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[ngmn2002]

Silly - Serious "Red House" Arc Thoughts

♡ A little kid ♡ is found by Kou and Nene in the dangerous red house... lil Tsu called Nene-chan "onee-chan" while lil Amane called her "onee-san" wow... As Nene-chan took him in a 'hug' I think maybe she was the only one from the people who came into the house to treat Tsu with 'kindness'? Nice Nene-chan? He hugged her back. How cute. maybe he was also feeling so lonely so it felt really good to have some care They seemed to get along reallllly well later on! Can't wait to see the roles reversed now in ch 107, maybe? ~

.......... This thing makes me question lots of stuff. What's the state Tsukasa really is in? A thing I wondered about too many times was Tsukasa's need for 'food' to keep surviving. Did he need that in the red house? Or not? The status of this boy confuses me A LOT, not only in this age, but in all his other ages as well. Anyway, Nene-chan was going too well with her speech until......

........... Huh.....?

Sometimes I really question myself how the minds of those teens work. Of course he will answer who is Hanako? Is it hard to ask with "Hanako's" real name instead? like you did when you told him 'Amane is going to kill you'

A rare big brain Kou moment. Please... how did you see they are the same? I'm sorry... Tsukasa... but...

If I were to show this thing to someone and asked whether you '2' are the same person or not, I believe the answer will be... they are not. So Kou, my question is... based on what did you make your assumption? His aura? It's different I believe? Hmm... is it the power of hatred that made you know that's its target? Not bad.

Switch places with me, Nene.. please? ♡

Please!!!!!!! ♡

Oh... she kept on going with that "Hanako-kun's descendent" thingy.

She asked Tsu if he likes Ice cream, tho!!! She was planning on getting him some!! Such a nice girl!! Sharing food with the twins is always fun!!! From his reaction, I bet he does. You made him feel hungry, Nene-chan! Now I want to see her and Tsu enjoying some ice cream together..

help!!! ♡

and here I was thinking this thing comes only from elders' mouths, I was wrong. Tsukasa-kun is unique. ♡ tho, the things that took Nene away look similar to things in No.6's boundary.

Tsukasa's hidden talent. A great artist & singer/musician.♡ (any hidden meanings behind this lyrics?) Kou with a bear at hand.. he looked funny

Oh, of course he isn't a "normal" thing. Also, hands off, how rude. You have a little sister yourself, do you go treating her this way? What a terrible behavior. Yeah, he is his brother. My god, imagine if Amane saw this terrible behavior of Kou while he is crying for Tsu to come back safely to him. Even if he was a 4 year old he may... get on Kou pretty hard. Hmm... he did hear him saying he wants to get revenge on Tsu and saw him... trying to harm him in hell of mirrors.. ooops... this boy is only adding red flags to his record. He should be careful. duh. Imagine someone threatening *your* little bother/yorishiro/most important thing/moon just like that. Not nice. Not nice.

????? ♡

Calm down, will you? Let your heroic words follow your heroic actions. Let actions come first, dear.

Please show him how it words, Karma-kun. ♡

Thank you. ♡ ~

Not that I hate you Kou, but you see... this whole Tsukasa deal of yours is getting way too boring and most importantly, complete nonsense.

This thing gets me confused. Too many clocks reminds me of No.1's deal with clocks... water is pouring out of the pipes but...? it looks like it's just frozen? as Kou says there is not water on the ground. We know the red house is not a boundary, and has its own time and space... but really.. what is it exactly?

The next thing with Kou and Tsu... is a bit wired... the questions Tsu asked... I want to ask him the first one actually because I'm totally confused on his *feelings* right now. The second one, no need. He did.

Of course, my dear! How can I resist this this amount of curtness? ♡

Clumsy sweetie! so lovely! ♡

Indeed. ♡ Tsu knows loooooots of stuff we don't. ♡ Soooo... of course he knows lots of stuff you don't. That's obvious. Tsu always feels like he is teaching Kou stuff in their interactions, haha.

Also... won't get tired of seeing the 2 Tsukasas together like this! It's so much fun. ♡ especially when one of them looks like a confused little kitten, while the other looks like this fully capable in charge cat. ♡

Hmm... maybe you should ask 'Tsu' to teach you how to hold a child in a proper way.

Hmm... this thing had always been a thing to make me go "man, Tsukasa and Nene are similar". I mean, it's the same hamster-merch in both things. The toy little Tsukasa got and the name of the movie Amane invited Nene to share the exact same name! Amane said he was going to watch that movie with Tsukasa… but Tsukasa doesn't like "movie theatres", so he invited Nene instead. I don't know if that's the case or not, since Tsukasa seems to get into the story in later events… but it seems that Amane catches this 'hamster' similarity between them… "they are into the same kind of thing". Maybe both of them are into 'hamsters', one likes them as a movie or to have them at home, while the other is into toys. Another thingggg... the name is really eye-catching! "Hamester Space Wars" .... "Hamster- Tsu + Nene / Space- Amane / Tsu / Wars.. the movie type, hehe" It's funny and sweet that Amane loves two who are similar in many cases so so so much. Now that I imagine it… maybe if the three did share a normal life together… let's imagine, I think Amane's heart won't be able to handle it… they are way too cute and lovely to him. His 2 lovely angels. ♡♡~

I wonder how did Tsu feel about this thing, did he find this Hanako who he question who is it a little ago 'familiar'? Looks like Amane in some way? and what is it with this thing in the twins' chest erea? did they share the red house/Sumire's village 'kami?' together at some point? maybe after Amane killed him? did it split in 2? we saw Tsukasa talking with it at that one time he said he is granting Mit's wish, I guess? how confusing.

Hmm... when you have a 4 year old kid teaching you stuff... instead of it being the opposite way. How fun. Teach us, Tsukasa-kun!!! ♡ he is always teaching Kou stuff whether as kid Tsu or older Tsu isn't he?x2

Awww... sweetie! ♡

first time I read this up until the end of the chapter I cried a lot, it felt like a cruel joke.

Ahh... still wondering if this thing will get referenced... maybe we will get back to it someday.....

Now, from Nene's experience in the place where Katakori and the sacrificed girls are, I wonder how it felt for Tsukasa the first time he got there and later on...? He seems to be a 'special case', not similar to the rest for some reason. also, as he knows a way to go in between there and the red house, I wonder if he used not to spend all his time in the red house and simply kept going back and forth between the 2 places. Tho, saying 2 places maybe is a bit wrong... since that place is connected to the red house. And finally, Nene-chan is back to Kou and Tsukasa, creating a little funny scene for me to enjoy. ~

big brain moment.

I care about this guy. Uh... I can say I'm really looking forward to see him back someday and learn more about him, he is pretty interesting. even little him in No.6's flashback is cute.

. . . As always, due to pic limits- a continuation will be added in a 'reblog'.

Random Stuff

So... giving this manga a really fast look... I want to read it thoughtfully again someday These little things stood out to me...

Hanako and keys....... please stop.. I can't take it. This little pose of his mocks me a bit. you want to know about my key so baaad?~ realllllly?~ just haaaang there.~ there seems to be a lock in there too? if that won't make me go even more crazy her brooch is also there. for some reason.

Everything as in... 'everything'? then how come you didn't know his future will change? or that it's different from what's in his book, even? his inference with supernatural stuff (the clock) while you call him 'normal' While this 'everything' is not so reliable for me at this point, I'm still interested to see you back at some point to tell us more about this 'everything'.

Never gets old. ~

I wonder how come Kou didn't tell Teru Hanako-san put a seal on his staff or how Teru supposedly didn't notice the seal on it with it right there in front of his own eyes many times until now. Did he see it's best if it stays sealed like that for Kou's sake, despite it being like a 'family treasure' to the Minamotos?

Talking about Teru looking after Kou...

He keeps a close eye on Kou, to the point when Kou skipped class, he was there to see about it...

but when Kou stayed after school to hang out with an 'evil spirit' as Teru calls it, got beaten by Tsukasa... he was nowhere to be found.... how come? it would be funny if he didn't ask about Kou's injury after he got home or if Kou was like: yeah.. I fell down. haha.

Hmm... Tsukasa is selfish? How come? Please... I'm crying in here and want him to think about HIMSELF more. Not too 'wise' of you miss, you should know better. Not to say... she is talking as if she doesn't put herself that category. The deepest part of that category. How funny.

I wonder juuuust a little why she would show some nice gestures from time to time with others...

like the mokke or even Mitsuba 2.0, while she goes around stating she doesn't care if all case to exist at the end.

Nene is not an exception. She even talked about her in person. In front of her- let's be friends/I don't want to harm you. Behind her back- I don't care for her, even if she doesn't want to keep going in destroying the Yorishiros, I won't give her a choice, then I don't care if she died out of it. .....................

Another thing... she seems to take Nene's hands in hers quite often... which kind of makes me wonder...

Nene didn't ever question her hands heat, or said they are cold or whatever. She appears in photos normally, even ... hmm... something about her is different from usual 'ghosts'. she is not a living, yet not a ghost... fine. who cares.

Ok, to cool off!

Ehhhh.... perfection.......

Let's keep going!

Hmm... doesn't this apply to ch 86? or... does a cheek kiss count? ...... or were they supposed to have it back then? after all... Hanako-kun really seemed to be about to do that, but was holding back I guess?

Hmm... really deep words. kinda reminds me of this...

Anyway... these...

Huh? You queen of luck. Won't say more.

forgetting about the whole -boy/girl- thing because I just feel it's misleading at this point... what do you mean sir?! ............. I'm just laughing, if anything, looking forward to see the lovers' suicide ............ this thing... when you don't want to see things in 'some way' but you're forced to, anyway. it's mocking.

Ok, now... p.p arc related little stuff

Defensive lovely Nene-chan!

This boy and keys... again... STOP!!!

T-T

Can perfectly see Tsukasa & Nene in here.~ But oh, we got a similar thing with them, hehe...

uhh... how lovely...

what a nice feeling...

Then do a thing about him, instead of just threatening little him then crying later because of how 'helpless' you are. Prove your attitude to me, Kou-kun. Not with words, tho. I'm already sick of that.

Still feeling bad Tsu was left out from all this fun!!! Ahhh!!! He would love to be a part of this!! WON'T HE?! That wasn't fair!!! WHY wasn't Tsukasa asked to come join in this, huh?! At some point Amane-kun can say "I had these tickets to go watch a movie with my lil bro but he doesn't like theaters, so would you come with me, Yashiro-san?" then "we need students to volunteer to clean the pool, I asked Minamoto 'Yashiro-san' even Mitsuba 2.0 is there! and we still need more participators" THEN GO TO YOUR SUPPOSED -THE CLASS NEXT DOOR- TWIN"!!!!!! UHHHGGG!!! This thing makes me angry!! I get maybe we weren't supposed to see Tsukasa with others too much back then, or even the twins together too much.. but like... that's not fair....... let the boy have some fun!!!

................... ok... enough of that........... didn't expect I will talk this much about it.......

Oh... some deep words, again....

At times I really wonder... If Tsukasa had some other goals out of letting our guys in this perfect pic world, beside that obvious 'grant M 2.0 wish' one destroy No.4's yorishiro... maybe he wanted them to get what kind of reality they actually live in, see how they would react.. will they still want it? reject it? try to change it? Hanako-kun is a special case, isn't he? I think maybeee... to Tsu... this was also a push for Hanako-kun into the right direction! get him to open his eyes to some of his hidden desired and actually.. at some point.. voice some of them out!

In addition to everything, maybe he said that influenced by their p.p arc experience. Tsu even got Nene-chan to lean some cool lessons in the little experience/the wish of No.4 thingy. How cool of him.

I don't know how to put this thing... but all I will just say is that Tsukasa maybe was after hitting too many birds with one stone out of the p.p thing. He must be proud of his work at this point. Lots was achieved in that arc, especially on the HanaNene side and MK, which also seem to Tsu's interest kind of. This boy... a true mastermind, have to say. looking at 12 y.o Tsu... am I surprised? not at all.

That being said, let's welcome our cute little mastermind kitty-boy!~ no matter how much time passes, I'm so in love with this whole scene.

So, yeah... I really do sympathize with Amane-kun in here. I mean... his little brother is soooo irresistible~ let's admire him together, Amane-kun!!!

yessss, just like this! . . .

Due to pic limits, some more stuff will be added in a 'reblog'.

[sheila--e]

Guido Mista found shot twelve times in the chest in a parking lot, while eating a burger with no honey mustard. Local little blonde teenager caught in a nearby car explosion reports that "they were self inflicted upon trying to open the wrapper".

[ladydostoevsky]

Idk of request are still opens, but if no you can just ignore this haha.

Sooo can you do an escenario of hua cheng x male!reader x xie lian where the reader was the best friend of xie lian before xian le fell and like with the power of character backstory they knew hua cheng aswell.

That was like the context, but my request is like:

After the 800 years of previous events, xie lian, hua cheng and the reader meet again at the banyue arc(with xie lian meeting hua cheng fisrt ofc) and when they saw the reader (who ill suppose died by saving xie lian from something and u know, ✨️drama✨️) they can't belive it cus his soul should have been banished and welp. After the end of the thing (timeskip) when the reader tries to leave after helping em' with the mission, both xie lian and hua chen stop him from doing so. But why did M/N tried to leave as fast as possible? Hoho, well let's say he accidentaly inhaled a flowers scent wich had an strong afrodasic and didn't want to make a fool of himself in front of his dearest friends and tried to leave (failling miserably) and we all know both of our bois are so fricking touch starved at this point and here is where the smut makes it's presentation. (idk much about that so u can just wite it however you'd like, but reader should be the bottom oh yes hahah)

ik its a large request so if its too much just ignore me haha 😭.

A tender touch🌺

Xie Lian & Hua Cheng x m!reader

Warnings: nsfw, 18+, novel and donghua spoilers, little bit violence, breeding, m!sex

A/N: I’m not the best when it comes to smut, especially when it’s threesome so warning, this is really cringe🥲 but I hope you like it

The floor of the temple was icy, freezing, just like the atmosphere which surrounded them. Fear seeped through y/n, who was kneeling on the cold ground, before the altar of a temple on which Xie Lian was chained on. He didn’t know if he was more afraid of the creature, the monster with white half crying-smiling mask or this thing hurting Xie Lian - his prince, his best friend, his beloved. The latter. In his hand, was the little ghostfire who tried to keep them out of the temple and warn them. y/n felt pity for it.

He bowed down, his forehead touching the ground. ‘’Please. I beg you. Take me. Have mercy on His Highness. Whatever you plan to do, please take me instead of him.’’ y/n straightened himself a little and looked with teary eyes towards the white clothed creature, pleading, ‘’I beg you… punish me for whatever he has done,’’ he whispered desperately. ‘’Y/N! STOP IT! I FORBID YOU TO SAY ANOTHER WORD. YOU WILL NOT SACRIFICE YOURSELF FOR ME!’’ Xie Lian screamed. The creature laughed out loud, slowly moving towards yn, like a predator. ‘’DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH HIM, YOU FUCKER. LEAVE HIM OUT OF THIS.’’ The Crown Prince screamed but to no avail, the creature ignored him. y/n gulped as he got closer. ‘’My my, are you a brave one,’’ he stopped right in front of him and crouched down to be on the same eye level, the little ghost still in his hand, ‘’and so stupid. Willing to give your life for someone else's sins and choices.’’

y/n eyes widened slightly after the realization. He whispered to the mask in front of him, ‘’kill me instead then.’’ The little fire started to glow even more, little sounds coming from it. ‘’Oh I will. Let’s see what face His Highness will make after it.’’ The next second Fang Xin pierced through y/n.

y/n looked at the ground, in shame and sadness. He didn’t dare to look His Highness in the eyes, or even San Lang, who he knew was actually Hua Cheng. ‘’I don’t understand…how?’’ The Crown Prince was in shock, in disbelief. Xie Lian saw his best friend being killed in front of his eyes by White No-Face. Same as Xie Lian, Hua Cheng felt some kind of betrayal and hurt, he - being a little pitiful and weak ghostfire - also was in that temple and saw everything. If he really somehow survived, why didn’t he come looking for His Highness? It has been 800 years…

‘’Tell me, how are you here? What happened to you?’’ Xie Lian asked, his earlier shock turning into a sadness. y/n looked at San Lang then Xie Lian. ‘’Did you really think he would have let me die? That easily? My life was worse than hell, a constant torture after that night.’’ He looked away from them, towards the darkness of the cave. All hidden and locked up memories coming back to him. ‘’He did that only to torment and manipulate you. And me.’’ Xie Lian let out a sight he realized he was holding. Hua Cheng’s eyes were full of sorrow. They looked at each other then back to y/n.

He looked at Xie Lian, ‘’I’m sorry, Your Highness. After that, I didn’t dare to show my face anymore. Not like the monster would have let me. I was afraid. I hated myself for I couldn’t save you in the end. I blame myself till this day. You had to go through so much because I was too weak to protect you.’’ Hua Cheng’s dead heart warmed in that moment. After all, he felt the exact same way. He blamed himself for not protecting the two when they needed it the most. But he is here now, and he will protect them for eternity, from now on.

‘’Can you forgive me, Your Highness? I understand if you don’t want to or-’’ Xie Lian gave a sad smile and moved closer to y/n. ‘’There is nothing to forgive. You did nothing wrong. It was never your fault, it was White No-Face who did this. I just wish you hadn't been there. I’m sorry you had to go through this, because of me.’’ The prince leaned closer and hugged his former friend. It took the man by surprise but gladly accepted it. The warmth of his best friend being so foreign to him. He locked eyes with San Lang who looked at him with sadness. y/n gave him a sweet smile of reassurance, for which the Ghost King smiled back.

After that the three stuck together the whole mission. y/n and San Lang got to know each other more, surprisingly they clicked immediately. Hua Cheng and Xie Lian still didn’t know how y/n survived that night. He wasn’t a god, neither a ghost so what was he? But they understood that it was not their business if y/n didn’t want to tell them.

Currently, everyone was looking for the Banyue Fern to use as an antidote for the scorpion-tailed snake’s venom. Unfortunately, y/n had strayed too far from the others. He realized it when he found flowers that shouldn’t be growing in a desert. They were bright, colorful and smelled so nicely. They were tempting. They were so very familiar…

NO! The land of the tender! They were the tender flowers that contained strong aphrodisiacs. The moment he realized he backed off. Thank the heavens that these flowers didn’t speak or he would have surely done something he couldn’t even imagine. He ran back to the others, hoping that the aphrodisiac didn’t make it to his system.

After all the hell was over and the mission completed, Earth Master Ming Yi and Wind Master Shi Qingxuan came to take Pei Xiu back to heaven realm. The gods exchanged a few words. Beside Hua Cheng, y/n felt ill. His body temperature had risen after the tender flowers. He was sweating and his knees felt weak. He holds one hand in front of his lower face to hide his reddened face and to seal his mouth. Hua Cheng turned to him, concerned, ‘’y/n? Is everything alright? You seem… sick.’’ Only thing he could do was nod his head and turn away from him.

With every passing second he could feel more sweat forming on his skin, he wanted to let out sounds he thought he could never form. He felt a painful pulsing between his legs. Seeing Xie Lian and Hua Cheng next to him didn’t help, it made it all worse. Slowly, he started to back off but Hua Cheng grabbed his forearm before he could escape. Xie Lian walked over to them. ‘’y/n, what’s wrong?’’ He walked to him and put his palm on his forehead to feel his temperature. ‘’You are burning! You must have a fewer.’’ Feeling his prince’s touch he put his hand over his mouth even harder. He let out weird noises that neither of the two understood. y/n shook his head. ‘’Gege, we have to get him somewhere else. I don’t think it’s sickness.’’

The two brought y/n to an old empty house of Banyue. They put him on the floor, making him sit against a wall. Only sound that was heard was y/n’s constant breathing. With shaky hands he tried to open his robe. ‘’Y-you two… you h-have to leave.’’ Xie Lian was first to react. He crouched down in front of him, ‘’we will not. Tell us what happened?’’

He helped y/n and tore the robe’s front open so he could get some cold air. His fingers brushed against y/n’s hot skin which made him let out a little whine. Xie Lian’s breath stuck, but he didn’t back off. ‘’T-the flowers, t-tender…’’ the arousal he felt made it hard to talk. San Lang came next to Xie Lian and put his hand on y/n’s chest, feeling his fast heartbeat. y/n wrapped his fingers around San Lang’s wrist, not wanting him to pull away.

‘’That’s what I thought,’’ Hua Cheng whispered, mostly to himself. ‘’Please…’’ y/n’s other hand made it to his hard erection. His hand was quickly replaced with Xie Lian’s, ‘’you helped us today so well, it’s only fair if we help you now.’’ The prince and the Ghost King gave a knowing smile to each other. Hua Cheng tore the whole robe to shreds, freeing the whole body beneath it free to the cold air of Banyue. Xie Lian leaned in and kissed his old friend, his- no- their beloved.

His tongue taking the lead and exploring every corner he could find. His fingers ran delicately over y/n soft pink nipples. The man didn’t see the point to hold back anymore and let out all the sounds that were stuck in his throat. Hua Cheng also leaned closer and wrapped his fingers around y/n’s precum leaking cock. He slightly pressed on to the pink tip which made y/n whine against Xie Lian’s mouth.

‘’Don’t worry, love. We will take good care of you,’’ whispered Hua Cheng. Xie Lian leaned back, a string of saliva connecting the two. ‘’Have I ever told you how beautiful you are, y/n?’’ Xie Lian said while taking off his white robe. Hua Cheng followed and his red clothing was thrown somewhere he could care less. This time Xie Lian took y/n's pulsing cock and started slowly moving his hand up and down. San Lang latched his mouth onto y/n’s sensitive nipple, kissing and teasing it. y/n moaned their names, feeling himself nearing. ‘’X-Xie Lian…nghh San L-Lang, I’m g-gonna cum.’’ Xie Lian’s other hand played with y/n’s smooth hair, ’’cum for us, dear.’’ He came without a second thought.

The Crown Prince gave him a sweet, loving smile, pecked his darling’s soft lips and started moving towards his abdomen, leaving butterfly kisses behind. He took all of y/n in his mouth, swallowing his cum in the process. With his experience in sword swallowing in the past it wasn’t very hard. He had no gag reflex.

While Xie Lian was busy with y/n’s cock, San Lang used his own precum and saliva as a lube and smeared it on his own hard cock. y/n felt his second orgasm coming. In ecstasy he grabbed Xie Lian’s hair, not wanting him to pull away. ‘’Y-your Highness…mm,’’ The prince started to run his fingers gently across y/n’s body. Being so hot, bothered and sensitive, this act threw him over the edge again and he came deep into Xie Lian’s mouth. ‘’Xie Lian…’’ he breathed out a whisper, barely hearable. ‘’Such a good boy, aren’t you? So good for us,’’ Hua Cheng teased with his low voice. The man beneath let out a desperate whine, knowing what’s coming next. The black haired king leaned closer, giving him a gentle kiss on his forehead and lips. ‘’I’ll try to be gentle.’’ Xie Lian went to y/n’s neck and started to suck marks into his skin.

San Lang positioned himself in front of y/n’s unprepared entrance and slowly entered. Feeling soft and thigh walls around him he let out a grunt, entering inch by inch. y/n let out loud cries from the pain. Tears started to drip down from the corners of his eyes. Xie Lian shushed him, assuring that everything was alright. He kissed the tears away and started to abuse his mouth with his tongue again. When Hua Cheng was finally all in, and confirmed that y/n wasn’t uncomfortable anymore, he started moving his hips. At the beginning it was slow and gentle, as time went by he started to speed up. Rocking in and out like an animal in heat.

He pulled y/n’s legs more towards him to hit that one spot that surely made his darling lose it. y/n grabbed onto Xie Lian to steady himself. ‘’Gods y/n…’’ San Lang moaned, feeling his peak coming. He pressed y/n into a mating position, to look him into his beautiful tear stained eyes while he cums deep into his gore. y/n screamed, feeling overstimulated. ‘’S-San L-Lang… p-please,’’ with a few more pumps he came inside.

After a few moments he pulled out, panting. Feeling himself coming down from his high. He watched how some of his seed tried to come out of y/n. He pushed it back inside with his fingers, smiling, feeling some kind of pride. ‘’You are so beautiful like this. Now my beloved…’’ Xie Lian moved away from his side and placed himself on top of y/n. He already knew that it was going to be a long night.

[inaccuratelybiblicalangel]

MY EXPERIENCE DURING MY 7th HOUSE PROFECTION YEAR + SR :

FISRT HALF OF THE YEAR :

• Right after my birthday got into my first ever weirdest situationship (you could barely even call it that).

• Started talking to a lot of guys all at once each very random. [Venus 1H SR + vertex in libra 7H].

• lost contact with everyone at the same time [ 3 months in ]. (Chiron conj venus).

• Completely devastated low self-esteem and confidence. (Chiron conj asc & venus).

• Got into astrology to distract from the pain . (12H stellium [escapism] in SR).

• Finally feeling better and focus on growth.

SECONG HALF OF THE YEAR :

• Got more into astrology and spirituality.

• Started centering myself before anyone else. [1H stellium aries]

• Too focused on self growth.

• Picked up a lot of new hobbies to make myself feel better especially learning 7 new languages all at once [moon in 9H sag].

• Keep getting new interests.

• Completely off sleep schedule + sleeping 10+ hours. [12 Pisces stellium in SR].

• Feeling better than ever now.

By far, my most transformative year yet. I feel like I have gained new consciousness. I know a lot of things won't directly relate or make sense to the profection or my Solar Return either but I just made the connection wherever it made sense to me.

[natbat666]

how was your fisrt shift? what made you realize it's 100% real?

My FIRST shift!

The memory of it is sort of fuzzy now, but I’ll still tell you! Basically all it was was me waking up in my bedroom in Grimmuald Place! Not very exciting honestly as all that I literally saw was the wallpaper of my room…

But then I woke back up in my CR and honestly it kind of threw me for a loop! Like I sat up in my bed for like half an hour trying to rationalize what had happened?! I was thinking that maybe I had just made it up? That I wanted it so badly that I had dreamt about it? But what made it real was that some part of me just knew. It’s definitely a universal experience, or at least very common but you just know. Like I knew that I had been there and there was no questions about it! Then I kind of started laughing in shock honestly! I immediately tried again but just fell back asleep lol

happy shifting ✨

[skye-morningstar]

Between Claws and Chains

Warnings: none, but on the other chapters might have.

//- English is not my fisrt language

Chapter 1: The Beast Within The silence in the main room of the Avengers Tower was unusual. Everyone was there: Steve with his arms crossed, Tony nervously fiddling with a wrench, Bruce visibly tense, and Wanda and Natasha side by side, the two most dangerous alphas in the group, exchanging curious and attentive glances. The armored door opened with a metallic snap. Two S.H.I.E.L.D. agents entered pushing a reinforced cage on wheels. Inside it, a girl tied up, her eyes red and vibrant like freshly spilled blood, she wore a muzzle that covered half of her skinny face. — This is Skye — said Fury, approaching with a stern look. — An omega. Better said, an anomaly. Extremely powerful and... very unstable. Tony raised an eyebrow. — That explains the Hannibal Lecter muzzle. — She was rescued from Hydra two weeks ago. She was being used as a biological weapon. They created in her something even they couldn’t control. Skye’s eyes fixed on the two alphas silently observing her. She sniffed the air, even with the cold metal on her face and a shiver ran down her spine. Wanda. Natasha. Two intense, dominant, undeniably dangerous presences. A primal instinct roared inside her, torn between the need for submission and the will to destroy. — And what do you want us to do with her? — Natasha asked through clenched teeth. — You two will take care of her. — Take care? — Wanda said, with a smile tinged with scorn. — This looks more like a wild animal than a recruit. Fury didn’t blink. — Exactly. She only responds to strong alphas. Alphas who can dominate her... if that’s even possible. Skye growled, even muffled by the muzzle it was still loud, her eyes flashing. She lunged at the cage bars, making everyone step back, except Wanda and Natasha. — Take her out of that thing — Wanda said, her red eyes starting to glow with chaos. — I want to see what she’s made of. — Are you sure? — Fury asked, unsurprised. Natasha was already pulling the electric batons from her belt. — Let’s see if this little omega bites.

The containment room was soundproofed. Fury released Skye under the watchful eyes of the two alphas. She fell to her knees as the seals were deactivated, but her body trembled with restrained energy. Wanda went in first. Her fingers brushed the muzzle’s buckle. — If you bite, I’ll cut your tongue. Skye lifted her gaze, a burning glow in her eyes. She hadn’t spoken in days, but the heat of Wanda and Natasha’s presence was affecting her. Their pheromones. — You can take it off — Natasha said, standing behind. — I want to see her reaction when she smells our real scent without that thing on her face. Wanda removed the muzzle. Skye gasped, feeling the free air... and then shivered. The scent of the two alphas was like a drug. Dense, possessive pheromones invading every cell of her body. She tried to stand up, but her legs failed her. A low moan escaped her lips, almost involuntary. — Weak — Natasha whispered, circling her like a predator. — But you feel it, don’t you? The mark. The order. The desire. — I won’t obey you — Skye growled, but her voice faltered. Wanda crouched before her, fingers firmly grabbing the omega’s chin. — Not yet.

[five-and-dimes]

✨💖Positivity chain! List 5 to 10 things that make you smile and explain why! Then send this to others to let them know they make you smile✨💖

Aaah thank you!

Critters! I love all animals, but I am fond of Little Guys. I grew up with pet rats- I've had eight over my life so far- and I had a hedgehog too. I love Big Dogs, and want one very badly someday, but I've never been in a situation where I can properly care for one. But Little Guys? I can fill my home with Little Guys and give them proper care while they give me cuddles and joy 😊 I have a lack of Little Guys currently, because I'm moving soon and didn't want to subject them to that, but once I move I will definitely be acquiring more Little Guys (I want to get rats again- truly I love them so much and think they make fantastic pets 💕)

Drawing- it might not seem like it for how little I get done, but I do love art and drawing! I'm trying to be more productive lately, and focus more on finishing the bigger projects as opposed to trying to force myself to just bust out "content". I love comic art and my dream is to publish graphic novels! So just being able to sit down and chip away at a story, even if I'm not showing it at fisrt... I love it!

Bad movies- Listen, I have a lot of fun being A Hater in a non-harmful way. I have no desire to go on tumblr and hate on anything publicly. I never want to ruin someone else's joy! But I LOVE hanging out at home with my roommate and watching silly goofy bad movies and laughing at how ridiculous they are. Or watching movies we personally don't like and going on long rants tearing it apart that last longer than the movie. Good movies are great, but I tend to lean towards fun in this economy. Bad monster movies especially are *chef's kiss*

Tattoos! I love everything about them! I love seeing other people's body art, I love designing my own (I only have one tattoo designed by someone else), I love designing tattoos for fictional characters, I love watching ridiculous over-dramatic tattoo shows, all of it! I would love to learn to tattoo someday, but my current brain makes me too anxious to do something permanent to someone else lol, so for now I appreciate from the other side of the needle.

Snow! I saw snow for the first time when I was 24-years-old and I lost my absolute SHIT. I shit you not, I had been convinced that snowflake shapes were made up for artistic purposes. Like, someone made it up to make snow more interesting for Christmas cards and paper cutouts. And then I held them in my hand and stared for like half an hour and my entire worldview changed. Even after all this time I still feel so much wonder and glee whenever it snows. Shoveling the driveway is my favorite chore.

And of course, my friends- both irl and online- never fail to make me smile, including you, @gabessquishytum! You, @cuubism, @seiya-starsniper, @pellaaearien, and @valeriianz - I appreciate you allowing me to harass you over dms and discord 😘💕

[moldybonessmell]

Genshin 5.1 Story Review

_SPOILERS_

Ngl the fisrt half of the archon quest was SO BAD. I was like "Genshin just returned to its original boring ass storytelling well that's upsetting" Because the first natlan quest was quite good.

In the first half we got a boring ass date with untasteful milf Citlani instead of getting to see more Ororon who end up being relevant to the story??? Like I did not care about him at all because we barely got any glimpse into his story so I couldn't feel bad for him or anything.

But we did get a date with yet another waifu, right?😃 Genshin marketing is lame af. I said it. We all know why this episode was added.

It feels like the first boring half was what the story was originally looking like before it got scrapped and reworked.

The second half tho IS SO GOOD new gameplay, good storytelling and amazing looking fights!

I'm glad genshin is working on its storytelling with natlan but the first half of the archon quest was a whiplash fr my expectations were high after the 5.0 quest and I was actually looking to play a story for once but it wnd up being a ride for sure😃

All in all, first half is 3/10, second half is 10/10.

[cokowiii]

Can you talk about ur old oc's a lil bit :3??/nf

What was ur really fav one???

Which one of them was the fisrt you have drawn???

Do you ship any of ur oc's???

Which one of them were ur fav/fun to draw???

Are they like ALL humans or somthin or is there some are half and a half X3?????

A LOT OF QUESTIONS UHHHH

My firsts are my faves since they’ve grown and changed with me(cheesy blah blah I know)

They’re all human lookin but different things yuh. I do have some of them shipped and the funnest ones to draw were the twins 🫶

This the 5 goobers had a special place in my cold dead heart

[joyfultearsandsweetmemories]

yk what

TOYKO GHOUL HYPERFIXATION BACK AND RUNNING

OH GOD I LOVE OWING FHE FISRT BOX SET

I love reading it like half of the time I'm just looking at the scenes

Manga is so dyslexia friendly :)

[plural-void]

so on that one system post whatever asked about my plural headcannons and it killed half of my wroting SO i continue it here. warning for big long autism post about plural q!bbh made at 5am (the fisrt part isnt even about thr plurality just background info) (also theres typos. a lot. soery)

so these were my tags (edited a little)

Q!BADBOYHALO!!!! BECAUSE SO MANY REASONS (not that many BUT THE MOST EXCITING ONES) (sorry hes my blorbo. also hes me) so he has two headmates. the protector (who ill call “bad”) and the one that doesnt really know anything (who ill call “halo”)

bad will do literally anythinf to protect the system and loved ones, he killed bobinho because bobinho was going to tell people that he murdered the other bunnies (when he really didnt + the bunnies are actually not dead they just ate ghostberries for some reason. we never got the answer to that before qsmp exploded) and he scared missa because he didnt want missa to do the same thing as well,

missa had been at the scene where the bunnies "died" with the raccoons (that had actually robbed him once lol) so bad got scared and stepped in to scare missa away so he woudnt tell anyone (he did end up telling phil via book about how bad was scary and we got the “my missa” moment which was a W for pissers) (pissers are missa and phil shippers. important context) ANYWAYS the next day he seemed to know nothinf about scaring missa (so thats halo) ans then assumedly later when bobinho threatens to have him arrested bad fronts and eventually kills bobinho and then logs off the server before logging back on and rediscovering bobinhos corpse and knowing nothing about it and being like “oh poor bobinho :(” and that was like a canon switch.

I had more but it didnt like me and cut them :( SO im gonna go over it again with more detail and background and also the full thing kind of.

so bad has this egg. named dapper. he also has pomme. (the french egg but also his egg too because adoption) they get kidnapped so he starts playing with soul vultures. they bite him and make his soul leak. (tbh this part im hazy on bc memory is bad rn + didnt watxh bad as religiously) bad gives up for the first time in way too long) (hes also an immortal demon who can die but gets revived) (hes been immortal for at least 11k years) (thats when he fell from heaven. hes a fallen angel.) (also his memory is deteriorating)

more stuff happens, it gets worse over time, the eggs come back, the eggs get kidnapped again and purgatory happens. purgatory island (egg island) explodes via nuclear bomb and now his soul is irradiated) people get worried because like. whats that blue stuff. (its his soul (irradiated edition)) purgatory 2 happens somewhere in there i think. eggs are back btw. (this arc lasted for like 9 months btw. 9 MONTHS) (he alowly died and lost his memory for 9 months. what the hell.) (for like 3 of those montha he only lived by sheer willpower bc of the eggs) (also somewhere in there he forgot about Foolish and thats when they knew he was dying) (i mean its kinda hard to forget someone who youve been immortal with for god knows how long) anyways eventually his kids gave him pills and stuff. he still ended up dying. also a while ago there was a glitch and dapper died while bad screamed "crawl to the entrance". when he died he relived rhat and. wow.) (he also tried to kill himself via nuclear creeper (aka a radioactive creeper that explodes a huge radius) (presumably because he was in too much pain to bear) (but his body ended up giving out before he could) anyways before he died he had one last good day where there was too much angst. the next day he essentially roleplayed dementia with pomme (that was horrifyinf to watch genuinely. he kept turning arousn and forgettpinf pomme and then rememberifn and god. hes good at minecraft rp. how is this mcrp..) (he also saw richas for a second and it was just. sad) (anyways) the n he died. o7

NOW time for plural part!!!!!

dapper and pomme tried to revive him via something in the warden place. (what is it caleled. the deep somethinf. idk.) and i think that messed somethinf up because when he was revived like a week later there was a cutsceen thing where he was in the nether (<- thats bad. at least i assume. i think his pluralitry sources from somethinf related to this. but then again hes an immortal demon whos seen a lot of things. mayb he was plural before too.. you cant go 11k+ years without at least having one headmate.... idk. but for the sake of simplicity of this hc lets say it sources from this alone)

so when he revives he is like scared deer. a socially awkward dog. a soaking wet cat. he enters his house and sees pomme and dapper ans doesn't remember them. (he doesn't remember anythinf) (his memory will eventually return but i feel like its rushed due to qsmp ending so soon) (last part of canon isnt canon to me btw) (anyways) they dont tell him that hes their father. one of them accidentally calls him dad and hes like!! EHAT!!!! anyways irrelevant to plurality i think. well maybe it shows how little halo knows like what

ok so i think bad is the memory holder too, even if he doesn't remember everythinf he knows more still

anyways bc of the whole thinf the eggs leave and it sucks. but this is where plural!! (its 6am now ive been writing for an HOUR)

anyways there are bunnies btw. one for each qsmp language. red is ronnie (english), yellow is sipi (spanish), green is bobinho (portuguese), idk if there was a frenxh. there was an orange german one too i dont remember the name of. also a purple korean one.

anyways bad built a cucurucho themed theme park. chaos ensued with the bunnies testing them, they got tobbed by raccoons, bad became in debt, a crazy amount of cucuhalo ensued. most of the bunnies (except the orange one) hate the theme park

anyways bad build a house for the bunnies taht is supposed to be a golden carrot but ends up being a pineaple. the bunnies check ir out. sipi has an allergic reaction to carrots(????) halo looks away for 3 seconds and theyre dead (theyre not. they ate ghost berries. no idea why tho????) bobinho blames him.

missa shows up. bas threatens missa. halo doesn't remember. bad kills bobinho. halo doesnt remember. i rxplained this better in the tags

anyways my brain ran our of ink... sobs cries. maybe ill rb layer to continue.

[whitepolaris]

Umatilla Chemical Depot

Travelers driving along I-84 in eastern Oregon barely seem to notice the squat lumps sticking out of the flat ground as they pass between tiny Boardman and Stanfield. If they turn north on I-8, they might notice that what had looked like lumps in the ground from a distance are really gigantic concrete bunkers. There are 1,001 of them surrounded by a vast chain-link fence. This is the Umatilla Chemical Depot, and it would be safer to just drive away.

In World War I, the Germans used chemical weapons like mustard gas on the battlefield. In World War II, the Allies worried they used them again. Allie produced chemical weapons but vowed to use them only if the Germans did fisrt.

Before World War II began, the U.S. government was preparing for chemical warfare. In 1941, they established the Umatilla Army Depot as a storage facility for war supplies, ranging from blankets to bullets. Over the years after the war, they constructed the giant concrete bunkers, half buried in the ground and covered with turf. In 1962, they began storing chemical munitions at Umatilla. Eventually, 12 percent of the United States chemical arsenal was stored at the depot.

This included more than fifteen thousand artillery shells filled with the nerve agent, sarin, as well as containers of the nerve agent VX. These poison were invented by chemists trying to develop insecticides. The results were too dangerous for public use-both substances kill by stopping the body's central nervous system from sending impulses to control the body's muscles. People suffering from nerve agent poisoning die because they cannot control their own breathing. Both sarin and VX can be used as either a gas or a liquid absorbed through the skin. It would take between two and twenty milligrams (the difference between a very small and a small drop) of either chemical to kill the average man.

In addition to the nerve agents, the government also stored several ton-sized containers of the mustard gas HD at Umatilla. HD does not kill in itself; it is a blister agent. A small drop of liquid HD on the skin will a blister about the size of a silver dollar. When used as a gas, it can blistering in the lungs or blindness. HD can last for decades, and artillery shells and gas containers are still found on World War I battlefields.

In the early 1990s, the army decided to close the facility, and by 1994, everything but the chemical weapons had been sent elsewhere. At the same time, across the world, many nations were debating destroying all of the world's supply of chemical weapons. The United States and 187 other countries signed the Chemical Weapons Convention, agreeing to destroy their aging stockpiles. At Umatilla and several other locations, the government built destruction facilities that used incinerators and filtration systems to burn up the chemicals, turning them into (relatively) harmless byproducts.

Umatilla finally began destroying the chemicals in 2004. In the interim years, workers had to double- and triple-check their safety procedures, in case of a chemical leak. The surrounding communities planned evacuations in case winds brought clouds of poison gas, and environmentalists sued for adequate plans for waste disposal. Eventually they formalized plans, the lawsuits were settled, and the army began destroying the chemicals stockpiles at Umatilla.

In September 2007, they announced that they had safely destroyed 1,014 tons of sarin nerve agent. This was about 25 percent of the total chemical stockpile at Umatilla. Late in December 2008, they announced that they had destroyed the last of the VX nerve agent. The last of the mustard/blister agent will be destroyed by 2012.

Hunkered in the Bunkers

I remember being in the army in the 1980s. I was stationed at Fort Lewis, Washington, but every now and then, we would pick up and go on field problems somewhere else. It seemed for a while like every month they took us to the Umatilla Depot, where we played war around all of those giant bunkers. It was miserable: either wet and cold, or windy, dry, and cold. Some of us hunkered down against the bunkers to stay out of the wind, and sometimes a couple of the more curious guys tried to get into one of the bunkers. Years later I found out what was inside of some of those bunkers. I guess we were lucky we did not get in. -Dale

[doodlesofher]

midyear crisis

I was watching old loona stages, as one does when reminicing of a better more joyfull time in life when loona was still a 12 member girl group and when kpop had not yet cross the exploiting barrier tiktok brought to the scene. I wish to be fourteen again, for a second. Even when at fourteen i was too depressed to brush my hair or care about anything but loona's debut on august of that year. I wish to be eleven playing yandere simulator and watching crappy youtubers that just screamer into the mic but that brought me life, that brought me joy. today i feel empty, cause it's four days past the half of june, because i let half of another year slip away again and beacuse my dorm room is a mess, beacuse i have dishes all over the house, because i haven't eaten a decent meal in forever, because i miss my mother but now that i need her the most she's finally on her own for the fisrt time in twenty years so i'll just wait until she answers my calls at night and hope not to crumble under the pressure of another year slipping away, yet again.

i have therapy on monday, and maybe this is oversharing on the internet, but i don't care that much anymore. kpop does not help anymore, nothing helps anymore, and i feel more like a child than ever but i can't show, i can't be petty an argumentative when my classmates are a pain in the ass and i can't tell my roomate to f off when she asks me to babysit her cat again for the fifth time in the month. i can't loose my shit and that i think is what's harder tha actually keeping it together, i can't f up anymore.

im soon to be a published author and that does not seem real, i don't feel real sitting at the table home alone wondering if i should just start using piracy to download my favourite albums beafore society colapses and i want the new show im watching on dvd or at least digitally on my computer because maybe tomorrow or in two months netflix will decide they no longuer need to have six foot under in their damn plataform or maybe there's episodes i'll never get to see and maybe people should stop developing new ways to record tv shows like yeah the arri alexa its cool and all but why don't we just go back to film and why don't we just throw all the phones away and delete social media and go back to answering to messages when you got home and got on the computer. let's go back to blogging on sites and talking about stuff we wanted without expecting anyone to hear us let's go back to art and to literature i want to own a million books but i'd have nowhere to put them all and even if i did im five minutes late to a meeting i scheduled so i'll stop ranting for once and shut up forever.

[arleneworld22]

what happened next?...

After our breakup I started dating with him to know us better, we were close friends but we never talked before about romantic topics, I remember didn't be very interested into that, but I push me to take my responsability for what I did. I remember being a little bit ashame because I was afraid of you seeing us, I didn't want anyone to knows I was dating someone else. The first dates were for me uncomfortable, but little a little, I started to acept the reality at the same time I cried for you on nights and lied to me at the next morning that I was healing.

The time passes and after some weeks he ask my permission to give him the chance to propose to me, I wasn't ready for that, I was still missing you, it passed just less of two months, there's no need to rush!, then I remembered this fact that "it took 6 months to heal a heartbreak", so i told him "I need you to give me six months, because the new semester is coming and this one in particular is the most hard of my career, so bear me patience, and I'll give you my time in a properly way", I give him an excuse and I give me time heal my heart; he acepted.

The time passes and we were into small dates, because of my research project, he respeted my times, althought I also saw him get upsed because I caanceled many dates, some for studies, others for me, I enjoyed (and still now) his company, but I wasn't ready to saw him very frecuently, he wasn't you.

The fisrt time I saw you at our university I felt how rush my heart was, I wanted to run directly to you and hug you very tight and scream at you how much I felt it, just like children do when they cry desperately and paintfully for forgivness. But I didn't, because I saw a look of pain in your eyes, maybe it was my imagination, but I let it pass. I remember saw you around there like three-four times, I still remember one day I was wearing this black t-shirt with a white dragon that I was planning to gift to you, since that day would never come I decide to use it myself, funny, that day I was working with a borrowed laptop from our university outside and I see you walk with your old friend, you had to walk by my side if you want to go to the cafeteria, and that happened, we saw each other, acting like strangers, like nothing matters when actually everything mattered.

The six months passes and I never healed anything, but in those months I tried at least to forced me to love him, I put attention on his likes, desires, goals, and dreams taking mental notes, I tried to be affective but as soon I was alone I felt guilty. I wasn't ready. Of course I enjoyed his company, but as soon I was alone, I forgott how it felt.

The first year being his partner I wasn't exactly a good girlfriend, I didn't talk to much with him, I never looked for his hand, I never ask to much about his day, I actually didn't care to much to be honest, but from the bottom of my heart, I trully wanted to love him properly. Then one day I found this polyamorous artist sharing her experience in this kind of relationship, at the beginning I read it for curiosity, but I found that I kind of feel in a very similar way, I felt I was between two worlds and that it was a waste of time trying so damn hard to just love him when I couldn't, I remember I was tired half of the time because I pushed myself to forget one and love the other one. Then I thought that I could try to allow me to love different, not again, just different, and I that thought helps me to be more flexibe with myself about my mindset and feelings for a very long time. I try to allow me to feel a little bit of happiness, little by little, slowly (very very slowly) works.

I remember me looking desperately for you on every single corner of my view, just for that, to see you, just like I still do now wherever I go, I known it and still I do, that it could be just few seconds or just one, but that's enough, it's enought to fill a little the empty of you; because it's a way to remember that you still exist on the same space at me, that we see the same sunsets, that we see the same moon, that we do the same human things, that you are not an ilusion from my mind. (btw, I want to confess that after our breakup, I saw you like 5 times, three of them at our university, other on my way to a wedding, you were walking to your home, I knew it because I was on the opposite direction, and the last one on this baazar where one day we went on a date)

What I did? I allowed myself to think of you, and feel everything with him at the same time, I allowed myself to let you go around my mind, I tried to practice to not feeling guilty, because what I felt for you was real and natural, beautiful, precious and valuable, then, if it's that important, why try to bury it?,you are a very importat part of myself, your presence in my life makes me evolve (for better or worse, but it happened), why don't just appraise your memory for myself and enjoy my life? that's what I did, and still I do; obviously it wasn't perfect, many times I cried because I miss you, sometimes I still miss you, but it's ok, it's human's nature, emotions exist to show us what we want, what we need, what we like, what we don´t like, they made us who we are, to guide us in making decisions.

Sadly, it's been two years since I did that and I'm still don't know what should I do next. But I don't have haste, I learn to be patient with that, maybe I'm just going to live like this forever; or not; who knows?, when I said I was getting tired of this, I mean it to hide my emotions from you and make you believe that everything is solved when in fact it wasn't. So i think my desicion now is let you know what I felt and wanted to do and what I feel and I do now, because being honest, all this time I always wanted to talk to you one more time, but at same time I don't want to make you feel I'm going to be 100% present in your life, I want to be just 5% of your life, I want you to focus in your studies, I want you to do your best at work, I want you to love her, I want you to pass time with her and made plans for future, I want you to achieve your goals, I want you to express when you have a bad day, and at the end of the day, whatever you want, let me know how are you, happy?, sad?, freaking happy?, angry?, upset?, proud of something? how do you feel with the change of season?, do you try new hobbies?, do you have a new fav movie?, is your connection with music still strong as then?, how are your new friends?, how is she with you? do you kiss a lot? i hope you do, what are you working now? do you discover something new about you? I'm not going to get involve in your life, I'm just going to read as much as you let me, so, if you give me permission...

do you let me be you long distance friend like pen pals do?

[alwaysdreamer-u]

Oc-Tober DAY 19 - INSPIRATION

I mention it, I listened to a song and got the idea in my head and im so happy it happened. This is the definition of getting inspired.

Also is funny since Dreamer (my oc and sona) is the "physical" representation of what my inspiration and imagination is, so...

↬Commissions || KO-FI ↫

No letters ver and link to the song under the cut.

They are in love!! <3

When i finally wa sable to draw characters interacting I became a lover and fan of drawing romantic shit. Im a hopless romantic if you can't tell.

So a bit of info about this two:

DREAMER

She is my sona and she is the physical representation of my creativity, inspiration and imagination.

She has evolve form a witch of creation to a some what cryptic creature that can create anything and anyone out of thin air that takes a humanoid form similar to the human she is link to (myself) in order to not scare people away.

She guards the different realms under her control (the worlds and stories i created) from being destroyed or disturbed.

She represents creation

If i could make her an animal, she would be a barn owl

CHAOS

He is the sona of my partner.

He is the bringer os chaos and usually is down to destroying everything in his path

He can create stuff too, but he can only create inanimated objects.

His favorite thing to create are weapons of any kind.

When he fisrt met Dreamer he almost killed her.

He is the other side of the coin, so he is supposed to be the ankor to Dreamer's crazy ideas.

He is very violent and loves conflict.

Can not create life or other worlds, BUT, can go to different realms and mess with them.

If he was an anymal he would be a snake.

Their suppose to be each other half, they balance each other and their differences make them stronger.

I had a story about them, is was like a journey where in order to go back to their normal lifes they neede to defeat this bad guy. In the end they ended up together loving each other very much.

If i remember correctly, Chaos was supposed to sacrifice himself to help a corrupted Dreamer or something like that...

Its being too long i cant remember any more xP

Here is the song

[mixreality]

I don't know what to post more thematic, so here are my characters! Short biography written on the go, maybe I'll change something in the future If I don't be so lazy…

In human form. One of the representatives of the race that lived on Planet 265 about 1000 years ago (by the standards of 265). Grown in a laboratory, based on the DNA of the remains found in the city of her "ancestors". Race Tse-Ra. The Tse-ra are similar to Earth people, but with white skin, white hair, and large, mostly blue eyes, and smaller in heigh. Marina is energetic, cheerful, sociable, always ready to help. From Tse-Ra, she retained the ability to literally "look into the soul" of another person, so she easily and accurately reads the emotions of others. When meeting with Wyles for the fisrt time, she felt fear, but then curiosity got the better of her. Wyles just put up with her hyperactivity. They have been together for 7 years, 3 of which have been married. Her animal appearance is more designed for "proportionality", given her and Wyles' size difference. The deer itself symbolizes purity, innocence, valor, by the way, deer are very caring mothers!

Born in a poor family, from childhood he was left to himself, at the age of 13 he got hooked on drugs. At the age of 15 he met Jack - the first and only true friend, at about the same time he stopped using drugs (magic of friendship!). As a child, he was not very verbose and didn't show any emotions, over time he became more open. After death, he showed aggression towards others, but thanks to Marina, he understood himself and became easier to look at things. The love of music remained with him even after his death. Started playing in a 5 member metal band as lead guitarist + backing vocals. Most of the time, Wyles, like others, walks in the form of a half-demon, if he is very angry, he takes on his full form. In its full form, he becomes larger, the skin is torn and only muscle tissue remains, horns grow, the body temperature reaches 400-600 degrees, the horns and stone plates on the body reaches over 1000 degrees. In this state, Wiles works "animal instinct" and he can't fully control himself.

The future son of Wyles and Marina. Michael is a typical teenager who likes to hang out with friends, eat junk food, play video games and stay up at night. Anything but studying. Has character of both parents. Like his father, he has the ability to take on a full form. Centaur-deer form came from mother, the fire ability from father. On the face and body of Michael there are age spots similar to bones, over time changing shape to a more detailed one. In the future, he wants to become a doctor, like his uncle (Wyles' older brother, he was in the past posts), in which his parents fully support him.