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A peek of many little doodles I did for @flame-shadow
#doodle#doodles#oc#flame's ocs tho#not mine#unless you count like#godparent equivalent#at least for fraught#my beautiful weaver#hollow knight#bug fables#and also just...#flame's lovely work#like barky :)
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Charles has always left Edwin little notes slipped between the pages of his favorite books, in his science equipment, places he knows Edwin loves. Just silly thingsโpost its that say โhi Edwin :)โ. doodles of Edwin with his nose stuck in a book. reminders to stock up on wolfsbane. but.
Then, post canon, Edwin tentatively starts dating people. And itโs ridiculous, because Edwinโs right there, all the time, but Charles..misses him a bit. And his heads a mess, and he canโt sort out what the hell heโs feeling most of the time, and whenever he tries to say any of it out loud it comes out rubbish.
So. He writes down some of the shit he canโt say right, and because heโs a coward, hides them so he doesnโt have to see Edwinโs face when he reads them.
then Edwin starts writing back.
Neat lilac blue little envelopes appear in Charles coat pockets. In his bag. Once, in his shoe? Some nights, Edwin will clear his throat and mention something from a letter, offhand, like theyโre just picking up conversation, and Charles can pretend they are. That they always have talked about the basement, the belt, the nameless fear that chokes him every time Edwin walks out the door with someone else on his arm.
Sometimes he canโt. The words get stuck in his throat. Edwinโs not mad, heโs maddeningly, stubbornly kind about it, which is worse.
Some nights they trade. A secret for a secret. Charles learns about the novels Edwin used to hide under his mattress, about all the lonely years before Charles got there. About Simon.
Meanwhile, Edwin is losing his mind, because Charles has accidentally stumbled onto what was a fucking courting ritual in his time. Love letters were something engaged couples treasured for years, kept and reread over and over. (Edwin does. keep them in a special box, will take one out and trace the words, tuck it in his breast pocket for courage).
Edwin would rather have to reattach a limb again than lose Charles trust, all the dark and beautiful things he shares with Edwin only. He knowsโknows Charles doesnโt mean to make him fall more in love with him.
#payneland#dbda#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#mini fic#charles x edwin#chedwin#fic#anyone is welcome to write this!#maybe I will eventually once I crawl victorious from the mountain of my 10+ wips#either way Iโm a strong believer in the 2 or more cakes principle#would love different peoples takes on this#UGH BUT JUST IMAGINEโฆ Edwin being scared to date & try new things#reading over and over how Charles is scared too how heโs faking being brave most of the time.#keeping the letter over his heart for courage#(I do think Edwin should date people for a while because like. heโs hot! he never got to be a teenager!#let him kiss cute boys for a bit! realize thereโs nothing wrong with him! become more confident! more centered!#maybe it makes Charles a little crazy! proud and possessive and confused horny!)#they have time! :) & sometimes you need to go on your solo journey so u can then become more freakishly codependent with your#work bestie husband ride or die twin flame in the future. yk
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very demure very mindful
#you and your deep v neck and jafar ass sleeves#and glittery flame patterns and hood#sir.#also i just noticed and i LOVE his new hair tie so much omg#augghhhh cant wait for the full live2d sprite#[โโฆ-#-โง my art#twst#twisted wonderland#twst art#twst fanart#jamil viper#twst jamil#sam's new year sale#twst jp#-โฆโ]#uhhhh hopefully this schedule/queue works right#good night-
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i remember literally peeing laughing when feyre was talking to rhys about the tithe and rhys was like god no we donโt have tithe how cruel, and feyre was like omg so you guys donโt tax people? and rhys was like no we definitely tax people
i literally cackled like cโmon man
#wouldnโt the taxes have to be hella higher bc of the amount of houses and stuff that rhys has#i know itโs dumb to think about taxes but i was dead#also yes i know the point was that that rhys (probably) doesnโt hunt down people for not paying taxes like the tithe#but surely there would be some consequences like itโs taxes bro#my favorite theory is that feyre nor rhys with their one shared brain cell understand how taxes work#i love them#a court of thorns and roses#acotar#a court of mist and fury#sarah j maas#a court of silver flames#a court of frost and starlight#a court of wings and ruin#tamlin#rhysand#feyre archeron#feylin#feysand
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Designated Flame print Items because Jamil
yes I put thought into this
Yuusha ( @crystallizsch ) - Coffee cups and sketchbook + pencils
Mayu ( @anbaisai ) his hoodie, teddy bear and bento box
Oz ( @viperbunnies) blue version of hoodie, crochet hook and blow
Flori ( @bunniehunn) Scabbard ( thing you put your sword in) and mic
Elena ( @angelwishess) flame print themed Tarot cards and painted sea shell ( some made into a necklace)
Fayrouz ( @fell-e ) scarf and bat
Dranav ( @justm3di0cr3) swimsuit and painted shells
Liz ( @twstgo ) bows and a pencil case
Rebecca ( @0honeybones0) decking the girl out in accessories and socks
Talus ( @theolivetree123 ) A book , Journal just study materials
Yumi ( @marinahavik ) a bag and bows
Artemisia ( @moonyasnow ) handkerchief and bookmarks
Astrid - that stupid shower curtain and sketchbook
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About that one ask where Machete murders everyone. I'm in my fire phase at the moment and thought blue would look good in contrast to Machete's usual red :)
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#wwwwhhhh oh boy#there he goes#can't decide whether I should feel bad for him destroying everything he's worked so hard for or happy to see him finally unleash#decades worth of resentment and bad energy#when I first saw this it was around noon I think and I had my brightness turned way down so I didn't see the text on the background#and pretty much lost it when I took a better look at it later#the lighting though! I love how vibrant blue the flames are and how they contrast against the red background#excellent unhinged villain cackle A+#thank you!#gift art#lavenkel#own characters#Machete#(don't) let him cook
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HOLY SHIT FIRST BONSLY CARD IN 16 YEARS!!

AND IT'S NOT SHOWING HOLE THIS TIME!!

#pokemon#bonsly#a little unrelated but I love love so much how much more focus the TCG has put into illustration in the past couple years#each card is so beautiful and unique; each a work of art in their own right!!#and now they have special full art illustration cards because people love the artwork so much!!#The Gloom and Cleffa full art cards for obsidian flames in particular are sooo pretty
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Hello to all my fellow cookie runners,,, I have come bearing a ship that I don't know is a rarepair/crack ship/cursed ship but I enjoy it,,,, for some reason. And I know others on tiktok do as well so,,, here's Royal icing (Royal Margarine/Wedding cake cookie)
More under the cut<3
That's all,,,

#cookie run kingdom#wedding cake cookie#royal margarine cookie#YES I KNOW THAT WEDDING CAKE COOKIE/BLACK FOREST COOKIE IS VERY POPULAR#i love that ship too but these two work very well in my opinion...#two of the most hated cookies for no reason get to smooch?? cmon#don't flame me please...
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โHavenโt You Noticed (Iโm a Star)โ from Steven Universe works so ridiculously well for Leo
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#listen itโs morning now and I havenโt slept so bear with me for the sudden unwarranted lyric analysis haha#a lotttt of the lyrics work so well for him#not even just the overall theme the words just work great#first lyric is literally โI canโt help it if I make a sceneโ which is one to one with โLeoโs makin a sceneโ from the rottmnt opening like-#โIโm turning heads and Iโm stopping trafficโ -> Leo has not made it a secret that he values his looks a LOT#-not just his looks but also his ability to get peopleโs attention#โwhen I pose they scream when I joke they laughโ -> I feel like this speaks for itself#-posing and joking for the crowd and himself#โIโve got them dazzled like a stage magicianโ -> works both with Leoโs canonical love of magicians and his aptitude with tricks in general#โwell everybody needs a friend and Iโve got you and you and youโ -> I just think itโd be cute to imagine his friends here just as his bros#โI got you and you and youโ = โmy brainy guy my smashing guy and eats peanut butter with his fingers guyโ#โhavenโt you noticed that Iโm a star?โ -> Leo loves attention and especially loves when his feats and efforts are acknowledged#+ he loves glam rock and sci-fi and being a champ and - listen he has a LOT of star symbolism with him#โhavenโt you noticed I made it this farโ - Leo is well aware of how dangerous situations get and thinks himself only a part of a whole#-so hey itโs notable that heโs survived this long yeah?#โnow everyone can see me burningโ -> self-sacrificing with his family bearing witness + all his star and flame symbolism in general#+ how attention naturally goes to him - including bad attention where his mistakes are highlighted and burn bright#also even the limo lyric-#obviously this boy has never and will never own a limo but one of his main secondary colors IS pink so even that#okay that one is just a joke but he would#(on that note though I think the other colors the boys gravitate to outside THEIR color are fun to notice)#I donโt actually know too much about Steven universe beyond the songs and some eps but I like the music#and this just came to my tired mind so here you go anyone whoโs interested#may draw something with these lyrics dunno yet#itโs a good song in any case even though itโs super short
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(It's ok Yurgir will respawn in Avernus)
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[[ All Croissant Adventures (chronological, desktop) ]]
[[ All Croissant Adventures (app) ]]
#...right- LOL#I was so scared of losing anyone I pretty much only summoned Yurgir!#ok let me ramble about this fight in the tags#I.....listen. Listen. I love this game with my entire heart. It's one of my favorite games of all time.#.....the final battle took me out of it a little bit ngjfkdlnshjk#It introduced a bunch of new mechanics and maybe I'm dumb but it felt like it wasn't super clear how everything worked#First I restarted it because I dropped a globe of invuln on the starting area thinking Orpheus could just activate the stones from that far#Then I restarted it bc I basically ran out of time on the rounds...except I didn't realize the fight would continue since every other-#-turn-based round counter was usually a game over#THEN I actually summoned the flaming fist to help clean up right at the end which made the camera SUPER confused when I went in the portal#It was a mess.#I still give the game an 11/10 tho lmao#Oh also Orpheus did something - I don't know what - and then the dragon just died with 120hp left. So. Good job buddy LOL#Lae'zel ended up killing the Emperor - I'm sure she enjoyed that#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#act III spoilers#croissant adventures#tav#prince orpheus#yurgir#shadowheart#lae'zel#gale#breadweave#comics
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Dr. Phosphorus GIFs I took from Ep1
some of these might be similar to other ones you've seen put out, idk, but these are just some i made for myself, or others if you want 'em :) they're low enough resolution that they're still clearly recognizable, but that you can fit them as your discord banners or pfp or whatever like i did
#creature commandos#doctor phosphorus#dr. phosphorus#rick flag sr#the bride#weasel#nina mazursky#g.i. robot#i'm so in love with the flaming skeleton man#i mentioned in a few other interactions that i'm working on a fic and some headcanons for him#and let me tell you#i am SO excited for the forbidden/bittersweet romance type shit#HE CAN'T TOUCH YOU#yes i cried watching elemental leave me alone
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Flame Reading๐ฏ
Flame reading is an easy way to communicate with deities or practice divination. Hell, sometimes i use it just to get a little insight on how my spell is going. Here are the basics.
A high, steady flame means yes
A low, steady flame means no
A short, weak flame also means no
A dancing flame can mean your spell needs more focus or serve as a sign you need to ground yourself and ask again. Sometimes in the case of deities, it can indicate excitement
A particularly violent, flickering flame signals a strong no, sometimes even a warning
A crackling flame suggests the answer to your question is more than just a yes or no
Flame leaning to the left means yes
Flame leaning to the right means no
If the candle refuses to light or goes out before it gives an answer, then now isnt a good time
On the contrary, if the candle will not go out then you're not done yet, especially if its deity-related
#hecate loves candles#candles#flame reading#witchblr#witchcore#baby witch#witchcraft#chaos witch#divination#deity work
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๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ฌ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ:
๐๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ฉ๐ฌ ๐
๐ธ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐. ๐ธ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ข, ๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐๐ฟ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
โถ Mirror:๐ช
โข People who come into your life as a mirror reflect back all your pain, darkness, and trauma that you repress, avoid, or deny within yourself. In other words, everyone is a mirror reflecting just another aspect of yourself, providing an opportunity for growth and deeper self-exploration.
โถ Lesson: โ
โข People who come into your life as a lesson are the ones who will teach you something new, and perhaps something valuable as well. You may already lack or need what is being taught to you, such as boundaries, compassion, patience, accountability, love, or self-love, among many other things. These individuals are here to guide you toward your higher self.

โถ Door:๐ชโจ๐
โข Lastly, people who come into your life as a door are welcoming you into the unknown. You intrinsically know that you are taking a risk by stepping through that door, but you understand that as soon as you enter, you will be a different person on the other side.
~๐ถ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐น๐พ๐๐พ๐๐พ๐๐
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๐๐๐ ๐น๐๐ ๐ซ๐๐ฟ
๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐. ๐ท๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐: @๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข
ยฉ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐ฐ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
#perspective#healing journey#qoutes#life qoutes#writers community#my writing#higher self#spiritual growth#spirituality#original#self love#boundaries#compassion#accountability#evolve or repeat#relationships#writerslife#writers on tumblr#poetscommunity#shadow work#philosophy#life lessons#poetblr#self acceptance#scorpio season#twin flame#soulmates#growth
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litany of the martyrs (click for better resolution!)
#at some point i wanted to make an illustration for each character but in retrospect maybe each is multiple song-coded..#drew the sketch for a quincy thing after a chat with a mutual reminded me this song existed dfsghjkl and then spent weeks rendering this#quincy cynthius martin#adamandi#i'm finally done with this! the saints especially were joys to paint and the halo a menace.... this has been the most ambitious one so far.#but it also took quite long because i only worked on it <engages with quincy> when mentally okay to deal with the themes. i'm not religious#but i do identify with the irrational(?ish) guilt + family legacy + academic achievement + disregard for self. also more complex thoughts#about love [but depsite quincent being a large part of quincy's character this piece deals with mostly the Rest of it. so another time..]#anyways! in the original sketch- the saints had heads bent towards quincy so the halo spikes pointed at him. but this worked better! halos#of the saints implying/creating one for quincy was a concept from the start though. in the show they don't touch him directly here but#differences in mediums i think- i don't have time in an image to craft a narrative so everything has to be happening. also artistic liberty#misc inspiration for this includes stained glass windows. i might have maybe misinterpreted the saint costume but i think i logic-ed it out#as the cloth part following a nun's habit w the hood. and then halo above. the material is also more transparent originally but i had. um.#too much fun painting fabric folds.. if you look closely you can see the basis of faces though behind the cloth; but only the vague shapes#because smth obscurity + inhumanness// cassian is the only one i gave a mouth though. that stems from melliot's post about the saints and#st cassian as spokesperson (<- did research teehee!) that's also how i found out which costume = which saint. speaking of which.#left to right: 'st lucy take my hand' // 'st lawrence give me strength' (presses quincy forward; but hand on shoulder connotates guidance)#/'st cassian help me smile' (quincy's mouth is btwn a grimace and a smile; tilts up at side. also no direct touch bc added insidiousness.)#//'st jude [...] i hope your causes burn' (jude's hand is in two places to show movement- nearing the flame and then snatching back; burnt)#other notes: at the midst of the flame the core is shaped like a human heart /the saints and their wax are all melting like the candle for#fun visual effect and also this way they are even less tangible <real>. perks of painting as a medium i guess. // also insp from icarus?#wax and burning imagery; looking at the halo and rays as parallel to sun that burns. too close to the sun; melting; hurting; hurtling //#candles at bottom are a nod to the frankly gorgeous set// also the entire composition kind of stems from the lyric <what use is a candle if#both ends aren't burning>; the two sides between the concepts of catholic guilt and academic perfection that spur quincy#the halo above (saints and guilt; litanyofthemartyrs) and the 'halo' below (academic papers; insp from choreo for perfect at school)#the papers were originally supposed to be more glowy. but i like the idea of it now being a reflection of how quincy's priorities shift#also of note is that <candle> in centre = quincy; w burning candle + aforementioned heart in flame -> most human; idea of love + passion#last thoughts: kneeling + hands close tgt = prayer //wax dripping onto the red As make an effect that looks like blood. because i like#hiding that within the adamandi pieces :OO continuity!! // i've run out of tags but yeah! had fun with this one! every so often i go a#little insane in making art and the final result astounds even me. ngl i'm quite proud of this one. pretty colours <3333
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Starting the year off with Wangjue art I cooked up! Listen to LQR and go to ao3 to see more.
I mentioned it there, but I am dedicating this fanart to @riikaa-chan ๐ย ๐ย ๐ย ๐ย
The other day I was practicing anatomy as well as AH versions of Wangjue. So while this isn't directly a scene from the fic know that it was with them in mind hehe.
I plan on drawing these versions in AH fanart going forward! Or at least for the next ones I have in mind. Anyway, you've been warned LOL
Now I just want to take a moment to thank, Riikaa-chan, from the bottom of my heart for bringing these two to life in your fanfic AH ๏ผยดใป๏ฝ ๏ผโก. We are so fortunate to have such a lengthy and well written work for this rarepair that you've been sharing for free! Like some rarepairs have little to none, yet we are being well fed thanks to you!
(เฉญเฅ โบฯโน )เฉญเฅโพโพโก
You're seriously an amazing and dedicated person Riikaa-chan! I truly hope you get the love and appreciation you deserve this year! Like seriously y'all, we could have went without because Riikaa-chan added a significant amount of progress! ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
#wangjue#mdzs rarepair#lan wangji#nie mingjue#mo dao zu shi#nmjxlwj#i just wanted to express my love and appreciation!#dear author you are truly wonderful ad a blessing#so thankful wangjue exists and it lead me to you#๐๐๐๐๐#remember to appreciate authors and artists y'all#let them know you love their work!#i know for me it brightens my day and keeps my creative flame lit!#i'll cook wangjue regardless#but comments are nice heheh#riikaa-cha you are precious#my partner in crime#i quickly coloured this so excuse any mistakes
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okay, a couple things on alien stage/ivantill that I think some folks maybe need to consider and internalize.
Till does not "need" to return Ivan's feelings in the slightest if he doesn't feel that way. It's heart wrenching to see Ivan love him and have those feelings unreturned, but please remember that no one is required to return romantic feelings for someone else. You can't make yourself love someone, and you shouldn't. Especially out of guilt or obligation. That's Unhealthy 101, and would only set a relationship up for failure. (I do think Till cared about Ivan, and that he's going to have a Guilt Complex based on the fact that he didn't fully notice Ivan's feelings/care toward him until the guy died, but I've seen a couple of people tear into Till for not noticing/reciprocating Ivan's feelings??? Don't do that??? their situation is shitty, the fact that they didn't get to talk is shitty, but please don't blame Till for things he Can't Control.)
The kiss was not consensual. It wasn't meant to be portrayed as such. It wasn't even really romantic, it was a desperate, selfish act that Ivan used to get Till's attention (in more ways than one) and to give himself some sense of closure before he died. It was him saying everything that he felt at once, with no chance for Till to reciprocate or deny the affection. In a perfect world, they could have talked instead of this, maybe kissed knowing both wanted it, or given Till a chance to refuse. But they're both in the middle of an essential death tournament and one of them is going to be murdered sometime in the next few minutes. Neither of them really wants to live, but Ivan feels he has unfinished business before his sacrifice, so he finishes it. Their situation sucks. That doesn't mean the kiss was consensual. (especially considering the theory/implication that Till was/is being sexually assaulted by aliens, I wouldn't be surprised if this affects him badly in the future, for multiple reasons. Everyone should always get the chance to say "no" and have that fully respected. This also extends to the fact that Ivan died for Till without giving him a chance to stop it, which is probably going to mess with Till's head a lot. Then again, Ivan likely didn't think it would affect Till much because as far as he/we know, the feelings aren't reciprocated in this moment in canon, or are extremely repressed. Ivan might believe that Till simply hates him, or the kiss/subsequent "choking" may have been a way of trying to make Till hate him so that his death wouldn't hurt as much. Of course that thinking is flawed, because it would hurt Till no matter what, but still, it makes me sad)
Ivan... is kinda messed up. I adore him, but we've got to acknowledge that he has little to no emotional and relationship maturity due to the fact that he was quite literally raised as a pet and learned at a young age to do whatever his masters said to keep himself safe and pain-free. His fascination with Till appears to largely stem from Till's sense of rebellion. Ivan's examples of relationship dynamics and what constitutes as "love" is dangerously unbalanced, and he does not know how to build a healthy relationship. (Neither of them do.) This is also built onto the fact that the person he became dependent on only paid attention to him when they were fighting or Ivan was annoying him. Ivan cares about Till desperately, but he is also dangerously reliant on him to the point of self-detriment. Again, in an ideal world, they would be able to get out of this situation and gradually make a healthy relationship/friendship (depending on Till's feelings) over time while starting to undo the dangerous relationship patterns that they fell into when they didn't have any way to know better. But they're in a terrible situation, and Ivan really just doesn't get the chance to grow as a person and realize that his sense of possessiveness and reliance on Till's attention isn't healthy.
Basically, their situation makes me want to sob and its heart wrenching. Their circumstances have set them up for failure. Both of them are in the midst of attempting to survive an abusive situation and massive amounts of dehumanization. I beg, please try not to sanitize their complicated relationship or blame either of them for the pain the other is going through. I've seen some of that going around, and it's making me sad :(
#don't get me wrong i Adore both of them and i want them to be happy#i am so unwell about them#i think their relationship is both heart breaking and fascinating#and i would love to see them in a consensual romantic relationship#but some folks have been... taking some stuff too far#maybe i just have a case of 'no one understands my blorbos better than me'#but it's been bothering me#alien stage#ivantill#alnst ivan#alnst till#alnst#i could also go into how mizisua manages to be a bit healthier in bad circumstances and why#while also acknowledging that their relationship probably wouldn't be considered โhealthyโ in a different situation#and how the codependence v. dependance dynamic is working in this series#but this post was getting... beefy#and also idk if i'm going to get FLAMED for this or not so *shrugs*#tw sa mention#tw unhealthy relationship#dehumanisation tw
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