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Attempting to get the beast used to a dental hygiene routine isā¦ well, itās going.
(She stayed that way for a solid 8 seconds despite hating being held belly up so I think itās safe to say that Mim is not beating the ātiny speaker playing elevator music instead of a brainā allegations any time soon.)
#cecil blogs her life#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#Mim the cat#cats on tumblr#cat art#comics#black cats#sheās actually pretty good about it normally - like she doesnāt enjoy it but she lets me do it without too many complaints#ofc I make sure to do it as quickly as possible and give her lots of dental friendly rewards lmao#sheās currently sleeping on top of me so I think Iām forgiven#I donāt believe she has any current dental issues so itās mostly preventative#esp bc we donāt know exactly how old she is or what her life was like before I adopted her#this is probably seven different kinds of heretical but anyway#shout out to Tom my childhood priest who once told me not to take the bible literally after I asked him where the dinos were supposed to#fit into genesis. incredible. anyway Iām a non believing heathen now so meh#who cares#these tags are a RIDE wtf cecil
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theology of gentle parenting
My mother believes tantrums are inherently sinful, wrong expressions of will. I cannot agree. Not least because Original Sin is an Augustinian notion, but also because I look at my son, losing his little mind because I denied him a fourth treat.
He has no concept of right and wrong. He knows only "want" and "don't have." He experiences disappointment, yet without the grownup capacity to rationalize and accept. He screamed because I took a bath too hot for his little body, and because he was tired and cranky.
Say it is sinful. Say he is doing wrong. Surely grace becomes so much more imperative? He has no concept of right and wrong. He knows only the strong emotions of the moment, and he is distracted in the next by his toys. Or we take a timeout and help him calm, teach him to soothe those emotions.
But why is it sinful? He has these Big Emotions and no words to put them in. Are not emotions from God? Is it sinful to feel disappointed? Or angry? The proverb says "be angry, and do not sin." Is not the anger accepted, then? Are we condemned for emotion?
I cannot accept that. I cannot believe in a God Who forms us a certain way and then damns us for acting as we're formed. I cannot accept such injustice. So I will show my son grace and gentleness. Is that not divine? And even if I am wrong, if it's sin after all, is not forgiveness, compassion, Love the essence of the Divine?
#i keep coming back to this conversation#because i've had to break away from everything I grew up with#and that my parents still hold to#and the longer I parent#the more rewarding I find gentle parenting#and the more it fits my theology even as my theology grows and changes#my view of parenting and children is different from my parents' at the most fundamental levels#but the longer I parent#the more convicted I am that we're doing the right thing
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Something something about how Lou Ferrigno Jr has a big beautiful smile and smile lines around his eyes to make his smile even bigger and happierā¦
Added to Tommyās emotional development creating a character who is not afraid to love things and show it therefore allowing LFJ to use his smile to devastating effectā¦
Added to Buck whose childhood led him to crave reinforcement that people are happy to see himā¦
Idk man idk I just know they make me ill cuz I adore the way Tommy gets to smile at Buck with his entire face and Buck gets someone who has the biggest smile when they see himā¦
#911 fox#bucktommy#evan buckley#tommy kinard#you make it not find it ala 2x8#but sometimes the pieces youāre making it from fit better together than any pieces youāve put together beforeā¦#so making it is even easier and more rewarding
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it is all chaos and entropy. the thing is that the chaos and entropy make it beautiful and lovely.
yes, it's true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is terrifying. i have lived through some of the unfairness - i got born like this, with my body caving into itself, with this ironic love of dance when i sometimes can't stand up for longer than 15 minutes. i am a poet with hands that are slowly shutting down - i can't hold a pen some days. recently i found a dead bird on our front porch. she had no visible injuries. she had just died, the way things die sometimes.
it is also true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is wonderful. the sheer happenstance that makes rain turn into a rainbow. the impossible coincidence of finding your best friend. i have made so many mistakes and i have let myself down and i have harmed other people by accident. nature moves anyway. on the worst day of my life she delivers me an orange juice sunset, as if she is saying try again tomorrow.
how vast and unknowing the universe! how small we are! isn't that lovely. the universe has given us flowers and harp strings and the shape of clouds. how massive our lives are in comparison to a grasshopper. the world so bright, still undiscovered. even after 30 years of being on this earth, i learned about a new type of animal today: the dhole.
chance echoing in my life like a harmony between two people talking. do you think you and i, living in different worlds but connected through the internet - do you think we've ever seen the same butterfly? they migrate thousands of miles. it's possible, right?
how beautiful the ways we fill the vastness of space. i love that when large amounts of people are applauding in a room, they all start clapping at the same time. i love that the ocean reminds us of our mother's heartbeat. i love that out of all the colors, chlorophyll chose green. i love the coincidences. i love the places where science says i don't know, but it just happens.
"the universe doesn't care about you!" oh, i know. that's okay. i care about the universe. i will put my big stupid heart out into it and watch the universe feast on it. it is not painful. it is strange - the more love you pour into the unfeeling world, the more it feels the world loves you in return. i know it's confirmation bias. i think i'm okay if my proof of kindness is just my own body and my own spirit.
i buried the bird from our porch deep in the woods. that same day, an old friend reaches out to me and says i miss you. wherever you go, no matter how bad it gets - you try to do good.
#writeblr#warm up#i can't write rn but i have SO much words in here bc im reading the chorus of dragons books#(just started book 4)#and this woman's writing is just LIVING in my brain. let me out!!!#(i read roughly like 2-4 books a week usually bc i go on long walks with my dog but when a book is REALLY good like. it eats my life. )#anyway ...... so like here's a story that idk i've tried to explain to other people as being wild#but maybe im the only one who thinks it is wild???#so i play pokemon go (i just started in jan) bc i love pokemon and as i have mentioned i walk goblin for like an hour in the morning#and i don't like a lot of fitness trackers due to the fact it makes me .sad. but i also wanted the little digital rewards. enter pokemon go#anyway so they make you make friends to complete quests. so i used a reddit thread. i do not usually use reddit. i don't have an acct#i lurked. i just googled like ''pokemon go reddit '' and randomly added a bunch of numbers#i was on that page for all of 15 minutes. there are THOUSANDS of responses on that page.#here's what's wild: in that group of people. even though i am not on reddit and it was one random event once#it turns out one of those people lives in the town i live in. or at least very close. i only know this because#when we send each other gifts. it's from the same freaking area.#i can't ask them to meet up bc pokemon go doesn't have a messaging app lol but like . what are the fucking chances that#a random person posts in a random reddit thread and HAPPENS to get added by someone ELSE from their SAME TOWN#who by pure fucking CHANCE is ALSO playing pokemon go and looking for friends#i googled it there's only 42000 people in my broad region. the .......... smallness ! of the world!!!
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Hey, I had a thought for the fantasy au! So on one of the previous versions of the WH website, there was a rhyme for the show that went:
A house is a place with four walls and a floor,
with a ceiling above and a lovely front door.
There's a bed to cradle you safely at night,
and windows to bring in the morning sunlight.
Your house is a mirror of just who you are,
A reflection that tells you to never stray far.
Which I thought might make a good incantation for when Wally properly summons Home (I can't remember if that's ever required for Warlocks but hey, it's still a fun poem regardless).
ohhhh this. i like this...
bonus og sketch! big ol eyes...
& no capalet because uhhhh eh nah and also i wanted Home's pendant to be on full display!
#and who cares if warlocks cant / dont canonically do that!#im not here to follow rules im here to Have Fun!#also the poem is even more fitting for this au given the nature of wally & home's pact#a manifestation like this must take so much power... and i imagine it makes them Way more vulnerable than one would guess#i mean home would just be out in the open. no protective shell or nothing.#and if home dies wally dies#they'd probably need to be at full power/strength or pretty near to it in order to pull off a full summoning#its a party trick to be pulled out only in the most dire of situations!#rambles from the bog#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#this was an Incredibly fun scribble!#a bit of a challenge and very rewarding!#also his outfit is just so fun to draw#i love giving characters So Many Layers and then immediately ripping those layers off#im starting to wonder why my first instinct with wally is to make him Show Chest#deepen that V! pop those buttons! in this house wally darling shows nonexistent cleavage!#ok sorry. in my defense its 3 am and i didnt sleep well last night anyway#actually no im not sorry#wally is attractive and i Will take advantage of that canon fact#disclaimer: i do not find him attractive in a š way. hes a pet cat to me#a really fucked up pet cat...
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'To the master of the eldritch, she's a growing bed of thorns'
#artists on tumblr#art#artwork#digital artist#deathianartworks#deathians ocs#eva#hallowsend#shes everything to me#lyrics from 'godhunter' by Aviators#really good song#fits her so well#people should ask about my story (please please please please)#the flowers are anemones if anyones curious#they typically represent protection against evil and/or the loss of a loved one#accidental flower meaning shit is so fun#i just chose them because in my sleep addled brain when i saw them at 2am while planning this they looked kinda like eyes#also this is my first time digitally painting without a reference and ough i love how it came out#painting faces is so hard but so rewarding istg
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just to clarify, literally the only reason why i think we're about to go through fitpac and ramĆ³n and fit angst is because fit had never directly involved other people in his qsmp lore before.
he's always done his main lore by himself and if other people were to be involved, it was just through him relaying information to them or within lore constructed by the admins and not himself.
so him mentioning how happy he was that ramĆ³n had started calling him dad and how he should probably have a talk with pac about their feelings before the main reveal had begun was already a red flag. but the fact that he'd even featured references to both of them was the most significant occurence because it signifies that they're likely to be directly involved with whatever takes place in this arc of fit's lore.
so fit not even mentioning or interacting with pac and ramĆ³n during that stream? complete calm, most likely no significant developments in that department.
but fit making clear references to the two characters in question and tying their presence in his life to a rule subtly forbidding him from forming any attachments? big bad, time to panic.
and i'll die on this hill because i need to see fit cubito suffer before he finds true happiness.
#please i crave the angst#it's going to be so good if he starts not so subtly detaching himself from ramĆ³n and pac#the end of that part of his lore will be so rewarding afterwards#once he's finally allowed to raise his child with his gay boyfriend#fitpac#hideduo#qsmp hideduo#qsmp fitpac#dino.thoughts#qsmp#qsmp pac#qsmp ramon#qsmp fit
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everyone shut up new Martian Manhunter solo rumored???
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A WIN FOR GREEN FREAKS?? Stay tuned,,,,,
#ramblings#i would like to take credit for making this happen because I finished re-reading the new 52 Martian Manhunter solo#the ending was as bad as I remember UGH but this is the universe rewarding me for my suffering#now hold hands so we can summon Ma'alefa'ak in this storyline and a good artist to draw all the Martians in slay fits
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(Updated) Color wheel challenge
#finally finished this but somehow it doesn't feel very rewarding#also there are too many blue and teal characters I like and I couldnāt fit them all#simone from mrs davis is probably my 2nd fave blue woman right after liara but I canāt draw betty gilpin for the life of me#color wheel challenge#color wheel character challenge#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#my art#liara t'soni#sayaka kanamori#lucy maclean#yennefer of vengerberg#saga petrichor#tenjou utena#kj brandman#susie deltarune#sera dragon age#lynne ghost trick#steph gingrich#cliff steele#aloy#stella dragon quest#wayne hylics#stan & mitch#harry du bois#shim chong#lain iwakura#gregg lee#ok that's all I'm gonna tag
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Anyone else ever think about how the last heroās legend is a story about a group of 13 companions who went out into the winter cold as an act of self sacrifice to save those they left behind? And how that is knowingly or unknowingly replicated in the northern tradition where old men venture out to die in the harsh winters so that those left behind have a higher chance of survival? Itās just me? Ok.
#itās like winter is coming and the starks being the kings of winter - itās a legacy of the long night that the northmen long forgot#funny how their mantra is the north remembers sksnsjsns yeah they remember the wrong shit I cannot rn#anyway its a less interesting exercise to identify which character is going to fit into which legend#itās more rewarding to look at how the cultural practices that exist within all these regions: essos the north etc#might inform on how these characters philosophize whatever roles they have and what actions they ought to take#asoiaf#valyrianscrolls
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I'm gonna spoil an idea I have for a fic, because it may never actually be written.
This idea works from the theory that Skully is actually from the past and might even be a spirit (or ghost) himself that somehow was sucked into the book either when he was alive and 16, and the contents and world as well as time of the book are anamolous. Or that Skully had died years prior, his soul tied itself to the book, and his conciousness was "awakened" with new visitors being sucked into the book that his soul is presumably trapped in.
I re-watched Anohana recently and have recieved visions of Skully acting in the place of Menma. Skully himself is unaware of how much time as actually passed since his arrival in the world ov TNBC, and upon meeting the others assumes they're all from the same time, namely, his time. It would explain why he uses "wagahai" as a self-refferential pronoun (it is unused in modern day and is considered an archaic way of speaking), why he doesn't recognize Malleus' name or who he is, why he doesn't know of the magic stones that mages use now (since it's been said that magic stones weren't always around and had been introduced fairly late into Twisted Wonderland's history) and why his ideas of Halloween are very survival-based, and less leisurely like it is in modern times. Jack Skellington could very well have existed in Twisted Wonderland, but has been forgotten and lost to time. (Probably because his story and very existence deals with alternate worlds)
Anyway. Yuu and co. eventually realize that Skully is not from the same time that they are. This is where my direection for the fic gets a little wonky:
When completing the story of TNBC and the event is over, Skully still lingers. So now it's up to Yuu to grant his wish so he can go to the afterlife and reincarnate.
It is still during the event that Yuu tries to grant Skully's wish, hoping to placate him out of his plans in the process. So now Yuu, Grim, and Jack (essentially the kidnapped trio) attempt to get him to move on from his plans, celebrate Halloween, and get his soul to leave the book.
#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twisted wonderland#twst spoilers#twst skully#skully j graves#man my blog tags are hard to remember#I think this post fits under the category of?#A King's Contemplation#Phantom's Lapidary#AHAHAHA IF YOU'VE MADE IT THIS FAR IN THE TAGS YOU GET TO READ:#skully angst haha i'm making him sad and pathetic#Skully thinks his wish is to celebrate Halloween the āproper wayā and share (force) it with others#See! His Halloween is the correct one! Jack agrees! Now come here and celebrate with him. Forever#but his ACTUAL wish is to have friends#Friends to celebrate Halloween with. Friends who will listen to him. Friends that don't ostracize him. Friends like Yuu and Grim#Sure. Celebrating Halloween with Jack would be a close second wish but I don't want to reward his obsessive behaviour#so friendless loser who craves acceptance but deceives himself with delusions of āproperā happiness and loses himself in the process it is
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I have never regretted choosing to romance Hassian and as we get more romance related items and dialogues, I feel like it strengthens my love for his character as a partner.
#palia#hassian#palia hassian#I read this yesterday and I felt so rewarded for choosing him#this is so romantic and perfect#so fitting for his character too#bring marriage and babies to palia please
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"I can also detect pheromones -- the ones on you tell me that you will not eat me. And that I will benefit from your closeness. In short, I love you."
Fun thing about me is that I am ALWAYS thinking about the Phasmid. Specifically this quote, and how we get this lovely little glimpse into how this creature so alien to us sees the world. At the end of the day, we're just chemical receptors and sucrose rewards too, just scrambled up into a new combination.
Still one of my favorite moments of the game to watch this guy rise up from the reeds after genuinely refusing to believe it existed. What a strange symbol of hope. What a weird little bug. Tell the cnidarians and radially symmetric I said hello.
#disco elysium#disco elysium spoilers#done in watercolors#with the exception of infared harry who is posca pens#i also considered putting the cnidarians quote here#but i think this one fits better#really i could just plop this entire conversation in this post and call it a day#āim a detectiveā āso am iā#āi was born to detect sucrose rewards and semiochemicalsā āalso thatā#they r bonding do u understand????#we're all alive we're all the same!!
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Most important guy in the epilogues
#I've been dreaming of getting real screentones for years and I finally pulled the trigger#I'm so excited!!#I already had this guy in a sketchbook with just flat lineart. so I figured he'd be a good fit for my first experiment#it looks good and I found the process super duper rewarding/satisfying#I've got some projects in mind now that we've done the proof of concept :)#art#stellart#traditional art#homestuck#homestuck epilogues#ID in alt text#jake english
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come on
please tell me
#link leads to the music used in malks 5th story - alone by dan farley#art#malkuth#lc malkuth#malkuth lobcorp#lobotomy corporation#lobotomy corporation spoilers#made this at like 2-3 am in a fit of 'god i love malkuths story and dialogue so much'#i could go on forever and ever but here ill talk about how much i love her expressions. they way the cognition filter has her with that#constant cheery look#when shes not smiling it looks odd#and in her 5th story cutscene the music really hammers in the feeling of like. loneliness. of the facade fading away or crumbling#'come on; please tell me. so i can feel rewarded; just a bit.'#this final moment when her smile fades hits the hardest of all for me#knowing it doesnt come back beyond that (ofc until post meltdown)#the just... desolation. desperation? it feels so alone. calling out into the void#the entire time it feels so profoundly sad honestly#but this makes it feel hollow. when malkuth truly feels/looks entirely hollow#though here i may have drawn it less empty more like. expectant#i hope it still gets that across - the feeling of hollowness#again i could go on about malkuth forever. my favorite sephirah i love her so much
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Lethal tenmas induced mental illness attack. At some point I need to write up a long post on their relationship but for now take these lines with minimal commentary. attempt to figure out the points and connections Iām making in my head if youād like.
(Doll Festival at the Tenmas)
> Difference in how they describe Tsukasa bringing saki the dolls (saki focusing on him bringing them to her even though he got hurt, tsukasa focusing on how he failed and got the dolls dirty)
(Sakiās Live with Memories card story)
> āw/out you I wouldnāt have been able to deal w all the treatmentā what if I died
> tsukasa trying to see from the brotherās side, saki does the opposite. I donāt think Tsukasa would do what the brother did in LwM but I think he can see where heās coming from.
> thereās a point I could make about the brother pulling back to encourage the sister to bond w her dadās new family (wrt saki & L/N and tsukasa) but itās more of a āit could be looked at an extreme version of what could happen/could have happenedā situation & I donāt trust tsukasa fans not to misread it and villainize saki. Bc the brother was in the wrong here but we all know how tsukasa fans treat the main story. Anyways.
(Toyaās Doll Festival card story)
> most evil moment in the entire game I hate the writers.
> Sense of responsibility for her wellbeing happiness vs saki seeing that and trying to hide any sadness to prevent him (& her parents) from worrying.
(Tsukasaās Doll Festival card story)
> saki guilt complex
> āthen itāll be dark and Iāll be aloneā said by tsukasa as a kid in a flashback (saki is well aware that he is also struggling) (hence the guilt complex) (evil!)
(Tsukasaās Dazzling Lights card story)
> autotuned baby crying.
(Tsukasaās Twilight Musical Parade card story)
> no one wants to talk about saki & the guilt she feels about people doing things for her esp wrt tsukasa like. Look. Tsukasa does it happily. He would saw off his arm if she asked.
> But saki doesnāt ask for that and that level of dedication to her happiness is something she feels she needs to repay (on some level). But he wonāt let her because he doesnāt think it needs to be repayed. Stalemate.
> all that to say I think āwas it all for meā is such an insane line that goes so under recognized because nobody wants to analyze saki. Can you imagine how scary it would be to worry that the path a loved one is taking is entirely for you. You canāt repay that. Itās too much. Iām tired but the point Iām making is I think Saki wanted to know that he wasnāt doing it all for her.
> Cut out tsukasaās answer but I think āI was but that was only the beginning & now I am an insane freak about theatre itās my lifeā was a perfect answer. Turns it from a weight saki would feel into a gift saki gave him. You know.
Saki: I always kept how I really felt a secret to make sure you wouldnāt worry about me.
Saki: I couldnāt say what I really meant. I just smiled and nodded. Itās no wonder that you didnāt understand how I really felt, Tsukasa.
(Doll Festival at the Tenmas)
> as I said.
Tsukasa: However, Saki doesnāt want anyone to worry about her. Not even her own family.
Tsukasa: So she tries to keep quiet about feeling unwell from anyone elseā¦
(Ruiās Twlight Musical Parade card story) (**EDIT Iām a fraud itās tsukasaās not Ruiās)
> as I said (p2)
Saki: Tsukasaā¦
Saki: (He took a day off from his part time job to stay home with me.)
Saki: (Thatās one more person Iāve inconvenienced.)
(First Star After the Rain)
> saki guilt complex again. Foundational quote wrt her relationship w tsukasa.
> āthe complications of my illness are a burden on my loved ones that I can never pay backā would love for colopale to challenge this (grabbing the writers by the neck and shaking them like a dog with a chew toy)
(Valentineās Day Alliance)
Sheās talking abt not relying on her friends here but this is p clearly a mindset that carries over to her relationship with her family.
Toya: Also, youād never turn away a sick animal. Thereās no way you could ever do anything cruel to someone with an illness.
(On the Stage of Dazzling Lights)
> said while saki is like 2 ft away. What this was my final straw colopale.
(On the Stage of Dazzling Lights)
> haha heās like a dog (mocking so I donāt feel sad)
> as Iāve talked abt before on other posts: her happiness is his happiness. His middle school sad era is because saki was suffering. People who make content abt this and make the angst way higher than it canonically is while literally ignoring saki is so insane to me. I feel like the joker.
Tsukasa: ā¦ You did well, Hiro. Youāre officially the coolest big bro in the world right now.
Tsukasa: Thatās why, even for just a little while, you should keep those tears on hold.
Tsukasa: Your friend and sister are watching.
Hiro: ā¦.sniffā¦. Okay!
Tsukasa: Alright! Now go out there with your head held high!
Tsukasa: (āWeird faceā, huh?)
Tsukasa: (Maybe Meg has never seen that kind of face before since sheās his little sister.)
(Tsukasaās fragment sekai card story - TL Tsukasaās #3 Fan)
> they could never make me hate this card peak tsukasa peak tsukasa peak tsukasa. Itās peak.
> āmaybe sheās never seen it before because sheās his little sisterā Iām going to kill him with my own two hands.
#lalalalala (I have at least 20 more screenshots that wouldnāt fit)#I believe I read every single one of their interactions again today. for funsies.#mine#tsukasa#saki#tenmas#there are so many peak momentsā¦ wanted to make a comp but that would be. way too much.#mental unwellness is what this is. profound mental unwellness.#unfortunately a long essay would favor tsukasa bc 1) wxs bias 2) he wonāt shut up about saki 3) I donāt want to hunt thru every l/n story#to find every instance of saki mentioning tsukasa because i know itās less frequent and it would be a lot of effort for little reward#analysis
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