, and there was no real mystery, but as you came to the end, you tried to reiterate your thoughts quickly, feeling the pressure to let people get on with their lives,
âThe speaker makes quite a substantial claim here, so much so that the audience may be led to believe that he is being intentionally facetious, especially if one were to consider the content of Sonnet 92.â
âNo,â a deep voice from high in the back protested, âI mean, I think I disagree with you, lass.â
The whole room woke up. Everyone turned quietly in their seats, generating a symphony of creaking and rustling of chairs and coats, craning their necks to look at Johnny who, for some reason, had stood up in his aisle.
âOh, how so?â You said politely, trying to be deferential.Â
It was more than a little uncomfortable in the room. No one ever asked questions during the colloquium, even though that was its intended purpose, and certainly no one ever stood up when they asked it. Everyone usually just allowed the speaker to drone on and on about whatever topic they were into that week, and there would be polite applause at the end so you could all go home early. Ironically, Johnny had committed an act of rebellion a mere five minutes into your talk.Â
âWell,â he crossed his huge arms over his chest, shoving his muscles against each other. Amongst the mostly lithe, soft-bodied academic crowd, he and his friends looked out of place. He raised his voice, sending it arching down to you like an arrow, âIâm pretty sure heâs genuine. Look at the next four lines.â
He pointed to the glowing screen. You sighed, flipping slides.
Thy love is better than high birth to me,Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' cost,Of more delight than hawks and horses be;And having thee, of all men's pride I boast:
âLook, bonnie,â Johnny chuckled, âI dunno about you, but if Iâm boastinâ about a wee hen whoâs more than all that â more than wealth, more than all menâs pride? She must actually be somethinâ to boast about.â
You countered, trying to get the talk back under your control, flipping to the next slide:Â
Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst takeAll this away, and me most wretched make.
âThen what of his lamentation in the couplet?â You asked pointedly, listening to the sounds of creaking chairs again as everyone turned back to look at you as you responded, âSurely he has some reason to doubt this uniquely prideful love.â
Johnny shrugged,
âHe doesnae doubt the love; his life cannae be separated from his love. Love is all there is. Ye ken it from Sonnet 92 when he asks: But whatâs so blessed-fair that knows no blot?â
You smiled, slowly, knowingly, and then finished the couplet for him,
âThou mayst be false, and yet I know it not.â
You were aware of the implication you were wielding like a knife down there in your theatre, staining your hands and hurling your scalpel at him, accusing him through verse of the same sin youâd thrown in his face the last time you spoke to him: of being false, of betraying Pidge.Â
Johnny shifted his weight, frustrated, but standing his ground,
âItâs not⊠he doesnae think itâs false, hen. Thaâs not it.â
Were you still arguing about the poem? You couldnât tell. His face had become serious and a little pleading. So, you responded in verse since it would fit the conversation either way,Â
âHow like Eveâs apple doth thy beauty grow, if thy sweet virtue answer not thy show.â
âAnd I would bloody eat it anyway, thief. False or no.â
There was an awkward silence and then a short, if a bit unsettled, polite applause. People began to shuffle out, standing, stretching, and chatting with each other as they made their way back into the hallway. A few of your labmates waved at you, and a friend from your cohort wished you a happy Christmas.Â
Johnny sauntered down the stairs toward you, leaving his friends lounging in their seats, and as he came closer and closer, you felt like you were the one on the slab of your own theatre, open and vulnerable to the empty room, fully at the mercy of your operator.Â
You thought he might pause, that he may stop walking and stand a few paces away, ready to talk things out, but he didnât. He didnât even slow his pace. Johnny grabbed you around your jaw with his enormous hand, his wide palm hot against your chin, and he pulled you into him, your lips sliding into his, pressing together like the last piece of a puzzle, completing a picture.Â
His body was so warm as you crashed into his arms, and he held you down, pinning you like you would fall away from him if he let go. You couldnât do much else other than submit to his strength; you didnât want to do much else. You grabbed him around his waist, feeling him through the thin cotton of his shirt, tumbling into him as he forced your mouth to take his tongue.Â
Johnny let go of a low moan, a sigh that couldnât escape, and the hand that had been holding your face was now fisting your hair and running thick fingers through your soft strands.Â
He pulled back without warning, gasping as he whispered to you, speaking with his forehead resting on yours and his eyes pinched closed,
âDid you mean it, what you told Gaz? Am I right? Is this right?â
You took a deep breath, smelling his soap and his cologne, the scent of his skin so familiar to you it seemed like home. His eyes remained closed, and he wore a mask of pain, holding himself back from truly letting go. You nodded, whispering back to him,
âYou were right.â
Then, his eyes shot open, finding yours immediately, looking back and forth to peer into both of them at once, searching for even the slightest hint of deception,
âAre you fallinâ for me, mĂširleach? âCause Iâm⊠I cannae go halfway. Iâm in, or Iâm out.â
âIâm in,â you smiled, laughing a little at your confession. He kissed you again, softly petting your hair, holding you close. But, you paused and looked up at him with a warning glare in your eye, âBut, look, she cannot know. Maybe after the wedding, but⊠she cannot find out.â
âShe wonât,â he was smiling back at you, making it look like it would be on his face forever, âIâm a professional spy, lass, or did you forget my wee entourage back there.â
He nodded up to his friends. The captain was asleep with his hat over his eyes, snoring in long, regular rhythms. Ghost was using a datapad, staring intently at the screen, and Gaz was using two hands on his cell phone, tapping vigorously, engrossed in some sort of game.
Johnny whistled, quick and shrill. The men stirred, peering down at him and making their way toward you. When they reached the bottom, they all towered over you, ready for polite introductions.
âJohn,â the scruffy, bearded one shook your hand first. His fingers were dangerously strong, and it shocked you to feel it against your own palm.
A young man was next. You knew it was Gaz, but you hadnât seen a photo of him yet.
âIâm Kyle,â he smiled. He was even nicer in person, âWe texted, before.â
You nodded, smiling back, and introducing yourself.
Then, it was the big one.
âSimon,â the tall blond shook your hand for a brief moment, just enough to squeeze and release.Â
âItâs really nice to meet you all,â you said, âIâm glad you made it for the holiday.â
âWe try to stick together âround this time of year,â Price explained, but you werenât sure you fully understood his meaning. You just smiled and nodded.Â
âYou ready to head out?â Johnny asked you.
âYeah, just need to head back to my place and get my bag.â
âAlright, hen,â Johnny smiled, âLead the way.â
You led them up and out of the building and into the cold night air. Your apartment was only a short walk from this side of campus, so you decided to forego the bus ride.Â
Johnny had your hand clasped in his so tightly that you wondered if he was alright. You looked up at him, and he smiled. You didnât know how to say all the things you wanted to say, so you just commented on the most obvious one first,
âWhere did you learn Sonnet 91? Or 92 and 93 for that matter?â
Gaz interrupted you, turning his head to talk over his shoulder as you walked behind him,
âBloody stuck in his Kindle for months, he was. I think he read them all, and then he read them all to us. Weâve had more of the Bard than fuckinâ Lizzy the first.â
You gasped and made a face at Johnny, waiting for him to answer for his actions. He just shrugged, his cheeks flushed either from the embarrassment or the cold.Â
Price walked up beside him and knocked him a bit on his shoulder, ribbing him along with Gaz,
âEspecially that one. What number?â
âFuckinâ 145,â Ghost groaned.
Then, in unison, the three soldiers all started reciting it aloud, their voices sing-song and purposefully annoying,Â
âThose lips that Loveâs own hand did make breathed forth the sound that said âI hateâ to me that languished for her sakeâŠâ
Johnny shoved Gaz back to the front of the group with his free hand, laughing it off,
âAlright, alright, you bastards. I may have read it two or three timesâŠâ
âTwo or three hundred, Sergeant,â Price rolled his eyes.Â
You grinned up at Johnny, humming your pleasure,
âWow! Iâm impressed. Didnât know you were such a Shakespeare fan.â
Gaz scoffed,Â
âItâs not the poems heâs a fan of!â
Price smacked him on his arm, stopping Gaz from being too mean in his playfulness, aware that Johnny had his limits of what he would allow to be said in front of you.
âMmm,â you answered noncommittally, squeezing Johnnyâs hand as it held yours, clutching at you like the end of a rope, holding you like an anchor to his hull.
As you made it to your apartment, you pointed to the small coffee shop on the corner of your block,
âDo you wanna wait somewhere warm? Iâll only be a minute.â
Price snorted, grinning as if he had just remembered a private joke,Â
âGo help her with her bags, Sergeant. Câmon, lads.â
The trio left you together, and Johnny waited for you to open the door to the lobby. You buzzed in and waited for the elevator in the quiet foyer.Â
He was silent the whole ride up to your floor. You thought heâd have more to say, especially after just getting back from a tour. You wondered what was keeping him so quiet.Â
You jiggled your key into the lock and pushed your way inside. Marlowe was on the futon, lounging in her favorite position, but when she saw the strange man in her house, she bristled and fled beneath your bed.Â
âMarlowe,â Johnny said, recognizing her.Â
âYeah,â you smiled, grabbing your vitamins from the kitchen cabinet to put in your bag, âSorry, sheâs afraid of strangers.â
âItâs alright, hen. I love your place. Look at that view. You can see the river and everything. Thatâs class.â
He was being polite. Johnny was way too big for your apartment. With him in the space, it felt like you may as well have lived in a tent. It was such close quarters that you spent most of the time edging around him to get to your stuff.Â
âCan IâŠ?â He was pointing down at your bed, asking to sit.Â
Recognizing your rudeness, you nodded,
âYes, of course. Iâm sorry. Can I get you a water or something? Tea?â
âNo, Iâm good,â he sat and smiled, still looking around the space, taking it in. To be fair, there wasnât much to see.
You continued to pack, trying to hurry knowing his friends were downstairs waiting for you.Â
âOkay, toothbrush⊠I think Iâm all set. Are you ready?â
âNo,â he was looking down at the floor, and his tone was so soft that it made you stop your packing whirlwind to listen to him.Â
The silence deepened between you, and you tried to be patient. Neither of you dared to move, but he met your eyes.Â
âWhat is it, Johnny?â You asked, still waiting.Â
He stood and walked the half step it took to stand before you. His huge shoulders blocked out the light, and you could tell he was chewing on his words, working them over and over to make sure they were right.Â
âI need to knowâŠâ he said quietly, running his fingers through your hair again, âI need to know if you are havinâ any doubts about this, lass. I dinnae want to pressure you, and I know I shouldnae be asking you to lie to her, but I need you, mĂširleach. I need to know youâre not still havinâ doubts about the way I feel about you.â
Were you? You werenât sure. You knew he cared about you, and you didnât have any evidence that he was playing you, but Pidgeâs warning still raged in the back of your mind.Â
You sighed,
âI donât doubt that you have feelings for me.â
âBut, you think they willnae last?â
âI donât know, but I want to find out. Itâs just hard to have confidence in a secret.â
He furrowed his brow,
âIâd call her and tell her now, if youâd let me. You wanna wait, hen. And Iâm fine with that. I am. But, how am I supposed to show you who I am when Iâm not supposed to be showinâ you anything at all?â
You didnât know what to say to him, and it made you feel discouraged. Maybe you were wrong. Perhaps you should have kept your promise after all, and this was just too complicated.Â
Johnny watched the guilt spread across your face and chased you down with his eyes, his tone laced with dark suggestion,
âUnless you want me to show you now, thief.â
You did. You wanted him to show you everything he was. And, you understood what he was asking you for. The nerves between your legs pulsed, and blood rushed down your arms, excited for whatever he was threatening you with. You wanted him to fuck you right here in your apartment. But, you hesitated, very aware that if you said yes, if you let him show you what he wanted you to see, you wouldnât be able to come back from that. The guilt would eat you alive.Â
âYour⊠friendsâŠâ you picked at the zipper of his thick coat, stepping close enough to him that you could feel his heat radiating from inside the fleece lining of it.Â
âMy friends can wait, thief. I canât.â
âThen donât.â
The same way a bear trap snapped shut, its teeth digging into the writhing flesh of the creature inside its metal maw, that was how he caught you in that moment. You looked up at him, eyes wide and expectant, and you were greeted with a hunterâs smile. He knew he had you, and he went for the kill, putting you out of your misery. His arms wrapped around your body as he kissed you with a high fever, moving from your mouth to your neck as quickly as he could, devouring your soft flesh there, nipping and sucking at you frenzied and harsh. All of his gentle reservedness was gone, pushed aside in favor of sating his wild craving.Â
You were on the bed in a second, your back flat, pressed into the mattress by his heavy weight. He didnât readjust. He allowed his body to pin you down, crushing you beneath him. You tried to rid him of his jacket; there were so many layers between you, and you were eager for there to be none.Â
He helped you, shucking off his coat and shirt layers quickly before returning to your mouth and throat, breathlessly panting as he kissed and licked your throat. His chest was bare to you then, and the cold metal of his tags stung your chest as they jingled out of his clothes, falling onto you like two silver coins. You rubbed his body down, pressing into the muscles of his neck and back, feeling them jerk and lunge as he moved above you. He kissed your mouth again, moaning through his nose.Â
Then, he was peeling you apart, taking your clothes and tossing them away, pulling off the tissue from a coveted gift. Johnny didnât even take time to pause at your bra; he just yanked it over your head with the rest of your clothes, unceremoniously. While you were sucking on his tongue and kissing down the scruff of his jaw, you heard his boots thump onto the floor, one after the other.Â
All that remained between you were your slacks and his jeans, and he was forced to leave your mouth to deal with the barriers. He made his way to your breasts, sucking on them hungrily, but not playing. He was done playing with you, it seemed.Â
He popped the button on your pants and tucked both of his hands into the waistband, grabbing your panties along with it, and ripped them down your legs with a deep grunt. You were naked, and the denim of his jeans raked against your sensitive skin. He was grinding his body against you as you were trapped beneath him, and you felt his hips rock back and forth as he rubbed his cock against your core, trying to use the friction inside of his jeans to find some pleasure, returning to your nipples to lick them into stiff peaks.Â
You wrapped your legs around his hips, your thighs halfway between the skin of his ribs and the bite of his belt, letting him thrust against you.Â
âJohnny,â you whispered, âTake them off.â
âNot yet, hen.â
You moaned, feeling his crotch pressing hard against yours, but not being able to find any sort of consistency in the texture.Â
âWhy not?â You asked and begged at the same time.
âBecauseâŠâ He kissed his way down your belly, settling his face between your thighs, âAs soon as I do, Iâm gonna fuck you, mĂširleach. And Iâve not tasted you, yet.â
His mouth was wet and hot and just what you wanted. Johnny ate you like he was on a mission. There was no careful exploration like the first time. It felt like he was eating you to satisfy his own craving, and your enjoyment was merely a fringe benefit.Â
You keened as loudly as you dared, crying out for him as he lapped at your folds, hunting down your flavor.Â
Then, he began to speak to you as he sucked on your clit, pausing to say his words before returning to his font to swallow more of you down into his throat.Â
âDo yâknow how long Iâve waited for this, hen?â
Suck, lick, kissâŠ
âHow many nightsâŠâ
Suck.
â...in the sandâŠâ
Lick.
â...in the bloody darkâŠâ
Kiss.
â...waiting to have you in my mouth like this.â
Lick. Lick. LiiiickkkkâŠ
âOh, fuck, Johnny!â You bit down on the back of your hand, reeling from the pressure building in your center, feeling chills on your arms and chest, âPleaseâŠâ
âAnd when Gaz told meâŠâ
Suck.
â...I didnae believe him.â
Lick.
âBut, I wanted to. I wanted to believeâŠâ
Kiss.
â...that you were really mineâŠâÂ
Suuuuckkkk.
â...mo mĂširleachâŠâÂ
Liiickkkk.
â...mo ghrĂ dh.âÂ
You started to come, your hips vaulting into his strong jaws, and his eyes found yours, bright and clear, staring at you, watching you fall apart in his mouth. At the last moment, just before you fell over the peak, he wrenched his eyes shut and sucked even harder, yanking you into a furious, crashing orgasm.Â
Then, desperately scrambling to taste the result, he thrust his tongue deep into your hole, his entire mouth suctioned to your pussy, reaping his soaking reward.Â
âJohnny,â you sobbed, overwhelmed by the power you felt growing inside of you, bursting across your body like hundreds of little fireworks.
He was back up by your face in a moment, cradling you and kissing you with your come smeared all over his lips and cheeks,
âShh, shh⊠itâs alright, lass. I know what you need. Itâs what I need, too.â
You heard his zipper and watched him slide out of his jeans, kicking his socks off with them, naked with you once more, and now with full intent. His cock was drooling onto your belly, the precome leaving long, sticky trails as his swollen shaft traced its way up and down through your folds. Johnnyâs cock was so hard that it felt like a warm, iron pipe was pressing into you, threatening and dangerous.Â
You must have worn the concern on your face because he chuckled down at you, kissing your forehead sweetly as he humped himself against you,
âToo much for you, thief?â
You let your hands meet in the middle, holding his dick with one on top of the other, effectively jacking him off as he thrust forward and back, wetting him with his own lubrication, and you watched him throw his head back in sharp need. You smiled up at him,
âNot yet.â
âJesus Christ,â he paused, holding his position, poised like a viper. Then, he looked down at you, suddenly serene, âDo you need a condom?â
âNo, do you?â
âFuck, no,â he said, and he immediately sank his head into your softness, melting into you with a slick slide, trusting you implicitly, believing you like a disciple.Â
Your body hadnât experienced a cock as thick and as hard as his. It wasnât uncomfortably long, but its upward curve was particularly cruel. It was built to torture the soft pleasure-ladden spot inside of your walls, dragging across it as he fit himself inside of you. It took a few thrusts until you felt his hilt, but you were wet enough that your pussy didnât need much coaxing. He was sighing above you, audibly and full of relief, his face bent and twisted in a perfect torment.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck⊠thief, holy fuck. Oh, Christ. I cannae⊠ohâŠâ
His thrusts were audible. Flesh pounded into flesh, and the wet noises coming from you seemed unreal. Each and every time he entered you, pressing through you and molding you to his shape, you felt sparks of bliss within your belly, expectant and eager.Â
âJohnny⊠it feels so good. You feelâŠâÂ
âYou alright, mo ghrĂ dh? Do you⊠mmmph, fuck⊠do you need me to slow down?â
You imagined what that would be like, and your pussy railed against it, feral and wanton, fighting any semblance of gentility with sharpened teeth and greedy claws.Â
âNo, please⊠donât.â you kissed his cheek as he lay his head into your shoulder, deep in concentration, rolling in his passion.
Your kiss made him turn to face you, kissing your mouth so softly, with loose, relaxed lips, gently sliding his cheek across yours like a huge cat, rubbing himself all over you. He didnât stop, but he spoke to you darkly,Â
âIâll do whatever you want, lass. Tell me, and itâs yours.â
âThis,â you sighed, moaning as another wave of pleasure made you clench down around him, gripping him from within you with a fluttering squeeze, âYou. Just you, mo chridhe.â
You tested out the nickname youâd used before, hoping to encourage him. You may as well have poured kerosene on a fire. He narrowed his eyes at you in disbelief, obviously hearing it and using it like war paint, covering his body in it, staining himself in it, changing himself from the inside out to fit its definition. He lay his head next to yours as he worked his cock within you, grunting through gritted teeth with each heavy thrust. His body started to tremble, shaking with his need to come, and the low, long whine that came from his throat made it sound like he was boiling over with blinding pleasure.Â
He took both of his arms and crossed them behind your back, grasping your shoulders from behind in a painfully tight hold. Then, pressed to his chest, he lifted you, settling you in his lap in the lotus position, keeping his cock sheathed deep inside of you. You grabbed onto his neck instinctively, holding him like a lifeline, rocking your hips into him to chase that friction.Â
Johnny sighed, pressing his forehead to yours,Â
âYes, yes, yes, thief. Take it. Fuck yourself on me, hen. Use me. I wanna feel you come, mĂširleachâŠâÂ
He begged so sweetly, and you were happy to oblige. You used his shoulders to brace yourself while you pushed your body down onto him, spearing yourself over and over. At this new angle, his cockhead hit your g-spot every single goddamn time, and you were dizzy from his menacing shape. He snaked his hand between you to press on your clit, not even rubbing it but applying force, giving you something to grind against. The combination of his hand and his cock and his growling whines of struggling for control were enough to do the trick, and you saw white behind your eyes as you fell into a chaotic, plunging orgasm once again.Â
âFuuuuckkkkâŠâ He groaned loudly, his voice turning vicious, âYou are mine.â
Your body fell back to the bed and he shoved your legs onto one of his shoulders, fucking you as deep as he could go, stretching you as he did, throwing himself into you as you came down from your high. He was shouting, curses and praises, all in a filthy, animalistic snarl. Johnny just kept repeating the same phrase in a cultish chant, mindless and recursive, completely beyond himself, past reality.Â
âYouâre mine, thief. Mine.â
As he came, he searched for your eyes, staring into them, showing you his elation. You ran a hand across his scalp, your fingernails dragging through his mohawk, and you saw the whites of his eyes as he rolled them back into his head involuntarily. You held onto his hair and gave it a little pressure, holding his skull in your hands as he filled you with his spent pleasure, his cock throbbing, pulsing rope after rope of hot come into your belly, frothing and foaming around the base of his shaft as he fucked you through it.Â
20 MINUTES LATER
You were so worried that his friends would make some sort of comment. As you walked back to the coffee shop, tucked under his heavy arm, you prepared for the playful banter and the jeering. His mohawk was destroyed, and you were both glowing with a sheen of sweat, matching in your states. You knew that they knew. You could also tell that Johnny was bracing himself for the worst, steeling his resolve before entering the cafe. And you thought you would get, at the very least, some mention of how long it had taken to get your bags. But, when you made it to the coffee shop, they didnât say a word. They smiled, and although they smiled knowingly, there was more affection in it than mischief. It shocked you. After all the ribbing from before, to have none now seemed like some kind of gift. When Johnny realized they were going to let him keep his prize for himself, uncontested, he began to glow with pride as much as pleasure.Â
The ride was not quiet, though. All of their stories from Urzikstan and its many dangers started to come out. Price told you about how Gaz and Ghost were almost incinerated in a cobalt mine, and Johnny was showing off his newest badge - a retro SAS pin Price had given him for rescuing the other two from said mine. The blue wings and the motto surrounded a bright sword.
âWho dares, wins?â You asked, trying to see the words in the dark backseat.Â
Ghost, who had needed to sit in the front with Johnny because of his height, nodded, taking the pin back from you to admire it.
âWell deserved,â Price commented beside you.Â
âSounds like it,â you agreed.Â
Johnny had been so sweet to you after his ferocious lovemaking, you thought all the medals in the world might not be enough to thank the man. No one had ever been so kind nor so attentive. Most of the time, you and whatever lad would clean up separately, maybe watch a show or two and then say your goodbyes. Not Johnny. He spent most of his time admiring your body, making sure you were intact and unharmed. Then, after covering you up with your softest throw, he came back with a hot towel and cleaned you up meticulously. He lay beside you until you felt good enough to get dressed, and still as you were putting your hair up, he made you a tea and finished packing your bag with the things youâd forgotten; your vitamins on the counter and your phone charger.Â
When you came out of the bathroom, he had stripped your sheets and put them in the hamper, and Marloweâs food timer had been set. Her litter box was clean, and the automated litter keeper was reset. You wondered fleetingly if he had wiped down the counters as well.Â
The drive felt shorter than usual, especially since your thoughts were on other things. But, when you pulled into Old Kilpatrick, Johnny spoke up to the whole car,
âLook, no one says a fuckinâ thing about us to my sister. To anyone, alright? Sheâll find out when sheâs bloody meant to.â
The men agreed to keep quiet, but Gaz mouthed off beside you,Â
âSure we can keep a secret, Soap, but what about you? I wouldnât give you a medal for impulse control, mate.â
Johnny eyed him in the rear-view mirror with a stern glare,
âAye, but then thatâs my problem, you daft bastard.â
 Gaz rolled his eyes, grinning all the while.Â
By the time youâd arrived, the only open spot to sleep was a big pallet on the floor of the living room. Hamish was the only one awake to welcome you, and he set you up with pillows and blankets to camp out like a row of sardines.Â
âHey, lass,â Hamish told you, âGo sleep with Pigeon. Sheâd murder me for leaving you on the ground.â
He looked worn out, and although you didnât mind sleeping on the floor, you didnât have any real reason to insist. So, you hugged all the boys good night, making sure not to take too long on Johnnyâs turn, and retreated to your post.Â
Pidge was snoring softly as you entered the room, and you got ready for bed as quietly as you could, plugging in your phone to the nightstand. It buzzed, and you saw his message flash up on the screen:
Mo Chridhe: miss youÂ
You: i miss you too
Mo Chridhe: im still in a wee shock
You: why
Mo Chridhe: you. cannae believe youre mine
You: i am. and youre mine johnny mactavish.
Mo Chridhe: promise
You: promise
CHRISTMAS MORNING
Waking up with Johnny and sitting around the tree together with your coffee was every bit like Christmas morning as when you were a child. Instead of presents, you were content to sit as close to him as you dared, pretending to be making room for others by finding spots on the floor beside the gifts and stockings.Â
All together, it was Johnny, his three soldiers, you, Pidge, Hamish, Hamishâs mum and dad, and Roger. Rodger had crashed on the couch last night, the Hamiltons had taken Johnnyâs room, and now you were all crowded up in the small den, passing gifts around and chatting as you opened your presents. There werenât many, but it was enough to feel like a holiday.Â
Roger got the Playstation heâd been begging for from his brother, and his parents had bought him the games. Pidge had given Johnny a new set of headphones since his had melted in the cobalt mining fire. She also got him a pound of her shortbread cookies, which he was stuffing into his mouth with absolute abandon. Heâd bought her a tea set off her wedding registry, and Hamish had landed a very aggressive knife from him. The professor was already being given a tutorial by Captain Price, and you tried not to laugh as he practiced stabbing the air with him in the kitchen. Price was scary when he did it, but Hamish looked downright silly.Â
âOkay, alright. My turn. Here,â you gave out your cards to everyone in attendance, but pulled out a box for Pidge.Â
âWhat did you do! I told you not to, hen. I am going to give you a laldy, and youâd deserve it!â She hugged you around the neck and jiggled the box.Â
Satisfied with the rattle, she tore into the paper and gingerly lifted off the lid. Inside, she saw the MacTavish tartan, woven into a full shawl, embroidered with a tiny pigeon in the corner, just for her. She inspected it with wonder, her breath fully stolen away.Â
âDid you⊠You made this? Are you doinâ your weavinâ again, babe? I thought you gave it up.â
You shrugged,
âI found a reason to give it one last shot.â
Pidge started to cry real, honest tears, and she reached out for you, clutching the shawl to her chest, sobbing,Â
âThank you, hen. Thank you so much. After they buried mum in hers, and I didnât⊠I couldnât touch it anymore, I justâŠâ
You held her and rocked her back and forth, smiling at her outpouring of love,
âI know, babe. I remember you saying so. But, now youâve got one of your own.â
For a moment, you stole a glance at Johnny. The whole room was a little moved by your gesture, but he looked⊠unwell. He was standing behind everyone, and you were the only one looking at him. His hand was clasped over his mouth, and he had tears coming from his eyes, unblinking, letting them roll down his cheeks one after the other, staring at you, frozen in place. He was so unsettled that, for a moment, you thought youâd made some error. But, as Pidge recovered, so did he, and he wiped his face to return to normal; putting on a mask of an expression, hiding whatever he had just shown you.Â
âYouâre the best damn friend Iâve ever had, hen. And I love you. Dearly.â
âI love you too, Pidge.â
âHere, here, open mine! Itâs not as braw as all thaâ you did, but still.â
You were handed a gift bag, and you peeked inside. You found a book of poetry with some incredible illustrations inside, and a charm necklace with a silver boar hanging from it.Â
âItâs our wee clan beastie. You may as well be a MacTavish by now, hen. So, I thought you should have it.â
You smiled, letting her put it on you. Then, you hugged her tight,Â
âYou donât know what that means to me, Pidge.â
Pidge laughed through dried tears, still emotional,
âHa! Says you, miss weaver. Honestly.â
You let her gush over it a little more before you retreated back to your position beside Johnny. You pulled out the four smaller boxes from your bag and handed them to the soldiers, indiscriminately since they were all alike.Â
âWhat did you do, thief?â Johnnyâs voice was low, and he was grinning up at you, staring at you through those dark lashes.
âOpen them,â you urged him.Â
They did, and one by one they all pulled out small compasses, made with built-in flint strikers, hanging from tied paracord. It was the most tactical practical thing you could find on such short notice, but they all seemed pleased. Gaz shook it at Price,Â
âThis wouldâve been bloody helpful in South Tobraka!â
You laughed,Â
âWell, Iâm sure itâs a little too low-tech for you, but Merry Christmas anyway.â
âItâs bloody perfect,â Gaz smiled, clapping you on the back. Ghost nodded, and Price hooked it to his lanyard without questioning it.Â
Johnny bent over to whisper to you as discreetly as he could,Â
âGotta sneak off to give you mine, lass.â
You smacked him on the arm, whispering back, watching Pidge like a hawk as you did so to make sure she couldnât see you,
âDonât be naughty.â
Johnny laughed,Â
âNo, no. Iâm serious.â
âAlright!â Hamish clapped his hands, causing you to jump out of your skin, âWhoâs ready for crackers?â
CHRISTMAS NIGHT
You and Johnny were curled up on the couch with a steaming cup of sweet wassail, scrolling through the photos youâd taken that night. You popped two crackers together, pulling out your paper crowns, your gold and his blue, snapping selfies and reading the jokes to each other. Everyone was in their crowns by the end of the night, and while Price smoked cigars on the porch with Gaz and Ghost, Pidge and Hamish had driven his parents and brother home.Â
You were finally alone after having such a full house, and your gift for him was burning a hole in your bag. You were dying to give it to him, but he beat you to the punch.
âAlright, mĂširleach, are you ready for your wee gift? Itâs probably gonna earn me extra PT for a few months, but itâs worth it.â
âWhy?â You asked, setting your cup down on the end table and turning your body towards him.Â
ââCause Iâm not even supposed to have these off-duty, much less hand them over to my American lassie.â
Johnny dug into the neckline of his shirt and pulled out the dog tags that you had encountered last night when he took you to bed. The coin jangled on the chain as he pulled it over his head, and like a medal for an award you had not won, he looped it behind your neck, letting the coin fall between your breasts, still warm from his body and now warm from yours.Â
You pulled it up to read its stamp, staring at the words:
O POS 2073521 MACTAVISH SAS RC
âWanted you to have it, lass. A wee piece of me to keep safe, if you will.â
It was hard to know why you started crying, but you felt the searing tears fall down your cheeks as you stared at the tag. His blood type was what started it all, and you began to imagine all of the times that this thin coin would have warranted such a label.Â
âItâs alright, mĂširleach, if you dinnae ââ
âNo,â you raised your hand to his face, closing your other hand around the coin and pulling it in to your chest, eager to keep it safe just as he had asked, âThank you, Johnny. I love it.â
He turned his face toward your hand as you caressed his scruffy jaw, and kissed your palm, holding your hand with his so you couldnât escape.Â
âI got you something, too. But, itâs small, and now Iâm afraid you wonât have anything to hang it on.â
You dug in your bag and pulled out a small cardboard box with a thin red string tied around it. There was no card, there was no name printed on it, but he knew it was him nonetheless. He took it from you, almost snatching it, excited and surprised, not waiting for it to be given.Â
âThief! You didnae have to do that,â he was grinning, and his eyes gleamed, full of sudden joy.Â
Youâd found an old locket at the charity shop, and your gift had fit inside perfectly. When he opened the clasp, he froze. Youâd use a scrap of the shawl that youâd woven for Pidge and cut a little circle from it, embroidering a tiny map of Scotland over the threads, planting a little red heart over what was almost Glasgow.Â
âMo mĂširleachâŠâ
âMo chridhe.â
As soon as you said his name, his eyes found yours and he leaned in to kiss you, clutching the locket in his fist, tight, tight, tight.Â
BEFORE DAWN
That night, in his bed, smelling his oranges and cloves, his scent filling your nose, covering you with his sheets, you lay buried in his chest where his tags used to lie, your cheek now warming the skin beneath. You imagined the compasses that dangled from the four sets of keys strewn across the kitchen counter. You thought about the shawl that was wrapped around his sister as she slept in her bed. Holding his locket in your hand, you ran your fingertips over its tartan, borne of the same threads as hers. You wondered about tomorrow, and the day after that, and the year ahead of you, and you felt a tightness in your own chest as you considered the timeline stretching out before you, woven from the choices you and your lover had made together. It was as if you had altered fateâs plan somehow, shunning your intended path and forging one of your own making. What future had you created? Did you have the guile to craft the right course? You held his hand, his fingers laced between yours, and whichever way you went, you hoped that he would be braving it with you.
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Hey, I've been reading through your posts about how tourism and digital nomads and expats are gentrifying all kinds of cities and places in Spain and price out the locals and don't respect the culture and only put money in the hands of the wealthy.
I completely understand where you are coming from and what you're saying makes a lot of sense, but as an extranjero who wants to visit Spain, what are some things we can do to support the locals and also celebrate your culture while visiting?
Kaixo anon! Thanks for your message ^_^
I know that we all travel on a budget and are very much used to low costs in everything, and many of the suggestions I'm gonna write are quite more expensive than maybe other alternatives. This is another issue: affording ethical tourism is a privilege not many visitors have.
avoid big hotel chains and AirBnB. Instead, choose little, family-owned hotels. They usually are in villages not far from the big touristy town and also provide a calm space out of the noisy crowd.
avoid restaurant chains and fancy ones, since 99% of the times they're owned by a board of investors. Run away from those with menus displayed on blackboards written in English, they're usually unauthentic tourist traps with poor quality food. Instead, choose family restaurants offering homemade, real Spanish food. There are maaany of these, and they're a terrific experience.
if you're willing to buy some groceries, avoid supermarkets. Choose any good-looking fruit shop, or butcher's, or fishmonger's. Go to local markets and buy local produce.
if you're moving around, use public transportation or a bike. Avoid renting a car or boat and polluting our hometown and seas. If you're moving between towns, choose the train if possible instead of booking a flight.
And regarding the celebration part, some simple pieces of advice:
unless you're Latin or Mediterranean-looking, you're gonna be spotted as a guiri at first sight. You can do nothing to stop being a guiri, but don't behave like one. Since you're an easy target, be especially wary with your belongings and with people that suddenly approach you, they might be thieves. Don't walk with your map in hand 24/7. Leave your valuables at home or at your accomodation. Don't think Spain is your playground where local law doesn't apply to you because you're spending your money there. Behave like you would normally do at home.
many foreigners don't understand Spanish service. Waiters and waitresses won't be all smiles, sweet as candy, asking you non-stop how everything's going. That doesn't mean they're being rude to you and want you out, it's just a different culture: their job is to take your order, get your food, and give you the bill when asked for it. That's all the interaction you'll get. If you need more drinks or bread, you'll just have to politely attract their attention and they will help with your needs.
flow with Spanish schedule. Many tourists are entitled enough to ask for lunch at 12 or for dinner at 7. Of course this won't be a problem in tourist bars and restaurants, but everywhere else this just won't happen. Make sure to ask for the kitchen's working hours if you're interested in having a meal in a certain place and don't ask Spaniards to follow your guiri schedule.
use basic words in Spanish to be polite: buenos dĂas, gracias, hasta luego. You don't need a Spanish proficiency certificate to leave a good impression after you leave and avoid that everyone thinks putos guiris again.
Learn about the different nations inside Spain before your visit. Don't expect flamenco shows in Donostia, or sangrĂa in Santiago. Respect our pride: dressing up as a matador, donning a hat with the Spanish flag, or wearing it as a cape may be very unpleasant and rude for the locals in Catalunya, Euskadi, Galiza, etc. Do your homework prior to your visit and you'll enjoy it much much more, since you'll be able to appreciate all the different cultures that live together around here and what each of them has to offer you.
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What If We Just Fall?
Oh my goodness @supervalcsi this has been the hardest secret to keep! 'Tis I, your summer exchange gift writer! Thank you for all your hard work as the moderator of HBO War Daily, we deeply appreciate you!! It's been a pleasure getting to know you and I hope you enjoy your summer as well as this lovely interlude with sweet Rosie!!!
Robert "Rosie" Rosenthal x ATA!Female Reader
Flying with the Air Transport Auxiliary has taught you many lessons â including the importance of guarding your heart carefully. It seems fate, however, has much more to teach you when you are forced to make an emergency landing in East Anglia.
Warnings: Language, Era Typical Sexism, Fear, Crying, Kissing, Inevitable Historical and Military Inaccuracies, Rating - T.
Author's note: No descriptions of reader other than the fact that she is not British. This is a work of fiction based off the portrayal by the actors in the Apple TV+ series. I hold nothing but respect for the real life individuals referenced within.
Word Count: 5729
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October 1944
Meeting a man like Robert âRosieâ Rosenthal was not something you had expected when you volunteered for the Air Transport Auxiliary. In fact, you were not even supposed to land at Thorpe Abbotts Airfield until fate, or more accurately faulty wiring, intervened. Ferrying a Wellington bomber from its repair depot back to the RAF in Norfolk for use in their nighttime bombing runs, you were piloting the five-man aircraft alone â standard practice in the ATA. There was no radio, no navigator, and most definitely no guns. You were a civilian non-combatant and if any Luftwaffe fighter pilots happened to get onto your tail, you simply had to outfly them.
This was not your first Wellington, not by a long stretch, and while you preferred Spitfires for their speed and manoeuverability, these mid-sized bombers were usually fairly docile once they got off the ground. This particular aircraft, however, had been displaying a bad attitude from the moment it took to the air. How it had passed quality control inspection was beyond you. The wonders the mechanics were able to work in short turn arounds were usually feats of precision and skill, but almost immediately you noticed the rudder seemed reluctant to obey your steering commands.
A cascade of instrumentation issues followed before the left engine quit. There was a reason, however, that the âWimpyâ as it was affectionately called by the boys who took the aircraft into combat, was still relied upon by the RAF despite the arrival of four-engine heavies like the Halifax and Lancaster. The Wellington could take a great deal of punishment; lose great chunks of its aluminium and linen airframe, be down one engine, and still get the crew to its destination. It was this reputation you were banking on as you pressed forward to your assigned airfield, hoping the ground crew there would treat this plane better than whomever had done it such a disservice at the repair depot.
You were, by your best guess of the landscape and quick glance at your maps, roughly twenty minutes out when the right engine began to choke and sputter.
âShit.â You hissed under your breath, pleased no one could overhear you, and dropped your altitude to scan for a safe place to land.
During your pre-flight preparations, you had noted this area was dotted with American airfields as well as RAF; surely you could find a stretch of tarmac to keep both you and this precious piece of war material in one piece. The telltale âVâ of concrete, surrounded by still-lush grass waving in the autumn breeze, could not have come into view at a better time. Exhaling in relief as the indicator lights confirmed the wheels had descended at your command, you checked visually that the left was down and had to trust the right and rear were also â with no co-pilot to look for you, there was most definitely no way you could release the yoke and glance out the window yourself.
Hoping the allies would recognize you for a friendly, you lined up to make your landing, the right engine quitting on you as you decreased your speed. Holding your eyes open wide with focus, you leaned forward in your seat, gripping the yoke almost painfully, willing the aircraft to stay aloft to meet the first few inches of runway. The silence in the cockpit was agonizing, a tense ringing in your ears replacing the normal, companionable thrum of the engines, sweat stinging at your eyes and prickling in your armpits. Seconds drew out into hours until at last your tires â all three of them â bumped down to land on the runway.
With a sigh of relief, you quickly pulled up on the flaps, frowning deeply as, with no engines to throw into reverse, the large object in motion seemed reluctant to come to a stop. Mortifyingly, you overshot the end of the runway, skidding to a halt some one hundred meters in the grass like a wet-behind-the-ears trainee, and yetâŠand yet both you and the plane that you had been charged with delivering were still in one piece. Not at all where you were intended to be, but landed safely, for now.
The sound of several vehicles approaching from down the runway refocused your attention and you pulled off your leather flying helmet, smoothing your hair before gathering your things into your flight bag. Climbing from the dead aircraft, you were greeted by a host of astonished male faces.
âJesus Christ, sheâs a dame!â One of the younger men exclaimed, not so quietly, from the back of the crowd and you did your best to keep a straight face.
âIâm so sorry to intrude on your airfield, gentlemen, ran into a little trouble during my flight. I appreciated the safe place to land.â
Several eyebrows shot up at your distinct lack of British accent, at least one astute gaze dropping to the gold wire weave badge bearing the name of your home country just below your shoulders.
âWell, weâre just glad youâre alright, maâam. We got very nervous when we couldnât raise you on the radio.â The owner of said astute, piercing blue gaze spoke, a hint ofâŠNew York, was it?...colouring his tone.
âAh, of course, we arenât connected to radio in the Air Transport Auxiliary, sorry for the confusion that must have caused.â Stepping forward you offered your hand as you introduced yourself. âSecond Officer, ATA.â
âRobert Rosental, Major, United States Army Air Force. What happened up there?â
It took a moment to register that he had asked you a question, the feel of his palm pressing against yours as he shook your hand in greeting more than a little distracting. Inhaling sharply, you turned back to look at the troublesome aircraft.
âRudder was slow to respond, then I started losing my instruments one-by-one before the left engine cut out. I was hoping to make it on the right, but when it started to go, I knew I had no choice to put it down as soon as possible.â
âYou flew that all by yourself?â Another member of the crowd piped up and you nodded patiently.
âStandard practice in the ATA, just me.â
âMaybe that was the real problem.â It was hard to tell where exactly the snide comment, spoken under some ignorant boyâs breath, had originated from.
You noted a flash of anger in Major Rosenthalâs eyes before he started to scan the crowd for the source of it, but this sort of response was something you had certainly encountered before.
âIâm sorry I didnât quite catch that, could whoever said that please repeat it? Iâd really appreciate the opportunity to improve on the over seven hundred ferry flights Iâve made since 1941, including one hundred with this very type of plane, so please, speak up.â A sort of stunned silence overtook the group, several of the men wearing bemused smiles, others a look of shock, while the rest shuffled their feet awkwardly in the grass. âHn. My loss, I suppose.â
âIâm assuming youâre a long ways from where you ought to be?â Major Rosenthal chimed in, the luscious thatch of hair of his upper lip highlighting the way his mouth hitched up at the corner in amusement.
âYou would be correct, Major, might I impose upon you for the use of a telephone?â
Some directions were shouted to tow your aircraft to a spare hardstand as it seemed there were replacements planes of their own expected in a few hours and you turned to address the same man Rosenthal was giving orders to â Lemmons, you believed.
âPlease be careful, its not a metal skin, itâs linen.â
The look of shock on the boyâs cherubic face framed by copious curls spilling from beneath his knit cap finally broke your control, a small grin sneaking onto your lips as Major Rosenthal led you over to his jeep. Unclipping your parachute from your waist, you tossed it and your flight bag into the back, sliding into your passengerâs seat and finally feeling the ability to relax somewhat.
âOver seven hundred flights?â He glanced at you as he drove, and you nodded softly.
âThere are a lot of planes needing to be moved around this island.â
âAnd here I thought my boys had it rough needing to hit thirtyâŠâ He shook his head, driving past the control toward a sea of the all-too-familiar Nissen huts that populated every airfield you had ever visited.
âFerry flights and combat missions are in no way comparable, Major, the worst thing I face up there is usually English weather.â
The pair of you shared a laugh as he pulled up in front of a long row of buildings. âMy CO will want to talk with you, unexpected guest and all.â
âOf course, caused quite the ruckus didnât I.â You laughed ruefully, sliding from the jeep to collect your gear, startled as he beat you to it.
âFollow me.â He nodded warmly, holding open the door to lead you inside.
After a brief meeting with a very busy Colonel Jeffrey where he put âRosieâ at your disposal, you were ushered into an empty office to use the telephone and contact your superiors. Providing a detailed report of your flight, you were instructed to sit tight pending further directions â most likely an RAF repair crew would be dispatched to try and get the plane operational, but they were also loathe to keep you grounded and out of the rotation for too long. Providing them with Jeffreyâs secretaryâs number as the point of contact, you stepped out of the office to find Major Rosenthal waiting patiently in the hallway.
âYou must be starvingâŠâ
âI would not say no to some food, by any means.â You smirked and followed him back out to the jeep for the short drive to the officerâs mess. âYou sure its alright for me to eat in here? RAF doesnât usuallyâŠâ
âI insist.â He nodded and opened the door for you once more.
With a grateful nod, you stepped into the space flooded with natural light where row on row of tables covered in crisp white linens stood empty. Given that it was an odd hour for a meal, somewhere between breakfast and lunch, it was no surprise that you were practically alone in there. A server in a white coat quickly approached and Major Rosenthal looked to you to place your order from the choices on offer before requesting just a coffee for himself, pulling out a chair for you to sit before setting your kit in the empty chair beside you.
âThis is really quite civilized, thank you again. I apologize that Iâm not really dressed for the occasionâŠâ
He chuckled warmly and shook his head. âYou look prettier than me after I fly, though Iâm quite confident you start out that way, too.â He winked and you smiled shyly, busying yourself with laying your napkin across your lap.
Major Rosenthal was not the first handsome airman to cross your path in your line of work, there had been countless men who had either jeered or flattered you. But after opening your heart to several early on and promptly losing them to a ruthless enemy, you had learned better than to let yourself fall for such girlish stupidity again.
âHaving a second breakfast Rosie? OhâŠoh Iâm sorry I didnât see you were entertainingâŠâ
âNo apologies Croz, one of the lovely ladies of the Air Transport Auxiliary dropped in for a visit.â He grinned and introduced you properly to his friend and Group Navigator Harry Crosby who was apparently only finishing his breakfast now.
âA pleasure, well Iâll leave you two to it. Make sure Rosie tells you about his love of jazz.â His knowing grin at his friend drew an exasperated exhale from Rosenthal, but before he could protest, the server was returning with food and hot beverages that were fit to make your mouth water and Crosby had disappeared.
âI donât think I realized quite how hungry I wasâŠâ You murmured, fixing your drink to your liking before seizing your utensils to dive in.
âWell then, please, enjoy.â He leaned back, cradling his cup in his hands to allow you to enjoy your meal.
After a few bites, once you were feeling somewhat less ravenous, you tilted your head. âArtie Shaw or Benny Goodman?â
He raised an eyebrow slowly before huffing an incredulous laugh. âArtie Shaw, if I must.â
You nodded thoughtfully as you took a deep sip of your beverage.
âWhat other planes have you flown in your seven hundred ferry flights?â He parried with a question of his own.
âOh, all sorts - Tiger Moths, Hurricanes, Mosquitos, Spitfires.â
He nodded thoughtfully, smoothing the edge of his moustache with his forefinger. âFavorite plane to fly?â He inquired.
âTo fly? Spitfire, without a doubt.â You answered easily, licking a bit of food from your upper lip. âThat plane knows what I want it to do before I even think it. Landing howeverâŠone the test pilots famously said, âsheâs a lady in the air but a biâââ you quickly cut yourself off with a rueful twist of your lips âsheâs something else âon the ground.ââ You finished the quote with more appropriate language inserted.
Rosenthalâs eyes danced with mirth as he enjoyed a hearty laugh at that and you could not help but notice the reddish hue to the whiskers on his upper lip, highlighted by the sunlight streaming in the windows. You wondered if that was where he had gotten the nickname âRosie.â Jarring yourself from such dangerous thoughts, you quickly turned back to your meal and peppered him with more questions about American jazz greats, enjoying the way he enthusiastically and engagingly spoke about the various band leaders he preferred and why before turning back to you with further questions about your service in the ATA and life before that. Conversation came dangerously easy between the two of you, an undeniable overlap of interests and motivation to contribute.
You were admittedly attracted to the man as well, but for the sake of your sanity, that was something you were going to have to set aside for as long as he continued his brave yet perilous missions over enemy territory. The mess gradually began to fill as true lunch time arrived, your meal and his coffee long finished, and you were about to get up and find somewhere else to wait out the repair crew when one of the servers approached with a message that they had already arrived and were looking for you.
A short drive to the hardstand revealed the four RAF men hard at work on the Wellington under the curious eye of Lemmons and others who were occasionally drifting by.
âWhen I get my hands on whatever git did this to this poor WimpyâŠâ You could hear the threats and grumblings emanating from inside the fuselage and pressed your lips together, hoping it was the previous repairperson they had it out for and not you.
âGentlemen?â You popped your head into the bomber and were greeted by several flustered men.
âAh there you are Maâam, how on earth did you keep this lobotomized plane in the air for so long?!â
âWell you know, a good old Wimpy can always get you homeâŠor at least a friendly field.â
âWeâve gotâŠa good few hours ahead of us but then I think youâll be able to finish the last leg of the journey.â
âThank you very much, Iâm sorry to take you away from your more pressing work. Can I get you anything?â
âCrew Chief Lemmons has been very helpful, Maâam, but thank you.â
You offered the young man a smile of thanks over your shoulder before shuffling over to set your belongings on the grass. The afternoon was fair, the weather still warm, so you figured it was as good a place as any to wait it out. To your surprise and pleasure, Rosenthal settled onto the ground beside you, picking up your conversation right where you left off as you listened to the men work through the thin skin of the aircraft, watching the sun make its way to the western sky to sink toward the horizon.
âYou know, Major, you really ought to come visit London some time. We may not have Artie Shaw or Benny Goodman live in concert but thereâs still a great deal of jazz to be enjoyed.â
âPlease, you can call me Rosie if youâd like.â He smiled softly and you nodded in response, not wanting to have been so bold without his permission. âYou stationed that close that you can just pop into the jazz clubs?â
You nodded quickly. âWhite Waltham, near Windsor Castle. Very short train ride. Used to fly with the Spitfire girls out of Southampton but I wanted a chance to fly the twin enginesâŠmaybe even someday Iâll get inside a Halifax or a LancâŠbut that was definitely not going to happen in a ferry pool right next to the Spitfire factory flying only short-range flights.â
âThese four engine beasts are definitely a whole other ball game,â He gestured with a thumb over his shoulder towards a B-17 looming behind him, dwarfing the Wellington with is height and breadth âwould you still be alone?â
âATA sends a flight engineer on four engine flights, but no co-pilot.â
He nodded thoughtfully, looking about to add something when the RAF repair crew suddenly emerged, grinning in satisfaction.
âShould be all set Maâam, care to give it a whirl?â
Nodding quickly, you looked to your companion softly. âThank you very much for an unexpectedly pleasant standby, Rosie.â
âMy pleasure.â He responded with a grin, sliding to his feet and holding out his hand to pull you to yours.
Clipping your parachute in place on the back of your thighs, you slid on your helmet before climbing into the aircraft to try starting the engines. Running through an extended pre-flight check with one of the maintenance crew, they cleared you for take off, Rosie waving to you before driving off in the direction of the control tower. Beginning to taxi out, you could not help the grin as he returned to guide you down the runway, pulling off into the grass and waving once again from where he stood in the driverâs seat of his jeep.
Opening the cockpit window you shouted down to him, âSee you in London, Rosie!â before taking off to the sound of his laughter.
To your delight, Rosie heeded your suggestion and made the trip to London â several times in fact, over the course of the winter, otherwise keeping in touch with you via letter. Despite the logical, cautious part of your brain demanding that you keep your feelings for him at bay, feelings that constantly threatened to swell and overwhelm you with each passing meeting and letter, you still found yourself constantly fretting for his safety. Awaiting his next contact, the next proof of life, with bated breath and firmly denied distraction whenever a friend or colleague would tease you about it.
How utterly rude it was of fate to throw such a perfect specimen in your path. Particularly one that could so very easily be taken away with the same rapidity. For not only was he breathtakingly handsome, but his understated confidence and capability in all things so far encountered simply made you yearn to discover his more hidden talents. To have survived so long in an occupation where the life expectancy was six-weeks, just forty-two days, and then sign up for a second tour after meeting his mission quota â yes, heâd had luck on his side thus far, but you had seen luck abandon far too many in the last few years.
The driving pace of your own worked helped distract you, undertaking training in the four engine Halifax bomber in December before the calendar turned to January 1945, and then onto February. Your commanding officer soon indicated you had nearly accumulated enough hours to begin flying Lancasters â much to your delight and eager anticipation. The pace of the production and demand on the frontlines required more ferry pilots for the British answer to the B-17 and you were more than ready to meet the challenge head on.
Not far into the month, however, you found yourself stranded near Diss on a weather delay, unable to fly back to White Waltham. With no trains until the next morning, you decided to hitch a ride to Thorpe Abbotts to take Rosie up on his standing offer to âdrop by anytime.â What greeted you, however, was a very concerned looking Crosby and no Rosie in sight. Sitting you down in the same spare office you had used to call in your emergency landing last October, the obviously under-slept man seemed to be having some difficulty getting down to the point.
âMajor Crosby, I can assure you I am no stranger to the variety of outcomes of aerial combat, would you mind telling me as much as you are able before you asphyxiate from lack of oxygen?â You coaxed firmly, quite certain he had not taken a breath in over a minute as he paced anxiously in front of you.
His head jerked up at the sound of your voice and he nodded once before sinking heavily into the chair opposite you before taking a deep breath, to your minor relief, and beginning to speak.
âRosie went up on a mission on the 3rd and weâve had no news of him since he dropped out of formation.â
Your spine went completely rigid, snapping you almost painfully upright in your chair as you nodded in a cool, detached manner at the news. This. This was precisely the reason why you had been guarding your heart and fighting your feelings and putting every moment of wonderment and each smile of adoration you felt for the man in a small internal box for safe keeping. Because this very situation had seemed so very inevitable.
So why did it still hurt so damn much.
âNo news is, is usually good news in these cases but it takes a while for us to hearâŠ. well anything.â
You gulped once, twice in rapid succession as you nodded again before clearing your throat forcefully. âWell, Major, I have to go but,â grabbing a piece of paper from the desk, you scrawled the contact number for Ferry Pool No. 1, rapidly blinking as your eyes threatened to cloud over with tears âwill you call if you hear anything? That you can share of course.â
âOf course I will, did you need a ride somewhere?â
You shook your head almost violently, looking forward to the walk to the pub in Diss, a good roadside cry would fix everything surely, before you had to show your face in public. Practically dashing out of there and off the base, you barely made it out of earshot of the gatehouse before your tears bubbled over. Fine lot of good all your cautious and careful planning had done you â you had been half a person in Rosieâs presence only to have the very emotions you willfully denied snap back at you tenfold now that he might very well beâŠand you never once got to see how his eyes might light up if you had told him how you really felt. Feel.
All the logic in the world could not save you now as you blindly sobbed your way towards town, stubbornly wiping at your nose with your handkerchief. If you had really lost him, a very real possibility that twisted your gut painfully and drew an extremely dramatic series of hitching sobs from your breast, he had deserved better. He had deserved to know that he was cherished and admired rather than just a friend to you, and on that front, you had failed so miserably you just might never forgive yourself.
The weeks of watchful waiting were long and painful. No news came, no messages awaited you at Pool Headquarters, no gossip on the bases you visited. Until the morning of the 26th when, to your great relief, and amusement, you learned that the man was alive and well, enjoying a heroâs stay in Moscow, of all places. The newspaper article quoting the absurd volume of vodka he had endured consuming brought a long-absent smile to your face and lightness to your chest, the news beating Major Crosbyâs phone call by, at most, thirty minutes. All as you were on your way with your flight engineer to your first routine Lancaster ferry flight.
Climbing into the cockpit, you took the brief moment of solitude to close your eyes, inhaling deeply as you whispered words of gratitude to whatever higher entities had clearly been watching over him. Perhaps luck was never going to run out for Robert Rosenthal. Clearly you were a fool for thinking that was the eventuality here.
âMaâam?â The timid voice of your flight engineer, Naylor â though everyone called him Tiny Tim for the young man hardly ever spoke above a whisper, pierced through your thoughts and you jolted back to reality quickly, offering him a reassuring smile.
âLetâs pop over to Wales and deliver this bird, shall we?â You did your best to display nothing but confidence in the task before you.
He smiled back with a nod, just as eager as you to get this great beast of a plane into the air. To say that heavies became the primary planes on your delivery roster would have been an overstatement, but they were most definitely a constant. As was the ever-present thought that someday soon you would find yourself face-to-face with Rosie once again and just how to handle that day of reckoning was certainly something you found impossible to decide upon.
Should you confess and apologize on sight? Wait for a few weeks for him to settle back into life on base before unloading your feelings onto him? Or continue on as you had before? The way your stomach plummeted like a wounded bird at the last option was a clear illustration of how impossible it would be to pretend you simply regarded him as a friend. But there was a growing fear as well. For all of your focus on concealing and compartmentalizing your own feelings, you had not once allowed yourself to consider how he might feel for you. Aside from some flattering comments that may have been construed as flirtatious, he had never displayed anything but the highest calibre of warmth and social graces towards you. But you found yourself constantly pondering just how Rosie might react to a confession of what had flickered into an irrepressible blaze in your chest.
In the end, you spent more time sitting with those concerns than those for his very well being, the unseasonable warmth of February continuing on into March, with more sunny days than you had grown accustomed to after living in England for so long. April was only a few days away on the calendar when your next ferry run took to you St. Mawgan to deliver a Lancaster to the RAF Overseas Aircraft Despatch Unit. Where exactly the aircraftâs journey would end was a point of mystery and you were admittedly envious of the pilot who would sit in the lefthand seat next and take it beyond the relative safety of Englandâs shores â territory that was strictly off limits to you as both a civilian and especially as a woman.
Parting with your flight Engineer Martens in the all-female WAAF mess, the girl avidly ensconced in a conversation comparing beaus with the girls stationed in Cornwall, you headed back out to pick up a damaged Spitfire that had just arrived from France, desperately in need of a visit to the repair depot. In the process of inspecting the aircraft, to ensure you knew precisely what damage you would be needing to overcome, a remarkably familiar voice broke through your concentration.
âShe certainly still looks like a lady on the groundâŠrather mistreated, but definitely a lady nonetheless.â
Straightening and turning far too quickly, you cracked your head on the underside of the fuselage, earning a look of sympathy as his hands cupped your shoulders to pull you closer, out of danger of inflicting further harm to yourself.
âRosieâŠâ You whispered, staring at him, unable to stop your fingers from reaching out to brush his cheek, to confirm he was real.
The muscles of his face crinkled beneath your touch as he broke out into a smile, an expression you immediately echoed despite the unbidden prick of tears in the corners of your eyes.
âHi there.â His throat bobbed as he swallowed sharply, face growing slightly solemn as he lay his hand atop yours, pressing your palm fully against his warm skin. âIâve been a complete fool, and Iâm not sure if you can forgive me.â You tilted your head, brows furrowing in bewilderment. âThe world out there is dead set on tearing itself apart and IâŠâ His tongue darted out to wet his lips nervously, an emotion you were quite confident you had never seen overcome him before. âThe entire time I was struggling to get back here just to tell you. To tell you how much I care for you. You are much more than just a friend to me, and I was an idiot to think I was okay with putting this off until the war was over.â
Eyes widening as the man seemed to be stealing the very thoughts from your head and putting them into words before you even had the chance, you sniffled playful and wiped at a stray tear that had managed to sneak down your cheek. âDonât you go taking all the credit now, Robert.â You chided warmly, earning a stunned look from him in return. âIt has taken two complete fools to deny what weâve become, wouldnât you say?â
Huffing a soft laugh, Rosie conceded your point with a nod as he grasped the unbuckled ends of your leather flying helmet, tugging your face closer. âI love you, you incredible woman.â
Taking a notably shaky inhale, you nodded quickly, a few more tears spilling over. âI love you, too, Rosie.â You struggled to speak around the knot of emotions in your throat, fully intending to reciprocate with some sweet term of endearment, not quite certain you could manage.
Mercifully, his lips had the grace to press against yours and save you from trying to say anything more. Grasping the fleece collar of his bomber jacket, you pressed closer in the shadow of the plane you ought to be inspecting, but the Spitfire was doing a fine job of shielding you from prying eyes and five more minutes in the arms of the man you loved â yes, it was love â and had been separated from could easily be made up courtesy of the stiff tail wind you expected on your flight to Southampton.
The rasp of his facial hair made you shiver at the slightly ticklish sensation as he maintained a firm grip on your straps, delivering kiss after kiss as if to make up for lost time. An uncontrollable grin stretched across your lips, making it nearly impossible for him to continue and so he shifted to focus on erasing any trace of tears from your cheeks, only encouraging your grin to curl wider until you were simultaneously giggling and trembling at the feel of his moustache against your jaw.
âSomeday, weâll have a lot more time, and Iâm going to spend every second of it kissing youâŠâ His eyes were filled with a fiery intensity that made it awfully difficult to draw breath and you shifted forward to press your lips to his flushed cheek in turn.
âIâm going to hold you to that, Robert Rosenthal.â You nodded firmly as you pulled back, arching sharply as his hands slid to rest against your shoulder blades, his mouth landing on yours fiercely.
âFirst Officer, are you quite ready?!â The shrill bark of an encroaching member of St. Mawganâs ground crew wrenched the pair of you apart as effectively as a physical intervention, a shared look of reluctance passing between you as you quickly straightened your clothing.
You noticed his eyes flick to your shoulders to admire your new rank badges.
âYouâve been busy.â He murmured and you smiled with quiet pride.
âFly Lancasters now, too.â You nodded and pointed over his shoulder to the plane you had flown in that morning before turning to address your intruder as he called your name once more. âNearly ready, thank you so much for your patience!â You poured on the sweetness in your tone, noting the way Rosieâs eyes narrowed slightly as they returned to your face.
Biting back a giggle you blew him a kiss before emerging around the nose to greet the harried RAF man. âMajor Rosenthal of the USAAF has never seen a Spitfire before, he asked me to show him around.â
âThank you again for your indulgence, Maâam, they are definitely fine planes. But I will let you get on with it.â Rosie played his part admirably, the set of the intruderâs shoulders easing somewhat.
âYes, yes, well we need you out of here in five.â He turned to look at the clipboard in his hand and your gaze met Rosieâs once more.
âIt was my pleasure, Major. Iâd best be off.â
âOf course.â He nodded firmly, eyes remaining locked on yours as he mouthed âlove youâ making your heart lurch erratically for a few beats as you mouthed it back. âSafe flight.â You spoke aloud.
âYou as well.â
Noting the RAF man was once again paying attention to his surroundings, you turned to finish your quick once over of the plane before stepping up onto the wing and slotting into the narrow cockpit before pulling the side flap closed and starting the engine. Once the coast was clear, you blew one last kiss to Rosie, laughing brightly as he made quite a show of catching it and tucking it into his pocket.
âUntil next time!â He shouted and you nodded brightly, pulling the canopy closed.
Because there most definitely would be a next time for you and your man of endless luck, and that was something that you no longer wished to deny.
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Vino Veritas
A Destination Wedding Frank x Fem!Reader Fic
Attending the wedding of your ex-fiancé gets slightly better when you meet someone having just as miserable a time as you... Warnings: Nothing too serious holy shit. Cursing. Broken engagement. Nihilism, existential bullshit, copious amounts of sarcasm. Eventual nsfw, not this chapter. Angst. Grump/sunshine trope. Loosely based on the movie but I'm not that smart. Or bitter. chapter map.
The Gate to Hell
Youâre not sure what it is about airports, that somehow makes them feel like a special little extension of the circles of Hell. Or maybe purgatory, is more the like. All you do there is wait, and wait and wait, praying that soon it will be time to move on.
It probably doesnât help that youâre absolutely fucking dreading your destination ahead.
Frankly, it will be a miracle if you survive this weekend with your sanity intact.
And then, thereâs this dude behind you. You keep seeing him out of the corner of your eye. He just keeps pacing back and forth, rolling his stupid bag with him, and you just want to whirl and tell him to be still or sit the fuck down.
Instead, he comes to stand next to you.
You give him a glance. And then, youâll admit, a double take, because he is stupidly handsome, even while frowning, staring churlishly at the flight monitor as though it had personally insulted him. And, to add insult to injury, he is tall. And well dressed in jeans and a button down and a nice sports jacket. And you inwardly sigh for some indefinable reason that has to do with longing and your acceptance that the universe does not bestow such gifts upon you for free.
âNice dress.â
You blink, not having expected him to speak to you.
âThanks.â Itâs a 50âs style robinâs egg blue halter swing dress, your favorite color. You needed some bright color therapy, to face the hell youâre about to be stepping into.
âIs there a sock hop in San Luis Obispo Iâm missing?â
You guess with your cat-eye Dolce and Gabbana sunglasses, you do look rather on brand.
From his sardonic tone youâre not sure if heâs making fun of you. âAll the cool kids are going.â
You kind of deliver it like a dig, and you see the corners of his mouth twitch. âAh. That explains everything.â
You look him over. HeâŠreally is ridiculously handsome, if youâre being honest. High cheekbones. Trimmed beard. Piercing eyes. Casually well dressed. A bit older than you, not that thatâs ever stopped you.
âI hope our flightâs on time.â
You check your phone app for the airline. âSupposed to be.â
âLet me guess. Youâve got an app for that?â The way he says it, just this side of snide, like you fucking millennialsâit kind of pisses you off. And maybe youâre overly sensitive to patronizing comments from older men, but with your history you have a right to be.
âDo you have a problem with me?â
He stands up a little straighter. âWhat?â
âLike whatâs your deal? I was just standing here minding my own business, while youâre creeping around behind meââ
âI was not creeping. I was trying to see the board.â He gestures at the display screen by the gate.
You look him up and down. Thatâs a tall drink of water, if youâre being honest. âBecause Mr. six foot six over here canât see over my headââ
âIâm only 6â1âââ
âOkay, 6â2â in your shoes, and then you come up here, give me a backhanded compliment, and make fun of me for having the means to keep track of whatâs going on with our plane?â You glare at him. âHoly shit, are you trying to neg me?â
âI donâtâŠeven know what that means.â
âOk, boomer.â
âI am not a boomer.â
âWhatever.â
Then he has the gall to step awayâin front of you.
âSeriously?â
âWhat?â
âYouâre going to butt ahead in line too?â
âOn a flight that holds eight people?â
âWow. Ok, be my guest.â You wave him on, and he rolls his eyes. Then you have to stand there, and look at his stupidly broad shoulders in that nice sports jacket, and his dark softy waving hair that just brushes his collarâŠyouâre not going to look at his butt.
Youâre not.
Your eyes slide down.
Fuck, but thatâs a nice caboose.
The Fight Or Flight Response
As you sit in your backseat of the plane, there is one seat left beside you, and when you see who boards last you want to throw yourself down the stairs before they close the door.
âAnyone want to trade seats?â he asks, bent over practically in half, heâs so tall and the plane is so small.
Crickets.
With a resigned grumble he settles into the seat next to you, as though the world might end if he has to spend a handful of minutes in your general proximity.
Then, of course, the universe further conspires to embarrass you by sending you a defective peanuts bag, which you cannot for love or money get to tear open.
âDear god, tear it at the notch,â grouses the rude man beside you, driven insane by you fighting with it.
âThere is no notch.â
Heâs there with his big hand extended, making an annoyed give it here gesture. Itâs distracting, truly, how long and elegant his fingers are.
âGive it here.â
âIâm fine.â
âGive. It. Here.â
Youâre so disgusted with this whole day, you hand it over. Then watch with smug delight as he canât get it open either. Finally, he uses his teeth in his frustration, undoubtedly spitting all over it. When he tries to hand it back to you, you raise an eyebrow at him. âReally?â
With a sigh, he offers you his less molested bag.
You take it like accepting his sword on the battlefield.
You both make faces as you quickly find that the seasoning on the nuts tastes like hot trash, and you reckon itâs probably a metaphor for how the next few days are going to go.
This is going to be the weekend from hell.
âSo what brings you to San Luis Obispo?â the man asks resignedly, almost like he canât quite stop himself from talking to you. There is an exhaustion in his tone that would have pulled at your heartstrings, if you werenât so generally pissed off.
âYou donât have to try to talk to me.â
He shrugs, throwing up those big, beautiful hands in a gesture of annoyance. You canât help but stare at themâthey really are a menace.
âJust trying to be pleasant.â
You canât stop the bark of laughter that escapes you at hearing that. He frowns over at you, and you cover your mouth, hiding your smile. You know you must look like a crazy personâbut itâs just too ridiculous.
âWas it that funny?â
You sigh, and for some reason you feel better after the involuntary outburst. Okay. Maybe you can make an effort. No one is ever in a good mood at the airport, after all. âIâm actually going to Paso Robles.â
âRow-bulls.â
âItâs pronounces ro-blays.â
âEveryone says Row-bulls.âÂ
âWell, not the fucking Spanish who named it.â
He looks away again with that thunderhead of a frown. Why does he have to look extra handsome, when heâs pissed off?
You sigh again. âLook, Iâm sorry. I swear, Iâm not always such a bitch. Itâs justâŠthis fucking wedding Iâm going to.â
This catches his attention; he turns to look at you like a hawk zeroing in on a mouse. âNotâŠKeith and Anneâs wedding?â
âHow do you fucking know Keith and Anne?â
âKeith and I share a mother.â
âHoly shit, youâre Frank?â
âWho are you?â
âI was engaged to Keith, years ago.â
âOh my god, youâre y/n.â
You can sense by the way he says it that youâre infamous in the familyâs lore. Itâs been a long time, but still, it fills your heart with a familiar leaden despair.
You close your eyes, and look away.
âYouâre just as horrible as Keith always said,â you say to the window.
âI find you equally disagreeable, I assure you.â
waiting for death the car
âThere was supposed to be a car,â Frank grouses the second you exit the airport. Patience is clearly not his strong suit.
âThe flight was early.â
âBut it seemed so long.â
Itâs a good dig, truth be told, and the corners of your mouth twitch despite yourself. You sit down on a bench, and to your surprise he sits on the other, though on the side closest to you. âSo what the hell are you doing here?â he asks. âDidnât Keith break your heart?â
âShattered it into bits.â
âWell?â
âI was invited.â
âAndâŠyouâre a masochist?â
âLook, Iâm notâŠwhatever Keith must have said I am. I was practically a fucking child when he started dating me. It was notâŠâ It was perfectly legal, of course, but the imbalance of worldly experience, looking back, had not been kosher.
You feel the tide of all the pain and insecurity that man caused you raise up in your heart. Usually youâre pretty good at shoving that shit down down in the deepest dungeon you can, like a healthy person, but the wound is feeling a little fucking raw at the moment, considering.
âKeith is an asshole who only cares about himself. I am aware.â
You sigh, and the tide miraculously recedes. Goddamn. It almost feels like heâs on your side. âOkay, yeah. There you go.â
âWhy do this to yourself?â
âYou know, before he broke it off, we had a fight the night before because I told him I would never get breast implants, of all fucking things, and Keith told me I would never amount to anything without him.â
âSounds like something asinine he would say.â
âI wanted to go back to school, and he didnât like it. He wanted a Stepford wife, and I was becoming alarmingly aware of the world outside his own making of it, the way children do when they grow up. If youâre wondering why he dumped me.â
âThat tracks perfectly.â
âHe invited me to be a shit and rub my nose in it, soâŠIâm here as a fuck you. I wanted to show him Iâm doing fine.â
âAre you?â
âYes, actually.â
âYou do seem rather well adjusted.â
âYeah, fuck you too.â
This, surprisingly, makes him smile a little.
A few moments of slightly less awkward silence pass before he asks, âSo what did Keith tell you about me?â
âOh, he told me plenty.â
âSuch as?â
âWhat does it matter?â
âDonât do that,â he snipes. âDonât dangle the tidbit then refuse to deliver it.â
âFine. He said youâre a grouch who hates everyone.â
âOh. I was afraid he might have said something untrue.â
You glance over at his ridiculously well-sculpted profile. He glares ahead, his brows furrowed, and you strangely get the sense that maybeâŠheâs a little sad for it.
At fucking last, the shuttle car from the hotel arrives.
Tbc...
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When the darkness comes
summary: Maybe Leo isn't fine after all
pair: Leo Valdez x Jason Grace
warnings: ptsd, hurt, eventual comfort (in part 2), memories of character death, some angst, panic attack
genre: hurt/comfort
word count: 981
requested tag: @aspenii
part one | part two
              4th of July, in Leoâs opinion, is one of the best holidays. Not only could he show off his amazing pyrotechnics, but he could also stuff his face full of food. This yearâs celebration is going to be bigger than ever as it will be a collaborative event between both camps. Leo was a bit hesitant when the joined event was first suggested since Camp Jupiter kids are so strict and rigid but hey, some of his best friends are from there so they canât all be sticks in the mud.
              His day started off with a lecture meeting led by Reyna and Annabeth. Schedules and maps of each activities zoned areas had been handed out during it. It was times like these that Leo wished he kept a better track of things given to him, he thought as he and his team of fellow Hephaestus kids rush to set up the fireworks after a much-needed reminder of the time from Frank. Double-checking that the others were able to handle everything, he slipped away and ran towards where Festus was lounging.
              âTheres my favorite mechanical marvel, itâs almost showtime buddyâ excitement clear in the tone of his views as he practically bounces in place.
              A puff of hot air comes from the mechanical dragon as it huffs in response.
              âCommon donât be like that. Iâll give you a good polishing and oiling if you do itâ Leo negotiates as he pets Festusâs snout.
              All he receives is a small mechanical growl of irritation, but Festus relents and sits up, looking down at the giddy curly haired boy.
              âThank you, thank you! Por eso eres mi favorito!â Leo exclaims as he hurriedly attaches the accessory to Festusâs abdomen.
              âWhen the eagle shaped firework goes off, youâll fly over the crowd. This will open, dropping tons of patriotic confetti and a healthy amount of glitter down onto the crowdâ Leo explains, ignoring the eye roll he gets from the dragon.
              Once the compartment is secured, Festus takes flight as to be closer to the event site. Meeting back up with the others, they set the timer before joining the celebration. Weaving through the dense crowd, Leo manages to find his group of friends.
              âNo need to worry, the life of the party is here!â Leo exclaims as he comes to stand beside Piper.
              âThe âlife of the partyâ almost missed out on his own firework displayâ Piper retorts back, playfully rolling her eyes.
              âMe? Late to something? Never. Iâm going to snag some food, save me a spot on the blanket?â he asks while batting his eyes at her.
              âIâll try but the good blanket real estate is getting snatched up fast by the love birdsâ she says gesturing towards the others.
              Frank and Hazel sat beside each other, talking about what happened at their respective booths. Off at one of the corners of the picnic blanket, Will is helping Nico put on protective ear covers. While in the center of the blanket Percy is trying to get Annabeth to stay and relax, assuring her that everything is going according to plan.
              âIâll be quick, plus Jason isnât here yet so as long as Iâm back before him I should have a spotâ he hurriedly says, already heading towards the food stalls.
              âAnd leave him out in the cold because you stole his spot?â Piper jokes.
              âYet heâll still love meâ he quips back, sticking his tongue out at her.
              âBring me back a drink while youâre at it!â Piper yells after him, getting a thumbs up from the shorter boy.
              Managing his way to the booths, Leo gets in line for some of that mouthwatering assortment of smoked barbecue pork. It felt like ages were passing by as he waits, barely having budged an inch since he first got in line. Tapping his foot as he fidgets with some gears he keeps on hand in his pocket. Leo jolts, fumbling as to not drop the gears he had just been mindlessly toying with as a loud explosion goes off. Panicked amber eyes searched around for distressed people and the source of the explosion, only to be met with awestruck faces looking up towards the sky. Bringing himself to look up, he catches sight of the dissipating colors of the fireworks. Relief had started to wash over him till another firework went off renewing that panic brewing in him.
              Leo flinches as more explosions fill the air, a tight feeling growing in his chest. Abandoning his place in line, Leo stumbles away from the loud, increasingly suffocating crowd. As the suffocating feeling grows, Leo soon breaks into a run towards his dorm building. Fighting for each breath as he forces himself up the seemingly infinite stairs. Fumbling to unlock his dorm as his hands shake like leaves, having dropped his keys on one of the attempts.
              Barreling into his dorm once the door opens, slamming it shut behind him as he staggers toward his bed. Mindlessly grabbing his blanket from his bed, he seeks refuge under his table. Leo cocoons himself in the blanket, trying to fight off the memories of countless pieces of shrapnel pierced into his skin. Rubbing the palms of his eyes to try and stop the flowing tears.
              Each loud bang brings him back to that day, his body broken and unable to move as he fell watching Festus try to reach him â try to save him. His hands moving to cover his ears as he screws his eyes shut, trying to ignore the sounds from outside. That voice thatâs haunted him as long as he can remember whispers to him. Youâre a child of Hephaestus, a pyromancer, why are you crying like a baby? Are you seriously scared of fireworks? Youâre ruining this for everyone. People have gone through worse, and you donât see them acting like babies.
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Holy Orders [Avenger!Loki x Fem.Reader]
Part of the Hostile F*cks Collection A Link to my (new) Masterlist is HERE Summary: (17) Loki is working undercover as a priest in Rome. Ecumenical eroticism ensues. Warnings: 18+ Minors DNI. Heresy. Smuttish. Latin. Priest!Loki. Language. (w/c 3.6k)
The door of your holiday apartment slammed behind you, cursing as you stumbled down a tiny step directly onto the cobbled street. It had been three weeks since the travesty of the Renaissance Faire.
After three days, you had accepted that Lokiâs attention denial was not a phase. After five, the absence of his irritating teasing had you feeling an unusually bitter disappointment.
After seven, when he had left for Rome without even a courtesy farewell, you had woken in the night wondering the unthinkable. What if Thor was right?
And after twelve, you had begrudgingly accepted that you loved him.
There was a morning buzz in the air, jostling bicycles ringing lightly as the slap of your sandals sounded lightly on the aged stone beneath your feet. You hurried across the street, trying not to be run over by a moped speeding past, blowing up the back of your sundress. Jesus Christ, you thought; heart pounding before your lips curled in a secret smile. Father Laufeyson wouldnât like that kind of talk, you laughed to yourself as you rounded the corner and Piazza Navona came into view.
For two weeks, Loki had been working undercover in a small church tucked out of the main bustle of Rome. His home had been the same ancient streets you now walked. And you wondered as you passed the marbled carvings of roman gods hanging against the circular fountains, if he had ever thought about you.
Of course not, heâs been busy, you chided yourself, hoisting the bag strap on your shoulder. When Rogers had assigned him this mission, apparently the laughs of the team could be heard two floors below. But as it turned out, Loki could be as convincing as a priest as he could be as a heartless arsehole. Now that his information gathering was complete, you had been sent to collect the evidence. You volunteered, idiot. A seamless pass-over. In and out, Rogers had said. Fuck, should someone have told him it was me that was coming? What if heâs mad?
You turned another corner, skilfully avoiding a group of tourists buried in a map. And what if heâs not? you thought; a thrill of wild anticipation blossoming in your belly.
âThe Church of Santa Maria dell'AnimaâŠâ you murmured absent-mindedly, looking up at the flat exterior of the sandy coloured stone building.
As far as Roman churches went, it wasnât a big draw - favoured more by the faithful local residents than photo-happy tourists. Perfect for a Hydra Vatican infiltration ring, you thought, pursing your lips as the eager congregation filed past you up the short flight of steps to the entrance. Swirling a white shawl around your shoulders, you took a deep breath of heavy, heated air.
Morning mass was about to begin.
You slipped inside the ancient wooden doors, a waft of stale coolness tingling over your skin. The breath seemed to evaporate from your lungs as your gaze drew up, eyes scanning over the high marble pillars and bright frescos painted floor to ceiling. Warm orange and gold infused the air, the sting of spiced incense filling your nostrils. The low hum of foreign conversation echoed around the church from people filing between the wooden pews, facing the altar. And there he was.
Loki Laufeyson stood with a long wooden taper clasped gently between his fingers, re-lighting candles by the far side of the carved stone nave. Strands of waxy hair fell around his cheekbones, illuminated by a hundred flickering flames resting in the metal display.
A thick green vestment embroidered with gold hung over his body down to his calves, making him look even taller than he usually did. Pure white shirt sleeves billowed around his arms, swaying gently as he continued his intricate work unphased.
He looked deep in thought, a calm serenity bathing his sharp profile as he blew out the taper and watched the smoke waft aimlessly through speckles of swirling dust. Loki clasped his hands in front of him, flattening the luxurious fabric of his vestment against the washboard stomach you knew lay beneath.
He turned, bowing lightly towards the crucifix hanging above the altar before ascending the several low steps.
Fuuuuck, you thought; pussy suddenly throbbing. Your hand fumbled to the strap of your bag, lowering it and sliding subtly into the back row. A cold shock of wood pressed against the back of your bare knees, making you wince. When did I get so wet, you frowned; knowing exactly when, as Loki turned towards the congregation.
A bell chimed, summoning another priest from the side of the church. You drew the shawl tighter around your chest, feeling your heart thunder against the clench of your fist. A woman slid in beside you, tucking her hair nervously behind her ears before making a sign of the cross.
âNel nome del Padre, del Figlio e dello Spirito Santo, Amen.â she murmured, running her wide eyes up and down the ridiculously handsome figure opening the large bible, poised behind the altar. You suddenly wondered if morning mass had always been this popular.
The low tinkle of bells echoed again as the service began. The crowd rose, fifty or so of the faithful bowing their heads as the undercover Avenger took centre stage.
He is loving this, you thought incredulously, seeing his arms rise at his sides. The drape of green and gold vestments shimmered in the light, a warm glow radiating upwards to his pale face bathed in morning bronze from the stained glass. The crowd before you sat down obediently on the lowering of his palms. You fumbled backwards, catching yourself on the edge of the long bench.
Lokiâs stare ran over the congregation, covertly scanning every face like only his keen gaze could. It stopped on you, making your breath hitch. You thought you saw the tug of a smirk at the side of his lips, a glint in his eye. Or maybe it was the light.
The next twenty minutes passed in a religiously erotic blur, swathes of ceremonial chants in Italian at Lokiâs command making your thighs squeeze together. Heresy, you thought; a shudder rolling down your spine as the god leant forward to kiss the gospel. Iâd be burnt in the old days.
The second priest had blessedly taken over to give the sermon, the broken words you could understand not even registering as you watched Loki listen rapturously to the side in feigned interest. He knows Iâm watching him, you scowled; realising that every casual smooth of his stomach, every clench of his perfect jaw was for you.
How you wanted to storm up the marbled aisle, grab his stupid fancy poncho in a fist and kiss him violently against the golden tabernacle. Might blow his cover, though; you thought, immediately thinking of what else you could blow as he gripped onto the tall candlesticks by the altar.
The vivid fantasy was broken as the congregation shuffled to a stand. The woman beside you adjusted her cleavage, shaking her hair back. Loki raised his hand. âPater noster, qui es in caelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum.â he said, the practised words of prayer a chant - that velvet voice sinking through the heavy air like double cream. Even speaking in Latin, it was irresistible.
Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be your name
Your hips shuddered back against the wooden pew, bare skin of your thighs dragging against the grain. You recognised the tempo. How could you not.
âAdveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo et in terra.â Loki spoke slowly, eye-fucking you menacingly from the top of the raised steps behind the lecturn. His lips hovered on âtuumâ, a fizz of unstoppable need rising in your belly as you recalled its place in the prayer.
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done on Earth, as it is in heaven.
Dozens of voices chimed around you, their Italian lilt making the dead language sing. But it was only his earthen tones you heard. Only him.
It had always, only been him.
âPanem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie, et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut, et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostrisâ he rumbled in baritone, tilting his head.
Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses, As we forgive those who trespass against us
You raised your gaze to meet his, knowing it would be waiting as he stood with his large hands encasing the sides of the lectern by the altar. His eyes narrowed briefly, the subtle slant of his brows betraying his utter bemusement at your presence.
âEt ne nos inducas in tentationem, sed libera nos a malo.â he growled, the timbre of his voice making the woman beside you straighten. You could see her fingertips digging into the soft flesh between her knuckles, hands clasped in prayer.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
How appropriate, you mused. You watched as Loki slid the bible from its place, holding it briefly aloft and placing a kiss against the leather before lowering it to his crotch in a gentle hold.
âAmen.â he murmured, solemnly; lowering his chin.
âAmen.â came the ringing response. âAmen.â you echoed slowly, squinting thoughtfully as Loki turned and sat with a smirk.
You sat back down, questioning everything. Did you think that when he saw you it would have been any different from how it ever was? That he would somehow wordlessly communicate that he was pleased to see you? That he had missed you? That he loves me too, you scoffed painfully; flinching as the organ sprang to life.
The communion procession began with those at the front of the church, each person pausing in front of the priest to receive godâs bounty. Loki and his counterpart held the small, circular host aloft, their lips moving before placing it on the recipients tongue. Kinky, you thought; before realising the woman to your right had risen and joined the slow moving queue. Fuck.
You shuffled behind her, rolling your eyes as she fiddled nervously with her hair, smoothing and re-smoothing the same strands. Your gaze wandered to the ornate figure of Christ hanging on the cross above the altar, his limp form getting closer and closer. Donât look at me like that, you huffed to the disappointed looking Jesus; immediately switching focus to the floor beneath your feet.
âCorpo di CristoâŠâ a dark voice murmured. It was tinged with weighty intentions, thick memories of feral moans of unrestrained passion in your ear flooding your mind as you fluttered your lashes upwards. Lokiâs eyes betrayed none of your history, his stare glazed; the twitch of one dark eyebrow the only indicator that he ever knew you at all.
âAmen.â you whispered hoarsely, parting your lips.
He placed the host gently on your outstretched tongue. Against your better judgement, you felt your lids flicker shut, the soft graze of his fingertip smoothing against wet muscle that longed for his touch.
It lingered, the melt of the wafer beginning to slide down your throat. His wide fingertip pulled imperceptibly at your bottom lip on its withdrawal, making your eyes shoot open. Lokiâs brows raised, a light furrow reminding you that there was an entire congregation at your back. You gave a small nod towards him, scurrying around the front pews and back to your seat.
You could feel the burning heat in your cheeks for the rest of the mass, ten minutes feeling like an endless vat of time. The final blessing was, in reality, swift. A few chimes, swings of incense and murmurs of reverent praise and it was done.
Loki disappeared in procession with the other priest behind a door at the back of the church in a sway of luxurious, billowing green. The stillness of the holy space washed over you as attendees left in their own time. You checked your watch. Forty-five minutes. Had that been all?
The clap of your sandals against the marble floor echoed as you walked slowly around the walls, drawn to the beauty of the figures drawn by those long dead. You traced your fingers over cracks in the face of a rather grim looking Virgin Mary. âI know how you feelâŠâ you whispered to no-one, feeling the plaster catch beneath delicate skin.
âI very much do not think you know how she feels.â
Your hand paused on the fresco, falling to your side as you turned. Loki stood resplendent before you, the folds of his holy garment making him look more achingly irresistible than he ever had before. You felt a frown crease your forehead, pursing your lips to stop a moan. It was worse up close.
Loki leant forward, casting a conspiratorial glance towards a small group of locals loitering by the door. â-due to the fact that for one thing, she is a virgin, while you...Agent...â he smirked. Your frown deepened.
âKeep your voice down.â you hushed, glancing over your shoulder. Satisfied, you looked back to Loki, his obsidian hair curled behind delicate ears revealing the white flash of his clerical collar. The bone structure you knew so well against the curves of your body sang in the mid-morning light through the windows, every iridescent inch of his skin glowing with tantalising radiance.
âI see you still managed to wear green.â you scoffed under your breath, making the priest chuckle lightly. âItâs Ordinary Time in the church calendar, Agent. Did you not read the briefing documents? It is the standard colour for the seasonâ he drawled quietly, giving a reverent nod to his fellow priest heading for the door and the beckon of Rome beyond.
âThey really think youâre one of them?â you said, turning towards a row of candles flickering to the side. Each one represented someone loved and lost, a prayer. A hope.
âOf course." he scoffed. "Father John Lockhart on pilgrimage from England. Why would they suspect?â
You ran your eyes down the silk embroidered vestment which hid his intensely muscular body. Just. The bulge of his biceps shifted beneath the billowing sleeves making your gaze hover. âPriests arenât usually soâŠâ
âYes?â he goaded, raising an eyebrow in amusement. You dropped a coin in the basket, taking a candle and fingering the wick. âYou donât seem like the type, thatâs all. Iâm surprised you didnât shapeshift.â
Loki chuckled. âMy dear, you clearly donât know Catholicism. A web of mysteries and contradictions which go far beyond their lore-bound texts...â he said, shifting so you stood with biceps pressing against each other.
âAre you considering a change of vocation then?â you quipped, playing with the wick between your fingers. He faced the wall of candles, but you could feel the stare of his eyes roaming the sliver of skin beneath the parted shawl. âNot quite.â he muttered absent-mindedly. âThe reverence and theatrics are appealing I grant you, but there is far too much celibacy for my liking.â
The ghost of his breath skated across your collarbone, the unbearably small distance between you making every nerve in your body vibrate with desire.
âWhat are you praying for, mio figlio?â he murmured innocently under his breath as the wick of your candle caught flame from another. My child, you thought with a grimace, recognising the taboo of unmistakeable arousal deep in your pussy.
You watched the tear-dropped fire settle from its first rage, flickering gently as it came to terms with its place in the world. Setting it down amongst the others, you turned your chin to look up at him. The blues of Lokiâs irises swam with green in the shadowed alcove, the dance of the candlelight illuminating him like a bygone Saint.
âSalvation.â you whispered quietly, voice catching.
Without knowing why, you bowed your head. The godâs fingers flew gently beneath your chin, tilting it upwards once more. His eyes were wide, lips parted as he inhaled softly. âDarling, I-â
âPadre?â a voice muttered tentatively behind you.
You and Loki both turned, seeing the fidgeting figure of the woman who had been your unknowing lust-buddy all through the service.
âSĂŹ, figlia mia?â Loki replied gently, his hands disappearing back into the draped sleeves of his robes as he clasped them together. You rolled your eyes, pivoting back towards the wall of tealit flames. The thunder of your heart was a solid beat in your ears, pounding. His smooth voice rumbled in Italian, the sweet ministrations of his undercover persona clearly honed over the past two weeks. âGrazie PadreâŠâ you heard the woman say, a tremble in her voice; before quick footsteps echoed away from you.
Loki chuckled, resuming his position by your side. âImpure thoughts about an inappropriate figure, apparently.â he whispered, barely contained glee bursting from the confines of propriety. âWishes to make a confession to me personally at the next session. Imagine that. I wonder who it could be.â
âYou are impossible." you sighed, a wave of jealousy roaring in your belly. "I bet youâve been very popular here in that regard.â you said through gritted teeth, trying to focus on the wavering light of your candle. Salvation.
âAlways so quick to judge.â he chuckled, drawing himself stoically upwards. âMy dear, I am a priest.â he said, turning to face you. His nose was inches from your forehead, the empty church feeling stifling as the air settled around you both. âI have been a beacon of chastity...and contrary to popular belief, I do take my assignments seriously.â
Slowly, you met his gaze â the sincerity in his face, unmistakeable. âI didnât think you took anything seriously, Father.â you said, mockingly; unable to stop yourself as you watched his eyes narrow at the words.
âDonât you mean Daddy, Agent?â he smouldered, âOr am I nothing but a memory to you now with my brief absence?â
In two quick steps from his impossibly long legs, your back was flush against the nearest wall. The curve of the low archway hung dangerously close to Lokiâs full height as he loomed above you. His forearm pressed to the marble cornicing above your head, trapping you like a lamb for slaughter.
A long sleeve of forest green shielded you from the gaze of a dozen judgemental statues, the collar around his neck straining against the weight of a hard vein that bulged ominously. âWhy must you always think the worst of me?â he growled, the primal sound rumbling deep in his throat hoarse and wild. Familiar burning lust bubbled uncontrollably to the surface in those beautifully dangerous eyes as his chest heaved, daring you to respond.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â you said, flustered as the shawl fell around your shoulders to the floor. Loki stepped closer, fingertips of the hand not affixed above your head squeezing into the flesh of your bare bicep.
âI think you know very well.â he spat, all traces of serenity gone as he blazed beneath a façade of restraint. âWhy are you here? To taunt me? To parade yourself in front of me while you tease me with your endless games? Anyone else could have taken your place. Anyone.â
Your frown deepened, a deep ache blossoming in your belly as you tasted the rage on his every word. You shouldnât have come.
â-Or am I wrong? Have you come to confess to me, darling?â he hummed goadingly, the feeling of his tips running down your aching skin making your shiver.
Sarcasm bit through his words, slicing through the intimacy of the moment. âAnd what better place? What better persona? Are you ready to admit your undying love for me and put this charade to an end? Or have your attentions wandered...â
A staggered breath surged in your throat as his hand traced down your cleavage, feeling your resistance falter. You could feel the swell of his hard erection through the drape of holy garb, the violence of his lust boiling beneath the shroud of theatrical consecration. The words were on the tip of your tongue- But then the game will be over for him. He will have won, you thought with a chill; And what then?
Lokiâs brow furrowed, a jolt of his jaw taking you by surprise â like shaking off a fly. Whatever was in your head, he clearly didnât want to hear it.
âAnd what about youâŠ?â you managed to quiver through shaky breaths, your hands sliding tentatively over his shoulders. Loki tilted his head, confusion etched across his brow. In a brief second, you saw his bravado falter, features softening as he processed the possible meanings of your request. His tongue darted out, licking quickly over his cupidâs bow before biting his lip.
He shook his head, a solitary gasp of forced laughter gusting against your parted lips.
âI have just recalled I seem to owe you a certain...something, do I not?â he said casually, skating over his previous barbs as he tried to change the subject. You shuffled against the wall, attempting to pull him closer to you and failing. âMore than one, actually.â you muttered, feeling the wet slick between your thighs grow hot. It was embarrassing how much you needed him. Above everything else, it was him.
âMore than one?â Loki purred disapprovingly, tskâing as he raised an eyebrow. His hips dragged up your pelvis, every forbidden inch of his solid cock making you mad with need. You began to pant, as he thrust once against your torso. Creases had formed at the corner of his eyes; his outburst it seemed...forgotten.
He released the forearm from the wall above your head, a theatrical flourish of his arm making the heavy metal bolt across the doors of the church slam shut with an almighty clang.
âHere?â you gasped, feeling the embroidery of his sacred vestment scratch against your cleavage as he pressed his muscular torso against you. âBut what about...you know.â You tilted your chin upwards towards the crucifix in explanation, the majesty of the surroundings somehow making you forget to whom you were pinned against.
âDonât worry about Him, AgentâŠâ Loki whispered, before his lips wrapped around your earlobe, sucking gently. âMine are the only Holy Orders you shall be following today. Mine, the only sacrament your body desperately needs.â His dirty whispers hummed against your skin, falling deeper into waves of sin with each dark syllable. "Mine." he rasped quietly, the word melting against your breathy moans unheard, before fastening his lips to yours in a desperate kiss.
Continued in Holy Orders: Mercy Part of the Hostile F*cks Collection
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... Somehow I fully anticipated you being the first/only person to respond, and I thought I was prepared for the angst I knew you were going to throw my way.
I wasn't prepared.
I had to re-read LL #25. It's been a year and a half, and it hurts just as bad.
Anyway, 3 hours, two wiki pages, and too many tears later⊠I think I'm done? Might do a better proofread tomorrow when I'm not tired, might not. Either way, enjoy the angst!
"Your eyes⊠your aura⊠have you been drinking?"
The door hisses shut behind him as he enters his habsuite. He leaves the light off.
The flight back to the Exitus was⊠fine. Thunderclash greeted him personally, which was⊠cool? But his optics were sympathetic, observant - even more than what might be called for, when a friend is grieving a loss. Which is ridiculous, because Rodimus is fine.
...Ratchet's gone.
It's fine.
Rodimus glances at the datapad that was handed to him on his way to his quarters. The screen is dark. The bot who handed it to him seemed so hesitant, like they were trying not to spook him or something. Captain Thunderclash said not to rush you. It's only a few reports. They can wait.
He drops the pad on the table as he passes by with a light flick of his wrist. It skids across the surface to join the rest, all addressed to 'Assistant Navigator'.
He's not putting it off because he needs time. He just hates reports.
Magnus knew that.
Meg- Everyone knew that.
He swipes a cube off the counter, only half-filling it from the dispenser in the corner.
He glances at the board on the wall as he takes a slow sip of energon. Scribbles of drawings are pinned there. A few photos he printed off. A daily to-do list he rarely follows. The board was a gift, years ago - from Magnus, of course. A way to keep himself organized.
A ping comes across his HUD, cheerfully reminding all crew members that tomorrow Captain Thunderclash will be leading the Exitus out of the Acklaw System, towards their next exciting destination! Captain Thunderclash encourages all crew members to be prepared for the next adventure in-
He dismisses the ping and drops his unfinished drink on the counter. He's not really hungry.
His foot catches a bottle as he moves further into his habsuite, sending it spinning into the shadows under his berth with a clink.
Another grand adventure.
"It's not the same though, is it?"
One of his friends would have said that it's impossible to recreate something we hold dear, especially when it comes to treasured memories. It would probably be Drift who said it, or Cyclonus. They're both poetic enough for that. Rodimus is pretty sure there's someone else, but he can't quite remember who he's thinking about.
It doesn't matter anyway.
"A few quantum jumps into the neighboring system and back - with no detours, no mishaps, and no mutinies. One last jaunt."
He still has the top of his desk, from his co-captain's office. The worn, scarred slab is leaning in the corner against the wall, his lovingly-carved map on display.
Hedonia. Temptoria. Scarvix.
The Nanocons. Time-travel. The Vis Vitalis.
"As far as I can make out, all you do is argue, crack jokes, and get sidetracked doing pointless, silly things that only you find amusing!"
He scoffs at the memory of what Skids recounted to him, amused for a moment. The Lost Light did far more than that!
Delphi. Luna 1. Swearth.
The Functionist Universe.
Necroworld.
⊠Far more.
"I suppose you had to be there."
The berth creaks when he flops down on it to stare up at the ceiling, his feet still brushing the floor. He should recharge. He really should. He doesn't feel tired, but his energy readings are low enough Ratchet would have smacked him upside the helm with that wrench of his.
Ratchet.
"Even in death, he chose life."
"âŠA month, a week, a year⊠what's the difference? There'll always be an ending - and if you're lucky, you'll get to see it coming."
Rodimus blinks a few times, his brow furrowing as he fights the sudden stinging sensation.
"If we're doing this, I'd rather do it properly. A proper ending. No going back."
"We'll all drink to that."
He presses the heels of his palms to his optics, inventing sharply. The air catches in his throat, his ventilations stuttering. He grits his teeth.
Not everyone came to the funeral.
Not everyone could.
"Do you think I should-" "Go. Go with him."
"Shut up! I gave you that-" "819 years ago, yes. It's never left my possession."
"âŠThey've reached a verdict."
"Whatever happens next - whatever my fateâŠ"
A frustrated noise escapes him as he pulls his feet onto the berth and rolls over, curling up. His ventilation cycle refuses to keep from stuttering, no matter what he does.
His hands are resting on the berth in front of him, now. They're trembling. He curls them into fists with a huff and tucks them close to his chassis.
It's fine.
Everything's fine.
Everything's great.
"⊠Do you think it worked?"
Ha.
⊠No going back.
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Summary:Â Everything is all set with the first snowfall coming around, now all you need is your husband to come home.
Pairing: Sebastian Vettel x Reader
Word Count:Â 3.8k
Warnings: cursing, angst if you squint (I think?), teeth-rotting fluff (hopefully), strangers to lovers (kinda) bee- cause why not hehe, and Seb being adorable >:(
A/N:Â I know I said this was meant to be out on Sebâs birthday but I got caught up with college work and got lazy, so I apologise to those who waited. This is not proof read or beta read (so advance apologies for the terrible writing).
Comments and reblogs are deeply appreciated!
December finally came around Switzerland, and you were currently residing on the couch, holding a mug of hot chocolate as you tuned in on the television listening to the weather news report. When you heard the announcer mention that the first snowfall will be seen sometime this week, the corner of your lips curled upwards, forming a grin as you squealed like a little kid getting candy.
While others dreaded the coming of winter and its sub-zero temperature, it was no secret to anyone that knew you that it is your favourite season. From its white snow covering the houses and streets that allows you to make snowmans and snow angels to the Christmas lights that brightened up the long, pitch black, endless nights, to the cold weather that makes it absolutely perfect for cuddling.
Now all you needed to make everything complete was for your husband to return to your arms. Actually when you first met your now husband, it was like a usual cliché love story.
You were ordered by your boss to fly all the way to the Netherlands for an official work trip. Or well that was what you were supposed to be doing when you arrived in Amsterdam until the client you were supposed to meet up with ditched you. Â
Now here you are miles away from your hometown, lost in a whole new foreign land with only a fair amount of pocket money and few changes of clothes.
You staggered along the streets, your phone in your hand as you made your way to the busy and crowded area trying to find the hotel your office booked for you while on the said trip.
Looking back on your phone, you sighed as you followed the directions on Google Maps. But after a few more minutes of this wild goose chase, you gave up and sat on a bench somewhere. Leaning your head on the bench, you rubbed your eyes, completely exhausted and jetlagged from the flight.
When you opened your eyes, you saw the setting sun slowly descend towards the horizon, casting a warm golden glow across the vast expanse of the sky. The sky transformed into a canvas of vivid colours, blending shades of orange, pink, and purple, creating a breathtaking display that captured your heart and soul.
You exhaled heavily, getting up from where you were seated as you carried on your venture to seek for your hotel. Turning on your phone, you followed the nearest route shown on the screen.
âYouâve arrived at your destination.â
Your ears perked up as soon as you heard those words. But the moment you looked up, the excitement you regained dissipated in a blink of an eye as you wince at the sight of the hotel. While you expected a cosy hotel that exuded an immediate sense of warmth and comfort, that would create an ambiance that felt like a home away from home, instead you were greeted by an odd and peculiar hotel that stood in stark contrast to its surroundings, defying conventional architecture and exuding an aura of eccentricity.
And as if the world knew your reluctance to step in, rain began to come down from the sky.
âJust my luck! Donât tell me it can get any worse than this, right?â You groaned to no one in particular, your things starting to get soaked from the pouring water.
But like jinxing yourself as you said those words, it did in fact get much worse because when you went up the steps and tried opening the front doors, it was shut tight.
You kicked the door out of frustration before remembering that your things might be wet. Grabbing your luggage, you carried it up and placed it under the portico of the hotel before sitting on one of the steps, letting your skin seep the rain.
A few moments have passed and your body started shivering from the cold. You placed your arms on your thighs as you buried your face on your shaking hands, trying your best to warm yourself up.
âStupid boss sending me on this stupid business trip. Fuck me!â
âYou know you shouldnât say that out loud when youâre alone in the dimly lit part of this street.â A voice suddenly piped up, making you jump from where you were seated, your hand holding your chest as you felt your heart race. Â
You quickly whipped your head to where the sound came from and you saw a man with a messy, short light brown hair and blue eyes that was sparkling even in the darkness. He had a stubble growing on across his defined jaw that made him look mature.
âDonât do that! Are you trying to kill me?â You sneered at the man who was holding back his laughter.
âSorry, I didn't mean to startle you. I saw you as I was walking past and I heard you say that, so I just wanted to warn youâŠâ, he explained, looking genuinely sorry for his sudden appearance.
When you felt no rain on your skin, you looked up to see a black umbrella over your head being held by the stranger who frightened you.
âA-and you were getting drenched from the rain, so I was going to offer my umbrellaâŠâ, he proceeded to explain, gesturing at the umbrella he was holding up for the both of you.
There was a deafening silence that came after what he said as you pressed your lips in a tight line.
âSorry, I should have minded my own business.â, he spoke up once more when he realised that he wonât get anything from you.
You let out a soft chuckle that only the two of you can hear before turning to face him, âYou talk too much.â
His eyes widened at your remark, his cheeks turning into a shade of light red as he became flustered and self-conscious.
âItâs okay though⊠Itâs honestly quite comforting that someone would be so kind to tell me.â, you followed up, noticing his embarrassment from your comment.
Now it was his turn to stay quiet, stunned as he heard you speak. He looked away, hiding a small grin that was forming on his lips. When he managed to control it, he turned back to you, tilting his head as his gaze fixed on you.
You felt his eyes bore holes into you and you canât help but feel naked. Never in your wildest dreams did you ever think of finding yourself in this situation, but here you were with a stranger who was willing to share his umbrella with you, observing you like a hawk.
âIâm assuming you have a questionâŠâ, you spoke out, returning his stare.
His lips fell into a thin straight line as he realised that he must have been obvious. âI⊠Well, I was curious at why you were sitting here all alone at night. That hotel has been under renovation for months alreadyâŠâ, he explains in a small and soft voice.
You looked at him appalled, completely speechless at what you heard. âY-youâre telling me that this place has been closed for months?â He nodded meekly in reply, seeming embarrassed as he moved his hands to his nape and rubbed it softly.
There was silence that surrounded you both as everything happening to you started sinking in. This must have been a set up from your company, knowing how much they despised you and wished for your downfall.
As the man beside you felt that you were in distress, he removed his coat and immediately placed it over your shoulders, squeezing it gently. âI know itâs not my place to ask, but if you want you can stay over my place? Itâs not that far from here.â
He pursed his lips as he awaited your answer. He knows heâs just a stranger, but he couldnât help feeling pity towards you. Besides you seem nice enough to be a killer acting helpless, so what could go wrong right?
âHow am I sure youâre not some sort of murderer trying to lead me into a death trap?â, you ask after a few moments that definitely assured him you were not a killer.
He lets out a soft chuckle that breaks the stillness and awkwardness of the atmosphere. There was something about his laugh that made you feel warm and fuzzy despite the cold settling on your bones.
âFair enough, but trust me if I was a killer, I would have gone a different way.â He says reassuringly before standing up and grabbing your luggage.
âCome on! Or would you rather stay here?â He gestures, carrying your things as he goes down the step.
Shaking your head in utter disbelief, you stood up and followed him, keeping a safe distance in case he tried to do something. You heard his laugh as he led the way, the fuzzy feeling growing and when he looked back at you, he gave you a wide and goofy smile that made your heart flip.
âOh by the way, Iâm Sebastian Vettel. But you can call me Seb.â He mentions before turning his back on you and starts walking again. You suppress a smile as you calm yourself down, reminding yourself that you just met the man and you should not trust him easily.
You quietly continued following him, shivering as it got colder even though it stopped raining already. As you both approached an apartment building, you felt a light and cool touch against your forehead.
As you look up to the sky, you witness a mesmerising spectacle unfold before your eyes. Delicate snowflakes, like ethereal dancers, descend from the heavens, gracefully floating in the air.
âS-snow?â, you said dumbfoundedly, halting in your tracks. Â When Sebastian noticed that you werenât following him anymore, he turned back to look at you looking enthralled as snow continued to fall.
âFirst time?â
As he broke your train of thoughts, you hummed and nodded in response as your eyes never left the sky.
âGuess Iâm lucky that Iâm the first person you get to experience a White Christmas then, huh?â He chimed, his tone filled with excitement as he watched you.
A few days after the weather report, you started setting up and decorating your home for Christmas as you waited for your husband to come home.
Grabbing your phone from the side table, you texted a message to your husband.
You: Love, when will you be back?
Sending the message, you threw your phone to the side, as you stood up from the couch, and started pacing back and forth in your living room. Minutes have passed and you looked at your phone for the nth time, debating whether you should send another message as you waited for his response.
As you were about to grab your phone and decide to send him another text, your phone notification pinged.
Seb Sugar Pie Honey Bunch: Sorry, liebling. I donât know if Iâll make it in time to spend the first snow with you. I know how much this means to you, but I promise to make it up to you once I get home.
Canât wait to be back in your arms. I love you xx
Reading his message, you couldnât help but feel bummed down. The first snowfall was a special moment you annually celebrated with your husband. You shared many memories with him that included the first winter fall. Your first meeting, first official date, when you answered âyesâ as he asked you to be his girlfriend, when he proposed to you, when you got married, all those things happened during the first snow.
And experiencing the first one this year without him, it felt dull and meaningless. So as the next days came by, you did nothing but mope around, spending your morning and afternoon sleeping in your bed or eating ice cream while snuggling under a blanket as you sobbed to cringe, sappy romantic movies.
When the day of the predicted snowfall arrived, you excitedly hopped off your shared bed with your husband and ran down to the living room, waiting by the window.
An hour came by and seeing that there wasnât any snow yet, you went to the kitchen to prepare yourself something to eat. Opening the fridge, you looked for ingredients you can use to make the easiest and lightest meal possible. Once you got it cooked and prepared, you sat by the island counter, beginning to chow down on it as your gaze never left the window.
Finishing your meal, you washed the dishes and cookware you used, placing them inside the dish dryer and wiping the kitchen and island counter. After cleaning up, you shuffled back to the living room and sat on the sofa as you looked out and waited for the snow.
While anticipating for the first snow to arrive, you kept yourself busy and distracted with everything you see, as well as trying to stray away from your phone. Turning on the television and stereo, you started playing music to liven up the mood, dancing around the living room.
Later when you checked outside, you saw little specks of white falling to the ground. Feeling the course of excitement filling your body, you grabbed the nearest shoes and slipped it on, not bothering to change out of your pyjamas before running to the front door.
As you emerge into the stillness of the wintry landscape, a hush blankets the surroundings. The familiar sounds of everyday life are muted, replaced by the gentle whispers of falling snowflakes. The world seems to hold its breath in awe of the transformation unfolding before your eyes.
While everyone went indoors, preparing for the incoming chilly weather, you stood in the middle of the lawn piling with snow, capturing the beauty it provided. Each snowflake falling from the sky, a unique masterpiece, intricately crafted by nature's hand. They fall gently onto your face and eyelashes, instantly melting upon contact, leaving a cool kiss on your skin. The air feels fresh and invigorating, carrying the scent of winter and a hint of pine.
Letting out a soft sigh as you let the cold envelop you, seeping through your skin, settling deep within your bones. Your breath becomes visible, a cloud of mist that hangs in the air for a fleeting moment before dissipating into the icy abyss. And looking around, you witness the gradual metamorphosis of the scenery. Every surface becomes a canvas for the delicate white flakes, transforming the landscape into a pristine, ethereal landscape. Trees, rooftops, and the ground itself are gradually covered in a soft, velvety layer of snow, as if nature has carefully tucked the world in for a peaceful slumber.
As you stand still, you can't help but be captivated by the silence. The snow absorbs the sound, creating a serene and tranquil atmosphere. The only audible presence is the gentle whisper of snowflakes landing on the ground, adding to the symphony of nature's delicate touch.
Looking up, you see the sky adorned with a tapestry of white, as countless snowflakes continue their descent from above. The world feels transformed, as if transported to a realm where time slows down, and worries and stresses melt away in the purity of the moment.
You hold your palms out to catch the falling snow, closing your eyes in the process as the cool snowdrops meet your skin. You let another sigh out as snowflakes gently make contact with your cheeks, nose, and eyelashes. At that moment, time seems to slow down. You become fully present, completely immersed in the serene beauty of the winter moment. The world around you takes on a dreamlike quality, as if you've entered a quiet sanctuary, a realm where worries and cares momentarily fade away.
Shortly after settling down with the cold, you felt something heavy on your hand, startling you as your eyes jolted wide open. Looking down you see your husband and his chin placed on your palm. You closed your eyes and took a deep breath, thinking that you might be hallucinating from missing him too much. But when you opened your eyes the second time and still saw his goofy grin, your eyebrows furrowed.
When your significant other saw the perplexed look your face held, he pursed his lips tightly thinking that he must be doing something wrong.
âIs this not how Iâm supposed to be doing?â He asked, looking at you through his eyelash.
You blinked a few times, your face contorting into an even more confused expression as your eyes showed mixed emotions at the thought of the man who told you that he wonât be home is the same man right in front of you right now.
âS-Seb? Youâre-â
âHome... Surprise, liebling.â He interrupted, finishing your sentence as he suppressed a smile.
Still resting his chin on the palm of your hand, he tilts his head slightly, his famous gummy grin once more appearing on his face.
You stayed silently still, pursing your lips as your mind continued to process everything before letting out a soft sigh escape your lips as you come to the conclusion that you must be daydreaming. Â
âPinch me, I must be dreaming. Youâre not really here, right? Because you told me that you wonât make it in time for this.â You went on, speaking about how he was not supposed to be here yet and other excuses.
As you were in the midst of your rambling, lost in a whirlwind of thoughts and words, you suddenly heard the unmistakable sound of his laughter. It cut through the air like a burst of sunlight, breaking through the cluttered maze of your thoughts and drawing you into the present moment.
The sound was like a gentle symphony, harmonising with the cadence of your own voice. It carried a warmth that permeated the room, infusing the space with a sense of joy and lightheartedness. In that instant, it felt as if the universe had conspired to align your words with his laughter, creating a perfect harmony.
The laughter flowed freely, like a bubbling brook that cascades over rocks, each note infused with genuine amusement. It was a melodic dance, rising and falling, as his mirth embraced your rambling thoughts. The sound of his laughter was pleasing that it distracted you from what you were saying.
And as the delicate snowflakes descend from the sky, gently blanketing the world around you, you find yourself standing in a moment that feels like pure magic. After months of longing and separation, your eyes finally meet those of your husband, and a rush of emotions swells within you.
The air is crisp and alive with anticipation, as the snowflakes create a soft, ethereal backdrop. The sound of muffled footsteps and hushed whispers seems to fade into the background, leaving only the two of you standing together in this wintry embrace.
As you draw closer, a nervous excitement tingles in the pit of your stomach, a mix of anticipation and relief that the long wait is finally over. The world around you seems to fade away, and all that matters is the connection between you.
Your gazes lock, communicating a depth of love and longing that words could never capture. Time seems to slow as he reaches out; his right hand cupping your cheeks while his left hand makes its way to your waist, snaking his arm around you as if he was afraid to let you go. The warmth of your touch contrasts with the coolness of the falling snow, creating a tender juxtaposition.
âHow about I do this instead?â He whispers softly, his voice filled with happiness and love as his face advances to yours, his lips mere inches away from touching you.
And in that magical moment, your lips meet. The softness of the kiss feels like a gentle dance, a blending of warmth and tenderness that melts away any remaining distance or time apart. The taste of familiarity and love lingers, as if reuniting with a part of yourself that was temporarily missing.
As the snowflakes continue to descend around you, he tilts his head as he deepens the kiss, a fusion of emotions and longing that has built up over the months of separation. It's a moment of reconnection, a reaffirmation of your bond and the strength of your love.
The world around you seems to hold its breath, as if honouring this intimate and sacred exchange. The soft sound of snowflakes touching the ground becomes a gentle symphony, underscoring the significance of this long-awaited reunion.
As the kiss ends, a sense of contentment washes over you. The weight of the months apart is lifted, replaced by a renewed sense of togetherness and a shared journey moving forward. The snowflakes continue their graceful descent, serving as witnesses to this beautiful moment.
âY-youâre really here?â You asked once more as the realisation finally settles down, your voice still filled with disbelief.
âIâm really here, my loveâ, Sebastian assures you, letting a soft chuckle out as he nuzzles his nose against yours, his arms still not letting you go.
You let out a giggle when his nose touched yours, tickling you in the process. You then wrap your arms around his neck, watching him. As you stare at him, your eyes become magnets, drawn to every curve of his face, every twinkle in his eyes, and every subtle expression that dances across his features. Your gaze is filled with wonder, as if you are discovering a masterpiece that was created just for you.
âI missed you so much, Sebby!â You murmured excitedly against his lips before connecting your lips to his once more.
And under the first snowfall, after months of not seeing your husband, the kiss becomes a testament to the enduring power of love and the joy of being reunited. It's a cherished memory that will forever be etched in your hearts, a reminder of the strength and resilience of your relationship in the face of time and distance.
Parting his lips away from yours, he gazes at you, his crystal blue eyes swirling with love and passion then enveloping you in a tight embrace, placing his chin on your head. He soon realised that you must have been cold to the bones as you shivered against his hug and when he pulled away, he laughed a little, noticing that you only had your sleepwear.
âYou must have been quite excited that you did not have time to change clothes, huh?â He jokingly asked, teasing you.
You scoffed and gently shoved him, making him chuckle once more before drawing you near him, his arms wrapped around your shoulder.
âCome on, letâs get you inside and Iâll make you a cup of hot chocolate to warm you up.â
âCuddles too?â, you meekly ask him and he nods, guiding you towards the porch.
âMhm. And I missed you most ardently too, schatz.â Sebastian uttered softly, gently planting a tender kiss on your temple as you both made your way inside your sweet little home.
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It's done. Phew *passes out* here, please accept this little prologue, I've planned a multichapter for this.
Here's my entry to Nine Tailed Travel Guide Through the Multiverse. Juuuust short of time running out. Takes place in Synergy Au
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The sea lit up in a thunderous white flash, lightning striking the mountaineous waves with vengeance, their turbulent surface swallowing million tiny craters and being struck by million more.
Rain fell in torrents, bulleting streams of water speeding downward lit by the blinding flashes every few seconds. Wind screamed and wailed as it hunted within the deadly storm, one of the bigger ones this area had seen since the Rift.
At the edges of a secluded shore, the rumbles of thunder sounded muffled inside a locked up facility, the safety of reinforced hangers and labs failing to hide the chill caused by natureâs wrath. Even as the world slept peacefully, most of the staff was on high alert. That included the operators dutifully running continuous scans at their respective stations.
A large computer set up at the radar control station began to beep in alert, one of its monitors displaying a red dot pinging offshore over the regional map. The agent stationed by it reached for the controls, slipping a headset over his ears to report what the monitor displayed.
âCommander, we've picked up on an energy anamoly fifteen miles west.â
âAnother beast?â The gruff voice on the other end inquired almost immediately.
âNegative,â the agent responded, âthis signature does not match the one given off by the Breachers.â
There was a pause on the other end, likely due to the other consulting about their next course of action, before another voice crackled through the comm links.
âWe are at Hanger 5, prepared for deployment. Allow clearance for investigation.â
âCommander?â The agent prompted for confirmation.
âSend off The Tempest,â the first voice ordered. âWe cannot take any chances.â
âAffirmative.â
An intensifying hum sounded from Hanger 5 as mechanisms powered up and the reinforced gates slowly rose, the icy claws of the storm reaching in with a vengeance.
âŠâŠâŠ.....................................
Expecting to appear on solid ground as he had the past few times he walked into a new world, Nine hadn't anticipated the portal to deposit him thirty feet high, in the middle of the ocean.
A startled yelp escaped him, quickly turning into terrified scream as rain, wind and lightning blinded his senses, flashes preceding blasts of thunder that shook him to the core.
The world was an earthquake and he was at its epicenter.
His heartrate sped up as he fell. Loud beats thudding through his veins mirrored the thunderâs claps like symphonic war drums. Pupils shrunk into pinpricks and something buzzed across his fur, skin, fleshâ every single cell.
Adrenaline.
He was familiar with adrenaline. With its fight or flight instincts.
He had honed them for years to choose fight. With practice and struggle, pain and blood, a lifetime of suffering. Nine squeezed his eyes shut and let them take over, trusting them to keep him safe.
Seven metal tails clicked apart and spun, two organic ones joining them and the kit slammed to a halt midair, the harsh shift in momentum barely shocking him. Black waves below and grey clouds above sandwiched the wind and rain that tried to push him down but he held on, though barely.
Raising an arm to block the droplets, Nine squinted through the shower, flinching as more strikes lit the stormy horizon. He needed to find someplace to land. Now. Being in the air increased the risk of his metallic appendages attracting lightning.
Just stabilizing while hovering in same place was difficult enough, if he couldn't find land soon- he pressed his lips, glancing down at the MTC- he'd have no choice but to leave this universe unexplored.
For the first time in many multiverse adventures, he wished Sonic and Tails would show up. He had internally complained about it before but he could really use some help right now.
Well, no matter, if they couldn't find him, he'll do it himself. A harsh gust pushed at him from the side, Nine grunting as his tails strained to fight against it. Right, he'll try to find them after he was sheltered and not under the mercy of a heavy storm.
Reaching for his yellow handheld, he turned mid air so his back was to the rainâs direction, shielding his front just enough for him to huddle over the device and activate its wave scanner, trying to find a satellite signal he could hack.
In any other case, he would've shot down the thought immediately, considering he's been through universes where such technology didn't even exist, but Nine had checked the readings of this particular world before deciding to teleport here. It seemed to be advanced in technology just as much, if not more, than New Yoke. And it had a strangely strong reading, similar to the fixed Green Hill did compared to the other shatter spaces. He'd looked forward to exploring it.
If only he hadn't ended up in the middle of the storm.
âC'mon, work,â Nine muttered with frustration as the device took longer than it usually did to pick up a signal, the weather hindrance still playing its part.
Finally, it pinged with an alert, the fox not taking another moment to jump on the frequency, launching codes to bypass firewalls and access the available GPS and maps. As he pulled up the one which showed his location, he paused, brows furrowing up in confusion.
âWhat?â
The live map had his coordinates, which made sense considering he connected through the database, but it also showed location of another signal, heading straight towards him.
He felt the air trmeor with a deep rumbling thud, it's sound blending with the stormâs so well, he hadn't realized it could have a different source.
Nine froze, his fur pricking up as another rumbling thud sounded, louder. Closer. The lightning that would accompany the thunder impossibly staying static, not flashing off within milliseconds.
Nine was not alone.
He held his breath as waves rose like curtains, a deep groan vibrating the moist air like whalesâ songs after a last thunderous thud. Glaring beams shone down at his back, framing his sharp shadow flickering with the waves as he hovered with his handheld gripped tight, the other signal blinking right behind his own.
Swallowing back his growing fear, Nine turned around, finding himself face to face with a gigantuan mechâs dark visor, piercing beams from its shoulder pads focused directly upon Nine.
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To be continued in Unsynched
#yes i know everyone voted Prime Bros but i needed to do something i wamted to introduce and Brainworms already introduced Prime Bros for it#also. i spo hit me#but don't you worry. Prime Bros one is also in the works#synergy au#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sth#sonic prime#miles nine prower#nine the fox#nine tailed travel guide through the multiverse#ill make an ao3 chapter later. right now i just have to post this#sonic au#sonic fanfiction#unsynched synergy
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Stranded. (small teaser)
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Julien x singer! Reader - enemies to lovers
(based on one of my requests! đ€đ€đ€)
Description: after missing your flight to toronto for your next tour stop. youâre stranded in a random city with nothing but $20, a guitar, a suitcase full of clothes and a small tattooed guitarist who seems to not like you very much.
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âknow where youâre going?â
âof course i fucking know where iâm goingâ you huffed, one hand on the suitcase, the other hand gripping the phone, google maps displayed on the screen.
âdoesnât seem like it.â you snap your head to glare at the other person beside you. sheâs staring at the sky, cigarette between her lips. leaned up against the wall, suitcase settled beside her with the guitar case propped up on the ground.
âhave you nothing better to do than complain?â you tilted your head, squinting as the rain splashed down aggressively on your head. one hand over your eyes. the tattooed woman shrugged her shoulders. âsâkinda fun watching you just give outâ she gave a nod towards the phone in your hand âstop getting distracted princess. we have places to beâ
âwe have places to beâ you mocked in a high pitched tone as you rolled your eyes âand whose fault is it that weâre in this situation?â
âhey, donât blame me! blame the taxi cabâ
â oh yeah. iâll blame the taxi driver who was late bringing us to the airport because you lost your goddamn phone in the hotel roomâ you waved your arms in the air as your voice got louder
âhow could i leave my phone there? it had all my documents, my lyrics and bank details on it!â julien snapped back.
âwe missed the fucking flight, julien! a flight to goddamn canada! weâre in californiaâ you sighed loudly, getting more annoyed.
âthere isnât any more flights this week, due to this stupid fucking storm. weâre stranded here and we have a show in two daysâ you wiped the rain off the phone screen, zooming in to look at the nearest location to a hotel.
âitâs fine-â julien leaned off the wall. grabbing her suitcase and guitar. âget a cheap hotel for the night, rent a car and drive over to toronto, simple. weâll make it there in no timeâ
âthatâs easy for you to sayâ you scoffed, walking ahead of her, following the map.
âitâs true. whatâs the worst that can happen?â
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