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Drunken Autumn Nights
Fingon x reader
A/N: Some fluff for a change instead of my usual October content. I was in the mood for lots of cozy autumn fluff this time of year. So, to start Flufftober, have some Fingon. Enjoy!
Warnings: fluff, intoxication (drunk reader), humour
Words: 2.1k
Synopsis: The best way to spend autumn nights when your beloved was free of duties, was to give him an impromptu (drunken) task.
The evening had settled with a soft breeze that rustled the vibrant leaves, painting the world in shades of burnt orange, deep red, and gold. Fingon and you had chosen the quiet seclusion of a small forest clearing, far from the demands of his duties as Crown Prince. The air was crisp, biting just enough to be refreshing, but not so cold that it chased you indoors. A perfect autumn evening, reallyâwhere the natural beauty of Arda was at its finest, and the skies had only just begun to darken with the twilight.
You had both brought a few bottles of wine along, eager to unwind after a particularly long stretch of obligations that Fingon had been forced to endure. He had been working tirelessly, and the chance to escape into nature was a rare one. So here you were, seated on a blanket in the soft grass, bottles uncorked and laughter already in the air. Fingon poured another glass, watching the liquid swirl before he handed it to you with a gentle smile, his eyes sparkling beneath his dark, braided hair.
At first, the conversation had been lightâabout the trees and how their leaves looked like flames against the sky. About Fingonâs recent duties and how he felt relief now that he could spend time away from court. But as the night grew older and the wine flowed more freely, something began to shift.
You were laughing at something Fingon had saidâsomething about how Maglor once tried to compose an entire song about leaves, and it somehow ended up being a dirge for lost love. âHeâs so dramatic,â Fingon chuckled, his smile widening as he glanced at you. âI swear, if he could write a tragic ballad about his morning tea, he would.â
But you werenât really listening anymore. Not properly, anyway. The warmth of the wine had begun to work its magic, wrapping you in a pleasant haze where everything felt a little softer, a little funnier. You leaned back, gazing up at the sky that was now peppered with stars, and took another long sip from your glass. Fingonâs voice was still in the background, but your thoughts were wandering, losing focus, drifting like the leaves that tumbled gently from the trees.
âFingon,â you said after a moment, your voice just a little too loud and slurred at the edges. âDid you knowâŠdid you know that leavesâŠthey fall because theyâre trying to run away from trees?â
He blinked and glanced over at you with a bemused smile. âRun away? Is that so?â
You nodded, as if you had just revealed some great secret of the universe. âYes. Yes, theyâre done with the whole tree business. Theyâre like, âNope. Iâm out of here.â And thenââ You made a dramatic hand gesture that sent some of the wine from your glass sloshing onto the grass. ââthey just drop, you know? JustâŠtheyâre free.â
Laughing, Fingon set his glass aside as he leaned back on his hands, watching you with clear amusement. âI had no idea you were such an expert on leaves.â
âWell, now you do,â you said, leaning forward as if to share something even more important. âAnd, and the pumpkinsâŠdo you know why we carve them?â
âIâm almost afraid to ask,â he said, trying to hold back another laugh.
âItâs to scare away the spirits of all the pies we didnât make last year,â you said with utmost seriousness. âTheyâre vengeful. Thatâs why theyâre orange. Itâs the colour of rage.â
At this point, Fingon was openly laughing with his head thrown back, the sound rich and warm in the crisp night air. You, however, were utterly lost in your own world of autumnal conspiracy. âAnd the hay bales! Oh, donât even get me started on those. TheyâreâŠtheyâre a trap for the woodland creatures. But theyâre too clever. They know. Thatâs why you never see any animals near hay bales. Only humans fall for that trick.â
With all your enthusiasm for conspiracies, Fingon had shifted closer to you, his gaze soft but still amused as he took in your increasingly incoherent ramblings. âYouâre quite the scholar tonight, arenât you?â he teased affectionately.
âOf course,â you said, finishing off your glass of wine with a flourish. âI know all the secrets of autumn.â
The wine had hit you hard by this point, your thoughts growing more tangled with every passing moment. You tried to stand up, but your legs wobbled beneath you, and before you knew it, he was at your side, his hands gently guiding you back down to the blanket. âEasy now,â he murmured, his laughter still lingering on his lips. âI donât think youâre in any state to be walking around.â
You pouted and rested your head against his shoulder as your body felt heavy and warm. âBut I wanted to dance with the ghosts,â you muttered, your words slurring together.
Fingon raised an eyebrow. âDance with the ghosts?â
âTheyâre here. Watching us. WaitingâŠâ You waved your hand dramatically at the trees, your voice taking on a ghostly tone. âOoooooooh, they want to join our fun.â
Wrapping an arm around your shoulders to steady you, he chuckled at your statement. âI think youâve had enough wine for tonight.â
You frowned. âBut what about the spirits? You canât just ignore them, Finno. Thatâs how they get you.â
âIâll make sure to keep an eye out for them,â he promised as humour danced in his eyes. âNo spirits are getting to you while Iâm around.â
As if weighing the sincerity of his words, you squinted up at him. After a moment, you seemed satisfied and leaned further into him with a contented sigh. âGood. Because Iâd hate to be taken by a ghost during the best part of autumn.â
Fingon smiled down at you, brushing a stray lock of hair away from your face. âOf course. I wouldnât let that happen.â Watching as you settled back onto the grass, your thoughts drifting along with the gentle flow of the brook. The night was growing cooler now, but the warmth of the flask still lingered in your veins, keeping you comfortable as you continued to mumble incoherently about leaves, stars, and whatever else your mind latched onto.
Fingon shifted slightly, pulling his cloak around himself as he kept an eye on you, making sure you didnât attempt any more dangerous feats. He had grown accustomed to your antics over the years, and while he knew heâd likely have to deal with the aftermath of your intoxicated state in the morning, for now, he was content to enjoy the absurdity of it all.
âYou know what else is spooky?â you muttered with your eyes half closed as you lay on the grass, your voice a little more sluggish now as the effects of the alcohol weighed down your limbs.
âWhat else is spooky?â Fingon asked, clearly humouring you as he shifted to sit more comfortably against the tree, his gaze still trained on you with a mix of amusement and fondness.
âThe moon,â you mumbled, as if you had just revealed some great cosmic secret. âItâs always watching. But not likeâŠthe stars. The stars are nice. The moon isâŠsuspicious.â
âSuspicious, you say? And why is that?â he chocked as he attempted to bit back a laugh bubbling in his throat.
You struggled to sit up again, your movements clumsy and uncoordinated as you pointed a wobbly finger at the sky. âIt just hangs there, all big and bright, but it never says anything. Always justâŠlurking.â
âLurking,â he repeated, nodding solemnly, though his lips were twitching with barely concealed laughter. âI see.â
You waved your arms dramatically, nearly losing your balance as you did so. âExactly! One dayâŠone day itâs going to do something. Iâm telling you. We need to keep an eye on it.â
Before you could topple over completely, he reached out to steady gently. âIâll be sure to keep watch,â he said, his voice gentle and amused.
Satisfied that he had taken your warning seriously, you gave a drunken grin. âGood. Someone has to. You never know when the moon might make its move.â
With a soft sigh, you finally allowed yourself to flop back onto the grass, your body sinking into the cool earth as the last remnants of daylight faded away, leaving the sky a deep, velvety blue. Fingon watched you for a moment, the smile still playing on his lips as he pulled his cloak tighter around himself to ward off the growing chill.
Despite your increasingly ridiculous ramblings, there was something endearing about seeing you so carefree, so lost in your own drunken thoughts. He rarely saw you this unguarded, and though youâd surely regret the amount of alcohol youâd consumed come morning, for now, he was content to enjoy the peaceful, if slightly absurd, moment.
You turned your head to look at him again, blinking slowly as if it took a great effort to focus. âYouâre my favourite person, you know that?â you slurred, a lazy grin spreading across your face. âAlways looking out for meâŠand listening to my nonsense.â
Fingon chuckled softly, shaking his head. âI wouldnât say itâs nonsense. Itâs certainlyâŠcreative.â
âIâm a genius,â you declared, raising a finger as if to emphasise your point. âA visionary. No one understands the moon like I do.â
Fingon raised an eyebrow, smiling. âA visionary, are you? Perhaps you should write a treatise on the subject.â
You gasped, as if the idea had never occurred to you before. âYes! Iâll write a book. âThe Suspicious Moon and Other Spooky Things.â Itâll be a bestseller.â
âI have no doubt it will be,â Fingon said with a grin, unable to suppress the warmth that bubbled up in his chest at the sight of you, so thoroughly convinced of your own brilliance in this inebriated state.
The night deepened around you both, the woods growing quieter as the last of the birds settled for sleep, and the soft rustle of leaves in the breeze was the only sound that accompanied the gentle trickle of the brook. Fingon leaned his head back against the tree, his gaze fixed on the sky where the stars now sparkled in full force, the moon casting a silvery glow over the landscape.
Beside him, you had fallen into a more subdued state, your drunken ramblings slowing as your body grew heavier with exhaustion. Fingon could tell you were nearing the point of falling asleep where you lay, and as much as he enjoyed the peacefulness of the evening, he knew it wouldnât be wise to let you sleep out here in the open.
âYou know,â he said after a moment, his voice low but gentle, âit might be time to head back. The moon may be suspicious, but itâs getting cold.â
You groaned in response, rolling over onto your stomach with a grumble. âDonât wanna move.â
Fingon sighed softly, though his tone remained patient. âIf you stay out here, youâll be regretting it in the morning even more than you already will.â
With a great deal of effort, you pushed yourself halfway up, your head spinning as you tried to find your balance. Fingon was quick to help, wrapping an arm around your waist to steady you as you swayed on your feet. As much as he knew youâd be feeling the effects of your little adventure in the morning, for now, there was a quiet contentment that settled over him, a rare sense of peace that came from knowing you were both safe, happy, andâfor the moment at leastâfree from the worries of the world.
âLetâs get you home,â he murmured softly, his voice barely audible over the rustle of the trees. The night air was cool, but not unpleasant, and as the two of you walked together beneath the watchful gaze of the âsuspiciousâ moon, Fingon couldnât help but smile.
Despite the silliness of the evening, despite your nonsensical ramblings about leaf spirits and conspiratorial celestial bodies, there was something undeniably perfect about the moment. It was a brief respite from the weight of responsibility, a chance to simply enjoy each otherâs company without the pressures of duty or the looming shadow of the future.
And for Fingon, that was more than enough.
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Fingon, would you teach me how to shoot a bow? What? No Iâm not asking for an excuse for close physical contact (though I wouldnât say no to a more hands-on demonstration), youâre the one with the crush, shut up!
Chuckling with a mischievous glint in his eyeâclearly enjoying the playful banter. âAlright, Iâll teach you,â he said, handing you a bow. âBut if youâre looking for excuses to get close, I might just take you up on that offer.â
#âĄ{sweet.hugs} ~ {fingon}#fingon imagine#fingon x you#fingon x y/n#fingon#house of fingolfin#silm imagines#middle earth imagine
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A matter of the utmost urgency
Pairing: Fingon x FĂ«anor (Pride and Prejudice AU)
Others: Anairë and Fingolfin
Themes: Angst-ish
Warnings: Same as above
Word count: 1.3K words
Summary: FĂ«anor calls on Fingon to question him about rumours surrounding him and FĂ«anorâs nephew, Maedhros.
A/n: This Pride and Prejudice! Russingon fic was inspired by this post and this ask. I drew a lot of inspiration from chapter fifty six of the book in order to set the scene, but I hope you all enjoy reading it.
His Lordship entered the study with an air that was more than usually ungracious and greeted Fingonâs warm welcome with a curt tilt of the head. Lord FĂ«anor sat down without even being invited and declared, âThe rest of your family, I suppose.â
The others, though amazed, were still flattered by having such an important guest and received him with the utmost politeness and civility.
âYes, my lord,â Lady AnairĂ« replied. âMy daughter is lately married, and my second son is about the grounds, walking with a young lady who has accepted his proposal and will be a part of our family by Michaelmas.â
A brief silence followed. Lord FĂ«anor turned to Fingon and said, very stiffly, âYou have a small garden here.â
âIndeed, sir, it is nothing compared to the gardens of Formenos, but we are pleased with it all the same.â
âWould you like some tea, my lord?â Lord Fingolfin offers, hesitates. He considers the time. âOr something a little stronger, perhaps?â
âCertainly not.â Lord FĂ«anor rises with a start. The rest stands up with him. âI wish to speak to Lord Fingon alone. It is a matter of the utmost urgency.â
âI see.â Lord Fingolfin looks to his oldest, then the others, utterly bewildered. âPerhaps, my son, you could take his Lordship on a turn about the gardens and show him the different walks. It is still quite fine out.â
Fingon obeyed, and attended his guest outside. Lord FĂ«anorâs carriage stood by the door, elaborately carved and gilded, and crusted with jewels. Some had gone on to whisper that Lord FĂ«anor crafted it all himself. Fingon did not doubt them.
They continued in silence along a gravel path that led to a little maze. Fingon was determined to make no effort to start a conversation with a man who proved to be even more insolent and disagreeable than before.
As soon as they entered a path lined with plump yew shrubs, Lord FĂ«anor said, âYou can be at no loss, Lord Fingon, as to why I am here.â
âIndeed, you are mistaken, my lord,â Fingon demurred mildly. âI cannot account for the reason for such an honor.â
âLord Fingon,â Lord FĂ«anor countered in an angry tone. âI must warn you, I am not to be trifled with. However dishonest you choose to be, I shall not be so. A report of the most alarming nature reached my ears three days ago that not only has your brother secured for himself a most advantageous marriage, but you, Lord Fingon, intend to be united with my nephew, Lord Maedhros. Naturally, I did not wish to disturb him with news of such a scandalous falsehood, so I resolved to journey here and make my sentiments known to you.â
Fingon stared in amazement. âIf you believe such a report to be a falsehood, then why did your lordship trouble yourself by traveling this far?â
âTo hear it contradicted by your own lips.â
âSurely your lordship understands that by coming here to see me and my kin,â Fingon replied coolly, âyou will only give great credence to such a report, if indeed it ever existed.â
âIf?â Lord FĂ«anor replied, coloring with great disdain. âDo you claim to be ignorant of it then?â
âI have never even heard of such a thing,â Fingon returned truthfully.
âThen Lord Maedhros has made no offer of marriage to you?â
âYour lordship has declared it to be a scandalous falsehood.â
âIt ought to be so; it must be so, but do not take me for a fool, Lord Fingon. I know those like you and your upstart pretensions. With any art, with any allurement, you may still attempt draw him in and make him forget his duty toward his family.â   Â
Fingon flushed in anger, and said, âIf I have indeed attempted to draw him in, I would be the last person to admit to such an act.âÂ
âFoolish, selfish boy!â Lord FĂ«anor stammered in disbelief. âLet me make myself plain. This engagement that you desire for yourself can never take place. My nephew has already been promised to another. Now what do you have to say?â
âOnly this,â Fingon said. âIf your nephew is indeed promised to another, your lordship need not worry about him making such an offer to me.â Â
Lord FĂ«anor went silent for a moment, somewhat appeased.
âThis engagement is of a most peculiar kind,â he began anew, "and has been planned since Maedhrosâ infancy. It was the sincerest wish of the ladyâs family, as well as his. And now, just as all of our wishes are to be accomplished to their fullest, just as we await news of a true and lasting attachment, are they to be prevented by a young lord of inferior birth? Have you no regard for the wishes of his kin? Have you no sense of propriety? Have you not heard, from my own lips, the tacit nature of his engagement?â
âIndeed, my lord, but what is all of that to me?â replied Fingon. âYou and the ladyâs father may have wished for such a marriage, but the completion of such a dream was wholly dependent on the actions of others. If Lord Maedhros is neither by honor nor by oath bound to the lady, what stops him from making another choice? And if I am indeed his choice, why should I stop myself from accepting him?â
âWhy?â Lord FĂ«anor cried with energy. âBecause of honor and decorum forbid it, that is why. His family and those connected to him will not welcome you, nor shall we even mention your name. Such an alliance will be a disgrace to us all."
âThese are grave hardships indeed.â Fingon found himself growing angrier by the moment. Yet, with the utmost composure, he added, âBut they would be short-lived, I am sure. Any spouse of Lord Maedhros will have so much happiness, on the whole, to fill them that they will find no cause to repine.â
âHeadstrong, unfeeling boy!" Lord FĂ«anor raged, "Tell me once again, are you engaged to my nephew?â
As much as Fingon was not obliged to reply, he said thus: âI am not.â
Lord FĂ«anor, relieved, went on to ask, âAnd will you swear to never enter into such an engagement should my nephew make you an offer of marriage?â
"I shall not and will never agree to such a request," Fingon replied with resolve.
Lord FĂ«anor purpled. "I have heard enough, Lord Fingon. Now, hear me in silence. Do you think I am ignorant of your lack of fortune?" He accused. "Or that I am ignorant of the scandalous particulars of your sister's infamous elopement and the hasty marriage that was only achieved at the expense of your uncle? Is such a girl to call herself my nephew's sister? And her husband, a lowly soldier no less. Is he to call himself my nephew's brother? Heaven and earth, are the shades of Tirion to be thus polluted?"
"You have, my lord, insulted me and mine in every possible way," Fingon retorted angrily. "And now must have nothing further to say. I insist upon returning to the house."
Lord FĂ«anor was still furious. "And this is your resolution, then? Very well. I know what must be done. Do not think me so easily defeated, Lord Fingon."
He continued to speak thusly, and Fingon made no further attempt to answer. When they reached the carriage, Lord FĂ«anor stopped by the door and said, "I had hoped to find you amenable to reason, Lord Fingon, and I am most disappointed to see that you are not. I shall not take my leave of you, nor shall I leave you and your kin my compliments. You are unworthy of such attention."
Fingon did not reply. He quietly walked into the house and went straight to his own chambers, ignorant of the curious looks of his family.
#russingon#maedhros#maitimo#fingon#Fïżœïżœanor#FĂ«anor imagine#maedhros imagine#fingon imagine#pride and prejudice#pride and prejudice AU
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The nationâs best boy!!! đ„°đ„°đ„°đ„°đ„° Iâll fall in love with him all over again âșïžâșïž
Fingon SFW Alphabet
A/N: i've been fretting over this for some time, so glad it's finally done. i love him sm and yet it's weirdly hard to put that love into words sometimes :/
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
His love languages are physical touch and quality time. Absolutely no problem with PDA, though he tones it down in more formal settings. Not afraid to show affection in front of his friends/family and at least always has an arm around you.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
This man has no trouble starting conversations and heâs probably one of those people who know at least one person wherever they go. Heâs an incredibly supportive best friend and always has your back. Likes to give unsolicited advice but not with bad intentions.
The kind of extrovert who has unintentionally adopted dozens of introverts. He just makes it easy to get comfortable, even if youâre not a big talker.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
You know he loves cuddles and will never turn them down. Itâs one of his favourite ways to unwind after a stressful day â just trap you in his arms and turn his head off.
Normally prefers to be the big spoon, but when heâs feeling down, he will sometimes ask you to switch places.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Definitely wants to settle down eventually but isnât in a rush to do so. As long as you regularly spend time together, he can wait until youâre ready. 10/10 cook, probably better at it than you.
You might have to occasionally kick his ass when it comes to tidying things up, but he wonât make a fuss about it.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Would try to be as empathetic as possible about it. He would prefer it if the two of you could still stay on good terms afterwards, completely cutting off ties would be his absolute last resort.
Even if you somehow came to resent him (good luck with that), heâs almost chronically unable of bearing long-term grudges.
F = Fiance(e)Â (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Oh, he would love to get married one day, but just like with settling down, he isnât necessarily in a rush. Since heâs very expressive with his feelings, heâd love a big, fancy celebration. He wants everyone to see how much the two of you love each other and how lucky he is to have you.
Will definitely cry at some point during the ceremony.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
He can be incredibly gentle and tender when he wants to and has no problems with being open about his feelings for you. Youâll never be left wondering how he feels about you. Whether you need a kiss, a hug or simply some warm words â heâs got you.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
He lives for hugs. Might be a bit clingy at times but you can never stay annoyed for too long at his enthusiasm. His hugs are always strong and comforting, his aim to make you feel safe and protected with him.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Thereâs a high chance heâll be the first one to say it. Heâs not one to overthink his feelings and one day heâll just have this sudden epiphany about how much you truly mean to him and how he canât imagine his life without you anymore. From there on, itâs only a matter of waiting for the right moment with just the two of you to spill the beans.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when theyâre jealous?)
It would take a lot to make him seriously jealous and so far, you havenât seen that side of him. Most of his jealousy is playful and exaggerated and clearly meant as a joke â deep down, he has unconditional trust in you.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
He gives a lot of playful kisses, probably preceded by a corny joke or compliment. Overall, pretty sweet kisser. Other than your lips, he likes to randomly pull you in to give you a quick kiss to the temples or forehead.
Adores when the two of you are cuddling and you pepper little kisses all along his throat and jaw.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Due to his open and cheerful nature, children flock to him, and he will gladly entertain them for hours, singing silly childrenâs songs with them or telling them stories he came up with on the spot.
10/10 big brother, older cousin or father.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Annoyingly cheerful in the morning, even during busy/stressful times. Youâve whacked him across the head with a pillow in annoyance on more than one occasion.
How can he be this chipper when he got less sleep than you? Only Eru knows.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
He always tries to go to sleep at the same time as you (unless heâs horrendously busy) so the two of you can cosy up under the blankets and chat a little/get caught up before nodding off.
The first time you ever saw him without his golden braids was when you slept over at his house for the first time. He had made a little show out of loosening his hair, as if you were suddenly seeing a vulnerable new side of him and itâs still something the two of you occasionally joke about.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Heâs an open book and has no trouble revealing things about himself, no matter how personal/intimate. Seriously. If you ask, you better be prepared for a detailed answer. Donât say he didnât warn you.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Heâs not necessarily easily angered, but he can be very rash and prone to act first and think later. Sometimes you need to be his voice of reason and reign him in a little.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Heâs got everything youâve ever told him memorised. Whenever you mention something new, he immediately files it away in a secure location within his mind. While his memory is naturally sharp due to being an Elf, he still likes to brag about how well he knows you, sometimes.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
The day you confessed your feelings to each other is one of his most cherished memories. Looking back on it now with the knowledge of what that nerve-wracking yet wonderful moment led to, is enough to make him sentimental.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
He secretly really likes playing knight in shining armour, but he knows that itâs often not warranted. Youâre your own person and he will usually trust your judgement when it comes to how comfortable/safe you feel in othersâ presences.
Not just willing to protect you from others but also from yourself. Heâs the master of peptalks and will not stand for you talking negatively about yourself. Not on his watch, forget it.
You donât ever need to protect him physically, heâs more than capable of that himself. He will, however, not hesitate to lean on you for emotional support. You donât need to be good at it, for him itâs mostly the thought that counts â feeling like he can be vulnerable with you is enough.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
He puts as much effort as possible into everything that concerns you. Youâre the most important person in his life and he wants you to feel it every day.
He expects the same effort in return, please donât disappoint him.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
He can be overly talkative and not realise when heâs taken over the entire conversation.
Might get a bit annoyed at you if you take too much time to think things over â sometimes forgets that not everyoneâs as spontaneous as he is.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
He takes great pride in the way he braids his hair and is very meticulous about it. Youâre the only other person he trusts to do it right and teaching you how to do his preferred styles has been an unexpectedly strong bonding experience.
As for clothes, he certainly makes an effort to always look his best, but he prefers when the main thing that stands out about his appearance is his hair.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
While he can appear kind of clingy at times, he isnât irrational about it or has abandonment issues. Itâs mostly just him pretending to be overdramatic in hopes of getting a laugh out of you. He has more than enough confidence in himself, no need to worry about him.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
As mentioned above, he excels at cooking. Even if youâre not good at it, he will still gladly do it together with you and is always happy to teach you some things.
One of your first dates was probably him inviting you over to cook your favourite meal together and have an intimate dinner.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldnât like, either in general or in a partner?)
He doesnât like mean-spirited jokes at the expense of others, all of his bickering and bantering is done good-naturedly.
In the same vein, he has zero tolerance for bullies of any kind and will shut that shit down as soon as he gets wind of it.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Heâs a very light sleeper, much to his dismay, and quite prone to restless sleep as soon as he gets a little stressed. He never means to hog the blanket, but heâs very active in his sleep which kind of makes it wander around the bed, so you might end up unlucky at times.
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hey friends, happy pride month and beginning of the summer âšđ€Č
update! to celebrate pride and my upcoming birthday iâll have a 30% discount for my commissions till the end of june, you can find all information here!
#silmarillion#silm art#tolkien#russingon#maedhros#fingon#hi itâs me drawing maedhros again#fanart#art#ilaneya#okay but imagine maitimo and findekano dancing on some festival in tirion#and iâm back with my noldor and stained glass agenda#commissions open
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Itâs just that Fingonâs like that stereotypical son who calls his mum and walks old ladies across the street, mows the lawn for his neighbours, brings home nice, pretty girls who want to be kindergarten teachers or something and is really passionate about some niche compassionate topic like children in povertyâs access to multiple sclerosis treatment and who everyone says is âsuch a nice boyâ but then he goes and dates the eldest kid of Mr. Stay Away From My Boys, Son, a flaming ginger who most people havenât heard speak. And this is hilarious.
#Aredhel was too wayward and Turgon was too autistic and argon was too impetuous but fingon was all golden boy so this blew everyoneâs minds#Imagine feanor being so opposed until he realises everyone else thinks Maedhros isnât good enough for finno and then pushing it so hard#Ugh anywa Iâm just ranting#But the way they fit into the Torino social structure is important to me#Because Fingolfinâs family was#like#for the people#And feanor was this aloof untouchable presence who wasnât there half the time#Also his sons are intimidating and scarily pale#Except for the one who always blushes? Anyway#The fanfiction thoughts are circling again time for a fic about russingon set from literally everyoneâs perspective but theirs#God Alexis stop tagging#silm#silmarillion#the silmarillion#the silm fandom#silm fandom#the silm#tolkien#silm shitpost#maedhros#fingon#Russingon#silm veryshitpost#maitimo#maitimo nelyafinwe#findekano#Russandol#Tw rant
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the idea of the peredhel twins having heightened senses due to their maia blood is one of the concepts ive seen floating around that i really like, so here's my take on it combined with the feanorians (+ fingon) lingering about as houseless spirits that i explored some time ago in an old inktober post đ
houseless spirits see all, but they can't interact with the world around them so i suppose that makes for quite a static existence...but compared to an oathbound eternity in Mandos (sans Fingon??), i like to imagine they'll stay a little longer to watch over those left behind, just to make sure they're doing alright đđ»
some more lighthearted bonuses cuz why not:
#silmarillion#maedhros#maglor#kidnap fam#elrond#elros#silmarillion comic#itd be pretty freaky to see injured ghost dudes lurking around but honestly i think after sirion its just another monday to the the twins#maglor has an inkling of whats going on but maedhros shrugs it off as kids having overactive imaginations#fingons here to mourn over maedhros' decline but also to make sure turgons great grandkids are doing aite#i despise colouring đđ#peredhel twins#sons of feanor#celegorm#caranthir#curufin#fingon#ambarussa#amrod#amras#mnm's dysfunctional family#noldor#amon ereb#silm#the silmarillion#the silmarillion fanart#elves#sakasakart#silm art#ghosts
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Gil-galad the last Elven High King
And a close up
"Gil-galad was an Elven king
Of him the harper sadly sing
The last whose realm was fair and free
Between the Mountains and the Sea."
- from" The Fall of Gil-galad
Here is the line art of my next Elven Lord in Armor.
Here is the link to Elrond of that serie!
I wanted to give Gil- galad the look of a tragic hero. He is the last of a long ruling line and he is a pillar for the Elven in the second age.
And I wanted to make him look as nice as possible. Like a good boy.
I also made him look very youthful for a better effect I imagine that he is painted like that:
" a youthful hero who defeated sauron."
I know sauron wasn't really defeated and gil-galad didn't do it alone.
For colors I'm conflicted I would love a golden-autumn theme for him but he is not described like that. More for maedhros then
Soo I'm trying to go for a white-gold look with maybe burnt orange here and there.
Sneaking in the autumn.
As for Hair color. I really love brunett Gil-galad. It fits my image of him the most.
And his weapon Aeglos
I don't think I did this spear justice but I try to go for a brilliant white silver blade to white gold at the end.
I love the description from the game: "Shadow of war"
Gil-galad wields a well made Spear
The orcs will fear my point of Ice
When he sees me in Fear of Death
He will know my Name
Aeglos
Well hope you guys like my Gil-galad â€ïž
#gil galad#silmarillion#tolkien#lotr#high king of the noldor#noldor#traditional art#silm art#coloring will take a while!#I'm thinking of doing more line art first#next is tuor with hopefully the most fancy helmet i ever drew#btw i imagine Fingon to give a similar energy like Gil-galad#but more sharper like a good boy but the good boy is a Doberman#here is a reminder that im still open for request or drawing from headcanons#its free and i love to draw for the fandom
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cousin bonding time (I like to imagine that Maedhros is the one who tied baby Finrod's hair!)
sorry for being suddenly inactive here lately, Things Happened and I haven't really had the time to sit down and draw until this week ;-; hope this little sketch can make up for it!
#maedhros#fingon#finrod#why is fingon wearing a blanket on a (presumably) hot day i don't know i have no idea i just felt the urge to draw him with a blanket#addition headcanon is that little finrod isn't the best at braiding hair but he's trying as hard as he can!#maybe fingon's gold ribbons are just giving him a hard time#i know they probably didn't go to the beach for yearly family reunions but shh let me have my headcanons#I love imagining all the mundane experiences these cousins had during their childhood#even with the complicated family dynamics#and how it would feel. years later. when they have to be warriors and generals and strategists and kings.#remembering a simpler time when they could enjoy each others company without thinking about like. politics and the ramifications#of their actions and alliances#anyway#i just finished reading the silmarillion can you tell#clarisse doodles#tolkien#the silmarillion#sketch#elves
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hmm Fingon as the embodiment of hope in the Silmarillion and Maedhros as the embodiment of despair. something about how the only time Maedhros did dare to hope â when putting the Union together â it resulted in Fingonâs death and large-scale catastrophe, the death of hope in Beleriand. something about how Fingon goes to his (fiery!) death still filled with optimism â utĂșlie'n aurĂ«! â and Maedhros goes to his (very fiery!) death with only desolation. something about how Maedhros begs for death on Thangorodrim, but is rescued by the combined efforts of Fingon and an Eagle â the literal embodiment of eucatastrophe, hope unfounded, the thing with feathers â and, in the end, chooses death anyway. something about how, if the silm were not a tragedy, hope would have outlived despair, but instead it is beaten into the dust of the Anfauglith and the banners trod into the mire of its blood. idk is this anything.
#it had better be because itâs going into two separate fics#I feel like this is either a very obvious thing that the fandom has already dissected in great detail#or just the most ridiculous stretch imaginable#silmarillion#meta#fingon#maedhros#my meta
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House of Fingolfin | Being In An Arranged Marriage With Them
A/N: This takes place in Valinor, in a noâdarkening verse and arranged marriages are common traditions among the elves. By now, I'm considering this an AU within the Silm verse with all the ideas thatâs been swimming in my mind after writing each headcanon (ïŸâăźâ)ïŸ*:ïŸâ§
Warnings: feelings of neglect and loneliness, resentment, disputes, there is some comfort, angst because it's an arranged marriage
Arranged Marriage AU: Arafinweans ver. | Feanorians ver.
â . àŁȘ Ë àż Fingolfin
Fingolfin strongly resents being told what to do. However, if complying benefits his family and upholds his royal status as an exemplar for princes, he will reluctantly follow through. In this context, he would have no significant objections to an arranged marriage.
He genuinely believes in his fatherâs good intentions and considers his motherâs agreement as final. Fingolfin would attentively attend the meeting, listening to the criteria and rationale for the arrangement while occasionally glancing at your disheartened expression.
Initially, he might struggle to comprehend why you donât view the situation as a winâwin, given that youâre marrying a prince and about to enjoy a luxurious lifestyle. The notion of being forced into this or having a lover only dawns on Fingolfin when his younger brother or a friend brings it up.
Heâs determined to make the relationship work and hopes you wonât be confrontational or resist connecting with each other. Your reluctance to make things work is a source of frustration for him, but his pride prevents him from complaining to others.
But it is important to keep in mind that as much as heâs fighting you to make this work, he is respectful of your boundaries and personal space.
âI may have been slow to realise your reservations about the arrangement, but may I ask that you at least attempt not to distance yourself when all I want is for this to go smoothly? Yes, we will be married soon, but Iâm not suggesting a romantic involvement, just a basic level of cooperation to ease the tension, please.â
Heâs eager to make the arrangement a success because he sees it as essential for his role as a prince and a way to outshine his older brother. In Fingolfinâs perspective, this is a competition, albeit unfortunate for you.
You must assert that for this relationship to work, it shouldnât be a platform for competition or jealousy, but rather something mutually beneficial and meaningful. You seek a partner you can rely on and trust, while he desires a confidant.
Despite the challenges, you enjoy a royal lifestyle with extravagant parties, balls, and dinners, access to the finest materials and food, a luxurious house designed to your liking, and any other desired indulgence. Fingolfin explicitly mentions that the house was created with your preferences in mind in hopes of ensuring some form of comfort is achieved.
An added benefit of the relationship is Fingolfinâs trust in your abilities as a mediator and leader. As a means to enhance communication, he gradually opens up and seeks your advice in the hopes of strengthening the arrangement.
â . àŁȘ Ë àż Fingon
Initially, when the news was broken to him, Fingon found it all rather amusing. He doubled over and laughed in his fatherâs face, thinking it was some kind of joke. It took a while for the seriousness of the situation to sink in, and he soon realised that this was no laughing matter. Fingon is a freeâspirited individual who believes in choosing when to marry, not never for political reasons, as was the case in this instance.
When youâre in the room, Fingon prefers to keep his anger in check and maintain a pleasant demeanour, as he doesnât want to frighten you. Heâs well aware that you had no say in this decision, and his father is the only one he has an issue with.
The sorrowful look on his face when he meets your eyes is heartâwrenching, as both of you are victims of politics. Despite the circumstances, he does his best to shield you from the harsh reality and maintain the illusion of a simple friendship.
Among all his siblings and his father, Fingon is undoubtedly the most agreeable elf to be married to. Despite his inner turmoil and his fatherâs constant pressure to make the relationship work, he remains cheerful and amiable in your company, ensuring your comfort throughout the entire engagement.
However, in the early days of the marriage, he was the complete opposite of his usual self, largely due to your reserved nature. He was distant and mostly silent as he grappled with controlling his temper, trying to figure out how to make the relationship work.
If heâs going to be your husband against his will, heâs determined to be the best one you could hope for. Do you require your space? You got it. Do you not wish to see or speak to him? Heâll respect it. Do you want him to stop pretending that everythingâs perfect? Youâll get that as well, although it may not be what you expect.
âYou might be expecting me to shout, scream, or completely ignore you. I couldnât bring myself to do any of that, though, as itâs not how my mother raised me to behave when Iâm dissatisfied... I understand that you see through the façade I put up; itâs mostly to get my father off my back. But itâs not an act when Iâm around you.â
Count on Fingon to make your forced marriage bearable and tolerable. He alleviates the typical anxiety associated with arranged marriages by filling it with unconditional love, support, appreciation, and trust. He never lets the burden fall on you and always stands by your side, ready to defend you.
One thing he wonât tolerate is anyone belittling your role as his spouse, whether itâs from your family or his. He respects your choices and ensures that youâre comfortable before engaging in anything personal.
Fingon never rushes you into anything uncomfortable and allows you to make decisions, trusting your judgment and revealing his vulnerability. He sees this as a hopeful approach to overcoming the arranged marriage label that hangs over your heads.
â . àŁȘ Ë àż Turgon
Even if it were his father delivering the news that an arranged marriage was necessary to uphold the family name, Turgon was on the verge of overturning a table and vanishing before his father could reveal your name. However, Turgon knew he wouldnât get far before being compelled to return home and address the situation.
It was the gloomiest atmosphere in recent memory when he was in the room, glaring at your presence as you entered with your family. The whole ordeal made him feel nauseous, especially when he observed how supportive his mother was in the matter.
Turgon didnât speak or acknowledge your existence. If you were residing in your preexisting home, you both slept in separate quarters. He even made an effort to become familiar with your schedule to ensure you didnât cross paths because he wanted to avoid giving the impression of any interest in making things work.
It felt like living alone with a brooding spectre who constantly muttered under his breath as though he was casting a spell. He was quick to anger and often directed his frustration at everyone around him, not just his and your parents. Congratulations, you were arranged to someone who unjustly blamed you.
Like his cousins, you had to assert yourself and demand respect, forcing your voice above his constant grumbling.
âListen, Iâll make this clear just once, so donât make me repeat myself. Stop blaming me and direct your frustrations at my parents and yours. Weâre in this together whether we like it or notâso accept it and put an end to the complaining, just like I did. Weâre going to make this workâwe donât have to share a bed or be best friends, but we should find common ground and understanding. I wonât accept ânoâ as an answer, as itâs proven to be pointless, so stop whining and work with me!â
You earned his respect because no one had the audacity to confront him like that without fearing his explosive anger. From that day on, there was a subtle change in the household routine, like not avoiding your schedules and sharing the same space (excluding the bedroom).
Any attempts at conversation were initiated by you, and you had to strain your ears to catch his mumbled responses. When it came to public appearances, he was as stiff as a board and communicated sparingly.
However, it was his instinct to defend you and his family if anyone made disrespectful comments about your situation. That was something for him and you to contemplate, not for others to meddle in, so someone would be put in their place. That night, you saw the most emotion from him apart from his temper.
An incident like that brought you both a step closer to displaying your emotions and feelings, particularly your protectiveness toward him. As simple as it may seem, he wanted to know about your day and if anyone insulted you when you were out. It was a step in the growth of your relationship.
â . àŁȘ Ë àż Argon
Argon is fucking bewildered and struggling to comprehend the situation because heâs still a young individual being informed of an arranged marriage he never wanted. He responds with profanity and loud protests until his father intervenes to calm him down.
He despises every moment of it, particularly when he recalls how his cousins and brothers were subjected to the same process. He canât believe heâs in the same situation despite his strong desire to find love on his own. Even if you were present in the room, his anger blinds him to your concern.
For days to weeks, you two may not exchange words, with occasional glances and stares being the only form of communication. Even after the marriage, he only engages in minimal conversation, ensuring your wellâbeing and comfort in the shared space, though his tone is often filled with bitterness.
Initially, your marriage feels like cohabitating with a mere housemate, as your interactions are limited to household chores. Meaningful conversations based on your interests are virtually nonâexistent. It would take significant time and effort before either of you musters the courage to address the awkward silence in the house, ideally during breakfast.
âMay I speak? No, itâs not about breakfast; itâs about us. Weâve been living like roommates for months, hardly even acquaintances. All we do together is eat and do chores. I know youâre still upset about this arrangementâso am Iâbut Iâd appreciate it if we could replace this white noise with something resembling friendship. Weâre already living together, so weâre past the stage of being strangers.â
Argon is genuinely sorry to discover that you desire more meaningful interactions rather than distance, which he had assumed. Your first breakthrough occurs when you jest about his misinterpretation of your gestures, breaking the awkward silence with a touch of Argonâs playful nature.
Following in the footsteps of his eldest brother, he emulates his gestures in the hopes of fostering a deeper connection. Although his emotions make him eager and impulsive, he doesnât want you to bear the blame for his dissatisfaction.
Eventually, a level of vulnerability emerges in your discussions, allowing both of you to overcome this significant turning point in your lives. More joy and laughter infuse the household as you both express your opinions, views on the situation, and expectations for the future. Given his youth and the wealth of advice heâs received on arranged marriages, he engages in meaningful conversations to ensure you share the same expectations.
He has no intention of subjecting you to the mistreatment that others might inflict on their spouses, placing trust in you and expecting the same in return. For the majority of your marriage, despite lingering awkwardness, you manage to build a friendship with someone who is open and respectful.
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Y/N was quarreling to Fingon about how her last chunk of double fudge brownie cake was gone after she saved it to eat at night as a late night snack. However, she noticed the entire time, Fingon was quiet, too quiet, as he avoided her eyes and sheepishly grinned the entire time.
âFinno, you didn't happen to eat the last of my cake, did you?â
Eyes darting around the place, looking everywhere but you, he gulped and offered a sheepish smile. âWhat? I havenât the faintest idea of the accusations you make. I didnât eat anything. Iâm innocent,â he murmured, still not meeting your eyes while making the effort to move further away from you. âBut if it pleases you, I can bake you anotherâŠâ
#âĄ{sweet.hugs} ~ {fingon}#fingon imagine#fingon x you#fingon x y/n#fingon#findekano#house of fingolfin#nolofinweans#silm imagines#middle earth imagine
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(sometime during Fingon's reign)
Maedhros: Finno, darling, are you alright?
Maedhros: I've just seen you using regular ink to sign decrees, instead of your fauvourite, fancy, pink, glitter one
Maedhros: I got worried.
#the silmarillion#silm incorrect quotes#russingon#russingon incorrect quotes#fingon#maedhros#high king fingon#incorrect silmarillion quotes#how do they even have glitter?idk#okay actually I have a headcanon#which is that curufin invented glitter so celebrimbor could have shimmering birthday hat#tiny birthday hats everyone#these r so cute#imagine 5 years old celebrimbor in one#he would look so cute#anyway back to fingon#I definitely see him as the kind of person who signs up legal documents with glittery gel pens
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Teenage Fingon and Maedhros!
I came up with a whole story (practically an entire fic idea lol đ
) for this illustration. It takes place during an extended family vacation in some snowy mountaintops in Aman, (can you imagine not Only the shenanigans the extended finwean family would get up to but also the drama involved with having everyone basically camping under one log cabin roof LMAO), and Fingon, who absolutely idolizes his older cousin Mae, finally musters up the courage to, while on a skiing adventure just the two of them, to come out as trans and Maedhros is just like: *vibrates with excitement* "this is the best news ever i'm gonna teach you everything I know about being a dude" and henceforth the two were inseparable buddies đ„č
I imagine Mae as the first person that Fingon feels comfortable coming out to in this fic idea... and Mae's immediate and enthusiastic encouragement and acceptance is at least partly why Fingon remains his loyal friend for the remainder of their days :')
#tolkien fanart#lotr#lord of the rings#lotr fanart#silm fanart#the silmarillion#silmarillion#fingon#maedhros#my art#admittedly i don't always imagine fingon as trans but in This fic/story/art idea he is :)#i would say at least half the time I think i headcanon him as trans?? depends on the context and story elements involved but anyways#probably won't do anything with this particular fic/story idea but i do want to get back into writing more tolkien fics!#this art is based on a sketch i did a few months ago? I can't remember when i started it but i just finished it tonight :)#kinda like the stylized look of this!#Also in this story/fic idea Mae is a little older than Fingon but not by much#enough that he's considered the older cousin. but not so much that they aren't comparable in age :)
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The White-Scaled Dragon Princess Part 2
Part 1
You have found yourself a home in the new land, far away from Westeros and those who would wish harm upon you and your dragon. But then you face new types of challenges when you befriend a Noldor prince. Can you trust him and find a long-lasting friend in him? Will you ever overcome your fear of the world around you? Will you ever share your painful past with him? And could you possibly even find yourself in love with the said prince?
Warnings: mentions of injuries, passing out, Meraxes frightening people, reader being socially awkward, fear of people, Fingon being a tease and charming, Meraxes trying to kill Fingon a couple of times, heavy angst, anxiety, self-hatred, self-harm, reader needs serious therapy, reader trying to overcome her fears, adventuring, comfort, Fingon being caring, mentions of depression, and a happy ending.
(Note: I tagged those, who wanted to be tagged in the previous part)
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- Three years had passed since you arrived in Middle Earth.Â
- You had found a new home with an elderly woman named Ioreth, who had saved your life when your injuries from your fall became too much for you, and you lost consciousness.Â
- Meraxes was the one to find her after you fell unconscious and possibly scared her into helping you. Luckily, Ioreth did not seem to mind treating you even though the dragon kept a careful guard and growled if she made sudden movements. Â
- You were first scared of her when you woke up, thinking she saw you as a monster and prepared to leave as soon as possible, but Ioreth then fed you and asked for your story, showing no sign of hatred or fear toward you.Â
- Feeling somewhat hopeful and trusting, you told her your story and how you got injured during a fall. To your surprise, she showed sympathy, and despite having been threatened to help you by your mountain-sized dragon, she offered a place in her home for you.Â
- She had seen stranger creatures, so she was not much phased by your scales. And you were nearly the same age as her granddaughter, so she would only feel awful if she sent you away.Â
- You nearly wanted to cry for her kindness. For your whole life, you believed no one would think twice before chasing you away and calling you a monster. And here was this elderly woman, who offered you a place in her home despite having been threatened by your dragon and knowing you only for a day.Â
- And thus, you began to help her with the everyday chores, wanting to make yourself use for her. You would help her with the cleaning and the gathering of herbs as she was an experienced healer.Â
- You might have shown over-eagerness to help her with everything as she snapped at you that she was not so old that she needed someone to gather her every need.Â
- You felt ashamed, thinking you had overstepped and annoyed her, but then she comforted you and calmly explained that you could leave the house chores to her while you could deal with things that needed walking and traveling. You agreed to the arrangement, and you began to get comfortable with your new life.Â
- You did find her home interesting since her house was built in the mountains, away from the nearby town. Ioreth explained she was not very fond of people and liked the peace of the mountains, which you partially understood, and it also worked for you since it meant you could stay near Meraxes.Â
- When you recovered and decided to live with Ioreth, Meraxes found herself a cave in another part of the mountains, away from the town, but not too far that you wouldnât be able to come visit her.Â
- You incidentally made friends with Iorethâs grandaughter, Freda, who was one of the only ones in their family eager to visit Ioreth whenever she liked.Â
- You first tried to avoid her when she came to visit Ioreth. You did not want to cause Ioreth trouble by frightening her grandaughter and making the townspeople think she lived with a monster. But then you accidentally dumped on Freda without your cloak, and her reaction was not what you expected.Â
- She reacted to you surprisingly well. She marveled the white scales that adorned your scales, touching them and tracing each line with her fingers. It was slightly overwhelming as you are not used to someone touching your scales like that. She stopped when Ioreth smacked her in the head and called her out for touching you without your permission.Â
- She apologized and then started asking questions. You couldn't quite keep up with her questions but tried your best to answer all of them.Â
- She then declared herself as your friend when you told her you did not have any friends in the mountain besides Ioreth. You were baffled by her because you had never met someone who just decided to be your friend after knowing you only for a day, but soon you became happy about it as she became one of your best friends.Â
- You adored her eccentrics and how many things she had to say. She was so full of life, and you do not think you ever had a friend that was someone of your age. Even the new maids you were given did not talk so much to you. On the contrary, they never spoke more than three words whenever you tried to converse with them.Â
- But despite your newfound friendship with Freda, you decided not to introduce her to Meraxes. She might have accepted you, but you did not want to risk her getting scared by your beloved dragon and have the whole town chase you away. Ioreth promised to keep it a secret, understanding your fear.Â
- But you did agree to visit the town with Fredaâs encouragement.Â
- She wanted you to meet the rest of the family. You felt fearful of the idea of being seen by the townspeople, but you agreed as long as you got to keep your scales hidden by your cloak and the gloves she had gifted you.Â
- It was unnerving to have so many eyes on you when you walked through the town with Freda. You followed her like a lost child, but you tried to push yourself and see things you never allowed yourself to see outside the walls of your home.Â
- Fredaâs family was kind to you and showed gratitude when they heard you decided to keep company to Ioreth, the stubborn woman refusing to live in the town with them after her husband's death.Â
- Their welcoming presence felt comforting, and to your surprise, they did not get upset or pressure you to uncover yourself when you told them you felt more comfortable being covered by your cloak. They were respectful and assured you they would patiently wait until you felt comfortable showing yourself to them.
- You honestly did not know what to make of it, but their assurance made you eager to visit them more often.Â
- After two years of getting to know Fredaâs family, you decided to take the next step and show yourself to them. With your permission, Freda told them of your unique condition, and with enough prepping, you finally revealed your scales to them.Â
- They were surprised when you showed them your white scales, and for a moment, you prepared to face rejection and run out of the house, but then you were surprised by their acceptance. They welcomed you wholeheartedly and praised the beauty they did not expect you to have.Â
- Their constant praising left you flustered as you had never heard anyone call you beautifulâ you were used to people staring at you and calling you unnatural. But, you rejoiced in their acceptance and now felt like you were part of the family.Â
- They even offered you to stay with them. You felt touched by the offer but expressed your desire to remain with Ioreth, and they respected your decision. But you became comfortable showing yourself inside their home.Â
- After three years had passed, you found yourself happy and having learned much about the world around you.Â
- It was shocking to realize that no one knew about Westeros and that creatures such as orcs and gods called the Valar existed. The three imposing mountains you saw in the distance were called Thangorodrim, and the graceful beings you encountered were called the Elves. It was a lot to take in, but the only reasonable explanation you could muster was that you had somehow traveled to another world.
- You would have deemed yourself mad if you hadn't experienced your new life. Feeling a kind of happiness knowing it meant safety from Jaeherys and those who sought your demise, yet also a tinge of sadness, realizing you would never know the fate of your father.Â
- You could only guess he had either been killed or executed.
- After three months into the new year, Meraxes suddenly fell ill. She exhibited reduced energy, ate less, and appeared noticeably grumpier than usual. Perplexed by the sudden change in behavior, you sought advice from Ioreth, who suggested that she might have ingested something that caused her illness, having seen similar symptoms in animals like pigs and cows.
- Ioreth had a medicine, but since Meraxes was bigger than any pig or cow, she would need to take a larger amount.Â
- You were worried for Meraxes, and around the corner was a celebration held by the town.
-Â Freda had urged you to join in. Despite your hesitation, you didnât have the heart to deny her invitation, especially when Ioreth was joining the party too. It was somewhat exciting as you had never attended a party that wasnât held in your home or by your father.Â
- It was a type of celebration where the people would dress up and put paint on their faces to pay tribute to the Valars, so Freda suggested you would come to the party with your scales and additional paint.Â
- You didnât feel comfortable with the idea, but when her younger siblings asked if they could do your hair and put the pain on you, you couldnât bring yourself to refuse them.Â
- Freda and her mother seized the opportunity to pick out a dress for you, leaving you with no room to refuse as they were eager to dress you up for the occasion. It was a lovely dress that complemented well with your red cloak, which Freda insisted you wear instead of your usual green one. The combination popped out your scales, and Fredaâs siblings did a wonderful job on your hair.Â
- They had also painted your face with beautiful white lines and designs that perfectly complemented the scales on your skin.
- You nearly mistook yourself for a mystical being and even found yourself beautiful. Freda and her family did not waste the opportunity to dress you for the celebration.Â
- You were still nervous when the night of the party arrived, but as Freda said, most of the town people had dressed up and painted their faces with colors. No one seemed to have suspected a thing when you walked outside with Freda, your scales showing and everything. On the contrary, you received many compliments and admiring looks when people realized you were Fredaâs strange hooded friend.Â
- For the time in your life, you had fun at a party, watching people dance, playing songs, and eating a large variety of foods.Â
- You mostly stuck with Freda or any of her family members during the celebration as you didnât possess strong social skills to talk with people.Â
- You then noticed there were also elves in the party. It was a rare sight since elves did not often visit human towns.Â
- Freda explained they were part of the Noldor. The age of peace had flourished since Morgoth had hidden himself away in his northern fortress, so the elves would always join a party whenever a chance occurred.Â
- You curiously observed the partying elves. It was curious to see them, and for a moment, your attention was taken by an elf who had braids and what seemed to be golden ribbons in his hair. He was quite handsome. His raven locks were nearly as dark as the night sky above you, and it seemed he enjoyed the party the most out of his kin.Â
- When it was time for a dance, you stood on the sidelines and watched. You liked it that way since you had never been lucky to be asked to dance before, so you never truly learned how to dance. Unknowns to you, you had caught the attention of the elf with the golden ribbons.Â
- Fingon, the energetic Noldor prince, had joined the party upon change, wanting to escape the court and his duties for one night. He enjoyed parties, and the Edain always knew how to throw an interesting one. He felt pity he couldnât celebrate it like he used to with his siblings and cousins, but as long as it took his mind away from the darker things of the worldâ it was enough.Â
- He was in the midst of conversation and drinks with some friends till his gaze landed upon you. He nearly didn't believe his eyes. To him, you were drop-dead gorgeous. The red cloak made you stand out, but the white paint and the scale resembling stones that adorned your skin sparkled like diamonds. It was like Aule himself had dressed you in the earthâs finest jewels, and if it weren't for your rounded ears and your somewhat ordinary demeanor, Fingon might have mistaken you for a beautiful princess or even a Maia.
- Fingon was teased when his friends caught him staring at you and told him to go talk to you since he was clearly captivated by you.Â
- He only laughed them off but decided to follow their advice and approach you.Â
- You were startled when he suddenly came to you, and with his gentle yet teasing voice, he started talking.Â
- âNow, what would a lovely maiden like yourself be doing here all alone while others have fun dancing? Is the party not to your liking?â Fingon questioned teasingly.Â
âNo⊠it's just,â you hesitated to answer. Fingon was captivated by your quiet yet soft voice and even more when he saw your violet eyes.Â
âIâve never been much of a dancer, and I enjoy watching others having fun,â you finally answered.Â
- Enamored, Fingon continued conversing with you, complimenting your appearance. While you were somewhat charmed by his praise, you couldn't help but tease him. He was one head shorter than you, something you didn't expect when he approached you. He seemed a lot taller in the distance.Â
- Fingon found your shyness and wit endearing, and he continued to keep you company. He introduced himself, mentioning that he was the first prince of the High King Fingolfin.
- âIâm (Name), the daughter of the kiââ you quickly stopped, realizing what you were about to say. Fingon introduced himself in a manner familiar to those in the court that the etiquette came back naturally to you.
Fingon looked at you curiously.Â
âJust (Name), daughter of a simple man,â you fixed yourself with a fake smile.Â
- Luckily, Fingon seemed to have bought it, and you two then spent a fun night together, talking and joining some games. It was perhaps one of the only times you did not wish for a party to end.Â
- When the night came to an end, you two bid farewell to each other. Fingon felt shame that he had to leave so soon after meeting you. He would have enjoyed getting to know you more and then placed a kiss on the back of your hand as a goodnight. Your poor heart nearly exploded out of your chest by the act. You had never received such courtesy before, and you felt slightly ashamed that he was not kissing mere decorations on your hand but your actual scales.Â
- Freda teased you endlessly when you told her what had happened and how much fun you had talking with Fingon. You tolerated her jests through the night until the morning arrived.Â
- You considered going to the place where you had heard the elves spend the night in hopes of seeing Fingon again but decided to go to the mountains when Ioreth told you that she had prepared the medicine for Meraxes.Â
- You took your red cloak as your green cloak was at Iorethâs house, then made your way to the mountain with Meraxesâs medicine. You two decided you would try to give Meraxes her medicine through a piece of meat since food was one of the only ways to convince someone to take their medicine. Â
- When you reached Meraxesâs cave, she was already waiting for you there. You greeted her, then handed her the meat you carried in your basket, letting her eat it from your hand and watching as the medicine seemed to have taken effect. She looked more lively and even asked for more. Â
- Relief washed over you as you gave her pets, but unknown to you, someone had followed you to her den.Â
- Fingon, who was preparing to leave with his kin, wanted to try to see you one last time before he had to return home. However, when he saw you leave your friend's home and make your way toward the mountains, he became worried since orcs and other creatures alike could be found hiding there. So, he followed you, only to be startled when he found you standing in front of a giant silver-scaled dragon.Â
- It had been ages when he last saw the ferocious golden dragon, Glaurung, and the fact that this dragon was bigger and had wings was enough to make him call out to you and draw out his bow.Â
- Meraxes was quick to go defensive and roar at the intruder.Â
- You were momentarily stunned as you had no idea someone had followed you to the mountain.Â
- Meraxes lunged at Fingon with her jaws open, but Fingon was quick to roll to the side, narrowly avoiding being bitten whole. Recovering swiftly, he drew his bow again, ready to aim for her one remaining eye.
- âNo!â You yelled, pushing his bow away so that his arrow only struck Meraxes in the snout, aggravating her even further.Â
- You then saw how Meraxesâs jaws began to glow with the familiar fiery glow. She was intending to burn Fingon alive.Â
- Meraxes was protective and stubborn enough to ignore your orders, so the only thing you could come up with to save the elf was to grab him and run to the edge of the cliff. Meraxes released her flames, but luckily, you were quick enough to jump over the edge and slide down the hill before her flames could touch you. However, now you were sliding hard against the cliff wall with a far drop beneath you.Â
- Your claws helped you keep a tight grip on Fingon and slow down your fall, but then you lost your hold, and you both rolled down the hill before you finally reached the bottom, surrounded by forest.Â
- You both groaned in pain as you both suffered some cuts and bruises, but then you recovered when Fingon picked himself up and urged you to come with him before your dragon could find you again.Â
- You were quick to explain that she was your friend and she only attacked because he was an intruder to her territory. Fingon was confused, and you had to go into details about how she was your steed and that you had her since childhood.Â
- He only seemed more confused, questioning why you would want to harbor a creature of Morgoth.Â
- You then explained that she was not one of Morgothâs creatures and that you both were from somewhere where dragons were common and could be received as steeds. You then revealed that the scales on your skin were no decor but actual scales, things you had been born with.Â
- Fingon seemed to believe you since he did saw how you used your claws to slow down the fall.Â
- To your frustration, you found yourselves on the other side of the mountains, far from the town and other people. Fortunately, you were gifted with a keen sense of smell, so you began leading Fingon back to the other side by following the scent of people. Despite the long walk and climbing, you didn't deem it safe to summon Meraxes. She would most likely try to kill the elf again if you did.Â
- Fingon started questioning about your origins and everything related to Meraxes and your scales.
- You tried to answer all his questions and assure him that you were not in league with Morgoth and that you came from a different place, a place he would most likely not find on maps. Â
- It took you half a day to finally find your way back to the other side, but before Fingon could leave to join his kin, you stopped him and pleaded with him to remain quiet about you and Meraxes.Â
- Fingon felt conflicted as it was one of his duties to tell what was happening on his fatherâs lands, but then you told him how you and your dragon had already lived three years without an incident and that you had nowhere else to go if you and Meraxes got chased away.Â
- You begged and even told him you would do anything as long as you could stay in your new home.Â
- Fingon felt a tug in his heart as you were sincere and looked like you were on the brink of tears. You saved him from the dragon but also loved the said dragon enough that you would choose to leave with it rather than abandon it.Â
- It was a complicated situation, and all he could tell you was he would let you know what he would decide to do with the knowledge and then left.Â
- Anxiety and troubled thoughts had haunted you ever since that day.Â
- It had only been three days since the incident, and you were already considering packing your things and leaving with Meraxes while you still had the chance. Ioreth tried to comfort you after hearing about the incident, but nothing seemed to work to calm down the paranoia that cribbled you from within.Â
- The thoughts became more terrible, and you started beating yourself for allowing such a mistake to happen.Â
- It even got to the point where you ended up with a manic panic attack and started scratching the scales off your arm, trying to trim them away.Â
- The lingering hatred you felt towards the scales resurfaced, driving you to scratch at them until the ground was covered in white, bloodied scales, and your arms were left bleeding from the numerous cuts and spots where the scales had once been.
- You would then silently cry and then clean up the mess before Ioreth could notice and get worried for you.Â
- With Fingon, he struggled to decide what to do. On one hand, he knew he shouldn't keep something like this hidden from his father and people. However, upon further reflection, he realized he didn't want anything bad to happen to you. Dragons were primarily associated with Morgoth, and given your half-dragon nature, it was likely that you would be ostracized or even chased away if the people learned about you.
- Fingon could tell that you were not lying about the things you said, and he felt a little awful when he remembered the desperate look on your face. Would he only be damning your life if he told your secret? You had not done anything suspicious yet, so maybeâŠ
- Shaking his head, he then came to a difficult decision.
- After the fourth day, as you were helping Ioreth do some stitching, Fingon came to visit you. You were surprised as he had come alone and not with a mob of people like you had first expected.Â
- Fingon suggested a deal since you did save him from your dragonâs flames and helped him return to his kin. He would keep silent about you and your dragon, but to ensure nothing unexpected would happen, he would come to visit and monitor you.Â
- You accepted the deal without a second thought. It felt reasonable to you and it meant you got to stay with Ioreth.Â
- Fingon then began asking questions. He inquired about your homeland, your parents, and the reason for your stay in Hithlum. You answered honestly, sharing details about your background but omitting the parts about Westeros being in another world, your royal status as a former princess, as well as the circumstances involving your cousin and your need to escape.
- He also had strange questions, like if you could breathe fire and fly. They were the only questions that baffled you, but since Freda had asked similar questions on your first meetingâ you were not bothered by them.Â
- You could not breathe fire to your knowledge, neither were you born with wings. The only special features you had were that you could see very well in the dark, had a keen sense of smell, and were physically stronger than an average man.Â
- The day went by quickly, with you answering his questions about you and Meraxes until it was time for him to depart. You thanked him continuously, trying to show gratefulness for his decision to keep your secret.Â
- He seemed sincere and told you to expect him to come for another visit soon enough before sending him off.Â
- The heavyweight from your mind was momentarily lifted. You were good at telling when people were lying, and Fingon was sincere through and through, so you did not have to worry if you could trust him.Â
- He visited once a week. Fingon questioned a lot about Meraxes and then about you. It seemed like he was trying to monitor your every move, but he quickly softened up, and you two started talking about yourselves. Well, you mostly listened to him talk about his life and what his family was like. You had very few good things you wanted to share with him, and you did not want to ruin the good mood he often brought with your sad life.Â
- You did fill out his curiosity when he asked about Meraxes and why she was so protective of you, and he seemed to have possessed some pity for the dragon when you told him how her previous rider died on her back.Â
- However, you decided letting the two meet each other again wasnât a good idea, especially after what happened last time. You did suggest that Fingon would leave you a glove or something with his scent on it so you could try to get Meraxes used to it and avoid further incidents. Reluctantly, he agreed to the plan for the greater good. Unfortunately, Meraxes proved to be difficult, only growling at the scent and huffing away when you tried to tell her not to harm the elf next time.
- An unusual friendship was born between you and Fingon. His warm and forward nature made you eager for his visits, and you started asking more about Middle Earth and news around the world.Â
- One day, you dared to ask him if he could bring books and teach you his language. You held love toward languages and thought his peopleâs language sounded beautiful.Â
- When he agreed, you were gleaming with joy. It was perhaps the first time Fingon saw you smile openly, and he thought your excitement was adorable.Â
- You immediately started reading and learning when he brought you the books and took it as a little personal challenge to surprise him with your linguistic skills. You have always been a quick learner when it came to languages.Â
- Then Freda suddenly came to visit when Fingon was there. She was quick to take a protective stance when she saw him and realized he knew about your scales and even threatened to beat him up if he dared to do anything foul to you.Â
- You had to calm her down, though you felt touched that she came to your defense. She then gushed and teased you about your new friendship with the elf. She even teased if you had a growing crush on the elf.Â
- You profoundly apologized to Fingon for the encounter, but he only smiled. He found it admirable and complimented you having a good friend. It made you somewhat happy because it proved Freda was one of the first true friends you ever had.Â
- When you told him you had never seen much of the world around you except on Meraxesâs back, he suggested you two would go on an adventure together.Â
- The idea made you fearful as you had never dared to venture the lands on foot. You also felt a bit embarrassed since you had flown for most of your life and didn't know how to ride a horse.
- Fingon did not tease you when you told him. He encouraged you and assured you that you would be fine with him around. No one will dare to harm you in his presence.Â
- The voices in your head said no to the offer, but wanting to see the world at least once, you agreed.Â
- Your body was shaking and nearly refusing to leave the house when the day arrived. Ioreth helped you pack necessities, but it was like your conscious and body wanted to stay in the safety zone, pushing all kinds of thoughts into your head. You nearly changed your mind until Fingon arrived on his horse, and you managed to compose yourself somehow.
- You felt excited when you climbed behind him on his horse, and he took you farther from the town. It became easy letting him ride you around, and you finally saw things beyond the borders of the town.Â
- Fingon showed you all the beautiful sights of Hithlum. The fear and the blood rush calmed down as you were awed by the sights and things you never saw in the sky.Â
- However, you would start shaking when Fingon would pass some other towns, and people would look at you. You were covered in your cloak, so they most likely looked at you because of the height difference between you and Fingon. You were one head taller than him. You might have also held a bit too hard on him during your shaking episode and felt embarrassed when he gently asked you to ease your grip around his waist.Â
- You two then arrived at a good picnic spot and challenged each other in fishing. Fingon dared if you could catch a fish with your bare hands, and you accepted since you did have a quick reaction and keen senses.Â
- However, when you pulled up your sleeve and focused on the small shadows in the water, Fingon noticed the state of your arm. He saw how it was covered in small cuts and appeared to have missing scales. The redness of your skin concerned him, as your arm looked like something had scratched it hatefully.
- You then tried to snatch the fish from the water. You got a hold of the fish and pulled it out, but it then slipped out of your hands and fell into the water.Â
- You two laughed about it, and then Fingon tried to inquire about your arm. Your behavior changed as you explained you had a little incident and covered your arm. Nothing he needed to worry about.Â
- Fingon felt suspicious of your words but pushed it back as you two then had a picnic and watched the stars when the night arrived, having planned to stay the night outside.Â
- Fingon introduced you to most of the constellations and explained how Varda was the goddess who created the stars. You listened attentively, enjoying the stories and the sound of his voice.Â
- When Fingon mentioned the life he still had with his family in Valinor, you felt a small rush of courage and decided to share more details about your past life.Â
- You shared what kind of person your father was and how you were abandoned at birth by both your father and birth mother, and the only person who took you in and raised you was your fatherâs first wife. How most people treated you and how you were always known as your fatherâs half-monster daughter and the only surviving child out of all his other dead half-monster children.Â
- Fingon was first surprised to learn you used to be a noble lady, but then he threw a few jokes and called you âmy ladyâÂ
- You did not correct that you were actually a princess and found humor in his jokes.Â
- You then revealed the true reason why you left your home, and Fingon felt sympathy for you, sorrowed how much hardship you had faced even though you were one of the most gentle-hearted people in his eyes.Â
- He comforted you, and you found yourself surprisingly relieved for sharing. You two then spent the night sleeping against the tree till morning finally arrived. Unfortunately, trouble arrived right at the crack of dawn.Â
- Fingon was still soundly sleeping till his ears picked up growling above him. He opened his eyes and looked up, seeing Meraxes snarling and glaring down at him with fury in her golden eye.Â
- âWell, I hope you are here to apologize for the last time,â Fingon said before closing his eyes again.Â
- You woke up to Fingonâs screams as your dragon dragged him by his foot.Â
- You quickly acted, running up to him and grabbing his hands before Meraxes could pick him up and swallow him whole.Â
- âMeraxes! Let go!â You yelled as you ended up playing tug war with your dragon, your elf friend being the rope.Â
- Meraxes ignored your orders, even when you tried to yell in high valyrian, so you then took out your claws and smacked her hard enough in the snout that she finally let go of Fingonâs foot.Â
- You both fell to the ground, but you quickly stood protectively in front of Fingon when your dragon tried to attack him again. You prevented her from getting past you and tried to tell her off.Â
- She growled at you. You finally had enough and snarled back at her, revealing your teeth and warning her off. Meraxes finally took you seriously and backed away, releasing crumbles and glaring at Fingon.Â
- You sighed in relief and started apologizing to Fingon for the mess. You were so eager to go on a trip with him that you had completely forgotten to tell Meraxes. She most likely thought he was trying to kidnap you or something.Â
- Fingon tried to calm you down and assure you he was not angry, but you dismissed it, having been unable to keep Meraxes out of trouble and nearly getting him killed for the second time.Â
- You then decided it was for the best that you two went home and flew back on Meraxes, feeling upset about the whole ordeal.Â
- The next week felt excruciating, and you started dreading the next day when Fingon was supposed to visit. What if he hated you now? What if he deemed you were unsafe to keep around, and now he would bring people to chase you out? Why canât you do anything right?Â
- Those questions kept haunting you and nearly drove you mad. You did not dare to face Fingon again, but you also wanted to have some kind of answer to what he thought of you now. You did not want to lose the friendship you had with him. You liked being with him, and the thought of him hating you made the feeling worse.Â
- You looked at your scales, and the looming sense of self-hatred returned. If only you had been born without them, perhaps you could have lived a normal life.
- Your heart began to pound painfully against your chest, and your breathing became frantic as you started scratching the scales again, desperate to remove them from your skin. Â
- The scales dropped to the ground, and your arm began to bleed from the cuts you gave yourself from your claws. Your arm was burning with pain, but you ignored it and even started scratching your other arm out of its scales. You were too deep in your panic to notice someone approaching you.Â
- Fingon tried to call out to you, but when you ignored him, he then grabbed both of your hands, forcing you to stop and look at him.Â
- He gently calmed you down from the panic attack, but you looked away, pleading him not to look at you.Â
- He comforted you and then begged you to tell him what drove you to hurt yourself. He continuously assured you he was there to help, but he wouldnât be able to if you didnât tell him. You couldnât take it anymore and started sobbing, confessing to everything.
- You told him what kind of life you lived as the half-monster princess, how you lost your beloved mother when you were sixteen, how you killed the knight who killed her, how uncaring your father was of her, and how you were punished living in isolation, how your birth mother isolated you from your only friends, how your father committed more atrocities and how he was the reason you were born like this. And the last thing he did was to tell you to run away before your cousin could find you and kill you for being a monster.Â
- You had no one else to turn to, and your half-monster side still prevents you from finding happiness.Â
- Fingon listened to you while caring for your arms, cleaning them, and adding healing ointment given by Ioreth after telling her what had happened. He gently bandaged your arms.Â
- He was nearly driven into tears by your story and how you possessed such self-hatred that you would even harm yourself.Â
- He now understood why you were so scared of the world around you and why you always wanted to keep yourself hidden.Â
- You then asked him not to hate you, as you genuinely liked him and wanted to keep him as a friend. He was one of your only friends besides Freda.Â
- He comforted you that he never hated you in the first place and that what happened with Meraxes was an accident. Maybe the two were never fated to get along in the first place.Â
- He then did something surprising and embraced you. He comforted you and assured you that he would never hate you just because your dragon doesnât like him. He then kept telling you that being born unique did not make you a monster and that you were deserving of love and friends.Â
- He also told you he knew people who looked normal yet were just as terrible as monsters. Compared to them, you were innocent as a dove.Â
- You nearly couldn't understand his words, but the feeling of comfort in his arms was enough to make you hold on to him and cry.Â
- Fingon then held you and did not allow you to leave till you had shed all the pain and tears you needed.Â
- Fingon shared what happened with Freda, and the latter then forced you to live in the town with her family for the time being. The two believed you needed company and care so that you would not try to hurt yourself again.Â
- It helped a little to improve your state of mind, and Fredaâs family refused to let you go out, insisting you stayed inside until your arms were healed.Â
- Fingon started visiting you more often, bringing elven remedies and helping you care for your arms. Even though you had the qualities of a dragon, you were still very human and thus vulnerable to infections. Fingon wanted to make sure you recovered without falling sick.Â
- But since you opened up about your past and cried all the bottled emotions you had held back over the years, you became lethargic, thus making you smile became more challenging.Â
- Fingon asked Ioreth and other healers what he could do to help you recover in mind and spirit, and one thing he learned was that music was a good remedy to heal someone from a depressive state of mind, so he decided to sing to you.Â
- You became captivated by his singing voice and music, and it did help you become more lively.Â
- Under his care, you started to look after yourself more, and to ensure you would not scratch yourself again, you trimmed your nails and claws. They would grow back, and that way, you assured Fingon you would not try hurting yourself again.Â
- Although you still had the habit of picking scales off your skin, but not bad enough to cause injuries.Â
- You even started going out again, mostly to visit Ioreth and Meraxes, though you were still upset with her for the incident.Â
- You even started ignoring your beloved dragon, confusing her. She once came near the town to see you and was startled when you angrily told her to return to her cave. However, you soon felt awful for snapping at her and apologized to her.Â
- You felt a little ashamed from the constant care by Freda and Fingon. In your home, such attention might have labeled you as short-tempered and overly emotional. Those were the traits you did not like sharing with your father.Â
- But then you began to notice something within yourself when you continued listening to Fingonâs music or looked forward to his visits.Â
- Your arms had gotten better thanks to him. The cuts had healed, and by the next month, your arms began to grow new scales.Â
- Fingon was gentle with you and was always happy to play you a new song. His care and willingness to still come visit sparked something within your heart.Â
- You two even got more things to talk about when you had told him your past, and the elven prince seemed not to have changed much, even throwing jokes and treating you like royalty.Â
- It felt too weird to be regarded as a princess again, so you asked him to treat you normally, and he respected your wish. Although he did boast how he was right since you being a princess was his first impression of you.Â
- Fingon somehow managed to keep you flustered, and it soon became obvious enough that you were falling for him.Â
- You denied it at first. You did adore him as a friend, but falling in love with him was too far of a stretch. You were blessed enough not to have him hate you for his two near-death experiences, but having him fall for someone like you was simply an impossible fever dream.Â
- Freda became excited when you shared with her about your feelings for Fingon and regretted it because now she was pestering you to go forward with them.
- You refused, and she said you were taking things too pessimistically. You should at least try to see if he had an ounce of interest in you.Â
- Freda had a good way with words, so you became haunted by the thought and started observing Fingon when he visited you.Â
- He seemed like always, and when you started taking walks outside the town, he was gentle with you and tried to keep up a good mood. You always listened because you enjoyed hearing him talk about random and mundane things, and he also started saying positive things about you.Â
- He continued how you had many useful perks, such as a keen sense of smell, so you could always find misplaced things, could see in the dark so light was a never problem for you, and the scales being a natural armor for you, protecting you from small things like flies and mosquitoes who loved to bother everyone. That part made you laugh because you never really had a problem with mosquitoes.Â
- His positive talking helped you to see yourself in a better light, though not fully removing the years of hatred you accumulated.Â
- And to your startle, you noticed signs that he might be interested in you romantically.Â
- You didnât know how to handle that information. In a small part of your mind, it made you feel happy, but in others, it gave you new fears.Â
- After being constantly pestered and advised by Ioreth that you should grasp happiness when it's offered to you, you decided to make a bold move and ask Fingon if he could take you on another adventure.
- You reasoned that revealing your past to him helped relieve the heavy weight from your chest, and you were also tired of living in fear all the time. You wanted to experience all that life had to offer before the end of your time.
- Fingon excitedly agreed, but he questioned if you were comfortable with the idea as he wanted to avoid pushing your limits.Â
- You assured him that you wanted it. You did not want to keep hiding all the time. You just needed to assure Meraxes this time and ensure she would not jump to conclusions.Â
- Fingon then insisted he would come with you to see her, to show her he was not a threat to you. You felt hesitant, but to your surprise, your dragon did not try to kill him in sight when you two came to visit her.Â
- She did glare at him and crumbled while you told her of your plans, but she didnât try anything and allowed you to leave without an issue.Â
- It was a surprising change, but then you figured she must have changed her attitude so you wouldnât get upset with her and ignore her like last time.Â
- She was a stubborn old lady, but she always cared deeply for you. She was perhaps that overprotective, stubborn mother figure in your lifeâ wanting to keep you safe from everything and making it hard for you to try new things.Â
- You and Fingon then went on another adventure. You still became nervous at the sight of people, but now you felt less afraid at the thought of traveling.Â
- Fingon showed you new places and even took you to see his home, which you thought was beautiful.Â
- At the end of the day, when Fingon escorted you back home. You had contemplated about your feelings for him and finally decided to confess. You believed it was best to let him know than to hide them since you had done it for most of your life.Â
- You stopped Fingon beneath a tree and told him of your feelings. How you had grown to adore his free yet gentle nature, how he had helped you see good in yourself, and how you had become less afraid of the world thanks to him.Â
- You loved the sound of his voice, and his presence was like that of a warm sun. The world had become less dark to you when he arrived in your life.Â
- You understood if he only saw you as a friend and then prepared to face rejection.Â
- But instead of rejection, Fingon smiled and told you he accepted your feelings. He confessed that he had loved you since day one.Â
- He then went far as to kiss the back of your hand like he did when you first met, making your poor heart pound with fluster before telling you he would be honored to court someone like you, a maiden with diamonds embedded on her skin.Â
- You began crying, not out of sorrow or anger, but for the first time, in joy. You had found someone who loved you in return.Â
- That night went like a breeze, but it was one of the happiest nights of your life.
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Yes itâs weird that Fingon got all the way up Thangorodrim AND sung a song (loud enough to reach Maedhros) without being discovered, but consider: they hung Maedhros at the assâ end of the mountain, so high and freezing that no guards want to (or sustainably can) watch there, with the mindset that âweâll check on him every few weeks, he canât get farâ
And then
#Silm shitpost#imagine Melkor being on edge after seeing some eagle poking around his mountain#Goes to check on his prisoner and finds a fucking hand#Anyway#fingon#maedhros#thangorodrim#silm#silmarillion#the silmarillion#the silm fandom#silm fandom#the silm#tolkien#jrr tolkien#maitimo#maitimo Nelyafinwe#russandol#Findekano
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